#i refuse to believe he finished
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#accidentally saw that namjoon propaganda video on insta#i follow exactly one bts meme account and yet#that shit still finds me against my will#big yikes#there’s no way the military isn’t exploiting#his role as the voice of bts#as a tool to further their own agenda#i refuse to believe he finished#a month of boot camp in the middle of winter#after leaving his work project unfinished on some level#and his first thoughts were ‘yeah that was great this is so necessary’#‘this is a FUN and REWARDING experience’#he can’t publicly say anything else but also#he could#simply keep his mouth shut but#this is probably part of the gig for him#i’ve genuinely tried to avoid inserting myself into military discourse#fully aware it’s not my place but#watching him become such a blatant tool of the state#is especially rough#you know a ton of people will buy it as genuine endorsement#he’s there because he has to be#everything he says while there and about the experience#is going to be incredibly calculated#ok back to my regularly scheduled bs#felt like i needed to get that out#love that the tumblr fandom has been so good about not posting that garbage#military stuff
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There is a brutal contrast in how Megatron and Optimus's stories end. Optimus nobly surrenders his spark, along with the Matrix of Leadership, having been sent off by his dear and trusted friends after giving them a fond farewell. He has accomplished his life's greatest goal; now he is able to rest. He dies willingly, at peace, bringing hope and giving life to the next generation by restoring the Allspark.
Megatron had already been killed, and was told that he can never join that very Allspark. Having been enslaved, and only released because of Optimus's actions, he is now reanimated, inhabiting his own corpse. His only remaining ally, who has constantly betrayed him, does not understand him. He flies off, alone, having lost all his forces and failed in his mission, and realizing that his life's greatest purpose was misguided. He is left, we can only assume, to live a hellish and hopeless life--a shell, consumed by the past.
And he did not tell Optimus goodbye. He knows that Optimus will leave him behind, will obtain the heaven he can never enter. He gives him the parting gift of his repentance, to acknowledge this. But in his refusal to say farewell, there is an echo of his own wretched endurance. He does not get to rest. Megatron will remain, eternally alone--eternally waiting for a reunion that will never come.
#transformers prime#transformers#megatron#optimus prime#megop#meta#megoptimus#depressing post alert...#just finished watching the predacons rising movie and i was feeling so many things so i had to inflict them on you#just. megatron leaving and KNOWING that optimus will leave him. you can tell in how he says his final words to him#he's of course nominally talking to starscream. but he turns and looks at optimus.#he knows the significance of what he's saying. and he knows that the only reason he is alive is because of optimus#because optimus was willing to sacrifice his own spark‚ to become one with the allspark‚ megatron received his own spark back again.#optimus saved his life.#and megatron knows this. he knows‚ because he has always known optimus and has always been able to see what he does#so he knows that when he leaves it is the last time he will see optimus--to the best of his knowledge‚ in this life or the next#he knows he will likely never join the allspark that optimus is already one with. and he still doesn't say goodbye.#because he can't let go. he isn't able to. he is the remaining half of their whole. the former servant of unicron‚ now without his prime#the primeval opposition‚ now with only one opponent; the original brotherhood‚ now only one without a brother.#his refusal to say goodbye is an expression of his desire that optimus remains. but--as all his desires have been--it is a futile one.#so at the very least it is his declaration that he shall remain even so. he will be waiting‚ for all the eons to come.#and maybe‚ in the end‚ though he does not believe it‚ primus will be merciful.#optimus always was.#kay has a party in the tags#my meta posts#kay can i just catch my breath for a second
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Not depicted: the provocation of Haganezuka exhibited by Kotetsu (nor the classic chase that happens after).
Does Ume approve of the blatant teasing Kotetsu commits against Hotaru? No, not really.
Will she commit to the bit? Absolutely she will.
(And she'll make up for her betrayal later.)
She's got a limit though (back hurty)
#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#hotaru haganezuka#kny x oc#demon slayer haganezuka#fanart#kimetsu fanart#kny haganezuka#haganezuka hotaru#haganezuka x oc#kny oc art#kny oc x canon#kny kotetsu#procreate#ume tamashini#Kotetsu is a little menace and I love him#I refuse to believe that he doesn't spend his time pestering haganezuka#a common occurrence in the Swordsmith village#Ume has a lot of fun in the Swordsmith village#I have so many wips and most of them are mini comics I'm overwhelmed#raging adhd makes me start but never lets me finish#anyway ciao xx
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axel/lea sketches bc i like him a normal, healthy amount
#(im lying)#i did the first couple of these a few months ago#and then decided to do the rest for axel day#but i didnt finish in time rip#oh well i finally have axel art for this blog and not just my side lmao#kingdom hearts#art#also i refuse to believe he has no piercings#axel kh#kh axel#axel kingdom hearts#lea kh#space ace art#axel/lea#scrawny motherfucker with a cool hairstyle
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currently trying to teach my pa how the policies of that moldy ass orange of a man has been spewing out are actually gonna be extremely bad for us if they end up coming to fruition
#I REFUSE to let my sweet apa become one of those uneducated ass “latinos for tr*mp” bitches just cuz the man didn't even finish 1st grade#so far it's mostly been financial stuff like “the gas getting cheaper” that he heard his mostly white coworkers celebrating for yesterday#cuz ofc they were..#luckily my pa is chill whenever it comes to discussions or debates we have & actually listens to me & doesn't interrupt me w/e I speak :]#and will put things that he actually believed in into consideration once he hears me out for the most part#his ass still majorly stubborn tho so...god pls give me strength 😭
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went fucking insane
template!!
