#i refuse to believe he finished
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#accidentally saw that namjoon propaganda video on insta#i follow exactly one bts meme account and yet#that shit still finds me against my will#big yikes#there’s no way the military isn’t exploiting#his role as the voice of bts#as a tool to further their own agenda#i refuse to believe he finished#a month of boot camp in the middle of winter#after leaving his work project unfinished on some level#and his first thoughts were ‘yeah that was great this is so necessary’#‘this is a FUN and REWARDING experience’#he can’t publicly say anything else but also#he could#simply keep his mouth shut but#this is probably part of the gig for him#i’ve genuinely tried to avoid inserting myself into military discourse#fully aware it’s not my place but#watching him become such a blatant tool of the state#is especially rough#you know a ton of people will buy it as genuine endorsement#he’s there because he has to be#everything he says while there and about the experience#is going to be incredibly calculated#ok back to my regularly scheduled bs#felt like i needed to get that out#love that the tumblr fandom has been so good about not posting that garbage#military stuff
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There is a brutal contrast in how Megatron and Optimus's stories end. Optimus nobly surrenders his spark, along with the Matrix of Leadership, having been sent off by his dear and trusted friends after giving them a fond farewell. He has accomplished his life's greatest goal; now he is able to rest. He dies willingly, at peace, bringing hope and giving life to the next generation by restoring the Allspark.
Megatron had already been killed, and was told that he can never join that very Allspark. Having been enslaved, and only released because of Optimus's actions, he is now reanimated, inhabiting his own corpse. His only remaining ally, who has constantly betrayed him, does not understand him. He flies off, alone, having lost all his forces and failed in his mission, and realizing that his life's greatest purpose was misguided. He is left, we can only assume, to live a hellish and hopeless life--a shell, consumed by the past.
And he did not tell Optimus goodbye. He knows that Optimus will leave him behind, will obtain the heaven he can never enter. He gives him the parting gift of his repentance, to acknowledge this. But in his refusal to say farewell, there is an echo of his own wretched endurance. He does not get to rest. Megatron will remain, eternally alone--eternally waiting for a reunion that will never come.
#transformers prime#transformers#megatron#optimus prime#megop#meta#megoptimus#depressing post alert...#just finished watching the predacons rising movie and i was feeling so many things so i had to inflict them on you#just. megatron leaving and KNOWING that optimus will leave him. you can tell in how he says his final words to him#he's of course nominally talking to starscream. but he turns and looks at optimus.#he knows the significance of what he's saying. and he knows that the only reason he is alive is because of optimus#because optimus was willing to sacrifice his own spark‚ to become one with the allspark‚ megatron received his own spark back again.#optimus saved his life.#and megatron knows this. he knows‚ because he has always known optimus and has always been able to see what he does#so he knows that when he leaves it is the last time he will see optimus--to the best of his knowledge‚ in this life or the next#he knows he will likely never join the allspark that optimus is already one with. and he still doesn't say goodbye.#because he can't let go. he isn't able to. he is the remaining half of their whole. the former servant of unicron‚ now without his prime#the primeval opposition‚ now with only one opponent; the original brotherhood‚ now only one without a brother.#his refusal to say goodbye is an expression of his desire that optimus remains. but--as all his desires have been--it is a futile one.#so at the very least it is his declaration that he shall remain even so. he will be waiting‚ for all the eons to come.#and maybe‚ in the end‚ though he does not believe it‚ primus will be merciful.#optimus always was.#kay has a party in the tags#my meta posts#kay can i just catch my breath for a second
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Not depicted: the provocation of Haganezuka exhibited by Kotetsu (nor the classic chase that happens after).
Does Ume approve of the blatant teasing Kotetsu commits against Hotaru? No, not really.
Will she commit to the bit? Absolutely she will.
(And she'll make up for her betrayal later.)
She's got a limit though (back hurty)
#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#hotaru haganezuka#kny x oc#demon slayer haganezuka#fanart#kimetsu fanart#kny haganezuka#haganezuka hotaru#haganezuka x oc#kny oc art#kny oc x canon#kny kotetsu#procreate#ume tamashini#Kotetsu is a little menace and I love him#I refuse to believe that he doesn't spend his time pestering haganezuka#a common occurrence in the Swordsmith village#Ume has a lot of fun in the Swordsmith village#I have so many wips and most of them are mini comics I'm overwhelmed#raging adhd makes me start but never lets me finish#anyway ciao xx
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axel/lea sketches bc i like him a normal, healthy amount
#(im lying)#i did the first couple of these a few months ago#and then decided to do the rest for axel day#but i didnt finish in time rip#oh well i finally have axel art for this blog and not just my side lmao#kingdom hearts#art#also i refuse to believe he has no piercings#axel kh#kh axel#axel kingdom hearts#lea kh#space ace art#axel/lea#scrawny motherfucker with a cool hairstyle
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currently trying to teach my pa how the policies of that moldy ass orange of a man has been spewing out are actually gonna be extremely bad for us if they end up coming to fruition
#I REFUSE to let my sweet apa become one of those uneducated ass “latinos for tr*mp” bitches just cuz the man didn't even finish 1st grade#so far it's mostly been financial stuff like “the gas getting cheaper” that he heard his mostly white coworkers celebrating for yesterday#cuz ofc they were..#luckily my pa is chill whenever it comes to discussions or debates we have & actually listens to me & doesn't interrupt me w/e I speak :]#and will put things that he actually believed in into consideration once he hears me out for the most part#his ass still majorly stubborn tho so...god pls give me strength 😭
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went fucking insane
template!!
