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[ladyseidr]

"i'm going to work on asks" was not a lie but also. um. starter call. specify muse(s) or your like / reply gets ignored. mostly open to fn.af and sp.n muses however i also have muse for ivy and maki so make of that what you will <3 feel free to request 1-2 starters ( for the same dynamic or two different ones ). these may be short, may be long—i make no promises either way lmao

[ladyseidr]

"i'm going to work on asks" was not a lie but also. um. starter call. specify muse(s) or your like / reply gets ignored. mostly open to my fn.af and sp.n muses however i also have muse for ivy and maki so make of that what you will <3 feel free to request 1-2 starters ( for the same dynamic or two different ones ). these may be short, may be long—i make no promises either way lmao

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@florietiae asked: ❝ would you, uh … well, do you maybe wanna get coffee sometime? like date-coffee? that is, would you like to go out? / jules & elise! 👀 ❞

The smirk tugging at Elise's lips said it all: cockiness, amusement, interest. Flattered enough to not laugh, but vain enough to not cut off the nervous invite. She wanted to hear it to its natural end, one leg crossed over the other, elbow on the arm of her chair and chin rested on the heel of her hand. It was a bit of a façade: calm, cool, and collected. Her heart was thumping rapidly, for what it was worth. Giddily, even.

"Of course. I was starting to think I would have to make the first move." And here she finally laughed, soft and a bit self-deprecating. "I'm kidding. Would you believe I'm not as confident as I act?" She uncrossed her legs, smoothing out her dress with a palm. "I'm free this weekend, actually. Breakfast would be perfect, but, well, I know not everyone's a morning person." She tipped her head in Juliet's direction, smile warming. "I'm also free. . . now. But not everyone's as impulsive as me either."

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btw i think the way the aes sections of my pin boards for sam, dean, jess, and cas turned out are so sexy of me

[ladyseidr]

PROMPTS FROM ELF *  assorted dialogue from the 2003 film, adjust as necessary

did you have to borrow a reindeer to get down here?

i get more action in a week than you've had in your entire life.

i suggest you wipe that stupid smile off your face before i come over there and smack it off.

call me an elf one more time.

you sit on a throne of lies.

i think you're really beautiful and i feel really warm when i'm around you and my tongue swells up.

i've been to new york thousands of times.

if you see gum on the street, leave it there. it isn't free candy.

who the heck are you?

i'm santa claus.

don't tell him what you want. he's a liar.

you disgust me. how can you live with yourself?

you're a fake.

you smell like beef and cheese.

son of a nutcracker!

why are you smiling like that?

i just like to smile. smiling's my favorite.

the best way to spread christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear.

i think we should call security.

i like to whisper too.

what's your favorite color?

you did it! congratulations!

we can't just throw him out in the snow!

this place reminds me of santa's workshop... except it smells like mushrooms and everyone looks like they want to hurt me.

you are so weird.

have you seen these toilets? they're ginormous.

do you remember me?

you like sugar, huh?

you have such a pretty face, you should be on a christmas card.

sounds like somebody needs to sing a christmas carol.

i can sing, i just choose not to sing.

there's no difference.

we sing all the time!

wow, you're fast. i'm glad i caught up to you.

i waited 5 hours for you.

why is your coat so big?

so... good news. i saw a dog today.

how was school? was it fun?

do you have any friends?

reach out in front of you and take a sip. don't look.

it tastes like a crappy cup of coffee.

i didn't know you were naked.

i forgot to give you a hug.

i thought maybe we coudl make gingerbread houses and eat cookie dough and go ice skating, and maybe even hold hands.

why the long face?

does somebody need a hug?

i'm a cotton-headed ninny-muggins.

what do you want? some money?

so how'd you get here?

i don't belong here. i don't belong anywhere.

where do you want me to go?

get out of my life!

i'm getting too old for this.

that's shocking!

i think your car is pretty.

you don't look so good.

your costume is pretty.

where did you say you were from again?

why is your name on the desk?

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i literally always forget just how chaotic sam can be. what do you mean in the plane episode he's like "we need to get on the plane ( the one we know for a fact a demon who we haven't identified yet is going to crash )" and dean is like "i'm scared of flying in general and also that's a terrible idea ( because we know it's going to crash )" and sam literally goes "you're serious?" with a tone of voice that sounds like he's trying to decide whether or not to laugh

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AU where elise and jules never even go to hurricane and instead meet in, like, new york and then they just date each other and never even know william exists. peace and love on planet earth.

@florietiae

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@trapton asked: ❝ ❛  i'm sorry. i didn't mean what i said earlier.  ❜ hi again mrs afton heh ❞ ( meme )

Her hands were busy stirring the pot on the stove, an easy excuse to keep her eyes on the ugly, green backsplash behind the counters instead of on Will. It was always this—cooking, taking the kids to school, cleaning, picking the kids up, cooking, then waiting for her useless husband to turn up for dinner. Would he be on time? Would he deign to sit at the table with them, or was work more important? And then she would wash the dishes, alone. Even go to bed alone all too often. She had never wanted to be a housewife, much less this.

