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Spitetive
[PT: Spitetive]
Spitetive, a introject source out of spite of something. This can be simply about their existence, spite towards certain groups/things, or a personification of spite.
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[Tags] @system-term-archive, @pluralitywords, @pluralterms, @radiomogai
#✨⚫️✨ : post#💔✝️ : post#💔✝️ : pride#silent fellowship#the silent fellowship#sys#plural system#system#plural#Spitetive#introject#introject type#introject types#system introject type#plural introject type#plural introject#system introject#system term#plural term#system coining#plural coining#flashing gif#gif
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Imaginitive(link), Shiptive(link), Spitetive(link)
Origotive(link), Conceptive(link), MOGAItive(link)
Parative(link), Comfortive(link), Dreamtive(link)
DNI is listed within my pinned post. Please go read it before interacting with any part of my content. Ask to tag!
#🎨 post#liom#mogai#liomogai#plural#system#plural system#Imaginitive#Shiptive#Spitetive#Origotive#Conceptive#MOGAItive#Parative#Comfortive#Dreamtive#Somtive#Intoject Type#Intoject#pride#pride emote#pride emoji#pride pixels#pride pixel#system emoji#system pixel#Origomate
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✨ Is that OCD pretending to be a rabid proshipper calling me a hypocrite for writing messed-up characters? Or is that a person in my head, possibly a spitetive (spite-sourced introject)? ✨
✨I won't soon know!✨
✨ (If ever!) ✨
Because I maladaptively daydream, I've been able to distinguish the paras I make and loosely control in my daydreams from the people who had once lived in my head.
But I also am almost positive I've got OCD too. And sometimes I find myself wondering whether that's an intrusive person or intrusive thoughts.
...I'm afraid if I wonder too far, I might just jinx it, to be honest. I don't want people in my head again.
#spitetive#vent#ocd#endogenic#median plurality#pro-endo#intrusive thoughts#self-diagnosis#self-dx#introject#read my pinned post before starting discourse of any kind please#anti-proship#op is anti-proship#shipcourse
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Fuck AI Headmate #7
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reminder beings will almost definitely not turn out exactly as described, and these can be edited and changed as needed.
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“ Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. “
Name: Koi , Fish , Marble , Canvas , Art , Aart , Ink , Siren , Ihcor
Age: Unknown
Pronouns: Ae/Aer , Dae/Daer , Hae/Haer , Thon/Thons , Xe/Xem , Ie/Ink , Fin/Fins , 𓆝/𓆝s , 𓆛/𓆛s , 𓆞/𓆞s
Gender: Aporagender , Aporathrift , Aporlier , Solaporine , Konderic , Fishsacrific , Somnolentuspiscis , Inkthing , Poetren
Attraction: Unlabled (Neutral Leaning)
Other IDs: Dissochinese , Dissodarkwaterblood , Dissocultural , Dissoink
Species: Koi Fish Folk
Origins/Modifiers: Artgenic , Spitetive
Role: Germinare , Lorekeeper
Aesthetics: Romantic Chinese Village , Golden Hour , Light Academia
Misc Info: Who is this? Crawling out of the old paintings you are face to face with a being older than your time. A being made of ink and tales of old, their scales painted on. Meet this fish folk, a member who is here to learn and grow to love the cultures around them.
pt: name , age , pronouns , gender , attraction , other ids , species , origins/modifiers , role , aesthetics , misc info
Disclaimer: Middle image is made with the use of AI. This blog does not condone or promote putting AI over real artist. This post is using it as a way to middle finger those who try to claim AI creations as actual pieces of art. I mod music am not making prompts for the images.
