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#how i'm alive rn is beyond me i think i convinced myself that i was abt to die last night#so my sleeping pattern hasn't been the most normal#in the two weeks on break i went from sleeping at 12 to 2 to 4 to 6 to not at all and i'm actually getting concerned#i slept at 5 on purpose the other night bc of coffee and tonight#im not sure if i even slept its insane#i tried to sleep at 2 ok 2 IN THE FUCKING MORNING but i just couldn't#only felt a tad bit sleepy at around 4 to 5 am#and i try to get my shut eye#put a video on and try to sleep#and i wake up before the video ends#THE VIDEO WAS LITERALLY 20 MINUTES LONG#idk when i'll sleep today and i'm not sure if that would be the best idea#i have an important exam coming up tomorrow and if i risk not sleeping right i will not a) get enough sleep before the test#b) sleep through the fucking test#either way i'm fucked and i'm actually terrified.#i wish i can sleep this morning.#toff.txt
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180524 Mnet BTS Comeback Show Highlight Reel cr. 0613data
#bts#min yoongi#suga#bts suga#jeon jungkook#jungkook#bts jungkook#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#btsgif#btsedit#bts gifs#jk gifs#suga gifs#my gifs#yoonkook#180524 mnet#pestering hyung lol#didn't blur the subtitles this time because why would they put them over his hand :'(#and the corner marks eh i just didn't feel like it#i'm trying to get a few sets out but i have been extremely busy#and when i'm not working or taking care of my mom then i'm usually sleeping#it's been... rough#but i am working on a few sets from this video#i like to gif the entire section i'm working on and then split them up into sets#because sometimes some gifs go better with others#and i've got a few left to go lol#but this one is a good stand alone so i'm just gonna put it up#i've got one more i'll queue for tomorrow too
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Second Angle of IV falling off that stage the one time oh my god
Video taken by cryptidbassboy on Instagram
#sleep token#I WAS NOT EXPECTING TO POST ANOTHER VIDEO TONIGHT BUT I JUST SAW THIS???#he recovered well if my leg got twisted under me like that while i was holding a guitar id need a minute#was this put on here did i miss it i just saw this#vessel reaching out to help/make sure hes okay and then trying not to laugh lmao#flashing#tw flashing
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jaws from the ritual at denver summit; november 23, 2019;
🎥: angelus
#sleep token#jaws#2019#I had to crop this video so much and shave it down and I’m devastated bc every second is amazing so please enjoy the link#there’s so much happening here I would have to write a whole essay and no one wants to read that#my fave parts are vessels incredible vocal runs#iii playing down on his knees in front of vessel and just always being his energetic self#the old iv is killing it tbh it sounds so heavy and so good#ii being the god emperor of drums that he is. just. ii.#I have so much to say#but yeah the whole video is worth watching#I was trying to get my journal out and write and I always put some music on#and I had to stop immediately to share this with you guys lol#personal#video
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want to give my two cents on the AI usage in the maestro trailer--
i think seventeen doing a whole concept that is anti-AI is very cool, especially as creatives themselves i think it's good that they're speaking up against it and i hope it gets more ppl talking about the issue. i also understand on a surface level the artistic choice (whether it was made by the members, the mv director, or whoever else), to directly use AI in contrast to real, human-made visuals and music in order to criticize it. i also appreciate that they clearly stated the intention of the use of AI at the beginning of the video
however, although i understand it to an extent, i do not agree with the choice to use AI to critique AI. one of the main ethical concerns with generative AI is that it is trained on other artists' work without their knowledge, consent, or compensation. and even when AI generated images are being used to critique AI, it still does not negate this particular ethical concern
the use of AI to critique also does not negate the fact that this is work that could have been done by an actual artist. i have seen some people argue that it's okay in this context because it's a critique specifically about AI, and it is content that never would have been done by a real artist anyway because it doesn't make sense for the story they're trying to tell. but i disagree. i think you can still tell the exact same story without using AI
and in fact, i would argue that it would make the anti-AI message stronger if they HAD paid an artist to draw/animate the scenes that are supposed to represent AI generated images. wouldn't it just be proof that humans can create images that are just as bad and nonsensical and soulless as AI, but that AI can't replicate the creativity and beauty and basic fucking anatomy that's in human-made art?
