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btsbs · 11 months ago

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#accidentally saw that namjoon propaganda video on insta #i follow exactly one bts meme account and yet #that shit still finds me against my will #big yikes #there’s no way the military isn’t exploiting #his role as the voice of bts #as a tool to further their own agenda #i refuse to believe he finished #a month of boot camp in the middle of winter #after leaving his work project unfinished on some level #and his first thoughts were ‘yeah that was great this is so necessary’#‘this is a FUN and REWARDING experience’#he can’t publicly say anything else but also #he could #simply keep his mouth shut but #this is probably part of the gig for him #i’ve genuinely tried to avoid inserting myself into military discourse #fully aware it’s not my place but #watching him become such a blatant tool of the state #is especially rough #you know a ton of people will buy it as genuine endorsement #he’s there because he has to be #everything he says while there and about the experience #is going to be incredibly calculated #ok back to my regularly scheduled bs #felt like i needed to get that out #love that the tumblr fandom has been so good about not posting that garbage #military stuff

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puhpandas · 4 months ago

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the sense that cassie would knock into tony

#not even only regarding Gregory but ellis as well #she'd see this perfectly good friend who cares about tony and has stuck by him for years that tony grew up with #and yeah hes a little flawed but not enough to be dropped or condemned #and shed see how tony blows him off and resents him bc of his own pent up anger and wants to stop hanging out with him #on top of watching tony treat gregory as only a mystery/ggy #(bc this would have to be post book+sb and pre ruin id say)#and shed get mad not only on gregorys behalf but on ellis'#friendship is so important to her and shes grateful to have met Gregory every day #gregory whos flawed like ellis is but tony still wants to take him for granted #both ellis and gregory #shed yell soo much sense into him #and its even more interesting during some sort of plotline where they have to stick together #like ur my only ally and its killing me watching you treat your friends like this but i have to stick with you #doesnt mean i wont scream at you after noticing all this #tony and cassie having different outlooks on a ggy esque plotline #like finding him or solving it or something (but cassies friendship was with the real gregory)#and she watches how as she cares about helping and saving her friend and making sure hes okay #tony is treating it like a detective case and like gregory is just a mystery to solve like hes a goal and not a person #or his FRIEND #cassie would be soo mad #maybe like during ruin or something tony is there #and she doesnt know about the murderous part until she yells at tony about how hes treating finding Gregory #and then he explains it all to her but is like i donnttt think it was him he mighhtt have been possessed #imagining post ruin Tony is the only thing keeping cassie from spiraling #like thyere trapped down there for a bit and he finds a way out but cassie has been being whispered to by the mask and shit #he keeps her from being turned against gregory in this case #using the words she threw in his face about friendship back in hers #not-gregory duo #tony #cassie

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melancholic-pigeon · 3 months ago

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Okay this is the *actual* last comment, for real, but I just found out Spider is now smearing me as a convert and accusing me of being involved with drama I was not involved with because he mistakenly attributed my apologies for his public temper tantrum as being about something unrelated.

THIS IS A FALSE ACCUSATION and I do not appreciate having yet another bit of fake malicious intent falsely ascribed to my actions and* attributing a completely unrelated attack to me.

Also, it's very sad and disappointing whenever a Jew gets mad at a convert because something else is going on in the Jew's life and the convert happens to be in the splash zone and the Jew falls over backwards to smear the convert and invalidate her faith.

Just....the childish aggression is making me so, so sad and disappointed, from someone I used to think very highly of, who is now lying about me and publicly smearing me with false accusations based on a conflict he started because he misinterpreted something I said and I went out of my way to give him the benefit of the doubt when trying to clear up the mistake HE MADE that led him to decide bullying and attacking me for three fucking days was appropriate and okay and that I'm the bad guy for saying it's wildly unprofessional to behave like this in public to a former customer face.

Sorry, but facts, reality, linear time and the truth of what I actually said and did are on my side here, and I will not stand for being smeared and attacked and shat all over because I had the gall to try to kindly resolve his uncalled for, unjustified temper tantrum.

I am also not sorry that I left a side note in the tags that it was also unacceptable for HIM to drag his daughter into a stupid internet slapfight based on his own reading comprehension failure. Because it was and is unacceptable, and she needs to hear that message from someone.

End of story. Keep digging that hole as long as you like, Spider. It's not helping your case and is continuing to make you look progressively worse and more unreasonable, and the only person you have to blame is yourself.

