#madds rambles

[darlingboydiaz]

the last few weeks i've literally been living the plot of a rom com / fanfic and let me tell you

right person, wrong time sounds like a good trope, but sucks in real life

anyway, might write a fic about it

[madds-is-ace-trash]

Some times I feel guilty for taking joy in the little things.

They are the little things they really shouldn’t matter, but it dose to me any way.

Things like the hair in my arms getting thicker now, or just being able to wake up next to a love one.

The cat’s rubbing up against me in the kitchen.

Getting to spend time just watching my partner fall in to a research rabbit hole.

My voice cracking and fucking up.

Giggles that come one after the other.

But even that just being enough makes me feel guilty, should I care so much about things like that?

I hope so.

[madds-not-mad]

While I was not conscious for us starting to read homestuck, I did have a dream last night where Dave Strider got banished to the distortion realm from pokémon.

[madds-is-ace-trash]

If you do feed it write bad omega Vers and feed it that. The ai has a fucking aneurysms when it’s related to anything abo.

HEY HEY YOU! LOOK AT ME, IN THE EYES. *grabs you by the shoulders*

I am telling you to write ORIGINAL bad abo stuff and feed it to ai, don’t feed it existing  pieces unless they’re yours.

Don’t feed peoples work to ai unless they say you can.

 Go now mess up those data sets!!!

Screw cultural norms, Let’s feed it fandom trash instead!

[aster-riskite]

why does it feel like nobody did enough english covers of hetalia character songs and why do I feel obligated to do it 0-0

[infiniteorangethethird]

ah yes every light (me being subjected to new media) has its shadow (I have so many new daydream ideas I'm going to explode)

[warriorblood1]

watched cinderella's castle last night. thought about it all day. wrote 6k in three hours. my first fanfic in like two years. god bless bryce charles and curt mega thank you goodnight.

[star-drip]

when somebody asks me to explain what really goes on in my paracosms

[singing-not-sleeping-beauty]

I hate wearing makeup.... unless I'm making myself look beaten & bruised

[qqquib]

nothing will prepare you for finding old written DOCUMENTS and ART of your daydreams? i cannot bare to get rid of them but oh my…

[fuckfuckgoback]

I'm up thinking about daydreaming so yall get some thoughts.

Maybe I just learned it too late, but I never vibed with the term "paracosm". Like I have multiple longer daydreams that switch POVs even, but growing up I always called them stories or storylines, which fits better in my brain. They feel less like worlds to me and more like fiction, like if I was playing a tv show in my head.

Plus, the longer storylines are definitely exceptions. Most of the time I just throw together familiar characters in a similar setting (shoutout to the four house layouts I've almost always used & Generic American Highschool™️) that vary only slightly for whatever new scenario my brain cooked up. But theyve always felt just like little stories, never a changing world even when I did go back and start things over from the top.

[darlingboydiaz]

since i can't post this on any of my other social media: DANIEL RICCIARDO JUST GIVE ME ONE SINGLE CHANCE

[madds-is-ace-trash]

Can someone like explain Demigirls and Demiboys to me? I keep seeing them tagged in like character head canons . I wanna understand and I feel bad for not knowing. I’m not saying there not valid, I’m an ace trans man, queers unite, I just have never had it explained to me in a way that clicked. They just weren’t a thing that gets brought up in my spaces usually and I wanna get educated.

[madds-not-mad]

I have forbidden knowledge (memories of trauma and also knowing about TV shows that my friends have never heard of).

[theradicalace]

tfw you find a song that's awesome and emotionally driven and you want to put your blorbo in situations with it but the lore you gave them explicitly and directly conflicts with the meaning of the song

[the-feral-gremlin]

“I am his rage, inherit the engine leak”