#i saw this template and my mind fully blanked until i could finish a helia version#i didn't know what to add in the smaller boxes but i saw other people putting sexuality and gender stuff so i did that :)#my source for him being bi and nby you ask? ME#if i left one of the little circle things blank it's because it doesn't apply to him at all!#like i don't think he believes in Good/Evil yknow? so i left that empty#also please don't mind the bad drawing skills i am simply bad at art#me putting his beauty to the highest: eheheh the blorbo <333#i just think that helia being canonically attractive <3#winx helia#tempted to make one for flora !! i am definitely normal about them#i think the funniest thing about helia is that he IS a good mediator but he refuses to mediate#i contemplated the 'others opinions' one being higher but i think it depends too much on Who#he doesn't really give a shit about strangers yknow? but he does care A Lot about friends and family#so i went with a lower score because overall he doesn't care as much about other people's opinions#but if that one was about people close to the character then its 100% the highest one
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at least i got to punch solas
#dragon age#da:v spoilers#i FINALLY finished it.....sorry lace </3#anyway i think that's cured my dragon age obsession. for now#also wth was that secret ending. loghain did all that because he hated the french NOT because he was being influenced.#i REFUSE to believe it#anyway the end was definitely the strongest part of the game imo
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all i have to offer another person are various orifices and three (3) copies of house of leaves
#tongue#i got my first copy for christmas in i think 2016#and then the box it was in ended up in storage#so when night mind said he was gonna do his video(s) on it i bought a new copy#(which my ex has actually and made me take his thats in worse condition 😑 he refused to believe it wasnt mine)#litchrally didnt finish rereading it#then my dad got me a copy i think like two years ago#so now after getting my first copy back i own THREE#THREE FUCKINFG COPIES 😭#my first one got pretty water damaged but it like. adds to the experience i think#plus my notes i was taking in the margins lol
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thought about ace attorney too hard and now am icked out over it like when you eat too much halloween candy as a kid. I need 2 detox and engage with something else... perhaps i shall finally finish the raven cycle series
#SPOILERS i think i figured it out that adam and ronan end up together but I have no clue how that'll work#still kinda pissed at how they handled adam... evil boy era out of nowhere#he would not pressure blue to kiss him!! i refuse to believe it#i'm finishing up an ace attoney drawing and then i'm outie sorry everyone
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I need to stop making Willie a prophet. I was driving home and got smacked with the thought that Willie would be really into Greek Myth & The Odyssey specifically (although Classics isn’t her specialization) and the idea of Penelope waiting for Odysseus and Willie’s opinion being that the most romantic thing you can do for a person is wait for them
…and then i realized that’s pretty much a thing for every ship i write in this godforsaken crew.
#poet’s think thoughts#it’s Bucky waiting for Viv having been in love with her since forever ago#it’s Inez waiting for the train that takes her to Alex after the war#it’s Benny waiting for June in the stalag bc he refuses to believe she’s dead#its Rosie waiting for Jo to finish school and chase everything she wants before they start their life together#AND ABOVE ALL#ITS WILLIE#WAITING#FOR OVER A YEAR#FOR JOHN BRADY TO COME BACK TO HER#[ I SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS ]#okay im normal
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not to make people believe in me and my work ethic but im lowkey a liiiitttttleeee stoked to share the fics ive been cookin lately..
#snap chats#its only two. if i even decide to post them we know how i am#BUT NOOOO i think i like what i have so far... i spent all evening working on them#which means nothing cause All Evening consisters 80% of just watching youtube videos while thinking of what i should write#but yeah :) i think i like what i have :)#theyre cute :) i think :) one of them is. i dont think the other one is but whatever anyway#Unrelated Tag Ramble Time found out the building my dad and his wife work at's called monarch#and of course that reminded me of my baby boy drew because i still refuse to believe he's a papillion#but he is... i still see it.. it's not just the face but also his ears#Which Sounds Like A Lie cause his ears dont look super like traditional papillion ears#but they have like. The Buds of it if that makes sense <- it doesnt#idk something bout his ears just screams Butterfly Wings.. maybe its how the little stray hairs remind me of swallowtail butterflies#ok bye im making pizza . which is funy as hell cause my br just came home with pizza. from work. where i got my pizza#SMALL WORLD ok bye. alsohave you guys ever drank kombucha what is this shit <- is gonna finish it#it reminds me of seltzer but if it wanted me to kms. sorry i compare everything to seltzer its the only thing i drink apparently#OK BYE my dog wont stop looking at me.... he wants me to play fetch with him.... well when you look so handsome Lil Man#who am i to say no right. OK BYE HE'S CRYING MY BABYS CRYING
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I meant to share this earlier when I posted about it but I got sleepy awraxa.