She ground her reply out through her teeth, "That's what you always say, Will. Let me guess: it won't happen again? You'll learn to mind your temper next time?" She crossed to the other side of the kitchen, pulling down bowls and placing them on the counter a bit too harshly for ceramic. "I don't believe you anymore. I think you meant it. I think you always do. I don't know when you stopped respecting me, or if you never d—" The fourth slipped through her fingers, shattering against the floor with only just enough time for her to stumble back. She didn't know whether to scream or weep, instead settling on some short, near-hysterical laugh, hands gripping opposite elbows. She still wasn't looking at Will. "I swear to Christ if you say anything, I'll walk out that front door and spend the night somewhere else. Anywhere."

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@florietiae asked: ❝ i promise you, nothing will happen to him. / lucifer!sam @ jess! 👀 ❞

Unnerving was putting it lightly. Jess thought she was going to be sick, stomach lurching and the fingers not tightened around the blade of her knife twisted in her amulet. ( As if either could save her from Him. ) As if she had any idea how to face Lucifer himself when she could count the number of demons she had faced herself on one hand. She wasn't like Sam or Dean—she hadn't been raised into this, she was just an amateur on a warpath. And what was looking back at her somehow looked exactly like and nothing like her boyfriend. His face, but not in a way she recognized it.

"Bullshit." Because, really, Jess wasn't one to mince words and she doubted words alone would be the deciding factor in whether he decided to kill her or not. He either would, or he wouldn't. "'Nothing will happen to him?' You can't invade someone's body and say that, y-you bastard. He doesn't want. . . what you want. He's a good man." And she'd say it to the end of the earth, possibly quite literally at this point. "Just let it go. Let him go. I don't care what it takes." Weak and helpless, that was all she felt, wondering where the others were and knowing, regardless, that there was no easy solution to this. It took everything in her power to stop her hands shaking, to maintain some thin façade of strength. "Take me, it doesn't have to be him." She knew better, but said it anyhow. "You have to know it—I. . . I'd sell my soul for him. I will." Sell her soul to the devil at the miniscule chance Sam might get away. But, really, even she knew her soul wasn't worth Lucifer's fated vessel.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

[ladyseidr]

quotes about That Person pinterest inspired.

edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  

you and i will always be unfinished business.

i tried to love you into loving me... that's not how love works.

loving you was a sacrifice. i gave you the power to destroy me, and that's exactly what you did.

i gave you the power to destroy me, and that's exactly what you did.

you will always have a special place in my heart, and that terrifies me.

i won't ever forget you, and maybe that is the only forever the two of us were meant to have.

i'm sorry i had nothing to say that night.

i was so interested to see how you'd break my heart.

you planted flowers inside of me... foolish of me to think you'd water them.

it's pathetic, really, how much i still hope it's you and me in the end.

you said you'd be here.

hell exists... it's 3am, here, without you.

i'm scared that loving you is the only thing i got right, and it still wasn't enough.

i regret the end, the way we couldn't leave one another without wounds.

we made it seem as if all the love we shared was wasted time.

i will always remember the way you folded me at my corners, like there was a part of me you wanted to come back to.

you made me feel, and i don't like it. stop it.

i wish the best for you, i just wish that i was the best for you.

maybe in another lifetime, we get it right.

you had my heart before i could say no.

loving you is the most exquisite form of self destruction.

fuck you for giving up on me.

the worst pain is being hurt by the same person you explained your pain to.

you fucking broke me, and i'm still the one apologising.

i broke my own heart loving you.

now you're just a stranger with all my secrets.

sometimes the beginning is the same as the ending.

what if no one makes me feel the way that you do?

you made it look so damned easy to walk away from me.

you were the hardest lesson i ever had to learn.

you didn't say goodbye, and part of me keeps believing that means you're coming back.

i would've left the entire world behind for you.

you leave teeth marks on everything you love.

all of your devotion turns violent.

you let me go, but you left claw marks.

i don't think i'll ever know how to love someone without swallowing them whole.

love is supposed to turn you soft... i think it only ever turns me brutal.

we wanted each other in the way of flesh wanting to knit itself together over a wound.

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the third [type of demon] is terrestrial, and these were certainly cast from heaven to earth for their sins. some of them live in woods and forests, and lay snares for hunters; some dwell in the fields and lead night travelers astray; some dwell in hidden places and caverns; while others delight to live in secret among men.

#LADYSEIDR : multimuse rp blog feat. muses from Supernatural, including Dean, Sam, Jess, & Castiel ( & more definitely to be added ). also featuring muses from other fandoms. 18+ only. triggers, fandoms, & muses are extensively tagged. please read my rules before interacting.

[ladyseidr]

the third [type of demon] is terrestrial, and these were certainly cast from heaven to earth for their sins. some of them live in woods and forests, and lay snares for hunters; some dwell in the fields and lead night travelers astray; some dwell in hidden places and caverns; while others delight to live in secret among men.

