#so guess what this is the opposite of that <3< /div>
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(BLLK) wherever u go i won't be far to follow
šš BLUE LOCK VARIOUS: LILLIES.
a/n: [fem!reader] GAIS GAIS GAIS dew we fw the bllk posts š¤¤it seems yes!!!!!! sorry for the tag !!@infpdoll @amelielovess for u<3
ā characters: chigiri, rin, bachira
part one ! ā” isagi, kunigami, nagi, reo
chigiri hyoma ; H.S.K.T - leehi, wonstein
can we imagine him sitting on the bathroom counter as you gently massage the jade roller across his face after a face mask. his hair is freshly washed (you brushed it 100 times on each side) so the room smells like peony and coconut, shower is foggy and little bits of his crimson baby hairs seeping out of his headband (ćĀ“š`ć) don't forget to kiss his forehead!!!!!!!!
gives the best?? massages???? maybe it's because of his high maintenance leg, used to doing it on himself so when you groan in pain after a scenic date, he most definitely wastes no time rubbing all the sore out of your legs
PEAK of his day is when he first wakes up and you guys brush your teeth next to each other, he knows sooner or later he'll be under your grasp as your thumb lightly rubs under his eye, rubbing away all excess sleep while your other hand runs through his hair.
secret kpop stan chigiri... totally not self-projecting HUH WHAT WHO SAID THAT what is a kpop stan uhm ! is a gg stan, gets defensive when someone discredits his faves and most DEFO a kiss of life (julie biased), le serrafim (sakura biased) and itzy (yuna biased) fan. probably owns a twt fan acc, i said what i said š„°
by the way, don't tell him you notice when blush graces his face when you delicately graze the side of your finger across his lashes.
rin itoshi ; soft spot - keshi
rin itoshi who goes completely quiet when it comes to you. not because he secretly doesn't like you or anything, but quite the opposite (=Ā“āļ½=) ! when he sees you, he's completely speechless and ends up staring at the girl who just stole his heart (for an uncomfortably large amount of time). when he sees almost anybody, he always has some sort of venom to spit but when he sees you, he can barely find any words for love š„¹
FACE MASK VICTIM NO.2 !!!!! lowkey flinches a little (affectionate) because he more used to the hot eye masks he gets at the convenience store, when the cold peach mask makes contact with his face, he gets a lil shiver nd' it's the cutest thing
idc how generic i sound HORROR MOVIE DATES!!!!!!!! i'm so here for horror nerd rin, i find it the cutest thing on earth and i just just just. waiter waiter one glass of rin please ! if you're scared (me), he tells you when there's a jump scare and covers your eyes when there's gore or when there's a freakazoid on screen
loves to sit in silence and play horror games too, whether it be the bathhouse, platform 8, as long as it's with you <3 secret valo/splatoon sweat
face scrunch when you push his bangs back n' give him a peck at the crown of his hair (;Ā“ā”ļ½)/! not a physically affectionate guy but with instincts as sharp as his you wonder why he just lets you pepper his face with kisses...
baby face.
bachira meguru ; never ever getting rid of me - waitress, the musical
HUGS FROM BEHIND!!!š„¹ puts his hands in front of your eyes and tells you to "guess who!!!" but not in a super senior way but more like a "y/nie y/nie guess who guess who!!!!!" way. he's such a cutie patoot i'm dead
music taste range is INSANNEEE biggest fan of babymetal, knows every lyric to hitorie or 2019 genre gacha sabrina carpenter die-hard, white girl radio enjoyer i don't make the rules (me too bachira, me too.)
LOCKS IN AT THE ARCADE (he hasn't won anything yet. key word YET!!). his attention span per machine is very limited but tries his absolute hardest into getting a plush he noticed your eyes wouldn't stray from and stays there for a while, persuaded he's guaranteed to get it. "look, look y/n!!! it's right there i'm sure i can get it. one more try?" same with gachapons. how can you not love this man
PDA lowkey isn't a thing and tackles you when he feels fit. loves to spin you around and does not give a damn if you have two left feet, an unconditional loverboy and is just the cutest (precious) (į“ĶĖ¬į“Ķ)ź¤.ļ¾
i am going to bake him into a cupcake.
matching absolutely everything!!! keychains, exchanged shoe laces, patches, bracelets. on the topic of fashion he love love loves when you wear things that are a little odd (this is for the fashion girlies) like mismatching tights, oddly coloured charms on necklaces and/or chunky glasses :3
finds minion facebook memes and laughs.
