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Cw: implied homophobia, drinking and smoking as coping mechanisms, angst
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Soap was always so put together. Ghost always admired that, just a bit.
Which is why is was so shocking to see soap drunk off his ass, alone in the rec room, in the small hours of the night.
Ok, saying he was drunk off his ass was an overstatement, but he was clearly a bit further than buzzed. Didn't even acknowledge ghost when he walked, just continued idly running his finger around the rim of his glass, staring sightlessly into the amber liquid. Where he even got the bottle of scotch was a question ghost didn't bother to think on.
Ghost took it upon himself to situate himself next to soap, pressing his thigh into the scot's.
"How much have you had, Johnny?" He asked softly, something colored his voice that he didn't wish to look deeper into — that's why they worked. Soap toed the line between too much, and ghost let him, laughing it off when it circled too close, and soap always followed.
"Enough. I should pack it up." Soap said equally soft, solem, but he made no move to do so, simply continuing to cradle the glass between his hands. — so that's it, huh. That's how he stays so composed. He's self-aware. Maybe too much for his own good.
Soap pulled the cup up to his lips to take a sip of the warm liquid. Ghost's hands gently guided the glass out of his hands before it reached its destination. Soap let it happen. He still hadn't even glanced at ghost, and he was being unusually quiet. Ghost didn't like it.
They sat in silence for a moment.
Or ghost thought they did. Then a moment later he hears the flick of a lighter, and he turns his head to see soap lighting up a cigarette. Simon frowns behind his mask. Soap takes a delicate pull off the cigarette, and lets the smoke steam out of his mouth slowly. Still, it's like he's looking anywhere but ghost. It's like he's looking through ghost. Ghost sighs — he doesn't like this johnny. — his fingers automatically itch for a cigarette of his own, his body so used to sharing one with the man beside him. He doesn't. There's no real need for one at the moment, just a desire to share something.
"Tell me?" Ghost offers. It's gruff, and hardly sounds like a question at all, but an offer all the same.
Soap doesn't answer. He's eerily quiet. The only sound is their breathing, and the occasional pull of the one lone cigarette.
It's quiet for a long time. Ghost doesn't force anything, just sits with him. Then–
"My da's dyin'." It's small, quiet, as if saying it too loud will shatter whatever's in the air between them. "I should take some leave, be there... but... I won't." The cigarette's almost burned down to the but now. He takes one last drag off it, then snubs it out.
Simon stays quiet, letting johnny think, it's not his place to speak. It's not what Johnny needs right now.
"He'd be furious, I think. He'd tell me to go to hell, maybe in a few more words." Johnny chuckled darkly. "Mum will be devastated if I don't go. And my sisters will never forgive me if I'm not there — mum will though, she's too kind — but... I can't go." He said wistfully, the words come out slow — it's probably the alcohol — he spoke like he didn't know how to stop the words from coming out, and wasn't sure if he even wanted to stop them.
"Why not?" Simon prompted gently, he could almost see the words burning a hole in Johnny's throat.
"We can forget about this come morning, act like this never happened." Soap answered instead, like the words were stuck, but still seared with a need to come out. Or maybe it was the alcohol making him hare-brained
"Johnny..." It was soft, too soft. Soap laid his head on his arms and began tracing formless shaped on the table with his finger.
"... haven't seen him in over a decade, and he was so... angry then. He caught me an- an a boy..." the words seemed to get caught in his throat. "Barely even let me pack my bags before shipping me off. He was so nice before... before he knew. He was so amazing. I always thought I'd be like him when I grew up." Johnny's eyes were wet now, instead of the eerie dryness from before, but that's all it was, no tears. "I should see him one more time for that at least... but I won't. I-..."
"Johnny." Ghost felt like he was intruding, he was seeing something he wasn't meant to see. But johnny plowed on.
"I-... but I don't think I can- that- that I'll-... I don't know h-how I'll survive if- if he tells me to- to go to hell or- or t-to get dead again. I can't- I can't do it again." Johnny's voice shook as he spoke, and the words seemed to trip and stumble uneloquently from his lips.
He seemed to burn out after that, and it was so quiet, like they'd gotten sucked into space. Or maybe it was just simon who was in space, and Johnny was cast adrift in the ocean. He didn't know.
"Lets get you to bed, Johnny." The words were gentle, pillowed in all the corners. Johnny let himself be guided easily, searching for any kind of life raft.
#tw drinking#tw smoking#unhealthy coping mechanisms#implied homophobia tw#implied death#sad john 'soap' mactavish#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#soapghost#ghostsoap#call of duty#cod#cod mw2#el rambles
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After Arthur recovers from his sickness, he and Charles leave everything behind.
They find their new home in the form of a small, but comfortable, cabin in the woods.
Out in the wild there is no one to ask questions or make cruel judgements.
Together they spend the rest of their lives here caring for many of horses and dogs.
Except for their occasional visit to town where they offer horse riding lessons for kids from the local orphanage.