#LADYSEIDR : multimuse rp blog feat. muses from Supernatural, including Dean, Sam, Jess, & Castiel ( & more definitely to be added ). also featuring muses from other fandoms. 18+ only. triggers, fandoms, & muses are extensively tagged. please read my rules before interacting.

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unironically going to ramble a little bit abt the promo i made for my spn muses under the cut lmao. i don't imagine discussion of the "occult," demons, and stuff bothers many ppl here, but y'know reader beware just in case. ( i always tag anything relating to luci.fer, demons, or general chr.istian mythology with "religion tw" for what it's worth ).

i spent so long trying to find quotes i wanted. i didn't want to just, like, copy-paste the wikipedia page for demons or luci.fer because that's so Boring, so i spent a long time looking through pdfs, archives, books, etc

i was initially looking at modern-ish stuff ( early 1900's-2000's, for the sake of being Time Period Conscious ) but i was having to play that game of "don't accidentally quote a book written by The Worst Person Alive" that i think all pagans/witches are already familiar with LMAO so i went full historical

( no like literally i found a book on demono.logy, was like "well let me check out the author just in case first" and for fuck's sake oh my gods )

next issue: find anything that wasn't still incredibly chr.istian while talking abt summoning demons / luci.fer??????? this was a little surprising, maybe i'm just not as familiar with demono.logy as i thought LMAO. but it doesn't fit the sp.n vibe

when i finally settled on the encyclopedia, i found the entry for "devil" ( which was used both for The Devil and "devils," or demons ) and that's where i got both quotes. the possession quote just immediately made me go "ooooooh that's good" but ngl i went a little insane at the whole demons "lay[ing] snares for hunter." like, yeah, it meant Normal Real Life Hunters, but it was just too good not to use

okay, outside of the quotes now:

it was v intentional to make jess and sam's image witchier, which was a combo homage to a. my jess's hunter AU, b. sam canonically learning spells / some witchcraft in later seasons, and c. lbr i was thinking abt witchy hunter power couple jess and sam ( @florietiae ) fhdskfjdsalk

the pentagram amulet is a ref to jess's amulet but, while it's something she might wear in the hunter AU, her amulet is def not so obviously... witchy. just because, like. i mean lbr, ppl can be weird abt ppl wearing pentacles sometimes. her actual grandmother's amulet is a lot more subtle, but i was trying to fit the witchy and occult vibes

yes that is a tarot card. yes i went with The Tower instead of The Devil because oh if you know, you know LMAO.

i wasn't trying to "couple up" my muses, i mostly put jess & sam together for aforementioned witchy stuff, and then just, like, ended up with dean and cas together. i think it's incredibly funny.

i originally thought abt putting a ring of salt around jess's picture but it was just too busy visually. i hope the thought still counts fkdhsalhfda

every time i add muses with witchy or pagan aspects, my url makes a little more sense ( se.idr is a form of nor.se magic, & the "lady" in question is the goddess Fre.yja who uses said magic )

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the third [type of demon] is terrestrial, and these were certainly cast from heaven to earth for their sins. some of them live in woods and forests, and lay snares for hunters; some dwell in the fields and lead night travelers astray; some dwell in hidden places and caverns; while others delight to live in secret among men.

#LADYSEIDR : multimuse rp blog feat. muses from Supernatural, including Dean, Sam, Jess, & Castiel ( & more definitely to be added ). also featuring muses from other fandoms. 18+ only. triggers, fandoms, & muses are extensively tagged. please read my rules before interacting.

[ladyseidr]

okay so i decided, fuck it, let's be honest: sam, dean, and jess are Official muses now <3

[ladyseidr]

for the record my favorite ships regarding sp.n are very Standard but they're:

des.tiel <- definitely going to be treated as canon / default outside of shipping threads with different muses. i didn't spend my teen years getting queerbaiting to hell and back by this show to not make de.an bisexual and in love with an angel.

sab.riel <- things hayla has learned abt me lmaoooo i just think they're silly ( affectionate ). me when two characters have definitely not fun interactions but are kinda funny together. sam and his boyfriend who is an archangel and also made him watch his brother die over and over and over and o

sas.tiel <- not default obviously, definitely an AU ship but i do think they have one of the funniest fucking dynamics in the show. it's like you throw them in a room alone together and they are each other's worst influence. like it truly has no canon basis in my mind as a ship, i just think they could be worse ( also affectionate ). cas brings out the barely hidden insanity in sam, platonically or otherwise <3

samj.ess my beloved. spins them around in my mind. i just think they're neat and also i loooove unfridging female characters. . . i'm going to end up writing a lot of sp.n women, aren't i?

definitely some ships i've forgotten because it's been So Fucking Long, just wait. this rewatch will awaken seven more, i'm sure.

this prob goes without saying but a ship not being listed here does not mean i'm not willing to write it ( unless it's That One. cocks gun. my rules apply fucking doubly to sp.n btw ). just because i don't Casually Ship Something doesn't mean i'm not interested in exploring it within rp. also, i've had plenty of ships i had no interest in until rp. so y'know. i'm open-minded, within reason lmao