#bllk imagines#bllk x reader#blue lock#blue lock fluff#blue lock x reader#blue lock scenarios#bllk fluff#blue lock headcanons#bllk headcanons#blue lock imagines#chigiri x reader#rin x reader#bachira x reader#rin itoshi x reader#bachira meguru x reader#chigiri hyoma x reader
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well olly you know i'm obsessed with these so unforch you leave me no choice *cracks knuckles*
overall impression: very lovely and moody and spooky!! i kinda expected more blood-reds from devlin house but i should've known better, you wouldn't go for something that clichƩ. as always the shots you chose are SO good, love the combo of very dramatic shots with way more subtle ones!
gif 1: cindy my beloved!! oh my god i need to see edwin laughing like that. i need CHARLES to see edwin laughing like that! and niko is so precious, i love her and her green coat. speaking of! love the way she moves past the colour blocks and almost adds contrast to them until she reaches the green and basically blends in?? SUCH a cool effect. and i love the colours themselves, the green + goldish vibe is everything. the green in the shot is so dramatic that it's like a fun little puzzle to find the rest of the colours! and then you realise, oh wait, that's the majority of the picture. ceiling, chairs, cabinet, niko and cindy's hair. and cindy being represented by the colour palette, drawing her undeniably into the picture because she can actually be seen by everyone around her, the opposite of ghostly, is SO cool. and then the contrast of the bright (blueish?) white?? the way it contrasts so much with niko's coat that at first i couldn't see where you got it from, only when niko moves back it blends perfectly into the window in the background?? olly you are a GENIUS
gif 2: JENNY JENNY JENNY! this is a wild one because it's such a mundane part of the scene and yet i can't stop looking at the dramatic colouring. SHE!!! also the colours you chose feel very similar to the jenny gif from ep1, which, to be clear, i mean SO positively. i love that it ties them together! also something something jenny in her black clothes being surrounded by so much colour as symbolism to what crystal and niko bring to her life. brb crying
gif 3: HI SPOOKY SHOT OF ALL TIME ššš one of those dramatic ones i NEVER want to look away from. loveeeeeee the red-orange reflections on them, the purple of crystal's coat, the blue of edwin's shirt. also getting into the symbolism again but the way most of the colours are drawn from crystal and the background (even the blue is present in her grey shirt/jacket/whatever that is) and it makes the boys feel even more ghostly. ESPECIALLY CHARLES?? WHO ONLY RECEIVES RED BACKLIGHTING?? AND SPENDS THE EP GRAPPLING WITH HIS OWN HELPLESSNESS?? THE ONLY ONE UNTOUCHED BY BLUE (AKA SYMBOLIC OF HEAVEN)?? I'M MAKING MYSELF SICK WITH THIS OH GOD
gif 4: SUCH a lovely little shot! the blues from edwin's outfit, the greenish-gray i'm guessing from the stripes (very nice and subtle, love the choice to emphasise them!), the white from his shirt. and then BAM, gold for the bracelet of homosexuality. but even then it's a very subtle colour choice for it, i can see some of the background is the same colour, even the darker parts of edwin's shirt cuffs. it's like you, via the palette, are helping him hide the bracelet and. i'm just in love
gif 5: monty!! the return of niko's green coat!! love the cool (ha!) colours, mixed in with the warmer browns. the blue is so subtle in monty's plaid shirt (and the port townsend sign if i'm not mistaken?) the brown/burgundy in monty's scarf and shirt and the trees in the background really draws it all together! plus the green in both niko's coat and the trees' leaves! also interesting to see here the colours you didn't choose for the palette, like the white of niko's hair and monty's books. not to get too deep into it but it feels like a sign that it's not niko monty's trying to connect to, even though edwin isn't even in the frame! and the darker brown feels sort of similar to edwin's coat but that might just be grasping at straws lmao
gif 6: OH DEVLIN HOUSE WE'RE REALLY IN IT NOW. obsessed with the way you subverted expectations with the devlin house being so blue and monotone, vs how we tend to read it as this dramatic high-stakes situation with so much blood spilled. again with the symbolism but it feels like it speaks so much more to the nature of the thirty-year (!!!) loop and how to the victims of it it's not dramatic but just the same cycle they can't get out of. over and over and over. and crystal and charles' expressions in this one OUGH. crystal trying immediately to find a way to help, to free these women, and charles is seeing his worst nightmare and trying desperately to suppress it. again, charles' helplessness represented by none of his colours making it onto the palette, even though his shirt is still pretty red. his hero colour is represented only as its worst in this house
gif 7: can i just say. obsessed with the parallels of the last two gifs, showing the pre- and post-devlin house feelings? at first i thought this one was from the end of ep3, after gif 8, but just from seeing charles and crystal's interaction it's obviously not OUGH. love the wide shot of them (and the cinematography lessons!! the focus falloff at the top. i am Looking), the greens of the trees and the brown of the leaves and the purple of crystal's coat (ooh and the sign!). some of the purple even seems to come across in charles' jacket! and the blue of the statue also being in edwin and charles' socks and crystal's shirt. it ties them all together in a way that contrasts so much with the effect devlin house has in breaking them apart. forever emotional about ittttt
gif 8: AND FINAL SHOT. devlin house is over (or is it??) the colours nearly blending in with the background and then contrasted against charles' coat. i'd say SYMBOLISM but i'm sure you're sick of hearing it by now lmaooo. the bright lights in the background are SO striking. and the green??? the way it reflects so dramatically against the orange specifically on edwin's face??? i know that's not death's light shining on them but it sure is interesting how often edwin is the one bathed in that colour of light.......... also this might be a reach but the way crystal's jacket/hoodie/whatever seems to be a similar shade of green-grey, tying her and edwin together as having found common ground in the devlin house, vs charles again being the least represented by the colour palette -- devlin house might be over but he still feels helpless. i'm sure nothing bad will come of that!
