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sp00kysk3lly · 2 years ago

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I can’t carry this anymore.

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hoofpeet · 1 month ago

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Imaginary stoat voated most annoying animal in the world 2024

#hoof draws #BWAH whatever i will delete this later #i just hate having to account for the random days where i might just be 100% self-hatred mode #I CANNOT plan ahead when I might randomly self-destruct and undo everything in a little self-pity episode #fuck this thing... (brain)

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annabelle--cane · 2 months ago

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every month or so a poll goes around here that makes hundreds of adults who are actively on the dating scene blast an "I am in no way emotionally ready for a romantic relationship" bat signal into the sky

#you don't need to be healed unbothered moisturized in your lane etc to be in a relationship #but god do you need to not immediately enter self destructive meltdown mode at the suggestion that your partner might be attracted to other #or that they won't always 100% be on call to reaffirm your self worth through the exact sex you want #marina marvels at life

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mayabishopgold · 7 months ago

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Maya Bishop | Station 19 - 3x15

He was... He was overbearing. He was controlling. He was...

If he was controlling, it was only because he loved you.

#station 19 #maya bishop #danielle savre #3x15 #she was in full denial #full self-destruct mode #and about to make the worst mistake of her life #buuuut she sure looked 🔥🔥🔥#my gifs

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ask-a-bot · 3 months ago

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Megatron... are you declining to take medicine because you believe you deserve to be sick...?

Uh, no. He's... he's scared of throwing up.

Prime!

What? Would you prefer to have everyone think you're in self-destruct mode?

Snf.

... Are you in self-destruct mode?

Snf.

Megatron?

#asks answered #transformers #optimus prime #megatron #caring for sick cybertronians #self-destruct mode #emetophobia #anonymous asks

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notyixiangs · 2 months ago

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big fan of characters who understand each other so well that they are able to use each other’s weaknesses against each other. characters who have been inseparable for so long (whether they like it or not) that they’ve witnessed each other’s crest and fall and studied each other’s dispositions like specimens beneath glass. as a result they’ve crawled into the cracks in each other’s skin & mapped out the soft underbelly hidden beneath all that confidence and pride. so now they’re calling out the other person’s most shameful flaws, sniping at the most sensitive bits of scar tissue they try so desperately to hide, digging out their most humiliating memories or those filled with grief.

if you’re lovers or close friends, then you’re forced to realize that yes, to be loved is to be known, but to be known is also to flay yourself open. you cannot declare yourself above the risk of having someone take advantage of your wounds & you cannot transcend the vulnerability that comes as love’s collateral damage

if you’re enemies… then all i can say is that the sweet respite of enduring coexistence for so long is that you know precisely how to take each other apart. you know how to play the other like putty beneath your fingertips by tugging at their pain points, and that in itself is a glorious thing—but equally so, the knowledge that they can enact the exact same thing on you is inordinately terrifying

#xi text #relationships #tropes #dynamics #fengqing #big fan of feng xin calling out mu qing’s tendency to hide his true self behind a frosty sardonic exterior #calling out how he keeps contradicting himself by convincing everyone including himself that he isnt kind #but he decides to be kind when he needs to be and can be immensely self sacrificial #for those he cares about #calling out how he speaks in circles in order to circumvent telling the truth for fear of the abjection and exposure associated with that #calling out how illogical it is for him to push everyone away despite longing for affection #equally so #big fan of mu qing calling out feng xin for attaching his identity to the goal of ‘protection’#for being nothing without the person he follows and guards like a loyal dog #because who are you without the person you’ve sworn your entire life to #what happened to you when you fell apart with xie lian and you lost the person who reigns at the centre of your life #werent you lonely #werent you aimless #arent you scared it will happen again #you are #you’re terrified #and fx to mq is like #does it please you when you drive away everyone who tries to care for you #does it make you happy #is this what you wanted #why cant you be honest with yourself for once #because you’re scared? you’re embarrassed? you’re scared to admit that your logic and mode of ‘self preservation’ isnt infallible?#that what you call self preservation is actually self destruction??

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waugh-bao · 1 month ago

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“But it was Beatrice, Patti’s mum, who was the key to my acceptance. She was always for me, and I had great times with her later on.”

Keith Richards, Life (2010)

#he’s such an asshole for the way he acted around her family the first time he met them #I get why he went into self destruct mode. but still #he’s lucky they forgave him for that #the rolling stones #keith richards #middle aged married band #patti hansen #quote

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brown-little-robin · 4 months ago

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yeag

#Robin processes emotions on main #living with my parents is going so wellllll #I'm thivingggggg #overall it's fine I'm just. rrrrrrrrrr IT'S SO HARD TO FEEL LIKE AN ADULT THIS WAY I'm always caught in this defensive mode #which ends up making me self-destructive because I feel like doing good / being proactive is What My Parents Want Me To Do #so then I associate doing good mentally with loss of autonomy and it's making me freak out #cycles of depression... cycles of SOMETHING anyway #I need a job so bad. I need stability. and therapy. man... I want therapy so bad but I just cannot afford it rn #and moving out? (hopeless laugh) in this economy??#WAUGH #I just hate feeling like everything I'm doing is being watched!!! hate it so much!!! it's making me self-destruct!!!#okay I'm done <3 handing you a scone if you've read this far #with the power of God and anime on my side I just might make it out of here someday

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thebeeastdoesart · 5 months ago

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Tw; vent art

This is a very messy vent I made earlier this year, with my mental illnesses spiking it’s just as relevant as it was back then and I don’t completely hate how it turned out.