#she wants to give me hugs so much
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Two moods
1) queer queer queer
2) BIG METAL PROTECT TINY THING
#they over lap sometimes#sometimes the big metal destroy to protect#sometime it just vibing in the picture with implied violence#sometimes the metal covered queers who will be kissing#once the stabbing is out of their systems#when your so sleepy you can’t draw the ideas in your head so you make a sketch that you Pray makes sense to tomorrow me#anyway back to music while I get ready for sleep#guys I have the best baby sister#she wants to give me hugs so much#and asks where I am all the time#and thinks anyone with long wavy hair is me#I would kill for her#normally I don’t wanna hurt but if you hurt any of my siblings you’re fucking dead#a kid was mean to one of my sisters and I had to tame the beast that wanted to pick him up and throw him#like no she can handle this and be mature don’t be a freak who gets sent to jail#I also think the kid will grow up too but like#there’s moments of a beast
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What I love about Toph the most (besides being arguably the funniest cutest bamf on the show) is she's the best at what she does because she's blind, NOT despite it.
There's this narrative in real life of "overcoming your disability!" and "not letting it stop you!" that irks me, because people's disabilities DO stop them sometimes. Being on sand, swimming, and flying are disorienting and awful for her.
But being blind helps her be connected to the earth in ways people with average vision can't be, like the badgermoles who originated the art and taught her directly. Her blindness is part of why she's the greatest earthbender of her generation, if not the greatest ever.
And that just makes me happy.
#avatar the last airbender#atla#toph beifong#disability#she's so much like my little sister I want to give her a hug and fistfight her at the same time#wouldn't go well for me but the big sibling impulse is too strong
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hi guys im into rainworld now
#anzu says shit#rain world#looks to the moon#looks to the moon rain world#SHE IS MAKING ME SO ILL!!! I LOVE HER SO MUCH /plat#IT IS AGONIZING THAT HER PLUSHIE IS OUT OF STOCK I WANT TO HAVE IT SO BADLY SO I CAN GIVE IT A BAJILLION HUGS AND TUCK IT IN AT NIGHT#SHE DESERVES THE WORLD I LOVE YOU MOON
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"At a time when my life felt scattered and incomplete, the fantasy world of The Parent Trap, and the warm and maternal presence of Chessy, provided me with a dream of gluing the pieces of it together. The film, though not explicitly queer, still provides a sort of utopia of queer acceptance, connection and love. [...] Some days I still think that maybe all I need is a hug from Lisa Ann Walter and I will be all right." - Michael Elias (x)
Lisa Ann Walter as Chessy in The Parent Trap (1998)
#chessy#lisa ann walter#the parent trap#filmgifs#filmedit#my gifs#i love her so so much#she'll always be my comfort character#and oh gOD i'd kill to get a hug from Lisa she seems like she gives great hugs#she could fix me#also my GOD making these gave me a headache because of the colors i'm never giffing old movies again LOL#also tomorrow we go back to Melissa posts at night it's already up and ready on the queue didn't want to post two gifsets so close together#notsosecretlyalesbian.gifs#notsosecretlyalesbian.law.gifs#notsosecretlyalesbian
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And for the holidays I give you memes! Memes everywhere!
I hope that all of you are having a wonderful time, but if not, I at least hope these silly doodles brought you a little joy!
I'm going to keep this short and sweet today, so to round this of: These doodles are based off of the fanfic Apex Polarity, which is written by the lovely @naffeclipse and Eclipse' design is based off of @themeeplord 's fantastic design!
And as a bonus, you will find an alteration and a bunch of Yeti slogans/puns under the cut:
and if you're wondering why I made so many gd yeti puns, it was for michael's mug. You gotta have some fitting and funny slogan for all mugs. Btw If any of you know some good yeti slogans and/or puns, please call me, I've been struggling.