tags: @bahtive , @drowntowns , @artisticdysfunction
#build a headmate#build an alter#alter creation#headmate creation#willogenic#build a system#Bah#bahtive#✦ member#🎼 mod 🎹#ANTI RQ#ANTI RQ headmate pack
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pro endo culture is having/making spitetives because of anti endos
SO REAL OMFG
#endo safe#pro endo culture is#endogenic safe#endo friendly#pro endogenic#pro endo#pluralgang#endogenic friendly#anti endos fuck off
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I need to confess cuz I'm bawling 😭 I threw away food. I feel guilty. But I had no choice and no one to give it to. Here's the thing, I live with my narcissist mom, and she's super spiteteful, and because she's alone, she sabotages my weight loss because if I like myself, she knows I'll move out. She knows my mental health is heavily dependent on my weight. Pun not intended. She often eyes my body up and down, not even subtly, and if she spots weight loss, she says cruel stuff and within the next few days the house would be bursting with foods she knows are my weaknesses. This is the second year I begged for no cake on my birthday.... she bought an entire chocolate cake and a few slides from a variety of other cakes. We have 3 bags of chips in the house (my kryptonite), pie, 3 cooked meals, biscuits, bread, etc. Even if I eat a normal amount a day, it will get spoiled. I HAVE to overeat if I'm to finish it all before it perishes. This insanity was brought on by the fact that I was sick with a bad flu on Christmas, had no appetite, and lost 4 pounds. The funny thing is I'm not even remotely thin. I stand at 174 lbs as of Jan 7th. So there's no reason for her to be pestering me to eat constantly and acting this way except abuse and control. She's scared she'll lose control over me. But I'm so broken. I'm unemployed, I pushed away my friends, and I hate what my body has become. It is truly stopping me from even attempting to get my life together and escaping. I haven't been below 178 lbs in years. And I'm done. I never want to see that number or any number above it ever again. So today, while mom was at work, I threw away a few servings of stew, pumpkin pie, and cake. Just enough to look like I've eaten. But I feel so yucky about it. Guilty, ungrateful, and wasteful. But I also feel like my life depends on it, and I obviously can not be honest with mom, so I had to do this.😭 But it made me cry, and I just wanted to tell someone immediately 😢 so sorry for the rant
hello! first off I'm so sorry you have to go through this you don't deserve this at all i hope you find your way out of that household 🙁💔
secondly it's okay to improve yourself to me it sounds like your mom is jealous of you? it's your life of you want to improve yourself you can. and also don't be ashamed or gulity for wasting food you didn't ask for it, she bought it because she wanted to.
i understand the whole control thing, and my advice is to stop letting her control your life. it's your life not hers and try and subtly take control, like try looking for a job possibly (if your old enough) and then you can say you want to buy some of your own foods that way she might stop.
again take this with a grain of salt i don't know too much about your situation or the Instensty so please be careful and stay safe 💞🫂
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Spitetive
Reclaimed from an end0 term
Flag is meant to be redesigned if desired.
An alter formed because of spite for some reason. For me I formed to do shit like this. This entire blog is because of this.
(This Blog was created to repost terms for the convenience and comfort of others. If you remake a reclaimed flag please tag me.)
#anti endo#endo dni#complex dissociative disorder#did alter#did community#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#other specified dissociative disorder#did flag
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i mean uhhh oops i think i may or may not have formed a lisa simpson spitetive because all this bullshit
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Sinuhe, the prestige tv anti-hero
Yup, this post will probably be the farthest from anything I am usually known for
So some months ago, while being stuck in the hospital, I didn't have anything better to do than read this book which I somehow got into my possesion. Funnily enough it's author is supposedly the most famous Finish author, and during the 60s there even was a Hollywood movie adaption all the jazz. Yet today it's hard to find anybody online talking about it.
So in a way this is my motivation. Yet what is there to say? Will I repeat the one thing everyone praises of it being so accurate to ancient egypt? (I'm not from Yugioh, so how would I know either way?) That it is a metaphor/retelling of the authors life and experience during the events of two world wars and the rise and fall of empires and emporours? About the cycle of history, that even if how depressing in retrospect seems to be moving, even if it all takes tragedy? - Nah, let's better talk how it reminds me of a prototype of all these grimdark shows with lots of nudity lol.
