#system bullshit

[blackedoutlungs]

why would i give a shit about forming an opinion on syscourse when my own damn system wont even work together right

[datamodel-of-disaster]

I was gonna shop for home stuff as a reward for cleaning the house today. That was around 9pm.

It's 2:40am right now and -backtracking my own steps- all I've apparently done was vegetate and answer advice posts on Reddit.

Why am I like this.

[correctproseka]

My joke got destroyed by one of my friends

[the-hatchaxe-collective]

The Hatch-Axe Collective

heyo and hello, this is killer speaking. welcome to the hatch-axe collective. we are a subsystem in another system (unsure if im gonna specify). posts on here will only be made by the hatch-axe collective, im hoping its mostly art and comics but we'll see.

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warning : we have heavy dyslexia, are heavily traumatized as we are traumagenic, will post gore esc, graphic, and distressing situations due to vent art so be prepared for triggering media. this also includes sexual content probably and other shit. oh yeah cussing too. just lots of explicit stuff. there's also gonna be uncensored situations where it can be just overall disturbing. (is the bold helping lol)

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im just trying to warn you people. im mentally ill and healing from a lot of suffering so im not going to make the best decisions. it isnt an excuse but im just informing you that im not a fucking angel and WILL fuxk up.

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info :

collective name : hatch-axe collective

preferred name : killer

pronouns : he/they/it/ze/xe

terms : nonhuman/androg/masc/plural

heavier amnesia barriers ; high dissociative barriers

unhealthy habits (in healing)

traumagenic (i seriously don't understand how other genics work isnt it a trauma induced disorder)

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boundaries :

source questions : seriously depends

source mates : dont ever say you're them. you wont match, you arent them. you just look like them you arent them. trust me.

nicknames : ask

roleplay : no.

age : below 14 is a no. we are bodily 18.

flirting : no im taken, as a joke then maybe its fine but if you have any desires in me or any sexual intent no.

dni : idk people who hurt people ig. idrc unless you are hurting people. people who intentionally go out of their way to hurt people just dont make sense to me. i dont really have a group of people i hate thats weird so if you are an individual who hurts people and gets a kick out of it stay away from me.

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tumblr boundaries :

dms : ig

asks : sure

@ : why???

reblogs : ig lol

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requests updates :

requests : open

payment : none, $0, im having fun

what can i request? : full blown art maybe, dividers yes, sysboxes yes, headers yeah

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blog stuff :

what do i post? : i post system stuff, stuff about myself, art, comics, requested shit, etc. this isnt some concrete thing im just hanging out.

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more about me :

hey so once again the person posting this is killer.

im mentally like 20s, almosy pushing it is 26

i like art, listening to music, cats, cooking, interacting with others, etc

im a sex lover and am poly (not looking)

i don't really know my gender im just masc presenting

i like cheezy romcom shit too its so just so delicious.

(can you tell im writing this all on the fly-)

my favorite things to are sweets, i love chocolate especially. ooo those chocolates with fillings in them- yk those??? i fucking love those.

you are free to ask me stuff btw, my asks for ME are open. use thise emoji when directed towards me btw 🔪🪓

alright, may add more shit later. cya

[kajiimotojiiro]

Randomly feel like dying (actually has nothing to do with being sick, I don't know where this came from.) Leaving all operations to grimmjow today.

[smileyg0th]

tell me why some “dumbed down” kinder detransed version of the host’s ex just showed up in the headspace? she’s like some sort of manifestation of his fears but they’re apparently insys dating again.. like a week or two after said ex abandoned the host 🙁 genuinely if any systems could explain id absolutely love that i’m so sad

[prinxejeanne]

Being in co-con with two fuckers that don't like each other is WILD

[aloverboy]

guys the voices are fighting because I didn’t get pasta when I ordered from dominos

[mimekind]

havent posted here in nearly 4 years but its mar13 day so heres a silly squid sisters thing i did recently :)

[blackedoutlungs]

How is this stupid [redacted] host gonna sit there constantly denying every single symptom and our fucking mere existence meanwhile I'm just fucking sick of it and watchin like

You're the only one unsure in this house dumbass get with the program

[disgracefulthings]

Luo Bingge: Mobei-Jun, I'm getting married and I want you to be my best man

Mobei-Jun: No.

Luo Bingge: What?! Why?!

Mobei-Jun: This is the 602nd time you've been married, and I'm sick of being your best man. Each time you want me to make a speech about you, I don't know what to say that I haven't already. "Oh the last time I saw Lord Luo he didn't have 602 wives, but now he does". I'm done, I'm never going to another wedding again

Luo Bingge: Fine! I'll go find someone else to be my best man!

Mobei-Jun: Good luck finding a man that you haven't already killed

Luo Bingge: Well, maybe I think gender roles are bullshit and I'll ask a woman!

Mobei-Jun: ...Good luck finding a woman that you wouldn't immediately marry

Luo Bingge: Fuck you!

[sunderwight]

There is at times a (completely understandable!) assumption in SV fandom that "Peerless Cucumber", infamous online commenter, represents Shen Yuan's truest self in a way.

But while I get where that's coming from, I think the narrative of SV ultimately refutes that notion. Peerless Cucumber is the guy who called for Shen Jiu to be punished even worse when PIDW was just a novel, and yet when it's real, he not only wants to avoid that fate for himself, but he also feels more pity & compassion for Shen Jiu too. Peerless Cucumber thought that Luo Binghe's level-up arc was cool, but Shen Yuan doesn't want to put his disciple through that, even knowing that he will come out stronger at the end of it. Peerless Cucumber was deeply mired in the toxic macho heteronormative internet culture at the time, but Shen Yuan is himself a queer person whose suffering is more than incidentally attached to his internalized homophobia.

I think in its way, the Peerless Cucumber persona is as much of a mask as the Shen Qingqiu one. Being vitriolic and petty can be fun, but it isn't a truer version of Shen Yuan, it's just exaggerating different aspects of his personality for a different audience and in a different direction.

[editedantiendoposts]

It's THIS simple:

[thehellsaint]

being an endo is some of the most white ppl shit I've ever heard 💀

wdym you're so privileged with spare time and energy that you roleplay being disabled to get chronically online social credit

[grimalkinmessor]

At the risk of revealing that I'm a Crazy Conspiracy Theorist I really do think that the biggest reason Hollywood seems to hate youtubers and wants nothing to do with them is because they are infinitely harder to control. People usually have to pay their dues to become famous, usually have to sign their damn soul away or do crazy awful shit in order to get a hand up—but you can't threaten obscurity to someone who already has a large fan base. Who is, in a lot of ways, already famous. A while back Mark talked about his time at a red carpet gathering and how no one would look at him or pay attention to him; almost like he was getting deliberately snubbed for being a youtuber. And yeah a lot of it is probably also the fact that "real" actors and directors don't see youtuber creations as valuable or Real Art, but I also think that a big part of that hostility is that he's not tied to it like they are. They can't make him do anything. Which, again I'm theorizing, is why I think Iron Lung is getting clotheslined. Because you know damn well that if Mark has enough money to produce it himself, then he has enough to advertise and release it himself. But he can't. For Some Reason. He's got to jump through hoops first because, well.

It really is all about control.

[prinxejeanne]

Bim immediately slipping into the front when “Fergalicious” starts playing is too real of him