Hat guy: plain, boring, does not invoke any sort of presence Don sombrero: invokes a powerful presence, powerful, a name you will not forget.
#out.#it is canon on my blog that he's been trademarked as don sombrero by nahida#she is the god of wisdom i refuse to believe that she does not know all the languages she does okay#he's so funn y#him: enough with intros lets move on#also him: lets the lady finish introducing him and poses#fUCKING IDIOT AWRAXAWRAXA
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I cannot wait to submit my last paper so I finally go back to and finish this damn fanfic that was supposed to be like 3000 words and take me like 5 days to write 🥴
#i've been taking a break because i'm too busy with school work and getting socially drunk#but yeah i really miss it lol#i started this thing in february genuinely believing that i was gonna be done in less than a week#now we're almost in may and this thing is 18 pages long and nowhere near done so help me god#and if i do choose to share it on ao3 it's unlikely to get more than like 5 comments and i'm being optimistic there#but i still absolutely refuse to not finish it#both as a matter of pride and because finishing it kind feels like breaking a curse at this point#plus i'll be honest i really do like what i've actually written up to now so there's that#tho it will need a fuckton of editing but that's ok#also i'm using this emoji for everything tonight. it's a dear friend of mine and he's invited on all my posts
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It’s totally normal to tear up over your own writing, right?
Anyway, Steve’s plan has finally come together, and I couldn’t let it go by without a solid dose of angst! Thank you so much for your love on this story, guys, it means so much!
#ohh steve#you fucked up#but also you broke my god damn heart#today on things i really wish were canon#bucky deserved to be saved#and i refuse to believe steve went back to the 40’s and didn’t even think to rescue him#or feel guilty about what he was going through while steve lived his apply pie life#also it is taking every ounce of self control i have not to post this entire story in one hit#because i’m nearly finished#my babies#steve rogers#bucky barnes#stucky#marvel#my writing#laura’s writing
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ball dur's gait 3 is ruining my life
#mine#I THINK I LOCKED MYSELF OUT OF AST4RI0N ROMANCE BY ACCIDENT#AND THE WORST PART IS I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW!!!!!!!#LIKE. WHAT SCENE DID I FUCK UP IN. WHICH DIALOGUE DID I MISS. WHERE DID I GO WRONG#i just got to act 3 and i had the option to ask him why him and my char haven't [ahem] in a while and i decided to click on it#and he finished the conversation by being like 'yeah theres never going to be anything between us'#i insta-reloaded to my save right before the convo because i refuse to accept that as being canon#even though i know the structure of this game well enough to know the fact that i have the option to have that convo#is like a 99% guarantee that i cant romance him#but fuck me man i wanna be a little delusional and keep believing#but if it's really over...............then 1. i'm very upset especially because this is my self insert#(although that is oddly fitting in its own way)#2. i still care him so much and in my heart i want to believe maybe after the events of the game something happens between them#3. im going to kill myself#and 4. on the upside i guess this does offer some interesting story/rp aspects i could play with in my silly mind#but fuuuuuuck me man i was counting on being able to do it i really thought i could get this to work...................#fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck man#so many things have gone wrong in this run it's almost kinda funny#i guess this also adds another playthrough to my planned list cause even though i watched the supercut and i know his romance already#i still kind of want to experience it for myself...even if it's not with my insert :(#but then again my tavs and durges will always be a little bit of an insert cause i'm going to project on them and they'll always#have something in common with me#i can try again in the future...#my 2nd run is going to be durgestarion with durge resisting the urges which i think will be really fun#but i guess im gonna need to use a guide LMAO#fuuuuuuuuuuck dude even though i reloaded to make the convo uncanon i feel like me and my little tav guy are sharing a deeply painful momen#ok this is too many tags WHATEVER i have a call in 30 minutes and then i'm playing the game for the rest of the day#even if he doesn't want me i will still care him......#oh i guess that's the other upside is i can see nonromantic dialogue i might not have seen otherwise#i'll probably see friend dialogue in future playthroughs when i romance other characters but who knows
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shadow and bone netflix killing off david before he got to marry genya and be part of the triumvirate is my villain origin story
#finally finished sab2#hello???? what the fuck????#i was like it can't be already but apparently so???#at first i thought if there's no body i refuse to believe he's already dead#but the more i think about it the more it doesn't make sense that he's nowhere to be found after the darkling died#are you fucking serious?? isn't it bad enough that he has to die and now they just decided to speed up the thing?#it's already bad enough that they changed so much of the story but i draw the line at killing david so soon#i really hope they surprise me and he's somehow still alive but honestly the bar is on the floor at this point#anyway. sorry for the rant and negativity i know there's also many other things to focus on but#they REALLY didn't have to#there was literally no reason for them to do that#shadow and bone#david kostyk#grishaverse#jess.txt#this entry is really like dear diary today a bitch tested me#also if they pull something like this with matthias too i swear to god
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