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Got inspired by this post by @montypng to collect(infodump) all my little thoughts about the girl so here you go. Spoilers for ttlotfk comic ahead.
She’s such a tragic character to me. First of all. She has no name?? Like she lived with the Fab Four for however long and there’s no way they’d just fucking call her ‘the girl’ unless it was like. A placeholder until they found out who she is or until she chose her own killjoy name. But still theyd have a nickname for her like motorbaby which I usually have them call her in anything I write. But motorbaby is also just a general zone term so what then. Anyway I propose one of them nicknamed her Starchild or Stargirl because of how much she looked like Jet Star and it stuck.
Anyway before the Fab Four fall, despite living in what is essentially a postapocalyptic desert and definitely facing hardships she was always happy go lucky, was too young to realize how shitty life can be yet, especially because the Fab Four did their best protecting her from all the scary things. Then she was captured and the fabulous four died and it definitely all set in at once. Maybe she was confused by the concept of them being gone at first but it didn’t take long for her to feel truly scared for the first time. Scared, hopeless, lost. She didn’t know what to do without them so she ran off. And somehow she survived until the comics came around and she’s what? Sixteen? And at some point she realized that the Fab Four sacrificed themselves just for her and she feels like she doesn’t deserve it. Four lives for one? What kind of bullshit was that. From the age she was old enough to understand that she’s had that guilt and anger festering inside her and she’s hated herself while also growing to hate them for sacrificing themselves for her, while simultaneously grieving and loving and idolizing them because despite the stupid way they died they were her family.
But she’d hate herself for that and she’d hate herself for running away, both on the day they were killed- even though she was a little kid and couldn’t have done anything and would’ve died too if she fought to stay with them- and after, when they got back to the zones and she ran away from Cherri and the others that rescued her. She hates herself for abandoning them even though she didn’t really do that, they live on through her but she doesn’t accept that until long after she goes kaboom.
And that one scene in the comic, when she’s with Cherri and he’s collecting the fab four’s things, she says she can’t remember their faces anymore. She knows of her mother but the Fab Four were the only family she ever really knew, and now she’s gone and forgotten them. she can only remember whisps of them now, bloody last words, scars and hair color. She hates herself for this, too. In her mind, not only did they die for her, but she’s failed them and she’s forgotten them, she’s just a homeless nobody teen barely surviving that can’t even shoot a gun. She doesn’t know who the Fab Four are anymore and she doesn’t know who she is at all.
Then she finds a remnant of party poison, that mask, and buys it because it’s something familiar, something from them she can hang on to when she has nothing else, hardly even memories. Then Val Velocity comes along(I hate him sooo fucking much but he has so much headcanon potential it’s horrible really) and they clash from the start but they’re also one in the same, angry clueless kids that want to bring back something that died years ago. And Val is an asshole, nothing like the faint memories she has of Party Poison, and she hates him and the way he’s spitting on Poison’s legacy rubs her the wrong way because however much she agrees with him that they were stupid for sacrificing themselves for her, a nobody kid that really shouldn’t have survived this long, she wont let her family’s memory be abused like Val is doing, so she sticks around for a chance to do or say something to get him to stop. But then he also looks like Party, and his face is beginning to fill in those gaps in her memory because he has the hair and he’s wearing the mask but that will never be Poison’s face, and she hates him for that too, for beginning to taint even her own memory.
Then she finds out what she is. That she’s nothing but a weapon, that she was placed where she was on purpose and watched her whole life and that she’s not a person, not to bli. But she sees the chance she has, a chance to fix things, to finally honor that sacrifice. That’s why they did it, because of what she was, what she could do. Not four lives for one, four lives to end a war. Not that she wanted that either, she’d rather all four of them still be alive and fighting than dead and the desert have peace. But she needs to honor that sacrifice, to make it worth it, so she goes to the city to end it all. And she fully expects to die. She’s been told she’s a bomb and so she expects to explode, for her life force to somehow do something. She thinks she’s giving her life to save the world just like the Fab Four did all that time ago and she thinks that maybe she’ll get to see them again now, because she fulfilled her purpose as a bomb, as a weapon. She saved the world, she’ll get to see them and she’ll deserve to.
