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ibuprofen gel save me. save me ibuprofen gel.
#specifically on my lower back#soooo glad my shoulders and neck have calmed down now#no idea what happened or why they were in agony#jaz rambles#jaz vents#chronic pain#chronic illness
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JSHDJSNKJGH OH MY HEAVENS THANK YOU FOR 237 FOLLOWERS💖💕💝💞
I wanna give some sappy speech about how grateful I feel but I don’t have the emotional capacity rn ;w;
But for now
thank you, genuinely so, so much for letting me reach this far<3
My wonderful mutuals and followers alike
even if you don’t follow me, I hope whatever I do or make brightens up your day, if even just a lil’ bit
uhhh
as a small celebration
SEND ME ASKS!!
for art of any fandom, character, scenarios you would like to see
it can literally be whatever, even ones I’m not familiar with anything that makes you happy:3
or just ask for random trivia of me lol
P.s. whatever you want me to draw has to be sfw
I have exams coming up since this post was postponed for so long lmao (and ribbun week)
so expect requests to take at least a week (I’m so sorry it’s just what it is)
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#Weh#Im technically at 270 at the time this was posted#My mushy brain can’t handle all of this…/pos#I didn’t do the 100 followers one cuz I forgor🫠#So i waited until 237 since idk its a nice number okey:(#<- tism’ trait#I actually remember the very specific train of events that lead me to getting tumblr#And ultimately to today#but that’s a story for another day#Ahhh recalling the good times#Not like today wasn’t a great day but let’s say…#I was very bold with what i post back then😔(perfectionism)#tho lower standards enabled me to post like once every 2-3 days lol#Sometimes daily#They are some drawings I’ve made that’ll never see the light of day#But tis’ is life#*I sauntered away into the sunset with a walking stick in hand and long robes dragging along the grass meadow*#It’s almost poetic in a way…#follower milestone#100 posts#requests open#art requests#send me asks#fandom things#tadc gangle#tadc jax#Ribbun#for reasons#very mindful#very demure
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no worries if not! but perchance would we be able to get a wip wednesday?
#enjoy #🔪
#sorry for taking one million years to write this i have been in the trenches for the last two weeks#the mariana trench to be specific#for reference i moved back in w my family 1.5 weeks ago and therefore have been actively fighting for my life every single day#getting 10.2 out has unfortunately been lower on my list of priorities than i would like#so apologies for constantly pushing it back!#but considering my embarrassingly high cry count of the last 12 days i think im doing very well#asks#a cruel wednesday with you
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Finally done with my version of The Universe's design!
#ariart#isat#isat spoilers#the creechur... btw the stuff written on their back veil are lyrics (chaos version) to fleeting words and beautiful song#they have a mouth. but itd be best for em not to use that. i like to think that the Universe communicates via telepathy#cuz if they use their own mouth itd be like an absolute order that cant be broken (like how wishes are granted via wish craft)#the rest of their body is meant like-- a tree trunk. cuz world tree and all that! also favour tree!#hollow stomach with a single floating star aaannd the lower part of the back veil is meant to be a butterfly when whole#yes those are two faces as well. drawing the lines for that nearly made me lose my mind a lil. the angle was painful...#it aint as obvious but the stars (egg and rectangle specifically) dangling on the front veil is morse code for i love you#also in a way the reason why i decided to make their middle pair of hands in that form is that inside their palm is the country#north of vaugarde. so its like theyre holding the country protectively. a star formed to keep anyone from lookin in!
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ARMYs are really just burnt out and I don’t think the rapid fire pace of releases has helped anything. It’s amazing as a fan to get all this music, but the expectation to chart everything I think is unrealistic and kind of overwhelming. People just don’t have that kind of time, energy, or money to go all out for every comeback when they happen every other month, sometimes several in a single month. It especially doesn’t help if ARMYs aren’t feeling the song, and I don’t think they’ve felt quite a bit of CH2 music.