From Breaking Bad's Walter White who is driven to crime supposedly, while only being a power fantasy for both the viewer and charachter, to the as popular as it is forgoten Game Of Thrones, or even the ever so Classic Sopranos - it's funny to see how all the things were already atleast half a decade old (and probably a lot more, just read the Coun of Montecristo, which may be more relevant to a certain topic so lets just wait for that in a certain video...)
But for examples, we have the narrator figure, a quasi tragic yet at the same time clear figure for the reader to insert and feel powerful - he gets seduced by a beautiful women, get's access to the highest court, has an mystical origin (being a proto-Moses figure, but thats another topic), gets into serious yet allways non-lethal adventures, ending like cartoons with last minute saves and contrivances - his growing mysantrophy and cynicism only making him appear more cool for school.
I think maybe that's what I'm getting at - many "serious" shows today (or maybe ever? Guess I'm actually kinda uncultured so who knows) - seem in a lot of ways more childish than the silliest cartoons - atleast the later do their gags for their own sake, not to get a one up on the people that bullied and spiteted them, which the motivation for most of these shows are.
But what am trying to say? Am I shiting on the book? Nah just on the shows, and even then not really - still like the Sopranos, the only one I truly dislike is Game Of Thrones and am happy that I only saw a few scenes and moments passing by the family tv years ago before it was ok to dislike it. Still one will ask, what my point is? Well I think it is, what actually makes it different from all the anti-hero tv shows afterall?
And I think it's the universal project of trying to get through all history, to give a map of humanitys progress - in both ways of a map of something existing and as a roadmap - to show where and how it all can go.
This is lacking even in the Sopranos, which in the end just stews in it's cynicism and condemns the viewer for even identifieng with the family - "they are killers and bigots, how can you care for them, you don't even the ending" - no end in sight, in all senses, no message for the future or possible resolution - like Walter White dieing in some redneck nazi bunker having removed himself from reality as the only possible solution.
Yes this book also ends in a sad way, but as I said with one in which I saw hope - the burying of his books seems more than just a framing device, but a message, that the future can and was influenced by all his experience, even if it took hundreds and thousands of years.
Even if he buried them to the void, as we all do who post here and other places, without getting any attention, not even hate mail or spam. Maybe it will all be deleted in a few years, maybe some catastrophy will destroy it even if it was backed up by some magic ai computer, yet still one has this absurd hope of what if?
So as the song stops mid scene for the anti hero, maybe it will continue for it's opposite some day as unexpectedly?
Damn.
(Also the book is mostly mundane with no supernatural elements, yet there is a guy whose ability is to just magically stop bleedings, guess I can't escape Soul Eater references lol)
#sinuhe#the egyptian#mika waltari#the sopranos#breaking bad#power fantasy#anti hero#literature#uninformed thoughts#tbh I read way to few books to say something informed lol#but the bright side is that so have so little few other people so it's not like anybody will call me out lol#fun fact I only made Maka a book snob to motivate myself to read more real literature lol#still working on that#anyways sorry for the flow of consiousness ramble that went nowhere#but maybe somebody gets the vibe
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Coining some flagless genders because I have no spoons to make flags but we've been waiting too long to coin these guys.
Panxenic
Being pangender but your xenogenders feel more prominent in your identity. Coined by Missy.
Panneu
Being pangender but your netural genders feel more prominent in your identity. Coined by Missy. This gender and the above are variants of panboy and pangirl which I coined a while ago.
Fireplushgender
A gender that feels like a flaming pile of plushies. Coined by Ember
COOLGENDER
A GENDER THAT FEELS INCREDIBLY COOL, IT IS CONNECTED TO PAPYRUS IN SOME FASHION. COINED BY PAPYRUS.