But then she goes off and she’s still standing. And party’s mask is back in her hands and the city is free and what now? She did what she was meant to do, what was her purpose now? She still has no family, the Fab Four are still gone, Cherri and Doctor D are gone now too and they were the closest thing she had left to family. And maybe her mother somehow returns maybe she doesn’t. Either way, for a while she’s truly and completely alone, purpose fulfilled and a little less guilt ridden, but not really.
Eventually she accepts that she’s a good thing, that nothing was her fault and there’s nothing that she doesn’t deserve, that the Fab Four didn’t give their lives to save a weapon but to save her, their kid, because whether she’d end the war or not, even if she was completely ordinary, she was their kid and they couldn’t just let bli take her. She didn’t get to choose what happened to her but they did, and they chose to give her a chance to live, something she’d never have if she stayed stuck in the city. They had already lived and loved and just wanted her to have that too, with or without them.
She accepts all that one day, but it takes a while.
#she is sooo depressed#I’ve got a fic in my drafts that deals with all of this and more#my chemical romance#danger days#ttlotfk#mcr danger days#mcr#the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#the fabulous killjoys#the fabulous four#danger days headcanons#killjoy headcanons#corvidscrap#the girl posting#boomstick posting
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parents are funny the way they want you to be open and honest with them, supposedly, but when you are, it leads to some fucking confrontation that didn’t need to happen, and when that happens, it leads to something you weren’t ready to say coming out, then being coaxed out into a still very much controlled held-back version of describing your lifelong experience feeling shame for existing the way you do and not being “easy” or as good as like, your little sister, academically, or as capable of masking as anyone else, and THAT carefully worded recall of just the natural fucking feelings of growing up in a frankly abusive household, resulting in.. oh, sorry, YOUR FATHER crying as if he wasnt just trying to gaslight you into thinking he didnt tell you the other day to Improve Yourself As A Person (right before the conversation about his mother entering hospice so now guess who can’t fucking mourn without associating it with that!) and that he instead was saying Improve Your Situation
and then he like catches you like visibly dissociating, comments, you try and put it in very simple words what just happened (in the same manner you have pointed out every other little thing he does to invalidate your feelings, or as he’d put it, “your feelings” yes using air quotes) and he suddenly is a fucking Psychology Scholar And Didn’t Need You To Explain What The Defense Mechanism Even Was and oh then also admitting to doing harm in the past, saying he had apologized (wonder why i dont remember), your mother(actual psychology minor) getting all “i’m sorry you feel that way” and also after a long ass tangent about there being a difference between “shamed” and “ashamed” as if you didn’t mean the word you say, a thing you did make very clear, ONCE AGAIN FUCKING CRYING ABOUT YOU BEING OPEN AND HONEST FOR ONCE AND TELLING THEM THEY HURT YOU
#its been. a wild fucking semester so far#oh and then also my fucking brother saying it’s like he doesnt have a sibling and i dont give a shit Sooo Much that i made my father cry#respectfully i fucking held the thing that would actually ruin him back.#because i did a fucking interview with his mother years ago for a class#and she talked about the way her mother treated her#when he first found out i was like. violently depressed as a teen#he drew the mental parallel of his mother getting hospitalized#for shit her fuckinf mother caused.#he cannot comprehend the pain he causes.#by all means my morher can comprehend what she does. she just. does she give a shit actually? lol#i feel for him. right now. in his grief process#but the fucking audacity to see me exercising autonomy and telling them they fucking traumatized me basically#AND COLLECTIVELY CONTINUINF TO USE THE FUCKING ABUSE TACTICS#im sure he was crying genuinely. but if i cry it is never genuine to them it feels#so.#yeah.#i havent been on tumblr i had a experiment thing for a class on social media breaks even though. lol. mental health? isolation??#but like. i think just the process of realizing wwwwhy we are the way we are#so immensely fucked up#its been a lot#its just. fucking sad i got forced into THIS conversation prematurely#but my fucking bad for trusting my mother i guess#vent#vent tw#anyway i was gonna push therapy back a week but. oooooooooweeeeee
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re2 and re4 leon when gf hides her other eye because her hair grows too fast: "that is perfectly fine and valid and i will support ur decision of hiding your pretty eye. :)"
re6 leon when gf hides her other eye because her hair grows too fast: "cut that shit off NOW... please, i said please."
