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I cannot wait to submit my last paper so I finally go back to and finish this damn fanfic that was supposed to be like 3000 words and take me like 5 days to write 🥴
#i've been taking a break because i'm too busy with school work and getting socially drunk#but yeah i really miss it lol#i started this thing in february genuinely believing that i was gonna be done in less than a week#now we're almost in may and this thing is 18 pages long and nowhere near done so help me god#and if i do choose to share it on ao3 it's unlikely to get more than like 5 comments and i'm being optimistic there#but i still absolutely refuse to not finish it#both as a matter of pride and because finishing it kind feels like breaking a curse at this point#plus i'll be honest i really do like what i've actually written up to now so there's that#tho it will need a fuckton of editing but that's ok#also i'm using this emoji for everything tonight. it's a dear friend of mine and he's invited on all my posts
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"but there is nothing more beautiful and terrifying than innocence."
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#n harmonia#natural harmonia gropius#pokemon#pokemon black and white#fanart#myart#doodle#can't believe they dropped the rawest line of the century in a mainline pokemon game. unova remakes when??#for context one of my friends sent me a video of this trend w/ kvh and it made me think of N so here we are#me the whole time drawing this: please don't let me fall back into my N phase please don't let me fall back into my N phase-#but yeah i haven't drawn him in like what. almost 10 years?? and i'm really proud of how the 2nd piece turned out#younger minty would be so happy i can draw him prettily now lol#also (not so new) trivia drop: did you know g.hetsis' hydreigon has a moveset that can singlehandedly wipe N's party??#i only just recently found this out and it has horrifying implications#anyway!! tldr i love and missed my boy so i drew him ^^
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veilguard spoilers regarding a josie romance. but can we talk about the letter josie sends to a romanced inquisitor because. i’m sorry. fucking losing my mind at the fact that the inquisitor and josephine are close enough friends with the guy the inquisitor duels in her romance to be invited to meet his third child. implying they’ve been invited to the other two. at a baby shower and getting introduced as the one who dueled the baby’s father because he was trying to steal your girl. antivan romances insane.
NO LITERALLLYYYYY. AND HE’S AN IN LAW. ITS TOO FUNNY. i cannot imagine how they met and how yvette probably was like “teehee…. the man that my sister spurned…. has fallen in love with ME!” and the best/worst part is that ortranto really has. i like to think of them running around with each other and secretly meeting as though their families actually hate each other (they really don’t lol) . the ortrantos would probably be delighted to have their son actually marry a montilyet like they wanted, even better that they’re actually in love and it’s not arranged!
i have this image of josie going like “you can’t marry him. is this a joke, because it’s not funny. i almost embarrassed him! the only reason the ortrantos do not hate us is because he is a very kind man who saw that i was in love with the inquisitor! ….yes i suppose a very kind man like that could love you…….. yes of course i want you to be happy…… yvette gabrielle montilyet, i fear you are not hearing what i’m saying— DON’T SAY YOU ARE ALREADY AN ORTRANTO. DID YOU ELOPE? ah okay. don’t do that. i said don’t do that. yvette come back and listen to me” etc etc
of course i must believe that there was a big scene caused (once again) by a montilyet and ortranto that ends with lord ortranto making a speech where the publicly declares his love for yvette in front of all of antiva city to see and hear. so there’s no backing out from this one. in my mind there’s a rehash of the big “BECAUSE I LOVE HER!” (ortranto, desperate but genuine), “you do?” (completely aghast josie who has somehow missed the fact her sister has been giggling even more than usual), plus an “OF COURSE HE DOES!” (a thrilled yvette) that reminds josie so fondly of her own love story that she's immediately relaxed (and suddenly accepting) about this whole thing <3
#josie to me also feels more awkward than she lets on because she's quite good at being graceful and kind#but he is kind of. you know. the guy she rejected in front of val royeaux#i think the most out of character thing is that josie doesnt notice her sister and ortranto meeting up and falling in love etc#but i also think she can be busy enough being an ambassador/running the family business/eldest daughter#that she somehow misses it. for the sake of this beautiful idea i have. and also it would be cute and funny <3#also like the image of yvette saying ‘i’m getting married to adorno!’ and inq is like yeah ok :] congrats!#later asks josie like ‘oh yeah. who was the guy ur sister is marrying’ and josie pauses thinking abt how to say this LOL#this is also how trev finds out ortranto’s first name is adorno. nearly dies laughing over the whole situation i think#he really is like a footnote in her mind where she's like ':/ guy who almost married my beautiful wife' and then almost#without any issue she's able to go like 'GUY WHO IS MY IN LAW. AND WAS REALLY GRACIOUS ABOUT THE WHOLE ARRANGED MARRIAGE THING.#HE'S QUTE COOL ACTUALLY!' <- and has no issue about ortranto after this#much to josie's amusement and exasperation <3#josephine montilyet#adorno ortranto#yvette montilyet#not to mention josie's unseen brothers. they do intrigue me#the idea of either of them kind of finding out their youngest sister is running around with ortranto they probably sighed in relief like#yeah we can distract josephine with this. that will get her off my back about marriage for about a year.#even more if theyre planning the wedding!#evelyn trevelyan#<- mentioned briefly. i guess#veilguard spoilers#for a codex entry but when i saw it i did melt. everyone deserves to experience this firsthand#long post
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you know what's tearing me up inside every time i think about it?
