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drew this in december but i forgotttttt
#asoryu#asry#asoryuu#kazuma asogi#ryunosuke naruhodo#tgaa modern au#my toxic trait is i always get really attached to characters in historical settings and then pluck them out of it and put them in hoodies#(i AM a big big lover of historical dress and technology but also. the blorbies i want them to go to a coffee shop. maybe even play fnaf.)#kazumas outfit is ripped from a classmate of mine who always has the best fits
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jersey maids 🎀💕
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#kaveh#alhaitham#kavetham#genshin impact#food#fanart#myart#doodle#sometimes you gotta draw smth incredibly self-indulgent for your mental and emotional wellbeing LOL#this was a product of me looking into japanese fashion subcultures#the outfit styles are super cute so. i put my beloveds in them#also! this was good food rendering practice hehe#i used a reference for the croissant but the coffee was all me somehow??#every time i see open apps i'm like wow i gotta boost my portfolio-#and get better at drawing different things (like food for instance) ><#but i think it's best to take my time bc i feel like i get the best results when i have fun w/ pieces like this one ^^
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«Choose your fighter»
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#i spit my coffee when i put my eyes on this picture#lmfaooo#we live in horse#the horse hskjdicydux#the horse is fundamental#they're so goofy#andrew garfield#florence pugh#besties#interview#i love them so much#flodrew#yes i'm obsessed with flodrew#the best fictional couple and the best pair of friends off the screens and only my opinion matters#best couple#bi panic#they are definitely very cool together#i would watch the two together indefinitely#they're so adorable#we live in time#every minute counts#like 💀💀💀#the press tour of we live in time will be explosive#almut & tobias#tobias and almut#from twitter#sincericida
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If The Core Division Three Members Had Gaming Channels...
Kafka Hibino {A.K.A ComfyManGaming}: Mainly Shop Management Sims or just Sims in general. His most popular series and the one that let him go full time as a content creator was his Power Wash sim Story Time where he got to talk about the craziest things that happened to him in his, like, six different cleaning jobs. ( In order; Landscaper, personal maid service, High rise window washer [tied for origin for most of his craziest stories], Nuclear Power Plant Office janitor, Failed attempt at running his own power wash service, and School Janitor with a car detail side job. {Most recent/longest held job/and also tied for craziest story origin generator with Car Detail Horror stories being second). Can be convinced to play atmospheric games like Journey/Abzu/Fire Watch/Anything thought provoking or emotional.
Reno Ihchikawa{A.K.A IchyChill Breakdowns}: Whatever Windette does, but with less insults. Basically Build Breakdowns and Speedrun Tutorials. Carried with the energy of a tired Indian Math teacher trying to teach calculus to 8th graders. Is also [technically] a PNG tuber, but because he's low energy, the PNG doesn't move much.
Iharu Haruichi {A.K.A SharkBAIT}: Two Channels. One is a horror game channel, Both Indi and Triple A. The other is anything casual, but mainly sticks to Stardew Valley, Animal Crossing, Coral Island, that sort of thing. Fans like to call the Horror one Anxiety and the non-horror one Anti-Anxiety(Each have their own mascots and like to fight each other like Jacksepticeye and Antisepticeye). He has absolutely accidentally cross posted horror vids onto the non horror channel and vice-versa. The community like to pretend that they don't interact with the other channels and when that sort of thing happens, they pretend they've been exposed to horrors beyond comprehension. (yes, even when the horror channel gets a cutesy vid)
Mina Ashiro{ A.K.A Can(n)onGodess/Pr3ttyW1ttl3K1tty}: Also Two channels, but actively makes sure that no one knows she runs both. One is a live stream of FPS set up as no-commentary/with camera (Mainly colorful ones like Valorant). The other is also no commentary with NO camera and its Sim 3 or 4 tips-and-tricks and Minecraft Aesthetic House Build (Mod and No Mod.)
Kikrou Shinomya:{A.K.A Can_It_Doom?} A STEM major that couldn't find a use for her degree as fast as she liked, so she started a Can it Run Doom? channel as a joke, and now it's evolved into a channel where people recommend different setups like Drumset Controler on a Texas TI-84 Graphing Calculator. (Is also currently in the middle of working on a live action Tank Setup for World of Tanks as a subscriber goal.)
