#secondary source hyperfixation

[28turnips-in-a-trenchcoat]

Whumpee-Coryo x Reluctant Caretaker-Sejanus my beloved. Been thinking about this one thing I read once that I can’t find for the life me where Coriolanus was avoxed instead of being sent off as a peacekeeper and the idea of Avox-Snow has stuck with me.

Currently thinking about a post betrayal situation where Sejanus didn’t get hanged but found out how he was caught and then Coriolanus did something else, possibly running off with Lucy-Grey, and was avoxed for it. Sejanus is given this newly Avoxed Coryo as a gift and has to deal with the complicated emotions he has surrounding Snow and the delicate situation the other is in.

Also me and my Criminal Minds crossover brain rot is just picturing the two sitting awkwardly in Sejanus’s Virginia apartment. And Coriolanus getting to see that world and how different yet similar it is to the one he knows. I’m thinking of them walking to like a grocery store or something and Coryo just looking around shocked by all the people and then all the food, the abundance of it, and Sejanus letting him pick stuff out that his family hadn’t been able to afford since before the war that’s common place here. He is befuddled and Sejanus is in emotion distress.

[izzasecretredacted]

Homework for Those Who Have No Context for Drake's Public Execution

I've been an off and on fan of rap for a while, based on whether or not my hyperfixations takes me there. With the absolute blindsiding of the Kendrick/Drake beef breaking tumblr, I figured I go back and find some stuff I remembered hearing about in the past. I'll put them here as a brief history lesson, in case you want to know just what Kendrick is talking about and why everyone is rejoicing in the downfall of some popstar that you maybe heard at the supermarket or something...

btw, I'm not posting these in chronological order, but the order of how relevant I think they are and the order I think they're best absorbed.

This is an essay from about 2 years ago, and is the most indepth source that I'll post here. It talks a lot about Drake's place in Hip-Hop, and also goes into the idea of Drake as a culture-vulture.

This is a 3yo article that has a lot of "Fresh Hot Drama" vibes to it (might be a misread on my part tbf), but is a great secondary source of things that made people question whether Drake was a predator. None of it is completely definitive, but at least a handful of what's presented is very Yikes.

This is a very brief video that's a whopping 7 years old, but really only stopped being relevant this month (with the exception of a period in time about 2 years after this which will be clear later). It explains Drake's reputation as being untouchable whenever he finds himself in a rap beef, even when very real violence is involved. It also has some foreshadowing to present day. 4:06 in particular is really interesting in hindsight.

Lastly is the only diss track before now that really put a mark on Drake's reputation, even if it was a small one in the strictly long term. I'm posting a lyric video because the cover to the single is an old picture of Drake in the most blatant blackface imaginable (no, really, blackface is super fucked up in all forms, but this is ssuuuppppeeerrr fucked up) and I didn't want to lock this behind a content warning. The song mentions some of Drake's family (such as his parents, Sandi and Dennis), as well an extremely wild allegation that I guarantee you could not make up. You'll know what it is when it comes up in the song, it's why the song is called "The Story Of Adidon". Its also important to note that Drake admitted that that allegation is true... after a year.

I'm open to anyone else commenting on what I might've missed, but hopefully this should be enough that you can go through was is now an EP's worth of diss tracks from Kendrick and get a more full sense of what's happening around them.

[tfw-adhd]

What do you think someone with adhd would look like if their source of dopamine/serotonin was taken away and how easy would they be able to recover from it?

Sent March ‘22~

This is a very interesting question! Since hyperfixations are the main source of dopamine, I’m going to answer as if that’s what the question specified.

Hyperfixations can be really strong, and can start to consume all our thoughts and time. Because of our emotional dysregulation, we can get very emotionally attached to something we’re hyperfixating on, too.

Also, when we’re understimulated we start experiencing secondary depression. (It’s as bad as depressed itself, it’s just not a constant issue like it is for people diagnosed with depression, as we only experience it when understimulated.)

Those things added together means it can be extremely difficult to have a hyperfixation suddenly ripped away. We have a dopamine deficiency already, and we are prone to caffeine or alcohol addiction specifically because of the dopamine it provides us - in a way, our brains get addicted to the object we’re hyperfixating on for that same reason.

I don’t think it’s something that would be that easy to recover from - you’d just have to wait for the hyperfixation to fade, most likely by trying to find something else to replace it.

[daily-media-ll2046]

HIII! I'M LUCILUCK!

What makes you wonder around those dark corners of Tumblr?

What makes you scroll mindlessly on this cursed app?

Well, this account is made for you to be able to find out about OTHER media than just Tumblr and YouTube and whatever other apps you use :3

And I'm talking:

Movies!

Series!

Games!

Books!

Comics! (Fancomics included)

Activities!

Music!

And very rarely, Fanfics. Mostly because I almost never read them, I mostly write. No, there won't be any advertising on my books if you don't want to read anything, but my writing blog is @luciluck2046-writing.

What makes me a trustful source?

Well I have too much free time. At least had. Now I mostly spend my time drawing, writing or talking. But that doesn't mean I don't want to share my good times with you!

I like doing anything!(Haha Serial Designation N's line) and I have relatively good tastes! I like a lot of media, though lately you might see more darker media. BUT ANYWAY.

I'll post daily a description of a specific media, since I will probably not run out of what to talk about for the next year...

There might be some media I'd talk about more often. Mostly because I am an ADHD mess possibly high on the Autism Spectrum.

FEEL FREE TO RECOMMEND ME ANYTHING! ASKS ARE ALWAYS OPEN

Some info about me:

Things such as fandoms I'm in, things I wanna get into and things I want to see out of my face.