i'd say i can never be normal about this but you already know that. love this, love you, thank you forever for blessing us with your gorgeous gifs!!!
Dead Boy DetectivesĀ (2024) 1.03 āĀ The Case of the Devlin HouseĀ (insp)
#dbda#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#crystal palace#niko sasaki#jenny green#monty finch#monty the crow#colour palettes#colour palette#olly's STUNNING GIFS#i meant to write gif commentary and somehow it all turned into symbolism. how did that happen
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Consort Thor meets Crown Prince Loki of Jotunheim
(is this a series now? i think it is)
#I wanted to play off of arranged marriage tropes I see very often in this fandom#specifically about how Loki is so often half naked#and Thor is like fully clothed#and also how itās always Loki thatās the consort#so guess what this is the opposite of that <3#Thor is the half naked one covered in gold xoxo#thor#thorki#my art#should I make a tag for the consort au???#consort thor au (because he deserves to wear gold)
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you ever think about how MK never gets a chance to really define himself?
#had this thought while driving home#like he barely even gets any chance to place some identity other than monkie kid and delivery boy bc he always gets interrupted#every villain has their own preconceived notion on who and what he is#Demon Bull family saw him as a ālittle thiefā and ānoodle boyā#Spider Queen called him junior or something????#Macky even told MK that he is nothing w/o the staff. He also projected a lot of his anger with swk to MK bc he saw a lot of similarities#LBD did one better and shattered his own self worth by feeding into his insecurities and trying to mold him into her pawn (champion? will w#ever know what she wanted and why she wanted Mac to capture mk and swk???? what was their role that she wanted them to play???)#Azure even tries to assert his own perceptions on MK in the special and oh boy how he snaps back (š„° so satisfying)#āOh thereās nothing mindless about meā¦friendā <- one of the rare times MK puts his foot down when other try to assume what he is#I betchu s5 will focus on MK grappling with his identity bc we laid some foundations he is ok with acknowledging it#But actually processing what this meant for him? I have a guess that he wants to avoid that#And the ironic part is that swk (if he knew which I think so) is now the one trying to get MK to communicate his thoughts and feelings#Itās swk who warned MK about the dangers of hiding or avoiding huge issues like having a giant & powerful monkey form#bc swk has spent like the past 3 seasons doing the opposite of what heās preaching to MK at the special (this is why i love him heās trying#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk mk#lmk qi xiaotian#qi xiaotian
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I've been thinking a lot about how Rook's reunion with his former mentor, Zara, is going to go, and since I can't predict what the DM is going to have her do or say, I can only dwell on what I know is going to happen. Which happens to include taking off the illusion ring that's been hiding his injuries from her. So have a snippet of the description I have planned for that moment:
tw for description of (mostly healed) injuries
He hesitates, twisting a ring on his finger. Looking at it more closely, she can tell itās very finely crafted, and must have been very expensive. A large emerald is set into the band. Rook sighs, and pulls the ring off his finger in one quick motion.Ā Immediately sheās struck by the difference in his appearance as the illusion melts away. He looks awful. His warm, healthy skin fades to a dull and sickly grey. Thereās huge bags under his deeply sunken eyes, and his cheeks are hollowed, as though they have been carved out by an overeager sculptor. He looks like heās recently risen from the grave.Ā While he was thin before, now she can see his ribs under the skin, and his collarbones are exaggeratedly pronounce. Thin white lines left by dozens upon dozens of recently healed cuts are scattered across his body. On top of that, faded bruises cover most of his visible skin, a mottled mosaic of purple and yellow. Theyāre clearly days, maybe weeks old, and she can only begin to imagine what they must have looked like when fresh. Bandages are barely visible under his shirt, wrapping around his back, hinting at even more injuries.