Hoshina Soshiro{A.K.A SwordSingerSUPREME} Any game that involves sword fighting and critiques it either Accurately or HARSHLY. Also streams his HEMA training/tournaments. It's very popular (because everyone find him hot) and has since become a bit of an eclectic channel that is split between his Gaming vids, his HEMA vids, and P.O Box unboxing vids where people send him A LOT of gifts. There's also an over an hour video of him playing Let's Hit Each Other With Fake Swords the Card Game with his older brother (who is also in HEMA.) that he made when the channel hit 5 million subscribers.
✨Bonus✨
Gen Narumi{A.K.A xXGenNarumi420Xx}: Plays anything that's currently trending, but his bread and butter is FPS or Run and Guns. (Has confessed to saying "Would" to the Ultrakill Robot.)
Okonogi Konomi{A.K.A BlossomBear}: Indi VTuber that plays exclusively Indi Puzzle games or Puzzle Platformers. Isn't a singing VTuber so much as one that can and will go in-depth on programming and what goes into a VTube model (She made hers and it has two forms : a chibi, curly white haired, anthro bear girl and a white plushi version with orange blossom motifs.) Can and has demonstrated to be an absolute GOD at Minesweeper
Minase{A.K.A MinAction}: A anime/movie/Western Animation reaction channel. Has an uncanny habit of predicting things before they should be obvious.
Hakua{A.K.A HakuaKooksXP} A cooking channel whose shtick is 1000 Ways To Prepare [Insert Food Here.]. She's still currently working her way through rice.
Haruichi Izumo {Goes by his name} Various product review channel.
Aoi Kaguragi {Also goes by his name} A very well made workout channel.
#Kafka held two school janitor positions. One in an elementary and the other in a University.#He gained some internet fame before his channel existed when he interrupted a group of kids Livestreaming Pokemon in the public bathroom#They were stuck on a boss when Kafka came in.#He then proceeded to decimate the boss with the same setup the group was considering tossing out for being to underpowered.#Was friends with Mina in elementary. Passed by an advertisement that said she would be showing up at a convention and decided to stop by.#This was before his channel took off. They found it ironic they became professional gamers now.#He runs a plus sized friendly merch store with a couple novelty items.#One subscriber sent Hoshina a 4XL hoodie as a joke. He thought it was funny too until he put on the hoodie.#Has confessed to sleeping in it and it hasn't failed to show up for a stream once. There are even reports that he brings it to HEMA events.#It got to the point that Kafka custom ordered and sent Hoshina a comically large coffee mug for his birthday.#Its about the size of an Oktoberfest mug and it made Hoshina very emotional.#Reno has his own version of the “I know what you are” Dog meme but its a gif.#His gamer tag is something I threw together last minute out of his last name and cold motif (please let me know if you have anything better#Iharu and Reno didn't know each other until the community started shipping their mascots together.#Now they're best friends who have started doing this whole “gay for the bit” relationship.#It doesn't help that Reno has show up in the background of Iharu's stream and has been seen spending the night at Iharu's place.#even though they live in different states and refuse to offer an explanation#Can(n)onGoddess and BlossomBear stream together a lot. It's probably the few times you'll hear Mina willingly speak.#I forgot to mention that Hoshina has a glass cabinet filled with s*x toys from his subscribers.#He keeps telling them to not do that but it still happens on occasion. Now it's just a statement piece in the background of his streams.#I just felt making this.#Btw ya b*tch is 22 today#🎉🍾🎉 Yay me.#guess this is my version of a celebration.#kaiju no. 8#kn8#kaiju no 8#kaiju number 8#kaiju 8#kaiju no.8
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🖊️
#putting almond lotion all over my arms and legs and new tattoo and telling myself how much love there is in the world for me#planning tomorrow's rosemary blood orange coffee#friend of a friend who upon hearing about the breakup said#well it's probably for the best since you're so dynamic and fun and you bring so much to every social interaction and he's kinda yknow well#gently redirecting myself away from compulsive instagramming because it's been a little too much lately#my sore muscles#knowing i've gained weight since the Traumatic Event but at least a noticeable amount of it went to my ass#bought a nice linen skirt at work#new plants and new low lighting in the living room#getting my soprano range back and singing adele and avenue q in the shower so very loud
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i hate living here
#i havent talked to my mom literally all day and she came home and is just PISSED at me#like. what the fuck#also. also! shes pissdd that i have ocd that SHE gave me#the definition of homegirl i get it from u!!!#and ive dealt with urs my whole fucking life!!!! and when mine gets worse u fucking hate me#why did u have a kid!!!!#what did u expect!!!#and uve literally never let me do anything in this house and now when i dont volunteer to like clean or move stuff ur surprised#bitch u threw my barbies down the stairs when i was a kid#bc i drew on one of those black felt things (do u know what i mean? i cant remember what they were)#and then touched them without washing my hands#YOUUUU made me this way and our living situation this way#YOUUUUU were the adult#(this isnt to say im like. nasty and not cleaning anything. this happened bc i didnt put the coffee maker back together)#like she wouldnt have ripped my head off if she hadnt wanted it put together#i dunno. just hate it here#and i wanted to rant but i hate to rant to my boyfriend about her bc the nuance to understand what shes like is ridiculous#hence all. ^^^ that.#and yet i dont leave because i dont want to leave her alone#because sometimes we're like best friends. which i dont GET#bc its like u hate me and then sometimes ur happy to have me around#i dont know. anyway.#love u if u read all this <3#tw parents#tw abuse#<- maybe? just in case#rebeccaspeaks
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idk what i should buy for lunch and dinner for the next 2 weeks. i have a little over $60 rn. maybe i'll just get lots of bread and lunch meat and just make sandwiches.