#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#resident evil#re6#yumeship#selfship#self ship#self insert#oc x canon#yumejoshi#my art#puppy love ✧#re6 leon is so goofy i mean hes depressed too all the leons are but hes sooo goofy and silly i love him#re6 leon is still sweet i just think hes more comfortable in the relationship so he acts a little more selfish bc he feels like he can yay!#it takes him a while to even build up to that point where he feels like he can be selfish without feeling guilty but i think he can!! just-#-give him some time and love and assurance!! all the leon's are so sweet and kind#also leon getting to see re4 yure makes him so ecstatic because hes like#oh shes sooo cute.... i mean my yure is cute too but-#-all yures are cute to me.. i want to treat her well. make her as happy as i can when i couldnt back then. (bc re4 leon is um. well u know)#anyway sorry for the rambling i love leon#2023
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#i told my friend i would go to a con with her in december and paid for my portion already but i kept getting super depressed thinking about#going to the con#and i mainly said yes because she has bad social anxiety and i wanted to support her#but i went to a con with one of my other friends a while ago and i am totally out of it#mentally and emotionally when it comes to anything fandom related. exept anime con but that's because i like seeing ppls costumes.#it's like i am a ghost of myself.#also i have expenses that keep piling up and i was like 'even if i don't get the whole refund i would rather have the money than go#on a trip just to be miserable'#so i kept putting it off but then i was like 'well i need to tell her at least a month before or else that is going to be really bad'#so i told her last night that things came up and i couldn't go (things is work/needing to save my money). like i know i already paid for it#but my partner is having a hard time making rent and i am having a hard time keeping a job so...#and i haven't told her any of this i just said 'things came up'#so she was naturally quite upset with me and said she “didn't give a shit if [i] lose money” but would pay me back for the con tickets#and the flight#like... she has always been brutally honest and (maybe?) autistic-coded so i tried not to let it get to me. i totally get being upset#and i am somewhat bothered with myself that i even said yes in the first place & then went back on it/waited so long to decide#but also i didn't expect to be paying my partner's half of the rent for a few months sooo.....#yeah#at least i will get half back and then i don't have to worry about asking for time off if i get a secondary job soon which i definitely nee#vent#delete later#tw financial issues
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sooooooooo i have pcod
#hahahahaha#im so annoyed but also so relieved#like this explains the monthly suicidal thoughts lol#sonography was so weird and ticklish and the lady as soon as i unbuttoned my pants she put a tissue paper in my underwear#it was sooo weird lol i was inappropriately thinking of that stand up comedy by swati sachdeva#when she's like she went to a mall and the lady ekdum mast sahi se check kar rahi thi haath se and she was like. arey. ye toh accha lag rah#hai. mera ho gaya? nahi nahi aur karo 😏😏😏#also the doctor wants me to stop eating kachra. like ma'am please. that's my emotional support maggi chinese pancakes cake kurkure balaji#you know i think i might have an eating disorder. or like just borderline. with the depression and all. like sometimes some symptoms match#and im like oh fuck 😐#this is really unfair btw god come on now it's high time give me some happiness so it fixes my mental health and hence my eating habits#and hence my health like come on help me out here ☹️☹️☹️☹️
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reference sheet for my girl bohemian <33[>n<] I’ve been working on her for over a year and i am very proud of her. she has more outfits + uncensored ver and info about her which is shown underneath the cut below :]
she’s a beastie living on a planet called Harpy-X9000 (otherwise just known as harpy). beasties are humanoid-anthropomorphic beings that evolved to have both human and animal attributes- bohemian is particular is a tiger/goat hybrid! many beasties can be hybrids of different species or just a singular specie.
additional info: Bohemian’s a full time immortal sun deity beasty and a part time guitarist for the band Zolar Eclipze!! she lives in the city Østen and makes money by the shows her band plays in town. despite knowing the other band members, she chooses to stay in her own apartment where she can be by herself and doesn’t have to worry about disturbing anyone else (up until she gets some new roommates!!). She spends her time writing sheet music for her guitar so she can play protection spells for the sun.
though I didn’t add them, she carries earbuds or anything that can play music with her at all times. silence can be understimulating, so having something in the background and jewelry to fidget with helps her stay alert. through the flashy exterior, she often struggles with burnout/fatigue from being alive for so long. being an autistic sun goddess who’s been around for thousands of years does a number in you.
