#sorry guys i’m venting

[impulsivedecisionsat3am]

forgot it’s a sunday. fuck

[tetzoro]

getting called out by my boss for not being ‘my usual cheery self’ at work when she knows full on why i’m upset

[alvivaarts]

I don’t understand. I’ve applied to 50+ jobs in my field nationwide and only 6 replied, 2 said no, 4 asked for more of my info, and 2 of those just haven’t contacted me since. I’ve applied to 20 jobs in and out of my field in my hometown just to have money coming in and I can’t even get a callback for a bank teller position at a bank that keeps complaining they need more tellers. I’m really lucky I have folks who are willing to let me live at home while I figure this shit out, but nothings happening and I’m doing everything. I don’t understand. I did everything right, I don’t understand

[sofitai28]

my face every time my professors keep assigning me shit

i am still kicking!! simply going back into my Greek myth phase (as if I ever left). ask me about greek myth please i have too many in my head

[dolls-self-ships]

the awkward moment when you’re in the middle of an x reader fic and start crying out of nowhere bc you want someone to treat you/desire you that way irl but every time you try and be with someone the aromantic feelings TM start happening again and you have to go through the slow painful realization that you only like these scenarios in fiction so you will forever be consumed by this eternal feeling of heart wrenching longing and desire for something that disgusts and churns your stomach in reality.

[bwunnishit]

I wish I could move in with my P-Chan and get away from this horrible place.

I could focus on streaming, my mental health, and so much more if I was out of here.

Long distance sucks and so does living here with these people.

[mushroominaforest]

Guys I need advice help 😭

I need to confront someone and set clear boundaries, but I am also I giant pushover and this person knows it lol. They’re my friend so I don’t want to just stop talking to them, but they’ve been making me uncomfortable and don’t really listen to me. The first time I tried to tell them to stop I wasn’t firm about it at all and they just brushed it off and didn’t change their behaviour. I’m scared of ruining our friendship by making things awkward, and I’m worried my other friends in that friend group will think I’m being dramatic and not want to hang out with me anymore. How do I stand up for myself without people thinking I’m annoying???

[whereismyhat5678]

I’m so proud of you.

Do you know how proud of you I am?

I’m so proud that you’re here. I’m happy that you are still breathing; still existing in this world.

The most important thing to tell you, from my heart, is how much you mean to me. Although some may not know me irl, some may never know me irl, but I mean with the entirety of my heart that just knowing that you are somewhere, out there, on the same planet and same earth as me, I am thankful.

I would give anything to give you a hug. I would give anything to hear you laugh, to see you smile. I want you to be happy, I may not be able to physically do that (I don’t think I hold that power), but I just hope that with my words, they resonate with you in some way shape or form.

I love you. I love you so much, and I’m sure I’m not the only one who loves you.

Please keep going, please keep trying. I’m so proud of you for being here; and you’re doing great <:]

[nato-obenkrieger]

i hope all of my bmc mutuals think of me not only as your black suits mutual but as your slushpuppies and t4t riends mutual as well ❤️

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

I wonder if maybe, just maybe, in a better world, I could have been a better son to my parents

Where I’m not trans

And they never had to yell

And they never felt the need to punish me

And I never deserved it

Where I still felt as good about them as they say they feel about me

Where I was their golden boy they could really be proud of instead of this…wretched thing

I don’t know if he would still be me

But if that version of me is out there somewhere I hope he’s doing well

He deserves it. Better than I do anyways

[solitaireships]

Actually I’m going insane bcs what do you mean that since I let Wyll choose for himself what to do in the future and didn’t want Karlach to die, the ending of the game where I romanced and got engaged to Wyll focuses more on Karlach than it does him. What do you mean that I had double the opportunities to tell others about what I’ve been up to with Karlach than I have with Wyll. I knew the devs did not like Wyll or his fans but good lord. He doesn’t even get an ending to himself with the way things shook out

[dearpyramus]

would yall hate me if I took a break from casstober (and maybe even writing) for a bit? I haven’t gotten out of bed for hours I can’t do anything

[dolls-self-ships]

thinking abt that time I went off on a guy at the train station for loudly preaching that women should obey and serve their husbands and we got into a fight and how it made the guy I was with not want to see me anymore and to cope I am thinking about how Lucifer would’ve actually been so proud of me for doing so and admire how I stood up for myself and other women in that moment

[honeypleasejustkillme]

tw: slight ed thoughts

just turned to my best friend while high and said “promise me if i ever get into a coma you would remove my feeding tube so i become skinny” he looked at me with so much terror and said no.. guys,, i think i need a new best friend :((

[bbloveseevees]

God why am I like this

If nobody asks me to do something, I’ll most likely do it

BUT THE MOMENT PEOPLE START NAGGING ME ABOUT IT, MY BRAIN JUST GOES “Nope! You’re gonna stare at a blank screen for HOURS AND THEN FEEL TERRIFIED! :D”

I hate it here

[sammygender]

when i think too long abt gender i just feel sick…… i’m so serious when i say 90%~ of cishet men do not see women (or people they perceive as women) as people (& a lot of queer men dont either but that’s less related to my point). they might THINK they do and they might even be really close to some girls and they might be capable of seeing Some women as people but it’s still something that gets given out and taken away at will. given to their friends or sisters or cousins who they see in a nonromantic/nonsexual light (and even then only sometimes), taken away for women who reject them or women who sleep with them or date them or women who dislike them or women who like them too much or women who like sex or women who don’t. 90%~ of cishet men think they are in some way entitled to women, entitled to ‘the female body’, whether they’re perfectly nice and polite about it while they chat someone half their age up on the bus while she literally can’t get away or whether they’re violent and terrifying and aggressive. 🤔. sickening.