#I’ll try to draw more
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Okay. I have a lot to explain. First:
Listen- I am REALLY sorry for not drawing a lot. For the last month (by this point it’s probably been a month), I’ve been really, really behind on drawing and TSAMS lore. I don’t really feel that I’m apart of the fandom anymore. I just lost all my energy to actually dedicate myself to the lore of the show. I feel exhausted. Plus, school isn’t helping. For the last two weeks it’s been kind of hard for me, I mean aside from my trip, but then I had to catch up on work then do 1 project. I had two tests today.
Art block is hitting hard and I hope you understand. I just feel like I want to draw, I have a lot of ideas, I just can never get a result I actually like. It’s a process of drawing and deleting all my progress. I feel like it’s either 1., I make too much art, which in turn exhausts me further, or 2., I don’t make art at all. I’ve just been lurking around Tumblr and going around, like “oh I’m so going to draw this”, but I’m realizing that I definitely do not have enough energy to draw anything TSBS right now.
My main focus at the moment is school and school only. I hope you understand this because I had a shit ton of late work I had to do from the days I missed while I was away (7 fucking pages), and I had to zoom through that, THEN I had the science test. I had my math test today and I did well and now I’m tired af. I just don’t feel like drawing in general, period. Coloring maybe, but I just have too many things to do OUTSIDE of drawing online on here. Basically this is just me taking a small break. I’m sorry that content may be slower on my account, but I feel like I need this or else I will eventually just actually pass out from the stress. No one did nothing wrong aside from me. I’m just torturing myself. My brain hurts and my sleep schedule is damaged. Planning events is NOT fun and every weekend, I seriously just want a break, but OH someone’s coming over or we’re doing something or we’re going somewhere. I seriously cannot take a break unless I have NOTHING TO DO, which is kind of impossible considering my mother’s plans.
I just don’t feel like drawing. I feel like I’m starting to sleep more early everyday. My mind is a mess. It hurts. It hurts.
I’m just so sorry about this. I hope you guys understand I may not be in the best mental state (even if I act like I’m not, and same at with school, @kiwikay3 …), and I don’t feel like drawing for a bit. Just expect me to give you updates once in a while and maybe that’s it. Just don’t expect a ton of content or doodles from me.
This problem has nothing to do with you guys, I just want you to know this and know what to expect from me from now on. I’ll catch up with all my art requests and things like that eventually, I just feel like school has taken a toll on me. On my health. But, just myself overall. I don’t want anyone to worry. I’ll probably be active less and less so it’s fine if you unfollow me or something because I feel like I’ve already failed you all, and I’ve already reached the peak of my art journey (mid-October or so). I’m so sorry but I feel like when I write these I just get so emotional and I can’t really describe any of it in words. I’m probably going to sleep after this before I actually start crying. I’m actually so annoyed and sad and I just feel so many emotions. My brother is not helping, because HE does not care about his physical health so me and my parents do instead.
Sorry. Thank you all.
I feel like I’m going to have a mental breakdown fuck i hate this
#TW vent#tsams#important#-#I just want you guys to know what’s going on#for now at least#I’ll probably be in a better mood later.#thank you and sorry.#I know this timing is pretty inconvenient#I’ll try to draw more#but I’m never satisfied#with how it turns out#so I delete it#and the cycle continues#and it’s like it starts melting my brain#I’m so stressed#I’m already crying oh my fucking god#i hate this#but I love you guys#I love you guys so much#thank you.#my brain hurts#it hurts#it hurts.#it hurts..#fuck#oh my god I need a break#I feel like shit#-kin
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Decision making
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille donato#senshi#laios touden#chilchuk tims#noodle doodle#haven’t been drawn lately because….ive been mostly gaming Gomen#I’ll try to draw more
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FNAF Vanny and Michael if they met as teens
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf vanny#fnaf vanessa#michael afton#security breach#fnaf 4#A good portion of folks wanted teen Michael and Vanny to meet#SO finally I delivered on that request 🩵#TBH it was really fun to draw them too#they kinda just match each other#Michael would definitely try and bully Vanny#but I wanna believe Vanny as a teen could talk back BAHA#So stunlocks him HFHFHH#they’d bump heads at first but I think they could be friends#they’d still pick on each other still though#they are both lonely kids with awful dads so they’d get each other#maybe I’ll draw more of them we’ll see
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But where have we come? And where shall we end?
#can you tell I was listening to the Over the Garden Wall soundtrack#lowkey inspired by those pumpkin people I did ages ago#I need to draw so bad this (modern) design degree absolutely fried my creativity#also procreate stop corrupting my files challenge#like it has to be cos my iPad is so low on storage but I was trying to draw something for a friend#and it was like What Drawing#trying to also draw more Autumn and Winter stuff!#I’ll hopefully be selling them at irl fairs this academic year#my art#illustration#autumn#fall#fall aesthetic#halloween#halloween aesthetic#halloween art#fall art#spooky aesthetic#pumpkin
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part 2 to this (turns out he never got around to showing someone that mind reading crystal)
(part 3)
#cropped so stupiddddd bc tumblr doesn’t allow enough images to add each panel on its own 😒😒😒😒#had to collage these together bruh aghhhh#whatever#part 2 is decidedly less silly#no more brushing off those thoughts with silliness stanley 😇#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#gravity falls fanart#my art#rystiart#i loveeee making terrible low quality art of ideas in my head#i keep saying i’ll draw something better eventually but let’s be real#need motivation first to do that 💀#anyway erm#the stwins have a bro moment#communication is not their strong suit but ford’s trying here
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Unrelenting showers of affection.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#da manfred#da rook#EmmRook#my art#small doodle tonight cos I’m very tired and the brain is zzzz#I try to take it a bit more chill during the weekends#so many ideas but not the energy as usual#Emmy deserves nice things#I’ll keep drawing till I eventually slow down
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Miss Belgium
#sorry for being so inactive apparently having a full time job doesn’t make depression go away#crazy shit#I wanna draw more Emma so I think I’ll at least try to in the sketchbook#hetalia#hws belgium#aph belgium
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They’re walking home <3
(Bonus under cut)
#sanders sides fanart#masx art#virgil sanders fanart#sanders sides#virgil sanders#janus sanders#deceit sanders#ts janus#tss virgil#ts sides#anxciet#anxceit#how is that spelled#Virgil is so fun to draw#sanders sides college au#if y’all like this au I’ll probably draw more#janus sanders fanart#also janus is judging someone’s outfit LMAO#virgil is NAUGHT paying any attention to that#he’s just trying to out one foot in front of the other
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Bearded Vulture drawing I did last year but forgor uhhh yahoo!