the way tommy is meant to parallel abby as buck's "first" big love.
and yet there is such a clear difference between him and abby (aside from gender, obviously).
because abby had never entertained the idea that her relationship with buck was or could be something more than just her having fun.
and i think it's pretty clear even in their first goodbye scene. she knew she probably wouldn't come back, not to him, and she tried to set him free.
and it's just as evident in the subsequent episodes, where she eventually started ghosting buck.
tommy, on the other hand, admitted to wanting a future with buck. he wishes buck was his last.
yeah, when he breaks up with him, he sets him free just like abby did.
but we know that even after the breakup, he's yearning. he's fucking yearning, you guys... he wants to reach out to buck just as much as buck wants to reach out to him. he doesn't think he can, so he doesn't, but his relationship with buck was clearly never for the fun of it for him.
and what's tearing me up inside is not the fact that it's framed in such a way because, GOD, this could be so delicious if executed properly.
it's the almost certain possibility that i'm simply reading too much into it. and that i'm setting myself up for disappointment, secretly hoping for something that most likely will never happen, and if it does, then not in the way i expect it to.
the tragedy of having a good story potential in the wrong hands.
#the way i expect it to: bucktommy endgame#apologies if this has been said before#i try not to go here in hopes i'll manage to move on#unfortunately those two dumbasses' love story still haunts me from time to time#and then i end up crying in the middle of the night because i miss them so fucking much lol#i don't really have anyone to direct those thoughts to#and i feel like voicing them might help me move on eventually#so... yeah#i guess i might pop up here from time to time#until i hopefully won't#bucktommy#evan buckley#tommy kinard#daffy quacks
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polymer broadcast signal hijack
#pikmin#captain olimar#ft. louie captain shepherd and collin#as well as#moss (pikmin)#watched a stream series of pikmin 4 (its frankenbugs' series) thats what this is about really#but mostly. I just love olimar. I just really enjoy that man#also this really got me flexing those bande dessinée muscles from back thens lol#Ive missed drawin with this kinda proportions... I should do it more#Im gonna draw an olimar to put in my wallet. I need to make my life harder to explain to strangers#I also wanna. add more details to his space suit. make it look more like real life space suit for fun & entertainment#man I enjoy the animals in pikmin so much. they really are just like. animals. theyre animals#its great I love how genuinely bug-lookin the bugs are even with the stylization. pikmin and pokemon are really good at that#would like to learn how to do that... sometimes in the future#oh yeah fun fact. my effort at cleaning up my undercut a few days ago went badly. right before I went to a family reunion thing for 2 days#so I was goin out of my mind at that event postin abt olimar bc I love him#and then. when I got home. I decided to shave my head instead of trying to fix the haircut again#and so the sequence of events becomes I post about olimar -> I enter my bald arc#I am okay with this. have a good night lads. binding books is actually really fun u should try it
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doodle went outta control 🌹🍎
#twisted wonderland#twst#ツイステ#ツイステッドワンダーランド#mmarts#riddle rosehearts#epel felmier#yeah epel dina big brain moment#i miss summon night 2 i miss loki/reki my dear#and bunny riddle cause idk i read his suisui personal story and i got the sudden urge to make him more cute#i used a random brush i dont really use uhhhhhh#i went crzy on that part haha oops bye.. but.. nvm XD#eugh i shoulda fixed some other stuff too#but ineed to go lol#why do i color random doodles and not the ones i actually wanna color ueeu
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Worlds crossed! Gender bends meeting
A.k.a PCs and School LIs dress in Vietnamese student attires (modernized áo dài and áo tấc)
At this point, many have known I am Vietnamese, so I take the chance to finally do what I always had done when entering new fandom: MAKE CHARACTERS WEAR VIETNAMESE TRADITIONAL CLOTHES!!