Michael; local cryptid believer, but not cryptid enjoyer
Vanessa; POLAR BEARS
Eclipse; I'm having the best time of my life! :D
Y/n; I'm having A TIME :')
#apex polarity#polar!y/n#polar!vanessa#polar!michael#polar!eclipse#orca!eclipse#dca#dca au#OK! Here comes the obligatory extra thoughts section- from top to bottom order- GO!!!#BEHOLD!: is the will smith meme- but it's also kind of a reference to the “BEHOLD- a man!” joke but- you know- in reverse :P#also if you wondering why Y/n is kind of T-posing- it's the 'I have too many layers of clothes so I'm sort of T-posing' pose#I love drawing them like that XD#and also I'm giving them a little sass- you know- as a treat 💅❇️#NDA: I love michael. He's been through shit and is trying so hard to keep everyone safe-#and for that I want to give him a break and a hug :')#POLAR BEARS: I know and you know and SHE knows *nods knowingly* polar bears XD#Me and the bad bitch: this fits so well with polar!y/n but it would be an even better fit for hare!y/n XD#my pronouns: Sorry Y/n- eclipse will like you no matter the gender- so you're stuck! Good luck! XD#Yeti puns: OK so Michael knows sirens exists right?#So I was thinking that he's probably a cryptid believer- but not so much a cryptid enjoyer#So I was trying to make a mug slogan that was kind of both#but that was HARD- so in the end I picked just a pure and very simple yeti pun for his mug#the 'Yeti? Not on my watch!' ties back to michael believeing in cryptids- but not liking them#so yes- my headcanon is he will send cryptids to Uno hell if possible#at 'yeti spagetti!' I was grasping at straws- NOTHING RHYMES WITH YETI EXCEPT SPAGETTI!! Also yes-#spagetti is misspelled and I'm going to keep misspelling it because why tf is there an H in the word spagetti? NAY I SAY!! *GASP* ok done!#again I hope all of you are doing well in these times#and I'm sorry for being so late in saying this naff (got caught up in the holiday prep)- but I hope you're feeling better now! Ik how#stressful it can be around the holidays- but I hope this cheered you up and that you'll get to relax after chirstmas!#NOW I NEED TO STOP BECAUSE I'VE REACHED THE TAG LIMIT- happy holidays everyone and hope you have a good one!
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Do you ever think about how pets only live like 12-17 years, which is NOTHING, and somehow you're lucky enough to coincide and share those ≈15 years with your very own specific kitty or doggy? How wonderful is that. Out of the entire history of time, they're only here for a few years, and we have the honor to be there with them
#god its been over a week. im literally in shambles. thought i was doing 'better'#cause i didnt cry for like 3 days but now its happening again and i miss her so much#i miss her so much what i wouldnt give to hug her and give her a little treat#or hell even take her out to pee at 3 am#or be annoyed by her barking at 6 am because she wants company and my mom left#or give her her medicine which WAS SO HARD TO GIVE HER OMG#or give her the physiotherapy that the vet recommended literally the day before she died that we never got to really do on her#other than that very night#god i miss my baby so much :( she was a mixed dog#prominent type was chihuahua but god knows what other combinations were there#she was so unique literally never seen a dog like that ever anywhere#precisely bc god knows what combination of dog races she was#oh my baby :(#animal death#pet death#pet grief#she was with me since i was 8 years old#and now im 24#i cant imagine never seeing her again ever again :(#please come back baby 😭
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guess what
yeah. that's what
#KAFKAAAAAAAAAAAA 🥹🥹🥹🥹 I'VE WANTED HER FOREVER.....#i was so conflicted going for feixiao because. i've wanted kafka forever. but i ended up loving feixiao soososososo much..#turns out all that fretting was for nothing i forgot this game loves me fsr and i got both without too much of a headache lmfao#SHE'S SO LOVELYYYYY AAUGH i want to like. hug her. idk. i think she'd give good hugs#now to not build her or feixiao for several weeks because i wasted all my shit on yunli and i need to wait for it to replenish 👍🏾#at least my yunli hits like a fucking bomb now
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Hiii just popping out to say thank you for feeding my sagau reader x furina brainroot by small interactions in "Even the Gods bleed." (Sorry if I wrote it incorrectly, I didn't get proper sleep.)
They way reader tugged at Furina's cheek— hell yeah your Grace I understand you.
i am always down to feed other furina enjoyers. at some point i need to give furi her own solo fic with reader but i know im gonna make it like triple the length of everything else..favoritism at its finest!! and proud of it. furina gets priority in everything.
#asks#anon#stares at my pending package. i bought a $55 furina plush i am Dedicated#if no one else got me i know i do. self indulgent furina/reader is my new specialty#i think abt pre/post archon quest furina all the time like#pre aq shes still very bubbly and dramatic but internally her anxiety is 10x WORSE bc now she has to compete#with ACTUAL archons on earning your favor and shes probably had 16 breakdowns in the span of 3 days over it#please give her a hug and reassure her she is like a cat w seperation anxiety sitting at the door waiting for u to come home#post aq shes a lot more mellowed out but also. once again. worse!!!!#because now she cant even say shes the hydro archon and have an excuse to be allowed to see you whenever she wants#shes just. a human now. so she kinda resigns herself to just never getting to see you again except maybe in passing#once again Please Give Her A Hug SHE DESERVES IT 💔#sorry i ranted too much um. runs.#never ask me abt furina sagau i think abt it too much#dont know if ill be continuing the series unfortunately so no more furina on that front uhh. oops.
