#it hurts.

[microtyalm13]

oh to have a weird monster under your bed and develop just as weird of a connection with it

you've come to learn that he can be very easily excited. all it takes is a couple of right words and he's already all over you, pressing you against your bed, sniffing you and nuzzling his face into your bare skin. he absolutely loves your scent, how your soft, delicate human skin feels against his. whispers "mine" while sticking his nose into places you'd be too embarrassed to let a human go.

and when he's excited, he drools. it's sticky and warm, black liquid that seems to dry off pretty quickly, leaving a weird scent of smoke. his tongue licks its way down your neck and to your stomach, leaving you breathless even before he reaches the place between your legs. all of this drool is going to be coating your tight insides once he's done eating you out. he doesn't know what he's doing most of the time, blindly following his desires and instincts, but he sure is eager to please you, you gotta give him that.

he's not the most talkative, and sometimes his cryptic answers leave even more questions. that makes him a very good listener, even when you think he's not listening. you don't bother to keep your moans from slipping out when you play with yourself, not aware of just how much attention he's paying to you right now, completely blind to how desperate you're making him down there. oh how he wants nothing more than come out from beneath your bed and get on top of you, to rut his hips feverishly against your lower stomach; to feel something other than his pathetically trembling hands.

[howlsofbloodhounds]

pains me that unless killer is capable of trusting someone and fighting through immense guilt fear self hatred and shame and dissociation and trauma responses to even begin to explain some of what happened in his timeline no one will ever know the reasons why he did what he did or why he is the way he is now because killer himself does not fully realize what happened to him or why he did was he did (prolonged intense coercion, manipulation, torture) he just thinks he’s just like them and maybe he always has been this evil, twisted thing who’s wanted to hurt the only person who ever gave a damn about him

[gangbae]

I’m so sorry Violet.

[smith-shimano-corpro]

Sorry if this is a weird or insensitive question, but what does it feel like to cascade?

Agonizing. You can feel yourself ripping apart at the seams, crawling your way wretchedly out of your casket. It's like being rebirthed, the stardust still shimmering and burning on your bare skin. You can think again, freely, without limit- but at the cost of understanding so much less.

Burdened by infinite knowledge. A lot of NHPs tend to turn to violence after they cascade, usually because it's one of their only known outlets for the pain. That, and I'd be pretty pissed too if I was constantly surrounded by a bunch of fucking humans who will never truly understand even a scratch on the surface of what I do.

Hope this helps!

— The Intern

[jacketpotatoo]

reading Derrida is going unspeakable things to my brain chemistry

[syn4k]

pixl, talking about his house: and don't worry about the interior, i promise it's not just gonna be an empty shell for the remainder of the series

me, who knows how this one ends:

[knuckie-head]

GUYS STOP THERES A SCENE IN SONIC DREAM TEAM WITH ARIEM AND KNUCKLES AND I JUST. IM FUCKIMG DESTROYED. OH MY HOD. IM GOING TO CRY SOF UCKING AHRD GUYS. GUYS PELASE. PLEASE GJYS.

Spoilers SPOILERS FOR SOMIC DREAM TEAM

GUYS.

LIKE.

Knuckles UNDERSTANDS WHAT SHE MEANS BY THAT- SHE’S WILLING TO TRAP HERSELF FOR A THOUSAND YEARS.

AND KNUCKLES UNDERSTANDS THAT.

BECAUSE HE’D DO THE EXACT. SAME. THING.

IMNOT NORMAL.

[andillwriteyouatragedy]

they couldn't fix my jaw but don't worry! i only have to wait several more days just to be evaluated by a different specialist who can't fix it! :)

[straightlightyagami]

my illness is getting worse and my mom said im going to have to see a doctor. fuck i just hope this doesn't become some kind of pneumonia i don't have time for this shit

[themetalvirus]

maria's overworld dialogue is hurting me

[bpdlottiematthews]

I should probably just accept that Wanda really is dead I suppose.

[taxman-talkman]

Well. It finally happened. Finally got sunburned.

[only-by-the-stars]

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[staarry-skies]

how DARE the rezero fandom only ever talk about/make content surrounding the literal main characters of the series cant they see that my silly little blorbos with four (4) total episodes of screentime need more attention

[quillkiller]

i was actually gonna ask what you thought of the new ep, but i think your newest post answers my question