#seriously please leave me alone

[mythicalartisttm]

Then they are definitely not Christ followers. There is a channel on the server called the "perspectives" channel where they have been sitting for hours spitting some of the most vitriolic and disgusting hate I've seen in a while. There is a document that has a transcript of it up to a point that i believe "musashi" here on tumblr made. Their post is pretty concise if you just wanna be informed, obviously you don't need to. But I'd say, for your peace and the peace of any queer friends you may have, be mindful of what you're posting involving religious beliefs. A lot of people are scared and may not initially trust that you aren't like that. There's a lot of fear and hurt going around right now.

I will say it again, anon. If they are Christ followers, then they are not speaking hate meant for people, as they would be filled with God's love. But I will also add on to what I said: are the people there actually speaking vitriol, or are you not liking what they're saying? Those two things do not inherently overlap. Sensitivity is of the essence though, yes, especially when tensions are running high, as they are now. All I ask is that you (as in, the fandom as a whole) do not pay evil for evil, nor evil for good. You cannot control anyone but yourself.

Now, I address my general audience here: please do not bring this up to me again. It's been a rough 24 hours for all involved, and I know that few desire to live in this era of tension.

[fatexbound]

Anon said: I punched everyone because I hate everyone and everything. If people have real common sense like Mike the Fairy, they won't get a fist in their face.

My guy or person, you need to touch grass. And I say that unironically. You also need to stop taking fictional characters so seriously. If you're a kid, I can excuse that, but if not, please get some help.

More importantly, please leave me and my blog alone. I don't know what you're talking about, so let's end it here, okay? Okay. Otherwise, you're getting blocked. Just a fair warning.

[rin-sith]

Every time I see Odysseus described as any of the following:

"Simp" (God forbid men actually healthily love their family and wife a completely reasonable amount.)

"Wet Cat" (What does that even mean exactly?? But whatever it means the vibe does not match up at all.)

"Bottom" (This man honestly has more top energy than literally every other character in this musical including the gods.)

"Homeless man" (He did not spend 20 years trying to go to the home that he has and that wants him back just to be denied his belonging there.)

"Monster/Villain/Evil" (He calls himself that enough. Can we please stop with the Odysseus demonization I am literally begging as hard as Poseidon did in 600 Strike.)

I lose a piece of my sanity.

Obviously I'm not personally attacking anyone btw. I'm just venting. Joking around is one thing but why do I see so many people treat these as canon traits? Am I in some weird corner of this fandom that I shouldn't be in?

[arson-duck]

I want more cerberus Ghost fics. Not, like, porn though. I want gut-wrenching, horrifying origin fics. I want his terror and the raw intimacy of being combined with your teammates to be palpable. I want to taste it. And it has to be gorey and heavily synonymous with bone deep devotion and the act of giving himself up completely to the monster because it's the only way he can be close to his family again.

[thedrotter]

not-yet-dead-person

silly comic of a conversation in-game i thought was too funny not to make something proper for instead of a doodle ww

(timelapse + wip images (thus silly process commentary in read more if you like artist commentary :3)

i think the sketch looks silly and goofy and funny so i find it important to share with you the mere presence of the faces i drew on it. i drew it on top of the boxes without staying inside its borders because i find my proportions can get wonky if i draw them cropped in a restricted space. and I feel trapped otherwise and i will draw BAD!!! give me spaceeeee to go wild!!!!

the head circles are there for emotional support

very low res speedpaint because truth is the canvas was much bigger than the space where my comic was placed. i didnt account when exporting my timelapse in 720px that that tiny space would look so pixelated ... but it's able to be percieved, so its okay.

(i will now comment on my process and it is not brief sorry)

usually i would try to clean up my sketches and figure out what goes on top before jumping into linework, but since there are multiple panels and drawings i chose to jump into inking right away for the sake of brevity. i just went in with a brush that uses pen pressure and drew what was needed. i added extra line thickness and contrast in areas around the face because it helps direct your eyes there more easily that way.

according to her equipment rei has a chain belt but i only remembered it existed once I was going to color, and i did not like that discovery... I chose to ignore it to maintain my peace. i already have the color palettes for these characters figured out, and i didnt really want to think about a new element at the moment www I tend to overthink those things a lot so i skipped it

the rest is rather straightforward! not that anything else wasn't, but in here i could turn my brain off and sing. linework and sketching require mumbling so i cannot turn my brain off. just block in the characters with a solid color so i can have a mask (something along those lines,) where the color can stay inside. then just color in !!!