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd writing#oc: Rook#oc: Zara#Poor Zara.#she's gonna feel so fucking guilty about everything that's happened to him in the last 3 years even though it's not her fault.#yes she pissed off Wolf but she had no way of knowing Wolf would go after Rook instead of her.#(I don't even know what she did to piss off Wolf. That's the Big Reveal that's going to happen when Rook sees her again.)#but yeah. Seeing him like this and knowing/thinking that it's because of her actions... it's going to destroy her and that kills me.#I don't know what she did but I *do* know that she never intended for Rook to get hurt. She loves him too much for that.#but Rook could never blame her for anything. He'd forgive her just about anything. And that will probably only make her feel worse.#Rook and his mentors will never ever fail to fuck me up big time.#his undying devotion and naive faith in them which is such a stark contrast to his usual distrust of people.#and it gets him hurt every time even though the don't *mean* to hurt him. But Sigmar's case was definitely much more malicious than Zara's.#this reunion is going to be such a huge turning point for Rook's character and his personal development as a character.#well really it's a combination of things all happening at once that are going to be the turning point.#1) the fact that the party rescued him from Wolf which has literally no other explanation than that they love him and care about him.#2) seeing Zara again and finally getting that closure that he never got three years ago plus being to reestablish the most important#relationship in his entire life. Plus she's just a good influence on him all-around a much-needed source of support after Sigmar's betrayal#3) getting gifted the Tide Breaker (Zara's old ship) and having to learn some responsibility for once in his life will be very good for him#and I guess you could also say that 4) my temporary character Val talking some sense into him has something to do with it lmao.#but we'll see how this all plays out bc while I know these things are going to happen they technically haven't happened yet.#I'm not gonna RP the conversation between Rook and Val bc it would just be me talking to myself for a long time but I am gonna write it up#when we get to that point so I can show it to the DM so he knows what they talked about. Plus it will be a very fun exercise bc Val was#literally designed to be Rook's opposite in just about every way. They're very wise and responsible and Rook is a reckless idiot.#(but I love him anyways.)#So it's gonna be fun to balance writing both of them in the same conversation.#anyways. these tags are SO FUCKING LONG already. If you read this far I'm giving you your favorite dessert and a hug if you want it.#and also pledging you my undying allegiance for life. <3
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Political ruminations
When Trump lost the Iowa caucuses to Ted Cruz, he said it was rigged. During the 2016 debates (and later the 2020 and 2024 debates) he announced his intention to accept results only if he was victorious in advance -- words right out of his mouth. Then when he won the electoral college against Hillary Clinton he said that actually it was rigged and he won the popular vote too. Then when he lost to Joe Biden he said it was rigged and he tried to launch a coup.
Leaving aside the electoral strategic wisdom of calling Trump a threat to democracy publicly, I have to ask: if it's hyperbolic to call Trump a threat to democracy, in what case, if any, would it not be hyperbolic?
Does it require saying, in almost these exact words, "democracy is the improper procedure for selecting government authority. Government authority should reside in ministers appointed by an Islamic shura council composed of the most devout imams / the right hereditary bloodlines descended from the Scottish Stuart dynasty / a caste of wise philosophers / etc?"
Does it require forsaking elections entirely and launching an armed rebellion, declaring oneself the legitimate government regardless of popular will or existing law?
I guess my questions are:
1) Is there such a thing as a threat to democracy?
2) If so, what's the threshold for qualifying as one? (Why?)
3) Which side of that threshold is Donald Trump on in your view? (Why?)
Cards on the table: I think Trump crosses the threshold as a threat to democracy since he has repeatedly insisted that elections are only valid if he wins, and also attempted to overturn election results that went against him. I do not believe explicit disavowal of democracy is necessary to be anti-democratic. (North Korea is officially called the Democratic People's Republic of Korea.)
I agree that it's an uncomfortable that in our two party system, you can end up saying "the other guy is an threat to democracy, so the only way to preserve democracy is to vote for our guy." It would have been easier to stomach if we could have credibly said something like, "The Republican nominee this year is an threat to democracy, but the Democrat, the Green, and the Libertarian all respect democracy." That said, the two party system is a nigh-inevitable result of first-past-the-post voting. Perhaps neither major party is enthusiastic about about weakening the duopoly, but AFAICT the Republicans have been the most strongly opposed to reforms that might reduce the two-party system's grip, such as opposition to ranked-choice voting.