#charthur#i just want them to be happy dammit#rdr2#arthur morgan#charles smith#tw swearing#cw swearing#implied homophobia tw#tw sick mention#cw sick mention
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william and jules catching michael and rory kiss or something and rory's freaking the fuck out like
rory: this is so bad your dad's never going to let me back in this house again— michael: i don't think he cares, he's queer anyway rory: rory: yeah well your mom— michael: bisexual rory: rory: ?????????????????
@florietiae
#☽—— ⸢ ooc ⸥#f n a f /#.tbd.#implied homophobia tw#mike vc: also my aunt's a lesbian listen i don't know okay#for what it's worth my michael would still be SUPREMELY embarrassed like he's Not There#with being fully comfortably out but still if someone's going to panic it's rory FDHSKSADJL
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boyd holbrook / he/him ——— no way is that FINNEGAN ‘FINN’ O’CONNOR.. they’re a 37-year-old HUMAN notoriously known for being ABRASIVE & UNHINGED but there are some people who have seen them being LOYAL & DEPENDABLE. if you ask me, they remind me a lot of a blood tinted smile, embracing the darkness to become limitless, the roar of a beast within hungry for more, fanning the flames of violence, and a taunting laugh, but that could just be because they’re considered the BLOOD KNIGHT around town. just keep an eye on them & see if their true colors shine through..
GENERAL.
full name: finnegan patrick o'connor nicknames: ireland, finn (preferred name) classification: enhanced human gender / pronouns: cis man, he/him age / birthday: 37, march 27th orientations: bisexual, homoromantic occupation: capo for skyport mafia & co-owner of exposed circuits location: middle district status: single family: patrick o'connor (father), margaret march (mother, unknown), kirby (half sibling), several half siblings and cousins strengths: hard-working, loyal, dependable, stoic, protective weaknesses: abrasive, unhinged, sadistic, violent, stubborn character inspo: tba
BIOGRAPHY.
tw: violence, child abuse, addiction, murder, implied homophobia, neglect
born in a chicago prison to a drug addicted sex worker, finnegan o'connor was destined to walk the wrong path from the beginning. patrick o’connor, his father, escaped as a fugitive to america from ireland. He was on the run after being arrested on suspicions of his involvement with the irish mafia. very true accusations, hence why he ran.
in the states, patrick kept his ties with his mafia family back home, running weapons, taking people out, making explosives, and getting rid of whatever other contraband they needed to move outside the country. by the time the guards handed him finn, he had already become a well known name in chicago for all the wrong reasons.
with his father knee deep in international crime, one would assume that they had money but it never seemed like Ffnn or any of his siblings got any benefit from it. they lived in the southside, in a house that should have been condemned long before they occupied it but there were not many city workers brave enough to enter their area.
his mother was non-existent, most of his younger siblings related to him through his father. if finn were to sit down and think about it, he probably has a lot more brothers and sisters out there. the money for food Patrick gave whatever woman he was seeing at the time rarely made it into the kitchen. they were expected to eat what was there, or find some other way to feed themselves. it was a damn miracle any of them survived at all but somehow they managed.
once they were all old enough for school, they had a system down and were already involved in the family business in one way or another.
his volatile home environment offered little nurture there and love was non-existent. he only ever learned a few things: don’t talk to the cops, don’t ask stupid questions, protect the family, and do whatever his father says. the last one was key, because if you didn’t listen you were sure to feel it. which may happen regardless if his father was in one of his moods.
he would claim finn needed to learn some lessons and over time, it became normal. crying or showing any type of emotion made you weak in his eyes so finn learned early on to bottle it up and find other ways to express pain. usually it was through violence, picking fights with anyone who would oblige him. by his teen years he would add substances into the mix to drown the demons or induce a short period of numbness to escape.
finn went to school when he felt like it and wasn’t much of the academic type. as far as he was concerned, by the time he hit ninth grade he had learned everything he needed to for life. he spent most of his time terrorizing fellow students, stealing what he wanted from them and beating the piss out of anyone who messed with family or looked at him wrong. his fuse has always been short, and his first reaction was and often still is violence, it excited him.
otherwise, he was doing work for the family business or running around in the streets of chicago. sometimes this meant partying with friends and associates, other times it meant running and hiding from the cops. he ran from cops like he ran from his feelings and he was damn good at it, for the most part.
things changed when patrick was arrested and five of the children currently living with him were put into the system. finn tried to get as many paired off as possible to keep them together. he'd done his best to look out for his younger siblings when he could, as the oldest he took a bit of responsibility in it, only a little bit though. over time they all had their own agenda and were angry and bitter just like him.
the plan had always been to get out of chicago. once he turned eighteen he could take a sibling or two and they could head anywhere and start over. get a better life with clean air and sunshine in a place where the name o'connor had nothing attached to it. dreams were just dreams, though and at the end of the day finn should've known patrick would find a way to fuck it all up.