I hope you guys can appreciate the beauty in our culture~🫶✨✨
#I really love these attires you see#also did I waifu-coded fem!Kylar?#Yes#Yes I did#Black-haired wibu yandere stalker girl with a knife deserve to be waifu-coded#lol Lya and Lyah look like they are trainers with a bunch of Pokemons lol I don't regret it anw#I used to have a really good friend looks just like fem!Whitney#despite her look and delinquent attitude#her grades are surprisingly high and also she's so sweet and caring to me who's being bullied at that time#so uh yeah I'll let Lyah be gentle and forgiving toward fem! Whitney cuz I really miss that cool friend#okay here come the tags#robin the orphan#whitney the bully#sydney the faithful#sydney the fallen#kylar the loner#dol pc#dollya art#dol#degrees of lewdity#dol sydney#dol robin#dol kylar#dol whitney#áo dài#áo tấc#vietnamese#Vietnamese traditional clothes
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I've been thinking about this for like 24 hours but for me, Neverafter is to D20 what Bell's Hells is to CR.
#like here's the thing#i am rewatching neverafter rn actually because i'm just going through a bunch of the intrepid heroes seasons#and like individually a lot of their character stuff is really great#like especially what murph does with gerard? easily the best character arc in this series#i also think that specifically episode 3 (you know the tpk ep) is pretty great#so yeah i mean some standout moments but overall just missing#anyway this is a niche post and i feel like only a few people will really appreciate this lol#when i say d20 i specifically mean ih stuff
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chrom and inigo as father and son are so very dear to me and i understand that parent supports in awakening are all generic so any patterns that i see are unintentional and just coincidence and blah blah blah but i dont care, they are so fascinating to me. because if you compare how they interact in inigo’s parent support versus lucina and chrom’s support theres a clear difference in attitude chrom has towards inigo and its not something that i would call malice or dislike but its something more like… a lack of faith? he essentially acts as if hes waiting for inigo’s misstep, as opposed to lucina who he whole heartedly trusts and supports. i think thats so interesting because when you go into the future past conversations (WHICH ARE NOT GENERIC. and also happen after the C-A supports), chrom tells inigo that he sees so much of himself in inigo, and they’re more alike than they think beyond just the surface level hair and face and. everything. and i think thats so fun because its true!! everything inigo faces in regards to his position as a prince—chrom does too! the older sister whos way better at the job than you, feeling anxiety over whether or not your personality/worldview makes you fit to lead, their brash attitudes, the mistakes that they make while figuring it out, its all there! and i think its that similarity that ticks chrom off in the initial support because wheras lucina represents everything he sees as successful, inigo carries with him the opposite: everything chrom doesnt like about himself. his uncertainties! and thats fucked up to take out on your kid, obviously, but like. to be fair chrom was suddenly handed an adult son from thin air at the age of like 25. but then he goes and he learns about him and realizes that where they share their flaws, they share strengths as well, giving chrom the wisdom to have that much more productive conversation in the dlc, encouraging inigo instead of pushing him down, because its everything that maybe chrom needed to hear at some point too. isnt it fucked up how none of this is canon like what the hell
#ann plays awakening#ann writing paragraphs#fe chrom#fe inigo#chrom!inigo#fire emblem#also worth noting that neither of them really grew up with any father figure#so i dont imagine that helps either of them. lol!#but yeah idk sorry that was long i was just suddenly struck with feelings of longing for fire emblem awakening#i have the future past 2 script bookmarked just to read their convo. LMFAO#but yeah i. idk. LIKE I KNOW THIS IS ALL UNINTENTIONAL AND JUST PART OF THE INIGO PC SUPPORT#I KNOW.#but like. why would they MAKE IT LIKE THAT IF IT WASNT REAL… WHY?!?!!?!!!??#i feel like ive definitely talked about this before but idrgaf ive been hit with the worms again#my finals are almost over maybe i’ll play again :3 i miss them
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you know what fuck it *turns zane into a tamagotchi*
#starsdoodles#starsfanarts#starsfanarts: ninjago#ninjago#zane ninjago#zane julien#btw i have never seen a tamagotchi irl in my entire 17 year old lifespan#really sad cuz they look fun but it is what it is#but no yeah new au dropped where everything is the exact same#apart the fact that instead of rebuilding himself zane gets stuck in a tamagotchi#how?#idk i just think its funny#(pls dont take this seriously lmao)#also should i draw a tamagotchi for each of em?#like make some inspired designs?#no cuz i think it would be fun#AND OMG I COULD MAKE IT PIXEL ART#I MISS DOING PIXEL ART#im not that good at it but who cares lol
