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deltasaviorthemaker · 1 year ago
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Als'w xlex mr xli amrhsa?
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panickedposts · 6 months ago
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watchingwisteria · 2 years ago
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listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded mfer happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.
#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know#im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie#or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them#snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow!#but then shes gone…. for a while……#and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book#that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss#the hunger games#coriolanus snow#tbosas#lucy gray baird#not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration#but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause#like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not.#snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time#he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets#and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets#he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved#but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall#he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires
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stubz · 1 month ago
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"Alright, you're resume looks good. I see that you graduated top of your class, re-wrote your professor's youngling theory, and are writing a paper about youngling development with an emphasis on humans."
"Yes, I am so very eager to add my experience working here to my paper!" grinned the ledintit, their mandibles clicking together in excitement.
"Well we look forward to having you but given your background we need to conduct a final test."
"I am most certain I will not pass your test but set a new record for it!" they took out a pen and began to clear the interview table.
"Oh, this isn't a written test-"
"Field test? Of course, shall I show you the theory I re-wrote in practice? Wait, what's the situation? Injured youngling? Teaching? Academy or wisdom?"
"Vibe check." the human smiled.
"...what is a v-eye-bub check?"
"It's simple really. Max? Send them in." the door opens and in walks two younglings. "This is Oscar, human, and Anwred ... well we forget what he is but he's part wilko." the two little one's peer up at the ledintit curiously and shyly. "Now, the test is to approach them. Introduce yourself and try to talk to them."
"...that's it?"
"That's is." nods the human.
"No theories? No scenario? Just introduction? ...very well." sighs the alien getting up and walking towards them.
"Ahem, I am Bex, how do you do?"
"..." "..."
"...I am a graduated student of the coalition's teaching program, specifically from the youngling program. I will soon be your new teacher, how does that make you feel?"
"..." "..."
"Speechless? I have that effect on many. Perhaps you would like to tell me what you are learning? Writing? Reading? Perhaps you have a favorite story, I had a favorite story growing up. I could read it to you if you have it in your classroom." the adult smiled at them.
"..." "..."
"They do speak yes? ...listen, it is not polite to not answer. Here, come, let me get a better look at you-"
"NoOoo..." whines Anwred scooting closer to Oscar. "...dun ike..."
"...I beg your pardon?"
"Anwred doesn't like to be grabbed...he's little. He's only three." the little human holds up three fingers. "And...and I like spider-man."
"Spider...man...I'm afraid I don't know that one-"
"He's a superhero and is really strong! Can you tell me a spider-man story?"
"I repeat, I don't know that story-"
"Can he be fighting the Rhino! Oh, oh and Benom! And Batman helps him!"
"I don't know spider-man!" the ledintit hisses, mandibles chattering. "...ahem...I am afraid I do not know him."
The younglings stare at the adult and the adult stares back. For a moment is all quiet before Anwred huffs, sneezes, and then huffs again.
"Go!" the little wilko mix whines scooting back behind Oscar again.
"I beg your pardon??"
"Anwred doesn't like you...teacher. Miss Kim. Can you tell us a spider-man story? And then ninja turtles after! Anwred you like ninja turtles right?"
"Ye! I ike owrange." the youngling wags his tail.
"Mikey is the orange one. Anwred likes him."
"I am aware." nods the human adult. "And mister Max will tell you one because right now I need to talk to Bex, okay?" she motions for her co-worker to open the door for the two children.
"Aw, okay. Come on Anwred." the younglings leave the room.
"...did I fail the vibe check?" sheepishly asked Bex.
"Unfortunately you did." Kim nodded with an apologetic smile.
"...I didn't mean to come off as hostile to them." they drooped sadly.
"Oh you weren't I would have shut it down if you were. It wasn't hostility that they sensed, it was...whether or not you're teacher material."
"I had no idea humans could do such a thing."
"And wilkos, Anwred sensed it too. I think its a youngling thing."
"Wilkos sense hostility, I studied them in my studies-but he wasn't acting hostile...perhaps it's a side effect of being partially raised by humans?" chattered the ledintit.
"Oh we're not raising him-!"