all he'd wanted was to take advantage of the empty house for once and then get what was his before his father returned. instead, he was interrupted mid-session with his boyfriend axel who he'd been seeing for awhile. drunk, hateful, and barely coherent, a mixture of strong irish laced slurs fell from his father's mouth. no son of mine is going to end up becoming a string of gay slurs and other remarks. where was everyone else? he had a business to run, was this why wasn't finn taking care of it while he was gone? a worthless failure just like the rest of his offspring.
finn tried to push axel out while his father rambled on. he wouldn't admit it, but axel was the first person he made an attempt at some real kind of relationship that wasn't filled with toxic sewer waste with. his father stopped axel from leaving, and threw him across the room like a ragdoll. he hit finn with several strong fists and pulled his gun on both of them, forcing them to stay in the room.
when patrick returned, he brought a woman with him who happened to be a sex worker. he gave him the ultimatum to sleep with her and 'prove he was a man'. knowing his trigger happy pops, finn did as he said trying not to look at his frightened boyfriend still sitting in the room. he regretted it, because the other got up and once again tried to flee. finn stopped what he was doing to try and prevent his father from doing anything but it was pointless.
patrick beat finn to the brink of unconsciousness, just before things went black he watched him unload the pistol into axel. when he came to the body was gone and he was forced to clean up the mess left behind. his father screamed at him, calling him every slur in the book and told him to get his shit together or he wasn’t his son. for some reason finn stayed around for another month, practically a drone while he healed, blocking out everything around him.
it wasn't long before patrick noticed and confronted finn again. when finn started to pay attention to what he was saying, it was like he woke up. he pushed the older man away from him. patrick stepped forward and raised an empty bottle in his hand to strike, but this time a hand caught his wrist.
something snapped inside finn, he was not going to take any more of his father's bullshit. years of pent up rage, resentment, and pure unadulterated anger poured out of him as he laid into the only man he'd ever feared. blinded by the rage, he didn’t remember who pulled him off his father or if he stopped on his own. all he noticed was patrick didn’t appear to be breathing and a female voice yelling she’d called 911. the next thing he heard was the sirens.
he got up and ran as fast as he could, but this time he couldn’t hide from the pursuit of the police. they caught up with him hiding behind a local bar and threw him to the ground, arresting him. the charges were attempted murder and possession of an illegal firearm. “so, the asshole lived?” was the only response he gave and laughed as they put him into the car.
since he was seventeen, they were able to charge him as an adult. he had a chance to change that if he was willing to give them information on patrick and his involvement with the mob. of course, even after everything the man had done to him and his siblings, finn was no snitch. the judge took the long history provided by the social worker assigned to the o’connor family into account, giving him a sentence of only five years versus the max of fifteen.
he took the sentence with a smile, going away for five years wasn't hard. prison was not that bad of a place in comparison to what he was used to. it was clean, full of people he could relate to, and he was served three hot meals a day. he was cold and numb for the first few months, but soon enough he'd built a reputation for himself as someone who could get any job done and wasn’t to be messed with.
he made some quick money once he was free and a car, not looking to go back home ever again. finn took off to texas, with the promise of a job he'd be good at from his cell mate who'd been involved with the mob down there. soon enough he was in dallas, with new documents and a capo position with the skyport mafia.
over the next several years he built up his name again, as someone who is ruthless, sadistic, and to be feared with enemies. to some he was a protector and others just saw him as a weapon. truly finn could give a fuck less what anyone thought.
he co-owns exposed circuits and enjoys the services they're able to provide the public. some of his siblings, even ones he hadn't known before, have popped out of the woodwork and some cousins too. finn looks out from them from afar, but he's not much of the loving type. protective if they deserve it, and cold otherwise.
HEADCANONS.
has an all black with dark green leather interior vintage dodge charger named morticia
among his many tattoos his body is riddled with scars both old and new, the worst being on his back from the times he was whipped with the buckle side of a belt
he has a hard time looking in the mirror long because he has his father's eyes and similar features
he hasn't had any sort of real relationship since before he went to prison.
finn prefers knives to guns, despite being a hell of a shot. he likes to drag out his encounters, even when it doesn't call for it.
more to come
#finn o'connor.intro#cyberplexintro#violence tw#abuse tw#addiction tw#murder tw#neglect tw#implied homophobia tw
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i know will is pretty perpetually in the closet because of The Times but i do unironically think he owns a pride flag with the original gil.bert bak.er design and. he never really gets to like. . . hang it up or anything because it was 1978 at the earliest (likely a few years later), but he has it packed away with some other belongings. the only situation where he would consider taking it out and hanging it up would be post-divorce and if his kids knew he was queer. even then, it'd be like. in his bedroom.
#˖ ✧ headcanon » ( the demon to his demons )#give me a member of his family finding it or give me death#putting aside Everything Else abt william i do get sad abt the fact that the only actual reason he isn't just. openly queer.#is the pizzeria. like. if he had almost any other job he would consider taking the risk.#some part of him wants so badly to connect to that part of himself more and he just can't#he has the flag because it DOES mean something important to him but he can't even do anything with it#somebody let this man talk about his queerness openly i'm begging you#implied homophobia tw
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This is a vent post you can ignore it if your only here for fun goofy antics

I'm just so tired I'm so tired all the dam time and I can't do it anymore. My feelings bubble up a bile in the back if my throat, thick like molasses treating to suffocating me.
