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I did it. But don’t get to take my car in till the 30th.

If I’m calling my car dealership bc my dad said to call them about the repairs my car needs from being hit. And they’re like press 1 for sale. 2 for service. 3 for parts. And I think it was 4 for body shop. What do I pick?

I wasn’t expecting that to question. And feeling like idk how to anything on top of all the stress and yesterday, already has me crying again. It feels so pathetic.

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hope today is better for u 💖💖💖

Thanks. Def not off to a good start.

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If I’m calling my car dealership bc my dad said to call them about the repairs my car needs from being hit. And they’re like press 1 for sale. 2 for service. 3 for parts. And I think it was 4 for body shop. What do I pick?

I wasn’t expecting that to question. And feeling like idk how to anything on top of all the stress and yesterday, already has me crying again. It feels so pathetic.

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I do have a sense of humor of my crying btw. I cry very easily. Ive cried a TikTok of someone holding a fish. lol

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why were you such a crybaby?

Accidentally ended up typing a bunch. And then was like let’s go w it bc I can use it as notes when I talk to my therapist next. My big holiday thing to keep in mind from her is that I can step away and like time/space for myself when I need it. And like not doing that well.

Lots of stress about things.

I think the first time was bc i remembered I had plans I forgot about and was like oh no now there’s even less time to get things done and like I really don’t want to do those plan. Like I’ve been dreading them.

The next time I remember was bc someone hit my car the other day and had to drive to the oral surgeon to check how things are healing and was feeling like oh no , like while I can drive, I don’t feel like I should be bc it was breaking off that part of my bumper more. And I have a bunch of reasons I have to drive soon. And dealing w the car stuff is stressful.

Then I cried after I called my dad about car stuff and wasn’t getting as much help w it as I was expecting and felt overwhelmed and stressed and cried.

Then I cried a bunch when I made the wrong cookie dough. I’ve been very overwhelmed w the amount of baking I feel like obligated to do. Like I ran through the list w my mom who was like we need everything. And like did calm down some from that and then have to go back in the kitchen bc I had cookies in the oven, and started crying hard all over again. Was just like the last straw for the day.

So there’s my car needing to be repaired bc it was hit when I moved it bc of cops showing up at my apartment w lots of big guns bc of my neighbors, they told me to wait in my car but I didn’t want to risk being blocked in and moved it to the other side of the lot where someone hit this past weekend I guess. And there’s the 8 things to bake and how I messed up. There’s plans I don’t want to be a part of that are gonna take away time from what I need to do. Also found out my boss resigned this week and I’m feeling very behind at work. And like it’s almost Christmas and been dreading the family time of it (it’s like tradition for me to end up crying). And like just Thah I’m a cry baby who gets easily overwhelmed

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Assuming I’m done crying for the day. The answer is 4. Tho if someone told me it was 5 I’d be like okay you’re probably right. It’s hard to remember fully now.

Thank you for your participation in my downer poll.

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Woo cleaned up the kitchen wo crying more.

Also totally zoned out while pouring some water and over filled the glass and got water everywhere.

I was literally looking right at it too.

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real answer is too many times

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Is this like w the crying poll? Bc yea.

Recently I made the wrong cookie dough. And it’s felt like just a breaking point of there being lots to do and feeling so stressed that like I literally can’t do things right. Did cry some before all Thah too. I gotta go clean up the mess I made in the kitchen. Fingers crossed I’ve calmed down enough to like not cry from just seeing the kitchen again and being reminded of everything I need to do.

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If you wanna be grumpy I’m happy to help

Idk what help would mean in this case? Like I don’t need help being more grumpy lol. I got Thah covered lol.

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Per your Christmas poll: I work in food service (pizza delivery). I cannot Fucking WAIT for this time of year to be done with, oh my GOD

A normal daytime shift, we'll see around $1500-2000 in sales. This week, since Monday, the lowest we made in sales on daytime was $3300. I am Very Tired. ����

Ugh I’m sorry. Thah sounds like so muchhhh.

I wanna wish that you’re hopefully like at least getting good delivery tips but I feel like Thahs prolly not the most likely.

If anyone can find the button to fastforward time some, please press it.

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I do feel like I a little bit want to take a page from my mom’s playbook and make my mood everyone else’s problem.

But I’m settling for downer polls. Thah feels like emotional maturity.

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New low quality poll drop to hopefully have me feeling less alone in feeling miserable this time of year and dreading Christmas

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I wonder what it’d be like to be like excited for Christmas. The last time I prolly was is too far back for me to remember. Can’t wait for it all to be over with.

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Oh. Follow up poll…

Cause I was. lol.

I got excited to make a poll where I can have a bunch of options lol. Used as many answer spots as it’ll me lol.

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I got excited to make a poll where I can have a bunch of options lol. Used as many answer spots as it’ll me lol.

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Cause I’m super good influence lol. They know.

since i knwo she likes polls @dumb-doll-lips lol