I have longer thoughts on all this, but I just have so much annoyance towards some chart ARMYs and their unrealistic expectations and their refusal to acknowledge that the current organized fandom streaming power isn’t what they think it is. Another big wave of HL victimization (but sometimes TH is also included??) from ARMYs and it just opened the doors for so much resentment and hatred to be thrown towards jkk but especially Jimin. It was really disturbing to go and block these people & find I had 5-10+ moots following each time. It’s really out of control.
I’m just tired of this RL discourse while they ignore the twenty elephants in the room that explain why the streams are where they are (and no it’s not because “ARMYS hate RL”.). Instead they just throw these tantrums that further divide an already deteriorating and toxic fandom. I don’t know what it will take for them to understand that a fandom that doubled with Dynamite is going to prefer pop music, and that the majority of ARMYs are in fact not zombie streamers but fans who casually listen to the music that appeals to them. Not to mention the fact that a lot of ARMYs aren’t even active right now, so many of them have been dropping off and waiting for BTS to return as a group.
It really just keeps getting worse and worse in ARMY spaces. I’m pretty sure active ARMYs are about 90% diet solos at this point. It’s extremely messed up what a lot of them can get away with saying and not get canceled or called out for. It’s also just this hyper-fixation on drama, shooter accounts, NewJean’s, MHJ, raging against whatever fandom approved villain of the month, trending pointless hashtags for random reasons, and then being shady and resentful because of these arbitrary goals they set that are often influenced by using Jimin as a goalpost.
#discourse#just a little fandom rant#wanted to be present for NJs comeback#but yeahhhhh#definitely shouldn’t have come back to this side of the fandom#they’re genuinely intolerable sometimes#most of the time actually#they’re really going to chase all the good people out#maybe they already have#and some of the nasty stuff i was seeing about JM yesterday was unreal#ARMYs are entirely to blame for the solo and diet problem too btw#just like they are with tkkrs#but i wont get into all that rn#alright sorry#back to ignoring the fandom mess#ahdgljhadslghsdg#just remembered something else i read that pissed me off#but im going to stop myself 😩#vent series#wait actually one last point in my tags#but RL streams arent even that low#its because they lost sight of what our normal streams ACTUALLY look like#because theyre comparing everyone to jkk#and specifically jm#even though they pretend theyre not pitting the members against each other#like how on earth can you complain about THs streams??#its neglect if any member is lower than JM??#im gonna write another post about JM being the goalpost one day lol
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dry swallowing pills is my stupidest flex. i'm not even showing off anymore i'm just impatient
#this post brought to you by#the breakfast of champions#(a monster energy and a naproxen)#and my decision at a rather young age to figure out how to do it because sometimes juggling pills and water in your mouth is too difficult#obviously small dry ones are easier#gel caps and large pills are a lot more difficult *mostly* due to size#but the gels are also more prone to sticking to me accidentally on the way down which is Super Uncomfortable#that said i learned my technique on the dayquil gel caps when those were relatively new and thus the ergonomic tech on the cap shape/size#wasn't quite there yet but they did catch up#and also my hips which i think are the actual problem and not my lower back which is...really annoying mostly lmao#i can FIX lower back if that's wrong#idk how to un-dislocate (i assume) my whole pelvis and put it back into place properly#that post about ripping your spine out and fixing it manually out in the open but for the rest of the skellybones#that's how i feel#on the plus side something *did* big major pop back into place last night and i imagine at least some of this pain is related#but like#ow#that's not very nice and kind of you Mr. Pelvic Area#if my hips didn't part like god commanded them to make way for his people to escape egypt once a month every month#i probably wouldn't HAVE this issue#i'm Stretching i'm Moving as much as i'm fucking capable i'm Learning How Far Is Too Far and i'm just like#why isn't it WORKING#what am i doing WRONG#and it's just that my body hates me specifically and doesn't want me to have a good time hardly ever#also probably my hip joints are related to this#i'm relatively certain i have mild hip dysplasia (or however it's spelled) as well as the hypermobility#which i'm just assuming at this point is EDS due to all the other factors involved but like fucking hell#it's almost like a fucking chronic illness that causes pain regularly or something#i wanna speak to the manager of bones#i've got some Choice Fucking Words for them