I don't know how to handle them, I was never taught how. I'm supposed to shut up and be good be the rock but I don't know how any more. I used to be so easy. Why is so hard now? Why are they so hard to just ignore?
I'm suffocating the wheight on my chest is heavy I feel like I might drown. The bile has emerged and it’s all I can think about.
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Why am I like this why can't I just be normal? Why do have to hate my self? Why do I have to drive my self in to a corner for other comforts. I can't cry anymore only scream in to void and beg for an answer. The thick junk coats my throat silencing any hope for a plee. I can't even do thinks I used to enjoy any more. It Staines, the thick goo tainting any thing I held dear.
I've lost my father, a friend, and the siblings I threw away my life for. I'm called a traitor for defending those I love and posin for my very existence.
My body still taughts me when I need it most, my ribs sore from the only method I have to calm my heads screams.
I'm broken, defective.
A sad little tranvestite who does nothing but tear down the world around them.
And can't cry so I scream and slash and claw bit it only ever affects me. I'm alone in the den I've forged to hide from the fire. But I've been here so long I've forgotten where I put the exit.
I could even do my one job right, I couldn't be a good “daughter” I just wanted to be good what did I do so wrong.
I'm just so tired, I'm tired of fighting I just wish my body would let me cry.
#tw vent#vent art#rant#implied homophobia tw#tw:#mention of suppression if emotions#unwillingly#idk what else to tag this#if it needs more tw tell me#madds is losing his mind#madds rambles
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𝕠𝕝𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕠
he appears as though he was born twenty-nine years ago but is actually twenty-nine, he is a faerie who lives in mystic grove as the owner of the secret garden, and is in no fantasy. he looks an awful lot like harry styles.
“I fell in love with you the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.”
tw: homophobia, disappearance, dysfunctional family, accidental pregnancy, miscarriage,
Oliver was born to a faerie mother and a human father, although he knows little to nothing about his mother. He grew up in the human world, and has only returned to the fae realm once. He found it an unfamiliar landscape, and although it was pleasant being around a community that understood him so deeply, he yearned to return to his life and the people he knew in the human world, so he came home. He hasn’t returned, but plans to visit again eventually.
He was essentially raised by his father, who did his best, but wasn’t a particularly good caregiver. He had never really wanted to have children, and so bringing Oliver up was more like a chore than a pleasure. He loved Oliver, but their relationship was quite unconventional, and Oliver was put to work around the house from a very young age. They lived on the outskirts of Greywood, and relied heavily on town amenities.
Oliver always knew he was a faerie, that wasn’t something his father hid from him (and besides, the pointed ears sort of gave him away), but whenever he asked about his mother and what she was like, his father would get angry and then go silent, refusing to answer any of his questions.
At the age of 19, he realised that he was pansexual, and plucked up the courage to tell his father. He had anticipated that his father wouldn’t be thrilled, but he was absolutely furious, more angry than Oliver had ever seen him, and he disowned Oliver right there and then on the spot, and fled Greywood. Oliver hasn’t seen him or heard from him since. He was devastated, and had never felt more alone. He ended up starting a relationship which he poured all his energy into, but after two years of being together, they left him in the middle of the night just like his father had, with no explanation and no further contact. Then came Elenora.
Oliver and Elenora had been at school at the same time, and knew each other’s faces from around town. They were never in the same class together given that Oliver is a year younger, but they were drawn to each other from day one. Despite not really having much of a friendship with her, Oliver was bereft when Elenora left for College, and when she returned from her studies, he promised himself he’d make an effort to get to know her.
The pair became friends quickly, bonding over their disappointing fathers and absent mothers, and they both opened up to each other about their fluid sexualities, supporting and encouraging one another to step into who they each truly were. Eventually, they ended up together when Oliver was 26 and Nelly was 27, and their relationship was passionate and fiery. They loved each other deeply, although neither of them ever made the move to make things official, despite spending most nights together for the better part of a year. They were both terrified of commitment, and Oliver didn’t want to be abandoned yet again.
Things changed when Elenora accidentally got pregnant, and the pair were just beginning to talk about making their relationship a little more official when she tragically miscarried. Both were grief-stricken, and Elenora had made up her mind that Oliver only wanted to commit to her because of the baby, so after a tense month of trying to reconcile, the pair ended things for good. They are amiable with each other now, and Oliver is still in love with her, but they haven’t spent any time together since ending things.
Now, Oliver owns his own little floristry, and is quiet content living in Greywood, but he is determined to find out more about his mother.
“what power did he attain when settling in greywood?”
None.
penned by... may
#supernatural rp#town rp#oc rp#mature rp#literate rp#horror rp#harry styles fc#faerie#implied homophobia tw#disappearance tw#dysfunctional family tw#accidental pregnancy tw#miscarriage tw#retired
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@happiestterencegold - continued from here
"henrik will forever be the golden child, he's just the golden child with a boyfriend now" she smiled to comfort him. "what are you so worried about? do you think they won't like you?" charlotte asked to get to the bottom of terence's worries. "are you worried they won't accept him and your relationship?"