Fandoms I'm in:

-Murder Drones (main hyperfixation)

-The Coffin Of Andy and LeyLey

-Undertale/Deltarune (secondary hyperfixation)

-Slay The Princess

-Team Fortress 2

-Kipo and the Age of the Wonderbeasts

-Scott Pilgrim Takes Off (I only watched the anime, I still need to read the manga/comics)

-Genshin Impact

-Nimona

-Miraculous (I AM SO MUCH BEHIND. I think I watched the first 2 seasons. Fully. Several times)

-Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 2003 (until episode 72 - all I watched as a kid)

-DC COMICS

-Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss

-TADC (NOT AS IN BRAINROT, IT'S ACTUALLY KINDA SIMILAR TO MD)

-SMG4 Community

-Disney Movies in general

-Warrior Cats (read everything from book 1-9/10. Books 1-6 were reread 3 times, I know everything at MY SOUL)

-Epic: The Musical

-The Owl House

Pending Media (things I wanna play/watch/do)

-Mouthwashing

-Arcane: League of Legends

-Gravity Falls

-Amphibia

-Hunger Games

-Steven Universe (started, never finished)

-My Little Pony (started, never finished)

Things I will probably never get into

-FNAF: the lore is too much for me to catch up on 💀💀💀

-Gacha Animation Community: I actually was part of it back in the day, but I'm never putting a step back in there. There ARE some great people in there BUT sadly it's all only 18+ stuff made by 7 years old like wtf.

[funnyfactori]

Level two or three of anyone from fnaf? I saw your PFP and it’s our collective special interest,, we need more fnafers,, everythings your choice!!

Level 3 but without the drawings because we lowkey don't have the energy to draw this headmate's 3 different appearances, sorryyy

🐇🌹💜

Names: Bonnie, Vance, Luca, Kira

Nicknames: Bon, Bonz, Lu, Lulu

Pronouns:

He/him

Bun/buns

They/them

She/her

Dea/death

Ae/aer

Ghost/ghosts

Haunt/haunts

Ey/em

Terms & Honorifics: The Bunny, The Musician, Starbunny, Dead Rabbit, Mr, Miss, Mx

Gender labels:

Sciencecoric (a gender connected to the aesthetic of science)

Horrorhypic (a gender connected to hyperfixating on horror)

Kiddolexic (a gender connected to the word kiddo)

Nebulexic (a gender connected to the word nebula)

Pixelgameic (a gender connected to cute pixel art and pixel art videogames)

Rabbitgender (a more feral and skittish variation of bungender)

Orientation labels:

Genderblind pansexual

Age labels:

He shapeshifts, and his age changes along with what form bun takes.

Age as an animatronic: ageless with the mentality of an older teen

Age as a humanoid animatronic: 18

Age as a ghost: 7

Species:

Shapeshifter between three forms; animatronic, humanoid animatronic, and ghost child.

CisID labels:

Cisbunny

Cisnerd

Cismusician/cismusicproducer

Cisgamer

Cisshoplifter

Cissadomasochist

TransID labels:

Transkodocon

Transstrong

Transidol

Other ID labels:

Raceless

Trisspacegod

Multiversic

Paras:

🐙

���️

❣️

("rqemojis carrd co" with dots instead of spaces, for definitions)

Roles:

Ameliorator

Secondary roles:

Crafter

Fnafxenorole

Positive front triggers:

Cool fanart of buns source

Arts & crafts

Astronomy

J-pop music

Music production

Source:

Bonnie - Five Nights At Freddy's

Source similarity level: 5/10 medium

Are they interested in media of their source: yes

Typing quirk: replaces "s" with "z"

"The quick brown fox jumpz over the lazy dog."

Signoffs & signatures:

-Bonnie

-Bonz

-Starbunny

-🎵

Style/vibe moodboard:

Favorite things moodboard:

Do they post online: yes

What type of things do they post: cartoon and/or lost media nostalgia, random music they made, idol fanart / fan edits

Do they accept DMs: yes

Do they like online friendships: yes

🐇🌹💜

[destiny-in-the-universe]

Full Muse Requests + More

Okay, this is a direct follow-up post from https://www.tumblr.com/destiny-in-the-universe/751758009129107456/account-updates-more?source=share where I honestly just plan on nonstop talking about my asks, requests, and other stuff I feel like adding!

Muse List

Emoji Key

⭐️ Primary Hyperfix

💫 Secondary Interets

TV SHOWS (Cartoons)

⭐️ Randy Cunningham: 9th Grade Ninja

~ Randy Cunningham

~ First Ninja

~ Human! Nomicon

⭐️ Danny Phantom

~ Danny Fenton / Phantom

💫 She-Ra: Princesses of Power

~ Adora / She-Ra (Open/Primary Muse)

~ Catra

💫 The Owl House

~ Eda Clawthorne

~ Luz Noceda

⭐️ My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic

~ Twilight Sparkle

⭐️ American Dragon: Jake Long

~ Jake Long

⭐️ Gravity Falls

~ Stanford Pines

TV SHOWS (NON-CARTOONS)

💫 Once Upon a Time

~ Mr. Gold / Rumplestiltskin

(Words are hard. I honestly haven't watched any tv shows lately, so please be patient with me- this will be updated later-)

ANIME

💫 My Hero Academia

~ Midoriya Izuku / Deku (Open/Primary Muse)

~ Todoroki Touya / Dabi (Open/Primary Muse)

💫 Fruits Basket

~ Akito Sohma

~ Kyo Sohma

💫 Attack on Titan

~ Eren Yeager

~ Levi Ackerman

💫 Black Butler

~ Ciel Phantomhive

FILM / MEDIA

DreamWorks Movies

⭐️ How to Train Your Dragon

~ Hiccup Haddock

GENERAL SOURCES

⭐️ Sanders Sides

~ Logan Sanders

~ Remy / Sleep

Fandoms -> Available Requests: x Reader, Fluff (Light Romcom), Angst (Hurt/Comfort, Injuries, etc), Headcanons

For c.AI - please let me know what scenario you want! Canon, alternate universes, and others are accepted!