Contrastgender
When some of your genders/aspects of your gender feel out of place or disconnected from the others as they don't fit your theme. Coined by Syo.
Despairgender
A gender tied to concept of despair and danganronpa. Coined by Syo.
Spitetic
A choice in nature gender were you choose to identify as genders made by trolls or problematic people out of spite. Coined by Cassie Lucas.
Matchtic
A choice in nature gender were you choose to identify as a gender because someone you admire and/or have a strong connection with also identifies with it and you want to be like them. Coined by Cassie Lucas.
Note by protector:I know choice in nature genders are a subject of discourse at the moment but please don't engage us in it or begin discoursing about these genders because we don't have the energy to deal with discourse and the coiner of these terms is one of our littles.
Subtypegender
A gender influenced by your subtype(s). Coined by Nova.
Panfaunagender
Identifying as all faunagenders/animal related genders within your experiences. Coined by Jamie.
Pancolourgender
Identifying as all colourgenders within your experiences. Coined by Ana.
Anicolourgender
A gender relating to colours that can't be seen by the human eye. Coined by Ana.
Colourblindgender
A gender affected by a form of colourblindness. Coined by Ana.
Factitousgender
A gender related to/affected by factitous disorder. Coined by Darquesse. (note: I am not condoning the actions I take due to this disorder just describing my feelings)
Tw for violence, blood and g*natal mention for below terms
Syogender
A gender relating to genocider syo. Feels muderous and can be related to scissors, bloodlust, cruxfiction and reclamation of bad rep but doesn't have to be. Meant for Syo fictives, kin, hearted, synpath etc, but can be used by others. Coined by Syo
Agynegential
When you desire any body that isn't femmine/female, not really having a preference as long as it's not fem. Coined by Nova.
Aandrogential
When you desire any body that isn't masculine/male, not really having a preference as long as it's not masc. Coined by Nova.
#mogai label#mogai term#xenogender#fictogender#faunagender#neurogender#kingender#problematic identities#mogai coining#colourgender#altersex#panxenic#panneu#fireplushgender#plushgender#coolgender#contrastgender#Despairgender#choice in nature#spitetic#matchtic#subtypegender#panfaunagender#pancolourgender#colourblindgender#anicolourgender#factitousgender#Syogender#agynegential#aandrogential
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THE FACT THAT THE SKNAKE SPITET PIZ BUTTERFLIES
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Okay forget everything I said earlier, I purged and it was the most horrible purge I ever had, I spitet some blood and a vein under my eye popped
For the first time in this week I had breakfast and I immediately regretted it but instead of fasting like I should have I binged horribly but I can’t purg so i feel like a failure
#anamia#mental illness#not eating#bulemia#eating disorder#anoreixa#mental disorder#mia#ed#ana#not pro ana#not pro mia#not pro just using tags#suicdal#suicde#depression#depressed#sad#body goal#weight#body weight#binge#purge#blood#selfharm
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Fuck AI Headmate #4
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reminder beings will almost definitely not turn out exactly as described, and these can be edited and changed as needed.