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#don't buy from nerdykeppie #all receipts are under this tag #if you're so offended because my reporting on the things you say and do makes you look bad maybe the problem is you #this whole thing was completely needless #and yet he is continuing to DARVO me because he's pissed that his usual method of smugly lashing out at people over their poor reading #comprehension doesn't work when it's him who failed to comprehend what I wrote in the first place #also REAL FUCKING INCHRESTING that he's lying about me being involved in the jewvestigation of him so he responds by......jewvestigating me #lol #lashon hara. maybe he should study it sometime.#and maybe he'll learn warning others about poor behavior from a business so they don't waste their money there is not lashon hara #but honestly I doubt it because he's never going to let go of his desperate complex about always being the smartest raddest dude in the roo #it looks pathetic and I think he realizes that or he wouldn't have had such a dramatic extended meltdown over the things *he* said to *me*#I also still find it funny that he has conveniently forgotten to address the whole “hey bud your timeline doesn't add up” part #and I think that's because he knows if he were to address the proof that he didn't remember it correctly he would be forced to admit that h #threw a massive shitfit at someone for no reason because his memory got mixed up #so so funny that he can't come up with an answer for that #almost like! he knows he fucked up bigtime and is scrambling to make himself the victim!#also funny that “worrying about someone who was dragged into a fight by a bully” got twisted into sneakily scheming to turn her against him #I'm not a scheming plotter I'm worried because the behavior you showed your child in public was wildly inappropriate TO HER.#it's sad! It's fucking sad and embarrassing and hypocritical and immature and SAD!#but the pretend me other people are attacking because they made shit up is none of my business #if he wants to keep writing fanfic about me he can go right ahead #because again #the more he talks the worse he looks #the more he digs this hole the deeper he gets mired in his own muck #and it's not my job to bend over backwards to keep him from experiencing the natural consequences of his actions.#I really should learn the lesson that people who are snide assholes in one situation are usually snide assholes across the board #really the worst part is knowing I defended him when he threw tantrums like this before #that's what I regret and feel guilty about: that I backed up his shitty behavior and gave it legitimacuy #that was wrong of me and I'm sorry for every time I jumped in as one of his flying monkeys

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bread-that-draws · 1 year ago

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Internets obsession with Sans Undertale will always be famous 2 me bc 11 year old me was there in 2015 watching blue lightsaber penis happen in real time and then I play the actual game and it’s like. He’s truly just some guy. He’s just there to troll his brother and then drops “i met ur adoptive mother in the woods and she asked me to protect you and if she didn’t oh boy your ass would be grass”. and goes back to just being a guy. Finish pacifist and he goes “I’m gonna go keep an eye on my insane brother” and walks in the opposite direction. Then 11 year old me is like ok what is the hype about. Why do we want this man so bad. Then I play geno and he’s like OUR STUDiES HAVE SHOWN OUR TIMELINE IS BEING FUCKED. UR ASS IS GRASS. GET FUCKED and like. 11 year old me thought it was kinda cool I guess but sure the entire internet wants to fuck this guy. Whatever. Fingers in his ass Sunday

#that’s the titular bitchular (11 y/o me) btw #i still don’t get it but y’all really love ur sans undertale and i respect it #I was never a sans girlie and I know lesbians who were so its not because of that #hes like. my friend #my weird uncle #I’m a Flowey the flower fan to the day I die #i have the almost 6k notes post about it for a reason #I had a personal grudge against sans for a while bc 11 year old me was super into like 4 other characters way more #but if you were into undertale in 2015-2017 you know #only content you could find was sans #but I’m cool with him now #sans #sans undertale #undertale #utdr #he is cool objectively #lazy dude that does jack shit actually knows more than anyone (besides Flowey) about the timelines and only does something about it #when he’s the last resort #his secret room and his connection to the Deltarune world

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imminent-danger-came · 5 months ago

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My new hobby is skimming through seasons of Ninj//ago to induce a fever dream like state in my psychese