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people hated shadows game and mocked it endlessly calling it one of the worst sonic games ever made for years and saying shadow himself is a cringe edgelord but im calling it now the second the trailer for sonic 3 drops and shadow as a character becomes relevant in the eyes of the general public those same people are gonna suddenly decide that its cool to like shadow now motorcycle and guns and swear words and all and the game will start selling for 200 dollars minimum on ebay . 70 dollars for just the case or manual. 500 for all 3
#prices for older 3d sonic games are already getting kinda bad but i just know that the prices for sa2 and shth specifically#are gonna go from bad to nightmareish the second shadow is in a big popular movie#glad i got most of my physical copies of sonic games a few years ago when prices for secondhand games were a lot lower ..#actually i never did get physical copies of sa1 and 2 just digital#because even back then the prices for those were kinda high compared to other games. but if i had know just how mcuh they would rise#i probably would have gotten them back then ... and i kinda want them now but i dont like the prices im seeing#but i also know theyre only gonna get worse from here. SAD
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I do think the wildest part of the Skyrocket/Connie concept is that Visaggio seemed to legitimately believe that Kon-El is like... a D-List superhero. Which is just like, a wild thing to believe considering the Comic Kon won in a fan poll hadn't even finished coming out at the time she pitched her idea.
#dc comics#dccomics#superboy#kon el#Like if she was maybe 15 years younger I'd get it? Because that'd be growing up on 2010s comics where Kon didn't have a book for most of it#But like Kon was in books during the 90s. He was in books during the 2000s. He was in books until like 2014?#And then he came back in 2019 and got a book again.#Kon's at worst a lower c-tier character but probably more like upper C-tier?#Constantly in adaptations pretty consistently in or has a comic.#The big periods where Kon hasn't been in comics is like 'Kon was killed because of stuff happening in editorial or on a corporate level'#Like it's from 2006 to 2009 (dead) and then 2014-2019 (Dead + weird N52 stuff).#Arguably Kon was sort of not in comics between the end of Bendis YJ and then YJDC... But he did have appearances.#Also there were like 8 events during that time and frankly Suicide Squad was using Match which I'll count.#Kon doesn't always have a solo book but he tends to have one more often than lots of other characters.#Even when not in a solo he still tends to be in team or Superman books.#Will add that I don't oppose Kon being trans conceptually and I've given my thoughts on that specific outline for a story before.#I just think in future check that a character is a D-list character before deciding to do a massive reinvention
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Feeling and looking good 🌈 (Patreon)
#Doodles#Even tho it hasn't been that long it still feels like I while since I've been in my doodle rotation lol just a lower density for a while#I forget if I mentioned the first time my favourite chair broke? It doesn't feel familiar in my head so I'll give a quick rundown lol#I frequent a rocking chair <3 It's the blue one I sometimes draw digitally :D And it's starting to show its age haha#I'm not very gentle on furniture - as evidenced by it breaking Again lol#There's a specific screw in its front-right support that takes the most pressure from me getting up and sitting down#It gets stressed and stretched and is more prone to breaking just from use and it's a very integral piece!#This time it broke Really good like I thought I could fix it myself - I could not lol the screw casing had to be removed from the wood pft#But it's fixed now! Back to rocking :) Yaay <3#Small silly set of wanting attention haha#Got it in small increments! But got it! Fully! Always happy for it haha#What was that joke doodle I made once - something like ''I have to be talked to every [XX] hours or I'll get sad'' lol#I mean it's not Untrue pft#I enjoy it <3#And the last one! Multimedia art actually!! Ah!#The latest CJ the X video about fashion Spoke To Me - I mean most of their work tends to lol but this one...yeah#Being raised in disparate little pockets of culture unfixed from a larger cultural language and feeling lost for it......../yeah/#And I do find a lot of comfort in the question being reframed from ''What do you like'' to ''Who are you? What are you?''#I don't know what I like! Not style-wise not on this body that I'm in possession of! I like what's comfortable but that doesn't Say much#Using fashion as a signal to others that I'd very much like to be viewed a certain way and learning the ''words'' to communicate that! Ah!!#So I looked up some What-and-Who fashions I wanted to emulate and ended up in an outfit of my own clothes that looked really great on me!!#Tank top with rolled-up sleeves on the button down over it - defuser necklace - my favourite black pants and shoes with Tamagotchis hehe#And of course my rainbow bracelet <3 I felt quite handsome :)#It's not something I've done again since with different clothes but it makes me Want to! I want to be seen by those I'm winking at haha#I think it's quite lovely :)