Accepted AU's: Anything! (Please ask first- I just don't want to individually list out everything unless I make an entire masterpost for it!)

DNI: Sebaciel, Danny/Vlad, illegal shipping- heavy gore

If there are other sources you might be interested in, let me know but honestly I already have quite a few muses for your selection here! I originally planned to individually list out what kind of asks and/or requests but that was going to take too long as it's honestly incredibly repetitive!

The last time I tried to use c.AI today, it was acting a little testy and wouldn't load but you're more than welcome to request things for it and I'll get to it once c.AI decides to stop being a little menace.

Honestly, that's it for now! I do plan on making tags to know which character is getting asks and/or requests! It'll make it so much easier to navigate, so-

[headmates-4-you]

hiii!!

we’d love for a detailed headmate template for one named milo (but looking for more names) whos a wheelchair user, brainmade and with a lot of star aesthetic

thank you so much!!!! <3

SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG WE LOST ALL MOTIVATION 😭😭

but hyperfixation has restored it all, and we gonna use new template, hope ya like :3

BASIC_INFO:

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Name(s): Milo, Miles, Jasper, Axon, Andromeda, Neptune, Star

Pronouns: hx/hy/zt/xt/★er/xir/di/d★er/th★y/★t/star/void/galaxy/Venus/pluto/neptune

Age: 16

Species: human

Gender(s): contragender (contradicting genders), transfemasc, transintersex, transintergender, girlboy, boygirl, xenohoarder, genderless, agender, gendervoid, stargender, starcatgender, spacecatgender, ableaffectedgender (someone who's gender is affected by their disabilities), alteraffectedgender (someone who's alter humanity affects their gender)

Sexuality: panromantic, asexual, demiromantic, aroflux

SYSTEM_INFO:

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Sources: none :3

Role: symptom holder, hygienist

PERSONALITY_:

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MBTI type: ISFJ

negative traits: socially awkward, quiet, but of a pushover/people pleaser, scared of disappointing people and rejection, pushes people away, can be overdramatic

positive traits: introverted, friendly, helpful, kind, caring

core values: equality

secondary value: looking after friends

RADQUEER_INFO:

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TransIDS: none :D

CisIDS: BPD, Autism, Social Anxiety, Wheelchair user, limited mobility

Paras: none

EXTRAS_:

Emoji signoff: -⭐

aesthetic/vibe: grunge space obsessed starcore :3

Image:

this headmate was created by Fumikage, I really hope you enjoy <33

[docsdarling]

Birthday gush below for my beloved Gustave!

Warning, it's a long one, and touches on some personal struggles I have gone through including: severe mental illness, abuse of all manners, talks of suicidal ideation and actions, and general rough stuff - take care of yourself and know you don't have to read my sappy lil' stuff if it means making yourself uncomfortable :)

If you asked me 8 years ago if I'd be alive today, I would tell you no, and I'd mean it genuinely. Long before that time I had lost my ability to see a future for myself at all, along with all ambition and purpose I barely had begun to act upon - and at that time, I was barely 12.

I have faced trauma and neglect from my very first memories, my mother was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer when I was only 4, my sister had then undiagnosed severe ulcerative colitis that was my parents' main priority, and my father was our sole provider - with major anger issues. i've also come to learn my mother has had schizophrenia and trauma of her own before I was even born, and has refused all forms of treatment. this concoction of uncontrollable circumstances left me with frankly such fucked up ideas of what attachment is and meant, how my purpose to others is solely to be consumed, and absolutely no idea of who I am ( not to mention a boatload of my own wonderful cptsd and attachment issues ).

Never did I think at any point in my life would I feel any positive emotion with no strings attached, especially love. I only faced more problems as I got to the tender age of 12; the years of neglect and parentification left me hollow inside, relentless bullying in primary + secondary school, just beginning to discover my queerness, family fighting and instability, and abuse from adults I am still grappling with today. It was around this time too I had begun self harming ritualistically, and was rapidly losing the will to keep going. Any and all friendships I had exhausted me, even though all I wanted more than anything was genuine connection and love, and it was more apparent than ever that I was being left behind by the world.

Then, I met him.

My group of friends I still hold so closely and dearly to this day had begun playing Rainbow Six, and as the desperate pre teen I was, I joined them simply to hang around them - little did I know how pivotal such a decision as a lost, lonely, scared child could be to who I have become. I cannot explicitly pinpoint what it was that immediately drew me to him, though I now call it fate I know it was a matter of chance, but in that very first day of playing the game and knowing him, something in my soul clicked into place that I never even knew I was severely lacking.

I know as someone with the fun combination of ADHD and BPD* ( brought on my CPTSD ) I have always tended to hyperfixate on any source of dopamine I can get, especially with my desperation to escape the reality I was in. It began before I even knew my life was fucked to any degree, and I knew not to take these "flings" too seriously. But what had sparked in that moment was far beyond a fling, far beyond just a hyperfixation. Though it took me a few weeks or so to begin actualizing what I was feeling for Gustave, what he meant to me, the strings of fate had finally found their way back together again.