#I've always had kinda like....petty beef with ninj//ago just cause like. EVERYONE compares it to monkie kid #When they r just not comparable beyond the surface level observation that its legos #Like ninj//ago contributes to the idea of an Asian monolith and uh. It's annoying to me.#It's also so thematically empty and they just reset shit whenever and it barely has characters. It's not good #Which makes me feel crazy when lmk is SO good. Like so so so good #Let it be known I've seen all that's out of drag//on rising #the first 3 seasons of the og show. And I skimmed through possession seabound and both crystal king parts #Gotta say. Sea Nya slaps like what the hell #Ninj//ago isn't good but that was legitimately like. Awesome #So there are officially 1 and a half episodes that I find thematically banging #I'm always a sucker for there being no good choice but still having to choose. Like I am. What decision can you live with #But Nya losing herself to the Sea? Losing her own breath and inhaling the sea to remove the water out of Jay's lungs?#The fact that she only became the water ninja because her friends needed her which eventually pushed her into this fate #Making it so she couldn't remember who she was or what her loved ones meant to her?#Her convo with nyad was like #duuddeeeeeeeeeee. brooooooo #Like she became eternal and endless. A force of nature but there was still a small part of her that remembered what ''good'' is #The part of her that would save a sailor who had gone overboard even if it went against the natural course of the ocean #Because there is no right or wrong there. Except in the small drop of Nya that was left #Like what the FUCK that's CRAZYYY BRO #Like she literally had to pull herself out of herself (the sea) to keep ''Nya'' together like. oh my god. How the cookie crumbles I guess #ninjago critical #anyways I've been losing my mind about Sea Nya and how nothing else in ninja//go is like it I needed to get it off my chest #sea nya

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moghedien · 6 months ago

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It does genuinely shock me how few people in the DA fandom are willing to acknowledge that the Grey Wardens are kinda extremely horrific and fucked up

#like they’re more egalitarian that any political system in Thedas sure #but idk maybe giving an uncentralized military power the ability to conscript anyone they want #lie to recruits about what this entails both whether they were forced in or joined willingly #and then kill them if they hesitate and maybe kill them anyway in the process of recruiting just by failing to drink poison #and then shorten their lifespan and force them into a fate of slowly becoming tainted if they manage to survive long enough #maybe that’s bad actually #maybe you should tell people what this entails at least #‘oh but then no one would join’ i promise you people still would stfu #maybe I’m just at the end of the day a city elf filled with rage at being forced into a military #because I fought back against rapists and protected my family #like legit tho getting fucking conscripted on top of all the shit that happens in the city elf origin #if fucking terrible and my warden is always going to be angry at Duncan over it #maybe I’m just eternally bitter at that but you will never find me respecting or wanting ti be a warden again #my HoF disappearing after Awakening and trying to cure the blight to fuck off from them is the most in character thing for her tbh #but yeah this is also part of why I never make Bethany a warden in DA2 #she seems genuinely happier if she joins the circle for one thing #but also she at least gets to escape that in the end

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shittywriterbrain · 1 year ago

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i've successfully made my mother despair over the ending of ofmd season 1

#she loves the show i knew it #and btw. this is the first time i got the izzys revenge joke bc she explained it to me #still finding new shit on my 9th rewatch #i cant tell her that ive already watched season 2 though because well. my parents are strictly against pirating shit #not because of moral reasons necessarily but my brother got into some legal trouble for something he didnt even do #but ever since then theyve been like “dont click on watch movie online shit!!”#maybe i can warm them up to the idea of google drive folders but. idk how to start that conversation #well. were wating for ofmd s2 to get to youtube movies now thats how i was able to show her season 1 #oversharing in the tags as usual #ofmd #our flag means death

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dukeofthomas · 1 month ago

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Worst flashback/panic attack/whatever the fuck i've had in years how can i project this on jason

#i dont do personal posts but i think if someone doesnt know im fucking suffering rn #itd be bad #i threw up hahahaha fuck him fuck himf uckf him fuck him fuck him fuck gim #i was liteeakky COMUNG HOME FROM THEEAPY and we DIDNT EVEN TALK ABT IT #im losing it bc what he did wasnt illegal and my mom liteeakly comolaids abt jis treatment of me #during my stay n every other adult working there fucking knew its not like everybody couldnt hear him #FUCKING SCRWAMING AT ME #but nooo theres no issue w yelling n raging at a fucking suicidal kid being held against their will in ur stupid fucking #menral health overnight stay place or whatever the fukc osasto was #hes probably still working the same job n i cant even find out who he wss i dknt know his name #its been 3 fucking years n i apparently stkll havie fucking flashbacks #but who gives a fuck right #im neber gonna get closure im never gonna get to yell at him he'll never face consequences #verbal abuse is just fucking fine apparently #who gives a shit abt fucking screaming for an hour at a kid having a severe panic attack/meltdown #repeatedly telling you to LEAVE #thats just not that bad fucking apparently fuck him so bad i hope he got run over by a FUCKING CAR #anyway dw abt me talking abt it helps im more calmed down ill get hugs from my mlm later #this will not be a habit i have just not had a Bad Memory like this in a while so i forgor how yucky it is

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mithliya · 6 months ago

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what is stoners problem 😭 she wants heterophobia to be real so fucking bad, like it’s so fucking disgusting she disregarded everything you said about those accounts harrassing you, comparing you to tras and just added more screenshots that aren’t even wild 😭 why don’t you combat heterophobia by @ing those accounts instead fkn cop out crybaby

my favourite is her including these in her receipts of vile misogyny on radblr, and in true fashion exhibited EXACTLY the behaviour i was talking about when i said people are arguing other women are being misogynists over statements that arent misogynistic...