"Human caregivers, human pack members, human media-oh I must add this to my paper! The impact of human culture in other species' upbringings! Good bye miss Kim, thank you for this breakthrough!" and with that Bex was racing out the door.
"...your welcome? ...next interviewee!"
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nixonnewjersey · 10 months ago
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In October 1944, Dick wrote a letter to one of the wounded men, 2nd Lt. Charles Hudson, and ended it with, "Love and kisses"
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Relatives of Hudson wrote to Dick in 2001 and sent him a copy of his 1944 letter
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(Source: The Richard D. Winters Collection, Box 8, the U.S. Army Military History Institute, Carlisle Barracks, Pennsylvania.)
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trappedinafantasy37 · 7 months ago
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POV: Evil murder kitten tries to evil murder you in your sleep. She's desperate for a reason not to evil murder you because she does not want to.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#minthara baenre#evil murder kitten#i know i've posted this one before#but i just can't get over how cute and adorable she is right here - she really looks like a startled cat#regardless of whether you sleep with her or not#the prism still temporarily broke her connection to the absolute and then returned it to her right when she was about to kill you#and it sparked an immediate crisis of faith because everything about that night is all wrong - except for you#you having no connection to the absolute causes her to doubt the extent of the absolute's control#but she also begins to question the absolute as she found peace in the silence - peace in the absolute *not* controlling her for once#even with the absolute having returned to her - she still wants a reason *not* to kill you#in that moment she clocked you as a potential enemy of the absolute and by her oath - she would be obligated to kill you#which is why the only reason you can get her to stand down is by proving to her that you are not an enemy#and it is pretty easy to convince her that you're not an enemy because she is that desperate for any excuse from you#minthara is not the kind of person who would back off and run from a fight - and is definitely not spooked about assassinations#and she most certainly has stabbed someone in their sleep before and has killed a lover#but she does not like to engage in fights that she does not think are necessary nor to kill those she does not have a reason to kill#the fact that she pulled away when you caught her and she didn't immediately escalate the conflict into a full fight#is a pretty big indication that she has some pretty extreme doubts about the absolute - and *she* does not see you as an enemy
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itspileofgoodthings · 16 days ago
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did you guys know that my next year’s roster for my world lit class was so over-full that I had the scheduler come to me and be like “you have to help me decide who’s getting into your class because every time I cut someone I get an email protesting vigorously but there just isn’t room for them all”
#teaching tag#lol#this is a BLATANT flex but it’s been a week from hell so I am indulging#shrug#it’s a combination of the fact that I am not AP#and the course material is a little easier#but also. they want the Experience. and the Joy.#and that makes me happy#does it baffle my principal? who frankly doesn’t get it? lol yes#it’s because I have many layers and people who are not my students (or followers on tumblr)#do not get to see the deepest layer of me caring about literature and speaking passionately on it#and when the kids do see it they want to be a part of it for as long as they can#(not all of them) (lol)#it’s funny because I can tell the principal knows that it isn’t just because I am ‘easy’ or even just ‘fun’ that there’s some other draw#but being a man of no imagination or sensitivity he sees nothing extraordinary in me by any measure#and he stays baffled!#anyway. Will this cause problems down the line for me#undoubtedly#because actually it’s not a power that is going away#and it’s not just accidental buzz. it’s baked into who I am as a teacher. and it only increases as I learn how to use my powers better#and people who are not in the class will stay not understanding#anyways. I’m allowed to say all of this because I can be honest about the fact that in a way (in a way)#this doesn’t make my job any easier#I mean it does. because there is a lot they are willing to do for me.#but the job stays frustrating and is fraught with many dangers#and because I will not run a cult of personality (despite this post) it requires so much work from me
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siren-of-fire · 13 days ago
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Got reminded of what Pili 2 once said after the conversation Ace had with Pangi. Just something about how Pili knows or can sense that he might be getting manipulated or used but he himself wants to fall for it and play dumb. His feelings are strong enough to forget the harmful intentions of simply being a pawn in the game and the other person not reciprocating what he himself wants, despite knowing he doens't stop those feelings.
This is why I consider him as someone who always has the most strongest feelings in every relationship he has. Some might say Mocha left Pangi but there was obviously more to that story. Even the whole deal of pushing him away was protect him. And there are a whole lot of other instances where he held back from being selfish, doing what he really wanted to do because of his feelings towards other people (Zam, Foolish and now Pangi).