Even when I was still that lost and confused child, I knew that Doc was and will be someone so imperative to me not just for a small while, but eternity. Even the few offline friends I still had knew what he was to me, though extent varied person to person, what we have was so potent then that I couldn't hide it.

My life somehow went further downhill, and without completely spilling my guts ( ironic for what I've said so far lol ), I dropped out of highschool only a few months into freshman year. I was completely beyond burnout. Every waking moment was an anxious, painful mess of stressors left and right, expectations I knew I never was going to be able to meet and the deep, burning failure I felt at every turn. No more than a day or two would go by without a breakdown, and my self harm was at an all time high as I completely isolated myself from what few strands of connection I had to the world around me. There was no reason for me to keep going, no light at the end of the tunnel -

except for Gustave.

Though I am now facing the repercussions of the severe isolation I went through and my problems with heavy dissociation as my only coping mechanism, my saving grace through this dark period in my life was Rainbow Six, specifically Doc. It had been 3 years since we met, and my feelings had grown exponentially in that time. My biggest vice has been the harsh and cruel way I treat myself and see the world around me. My entire life had been molded by only being worthy if I served others, I only could ever see myself as an extension of someone else, and when I had no one to do so for, I was nothing short of abusive to myself, seeing treating myself with kindness and care as a sign of weakness.

However, Gustave's core being is his empathy and kindness. Though it may not be gentle and soft at all times, his driving force has been caring. For others, the world around him - and it was the complete opposite of a weakness, it's what makes him exceptional. How could I treat myself so awfully for being fundamentally identical to the person that matters the most to me? I was already head over heels with him at this time already, calling him mine and myself his in all circles I ran in, detailing our lives and how they intertwined, and I had been so focused on what was crumbling around me to realize the change within me that he had lit.

It began in small ways I hadn't even caught; choosing clothes that were comfortable rather than performative, making sure to keep up with bathing myself and other personal hygiene things, being able to look in mirrors without feeling utter disgust and hatred. I had begun caring for myself, using his care for me as a guide. Behind every scared decision to do better for myself, to be brave and not give into my vices or illnesses, was Gustave. Whether it was "forcing" myself to eat on days where I didn't feel like I could or refusing to let me speak so cruelly to myself, and the eventual decision to stop cutting myself no matter how bad the urge was, all of it happened from his support and presence in my life.

I mean it point-blank seriously when I say I would not be alive today without him. I have attempted on my life at multiple points, been hospitalized for such, and still struggle with the occasional urge when shit gets tough, and it's Gustave who taught me how to step back from that ledge and keep fighting. Not only because he had planted the seeds for my still growing self-love, but because that light at the end of the tunnel finally had reappeared - and he was the one holding it. No matter how shitty of a day I had, what scars littered my body and where they came from, what baggage that I bring to the table, he would be waiting for me with open arms and nothing but sheer adoration all just for me - and I never had to earn it.

Love to me had always been a painful thing, something I had to fight tooth and nail for, and even when it was all "good", there still was a terrifying feeling that at any second it'd be ripped from me. I felt this way towards everyone, whether family, friends, or past partners, love always was a double edged sword to me. But something, some inexplicable thing, about Gustave completely disarmed me. To this very day, there is only an extreme select few who I truly feel safe with, and he's the top of that very list. With him, love no longer felt like I was being flayed alive, it was very much the opposite.

Words escape me whenever I attempt to describe what Gustave is to me, what I feel for him and vice versa, but the best way I can put it is simply this - he is my home. The epicenter of safety, care, love, belonging, and so, so much more, he is what love is to me, plain and simple. Though I do also have two other f/os I am married to, Gustave is truly who I see as my husband, my life partner, my lover, my other half. I still hesitate on calling myself ficto, but I know regardless of what labels I find myself under, the love we have for each other is raw, deep, serious, and real. No matter what time has in store for us, where we may go or what we may become, I am always 100% certain that we will always be at each other's side.

To share another year with Gustave in any form is an utter gift, no matter what. This last year was a tough one for us, between me needing some heavy surgery, Gustave getting hurt himself, and us moving over 1,000 miles from where I spent most of my childhood, it has been full of roadblocks - but not a single one could tear us apart. It is nothing short of a privilege to me to call myself Gus' spouse, to be able to love him so up close and personally and to be there for him through it all, there is not a single other soul I could ever bare my own to, as we truly are made of the same stardust <3

My angel is 40 now! We've had a relatively quiet and personal day to celebrate, Gustave has never been one for over the top flashiness or even large-scale celebration, but that doesn't mean I haven't been showering him with the utmost love and affection :)c Life is a strange, complex thing that is completely unpredictable, and though there will undoubtedly be hardships in the future, nothing can wipe me off the face of this planet as long as I get to spend each moment here with my Gustave 💙

[number1villainstan]

Ok you’ve mentioned before that you think everyone in the Hassaikai is autistic (except for Rappa who’s ADHD, rip Tengai) so do you have headcannons on special interests, stims and such for everyone? If so can we hear the ones you have?

A lot of the 8pods are actually AuDHD, so let's sort them out:

Autism only: Chisaki, Tengai, Tabe, Hojo, Nemoto, Katsukame, Irinaka

ADHD only: Rappa (rip)

Both: Kurono, Setsuno, Sakaki

You mentioned comfort items in a different ask, but I have very few headcanons for that--most of what I have are headcanons for special interests, so that's most of what you'll get lol.