#i got paid yesterday#of course i had to give most of my money to my mom for rent#then i sent some money to my best friend to save for moving#and i dont get paid again until the 9th#maybe i'll also get some chef boyardee and ramen since thats super cheap too#anytime i eat anything my mom buys she holds it against me later#like i bought my own thing of coffee and i let her have some because she was out#and she wanted to put it in the pantry instead of giving it back to me#i complained because she and my brother drink so much more coffee than i do and she got pissy because i ate some spaghetti she bought#even though she made it for *everyone* when my sister and nephew were visiting
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Something I don't understand is people who say things like "I would go vegan except I can't give up feta cheese" or "I can't live without bacon" is that if you really can't give up feta or bacon or scrambled eggs, why not give up everything else?
Addiction is a health problem, not a character flaw. Just like people with allergies, if you struggle with addiction, it does not mean you can't be vegan. Sure, it'd be ideal if you could cut all animal products out, but if you have to keep eating one specific thing while you overcome addiction to it, that's nothing to be ashamed of. A veggie burger with cheese is progress from a beef burger with cheese.
You do your best, and that's just fine.
#i think the real reason is that people know they can get by without XYZ food they just don't want to#if you have a genuine addiction that is very very different from just liking a food#I've put a lot of time into overcoming addiction to caffeine because I don't support the industry that produces coffee#previously I couldn't get through a day without multiple coffees#but now I'm doing much better! I still drink a cup every now and then#but only when I can afford to buy fair trade#vegan#addiction#I'm very lucky though#addiction to caffeine is nothing compared to the drug nicotine and alcohol addictions that run in my family#but yeah#addiction is a real struggle and you deserve grace#just do your best#serious stuff
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I won bragging rights by winning 3/5 games 😂
I'm currently on the verge of crying 'cause I can't believe how far I've come over the past couple of years.. I enjoyed myself so much today, no hazy brain whatsoever. All the hard work I've put into therapy is finally paying off. I'm so happy y'all
#it's these small moments for me. being able to focus on a conversation without much effort. genuinly laughing and having a good time#being on the verge of crying probably has more to do with my period just breaking through but still lol#A (babe's best friend) also mentioned i look much better now i've put some weight on. so that's a win too :)#time for coffee & kindle
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Im like if you ordered a girl but asked for the girl on the side
#this feels right#thoughts from the dumpster#this is just me trying to figure out how to make female friends irl lmfao#me (a girl): what do girls like??? coffee?? beach???#i could just think about what i like and look for that in an irl female friend but truly the pool i have to choose from is very small and#it is hard to relate to them. not impossible as i consider them like definitely friends#but like. i just need a woman who isnt my mom to discuss my female experience with every once in a while#my best friends rn are 1 guy and 1 nonbinary and that’s tiding me over but i just like.#i dont know#i should be putting THIS in my journal entry#btw i started a journal. if you even carw#very proud of myself for that one#its for my ‘mental health’
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#i threw out my back plugging in the Christmas tree this morning#and had a nice anxiety cry about it#but i put whipped cream on my coffee and greg made breakfast#so we're making the best of it 😅
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#putting this in the tags bc I need to get this out but also feel kinda guilty about it so I don’t wanna scream it in a post#but I feel soo irrationally pissed at my friend#bc she’s one of my best friends and I love her but I haven’t heard from her all summer except for the like four times she answered my#messages only to immediately ask me something in return#it took her two weeks to reply to a meme I send her only to immediately follow up with ‘het remember how you said your parents wanted to#hire my band’#‘ahaha summer is so busy I’ve read all my books anyway you told me I could borrow this one book?’#last was ‘heyy sorry for not replying haha anyway im bored next week wanna go on a trip’#to which I replied ‘yeah I would love to but I have my internship starting next week remember’#and its like I don’t mind that she doesn’t answer my texts like god knows I hate texting#but its really starting to feel like our relationship is fully based on her needing me for something#which I have felt before but I kinda dismissed it as me thinking it was always me who had to take initiative which was disproved when she#asked me to meet up a few times but thinking back it was always like ‘hey let’s meet up for coffee’ and then when I arrive having literally#left the library where I’d been studying for only ten minutes bc otherwise i wouldn’t see her.#she’s like ‘oh I don’t want coffee anymore but I need to go to the supermarket wanna join me?’#which I always did bc I wanna spend time together and it’s cheaper for me than getting overpriced coffee but!!!!#anyway I’m feeling this now bc while she hadn’t answered my ‘sorry can’t go on a trip’ text I did just see that she’s currently in portugal#with another friend#which is like??? so she just found someone else to relieve her of her boredom and so she didn’t need me anymore so why answer me right??#anyway it’s probably not that bad and I will talk to her about it when I see her again which will probably be in a month I guess but for now#I don’t wanna ruin her trip
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Buying my own instant coffee was the best investment in my adult life, you mean I don't have to pay for every cup of coffee I drink and it's always made exactly the way I like it???