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She chuckles. "I wouldn't worry too much about them. this is what they're best at, after all. Their father was the one that actually taught them everything they know about it, you know..." That was the real reason that she supported their work in the culinary arts. If it wasn't for Ryomu's tutelage, she wouldn't have ever let them pursue it, but she couldn't deny her husband his legacy.
Sitting down across from him on the couch, she was eager to learn more about the person that her child had chosen. There was something about him that had her suspect... this man was going to break her baby's heart. Would that drive them back to her, she wondered, though it was too soon to really say.
Listening carefully to him, she hums a bit as she nods. "I see, a historian is an interesting line of work for someone your age, how did you get into it?" The mention of a little sister annoyed her. Was Amai technically a parent or a guardian to this kid? Yumemi would have no way of knowing, and if there was anything that she didn't like, it was not knowing something about Amai.
He tilts his head before nodding. “Oh it has been..? I always lose track of time..oh well. You’re right..they are extremely busy with all of this..I just hope they don’t get too stressed with it all.” He muses being able to understand..for once. It was a bit much from what he had seen.
He was a bit hesitant to let her in, but just makes a note to keep a close eye out. He notices her surprise and quietly wonders how it looked before..but doesn’t see a need to ask her.
The choice of words makes him raise an eyebrow, but he nods. A part of him hoped it was just a concerned parent..but from what he knew about their partner he knew logically that was unlikely. “Uh..well alright..I’m Naoko..I work as a historian..provide emotional support for Amai..and watch over my little sister. That’s about it..” all he was comfortable sharing at least.
#side: yumemi himeji#int: bullet rebuttle | naoko suto#implied homophobia tw#//yeah it's really great#it's just so much fun to have them on completely different ends of the spectrum on this one#adds beautiful moments of comforting for both of them and a chance for both to be envious of the other...#...in like the worst possible ways lmao
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Various gay graphics I found on Gifcities, pt. 1
(no need to credit me as i didnt create them 👍)
#sorry most of these are mlm-themed im trying to look for some others too#gifs#graphics#web graphics#caard resources#neocities#neocities graphics#neocities resources#rentry graphics#rentry resources#old web#2000s#2000s internet#2000s web#early internet#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#blinkies#dividers#gifcities finds#transparent gif#pixel gif#buttons#trinkets#blood tw#implied gun tw#(both for the homophobia gif)#flash warning#flash cw#flashing cw
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favourite fics featuring halloween? (thank you guys for all your work!)
Here are some spooktacular fics for you! You may notice we often point out where a fic has been recced before. If you like the theme or mood of a fic, chances are you will find more like it in the ask where it was featured. -A
previous recs:
Staff Recs Oct 2020 Halloween/Spookiness here
Staff Recs Oct 2021 - Halloween here
Staff Recs Oct 2021 - More Halloween: Costumes, Fluff & Crack here
foxes in a haunted house here
supernatural compilation here
autumnal/spooky fics here
Flavors of Fall by NikNak22 [Rated E, 146194 Words, Complete, 2022]
Previously recced here
…Neil’s not the only one with secrets in this town. Everyone seems to have something they’ve kept hidden in the dark. And as soon as one thread gets pulled, they all seem to come unraveled… Featuring second chances, making mistakes, budding relationships, and as many fall shenanigans as possible – welcome to the smalltown world of Palmetto!
tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: panic attacks, tw: homophobia, tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: self harm, tw: animal abuse
Fang and Stake by darkbluebox [Rated T, 2658 Words, Complete, 2020]
Previously recced here
For most hunters, it would have been a wet dream: his quarry beaten, bleeding, trapped and prone before him. He might as well have been holding a stake on a silver platter. If it had been any other vampire in the world, Andrew wouldn’t have hesitated to drive the splintering chunk of wood through his chest and be done with it. Unfortunately, Neil wasn’t any other vampire.
tw: blood, tw: implied/referenced abuse
swing me your bones by sundowne [Rated T, 3447 Words, Complete, 2022]
Ditched parties, neglected movies, cold cocoa.
Sugar & Spice (and everything... nice?) by Willow_bird [Rated T, 7468 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Fall 2020]
Previously recced here
“I’m not going as Tombo.” He’d end up looking like Where’s Waldo if he’d been a short angry bodybuilder and no one wanted that. Renee’s little smile hinted at her having a similar visual. “I think I may have something that would require few changes to what you’re wearing now and would be minimal hassle altogether.” Andrew accompanies Renee to a Halloween party, allowing his best friend to dictate his costume because he really couldn’t be paid to care. Then he gets there, and yeah, his crush is wearing the exact same costume. Feelings happen.
deadly encounters by jeanyvesmoreau [Rated T, 4012 Words, Complete, AFTG Halloween Zine 2022, Locked]
Neil, trying to avoid Halloween celebrations once again, finds his way into the dark corner of a bar. There, he meets Andrew. Or, how Neil Josten discovers vampires are real after hundreds of years he's been alive.
tw: violence, tw: blood
Cryptid Serial Killer Witch Man by attfna [Rated M, 17008 Words, Complete, 2020]
Previously recced here
Just a story about your typical, spooky cryptic and his curious gardener.
tw: scars, tw: explicit sexual content
open season by nomadicdeer (someonestolemycoffee) [Rated G, 2287 Words, Complete, 2017]
Previously recced here
Dan declares open season just before Halloween. Featuring andreil kisses, misuse of brussel sprouts, Matt in lingerie, and more.
