#madds rambles

[darlingboydiaz]

the last few weeks i've literally been living the plot of a rom com / fanfic and let me tell you

right person, wrong time sounds like a good trope, but sucks in real life

anyway, might write a fic about it

[madds-not-mad]

While I was not conscious for us starting to read homestuck, I did have a dream last night where Dave Strider got banished to the distortion realm from pokémon.

[madds-is-ace-trash]

Can someone like explain Demigirls and Demiboys to me? I keep seeing them tagged in like character head canons . I wanna understand and I feel bad for not knowing. I’m not saying there not valid, I’m an ace trans man, queers unite, I just have never had it explained to me in a way that clicked. They just weren’t a thing that gets brought up in my spaces usually and I wanna get educated.

[madds-is-ace-trash]

If you do feed it write bad omega Vers and feed it that. The ai has a fucking aneurysms when it’s related to anything abo.

HEY HEY YOU! LOOK AT ME, IN THE EYES. *grabs you by the shoulders*

I am telling you to write ORIGINAL bad abo stuff and feed it to ai, don’t feed it existing  pieces unless they’re yours.

Don’t feed peoples work to ai unless they say you can.

 Go now mess up those data sets!!!

Screw cultural norms, Let’s feed it fandom trash instead!

[aster-riskite]

why does it feel like nobody did enough english covers of hetalia character songs and why do I feel obligated to do it 0-0

[infiniteorangethethird]

ah yes every light (me being subjected to new media) has its shadow (I have so many new daydream ideas I'm going to explode)

[warriorblood1]

watched cinderella's castle last night. thought about it all day. wrote 6k in three hours. my first fanfic in like two years. god bless bryce charles and curt mega thank you goodnight.

[star-drip]

when somebody asks me to explain what really goes on in my paracosms

[singing-not-sleeping-beauty]

I hate wearing makeup.... unless I'm making myself look beaten & bruised

[qqquib]

nothing will prepare you for finding old written DOCUMENTS and ART of your daydreams? i cannot bare to get rid of them but oh my…

[fuckfuckgoback]

I'm up thinking about daydreaming so yall get some thoughts.

Maybe I just learned it too late, but I never vibed with the term "paracosm". Like I have multiple longer daydreams that switch POVs even, but growing up I always called them stories or storylines, which fits better in my brain. They feel less like worlds to me and more like fiction, like if I was playing a tv show in my head.

Plus, the longer storylines are definitely exceptions. Most of the time I just throw together familiar characters in a similar setting (shoutout to the four house layouts I've almost always used & Generic American Highschool™️) that vary only slightly for whatever new scenario my brain cooked up. But theyve always felt just like little stories, never a changing world even when I did go back and start things over from the top.

[darlingboydiaz]

since i can't post this on any of my other social media: DANIEL RICCIARDO JUST GIVE ME ONE SINGLE CHANCE

[madds-not-mad]

I have forbidden knowledge (memories of trauma and also knowing about TV shows that my friends have never heard of).

[madds-is-ace-trash]

The time for war has come once again. I’m loosing, but then again when did I ever have a chance at winning. I knew it the minute I woke up in a pool of my own blood. The cruel gods push on. Forcing me to stay in the fight. And I’m being very brave about it.

[the-feral-gremlin]

“I am his rage, inherit the engine leak”

[lightparty-fullparty]

I think the reason Edda as a character managed to invade my brain so much, is that she hits a particular narrative love I have for stories about well... love. And how as such a strong and overwhelming emotion, it can drive someone to extremes and become 'corrupted'. Edda was introduced as such a sweet, tragic character. The stereotypical 'Healer'. Soft, kind, naivee, vulnerable. Who gives, and gives, and gives, and never ever takes. Who loves her friends and her finacee and isn't it so sad how she's treated? How she won't or can't fight back?

And then Tam-Tara happened. Avere died. Edda was blamed. Her true love gone. Her friends abbanonded her. For someone who loves so much, who gave so much, she was left with nothing but a rotting head.

Except that wasn't true! She didn't have nothing right? She still had her love. Her memories, and it RUINED her. That overwhelming love she had for Avere meant she could not let him go. Even when she seemed more stable in Ul'dah. It didn't help. Edda was along with no where for all that Love to go. So it went right back to Avere again. To the head in her bag. To her desperation to bring him back. Her obsession to have her love returned again.

When you get to Tam-Tara again, for the 'Wedding', Edda is so lost in her Love that she truly believes the voidsent she created IS Avere. That he's returned to her. When you defeat him, she's so struck by grief again that... she's happy to fall. Because she'll be with Avere again. Love defined Edda. Love killed Edda. Love was comforting, and then corrputing, and then destructive. Love gave her purpose, love caused her grief, love cause her maddness.

And isn't that wonderously terrifying?