Bohemian used to be married several thousands years ago to her wife Willow, who she unfortunately lost in a war during her youth. Her wife dying is the reason she became a deity; she sacrificed a piece of her soul to a higher being to bring Willow back to life only to get the manifestation of Willow’s soul turned into a green, crystal necklace she keeps on and protects at all times.
#she is my darling angel my depressed princess my tired 3000+ yr old mom tiger goat#i have been working on her and this particular story/universe for sooo long ;-; first started off as ‘evolove’ lol#it’s all coming together << dying#art#my art#my ocs#oc#oc art#oc reference sheet#original character art#original character reference sheet#reference sheet#ocs#original characters#bohemian rhapsody#bohemian rhapsody references#beastiez
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thoughts on revival mulder pretending his name is bob at starbucks because he’s tired of explaining he is named after an animal ?
i just think he is a cute old man.
i actually wrote a whole thing based on this once skjdfh but he is CUTE!!! my favorite thing about it is the way scully teases him ("fox doesn't exist in coffee shops") but she genuinely looks like she's gonna melt looking at him. she just adores him so bad, 25 years in even the silly little things still get to her.
and i've always really loved these small eccentricities that mulder's characterization was so rich with, i love how those types of things matured and developed as the series continued
#when the coffee shop guy is like 'hey bob' and hes just like 'hi :)'#he is CUTE.#asks#ghouli#ALSO#scully LEARNING things about him#things she didn't know after a couple of years apart#he was relearning how to be...a person...and exist...after years trapped in that house and in grief and depression#and she was relearning who he is and the new little eccentricities of the person he's becoming#and i think that's really nice too#he's in his 50s but he's also 12 and 33 and 40 and holding his baby for the first time and he's trying#i love that about mulder in the revival too. he's just trying.#and it's special as well to have gotten to see him as older#i don't know that anyone expected him to be in his 50s and hoarding VHS tapes and telling scully she looks sooo adorbs#but he is and it's nice
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guys Sammy Rae was SO amazing. The absolute best night of my life. After listening to and leaning on her music for the better part of a year, seeing her and the rest of the friends in person was such a dream come true, and I’m going to be thinking about it for so long (or at least until I watch the new episodes of ofmd…)
Also! Check under the cut for the finished jacket I embroidered and put patches on for the show! I’m hoping to keep adding to it so it’s even more fun at the next concert of theirs that I get to go to <3
#Sammy Rae#sammy rae & the friends#ode by ode#she’s just sooo everything#I love her so much she and the band are so important to me it’s insane#they played two new songs!!!#god I’m hyped as hell for their album release aaahhhhh#it’ll probably be after the tour huh…. depressing
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#I feel like such an asshole but#my husband's brother has left his wife and I'm SO HAPPY for him#I hate his wife. so much#she is so mean and controlling and just. not someone I like.#and apparently I was right about her. she was not nice to him. he's been really depressed and just never told anyone what she's like#I'm sad that he lived like that for years but I'm glad he finally ended it#they have a kid together so it's not that simple. but still. I'm happy for him#it's genuinely not that I'm happy because I dislike her like - haha he left her! no I'm really just relieved#it was extremely obvious that she's not a nice person and I don't understand why everyone else didn't see it?#and I'm happy that this means we might see him more. I felt very uncomfortable (unsafe tbh) when she was around.#(not unsafe physically but she's very mean and just says whatever she's thinking. which is usually not nice. and I have social anxiety sooo)#anyway I feel really mean but I literally jumped up and down because I was so happy when my husband told me#also I'm always afraid that I'm actually just like her and I just don't know it. because everyone - or at least my family - thinks I am like#that and. idk it scares me. I don't want to be like that.#my husband always says I'm not but. 😬#he would say that if I was really mean and scary because then he would be too scared to say that.......#personal
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what would happen if you told her you were saving money for a nice trip and could she contribute money towards that?
(she doesn’t have to know it is to go visit your Daddy)
Super appreciate you trying to help✨.