So if the Republican party nominates someone who keeps saying elections are invalid unless he wins, and has a prior record of trying to overturn elections when he loses, and the Democrats are the only opposition with a reasonable chance of defeating him, what is someone who is concerned about preserving democracy supposed to do?
Bringing back some old points but campaigning about how voting for the opposition is the "end of democracy" makes you end up in a situation where democracy is already dead, you have no way to express dissatisfaction with the current government so it already feels like you already live in a one-party state. People just won't accept that.
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Mine is soooooo contradictory, itās fascinating. He prioritizes long term gains to such an effect he got ousted from his R&D job because of it but blows money to an outrageous degree in the short time of Yakuza 3 and his justification for it is that heāll make up the money later. (Wonāt exactly matter if you bankrupt NOW, now will it huh?) His primary goal is to find someone who values people over cash and once he finds that in Daigo he criticizes him for the naĆÆve perspective saying that he should focus on the interests of the Clan as a whole and not on third, unrelated, parties (Kiryu). In his rooftop speech he makes a point that he wouldnāt have spent all of Yakuza 3 trying to keep a hold over the Tojo Clan if Daigo hadnāt āfailedā him. Meaning that up to the events of the game Mine had been living proof of his answer by following Daigo through and through WHILE (if we count RGGO) continuously advocating for a āClan first people laterā approach. Heās actually his own worst enemy. Just a constant self sabotage of what he wants versus what he believes is best.
#yakuza#mine yoshitaka#yakuza 3#skyspeaks#rgg#not to say that he wasnāt sorta right about it all#it mightāve partly been jealousy too but he was right about separating from Kiryu esp when it was weakening Daigoās control over the Clan#but Daigoās relationship to Kiryu does source from what Mine values and honors in Daigo so damn much. itās the same stuff.#I guess thatās why he jumps to his destructive conclusionā¦ because itās too good to be true and because bonds between people arenāt always#enough. he needs to find a middle ground#yes love isnāt enough his affection/admiration/love for Daigo is what will kill him in the end in a roundabout way#but love is also what kept him alive up until that point#he needs therapy and the opposite of black and white thinking#I WILL fix him#through character analysis
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hello did you know that giraffes are 30 times more likely to be hit by lightning than people? I just learned that. I think its because they're so high up
I was going to send this on anon but you have that option off and I am not a coward so I'm sending it anyways
damn i knew choosing to be tall when i was born was a mistake šŖ that sucks though bc people deserve to be hit by lightning way more. we can all live in treehouses to up our chances maybe.
(if you were on anon i feel like i wouldnāt have guessed it was you because the fagus i know isnāt a coward <3)
#notmyfagus#ask#animal facts i guess#iām not double checking this i am putting all of my faith in you#confĆo en ti completamente ļæ½ļæ½#<- guy who no confĆa en nadie completamente pero es demasiado perezoso for a 2 second google#yougle#āyougleā was so funny#dnp#love that in so many couples they get into fights over#āyou shouldnāt have to google what i tell you you should just trust i know what iām talking aboutā#and dnp are just the complete opposite#like pls do google things actually especially when itās āhow do batteries workā youāre both so so stupid <3#stop trusting each other and reliable sources of information#one of you ate superglue and the other brought home a cabbage when you asked for lettuce neither of you should be trusted to know things#this got out of hand#te quiero fagus#yeet my deet#yeet my deenp
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#day 4 on bupropion#i need to vent. bc today was mostly decent. cause at least i could control my emotions and not cry at every little thing#but ended just as badly as i was feeling yesterday. i feel rly sad rn#when im productive i feel great but when im trying to relax? i feel like i need to find something productive to do immediately.#its like i need to do everything but i have no desire to do anything#im like. lying in bed at 2 am grieving my hyperfixations hard. been crying for the past 3 hours#bc i just cant sit down and enjoy anything without feeling like im forcing myself. and i already miss feeling things when i play video game#idk if i can do the 4-6 weeks of this before side effects normalize. everyone says it gets better#and even that is making me feel guilty bc it took me this long to get help and i already want to quit on my first week#i have an appointment with my dr on friday but fuck. the last 3 nights have felt like weeks. its so hard falling asleep.#it really doesn't help that this med is making me. stupid. i have about 10 seconds worth of memory before the thought is deleted#literally forgetting what i'm talking about midway through a sentence#but hey. at least my memory is so bad i cant remember what i did today and overthink every action. i guess.#and maybe tmi. but my libido is gone... like completely nonexistent now#some people literally take this shit to help w a low libido!!! but for me it is doing the exact opposite!!! what is wrong with my body#and to top it off i can't drink even a half cup of coffee without panic attacks. i miss iced coffee already :(#cant enjoy shit anymore and my adhd feels 10 times worse than it did before bc i can't sit still to save my life.#anyway im yapping so much but i need to because im feeling so alone#some side affects im getting r common and manageable but some are pretty uncommon and its hard finding anyone who relates...