Chisaki Kai: Special interest is definitely anatomy/biochemistry, and it's lasted basically since he had the means to start learning about it. So--years. As for stims--he likes having something to chew. This oftentimes conflicts with the mysophobia--he can't just put something in his mouth, but once he's chewing on something he doesn't exactly want to stop. He also likes running his fingers through the fur of his coat. Sometimes he carries Irinaka around in plushie form because he needs something soft to carry and he knows that since it's Uncle Joi nobody can say a damn thing about it. Lots of tactile stims for Kai, although he may also use music as a stim sometimes, just put in some earbuds and listen to a specific song on repeat for hours. He does not do well when overstimulated, too, and hates overhead lights.

Kurono Hari: Special interest would be mechanical stuff and engineering--the lab that's featured in canon? He fucking built most of it while in the grip of a series of the unholy offspring of special interest and hyperfixation. He likes to play with gears and springs and pieces of metal that Kai often Overhauls into specific shapes for him (like joints and things). He also often has Kai weld together pieces of metal using Overhaul. He has a lot of motion stims, probably tends to get up and move around a lot, especially when he needs to think. He didn't do so well in school for this exact reason. Like Kai, he also likes to carry Uncle Joi around in plushie form.

Irinaka Joi: I don't have any specific stims in mind for him, but I do think he likes being in plushie mode in part because of species dysphoria but also because lights/sounds/All The Stimulation is blunted and lessened somewhat, and because plushie mode doesn't feel pain unless you handle it really roughly. (That's part of why he lets his nephews carry him around, because he's hard to hurt in that form and because they often really need it.) It's easy to imagine that he gets overstimulated really easily, or that he's photosensitive when in human form.

Nemoto Shin: Special interest is definitely psychology and sociology--he's very interested in learning how humans think and behave, in part because he needed to know stuff like that to survive as a teenager/young adult bouncing between gangs and living off of the money he got from conning people. That knowledge of psychology is really helpful as the leader of the Precepts as well. He also suppressed a lot of his stims during this time, and is still rediscovering them.

Sakaki Deidoro: I like to think that his special interest is linguistics. He knows several languages and often talks with Nemoto about the intersection of language and psychology. Possibly he stims with the fur on his vest the same way Kai stims with the fur on his jacket. He also likes the feeling of someone playing with his hair, but obviously only a select few are allowed to.

Setsuno Touya: His special interest is history. He can talk about various periods that he's studied for hours, and often goes looking for primary sources to confirm what secondary ones are saying. Recently he's been looking into the history of the yakuza. Like Kurono, he has trouble paying attention/absorbing information that he's not super interested in when he's sitting still, so he tends to fidget a lot and has developed some motion stims.

Hojo Yu: I said geology once for his special interest and I'm sticking with it.

Tabe: I don't have any specific special interest for him. I think he likes chewing on things too, when the hunger from his Quirk is more manageable. (Kai actually created some nontoxic very slowly dissolving pill-like-things that can last for a few hours in Tabe's gut to alleviate that hunger.)

Katsukame Rikiya: I'm stealing your headcanons for this guy--dogs, gorillas, and foxes.

Rappa Kendo: I decided that he liked bugs as a kid so now he likes bugs now. Chisaki has yelled at him several times for bringing them inside the compound.

Tengai Hekiji: Since he canonically lived most of his life in a Buddhist monastery, and I headcanon him as somewhere in his early 50s, he probably knows a lot about Buddhism and Buddhist history. You could say his special interest is Buddhism.

[cringywhitedragon]

OC Rambles: Team Rapture Admins and the boss

(Me casually hyperfixating on my fanregion stuff again, sorry for the Pokémon Uranium crossover spam but here’s the basic rundown of Team Rapture’s upper admins and the boss that nobody asked for)

The Team is run by a total of 5 major figureheads, including the Boss himself at the top. The four directly below consist of the organization’s four Admins. Each of them are in charge of a specific function. Similarly to that of the Boss, all 5 of them use code names derived from elements on the Periodic Table (Which is also where most of them get their names from) as well as having their own respective “Hazard/Field Suits” which are derivatives of the Boss’s “RAPTURES Suit (Same goes for the Grunt’s alternate field suits which I’ll explain these more in depth in another post)

“Ir” : (Real name: Dr. Irrian) Team Rapture’s medical officer. He’s responsible for making sure that the organization’s members are in tip-top shape. He’s quite skilled when it comes to treating radiation poisoning as well as having some knowledge on cybernetics as well.

Irrian is best described as a big dork but can be serious when the matter calls for. Namely he’s rather concerned for his boss and fears that he may be pushing himself too hard.

His Ace Pokémon is a Miasmedic.

“Md” : (Real name: Mendel) The IT guy of the group. Mendel’s main job is to make sure that the group’s technology is functioning properly.

He’s a bit of a prankster and good friends with Ruth. It’s not uncommon that his fellow admins find themselves being victims of his pranks, but they are all in good fun.

His Ace Pokémon is a Haagross

“Rf”: (Real name: Rutherford “Ruth”) The maintenance man. While seemingly intimidating on the outside, Ruth in reality is a pretty jovial guy once you get to know him.

He’s good friends with Ruth and the two often pull pranks around base. Their favorite target is Irrian.

His Ace Pokémon is a Luchabra

“Bk” : (Real name: Berkeley “Berks”) Head of security and the Boss’s “Right hand woman”. She can be quite aggressive and ruthless when it comes to battling, espically towards any adversaries who may get in the group’s way.

Yet despite that, Berks cares greatly about her fellow subordinates and like most of Team Rapture, views the group as one big happy family.

It’s well known that her and “R” have a romantic interest in each other and it’s one of the few times a few grunts and Admins have described seeing the Boss “Truly be at ease around her.”

Her Ace Pokémon is a Beliaddon.