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It's 1AM now and I just realized I wore the 唯一 necklace with the palm trees dress I reserved for New Year's Eve—so, basically, a NuengPalm themed outfit 😆
#I did not mean to do that at all????#I only chose to wear Nueng's (silver) necklace because the dress was black and white 😅#the story of how I acquired this dress is also kinda funny#because I originally bought it for my grandma. but she did not like it.#she said that it was like it was made for >me< instead#at first I was sad because I really wanted her to like the gift I spent a long time picking to fit her very specific criteria#but THEIN it dawned on me I now had a dress with Palm trees in it!! PALM trees!!#and I instantly got very protective and possessive of it like it was an actual fandom-related special dress#//#thanks to FadelStyle I also wore dark makeup today#and a tiara#why the tiara?#well. I had bought it back on 2023 on a whim—but all this time I had never wore it.#there was no proper occasion. and also I was too afraid of what people would think.#a lower-class grown woman wearing a princess's tiara. how stupid.#but today—well‚ yesterday—I was feeling like I was running out of time#like this night was my last chance in this life to do what I really wanted to#so I decided to just say the hell with it! and wear whatever I felt like it#and you know what?#for a moment in my room I was the coolest rockstar princess in an old lady's dress in the whole world
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I'VE FINALLY FINISHED BROTHERSHIP IT WAS SOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!
#clai speaks#spoilers in the tags probably#ahhh first of all i am still astounded the game exists at all. we all thought m&l was done forever but here it is!!!#the timing of me playing superstar saga and getting really into mario last year couldnt have been better#i mean i probably would have played brothership still even if mario hadnt become a main interest of mine like that. but anyway#absolutely stellar re-entry into the series it did not disappoint in the SLIGHTEST#i think i 100%'d it? only thing i didnt do was finish that last dyode dance sequence but like its fiiiine#took about 50 hours i didnt get a chance to check my final time. really surprised that the game went that long!#i dont think it was a bad thing at all though. the game mostly didnt feel like it was overstaying its welcome#i did think lottacoins and the lower level solitree went a tad too long and i didnt like them but only a little. they're still fine sections#surprised that i didnt even feel like the sidequests were a drag they were all alright!#character interactions were so good ofc. love the new cast!! starlow felt a bit flat which is a shame but she also didnt appear much so#the sidequest where she visits bowser and he calls her chippy!!!! made me so happy!!!!!#all the callbacks were so good i'm glad they can still do that. yelled out loud after finding the peasley reef#docking points for no dreambert reef however. jail worthy offence#on reclusa specifically i dont have a lot to say about his character he's just your typical evil for the sake of evil villain#but i have to say i Love his design. the really exaggerated facial expressions and that clown neck frill. really fun character actually!!#ahhh call me childish but i'm never a fan of endings where friends separate but i like to think the second uni-tree--#--will allow them to link back up once its grown and can generate more connectar to do it#cant say if its my favorite yet bc recency bias is still too fresh but its absolutely my second favorite m&l game at least!!#i havent played paper jam yet i wanted to play the original paper mario and spm first. but i always hear its bad so??#brothership is at least on par with dream team for me rn. absolutely stellar game#i hope this means we'll get more m&l someday! i've already left a very positive response on the survey they put out#anyway. now to decide what to play next because i have a MASSIVE backlog of games and i didnt think this would take this long BJDHJFHF#10/10!!!! please play brothership immediately
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rory sideblog this and rory sideblog that, meanwhile i was thinking abt making a multimuse promo and sincerely thought "am i allowed to just be like 'this is a promo post. you like fn.af and mout.hwashing. hit reblog'??" lmao