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i once saw someone contrast miko.fuu by claiming that f.uutaās individualistic while mi.koto is not, but i would argue that miko is the one who puts himself first in his mind in most situationsā¦ā¦.??? ?
#lem text#š§Æ cue-to-cue <3#šļø#LIKE OK OK I KNOW THE WHOLE THING THAT PUSHED MIKO TO MURDER IN THE FIRST PLACE WAS LETTING HIMSELF BE USED BY OTHER PEOPLE#but LIKE in the grand scheme of things he was always doing all of it for his *own* future benefit. right. YāKNOW#he ACKNOWLEDGES that his job is harmful to him but goes along w/ whateverās asked of him with HIS career in mind . yaknow .#even when he worries about being a burden itās more about his own pride & value of independence right??? yes???#f.uuta is also tricky because like. sheās Unable to fit in easily so she acts the opposite n pretends to be independent and uncaring#but all of her actions were; at their core; driven by her want for community? yes??#LIKE the First thing she does in mlgrm is try to rally everyone together to try and escape and sheās shut down so she becomes distant#liek ātake the timeline convo with k.azui where he gives f.uuta a bank robbery scenario and asks what sheād do#the exchange is obv meant to communicate āooo f.uuta is reckless and acts without thinkingā#BUT she says sheād try to take down the culprit *to protect everyone else* even if she wasnāt entirely sure it was safe#see if miko was in that situation heād Run FNDKDN heād be thinking about his own safety!!!!#they both try to connect with others in mlgrm; you CAN see that miko DOES enjoy being around the others but he also expresses-#multiple times that he also views it as ways to make liek. networking connections. and he acts polite and friendly for reputationās sake#he IS a RIDICULOUS people-pleaser to the point where it RUINS his LIFE but he was doing it for his dream yaknow.#āall i did was dreamā āmy life wasnāt supposed to turn out this wayā blabla you understand are u seeing what i mean#i guess an important detail is that heās prioritizing his *future* self instead of his *present* self but it is still himself#obviously theyāre very complex characters and cannot be fit into black-n-white boxes of āDoes Things For Other People/Does Things For Selfā#but i think itās important to see that mikoās actions are not one-to-one indicative of his mindset. or something. YOU GET IT? QUESTION MARK#anyway good morning EHFKNZ <33 shaking these two around at top speeds.
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Reading up on the people on my election ballot and there's some combination of "can ANYONE tell me what their policies actually are???" (Specifically with the smaller offices) VS "Oh, so YOU'RE the reason why Indiana has an abortion ban! Duly noted!"
#speculation nation#there are 4 indiana justices with retention up for a vote (on my ballot at least) and 3 of them signed the abortion ban shit.#so guess who im going to vote against retention for :]#i know theyre not policy makers in the same way that the governer or whatever is#technically theyre just there to make judgement calls about what the law actually Is.#but. But. that doesnt change the fact that theyre the ones that signed the abortion ban into place.#So What if they didnt make the policy themselves? they still chose to steamroll opposition and put into place a ban from the early 1800s#indiana is among the 16 worst states for abortion now. thanks to these assholes.#And So. well apparently indiana's never successfully voted against retention for any of its justices#but Why Not Start Now? im fuckin pissed. a lot of people are fuckin pissed. and these 3 justices have got to go.#we dont get to vote for who takes their places but at least they MIGHT be justices that are willing to hear us out.#and regardless. i want to get back at them for it. :] so even if they Technically did their jobs. i want them Out.#anyways i went looking at the representatives and senate seats and the democratic nominees seem fine.#some of the smaller offices dont have democrats running. just republican or libertarian.#dear god help me im gonna be voting for a republican this election. just one.#specifically bc it's an office that doesnt have anything to do with politics. and the guy running against her seems uhhhh#like he really doesnt care for the position?? he just wanted to put libertarians in more view.#so im like. ok for this one we really should have the person who's already got experience with the job and actually Cares about it.#for some of the other ones... god i dont know. these were the ones who were awful about listing their policies.#might just not touch the county school shit at all. theres Nothing on these people online and i have no direct stake in this#man. many things to think about. i still got some time b4 im voting but i wanna be prepared.
