#so reality’s Not a Thing rn

[khaire-traveler]

I'm not gonna lie, I've been spending the whole day trying to be strong for others and trying my damnedest to focus on the positive aspects of the elections (first trans Congress member, first senate with two black women, etc.) and the blatant facts of the US political system (the fact that Trump, regardless of what he says, can't just do whatever he wants), but the more I interact with the hopelessness that my loved ones and others are feeling, the more I just find myself being slowly pulled into the void.

Nihilism is probably the worst trap to fall into at this time, and it's the hardest to avoid. It's vital that we don't allow ourselves to get sucked into it. But god damn, some people are just really convincing.

[meownotgood]

I'm going back to bed the moment I post this but I've been having a super rough and stressful night... so for whatever reason I went back to read some of the kind asks I've received since I saved a lot... some since the first time I started writing... and I got so emotional and just began sobbing haha.... I can't believe how lucky I am...... I love writing so much.........

[demigod-of-the-agni]

arcane got to me

featuring my boy kalki and him talking to his dashavatar predecessor, krishna. variants under cut.

also everyone say thank you to nasa for providing these beautiful star pictures, they saved lives (my life. i cannot draw stars)

[eggbagelz]

They invented a subculture for me it's called loserpunk

[your-pal-nebula]

That moment when you cannot tell if your feelings for someone are platonic, romantic, sexual or a secret fourth thing that transcends reality but it's even worse because it's with the guy who lives inside of your head

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

Hrsfgvdsfgbb not fine fic boys snuggles (zero danger present)

oh no… purple

I LOVE UR AUS AND ART SDGDGDFHFHJG ITS ALL SO LOVELY anyway ignore me aaaa

aaaa also royal au bc I love them

BITES YOU BITES YOU BITES YOU BITES YOU (AFFECTIONATELY)

GOING NUTS OVER SO MUCH GOOD STUFFS AAA THANK U ur art is so soft and comfy and good and i fuckign ADORE moon's lil expressive waggy hat oh my god i'd die for himmmmm there is so so so much perfection here,,..,,,. i would die for this and i would kill several men for u i love this thank u

'i smell platonic affection' oh my god theyre so stupid i love them

[bitchthefuck1]

you know what, I actually will talk about this because it's bothering me. The issue with focussing so heavily on syd and carmy's potential for a romantic relationship isn't that there's something inherently unintellectual about romance or whatever, it's that a lot of people seem incapable of doing that without immediately flattening the story and ignoring or intentionally misreading any and all nuance for the sake of that romance. Every scene suddenly becomes about how it impacts their relationship, every analysis is done through a romantic lens, every frame or line of dialogue becomes about finding some easter egg or hint that "proves" these people should start dating. Their dynamic is absolutely a fundamental part of this show, but if you can only see it as a will-they-won't-they, you miss so much of what the story is actually trying to say with these two.

There are good versions of this story where their relationship is romantic and there are good versions of this story where it isn't, but as soon as you decide them being together is "the point," you lose the ability to actually judge the story for what it is, not what you want it to be.

[candiid-caniine]

Um. I had... A fun time and i wanna share. If that is okay. So, like. I was edging with the showerhead, ya know, and i got... Soooo close. And it's like, kinda oversensitive torture cause i came like.... A lot earlier lol. But i wanted to end the night edged and unsatisfied. And to prove to myself thay i COULD be a good boy. You know? So i edged three times. The last one... Ugh, like. Genuinely. I was so out of it. I was soooo close. Mouth open and unable to make a single sound kind of out of it. I was about to cum, but in my head, i just imagined a dom telling me right at that moment that "No. You do not cum." And... Oh my god. My body listened. I didn't pull away, but it was like my whole body jerked and i was so far off the edge. Like it was GONE for a good few seconds. Until it finally started to creep back up. And then i pulled away right before i could reach like... A hard edge. And immediately said "fuck!" And started laughing. Because. Um. Holy fuck. That was... Wow. Just wow. I think I'm a little doomed. Especially if i ever get a dom that's just sadistic as i am.

ohhhhh my god this stage of denial is transcendent.

I miss it; i say this bc i've been doing it so long at this point that it's automatic now, but i remember very vividly the first time my subconscious and my body conspired against e to keep me from cumming.

the betrayal i felt. against MYSELF. it's almost more cruel than someone standing over you and telling you no. it's like your body and subconscious have accepted that this is your life now, but your conscious mind is still resisting, so theres that mismatch, that upset.

it's so hot. it's so horrible. it's how you know youve hit a point of no return: that no matter how often you go back to cumming after this, you'll never forget this. some small part of you will always doubt yourself as you come towards the edge. some tiny bit of your mind will be balking, waiting for permission.

i'm sorry, friend, but you're...you're ruined lol. it's only in a small way right now. there's no going back, but there's still a chance you can save yourself from becoming as pathetic as i am...

[exoscreamsoda]

its missing kaisoo hours..

kaisoo please come home... the kids miss you 😔

[greasydumbfuck]

also just for the record. no matter how much utterly stupid shit i say or draw about him, frank actually makes me so deeply sad. this old man should be picking up his grandkids but he cant. i think about him too much and im so sad

[ghostzzy]

sincerely half my brain is like “literally you’re going to be fine, you’re an adult, you’re capable of enforcing boundaries, it’s temporary, you can leave at any time” and half my brain is on fire screaming crying throwing up that this is the worst decision i’ve ever made in my life.

[cent-scratchnsniff]

doodle dump

[crossbackpoke-check]

the pics of morgan and joel are from travis sanheim's wedding this weekend!

^^^me experiencing the one-two knockout punch of “oh they WERE each other’s wedding date” followed by the realization that sanny finally got married 🥹😭 cheers indeed!!!

[nabaath-areng]

It's been so long since the last time I hallucinated that I forget how jumpy and skittish I get afterwards guhhhh

[schizowitchic]

regular ableist (boring): I think im gonna pass maths hehe im being soooooo delulu about this!!

me, schizophrenic (interesting): i have received divine revelations late at night that showed me how maths work so now i will pass my exam

(we are not the same) (i am clearly better)

[dimsilver]

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