it feels very obvious this was not just a way to cut corners and costs like a lot of scummy people are using AI for. ultimately it was a very intentional creative decision, i just personally think it was a very poor one. and even if some ethical considerations were taken into account before this decision, i certainly don't think all of them were. at the very least i feel like the decision undermines the message they want to convey
i would also like to recognize that i myself am not an artist, and i have seen some artists that are totally on board with the use of AI in this specific context, so clearly this is not a topic that is cut and dry. but generative AI is still new, and i think it's important to keep having these conversations
#melia.txt#also want to add that as musicians svt are more directly threatened by AI generated audio than they are by AI generated images#and yet AI generated images is what was used in the video#and i guess the MV director/production company are the ones directly responsible for putting that in there#whether it was their initial idea or not#and they work in a visual medium so perhaps that makes it more 'fair' but idk it just feels like#the commentary is around music. which makes sense. and using human produced music/sound#but then taking advantage of AI images#idk just feels weird#i mean i don't like it either way#like i said in the main post i understand the intention behind the creative decision#and i'm still happy svt are speaking against ai at all i do think overall they're doing a good thing here#i just don't agree with the creative decision they/the production company/whoever made#edit: deleted the part about not boycotting svt over this bc ppl were commenting about boycotting bc of the 🛴 stuff#i meant specifically /I/ am not calling for a boycott because of specifically the ai stuff#was just trying to make a general point that im not making this post bc i want to sabatoge svt or whatever#bc kpop fans love to pull that catd whenever u criticize anything#so yeah just removed that bit bc i dont want ppl getting confused what im talking about#respect ppl boycotting because of scooter/israel stuff but thats not what this post was intended to be about#edit 2: turning off reblogs bc im going to bed and having asomewhat controversial post up is not gonna help me sleep well lol#may or my not turn rb's back on in the morning
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I HATE MY ROOMMATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
#this is the only safe space for me to say it#bc everyone else can see on my other socials#she’s a slob#she asks me to take the trash out yet can never do it herself#whines about her medical issues yet I can pinpoint exact lifestyle choices she could make in order to make them go away#yet she won’t do it#just wants people to coddle her and feel bad for her#and I’m not giving her that#woke me up when I was trying to sleep in bc she was talking on the phone#like do what I do and go in the hallway#also let the microwave go off#so the beeping didn’t help#comes in super late every night#complains about her life in general yet puts no effort in whatsoever#takes advantage of her boyfriend#aka my friend#and both me and my other friend have noticed that he’s now just a shell of who he used to be#bc now she’s with him 24/7#and all the while she wants people to handhold her but wants to get into medical school#yet can’t even handle her first semester of undergrad#goodbye#she acts like she has it so hard meanwhile I have a minor a job clubs and am actually participating in my other stuff#unlike SOMEONE I know#then when I’m trying to sleep#has her brightness up in the dark#or comes in with her flashlight all the way on#and is playing videos#let me sleep#bc I have to be at work for 7am#and my day doesn’t end until 10pm
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being the upstairs neighbor with a cat that is literally addicted to his cat wheel and scream cries if i take it away from him feels criminal. but here i am, silently groveling to my downstairs neighbor while i let nova get his sprints out before i take the wheel back down.
#prince casanova#cats#orange cats#cat video#our first night he NONSTOP yelled and ran on his wheel#like it is nice that he wasn’t hiding but I kinda preferred the hiding!!#it’s in my bedroom too so if my neighbor could hear it then that made two of us not sleeping#gonna start trying to take it down at night during quiet hours and putting it back during the day when I’m at work#when I put it back he literally launched into it while I was still holding it
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I hate that my natural hair just sucks so bad !!! I don’t know how to do it, and I feel so ugly with it out, I don’t know what to do !!
#arghhh#when I sleep I have a bonnet on but then I wake up and it’s a mess :((#I wish my hair was pretty I just want to put some protective style in#the best way to explain it is that one queen blackwell video#I dunno what to dooo I’m so tired of feeling ugly :((#next week I’m gonna try to feel prettier but I don’t know how#aaaaugh
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acotar modern au but feysand and nessian relationship got ruined ever since rhysand and cassian started to binge watching skibidi toilet and scrolling through yt shorts
#acotar#neutral feyre#anti rhysand#nesta archeron#anti cassian#nothing too anti today#nyx was watching a skibidi toilet video on his greasy ipad while eating breakfast#and rhys just happen to see him watching it#“son what are u watching?”#and ever since then he's been like so mesmerized over skibidi toilet#this shithead decides to introduce to his incels fratboys#cassian who is obviously a dumb bitch is also stupidly invensted in skibidi toilet bcs hes stupid#azriel doesnt care bcs he has a chronic p*rn addiction so the only type of content he consumes is p*rn and absoulety nothing else#the archeron sisters are absoulety MORTIFIED#because obviously in the modern au the sisters would be gen z and everyone else would prolly be millennials or gen x(not emerie or gwyn)#so obvi they know what skibidi toilet just scrolling a bit on tiktok#feyre didnt care that nyx was watching toilet humor bcs hes a kid but the fact her shitty husband is into this makes her tremble in fear#“rhysand what are r u watchin- is that SKIBIDI TOILET ON UR SCREEN???”#nesta is probably used to cassian pure idiocy that she doesnt even seem suprised that cass is watching skibidi toilet just disgusted#she's more terrified at the fact cass is going to have shorter attention span and would probably pay less attention to her than he is now#like she could be laying at bed trying to sleep but cASSian watching skibidi toilet on FULL volume bcs hes just that ignorant#“cassian can u like lower the volume im trying to sleep”#“oh ok”#then few mins later hes playing it on full volume again bcs ïts to low that he cant hear"#nesta ask him the same thing a few times until she just gave up#oops i was planning this post to be neutral to the batboys but unfortunely the tags are very anti :P#meaning i have to put neutral feyre instead so i wont get harassed 😓
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Imagination Movers anyone?