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#helllloooo alll. I thought it'd be perfect to come back today#today is my bdayyy yaaay. ✨#its one of those melancholic ones#when u ponder your existence#but its okay#watched ai no wakusei since it was made in 2004 like me 😔💔#btw#i hope ill be able to ne more active here again#ive just been really busy w school n life and my mental health went 20000 steps down so yes. i hope itll just get better#this bday is always bittersweet#well since its the 19th#itll always be#honestly ive been avoiding subrosa even until now cuz my mental health is so shit i cant even imagine how subrosa will make me feel. but im#on it. i honestly miss all of u guys so much. ye probably not many of u care but still#i like this place. it feels somewhat like home. even tho i still feel out of place sometimes its still comforting being here. whatever lol#havent yapped in a while so im vomiting words. love you all. im hoping the depressive episode will leave my ass finally.#u know its bad when u havent watched bt lives since around mid november#but its okay ai no wakusei somewhat healed me. so im hoping for the best now (says this every month and ends up worse)#yeah.#🥰#buck tick#atsushi sakurai#ameoto ha Chopin no Shirabe#even if i cant come back yet im thinking abt all of u n love u. take care of yourselves and yes. do stuff you love. smell roses. look at th#moon that's been soooo beautiful lately 🥺 love#Spotify
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#detroit become human#markus rk200#north wr400#just attempting practice bc i realized i havent drawn hims freckles#im sorry markus i like your freckles and i dont actually know how i missed them the other times i drew#i gotta look at more refs for these characters rather than the ones i take from the really bad quality wiki pages#cause you cannot tell anything on those lol#someone actually recommended a method of getting better refs than those so like yeah i should try that#but anyway heres some markus practice im still learning im sorry o7
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Shoutout to this one YouTube comment for being the funniest motherfucker I’ve seen. For it being so funny (to me at least), I wanted to draw it lol
Under the cut is the original comment (with some more context lol)
This was posted under a Gacha video featuring the Glam-Mike theory prevalently. I don’t think OP even gave any evidence (aside from maybe Freddy’s classic: “I am not me.” line.)
#michael afton#glamrock freddy#william afton#FNAF missing child#five nights at freddy's#glammike#glamwill#I guess?#kinda a crac-fic idea lol#fanart#I just really got cracked up when I saw the comment#it was first disbelief that someone could think that#but then i thought#‘’yeah that’d be really fucking funny if that happened’’#evidently Freddy isn’t a fan of William#who really is?#just kidding#don’t come for me pls#I like to think Freddy is not possessed#(or if he is: Henry Emily)#I have my reasons#the main (and only important) one is that it’s funny#my art
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i was thinking about him so hard i completely forgot i had a work meeting to attend to
#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#purp doot#would it be corny if i wrote an entire thing about his childhood on ARK. like everyone's done that already right#<- this is a thought in its purest form i literally have nothing concrete thought out for that atm lmao#btw yeah i missed that meeting but it doesn't really matter they're not paying me anyway lol
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Loz fandom stop being angsty and give the daydreaming kids on big fun adventures with a cool glowing sword some actual whimsy and joy challenge
#It's like the happy media equals angsty fandom and vice versa but like. Video game series about the dreams and adventures of childhood with#A fandom full of angst and abandonment and depression and smut#It's why I don't really stay in the loz fandom long each time I circle back around#There's so much potential for good things and comfort and snuggly warmth and lightheartedness.#Like yeah messed up things happen in front of and to link but kids are resilient beasts and most importantly they fix it#He's literally wearing the Peter pan hat to invoke that sort of eternal wonder that's the DESIGN of the hat that's why it's so identifiable#Fanart captures it a lot. The gorgeous landscapes and quiet moments and dappled sunlight#But fics???? Oh lu fics are just full of miscommunication and resentment and sour interactions and pain and simmering anger#I prefer to read trusted authors because it's so wearing but the problem is you have to go out and find them lol#It's a very controversial belief of mine that every link enjoyed their adventure even if it was scary or sad and would not be averse to#Another. Oh the circumstances they might hate. But link has never been one to refuse the call#That's the POINT they stepped up when the adults couldn't it's their COURAGE that they'd be fastest to volunteer.#Unrelated but post game botk is adhd central you can do literally whatever you want and whatever pace and you just drift around getting#Distracted and teleporting all over and setting challenges and poking around every nook and cranny#Like botw I had over 300 koroks and 98% map completion. I maxed out hero's path twice over. Totk I've just been wandering around#Speed farming lynels like 17 different goals drifting from one to the other as I wish. Still missing the last 2 sage orbs NO idea where#There's like a million hinoxs now tf#loz#legend of zelda#lu#linked universe#ao3
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right, okay so as a celebration or something for the sudden explosion of popularity i find myself in, here's this
and now, i shall go in-depth about each phase i trekked and waded through like a heron in dolphin-infested waters. Phase 1: I had just begun Wings of Fire. I was small, innocent, horrorless (that I knew of at the time anyway but that's a whole other can of worms), and still had some good whimsy left in me in spite of It All. I had a simple style that had the charm of a young creature attempting to draw cool dragons. I also had no idea what digital art was. I was simply a sketcher, a traditional artist with a love for the pencil. I was a real good egg of a wee critter.