#i saw this template and my mind fully blanked until i could finish a helia version#i didn't know what to add in the smaller boxes but i saw other people putting sexuality and gender stuff so i did that :)#my source for him being bi and nby you ask? ME#if i left one of the little circle things blank it's because it doesn't apply to him at all!#like i don't think he believes in Good/Evil yknow? so i left that empty#also please don't mind the bad drawing skills i am simply bad at art#me putting his beauty to the highest: eheheh the blorbo <333#i just think that helia being canonically attractive <3#winx helia#tempted to make one for flora !! i am definitely normal about them#i think the funniest thing about helia is that he IS a good mediator but he refuses to mediate#i contemplated the 'others opinions' one being higher but i think it depends too much on Who#he doesn't really give a shit about strangers yknow? but he does care A Lot about friends and family#so i went with a lower score because overall he doesn't care as much about other people's opinions#but if that one was about people close to the character then its 100% the highest one
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i don’t think leaving the crows entirely is in the cards for magpie and lucanis but i can see a post game future where lucanis gives up the first talon seat, probably after caterina dies and he’s been forced to actually Do His Job as first talon for a couple of months and has a breakdown about it lol. i think after that he and magpie just like, operate more or less independently but are still technically crows. because magpie simply will not leave while viago is there. that isn’t an option. but if lucanis giving up on being first talon is what keeps them both sane and allows them to spend more time with neve she could do that. so probably they just live out their days killing blood mages and cultists across tevinter for insane sums of money and in between help neve solve her cases and still host family dinners with viago and teia occasionally :)
#idk who the new first talon would be but i Do have a series of very dramatic scenes in my mind#that take place over a couple of years and culminate in lucanis losing his fucking mind after caterina dies for real#bc i believe his avoidant ass is refusing to actually do anything of substance while she’s alive and running the show#which is a major point of contention between him and caterina. because she wants him to learn what needs to be done and he refuses#and runs off to tevinter at the slightest provocation.#it doesn’t help that before the events of the game magpie’s whole career as a crow was getting viago into the fifth talon seat#and then protecting his status#and so she’s…. kind of on caterina’s side. slightly.#however she’s also happy to run off to tevinter on contracts so it’s mostly her going ‘maybe you should listen to caterina? idk. whatever.’#i do believe there’s an issue with she insists the seat go to viago but lucanis is leaning toward teia because he thinks it’s what caterina#would have wanted. idk how this is decided in the end#basically i’ve devised a series of fights for magpie and lucanis to get into that neve has no idea how to resolve because it’s Crow Business#LMAO#i’ll have more thoughts on her place in this when i’ve finished her romance i think#but 1. i still don’t know if her getting blighted is canon and 2. i want to see how her romance plays out#before i can really decide#so it’s mostly lucanis and magpie drama rn#漫言#oc. magpie#r. birds of a feather#datv spoilers
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at least i got to punch solas
#dragon age#da:v spoilers#i FINALLY finished it.....sorry lace </3#anyway i think that's cured my dragon age obsession. for now#also wth was that secret ending. loghain did all that because he hated the french NOT because he was being influenced.#i REFUSE to believe it#anyway the end was definitely the strongest part of the game imo
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all i have to offer another person are various orifices and three (3) copies of house of leaves
#tongue#i got my first copy for christmas in i think 2016#and then the box it was in ended up in storage#so when night mind said he was gonna do his video(s) on it i bought a new copy#(which my ex has actually and made me take his thats in worse condition 😑 he refused to believe it wasnt mine)#litchrally didnt finish rereading it#then my dad got me a copy i think like two years ago#so now after getting my first copy back i own THREE#THREE FUCKINFG COPIES 😭#my first one got pretty water damaged but it like. adds to the experience i think#plus my notes i was taking in the margins lol
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thought about ace attorney too hard and now am icked out over it like when you eat too much halloween candy as a kid. I need 2 detox and engage with something else... perhaps i shall finally finish the raven cycle series
#SPOILERS i think i figured it out that adam and ronan end up together but I have no clue how that'll work#still kinda pissed at how they handled adam... evil boy era out of nowhere#he would not pressure blue to kiss him!! i refuse to believe it#i'm finishing up an ace attoney drawing and then i'm outie sorry everyone
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not to make people believe in me and my work ethic but im lowkey a liiiitttttleeee stoked to share the fics ive been cookin lately..