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I've been thinking a lot about how Rook's reunion with his former mentor, Zara, is going to go, and since I can't predict what the DM is going to have her do or say, I can only dwell on what I know is going to happen. Which happens to include taking off the illusion ring that's been hiding his injuries from her. So have a snippet of the description I have planned for that moment:
tw for description of (mostly healed) injuries
He hesitates, twisting a ring on his finger. Looking at it more closely, she can tell it’s very finely crafted, and must have been very expensive. A large emerald is set into the band. Rook sighs, and pulls the ring off his finger in one quick motion. Immediately she’s struck by the difference in his appearance as the illusion melts away. He looks awful. His warm, healthy skin fades to a dull and sickly grey. There’s huge bags under his deeply sunken eyes, and his cheeks are hollowed, as though they have been carved out by an overeager sculptor. He looks like he’s recently risen from the grave. While he was thin before, now she can see his ribs under the skin, and his collarbones are exaggeratedly pronounce. Thin white lines left by dozens upon dozens of recently healed cuts are scattered across his body. On top of that, faded bruises cover most of his visible skin, a mottled mosaic of purple and yellow. They’re clearly days, maybe weeks old, and she can only begin to imagine what they must have looked like when fresh. Bandages are barely visible under his shirt, wrapping around his back, hinting at even more injuries.
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd writing#oc: Rook#oc: Zara#Poor Zara.#she's gonna feel so fucking guilty about everything that's happened to him in the last 3 years even though it's not her fault.#yes she pissed off Wolf but she had no way of knowing Wolf would go after Rook instead of her.#(I don't even know what she did to piss off Wolf. That's the Big Reveal that's going to happen when Rook sees her again.)#but yeah. Seeing him like this and knowing/thinking that it's because of her actions... it's going to destroy her and that kills me.#I don't know what she did but I *do* know that she never intended for Rook to get hurt. She loves him too much for that.#but Rook could never blame her for anything. He'd forgive her just about anything. And that will probably only make her feel worse.#Rook and his mentors will never ever fail to fuck me up big time.#his undying devotion and naive faith in them which is such a stark contrast to his usual distrust of people.#and it gets him hurt every time even though the don't *mean* to hurt him. But Sigmar's case was definitely much more malicious than Zara's.#this reunion is going to be such a huge turning point for Rook's character and his personal development as a character.#well really it's a combination of things all happening at once that are going to be the turning point.#1) the fact that the party rescued him from Wolf which has literally no other explanation than that they love him and care about him.#2) seeing Zara again and finally getting that closure that he never got three years ago plus being to reestablish the most important#relationship in his entire life. Plus she's just a good influence on him all-around a much-needed source of support after Sigmar's betrayal#3) getting gifted the Tide Breaker (Zara's old ship) and having to learn some responsibility for once in his life will be very good for him#and I guess you could also say that 4) my temporary character Val talking some sense into him has something to do with it lmao.#but we'll see how this all plays out bc while I know these things are going to happen they technically haven't happened yet.#I'm not gonna RP the conversation between Rook and Val bc it would just be me talking to myself for a long time but I am gonna write it up#when we get to that point so I can show it to the DM so he knows what they talked about. Plus it will be a very fun exercise bc Val was#literally designed to be Rook's opposite in just about every way. They're very wise and responsible and Rook is a reckless idiot.#(but I love him anyways.)#So it's gonna be fun to balance writing both of them in the same conversation.#anyways. these tags are SO FUCKING LONG already. If you read this far I'm giving you your favorite dessert and a hug if you want it.#and also pledging you my undying allegiance for life. <3
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Love the song you posted! And love that it's entirely possible that Dorothy loves it since she def would've heard it, and a lot of the songs she likes in canon are older. How did you come across it
I know, right?? It's so sweet, I adore it!!
I was looking for some 1940s songs for a personal project of mine a while back, and when I stumbled into this little gem I was immediately reminded of Dorothy. There's something about the general atmosphere of the song, that wistful dream-like quality it has, that just *screams* Dorothy to me. We all know she's got a somewhat rough, disillusioned exterior, but she's a big softie at heart -- she doesn't believe she'll ever get that dream-like romance, but she still yearns for it! She just wants the chance to give all the love she's capable of giving to someone who will give it back to her!!
