#suicidie

[dollincage]

not the suicide hotline hanging up on me… tf?

[daenerys-targaryen]

I think about jumping

[demonstars]

DREAM: Love all of you guys and thank you all for a million subscribers! I know I didn't make a video about and I really should've. I just really–couldn't figure out what to say. Any time I started talking about it—even now I'm tearing up—I started crying. That sounds stupid but it's just who I am.

he's come so far :((( and he has never stopped being so soft and gentle and thankful for the support. HAPPY FIVE YEARS OF DREAM.

[unaragazzadaicapellimossi]

ho paura di non riuscire più a fidarmi delle persone

[brokenobstacless]

I wonder if anyone will ever choose me.

[seeker-of-stories19]

Ghost who has been through so much and yet nothing haunts him more than the thought of being buried, of clawing his way out of the sandy earth and away from the cloying sweetness of a rotting bug ridden corpse.

Ghost who immediately updates his paperwork after Roba, demanding to be cremated because nothing horrifies him more than the thought of being left to rot slowly trapped in a box forever, even if it would be it’s own divine recompense.

Ghost who loses Soap and tries to fight his family when they demand to have him buried, tries to save Johnny one last time, knows he wanted to be cremated because they agreed if something happened they’d be set free to the winds together. But Johnny never updated his paperwork and his Catholic family isn’t about to be swayed.

Ghost who can’t save his partner even in death and is haunted by the images of Johnnys body breaking down under the earth, crawling with maggots and bugs that thrive in the damp rich soil.

Ghost who sits by Soaps grave and wants nothing more than to bury his hands in the soil and tear his way to Johnny, to hold him a final time or even to remain in the earth with him until his air is used up and he too can rot in peace until all that’s left is their bones intertwined forever.

Ghost who’s been through every level of hell and nothing scared him more than being buried until now- suddenly spending eternity without Johnny is an entirely worse thought than being entombed in the earth.

So he updates his paperwork, unwilling to make the same mistake Soap did in thinking he had time to do it later. He can already feel the familiar shadow of death stalking him and he has a feeling it won’t be long before he’s buried again.

[gvrestxr]

Theres two bottles of pills on my dresser and I SWEAR they're speaking to me

So are my blades so let's see how this weekend goes!! :3

[darkrider96]

Tan mal estoy, ya nisiquiera puedo expresar lo que siento en tumblr, el unico lugar que me queda para plasmar cada emocion, y cada sentimiento de mi sufrimiento diario... Tan solo en esta lucha que me asusta pensar en como termina todo esto.

[libellula92]

Forse qualcuno si preoccuperà quando ormai sarà tardi.

Tutti ti vedono andare giù e nessuno ti allunga una mano.

[secretsthatlaybehindsmiles]

shut up and leave me alone! i need to lie down and fantasize about my death for 2 hours

[dollincage]

the worst part about attempting suicide is the aftermath. seeing my loved ones crying on my hospital bed telling me how much they love me. I’m feeling guilty but at the same time I wish I was dead.

[my-sadness-and-me]

My mind is killing me

[uncuorechenonbatte]

a volte ascolto il mio battito sperando si fermi

[unaragazzadaicapellimossi]

ho bisogno di parlare con qualcuno di speciale, in modo libero e sincero

[brokenobstacless]

[gorgugplushie]

So should i just throw my body off a bridge...?