Phase 2: Still somewhat in the beginnings, and my art style developing rapidly. I took inspiration from as many artists as I could get my eyes on (specifically XTheDragonRebornX, the goat imo). Though not quite as innocent as I used to be, I was still chill and had now learned about digital art, but I had never once considered doing it myself (not yet anyway).
Phase 3: Gosh, this phase destroyed me. Well, rather, I destroyed myself. I'm not going to slander my younger self; I was in a delicate stage of my life and thus so was my art style as well. I had gotten into youtube channels like Inquisitormaster and whatnot, and I got. way too involved in it, to put it extremely lightly anyway. At this point in my journey I had also garnered the desire to begin digital art and post on DeviantArt (classic, classic). And thus, I began absorbing all the wrong tactics from all the wrong sources and trying to become a person that I was not, and it got me onto a path I don't think I was ever supposed to go down in the first place. Or maybe I was. I dunno, but the whole ordeal was quite ridiculous, quite ridiculous indeed. I dug a grave for the magic I saw and created in life I never should have, I'm afraid. It's hard to perceive by just looking at the style I had back then, but I was, in fact, quite dead inside from that choice.
Phase 4: After staring at the gravestone of my childhood silliness for a good long while, I finally realized the error of my ways and dug up those old bones of whimsy. I was finally learning how to adopt aspects of art styles that I didn't just think other people would like, but that I liked, as well. Though I didn't realize it then, I was taking a huge step into progress, and I commend my older self for that. I took inspiration from artists uhhh that one fish person and whatnot. I took on softer features, finding them to be more relaxing to draw than the sharper edges I had wielded in my previous art.
Phase 5: And here folks is where we can see where Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles infiltrated my life, and my sense of whimsy had returned fully at last. At this point, I decided to take a more cozy approach to how I drew, having the desire to draw like I was illustrating a bedtime story (it was in need of much work, but I improved I promise). I also knew much, much more about Wings of Fire and its faults, and though I was much less knowledgeable about how to go about it and some of the actual good things about it, I was much more level-headed than I was previously. And thus, I had the thought: "okay. I like Wings of Fire (in spite of its many imperfections), and I like ninja turtles (which has peak writing and storytelling and is just spectaculous in general). So, what if, perchance, mayhaps, I combined the two?" And thus, my Rise of the Wings of Fire (or whatever I'm gonna call it, I'm still mondering about the name) began.
Phase 6: After a long, grueling, harrowing journey of self-discovery and stupid decisions and all that jazz, we now see the art style I have now: semi-realistic with more expression than the live action Lion King would ever care to incorporate. Along with incorporating aspects of other styles that I like, I also decided to start including more animalistic traits to my Creatures (ie: blue whale eyes for SeaWings, porcupine/tenrec quills for IceWings, etc etc), which, in my opinion, greatly improved my art style, along with the fact that I began playing around with other digital brushes and filters (random noise my love). I'm still developing and learning, but overall, I'm quite satisfied with where I am.
And there you have it folks. If you've made it this far without getting bored, congrats!! you now know a little bit more about me than you probably ever cared to, which is fine by me. I may have paved this road but my man it was your choice to walk on it.
#anyways yeah. man did i come a good long way#not that i wanna dwell on it too much lol#i may have dug up some old bones but that doesnt mean i'm gonna heft the shovel for the rest of the graveyard#simply the femur of whimsy and silliness that i missed so dearly#gosh i used to be such an emo-in-denial. it was. so bad#you dont even know#you probably wont ever really know#yeah no let's keep it that way#art style challenge#wings of fire#Tsunami#fiendish illos#this book series has me trapped Giles Corey style man#im never going to escape until i resand these boards
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