#they got slightly offended and were like hm. the reason i feel unhappy about this must be bc theyre actually misogynists.#also yeah lol at this point this is another instance of misogyny being used as a term to replace 'heterophobia' in order to seem more #legitimate as a complaint #still not over how they used screenshots of people who harassed me and obsessively picked apart my trauma as some kind of gotcha against me #once again where the fuck were they when those women were active? they find those blogs so appalling but when i was going thru that shit #alone it was radio silence. big strong warriors against misogyny but none of them said SHIT back then. i was left to #deal with that alone as did other lesbians being targetted.#also yeah its nauseating how she ignored me saying these women sat there picking apart my trauma wishing rape on me mocking my rape etc #like ok so ur gonna use that against me and then not even acknowledge me saying ur using ppl who did that to me as some gotcha against me

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c10v3r · 1 year ago

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holds four bfb in my hands so gently as if i even breathe on them he would break

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valewritessss · 5 months ago

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Anyone who’s out of high school or in college, do teenage boys eventually get nicer? They make me not want to go to school.

#sorry to the good teenage boys out there #but I hate these guys so much #why am I being harassed just because they don’t find me attractive #why do they come up to me and say random shit just because I’m quiet #I remember in sixth grade a boy called me a gorilla because of my hairy arms #and it’s been years and I still haven’t recovered I bleach my arm hairs because of that #it got better when I grew into my body a bit more but still #they call girls females and speak lowly of them #this one guy said he would never be afraid of a female even though he’s under 4’9 and everyone is taller than him #ik height is not relevant but why is his ego taller than him #they’ve called me out on my checks flushing (it’s rosacea)#and the amount of times I’ve heard them rate a girls body behind their backs is gross #and now that I’m not ‘ugly’ they respect me which still sucks bc why is that the reason they don’t treat me like shit #and the girls who are like them and condone the behavior are just as bad bc why are you against yourself do we not have enough difficulties #anyways #had to ask this #because the school year is starting and that means I have to see them again #after a nice summer of recovering from then #rant?#idk #when do they outgrow the middle school phase because it doesn’t look like it’s happening anytime soon #teenage boy #girlhood #?#or is that just me #pjo #kotlc #high school #idk what to tag this as #school core

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knifegremliin · 1 month ago

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i know i've said this multiple times before but i'm just. i'm still so happy that i'm enjoying art again. that, even though i can't do it as much as i used to, whenever i do, it's fun. before this year, before i finally started drawing again.... most of the time art felt like a chore. i didn't hate my art but i wasn't enjoying it. it was just something i did because it's what i've always done. even if i really liked the end piece, the vast majority of the time i wasn't necessarily enjoying doing it. sometimes just in a neutral way, but still.

to have so much joy in art and in drawing is just really really nice to have again. i really don't think i've had this much fun with art since i was a kid.

#🔪.text #the key to enjoying art is returning to ms paint apparently LOL #and i've just. in general been happier than i've been in a very long time #especially these past few years.#yeah my life may still be going to shit and is never going to be the same again #but you know what. i'll work with it.#i mean i've been playing video games again!#i've been too scared to really try much #i had that one instance of playing dragon age a few months ago #but then i didn't touch a video game again until a few days ago #and i've been okay!#sure i'm not able to get a whole lot done because i have to take breaks and even with breaks i can't play the whole day #but god just that i CAN is HUGE.#anyway that's off topic for the post but jfkld #i'm just. happy.#i'm enjoying life even if it is working against me.#i am finding joy in it again

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bookwyrminspiration · 2 years ago

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I’m choosing to no longer view immediate/very early fuck ups in reading cues in conversation as frustrating failures but instead as speed run records. I messed something up only 2 sentences in? Give me a medal and next time I’ll make it the 1st sentence I’m always improving making strides the world wishes they could bungle it like me I’m a champion

#actually autistic #social cues #shitpost #embracing the fact that no matter how hard I try sometimes I’m still going to say the complete wrong thing #choosing to laugh about it #though I’ll cry about it from time to time #but I’m living my entire life with me by my side and we’re going to find joy in ourselves okay?#yes this post is because I fucked up reading context like 15 seconds into a conversation #and wanted to bang my head against a wall #but you know what I’m just a speed run champion #misunderstanding and saying completely wrong shit faster than you can imagine #it’s a skill and i should be celebrated for it

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musical-chick-13 · 9 months ago

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Bro, I'm so tired.