5 times realisation struck Neil & 1 time he acted on it by alex_wh0 [Rated T, 7503 Words, Complete, AFTG Fall Exchange 2020]
Previously recced here
"Neil looked across the room at Andrew and felt a surge of affection so intense that it stuck in his throat. He wondered how someone who had rolled out of bed barely an hour ago could have the audacity to make him feel like this." or Five times Neil Josten had a realisation and one time he did something about it.
if you're just tuning in walk into the light by orphan_account [Rated T, 8824 Words, Complete, 2020]
Previously recced here
Andrew runs a small shop in Palmetto with his brother. It's monotonous. He takes care of his plants, makes tinctures, provides minimal customer service, and teases Kevin for his heart eyes over Aaron. It's boring, but it's good. And then Wymack hires someone new, and some things change.
The endless mental math required to simply survive. by melbopo [Rated T, 17400 Words, Complete, 2021]
Free booze and candy at Seth's expense for his frat's Halloween party on Friday? Say no more, Andrew will be there, mandatory costume and all. Perhaps Matt's new Exy loving stray will even occupy Kevin for the whole night so he doesn't give Andrew inane lectures about wasting talent and potential on intramural teams, leaving him to drink his free alcohol in blissful peace. Really, the simple mental math checks out in his favor on this one. ~~~~ (alternative title: Andrew Minyard and his acquaintances [that are actually his friends])
tw: homophobia
aaron's lament by nanatsuyu [Rated T, 9061 Words, Complete, AFTG Fall Exchange 2021, Locked]
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It's the first holiday Katelyn and Aaron have hosted in their own apartment. Katelyn thinks it'll be fun. Aaron thinks there are far too many people in his home.
An Unpleasant Surprise by justdk [Rated T, 3689 Words, Complete, 2018]
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Neil's visit to the haunted house is not fun. At all.
tw: panic attacks
best thing by exactly13percent_OLD (hymbeaux) [Rated M, 4117 Words, Complete, 2019]
Previously recced here
Aaron has 48 hours off. Kevin has a party to attend. They both have unanswered questions.
firsts by exactly13percent_OLD (hymbeaux) [Rated G, 6270 Words, Complete, 2019]
Previously recced here
Andrew and Neil have fostered Clara and Riley for a little over a year. It's their first Halloween. It's taken a while for both kids to become comfortable, and tonight is for them.
Say something, say yes by DeyaAmaya [Rated T, 2851 Words, Complete, 2018]
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'I can't leave. I need to say goodbye to your son. I can't leave like this.' Mary smiles. Andrew feels a shiver down his spine. Her lips don't move, but he can hear her voice clear as a bell. 'You're not saying goodbye to him.'
tw: major character injury
House To Haunt by moonix [Rated M, 65356 Words, Complete, 2023, Locked]
This fic is a choose your own adventure game! Follow Kevin as he explores an abandoned mansion with a Fox companion of your choice. You can discover different parts of the mansion, learn about its previous owners' history, romance Kevin's companion, collect interesting items, solve puzzles, rescue Kevin and his friends from a variety of sticky situations... and then do it all over again! !!Please make sure to read the instructions at the beginning before you start playing!!
Something Out of Nothing by Aquared46 [Rated E, 20831 Words, Complete, AFTG Fall Exchange 2024]
Fox’s Hollow had attracted tourists for decades with its haunted history and Halloween festivals. A resident for many years, Andrew doesn't believe in ghosts or hauntings, but when his workplace is being investigated by ghosthunters, he spends his early hours with a man far more intriguing and haunted than a ghost could ever be.
tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: implied/referenced torture
it's almost halloween by reaching_my_summit [Rated T, 2677 Words, Complete, 2017]
Part 3 of this is something, part 2 here, part 3 here, part 5 here, part 6 here
the Foxes celebrate halloween together at Eden's. someone flirts with Andrew. Neil is not about that.
do you like scary movies? by Ominous, Stjosten [Rated T, 22519 Words, Complete, 2020]
Previously recced here
To say Andrew has never seen the benefit in the make-believe would be a lie. However, he finds less and less use for it as he grows older. He especially fails to see the benefits of anything from the horror genre; he’s made plenty of his own mistakes, has seen more than enough to terrify him in his life. He doesn’t need to rely on jump scares and idiotic protagonists. But when he meets Neil, self-proclaimed horror archivist, he finds that maybe he never gave the genre the credit it was due, and he ends up thanking the dull movies eventually… They lead him to Neil, the realest thing he’s ever known.
pumpkin heads by moonix [Rated T, 4278 Words, Complete, 2023, Locked]
Tonight is the night. Halloween, Andrew and Neil's last night working at the pumpkin patch, and the night Andrew is finally going to ask Kevin out. If only they could find Kevin... (Based on the graphic novel Pumpkin Heads, but you don't need to have read it to understand the fic.)