Base colors just had slight cell shading on the skin, and for the hair i airbrush a bit of the skincolor in low opacity near the forehead... I'm not sure what it means, but i can look at the faces easier with it somehow. i like the gentle subtlety it adds even if you cant really tell. it makes things look nice.

background was just me blocking in the color of the wall and floor, shade the wall a bit, then slap a noise and free use wood texture on top. work smarter not harder ! yet it took a bit to make it look stylistically fitting with the characters, and even now i think bottom middle panel looks odd. whatever!!!

for the middle panel i thought itd be funny if the background was a solid silly and colorful one to contrast the next panel's sketchy black one. a contrast to how the word widow is seen. on that note my handwritting is not pointy. i gaslighted my hand into thinking that it was indeed pointy in that moment so i could write "not-yet dead person" in letters that didn't seem cute. my hand did not fall for it but it complied anyway

that's basically it! I'm not sure what else i could say that doesn't feel barebones because it really is that straightforward. if you're curious I used clip studio paint for this. only special brush used was for linework (a brush named Lemon Brush), the rest used were just the default. my computer gets the least credit. it was trying to convince me a 20mb file was going to nuke it all the time and hardly let me save multiple times so i do not appreciate it

[thatweirdredperson]

HII IM BACK AGAIN I HAVENT POSTED HERE SINCE LAST YEAR ITS CRAZY but after this whole time i had the time to actually practice while watchin videos and using like- references(which helped me out a lot) ‼️‼️‼️🎉🎉🎉🗣🗣

ANYWAY ENJOY AFFECTIONATE RICK I DREW BECAUSR IM CRYING OVER EM ALL THE TIME.,.❤️

btw no this isn’t in ship art, let a grandpa be a grandpa for pete’s sake,., GO AWYE U PROSH***RS BRUH☹️

[carbonateddelusion]

I know I haven't said much about it, but legitimately, "running away" was one of the most pivotal life decisions I've ever made. Probably THE first major life decision I've made, and also the best. If you have an opportunity to go, leave. Get out of there. If you are not safe at home, emotionally, physically, whatever, and you're able to leave, do it. It's going to suck such major ass for a while because you're going to have to deal with the scars they've left on you, but I wholeheartedly, full-throatedly, with-my-chest promise you that it is going to be better. You're going to be better. If you have the privilege of being able to escape, no matter how difficult it feels, then RUN.

[thoughtspresso]

But what if Kana will save Kamiki? (I’m only half joking)

Wouldn’t it just be extremely funny if after the wrap party for The 15-Year Lie, Miki-san just encounters Kana-chan “drinking” (juice) with the intention of killing her at first.

And then Miki-san offers her liquor, and she says, “sorry I may be an adult but I’m still not legal to drink. This is actually just juice.”

And then he tries to seduce her, and she goes, “You look exactly like the boy I like but you’re not him, and I can’t.”

And then she starts to mock-drunkenly uglycry about being abused as a child actress, having to exit the scene when pedophiles started counting down her birthday to 18 and she couldn’t handle images of her body being peddled on social media like that, and how because of her sense of responsibility towards her career, her team, and her fans, she couldn’t realistically be with the only boy she’s ever truly loved. And she keeps talking about how she doesn’t feel she deserves the love of her fans because she’s not as innocent as they think she is and she just wants to do her best in her work.

And then Miki-san just starts crying, like he’s never seen that kind of honesty before, and nobody’s ever understood the way he was also abused as a child actor, or the way his body was used by adults in the industry, or the way his honest and simple love was never reciprocated by the woman he had feelings for and sired children with.

And then Kindaichi just comes into the scene drunk and barking and pulling him by the collar and calling for the guards, and Kana’s like, “Wait, what’s going on!” And Miki-san just goes like, “No, just let it happen, I think I deserve it.”