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#i am only typing this because im tired and feeling more loosey goosey than i usually would i guess#but ive just been debating something for a while now#so basically i used to just openly talk about like. everything on this blog but then due to a multitude of reasons#i stopped posting about certain things 1. because irl people found my blog and probably still could if they Really tried#2. because i didnt want to post about certain things and have absolutely anyone know shit about me#like as much as it can feel like a cosy wee community. just me and my mutuals <3 etc. its like. actually the fucking internet djdbdjdhdhjdh#anyways whats prompting me to type all this is that i used to post kinda negative stuff on here i guess you could say. like just my feelings#and shit. but i stopped because i want this to be a positive blog and i do feel like you can manifest shit you know? if i constantly reblog#posts where im like āi feel worthless and i am a piece of shitā that isnt helping anything you know? i think what really hammered it home#for me is when i saw a mutual rb something from me like that and it made me so sad tbh. because like. no youre not. youre amazing and ily#you know? anyways. overall i think it has been a decision for the best and i enjoy that my blog has become a more positive space. but i#do sometimes just feel like im kind of going the opposite direction where i act a certain way when im really just. feeling crap.#like all the time. idk maybe tumblr isnt the place for it but it used to be my outlet you know? and i have other things like my diary and#art and even a sideblog lmao. but i guess i do just mourn my whole self not being on this blog. idk what im trying to say by all this#is it this deep? am i thinking about this way too much lmao. idk. idk.#le text post
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bedtime nowww probably ummm today qas not what i wanted it 2 be but its fine. i dont feel negative just a very very very numb day which is almost worse. but only almost š
#i did get thr laundry done didnt fold it didnt take a shower#so thatll hopefuly be tmrw#i hope im able to do an activity with somebody tmrw.... the kids will be back at school so umm. no risk of weeman asking for my laptop in#the morning. or maybe me n lamp could play aa... idk#i feel like such a loser i go 1 day without bothering my family and im like wahhh im lonely. Can you shut up ..... we r better than this.#but wtvr. thats also a mean thought and i shouldnt be idolizing the way i lived last year. We were taking spongebaths and eating#1 bowl of soup a day crying ourselves to sleep every night and literally going weeks on end wo talking to our loved ones. so why am i like#We need to go back ! well i know why its bc i cant just let myself heal and move on bc of my stupid complex#and tbf i was very efficient back then. i ws able to do my spongebaths at least every 3 days and i did my laundry every week right on#schedule and i had a job....all it took was literally not being a person in any meaningful way FJFNGJGN. idk#it was very simple. its still very simple perhaps simpler (#no job) but instead i just feel guilty i guess. sbt everything#which i ws doing last year but again i was too out of it to rly dwell. i just cried at work a lot abt it#but now its like. i dont have a job to go to to focus on. my interests/hobbies can only distract me for a few days maximum b4 they become#nothing 2 me. and then im just back in limbo again and it feels pointless#and even when its a 'good' phase of something actually keeping me distracted from everything its like. not. all it does is ruin my sleep#schedule again yk. ik im literally the timeloop guy so u think id loveee Everyday being exactly the same over and over and over but well i#dont. bc they arent actually the same day theyre just reminders that everything does keep fucking going but im stuck. which is the opposite#of what i want. and what id have if the beautiful timeloop would simply rescue me. wtvr tho.... she doesnt even know i exist š„#little joke. IDK. like i said its better ig than having a truly miserable day but. man. i wish everything was better#i ws gonna say like it used to be but. yk. ive been depressed since i was like 7 its not like. idk. i wish i was born different and i wish#my head worked and i wish none of it had evrr happened. but itis ok. i cant think of a funny cutesy alternative to put here so we will just#say nothing. yay
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Song of the Day: March 26
"Songs About Rain" by Gary Allan
#song of the day#you might think that this is the opposite of 'Groovy Little Summer Song' but nope! closer to same because (drumroll)#they are one of the very best categories of thing: Country Songs About Country Songs#I love them. I adore them#'Songs About Rain' is one of the strongest and best examples of type I have (also 'Cheatin Songs' by Midland. impeccable)#'and it sure ain't easin my pain / all these songs like / Rainy Night in Georgia / Kentucky Rain#Here Comes That Rainy Day Feelin Again / Blues Eyes Cryin in the Early Mornin Rain#they go on and on and there's no two the same / oh it would be easy to blame / all these songs about rain'#what a gift. what a delight. legitimately hard to sing this song in a mournful voice because it makes me so damn happy#anyway as you might glean from how this is posting at 3 pm my time: my sleep schedule is /fucked/#I did have part of the bad conversation with my boss on Monday (immediately followed by garden times#which so overtook me