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“R” (Real name: Rayman “Rames” Larkspur): The leader of Team Rapture. The enigmatic and mysterious head of the organization who is almost never seen without his suit on.

His real name is Rayman Larkspur, the biological son of Professor Larkspur whom only planned to use him as a tool to further his own goals and was later left for dead at Plant Epsilon during the meltdown after the former grew suspicious about his plans.

Driven by a desire of revenge for how he was treated as well as what happened to Dr. Lucile, whom he sort of grew to see as a mother figure. R will stop at nothing if it means to track down Larkspur and dispose of him for good, even resulting to tracking down certain groups whom the former had “debts with” through the use of intimidation tactics. He has also made a promise to help Lucile, “perfect what they had created.”.

Despite his outward behaviors and the fact he can be terrifying when mad, deep down Rayman does have good intentions. He wants to find a way to better the world and hates seeing innocent people suffer (Namely by finding a way to properly de-contaminate irratied areas and convince Tandor to switch to a cleaner power source as he’s seen just how dangerous Nuclear Power can be, these two being the main reasons he formed Rapture as a research organization. The Larkspur and Evil Tram hunting is more of a secondary goal.) He’s extremely slow to trust people and often comes off as cold and calculating but will relax around those he feels safe with (Such as Team Rapture, whom he views as pretty much his family).

Rames does struggle with some health issues, many of which were made worse by the Plant Epsilon incident and the main reason his body has a ton of experimental implants in it, curtesy of a “Good friend from Dranowa.” But even then, if he pushes himself it can lead to problems.

His Ace Pokémon is a Nulceon named Pierre and specializes in Nuclear Type Pokémon.

(Aka Rapture is just one giant dysfunctional family of goobers who happen to scare the crap out of whomever gets on their bad side (Namely Team Rocket or Cypher whom are their main targets))

[28turnips-in-a-trenchcoat]

hello! do you have any more reaper x sejanus thoughts?

Yes, yes I do.

Disclaimers: 1. I still haven’t read or watched any of the hunger games so I will likely be inaccurate but I’m trying, I’m too deep in to see the movie now this is just how I role. 2. When I’m thinking about things I never write them down so this is bits and pieces of my ideas for these two

Okay so I think about this pairing in a few different contexts. The single thing I started writing was in the idea that Felix had basically near-death talked his father out of running the 10th games because he unintentionally got emotionally attached to Dill. That’s another thing. But all the tributes were kept in the capitol with their mentors but with the arena incident a good few mentors and tributes were dead so some had to be mixed up. Clemensia isn’t dead, neither is Marcus but he escaped because I refuse to kill him, but she is really sick with the snakes and the bombing just made it worse so she can’t really take charge of her tribute so they just kind of shirk him off on Sejanus. It continues on from there with Reaper being really angry and hostile (as he deserves to be) and Sejanus trying desperately to explain that he is on Reaper’s side. Blah blah blah I never got to romance part because I’m bad at writing romance.

I really just like both characters a lot so I shoved them together but I think it works nicely. Maybe I’ll actually write something and post it but that’s all I’ve got for now.

[the-hydra-sys]

Serpent Hill - Frequent Fronters

Most frequent fronters above the cut, less frequent ones below!

Echo - 🦊

Echo is our primary gatekeeper. They ageslide very frequently, but typically stay in the range of a middle. They use they/them and identify as nonbinary and aroace. They adore foxes, and the colour green. Sometimes, even just seeing a picture of a fox is enough to get them into co-front. They love chaos and pranks, and have a secondary role as a chaos holder. They hold a lot of our ADHD too. They also have a habit of befriending absolutely everyone they come across.

Crimson - ♦️

Crimson is Echo's symbiote & protector, and we classify the two as a subsystem. Crimson doesn't identify as a person, but doesn't really mind if you classify him as one. He rarely talks, and typically only interacts with people if Echo is in trouble. His pronouns are down as "he/him + any."

Void - 💜

Void is our primary protector. Xe's known for his loyalty to his family and xeir aggression to anyone who threatens it. Xe can be very cold at times, and typically refrains from interacting with people. He uses he/xe pronouns and identifies as gay (nwlnw). He likes purple and hoodies. You probably won't see many posts from him, but you may see posts about xem.

Lexi - ✨

Lexi is Void's sister, and a very cheerful & happy-go-lucky albeit mildly chaotic alter. She's known as the token lesbian of our system (despite not being the only lesbian) and she's pretty flirtatious. She uses she/xe but doesn't really care - as long as it's not masculine, she'll roll with it. She doesn't have a gender identity label, but she aligns with a feminine gender. Xe likes orangey-gold colours, guitars and sunsets.

Michael - 🧪 or 🥼

Michael J Davis is an immortal scientist, frozen at a physical age of around 28. His mental age is closer to roughly 80 billion, and he's travelled all around the universe in his source. He adores science, and loves tinkering with the science and magic of headspace, breaking laws of physics that wouldn't be possible in the real world and creating new (and usually a little deadly) machines. He's brothers with Clara and has a whole host of kids. He's associated with the colour blue, and he'll probably offhandedly mention the craziest source memories and/or the weirdest advice ever that you've never heard before.

Kaz - 🪼

Kaz is an idiot /pos with a tendency to get in trouble. He's 19ish, and very gay. He's a semihuman, and he likes cyan. Officially, he uses "he/she/they/xe/it/zyr/blyss," but unofficially he likes it when people get creative. When referred to by pronouns that aren't he, it can stop him in his tracks for a second because he's not used to it, but he really doesn't care about what pronouns people use all that much. He'll probably post about his boyfriend, so be warned. /lh. He's also siblings with Void, Lexi, Hayden Jr, and the rest of that family.