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“ I want to party in space because I make alien music. “
Name: Apollo , Alien , Aristeo , Asmita , Astrea , Astro , Gal , Galaxy , Gaurav , Geleexa , Iarlaith , Jupiter , Kellan , Pollux , Sirius , Comet , Star , Umbra , Ursa , Aerials , Galatica , Stella , Stellar
Age: 118
Pronouns: It/It , They/Them , *t/*ts , Th*y/Th*m , 🛸t/🛸ts , Th 🛸y/Th 🛸m , Spa/Space , Ali/Alien , Game/Games , Arc/Arcade , Space/Ship , Star/Stars , Gal/Galaxy, Spa/Sparkle , Glim/Glimmer , Dig/Digital , 🛸/🛸s , 👾/👾s , 👽/👽s , 🕹️/🕹️s
Gender: Transfemneu / Evofemneu , Aliengender , Arcadegender , Aetherine , Astralsilven , Abdulien , Venustrandic , Scifigenreic , Arcadecoric , Retrarcacarpetic , Glowarcadegender , Neoncadecoric , Arcadecarpetian , Arcadebitch , Spacearcadic
Attraction: Objectum , Arcade Machine Objectum , Arcadeum , (toward non objects) Playful Attraction and Studial Attraction
Other IDs: Alienvesi , Assigned Alien at Birth , Alien Crew , Miscealine , Dissophysic , Dissojovian , Dissovideogame
Species: Alien
Origin/Modifiers: Stargenic , Stargazer Syndrome , Walk-In (by choice beam in) , Spitetive
Role: Photographer
Aesthetics: Spacecore , Glowwave , Arcadecore , Raver
Misc Info: The unknown of space is vast and confusing, yet we get entangled in the idea of what is outside our line of site. Now…what if someone out in that vast space thought the same? Meet this darling of a Alien! Sending mind waves down they have sent themselves into you to experience the world around you and the things of humanity. This alien has a extreme love for the older arcade aesthetic and sorta hopes it still is around.
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Disclaimer: Middle image is made with the use of AI. This blog does not condone or promote putting AI over real artist. This post is using it as a way to middle finger those who try to claim AI creations as actual pieces of art. I mod music am not making prompts for the images.
Tag: @bahtive
#build a headmate#build an alter#alter creation#headmate creation#build a system#willogenic#✦ member#🎼 mod 🎹#🎼orignal🎹#ANTI RQ#ANTI RQ headmate pack#bah#bahtive
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Fuck AI Headmate #2
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reminder beings will almost definitely not turn out exactly as described, and these can be edited and changed as needed.
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“ The flames only climb higher and higher “
Name: Abel , Asriel , Beau , Ash , Phoenix , Faye , Ember , Blaze , Fennec , Aspen , Lumi , Pyro , Stolas , Lucifer
Age: 1098
Pronouns: It/Its , 🔥t/🔥ts , Fla/Flame , Flame/Flames , Bla/Blaze , Blaze/Blazes , Spark/Sparks , Drag/Dragon , Dem/Demon , 🔥/🔥s
Gender: Transvir / Evovir , Dagger , Nethros , Demologygender , Sacrilegecoric , Daemofurvus , Sinneridic , Demonbite , Demonabomination , Firedraconic , Draconivir , Dracohonum , Draganehoarder , Phosdraconial , Dracovir
Attraction: Lesboy , Reciporomantic , Hellallion , Dragoarda , Dragon4Dragon
Other IDs: Hellhearthic , Dragonalius , ADrAB , Dissoprotecter , Dissopyro
Species: Demonic Fire Dragon
Origins/Modifiers: Hellorma , Zoisrean , Spitetive
Role: (unintentional) Aggressor , Anger Holder
Aesthetics: Devilcore , Dragoncore , Goth , Gothcore
Misc Info: Pent up anger and hatred does something to a person, and now our sparky friend from hell joins the ranks of your mind. This spitfire dragon has a large ego and a short fuse, it will bite when needed and will act as a self proclaimed protector even if it may not be the best at it. Will it be a handful or will you get along with it?
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Disclaimer: Middle image is made with the use of AI. This blog does not condone or promote putting AI over real artist. This post is using it as a way to middle finger those who try to claim AI creations as actual pieces of art. I mod music am not making prompts for the images.
Tagging: @bahtive
#build a headmate#build an alter#alter creation#headmate creation#willogenic#build a system#bah#bahtive#✦ member#🎼 mod 🎹#🎼orignal🎹#ANTI RQ#ANTI RQ headmate pack
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Fuck AI Headmate #5
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reminder beings will almost definitely not turn out exactly as described, and these can be edited and changed as needed.