#☽—— ⸢ ooc ⸥#.tbd.#promo post that is just#''this is a promo. you like horror video games. i will sign a blood pact if you promise to not just follow william's blog.#rules link. every mutual gets the offer of a kiss on the mouth. no wait come back''#anyway this is a joke abt how for some reason the thought of opening photoshop feels like taking fire damage#real talk i haaaaaaate that i'm even considering this but should rory's sideblog be dash only#see i'm putting off rory's sideblog for multiple reasons#need to make aesthetic stuff for it. need to make all new icons (KILL ME). need to make a promo.#but also the overwhelming & not unrealistic fear that he will have two (2) followers & then i'll move him back here#in embarrassment fkhdfjjd like lbr he's a oc. he's a fandom-specific oc. he's gay which ALWAYS lowers interactions#in my experience. except kok.ichi but i think he got a pass because he's funny fdkfhdsjla#on one hand single blogs get WAY more interactions (which is sad btw) but he's got so much going against him :(#anyway on a wholly positive note: it snowed for the first time in a few years here and i'm soooo happy <3 <3 <3
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Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:
Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#lok malina#still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now#and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that#don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before#to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021#because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing#but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence#anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he#*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character#for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop#I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like#I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her#if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet#okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself#lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer#about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long#this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh#I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out#*surprising#less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know#anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous#her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this#and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning#I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭#I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb#okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary:#she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
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for the spotify wrapped ask game: 33, 44, 55 <3
hello thank you for playing!!!
33:
RUNRUNRUN - Dutch Melrosa
44:
Names Left Behind: A Counting Song (遺された名前ーとおりかぞえうたー) - Diao ye zong (调叶棕)
55:
Hymn for a Scarecrow - Tally Hall
#ask meme#spotify wrapped#nokosareta namea is an older favorite that i ended up coming back to when i went back to college#bc im taking japanese classes again#one time while covering hobbies in class the teacher asled one of the students if they sang#and when he said yes she was like (in japanese) “please sing”#it was a joke probably. i thought it was a little mean to embarrass him#but if she pulls that shit with me i will Not be caught lacking#this train of though brought me japanese songs i can sing from memory. so yeah#hymn for a scarecrow i got stuck in my head specifically for a week in august#the mood for this song comes and goes. i get a little frustrated w it bc i WANT to sing it#but its a song where if i sing in in a lower register the low notes are too low for me#and if i sing it in higher register the high notes are too high for me#alas it do be like that sometimes#i wish i had something to say about RUNRUNRUN i like it a lot#but im just like yeah...... i like it when the instruments go grrrrr
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#uh oh#i'm not cramping yet but my stomach feels Wrong in a very specific way#i think my body has decided to get a two day head start on our regularly scheduled programming and i want my heating pad :(#if the cramps could wait so i'm not getting severe lower back pain until after work that would be amazing
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Today is a... "I'm going to read as much as I can" day
#for the past few days I've been getting 300-1000ish words a day#Just to get back in the swing of things#Except yesterday in which case I ended up studying French for two hours (... Accident.) and then through sleep deprivation had a Massive#migraine#I get the feeling sleep deprivation Will be a thing today too HOWEVER. However.#I'm going to be just... Reading through a bunch of stuff I like.#Specifically my husband's book+rereading a little bit of bsd+rereading a little bit of Pandora Hearts#does it count as rereading if I haven't touched it since like. 2008. does it really.#at this point I might as well consider PH Fresh Eyes#I did remember a lot more than I expected to though#ANYWAYS that's aside the point#I would like to reread part of SBG and Lumine too but those are lower on the list rn @_@#Ainsley.txt
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