Angel Dust - 🌸

Heya toots, I'm Angel. Fictive of Angel Dust from Hazbin Hotel, we hyperfixated a lil too hard. I'm pretty source connected and I like sourcemates, but if you're a source connected V then I ain't talkin to ya, sorry. If ya ain't source connected it really depends.

Clara - 🩺

Clara is a lovely, albeit terrifying, lady. She's a doctor and spends most of her time in the medbay, healing people. She's an adoptive mother to Void and Lexi, as well as over 20 other kids. She's a caretaker but can quickly turn more ferocious than any protector if a child is being threatened. She has a strong eastern european accent (most likely derived from the body's parents) and takes on a motherly, caring role. She identifies with she/hyr pronouns and is somewhere on the aroace spectrum. She likes faded dark blue colours, and also happens to be Michael's non-biological little sister.

Nick - 🎗️

Nick is Michael's lab partner (..they're gay.) and he spends most of his time in the lab. He has amateur fire powers and is fireproof to an extent. Originally, he's a hero!Sapnap fictive from one of those vigilante AUs, but he's very source seperated. He uses most masculine and androgynous pronouns, and likes when people try out new neos for him. He likes the colour orange and he's around 30 years old.

Celskar - 🫧

Celskar uses any pronouns, and he likes neopronouns. He and Michael are queer. He likes shimmering colours, and his favourite is a shimmery purpley-silvery-blue. I'm not putting too much about him here as he's very source-connected and I don't want to put stuff about his source without consent.

Orion - 🪽

Orion uses he/xe/other pronouns, and is associated with pale orangey-yellow colours. He's a self-branded fuckboy, and flirts with almost every alter in our system above the age of like 20. He's a mortal turned immortal, and his physical age is somewhere in the mid 20s. While he can come off pretty strong, he does respect boundaries and will stop flirting with someone if they tell him to. He has desaturated blue hair and gold eyes.

Hayden Jr - 💠

Hayden Jr is the host of a subsystem and the younger brother of Void and Lexi. They're genderqueer and on the aroace spectrum. They like blues and greens, but when picking a colour they tend to lean towards light blues.

Fran - 🦌

Fran is an absolute sweetheart. They're genderfluid, and in their mid 30s. They have a sanctuary-like area and take care of all littles without parents. They often help Clara with her kids as she typically has her hands full at the medbay anyway. They like dark forest greens, and they're a semihuman alter. They have large antlers with flowers blooming from them and large fluffy ears. They are sometimes a satyr and sometimes have human legs, it fluctuates and they've been seen with both.

Sior - 🐺

Sior is our secondary gatekeeper and an absolute sweetheart. He uses he/they/xe. He's a teenager, and he has a heart made of gold. He's part wolf, part weird-bird-thing, and part human. He will not shut up about the wolf side. /lh. He rambles a lot and often gets sidetracked - probably due to his role as a holder of our ADHD. He has an innersys boyfriend, Zack, and the two spend a lot of time together. He's also the son of Celskar and Mateo, but you probably won't hear much about Mateo as he rarely fronts.

Zack - 🛡️

Zack is pretty much the polar opposite of Sior - quiet, focused, and pretty introverted. He loves art and values his alone time just as much as his time with people, though he often lets Sior intrude on both. He usually takes co when Sior's fronting to make sure he doesn't get himself into any trouble. He's the son of Harry D, and the two can often be found playing cards or chess in their common area's lounge.

Katris - 🪄

Katris is the most powerful magic user in our system. He's also 15. One of Michael's kids, Katris is adept at magic and can often do complicated spells that fix things others didn't even know could be fixed. Michael often allows him to help around the lab, and sometimes he can be found helping Clara in the medbay. Now and then, Michael and him can be found watching movies or training together. Katris uses he/they pronouns and is on the aroace spectrum.

Charlie - 🐏

Charlie is a "weird goat - fairy - thing." His pronouns are "he/him but funky," and everything else about him is pretty much just as odd. He improv-swears when stressed and tends to be on the anxious side. He's very gay for his boyfriend(?) and he gets hyper easily. He's on the younger side, around 16 or 17, and he's associated with dark maroon colours.

Lacey - 📋

Lacey is pretty serious, and tends to seem strict. She wears her hair up and has dark glasses as well as a black mask. She's often found hanging around Kaz and Charlie. She uses non-masculine pronouns.

Davina - 💎

Davina's genderfluid, but typically aligns with femme genders. When talking about her and not knowing which gender she currently is, she prefers people use she/they. She's twins with Devin, though he's technically older by a day since she was born just after midnight - a fact he always holds over her. She's very kind and caring in general.

Elliot / Dream - 🟢

Elliot is a fictive from the series Since I Saw Vienna (I'll put down my roots when I'm dead & sequels). He is not c!Dream, or cc!Dream, do not treat him as such. He's decently source connected and doesn't mind talking with sourcemates. He's brothers with our Aftershock fictive and friendly with our Vincent fictive (both from the same source). He fronts now and then but typically prefers to mask as other alters or leave himself down as blurry or anon.

Vincent - 🎶

Vincent is a fictive form the same source as Elliot. He's Aftershock's dad, and the two are very close. He uses he/him pronouns but doesn't mind if people use they for him. He's a protector and takes care of people who aren't able to take care of themselves. He's very dad-like and gets overprotective easily. He's in his 30s.