(On another note, thank you all for the kind words and support on my last post! I’m always a bit nervous about posting my art online and I’m very new to tumblr but so far the art community has been so sweet! Anyway, I’ll post more plierhead soon haha)
#bearded vulture#vulture#bird art#birds#avian#digital art#original art#artwork#stylized#procreate#digital drawing#art#avian art#bearded vulture art#character art#queer artist#i’ll try to be more active#and also post more OC art because holy moly. I have 3 novels and 1 comics worth of them.#HELP ME!#scandalous dirtcup art#my art#artists on tumblr
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_(>u<)/🩷\(O_ō)_
#resident evil 4#ashley graham#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#re4 remake#resident evil#scene Ashely#queue are lovely#lowkey hate this now but I wanna put at least one more thing out b4 my computer is gone for fixing so I touched up an older piece#I don’t care abt timeline this is whenever . 2006 or later EHO care sorry I just wanted to draw her in what I was seeing#as a kid who was into scene subculture ^_^ ismfof girl and breaking Benjamin boy#also we have water back finally after a month but no surprise it is not safe LOL deliver me … x.x#also so sorry I’ll try and me online now that things r slowly going back to normal. I keep saying that but I wanna make an effort to be#more happy and carefree 🧚♀️ love u all!
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i forgot that in the official art he has blue eyes
#chrome draws#GUESS WHO FINISHED TRIALS OF APOLLO!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!#I am trying to figure out how to draw him still#I need to mess with his hair and also his face more I think#Sigh ah well I’ll figure it out#hi the couple people who followed me for the one toa drawing I did if you are still here enjoy <333333#anyways tag time#trials of apollo#toa#pjo hoo toa#apollo pjo#lester papadopoulos
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Beach hunk
I found a good reference and couldn’t stop myself I hope you enjoy 😶
#my art#surfer sukuna is now a thing idc#i can’t stop drooling all over my ipad aaaaa#will definitely draw more surfer sukuna!!#i’ll try my best to learn how to draw the ocean and waves for that#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#jjk fanart
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Nick and Pearls
#still trying to figure out how I wanna draw Phoenix.. specifically his eyes it’s hard for me to get em right#I couldn’t stop imagining Phoenix carrying Pearl on his shoulders during the investigation.. she was too worried abt maya that she#couldnt sleep!! I think its sweet she wanted to help with the investigation and tagged along#i think I do better with the investigation parts since its more like putting clues together.. but I suck at the trials cuz its hard to#keep up with their train of thought like. sometimes I’ll KNOW how to answer but idk what the right piece of evidence is#and the penalties make it nerve wracking but I wanna see it get put together#like ‘how can I prove the suicide note is forged’ oh maybe I can use Celeste’s photo since she signed it.. that way u can#compare the handwriting on the note right#WRONG u present the suicide note. I got fucking dinged for that sigh#ace attorney#aa#Phoenix wright#pearl fey#art#doodles
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can you. Can you draw scrap baby. And molten Freddy. OMG NO YOU SHOULD TOTALLY DO MILLIE FROM THE BOOKS OMG!!! That would be lit. You know what else would be lit. More circus baby 🥺🙏
I have actually drawn scrap baby before!!
#ask reply#I’ll definitely draw the other characters soon too#FNAF JUST HAS a lot of characters#so it’ll probably take me years even to make art of them all#but I’ll definitely try 🔥🔥#MOLTEN Freddy I could do very soon though#again I’ve been meaning to draw more book characters#I think after ‘into the pit’ drops I can have more wiggle room#Charlie Emily though from the fourth closet I should do#she’s like the other protagonist along side the mikes and Vanessas#ID DRAW SCRAP BABY more#but she also got like a lot of detail going on BAHA#so I can only draw her sometimes#least baby herself is easy enough to draw#ALSO huge day for you but more circus baby is coming
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The circus is now DIGITAL!
#I should try drawing other characters#I’ve doodled Caine which I’ll share later when I have more to go with him#but this is what we’re REALLY here for!#they’re literally so fun to draw#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc fanart#fanart#tadc Pomni#tadc ragatha#pomni x ragatha#ragapom#buttonblossom#sketches#artists on tumblr#digital art#arty doodles#arty arts
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Day 1 of @heartsandsparksshipweek!
Drive-in/Freedom
Well, let’s just say Boulder’s got even more freedom to kiss Graham than he ever thought he could.
Felt like doing something more silly and cute today.
#transformers rescue bots#rescue bots#transformers#maccadam#graham burns#rb graham#rb boulder#tfrb boulder#boulgram#couple#human x alien#heartsandsparks#heartsandsparksshipweek#fandom event#my art#digital#should be able to squeeze in one more for shattered glass boulgram#we continue to be on the grind oh yeah#these new pencil brushes are nice to draw with might try using them for inking one day#(just noticed a mistake but I’ll change it once I’m up it’s 02:30am)
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