#snap chats#its only two. if i even decide to post them we know how i am#BUT NOOOO i think i like what i have so far... i spent all evening working on them#which means nothing cause All Evening consisters 80% of just watching youtube videos while thinking of what i should write#but yeah :) i think i like what i have :)#theyre cute :) i think :) one of them is. i dont think the other one is but whatever anyway#Unrelated Tag Ramble Time found out the building my dad and his wife work at's called monarch#and of course that reminded me of my baby boy drew because i still refuse to believe he's a papillion#but he is... i still see it.. it's not just the face but also his ears#Which Sounds Like A Lie cause his ears dont look super like traditional papillion ears#but they have like. The Buds of it if that makes sense <- it doesnt#idk something bout his ears just screams Butterfly Wings.. maybe its how the little stray hairs remind me of swallowtail butterflies#ok bye im making pizza . which is funy as hell cause my br just came home with pizza. from work. where i got my pizza#SMALL WORLD ok bye. alsohave you guys ever drank kombucha what is this shit <- is gonna finish it#it reminds me of seltzer but if it wanted me to kms. sorry i compare everything to seltzer its the only thing i drink apparently#OK BYE my dog wont stop looking at me.... he wants me to play fetch with him.... well when you look so handsome Lil Man#who am i to say no right. OK BYE HE'S CRYING MY BABYS CRYING
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I meant to share this earlier when I posted about it but I got sleepy awraxa.
Hat guy: plain, boring, does not invoke any sort of presence Don sombrero: invokes a powerful presence, powerful, a name you will not forget.
#out.#it is canon on my blog that he's been trademarked as don sombrero by nahida#she is the god of wisdom i refuse to believe that she does not know all the languages she does okay#he's so funn y#him: enough with intros lets move on#also him: lets the lady finish introducing him and poses#fUCKING IDIOT AWRAXAWRAXA
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I cannot wait to submit my last paper so I finally go back to and finish this damn fanfic that was supposed to be like 3000 words and take me like 5 days to write 🥴
#i've been taking a break because i'm too busy with school work and getting socially drunk#but yeah i really miss it lol#i started this thing in february genuinely believing that i was gonna be done in less than a week#now we're almost in may and this thing is 18 pages long and nowhere near done so help me god#and if i do choose to share it on ao3 it's unlikely to get more than like 5 comments and i'm being optimistic there#but i still absolutely refuse to not finish it#both as a matter of pride and because finishing it kind feels like breaking a curse at this point#plus i'll be honest i really do like what i've actually written up to now so there's that#tho it will need a fuckton of editing but that's ok#also i'm using this emoji for everything tonight. it's a dear friend of mine and he's invited on all my posts
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It’s totally normal to tear up over your own writing, right?
Anyway, Steve’s plan has finally come together, and I couldn’t let it go by without a solid dose of angst! Thank you so much for your love on this story, guys, it means so much!
#ohh steve#you fucked up#but also you broke my god damn heart#today on things i really wish were canon#bucky deserved to be saved#and i refuse to believe steve went back to the 40’s and didn’t even think to rescue him#or feel guilty about what he was going through while steve lived his apply pie life#also it is taking every ounce of self control i have not to post this entire story in one hit#because i’m nearly finished#my babies#steve rogers#bucky barnes#stucky#marvel#my writing#laura’s writing
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shadow and bone netflix killing off david before he got to marry genya and be part of the triumvirate is my villain origin story
#finally finished sab2#hello???? what the fuck????#i was like it can't be already but apparently so???#at first i thought if there's no body i refuse to believe he's already dead#but the more i think about it the more it doesn't make sense that he's nowhere to be found after the darkling died#are you fucking serious?? isn't it bad enough that he has to die and now they just decided to speed up the thing?#it's already bad enough that they changed so much of the story but i draw the line at killing david so soon#i really hope they surprise me and he's somehow still alive but honestly the bar is on the floor at this point#anyway. sorry for the rant and negativity i know there's also many other things to focus on but#they REALLY didn't have to#there was literally no reason for them to do that#shadow and bone#david kostyk#grishaverse#jess.txt#this entry is really like dear diary today a bitch tested me#also if they pull something like this with matthias too i swear to god
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People keep saying the Nashville shooter was a trans woman despite him literally being a trans man. People keep saying the Nashville shooter did this because of HRT when he only started using he/him pronouns in the last couple of months and probably wasn't on HRT. Nobody wants to admit that AFABs are just as capable of violence as anyone else, hormones or not. It's fucking annoying.
#maybe its time we stop blaming biology and start looking at the actual problem#emil chatter#transphobia#transmisogyny#also im sorry not sorry but the demonization of T has to stop. it doesnt turn you into a monster#it gives you mood swings and shit bc you are going through PUBERTY. the same shit that teenagers go through#and that can last for YEARS. how long do you think it takes cis teens to finish changing?#like people are so fucking stupid#also i refuse to believe someone who wasnt even out to his parents would be on hrt#especially since he lived w them#that shit would be too hard to hide
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