Pili has kinda been someone who bottles up and just lets himself spiral on his own, at some level he also doens't wish to inconvenience other people by telling things that are really bothering him. But can't blame that liitle guy either because when he did tell things like that one time he told Zam about how rudely Ros had spoken to him what came to him in return was well..not great or ideal. And now it's him with Pangi and trying his best to not be selfish because the person he has feelings for has eyes for someone else. Seeing a pattern here-
"I can be selfish and not do kills like rest of my faction but I am gonna shoulder that responsibility"
"I don't want this person to get hurt because of me so I am gonna push them away"
"Don't want to let someone else take a bullet for me because don't want them to get hurt. I can take it because i can't die but they can't"
"i am gonna hold back (from spreading corruption) and be nice because of this person"
"I am not gonna spread corruption in ice castle and yellow castle because they don't deserve it"
"I am not gonna manipulate someone to be in my team despite the fact that I am alone and could use help and power. I am gonna let them decide if they want to align with me or not. I am looking for willing teammates"
"I have feelings for him and want him for myself alone but i can't be selfish. If a promise with me might be making him lose friends then I am just gonna free him from that, he can lose me"
And you would think this was where the list ended but no there is so much, like genuinely so much more I can add where him being even slightly more selfish would have helped him but he didn't. He isn't innocent but when it comes to feelings he can't help himself from doing things that he probably shouldn't do.
In a way he reminds me of Foolish, just falling headfirst into things and letting the winds stear him in directions rather then worrying about what the intentions are and what might be the consequence. If Ros was rude he thinks about leaving yellow, if Owen might be using him for his plans he says he would let himself get willingy manipulated and despite knowing Pangi doesn't share the feelings he had towards him he doesn't stop. He just let those feelings be used and is willing enough to play dumb because of those feelings. But maybe that's just part of "time being a cruel friend", you can't get hurt either way, the word danger or betrayel or grudges has no room to exist when time is infinite, the best thing you can do is let those feelings flow until the other person is no longer around you.
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antimasculist · 1 year ago
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as a cis butch lesbian the way people talk about trans women on this site is uncomfortably familiar, and extremely telling - so many people who tout themselves as gender rebels or queer activists still view trans women as inherently more masculine than cis women. the femmiest trans girl youve seen in your life will still get the same "step on me mommy" treatment that so many cis butch lesbians are subjected to, just because shes trans. even in allegedly progressive queer spaces, women cannot escape violent sexual objectification, yet we are expected to ignore it and pretend everything is fine so we dont upset "solidarity" with the people (often men lets be real, trans or otherwise) who are hurting us and dehumanizing us, WHILE solidarity between different groups of queer women remains weak. divided we are vulnerable, only through solidarity and love and mutual respect can we protect and uplift each other.
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mwagneto · 3 months ago
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hey i found a super easy way to level up stealth in kcd2, just find a bandit or two that are walking on the road at night (there's 2 really strong ones at rocktower pond) and crouchwalk behind them until they walk off the map, i went from level 5 up to level 30 in like half an hour max, it's CRAZY effective
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hauntingsunshine14 · 11 months ago
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summer olympics 2028 in a universe with no exy we have:
star gymnast neil josten
heavyweight champion andrew minyard
tennis pro kevin day
rugby goddess allison reynolds
d pole laxer matt boyd
marathon swimmer renee walker
volleyball libero aaron minyard
hockey forward dan wilds
synchronized diver nicky hemmick
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thebctman · 4 months ago
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I gotta say I absolutely love the inclusion of everyday New Yorkers in those mini interviews in Daredevil: Born Again because it feels like I’m in the city verbatim.
As a New Yorker, I’ve heard these sentiments line for line. Specifically the lady at 33:38 perfectly expressed a commonly heard thought. It kinda felt like a gut punch with how accurate it was to how people feel like the city’s accountability has gone down especially in long time situations such as the subway for example.
People are scared and when people are tired of being scared, it allows sentiments to rise, dangerous and non and the show has very accurately depicted this so far with all the variety of opinions they’ve highlighted.
The way Fisk was highlighted was an absolute representation of real life and what causes some men to rise to power and I’m very impressed with the show and man I can’t wait for next week.