that I spoke only about the garden and good spring feeling in my song post. what a blessing the garden is)#but mostly what happened is I said 'hey it is technically possible for me to make this but it will not help it will not do anything useful'#and my boss said 'but you can make it' and I said 'yes but we shouldn't. it will be a waste of time' and she said 'make it by Thursday'#and I said 'I absolutely cannot make it by Thursday. if I finish instead this better thing I've already been working on--'#and she said 'no we don't care about that thing. make part of the useless thing. by Thursday morning'#and I said 'if I bring you part of the useless thing and part of the good thing and I directly compare them in front of you--'#and she said 'we'll look at whatever you have Thursday morning but it's the useless thing we care about'#so the meeting is scheduled and I'm going to plead for the life of my better thing and probably the best I'll get is permission to do both#which is. I mean the useless thing is going to be a time-waster for sure but at least it won't be actively detrimental to anything?#it'll be fine I'll make it be fine. the inherent problems of when your boss doesn't actually know what you do for them I guess :/#(also maybe. maybe if it comes down to it. maybe I'll just make the good thing for myself and use it to make my own life better#and someday maybe they'll ask for a project that works and then I'll be able to dramatically unveil it but either way I'll benefit from it#hmm maybe yeah)
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a few of you asked for progress pictures on the pants adventure alsdkfs so Iām still in the early stages but hereās an update! below the cut for length
basically Iām mimicking a pair of pants I bought (or attempting to mimick them at least) because theyāre super comfy and I love the leg style, these are the first wide straight legged pants Iāve owned I think? idk why I didnāt get a pair sooner
thereās no rhyme or reason to why Iām picking this project now it just happened, and who am I to understand how my mind works. so update 1 I guess? all pieces are cut! (except the elastic but shh).
I donāt have enough of a single fabric to make a uniform pair of pants but thatās okay because I like to do a fun version of whatever Iām making the first time I make it, and usually these end up being wear-at-home versions but sometimes they actually work. so weāre doing some color blocking! itās going to be charcoal on the left side and an olive-y green on the right side, so with the colors and because of the tear texture in the fabric Iām thinking of them as halloween pants!
the colors show up very overexposed on my phone camera but hereās what the texture looks like up close and overall, and the pile of all cut pieces (tumblr is doing a weird crop but the pictures show more if you click) yes I shouldnāt store knit pieces this way but Iām going to bc Iāll be hopefully sewing it up within a few days. the charcoal really is pretty dark, and even the green is medium dark even though it doesnāt look like it
idk how much of the process you want vs just status update but? I cut all the pieces from green first then just mirrored them on the charcoal. it ended up being a pretty good use for this amount of fabric, I just have a few medium size scraps left over
the biggest piece is the back leg, smaller one is the front. plus curved slash pockets bc I can :) I was too tired to figure out which layer will have the curve on the pocket pieces so Iāll trim the extra when I sew it lol
also!! hereās the fabric I wish I had enough of to just make the full pants out of but I only have enough for 3 of the 4 big pieces Iād need. again my camera isnāt great (itās much darker in person, a bit on the darker navy side) but I feel like I could have gotten away with comfy work pants with this one:
so thatās the pants update! pretty sure this is the first sewing thing Iāve posted on here so hooray for firsts
#is this too big of an update? too small? what are you guys interested in knowing aslkdfjs#if anyone wants to know specific parts of how things are constructed let me know! the pockets will be the hardest part I think#also I *may* have cut them the opposite way from what i intended but there are 3-4 solutions I'm picking between so it will be okay#anyway so excited for more high waisted long wide pants!!! why did no one tell me they were comfy I could have been wearing these for years#oh guess I need a sewing tag too now alskdjf#sewing adventures#personal#oh also pictures are showing up side by side on mobile but not desktop? weird and sorry for the very lengthy post on desktop lol
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Ask Game! :D
You know what. I wanna play this game and I think y'all like my opinions tm so leave me a character in the asks box and I'll tell you something I think about them! No Mother 3 NPCs though because goodness I don't know enough about them until I actually scrounge up the mental capacity to continue Mother 3 past Chapter 1. Thank you. I know you love Mixolydia, but I can't report much on her. Go nuts with 'absolute rando from Mother 1' though. :]
#not a finding#ask game#headcanon#i am the polar opposite of clark twothpaste (hi shout out)#he'll tell you about mother 3 minor character 27 and i can do that for mother 1 character 45#you either a mother 1 and 2 enjoyer or a mother 2 and 3 enjoyer round these parts from what i've seen#and you've probably guessed im 1 and 2 so far#ill play mother 3 one day i prommy (sad face)
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