And I mean -- look at those lyrics!!
I can see No matter how near you'll be You'll never belong to me But I can dream, can't I?
I'm aware My heart is a sad affair There's much disillusion there But I can dream, can't I?
Can't I adore you? Although we are oceans apart I can't make you open your heart But I can dream, can't I?
I feel like this applies both to young!Dorothy and the early stages of her marriage and to canon!Dorothy and her general attitude towards love (*especially*, but not only, in the context of the Golden Wives).
This has been talked about extensively on here, so I'm really not saying anything new, but it's pretty clear that Dorothy did do her best to be a loving wife to Stan, during their 38 years together. Whether this is because she actually loved him or because she felt that it was her duty to be a good wife to him can be debated (personally I feel like it's a bit of a mixture of the two, if that makes sense), but I think it's canon that she went above and beyond for him. Even just the fact that she stayed with him for 38 years through cheating, lying, horrible mistreatment, financial issues, etc etc is proof enough that she really did whatever she could to love him, imho -- and all of this without ever being loved back. There's several moments in the series where Stan shows a modicum of decency and she all but melts because of it (see e.g. S4E10 Stan Takes A Wife), and you can just tell that she's been surviving on these crumbs for all her life, hoping and praying that this time, surely, it will last. I can't make you open your heart, but I can dream, can't I? Yeah.
And then -- canon!Dorothy. She's obviously disillusioned when it comes to life in general and love specifically; she puts herself out there, and she can be pretty impulsive at times (her reaction to John Neretti in S6E22 What A Difference A Date Makes never fails to make me laugh), but she has the hardest time believing that good things will last. Her heart is a sad affair. Take for example what she says to Glen in S1E14 That Was No Lady:
"You know, every time you tell me you love me, I turn around to see who you're talking to. I can't believe it."
That's an underlying theme every time she has a serious relationship with someone she likes: she can't believe it's happening. Is that any wonder, considering the marriage she lived through?
Finally -- the Golden Wives. Or any Dorothy ship that involves one of the other Girls, really. All of my points above still stand, and there's the added complexity of Dorothy grappling with her sexuality and being certain that Rose and/or Blanche couldn't possibly love her back, no matter how close they are as friends. Because -- of course they couldn't! They both had husbands they loved with all their hearts! They both have active and vibrant love lives with men! And she's just Dorothy -- tired, sad, Dorothy, always too tall and too brash and not feminine enough and just not enough to be loved back. What could the other Girls find in her? No matter how near you'll be, you'll never belong to me. But she's Dorothy, she's a bleeding heart, and so she can't help but dream, in the hidden corners of her soul. You get what I mean?
Oh, anon, I'm sorry -- this turned into a bit of a ramble, but I just love this song so much and I think it fits Dorothy so well!! Add to this the fact that it came out in 1949 (canonically the year she married Stan) and it all becomes even more painful to me :') I wouldn't be surprised if she had a soft spot for this song!
#i'm so glad you liked it!! i really enjoy this kind of 40s-50s song by harmonizing female trios/quartets#and this one really was an instant fav#oh dorothy... i just want to give her a big hug...#the fact that she managed to keep her soft nature under all those barriers is crazy to me. she could have turned into a bitter old gal#she could have killed the sweet young girl at the center of her being#and instead she armored up in every way she could -- but her core is still there.#that 17yo girl she had to leave behind is still there at the center of her being and she just wants to love and be loved and i have to stop#here because i'll cry excuse me#i just love her so much ;-; she deserved so much better!!!#and i'm so happy that she got to find love and companionship after her divorce!!! she deserves all the love in the world!!!#a big part of me is still mad at the writers bc they decided to tear her away from her wives and ma bc you KNOW she didn't want to go!!!#the golden girls#golden wives#dorothy zbornak#ask
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I went by the dance team's practice today (I was invited by the coach, I'm not THAT weirdo) and when the senior captain saw me she fully burst into tears so I also cried.
I miss these kids a lot.