Let's fucking GO
#i said a couple weeks back that the instant coffee I bought tasted bad I think I just put too much coffee in it that first time#or I just got used to it anyway it's my best friend now#random
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#this is a scream into the void don't read unless you want to#i'm so done and i just want next week to arrive already#i don't know anything about what's happening next week#i haven't been told anything other than get there for the morning#i haven't seen anyone apart from my family really for weeks#all my friends have been busy and my best friend came over just to do induction work#we didn't talk at all#i'm lonely and i miss my friends#it's been three weeks since i last spent any quality time with any of them and i'm used to seeing them every day#to top it all off i have to be in the same room as my ex on monday and the last time i saw them through the window of a coffee shop#it still felt like i was being punched in the stomach and it's been 5 months#i don't know what i'm doing next and i don't know anything and everything was so clearly laid out in my head for what i was doing before#and i don't even know what subjects i'm doing because i still haven't fully decided#the only thing i know is that i'm doing a comparison of birdhouse on the side which will be nice#i just want to know what i'm up against and what's going to happen next#what my general direction is because i have no fucking clue at this point#my head's been a mess since the week before results day and while i'm miles better i'm still not right#i want to know if all of it is going to be worth it#if what comes next is going to be worth all the effort i put into it and i'm going to enjoy it and so many other things#i'm so sorry for clogging your dash with this i just don't have anywhere to put this other than a diary and i don't have one on me right now#vetty talks#delete later#screaming into the void
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I got a lot done today :) I did laundry (it's currently drying), I went to the pharmacy for my prescriptions, I challenged my anxiety by going into a coffee shop, and I packaged and mailed gifts for two friends that I've had lying around for a bit :) and it's only 3pm. An L for executive dysfunction on this day, Monday, the third of April, 2023.
#i saw an old teammate at the coffee shop and i didn't say hi#i feel guilty about that#especially bc she's younger#and at her age I was extremely bitter about people in my circles acting like i didn't exist so i wonder if that's how she feels#i really should've said hi#and i was listening to a podcast on the way to the pharmacy that convicted me of some ways i have fallen short in a specific friendship#i realized that i had closed myself off from my best friend because of a couple hurtful things when i should put more effort#they phrased it better but yeah that spurred me to send the package specifically to that friend
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#how i'm alive rn is beyond me i think i convinced myself that i was abt to die last night#so my sleeping pattern hasn't been the most normal#in the two weeks on break i went from sleeping at 12 to 2 to 4 to 6 to not at all and i'm actually getting concerned#i slept at 5 on purpose the other night bc of coffee and tonight#im not sure if i even slept its insane#i tried to sleep at 2 ok 2 IN THE FUCKING MORNING but i just couldn't#only felt a tad bit sleepy at around 4 to 5 am#and i try to get my shut eye#put a video on and try to sleep#and i wake up before the video ends#THE VIDEO WAS LITERALLY 20 MINUTES LONG#idk when i'll sleep today and i'm not sure if that would be the best idea#i have an important exam coming up tomorrow and if i risk not sleeping right i will not a) get enough sleep before the test#b) sleep through the fucking test#either way i'm fucked and i'm actually terrified.#i wish i can sleep this morning.#toff.txt
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