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“ The language of art is celestial in origin and can only be understood by the chosen. “
Name: Adora , Aura , Celeste , Crescent , Celestia , Nebula , Orbit , Nova , Stella , Star , Eden , Eve
Age: Voidachronal
Pronouns: They/Them , Th*y/Th*m , Thxy/Thxm , Thon/Thons , Ae/Aer , Star/Stars , Void/Voids , Myth/Myths , Constel/lation , Sea/Sear , Wave/Waves , Space/Spaces , ✨/✨s , 🌟/🌟s , ⭐️/⭐️s , 💫/💫s , 🐳/🐳s , 🐋/🐋s , 🌊/🌊s
Gender: Celestine Gendervoid , Whalegender , Midrealla , Celestivtersic , Divitimoric , Starrylexic , Caelivus , Magnamundic , Voidcute , Gendervoight , Vensonusic , Fretumgender , Seacoframistic , Starryknowic
Attraction: Gendervoid4Women aroacespec
Other IDs: Celestialqueer , Celestialperspesque , Cosmic Xenoscent , Misceverse Pod
Species: Celestial Whale
Origins/Modifiers: NPC-Flux , Symbiogenic , Spitetive
Role: Soother and Peacekeeper
Aesthetics: Spacecore , Ethereal 
Misc Info: a bundle of love, this Celestial Whale comes swimming into your mind to be a place of peace. This blubber buddy’s kind and soft demeanor is here to help you though the thicket! While they may go in and out of being an actual headmate, they always are here just to help.
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Disclaimer: Middle image is made with the use of AI. This blog does not condone or promote putting AI over real artist. This post is using it as a way to middle finger those who try to claim AI creations as actual pieces of art. I mod music am not making prompts for the images.
tag : @bahtive
#build a headmate#build an alter#alter creation#headmate creation#willogenic#build a system#bah#bahtive#✦ member#🎼 mod 🎹#🎼orignal🎹#ANTI RQ#ANTI RQ headmate pack
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Fuck AI Headmate #1
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“ For out thou has forsaken thee “
Name: Abaddon , Adam , Aether , Angel , Angelo , Ariel , Beatrix , Beleth , Eve , Cain , Castiel , Celeste , Eva , Laila , Leviathan , Ava , Azura
Age: Angelchronull
Pronouns: she/her , he/him , ae/aer , shy/hyr , wy/wyn , hae/loe , e/en , hae/ven , di/div , hae/loem , a/ans , cae/caem , cae/caer , se/ser , ser/sera , hea/heav , 🕊/🕊s , 👁/👁s , 🪽/🪽s
Gender: Boygirl , Unholy Chalice , AngelBlooded , Helvengender , Benotaphrasic , Engelpoema , Angelabomination , Viscerangliere , Corruptangel , Fallennoxprin
Attraction: Cenelian Lesbian
Other IDs: Disso-Prophet , Heavenhearthic , Fallanre , Dissosaint , Dissosane , Dissosinglet
Species: Fallen Angel
Origins/Modifiers: Heavenorma & Hellorma , Zoisrean , Spitetive
Role: Religous Delusion Holder , Delusauxi
Aesthetics: Angelcore , Devilcore , Dark Academia
Misc Info: One from on high now fallen, meet this Fallen Angel. One who still believes themselves to not be fallen they talk high of themselves and believe that they where sent down to spread the word of those form on high not entirely knowing that isn’t actally their situation. Do you plan to help them or just let them do their thing?
pt: name , age , pronouns , gender , attraction , other ids , species , origins/modifiers , role , aesthetics , misc info
Disclaimer: Middle image is made with the use of AI. This blog does not condone or promote putting AI over real artist. This post is using it as a way to middle finger those who try to claim AI creations as actual pieces of art. I mod music am not making prompts for the images.
Tag : @bahtive
#build a headmate#build an alter#alter creation#headmate creation#willogenic#build a system#bah#bahtive#✦ member#🎼 mod 🎹#🎼orignal🎹#ANTI RQ#ANTI RQ headmate pack
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