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in-tua-deep · 5 months ago
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I am once again tentatively working towards my goal of making womble into a therapy cat
We have been working on desensitization bc he is friendly and darling and great on leash and harness but is also a bit of a fraidy cat at time
In the past week we went from “what is that CONTRAPTION I need to be six feet away peeking at it around a corner” (bc he is fraidy but also curious) to “oh I will let you put me in the contraption so you can feed me treats and love me” to “oh we can take jaunty little rides around the kitchen in the contraption for short periods!”
Meanwhile child is jealous and I will walk into the kitchen to find her already nestled into it looking at me like “what likes it’s hard?”
and now they are staging mini competitions over who gets to be in the stroller that has caused at least one tipping incident
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halfbaked00q · 2 months ago
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OH YEAH. okay one thing I DO want to talk about from Skyfall. That I think we should be talking about more. is the "he went into the priest hole for TWO (2) DAYS" thing.
I had like. known that was A Thing, but ig didn't see or forgot what it looked like. but the first look at it I was like. whoa. this is.... how do I say. like there's something visceral and primal and primitive about it just being bare rock. and I made a comment about how insane that is, and esp seeing the mine/cave-like rock and the thought of TWO DAYS down there.. that it's sth "like returning to some sort of primordial earthly womb (tomb)"
but then later they showed that the priest hole is NOT just like a bolthole. but a whole-ass tunnel system!!! EXTRA wild! what was Bond doing down there? WHERE exactly was he in the priest hold then? Was he hunkered down in some corner? Was he wandering around the caves like some sort of primordial spectre.
also there's something interesting/cool about it being like. seemed like it was just going to be a bolthole, and then they revealed it was this whole-ass tunnel system. Skyfall has a lot of maze/hidden/hiding symbolism, and there's something interesting about there being this, like. hidden earthly labyrinth at the heart/hearth/underneath Skyfall.
also the idea of baby Bond wandering a stone labyrinth under the very bones of his ancestral home after the death of his parents... and the whole when he came out he wasn't a boy anymore or whatever it was exactly Kincade said.... hmmm......... Minotaur? Minotaur vibes perhaps? I think there is something here- I think there's something to be said about hidden monstrosity/adversity bringing out monstrosity in us, plus the whole nature/nurture question of like, Bond and HIS "nature," was he born brutal or was he made brutal
(by his career, by his forging as a 00 agent, by M's machinations-- speaking of machinations. but okay god the way she. Manages him... I DO think there's a lot of interesting parts throughout the movies but there was a particular moment in Skyfall when she was like. hunt them down. for Ronson. like ggngng that was like. the emotional equivalent of those loop/stick leashes they use to capture stray dogs.... lowering the loop around his neck and tightening... and then once it's tightened she can move him around cuz it's a stick and not just a rope leash, she can literally physically lead him...) (and also the nature/nurture question of Silva's rats thing)
#halfbaked00q dot edu#Skyfall posting#there's also a lot of interesting things we can analyze here abt the way Bond does or doesn't make eye contact#I think this is one of those 'soul looks like it wandered away from his body' movies#the way he is SO locked in with Severine in that convo... it's soo interesting#and the way he's like. kinda absent/going thru the motions w Moneypenny... until she puts that finger under his chin....#I also do rly like the way they kept it ambiguous if they slept together or not#although it does mean that Doylistically I think that means they shoehorned in the sleeping w Severine thing#cuz that's like. What Bond Should Do (sleep with hot chicks) but it didn't FIT with the previous scene I don't think....#although perhaps there's something interesting to read into like#she's a victim of the sex trade. he's a casualty of the need for sexspionage & 'by any means necessary'#and both of them in that moment were doing 'what they were supposed to' (I almost said what they were told lol. but I mean. ig that's not#wrong either? just like. what they were told. but doylistically)#so yeah I DO think there are interesting things in Skyfall that we could dig into more#that I don't think I've reaaally seen done or maybe done a lot of in fandom#although. you know me. I think the whole digging into the tension/fracture points in Bond's character are soo interesting. and so underdone#I think it's easy to just go with Bond as a whole character but to ME it's like. he has SO many stress points and fractures and#contradictions in his character. and that to me makes it sooo interesting#cuz it's present and it DOES cause tension/problems/trauma/etc#but also he's very like. brutally