Andrew Minyard Loves Fall (and will fight anyone who doesn’t) by mareofthesky [Rated G, 11074 Words, Complete, 2022]
Andrew is trying to enjoy his favorite season in peace, but a certain Mystery Man keeps popping up out of nowhere. With a long string of aliases, an infuriating mouth, and striking features, he's managed to catch Andrew's attention in a way that not many can. Andrew can't seem to get the menace out of his head, but he's beginning to think he doesn't want to.
NB: author’s fall spotify playlist here
skylight by djhedy [Rated T, 5560 words, Complete, AFTG Fall Exchange 2020]
Previously recced here
neil moves to a pro team, a new apartment, in a new city, and is held up by his friends. and by a series of mysterious gifts left on his doormat.
What if We Held Hands in our Pyjama Pants by transjorts [Rated T, 9301 Words, Complete, 2021]
A very soft, autumn-themed high school au in which Andrew, Aaron and Nicky are the new kids and Neil accidentally catches feelings.
tw: dysphoria, tw: transphobia, tw: implied/referenced child abuse
Art
aftghalloweenzine cosplay by @foxy-exy
your favorite emotional support sapphics art by @kashjsnsndnan
Renison as Witch and vampire art by @pria-png
adoptive!Bee halloween and happy halloween! art by @deklo
andreil halloween costumes art by @manekkii-art
andreil halloween costumes art by @lunapiq
All family together art by @kurra
the foxes in their costumes art by @jojen-hewitt
Neil and Andrew in Eden’s outfits + Halloween art by @fabulousmisfits
happy halloween, foxes art by @jeannemaybedarc
Put ‘em up and Neil costume comic art by @emry-stars-art
Halloween party… art by @stiigex
Halloween andreil makeup meme art by @jesperandwylansittinginnatree
AngelJean and DevilJeremy art by @blablablabel
#staff fave#neil josten/andrew minyard#kevin day/aaron minyard#katelyn/aaron minyard#andrew minyard & the foxes#au: high school#au: no exy#au: vampires#au: roommates#au: bakery#au: magic#au: choose your own adventure#universe: post canon#theme: halloween#theme: haunted house#theme: costume party#theme: mutual pining#theme: cats#aftg exchange#zine#tw: homophobia#tw: transphobia#tw: dysphoria#tw: self harm#tw: animal abuse#tw: panic attacks#tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon#tw: implied/referenced torture#tw: violence#tw: implied/referenced child abuse
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Uncle Mullet who’s not from my universe how the FUCK did you fumble THAT bad. You’re probably bisexual who the hell cares, man.
-@formerquestionmarkmp
I DONT KNOW, ALSO WHO ARE YOU
AND NO I AINT-!! I CANT BE- I JUST CANT
#ask blog#❓mista mystery ❓#stanley pines#gravity falls#fiddlestan#tw implied homophobia#tw internalized homophobia#Tw internalized toxic masculinity
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She let out a squeak as Foster pulled her close, hips flush against each other, arms dropping from exploring his body to rest along his shoulder blades for balance. “You’re being a good ally, the best ally. They won’t revoke my bi card once they lay their eyes on you.” She joked. The topic of her sexuality had never been a heavy one when it came to Foster; something she was eternally grateful for. Phoebe had mentioned it in passing, Foster — unlike one certain ex who was not to be thought of during Pride — didn’t make it into a thing, and that was that. So making light of it all was easy. “I can’t lie, I kinda want you to keep it on later…the mesh is really doing it for me.” Her tone was light, but Phoebe was being entirely sincere at the confession, nipping his bottom lip as she tried to lean away again. “Seriously, though, you feel good in it?”
It had long since been established that Foster had something of a praise kink when it came to Phoebe, the way she complimented and claimed him more than just a turn on. They were still working on the same thing translating to an out-of-the-bedroom context, but considering they were currently in her bedroom, and her hands were roaming his body in a very PG-13 way, the lines were muddied enough that he was going to allow it. More than allow it — his hands gripped her ass to pull her hips towards his.
"You can't just say shit like that to me, Pheebs," he practically whined, reciprocating the kiss, following her as she pulled back like he could prolong it. "I'm trying to be a good ally here, but you're kinda making me feel like I'd be more comfortable if this thing came off..."