And then Aqua just rushes in and hugs Kana and is sobbing thinking she could have died. And Kana-chan just going like wtf are you people talking about WE WERE JUST TRAUMABONDING.

LIKE WHAT IF. WHAT IF THE GUY JUST NEEDED ARKHAM ASYLUM.

[valewritessss]

My friend just made me download Airbuds how do I explain me listening to the entire Hamilton track

[gravestone-sys]

guys for the love of god can we STOP WITH HOW WE TREAT COLOURBLINDNESS!!!!!!!!! I'm colourblind. I said I was colourblind in front of some people and immediately it was "oh yeah? what colour is this? lol!!" THIS IS WHAT PEOPLE DO TO PEOPLE WITH GLASSES. AND IT'S SO FUCKING ANNOYING. PLEASE STOP. YEAH THAT'S BLUE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT KIND OF COLOURBLINDNESS I HAVE. I CAN SEE A DEEP FUCKING BLUE.

[orchideous-nox]

To the 15 year old who liked my post about minors needing to respect blogs who have a minors dni and then liked a bunch of my other posts including nsfw content....did you not...can you not read? You know you're who I'm talking about right? You understand that I was already uncomfortable enough already, and you were like "I'm going to contribute to the problem"?

[kombuuuu]

this is the third time someone has come into my inbox saying i was antiblack for not shipping miles and margo

please get out of my inbox lol

it is not antiblack to not ship two poc? that wasn’t even what was going through my head

i don’t see people as ‘oh i ship her and him cause he’s black and she’s white!’

who the fuck does that??? i like miles and gwen more then miles and margo bc i’ve liked them together since LITERAL years ago??? THE FIRST MOVIE CAME OUT HALF A DECADE BACK??

if you’re seeing people only by race, and not considering any other factor, and think everybody else is like that too — then i genuinely don’t think that it’s me who’s the problem here

i think that might be something you need to work on

i’m typing all this in a kind tone, i know it sounds kind of bitchy on paper but srsly

just stop accusing me of racism because i like an interracial couple 🙁❓

pretty please w a cherry

[heartual]

if i have to have another healthy food and mindful eating conversation with my mom it’s over for me

[fisheito]

What is this weirdly feelyweely status exclusive to yakumo

[reachartwork]

look, because im getting a torrent of harassment now in my dms, hopefully this will quell you.

ive put in my fucking elbow grease. i used to be a musician. my parents have genetic problems with their hands and i got the lucky dice roll of being so autistic that i still to this day cannot tie my shoes. and you know what? i did what everyone said i should do with painting and i fucking knuckled down through it. i became a bassist. i've ripped my fingers open on coarse bass strings. even though my hands didn't want to learn how to finger properly i started using a pick and i got pretty damn good at it. i played in shows. i had a couple of bands. i could play schism by tool end to end without missing a note. i was in the process of mastering dream theater's dance of eternity before "becoming an adult" started catching up to me and i lost track of scheduling in the shuffle.

then the gentle joint pain that had been with me all my life bloomed into an arthritic condition of unknown diagnosis and now i can't hold a pick for more than a minute without dropping it against my will. i burnt eleven years of my life dripping blood sweat and tears on bass guitar and even that had been taken away from me.

ai art is one of the few ways i can express myself artistically now. i write, but that's for my eyes only. i've put in my fucking bona fides, but grinning and bearing it won't suddenly make my arthritis go away. no amount of "effort" or "discipline" will fix my body and magically make me be able to hold a pencil or a pen or a paintbrush without excruciating pain. i spend most of my day in bed now. this is what i mean when i say "i won't valorize pain". i'm not going to spend my life forcing myself to be in excruciating agony just to please people who don't think i'm a real artist because i make the pictures wrong. and i'm not going to learn how to fucking paint with my mouth, either.

if i could force myself through the pain, i'd be going back to being a musician, not doing this. but i don't put my masochism on a pedestal.

I CANNOT HOLD THINGS. can you leave me alone now?

[infiniteorangethethird]

hey google how do I tell ppl "the question you just asked isn't rude or intrusive per se but I am far too exhausted rn to explain every facet of my existence to you and it really doesn't matter anyway so can you please just let me do my thing in peace and leave me alone for like 5 mins" without immediately being branded rude and also preferably with less words