#he's not SEEN as creepy he IS creepy!!#it's okay for a character to be creepy!!!!#and it's okay for you to still find them interesting or even like them because they aren't real!!!!!!!!!!!#he is 'regarded with deep suspicion' BECAUSE HE IS SHADY AF AND REFUSES TO BE A REASONABLE FUCKING PERSON #you would NOT be saying this if this character were a woman #In the Vents #'I don't see people as individual people with their own interiority unless they are personally connected to me' THAT IS NOT AUTOMATIC #NEURODIVERGENCE MY FRIEND #you will never get me to feel bad for this man. I simply cannot care. sorry.#also if the implication is that he has face blindness. why the decision to SEE EVERYONE AS GAME PIECES. aka 'things you exploit #for personal gain/entertainment'#it's not like. random blobs or fuzz or a singular generic look it is SPECIFICALLY. TOYS.#HOW WAS THAT NOT AN INTENTIONAL CHARACTERIZATION CHOICE. THIS IS A SMART SHOW. COME /ON/#also the fact that he can differentiate between men and women. and men all look the same vs women all looking the same but in a different #generic way. which like. hmmm. HMMMMMMMMM.#also he can differentiate between his promoted and un-promoted coworkers like this does not read as 'I literally cannot tell the #difference between any person.' it comes across as 'I do not care about people or see them as people and find it boring/pointless #to bother trying to differentiate them in the first place'#also lmao at this article trying to convince me the teenage girl shoved into a court role against her will is some how more dangerous than #this man. like I literally cannot make this shit up.

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moonlite-sunshine · 1 year ago

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So I’m rewatching and catching up on Doctor Who for the first time in like 6ish years so I can watch the new specials and like my favorite will always be Tennant, he was My Doctor blah blah but you know what, this rewatch reminded me how much I love 12, mainly his season with Bill.

Capaldi is such a great Doctor. He’s not always nice but he’s always kind and he loves so hard. He’s so funny and I love how he loves playing guitar and he has sonic sunglasses bc he’s just trying to have a good time, he may not be a kooky bow tie guy anymore but he’s still silly. Him and Bill are like best buds and I wish we’d had another season with them and even Nardole bc their relationship was just fun, there was no pre-destined or weird importance placed on her, she was just a normal person who loved learning and was kind and had good vibes. The best of humanity, the kind of person the Doctor takes along bc they remind him that people are important. Bill brought out the best in him and also GAY🦭 anyways his last words are so beautiful and I miss him

#also rip Clara I don’t have anything against her and but I truly think they brought out the ‘worst’ in each other #not like actually the worst but like it wasn’t great #that said I did cry at the last episode when we find out HE forgot her :( him and his guitar playing the song just gets me #and at the end of his run when he remembers who she is 🥺#see actually the second 12&clara season wasn’t too bad but the first one was just 🫠#like it just seemed so toxic?? and for what??#I did like the season finale with the cybermen and Danny protecting Clara but like their actual relationship was also toxic?? so much lying #that 2nd season is better w their relationship but that hybrid shit? didn’t make any sense?? it was just made to seem important #but it literally wasn’t at all 😭#I do wish 12 had gotten a few more episodes with river so it wouldn’t have been such a sudden return?#meh idk #anyway capaldi you’re literally a rockstar doctor <3 #this is my first time seeing 13’s run too #I had to skip arachnids cause phobia but I just started the demons episode #I’m still trying to decide how I feel ab her but I love Ryan he’s so funny #I feel like she’s missing that rage that’s literally just below the surface of all the doctors #but I’ll keep watching to see if we get that later

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narugen · 5 months ago

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i get people telling me my ship doesn’t make sense but then i also get people giving my fics a chance despite that i think that really sums up kn8 as a whole don’t you think? about being given chances… and taking them… feeling accepted…

#egg boils #comments #sorry but how r u gonna read a manga abt going against the norm and still tell me stupid shit like that god that person.. makes me laugh #happy tag #anyway . i don’t need everybody to accept what i like and find joy in creating for. because i have people like dragonfirebreath who took a #chance on my writing even tho narumina didn’t make sense to them and sometimes that’s all i need

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