Vi - 🧤

Vi doesn't front much, but she's still around a lot, and people probably will mention her. She's a fictive from Arcane, and while she has a lot of source memories she isn't super connected to it. She's dating our Caitlyn fictive from the same source, and she helps Clara out around the medbay a lot. She uses she/xe pronouns, and is okay with sourcetalk, but asks you don't presume she's exactly like source - she isn't. She doesn't like talking to source-connected Silco introjects, but if they aren't source connected then she's completely fine with them.

Technoblade - 👑

Technoblade uses he/him pronouns. He doesn't front much, but he's very protective over his little sibling (Echo). He's a fictive from an antarctic empire fic, and is really close with a Phil from the same fic.

There are a lot more, but if any others start fronting more frequently I'll edit this and add them! - Echo

[lucky-clover-gazette]

things that happen in original wip:

- a massive corporation five seconds from overthrowing the emergency government (the corporation caused the emergency) is defeated by a not-tiktok-but-obviously-tiktok trend

- the main character fights and kills a corrupted monster version of herself from another timeline in the first chapter. this monster also kills the secondary main character, whose disembodied soul lives inside the main character’s iphone for the first act. the main character works retail and was literally just trying to close the store two minutes early

- they defeat the final boss, who is the actual boss (ceo) of the evil corporation turned into a big scary monster, by hitting it with a car

- online community of hyperfixated nerds who edit a wiki about the overworld for fun serve as integral sources of information and plot development

- the premise is transparently a metaphor for graduating college/being in your early 20’s during the pandemic. also losing interest in passions from adolescence bc of capitalism and depression and failure and grief

- main character keeps doing damage to herself with bombs, bc the entire thing is very zelda tropey and i strive for realism

- that super cringe oc you made with your bestie at 14 years old is real and she “died” for your sins (the sins are hers. she’s not real. she’s not dead. you made her real. you let her die. she’s your friend, and she’s not gone, but neither of you know it. you betray each other at the end of the second act. she dies at the end. you ride off into the sunset together. it’s complicated)

- there’s a big worm monster in the desert section, naturally. it’s your transmasc online friend and he is saved by his own need to correct people who are wrong about his big worm monster hyperfixation. i’m obsessed with this minor character. i just need to mention him whenever possible

- imagine the health potions from zelda are sold like monster energy drinks and also responsible for mass terror and death but everyone is too busy doomscrolling to figure it out. that’s fucked up

- heroic influencers exist and they fight ar monsters (think pokémon go) on instagram live bc no one is allowed to go outside and fight real monsters anymore

- the two main characters are so in love it transcends memory and physical form. i am still not sure if i will make them kiss

- your overbearing pretentious conservative-leaning 11th grade ap lang teacher who definitely clocked your undiagnosed adhd, the weirdly professional and mysterious thirty-something running your preferred fandom discord, the ceo of an evil corporation trying to control the world, and botw dark beast ganon are all one character. she is betrayed and destroyed by your best friend, the brilliant young person she once groomed and manipulated into dooming the world. you kind of take a back seat for that one

[worldsfinestknights]

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Currently, the muse list is: Bruce Wayne (Primary); Barbara Gordon (Primary); Terry McGinnis (Primary); Dick Grayson (Secondary); Clark Kent (Secondary); Diana Prince (Secondary); Jim Gordon (Tertiary); Lois Lane (Tertiary); Black Orchid (Tertiary). Each of these links goes to their tumblr page for their muse bio.

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I am primarily inspired by the Animated Series universe (Batman: The Animated Series; Superman: The Animated Series; The New Batman Adventures; Justice League; Justice League Unlimited; Batman Beyond).

I do pull in other sources for inspiration and to expand upon my own headcanons and interpretations. I do not know the comics, though I am currently reading the World's Finest run. I am through issues 1-5: The Devil Nezha.

Also, please note that any dates on this blog ARE flexible to allow for better interactions; it is more to help keep things organized and cohesive!

Due to my own small niche, this will include a lot of headcanons and such about the other characters in the larger universe as well; expect an NPCs area on this blog!

I do work full time, Monday-Friday 8am-5pm. I am also a graduate student studying for my MA in English. This is not my only rp blog.

So, that's to say, this blog is permanently slow/low activity. I don't always have the spoons for rp, and if you want someone who's fast, I'm not your girl. But I am a hyperfixating nerd who loves these characters.

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[gummiix]

You guys know that magical moment when you get into a new thing and you can FEEL the hyperfixation forming in your mind and the brain pathway connections connection-ing but… you’re scared to go on because then what if New Thing takes over and the Old Thing that was your source of joy for sooo long becomes secondary, or suddenly not as powerful. Like I don’t wanna lose the unique connection I had with that Old Thing yk?

[theuntouchedandundead]

mha alter pack? hyperfixation is going crazy rn...............

ALTER_003:

BASIC_INFO:

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Name(s): Eijiro Kirishima, Kirishima, Kiri

Pronouns: he/him

Age: 16

Species: human

Gender(s): trans man

Sexuality: bisexual

SYSTEM_INFO:

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Sources: My Hero Academia

Role: physical protector

front triggers(pos and neg): source, sharks, people he finds attractive, transphobia, homophobia, sexism, bullying

PERSONALITY_:

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MBTI type: ESFJ

negative traits: fierce, can appear scary or over confident, over energetic, not afraid to hurt people who bully the system

positive traits: excitable, energetic, positive, protective

core values: respect, "manliness" (his own defined version of manliness, it simply refers to being a good, supportive, respectful person)

secondary value: friendships/relationships

RADQUEER_INFO:

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TransIDS: transgender, permateen (16)

CisIDS: ADHD

Paras: noneee

EXTRAS_:

emoji signoff: -🦈 or -Kiri

aesthetic/vibe: soft boy shark loving trans masc who is able to pass as a cis man to many people

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