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was thinking abt making huge hc posts for sam and dean but i'm lazy so instead i'll just make this post to talk abt their orientations because actually i know them better than the writers and i think reading them both as queer adds something to both of their narratives. also i do agree with sam being, intentionally or not, queer-coded. anyway, so:
sam, who realizes he's bi at like, 15 or 16 and definitely has some short-term-but-wish-it-wasn't boyfriend in a town they linger in at some point. his name's eddie. don't ask why i've already managed to establish that, i promise this isn't a rory situation again FKDSHFAH
sam, who definitely doesn't tell his dad ( imagine ) or dean but dean absolutely fucking finds out and dean's surprised but mostly just bothered by the fact that sam's getting attached to Anyone when they're definitely going to be back on the road soon
dean vc: i thought you were into girls // sam vc: it's called bisexuality dean pick up a book sometime
sam "the fact that i'm into guys too is literally the least of my problems" winc.hester tbh, he really has more to worry abt than his sexuality
VS
dean, who would've known he was bi much, much, much earlier except [insert an extremely long breakdown of comphet and toxic masculinity acquired to appease his father here, i'll write it later] and so he genuinely convinces himself he's straight despite the, uh, obvious signs he's not.
( remember that time i mentioned how i literally fantasized abt making out with a friend of mine but still thought i was straight back before I Realized? dean energy except for longer. )
i do feel like there's like. the "Repressing It" period. then the "has hooked up with a few guys but still kind of repressing it" period. then the "knows he's bi but is still semi-closeted" period, in the sense that i unironically think he'd initially try to hide it from even sam. you know. his also bisexual brother. the internalized homophobia/biphobia goes strong with dean ( not suggesting sam isn't affected by it too, but y'know ). the final period is just the "fuck it, whatever" period LMAO
unironically cannot see dean ever actually saying the explicit words "i'm bisexual" and it's not just because it's a C.W show lmaooo. definitely doesn't put it in words until Later in his life and even then it's probably more like "i swing both ways"
yes the fact that dean's bullet points are longer is so intentional. sam "my dad wouldn't like this but fuck him" winc.hester VS dean "oh fuck dad wouldn't like this" winc.hester. anyway. i think john should be shot. you agree.
#˖ ♡ 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒸𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃. » highway to hell ( dean w. )#˖ ♡ 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒸𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃. » only matters what you do ( sam w. )#s p n /#homophobia mention tw#implied homophobia tw#ask to tag /#okay their character tags wont be having their full names so these post will hopefully avoid major searches/tags mostly#anyway. am i saying john win.chester is homophobic? maybe. am i saying that his sons FEARED him being homophobic? YEAH#the idea of dean telling every possible lie of omission to john after finding out abt sam's bf is important to me#ANYWAY ngl i'm abt to pass out and take a nap that will probably last obscenely long so uh#see y'all on the other side fkjdhfahsldj
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that moment when you live in a horrific unstable war torn land where you are surrounded by a world that teaches you to hate all kinds of people (which in some respects consequently includes yourself) and you become a warrior/warlord fueled by hatred and disgust of all people including and especially yourself and you kill and torture and fight to keep yourself alive because survival of the fittest and every man for himself are the only two truths you prescribe to but then you finally get a break and you escape the hellscape and you find yourself a (begrudgingly beloved) son who lets you realise that your blood stained hands can nurture and care and create and that you are more than a machine made to survive because you are a person made to live and you meet a man who is sweet and funny and clever in ways that still make you feel like you want to throw up but slowly his friendship becomes such a big part of your life and he lets you realise that caring for someone and being cared for by someone could never be disgusting no matter who you are and and and and and
#fitpac#qsmp#qsmp fitmc#fitmc#qsmp fit#hideduo#pactw#qsmp pac#qsmp ramon#qsmp ramón#tw homophobia#<implied but nonetheless#it's 1am in england i should be sleeping but i cant because i am plauged by the horrors (cubito fit and his incredible complexness)
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@florietiae ( continued from here )
It was a nerve-wracking thing to even imply—that he had been involved with men. That the rumors were true. He expected her to pull away, to have some sort of strong reaction. That expectation only made her actual reaction more surprising, William studying her face as he spoke, his false smile having slid away in favor of genuine surprise. Perhaps a touch of relief, although he was still attempting to wrap in mind around her words.
"It doesn't bother you in the slightest? That I'm. . . attracted to men as well?" He paused, then clarified, "That I'm queer?" He said it as though he thought putting the word to it might make a difference. For a moment longer he simply blinked at her, then the corners of his lips began to tug upwards. He pulled her closer, face burying into the crook of her neck. She couldn't see it, but he was grinning. "I'm very happy, Rachel. I do have the perfect girlfriend, after all."
He leaned back only so he could run his hand down her arm and take her hand into his. He lifted it, pressing a kiss to her palm. "It's strange thinking I don't need to hide it from you." A pause. "Good strange. I'm just not used to being open about it."
#—— ✧ rp »#☆ —— verse ↳ b u i l d i n g t h e l i e.#florietiae#˖ ✧ drawn into each other » ( will/raven | florietiae )#implied homophobia tw#((CRYING))#((he literally cannot believe that she's just chill with it. he's so happy rn))#—— ✧ queue »
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