#personal#i miss coaching so much#the new coach randomly texted me their practice schedule for this week#so i went because i've been getting a lot of texts from the kids#i got texts from three of them about a week and a half ago within 10 minutes begging me to come back and it's breaking my heart#but the senior captain has been MY kid since she was a freshman#there are very few people i would have a two minute hug with lol but she's like my kid#i do appreciate that the new coach let us have our moment though and didn't get upset about it#i think she's trying to use me as an olive branch to the returning kids#especially the captain of the team#i've been trying to make it very clear to the kids that reach out that it's not their job to ask me to be involved#and i love that they want me there#but i know that the coach is not the most thrilled about the fact that they do want me there#if she asks me for help i will be more than happy to give it#i just have more boundaries with her than i did with the previous coach for lots of reasons#the obvious being the prev coach is my best friend#but also i'm not just going to keep offering my help if she doesn't take me up on it#so her reaching out this week was good even if it feels weird#the vibes are OFF i don't know
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finished the new archon quest
#omfg i never thought an archon quest would be able to top sumeru but genshin proved me wrong#and i am glad it did fr bc that was the best archon quest i've ever experienced#i AM SAD#IDK WHAT TO FEEL#it was absolute perfection and i have no words!!!#furina has my whole heart i love her soooooooooo much#i might just have to pull for her fr bc i absolutely adored her and i admire her tenacity and willpower#to be able to play a fckn role for 500 years without shitting herself... i applaud and commend she deserves all the happiness in the world#i loved it so much i'm upset i wasn't able to get neuvillete#i love furina so much like yall pls understand i want to give her a big fat hug fr#the way the events played out perfectly to reveal this grand storyline#i love how it was just so satisfying. all the questions answered (fontaine lore) and the climax#+ buildup was absolutely gorgeous#focalors is a badass i love her so much#i love this archon quest sm bro i will NEVER shut up abt jt#genshin impact#archon quest 4.2#genshin impact 4.2#furina#focalors#nuevillette#navia#traveler#childe#archon quest
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drawing them kissing is a very special type of therapy for me and i don't know why
#rain world#rw lifeline#rw lilypad#rw#no significant harassment#looks to the moon#i keep imagining that after a while nsh stops being super rowdy n over the top to “impress” her#n instead of him flaring up n getting all flustered in her company (he absolutely still would just not CONSTANTLY)#he relaxes when shes around n it calms his nerves#and also hed probably make a lot of bad flirts at her and AUURRRGG IT WOUDL BE SO SUPER CUTE.#and also i think the way they hug compliments each other cus i imagine moon likes to give big embraces over the shoulders#and nsh prefers giving low hugs without too much squeeze#but he would defo hold her tighter if he wanted her to stay in his arms me thinks . giggles#my brain hasnt shut up about them whatsoever i need what they have NOOWWW#sorry for rambling in the tags a lot im insane
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Brb gonna go throw hands with a goddess 👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻
#i chose “seek her forgiveness” bc I want him to find a cure quickly#and what she has to say is such bullshit omgggg#*now* he needs the truth. so she knew this whole time and just. didn't tell him?#and it just breaks my heart how he responds to her#my last playthrough I chose “don't give anything away”#and it feels so much healthier bc he's like “you had no right to ask that of me”#anyway. Gale needs a hug#bg3#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#gale of waterdeep
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feel trapped
#I don't like her like that anymore#I can't like her like that#she asked if we could kiss once I said sure and found out I don't have feelings for her in the way she likes me#But she's not letting me end things 😭#Then she gets all sad#Cries#And the guilt I feel is so shit#Another thing is that I can't fucking handle physical touch and she won't understand#It's her main love language and it's not even in the top of mine#There are whole weeks where I cannot be touched without feeling burnt or like I'm going to throw up or like I want to rip the skin off#My flesh my bones#But she can't fucking understand why#I've explained everything to her and she just fucking forgets#Like the shit I go through is nothing#I do still give her hugs and shit but she's all like “are you mad at me” “do you hate me” when j physically can't touch her#I've explained it to her time and time again and she just fucking forgets#And even worse they all expect me to feel OK with touch again by the end of the day#That's not how it works#Like asking me 29 times a day “are u OK with touch can I hug you” and I have to deny them every time because i don't want to vomit on them#And it makes me feel like shit for denying them#They look all upset like I've denied them a basic aspect to friendship I'm sorry it sounds rude#But it's not a necessity#Especially if you can receive that kind of affection from other members of the friend group more regularly than me#There's so much more that makes the bile rise to my throat#But I just#Feel done#I don't want to talk to any of them anymore#Especially her#It suffocates me#And i can't be around people who make me feel trapped
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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun
#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much#anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events#ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people#or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know#ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD#welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on#surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like#yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part#to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably#not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day#yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name#this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this#and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it#and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly#but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me#or shown me much physical affection#my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on#but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while#ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit#i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart#then getting some footing#then it falling apart again#okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD#hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good#damn i gotta use that more#welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol
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