I don’t think that would go well. There’d be immediate questions of where I want to go, and no one would believe I’d want to go on trip by myself, and I don’t have anybody I can use as like a mom friendly cover story. But like I kinda don’t thing it’d get that far bc she’d be quick to be inviting herself. She brings up travel and going on trips a lot. She’s already heard a lot of me saying I haven’t been interested in traveling for a while (which is a little true but mostly I don’t want to go on more trips w her, it never goes well). It has felt to me that if share I want to go somewhere she’d want to plan the trip to come, and bring the whole family if she could. There’d just be a lot of questions and even if I could convince her I just want to do it alone, I feel like that would either get her like pre-worrying I’m going to die so then like all the questions (and prolly her sounding like she’d cry if I went on a trip and didn’t like immediately reply to her) or her making me feel like a shit person for not wanting to go w her (def feel like I’d get put on the spot to have to explain why I’d want to go alone).
I think my leading idea is to ask for some expensive curling iron (or set but I’ll need to specifically pick it out or she’d think anything id consider to be an improvement on what I have to be too pricey for what it is). If it’s an expensive she’ll hit the gift cap amount she has in her mind sooner and I won’t be asked to come up with as much.
#this specific kind of thing has been on my mind a lot bc i sooo want it to be easier on my end to go see my daddy#having a good lie is the only way i can think of that has any potential of going well#there’s like her seeming to feel too uncomfortable or too nosey to give anyone privacy around things#and this like believe that everyone is kinda useless and can’t do anything#which comes to her being overly controlling when she can or excessively worrying when she can’t#and making the worrying my problem to#I mentioned to her that I’m dating some bc I thought it’d be better than her worrying I’m just sitting in my apartment alone and depressed#which she very much thought and would be telling me she’s worried about me#but mentioning dating has been even worse#I think it’d just add to her thinking I’d get myself killed#well this just turned into venting in the tags#ask
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Happy STS Elli!
What inspires you to write? Are there things that you know that you can get inspiration from or does it just come randomly?
Happy STS!
For me, inspiration doesn't mean "to write".
There are, and always have been, a lot of stories floating around in my mind - ideas, scenes, vibes, outlines. I get inspiration from literally everywhere, from talking to my friends, and video games, and scrolling past images or prompts, and reading books, and spending too much time on reddit, and…
Many remain daydreams, or character backstories, eventually lost to time.
Now for actually being able to sit my ass down and get words on the page? I don't know. It comes and goes as it pleases. Having a beehive where a brain should be does NOT help, let me tell you that.
I just. Can't focus on shit lately. Can barely make it through a chapter when reading. Every day is just suddenly over, and I got nothing done, and I am so tired. I have a completely outlined short thing I have been trying to write since Nov, and it's like pulling teeth.
I could do with several months off work while everyone leaves me the fuck alone. How would that be.
#salad-ask#aria-benedetto#sts ask#I cried new year's because after having 1 (one) day of my vaction actually completely to myself#Which was after I already didn't get any quiet time on my LAST three attempts at taking time off because someone was sick at home#And spending most of all that time just working (in my time off) and cleaning the depression piles#My mom berated me for instantly refusing to come over for some 'if I die you need to know where stuff is' talk#(note: there's no reason to think she might anytime soon and she was talking about like... a cd collection)#'You always have something!!!'#I don't know anymore how to get people to understand how fucking exhausted I am.#I'm about to let the stupid paint course voucher from work lapse because in a year I didn't find a motive I like and the energy to even#consider wasting 3 hours of my life after work to produce some physical object I have no room for while having to run to get there on time#Not to mention people!! A room full of people!!#I've just become sooo sensitive to noise lately I can't even stand to be in the kitchen when the fridge hums#And you're always always always the bad guy if you close the door in someone's face because they're whistling or watching tv or calling#It's cool :) Sorry I was being unsocial :) Lemme just quickly slam my head against a wall until I pass out :)#So uh anyway happy STS writing has been going well
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genuinely have never felt like anyone has genuinely given a shit about me besides like three people
#yes juliet yall r one of tjem ofc#shits getting bad again yayyy#also i have a fp again sooo funnn/s#the people who regularly talk to me / r in the thoschei server can probably guess who it is#i dont think she likes me at all#fuck!! hahahahah#and i feel like im slowly disappearing#i havent let her see the actual like depressed side of me i dont want them to think bad of me.#im so fucking done#oh well four people#cause mack#love u mack#and my two bsfs who ive known since 2021#besides that? nah#sure people ‘care’ about mr but#im like almost always the one innicisting convos#maybe people care but. not enough#lol#to delete#vent#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd vent
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xime's inspiration/brain problems list :] JSVGNBYUS IS THIS ANYTHING.... does anyone understand. where am i
#.txt#si#xime#this looks like crap lmao. i could probably redo it bc its a lil wonky n uneven but WHATever its fine.#look at my neuroses and brain problems boy#xime tries so hard to be chill and normal/easygoing but hes a goddamn mess of unmedicated anxiety/adhd/depression u_u#doing sooo much to be dependable/kind/helpful. to hide how empty they feel all the time bc she doesnt know how to ask for help bc its so#overwhelming!!! but if they can be useful.... then hes not a failure. finding real happiness in a society that slowly kills u is so hard.#but maybe w/ these assholes' help... she can find it. one step at a time ;;; at least they r masc and hot. at least they have that. jsgvfys#sowwy its so depressing but yknow. the Horrors.#he gets lost in his own thoughts soooo easily. tends to spiral if left to themself. she needs someone to help bring them back down to earth#but usually theyre chill and can be a little smartass-y with the matsus bc its fun to mess with them :3 quiet at first but once something#helps them open up and he Floods someone w an infodump then they can unwind a bit around others ;3;#its 2am. GOOD NIGHTTTTTT AUUUUUHGHGHHHH
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i feel like shit but my sister is supposed to come over today to hang out. i think. i need to text her and cancel. but also i don't wanna just cancel on her like that. but also. i feel like shit. ugh.