practical about it lmao! like. *shrug* strap my ribs in and keep walking cuz I gotta#or like. balances the knife edge of his contradictions and threads the needle of Remaining Functional#he's the machine that has been jury-rigged and patched up so many times that it's like. actually DON'T service it cuz you'll just#make it worse... like uhh water heaters that have never been drained - DON'T drain it cuz the limescale is probably what is keeping it#together and if you drain it you may actual reveal corrosion that is only being held together by the build-up#or like the car thing of like. if you've never changed your transmission fluid then the only thing keeping it running is the metal debris#and if you change it then actually it loses that debris that lets it catch and start and then you need a new transmission#sth like that
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specific-dreamer · 18 days ago
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another short piece for @damthosefandoms who has an au where soda and pony are 14 and 11 respectively making it so the curtis parents died when darry turned 18 and the boys are taken away. um i rewatched newsies the other day and crutchies letter got me thinking about soda in this au who sends darry a new letter every week so lo and behold my (shitty) attempt at getting in sodas head ✨
if i don’t return to you [please stay the way you are]
small disclaimer and notes: this is the first of many letters from soda that i will probably (hopefully) write. 2) this is my first time writing for soda and it’s in first person. very scary i know but it wouldn’t have worked in third person. um 3) it’s a handwritten letter so the strike outs are soda scratching out his words bc he wrote in pen 🫶🏽🫶🏽
i think that’s all enjoy under the cut !
hi darry.
how’s it been? how did your chemistry test go? i know before we left you were staying up late studying for it so i hope it went good.
speaking of school we got to skip school this week! can you believe it? we’re only forty minutes away but the government lady social worker lady said she wanted to put us in a new school closer to the foster house. idk if you’re allowed to know this but me and pony are staying at the adders’ house. did you know they had a foster license? i guess the rumors are true you know.
oh this is soda by the way, sodapop.
i know we ain’t supposed to talk to you but the adders said i could take pones to the movie house after school friday. i’m gonna try taking him to see that movie he kept going on about over winter break.
darry i don’t think he’s doing so good. he hasn’t said a word since he was beggin the social worker lady not to take us the other night. and i don’t think he’s eating either and it’s realy bothering the adders. ponyboy keeps getting that far off look in his eyes and the adders keep looking at him like he’s sick or crazy. i’ve tried telling them he’s not crazy but i overheard them whispering about taking pones to a doctor.
he doesn’t need a doctor, dar, he needs to go home. he didn’t even like sleeping at grandmas, he’s never been away from home for a whole week! are you still coming to get us?
sometimes ponyboy climbs into my bed in the middle of the night and just stares at me and after a while he starts crying again.
i like the adders and i think they like me but i think they’re getting tired of ponyboy. you hafta talk to him darry. ms adders keeps calling the social worker lady and i think they want to take him to the boys home but they can’t. they’ll eat him alive in there, you have to do something darry we wanna come back home.
ponyboys throwing stuff at me so i have to go.
love you darry (kinda too late to say happy birthday huh?)
sincerely
sodapop curtis
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gynandromorph · 5 months ago
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It's easy to interpret animals evolving into niches as like. Finding premade holes made just for them. But that isn't accurate. It's like saying an animal is in a burrow it evolved to fit — no, it ripped the ground out to make a hole shaped in its image. They alter the ecological landscape, as part of that landscape. The niche doesn't "exist" until the animal in question evolves into it. Like... Parasites don't evolve to parasitize specific species because THOSE SPECIFIC SPECIES had an available niche, some weakness or special meat others didn't; it's more like a lot of Chance. Things don't evolve x way because they're like water flowing into every available predetermined crevice basically. They evolve because they want to replicate their genes. If they are ABLE to survive and reproduce, they will, even with some stupid limitation like needing to parasitize a different specific parasitoid wasp or whatever because their parents were parasites but there are other parasites competing for the same resources and you happen to have some mutation that allows you to or drives you to target the competitors as the resource instead... It's not perfect, even though it can become incredibly precise when it comes to efficiency and instinct and adaptations to said niche, and so on. It's just what worked. And what didn't work, was culled
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