#shes supposed to be bringing me dirt cake ;;;;#and i want the dirt cake sooo bad especially cus gorging myself on sweet sweet chocolate goodness sounds like#a FANTASTIC idea considering the current mood#but to get the cake she has to come to my apartment and i love my sister but i don't think im in the mood to handle her rn#she tends to be A Lot#and i did much yesterday that had resulted in the shutdown#sigh#reality is that the bad shit hit hard and i don't really feel like moving rn#which makes doing things pretty hard#and my sister doesn't really... GET depression ? to an event#extent*#so idk how she'll take it#sigh :(#shh ac
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I'm the anon talking about Louis's eating. I agree that his eating is probably still disordered. But eating disorders are not necessarily going to cause you to lose or gain weight. I agree with your thoughts that there is a ritualistic element in his eating in Dubai that probably indicates an unhealthy relationship with his food still. It's so interesting to think about. I want to know about the farm too! One of my favourite things about Louis is his hypocrisy. When I hear "farm" I find it hard to think it can possibly be ethical.
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Very true, anon, I actually was thinking earlier too that better eating would probably have less of an impact on Louis at this point (given he's off the street rat diet at least and Lestat's the one now on it) than having to presumably fend off hoards of vampires, haha. In theory though, their physicalities can't and won't change all that much since they've been turned, of course - that's even part of the trauma of it all for both Claudia and soon Gabrielle with the new season - so in a lot of ways it probably is a bit of a moot point to discuss.
And yes! I love Louis' hypocrisy too, I feel like it's often a part of characters, but usually for the nature of plot, whereas the writers really lean into it as just being a part of his personality. Same with him being a snob / enjoying wealth - I mentioned it briefly in the last post, but I'm kind of obsessed with him getting Daniel to watch him eat like, this exotic animal after talking about eating rats and feral cats? It's such a pointed way to demonstrate both class elevation but also just a complete show of both wealth and power.
But then, his access to blood in the way that he consumes it is too, which ties back into what, exactly, the farm is. I totally agree with you that there's no way that it can be ethical, but whatever it is - - I am just. Very Curious to find out, haha.
#i love the way the show's really exploring the different ways of feeding?#like the depression blood in wartorn europe and the group hunts of the coven and armand's cat and mouse game#and even lestat and louis having really different ideas of how and what claudia should eat#(and especially claudia being so like lestat in how she hunts)#it's so fun given so many other vampire shows these days are so boring about it#i like the freaks hahaha#and god we're just going to get so many more in s3 with all the new characters#i'm sooo curious if we see louis hunt in s3 in his new era#i lowkey feel we will?#louis asks#iwtv asks
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Gonna look at pictures of sea slugs until I feel better
#it’s not even just me even my brother is fucking confused#why is she this fucking mad#she didn’t even try to pretend to be nice like oh man I’m sooo fucking sorry my depressive episode is so fucking inconvenient for you#no actually I’m doing this just to spite you and my brother there’s no other reasons I’m being like this yep mhm love being screamed at over#the phone first thing in the goddamnwd morning
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