#Discovering this fun silly band and their tv show#Some of the songs are actually fire#they are kind of like the Wiggles in the silly vibe#if you know you know#trying to get myself to listen to every album they have on spotify. Enjoying it more than I thought I would#my favourites are Smitty and Scott#I have watched some episodes and I might be dumb since I couldn't work some things out.#I reckon brainstorming is my favorite reoccurring song#imagination movers#the imagination movers#was about to put “reblog” but I'm posting it. lol. it's late I need sleep.#the theme song video isn't mine I think someone posted it on here before me.
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for the record I’m playing P3P on my switch right now and remembering the theoretical persona au like “man I could do something with that” like it would not, by necessity, be like 200k words and overwhelm me halfway through. but. I could do something with that,
#just. part of the conceit of that au being impulse acting weird for game mechanics#while my makoto has a steady part-time job joined three clubs studies most nights then periodically shows up like. doing the wildest stuff#and will drop that job like a hot potato once my courage and charm are high enough!#studies four nights a week but sleeps through half his classes#and I’m looking at impulse and#…maybe honestky I need to retool it to a ‘my life is suddenly a video game’ au#it could even still be impulse he would try to minmax his own life if he got stats for it you KNOW he would#anyway put this down as ‘things I KNOW are impractical to write but would be sososososo cool’
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#two more days of my meds left#i am so scared#im predicting that ill be layed up in bed trying not kms#my only comfort being video games#i probably wont be able to sleep either#i just. hate this sm i dont wanna be off my meds#they got lost in the mail and the pharmacy put in a request to give me new ones#but ofc its the weekend so nobodies doin anything#my last dose is on monday#my paranoia is gonna get rlly bad too#and the ptsd
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1,2 and 7 for the soft asks :")
sending this ask put u thru the wringer it seems Wisp LASJHDBJ Thank you for the ask!
Questions from: Soft Asks ask game
1, what song makes you feel better?
I typically don't listen to music when I'm sad... unless I'm trying to get sadder LMAO but here's some songs that just.. make me feel good (or better): no way ! (yot club), rufus (yot club), human nature (yot club), talk to you - acoustic ver. (Ricky montgomery), could this be love? (saturn 17), guest room (carter vail),,, Okay I need to stop now LMAO I have WAYY too many comfort/feel-good songs (based on vibes, not on lyrics)
2, what’s your feel-good movie?
I don't watch a lot of movies... but... hm.. I guess to spare myself overthinking this question, I'll say The Croods, I watched this movie on repeat as a kid and I can see the nostalgia of it just being soo comforting if/when I rewatch it :')
7, what color brings you peace?
If you asked me this two years ago, I'd have said blue, but I've changed! Red and Orange make me feel cozy, happy and don't hurt my eyes/give me migraines... (As much as I love blue and purple, blue/cool colors strain my eyes, the blue-light filter on my phone is a life-saver :'))
#post:music#post:askgame#elderwisp#yapping#me trying not to turn into a rabid animal when people ask me about music... LKSJSKAS#I was a chronic rewatcher as a kid. and I still am now. I have like 4 diff youtube playlists that I'll put on when I'm going to sleep-#-of a bunch of videos that I like and are rewatch-able. Usually I'll put one of those playlists on every night for a good couple weeks-#-before I swap for a diff playlist. It also depends on vibes and which youtubers I'm watching at the time lskdjhnjks#Anyways. thank you again wisp :) It was super funny to get ur dm abt unfollowing me by accident LMAO You are not the first my friend
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*draws something for the first time in a while. “Man I suck at drawing! Maybe go back to being good at it if I draw more!”
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“Oh I got a neat idea for a drawing! Surely I have gotten better by now!” Loop post
#this revelation brought to you by the one and only#midnight brainrot#probably could not of put these things together without the malaise of a mind awake at 3 am again despite saying that they’re ”trying to fix#their sleep schedule ~”#bah. I say things yet never do them. my brain always blocks any sort of progress with ”just one more video”#even fun and enjoyment bends the knee to this declaration#even other YouTube videos!#when I do break it I end up back where I was because like asking for literally anything my brain does so much pushback that it feels#inherently wrong on a fundamental level#I don’t think I’m depressed I like life too much and enjoy existence#is this my brain punishing me for not dying before reaching adulthood like I always thought I would? or is it punishment for not constantly#going from the end of high school to another school like I planned because my purpose in life was to learn and go to school until I die#now I am left without purpose. literally wandering my house like a ghost when no one’s home#I say the two same things to my brother when he gets home so much that he once made a joke about me being an npc#and the worse part is. it wasn’t about that dumb TikTok brainrot meme thing. no it was because I say the exact same things the exact same wa#y every time he gets home. worse more is I can think of several other ways that that statement could be more accurate that he doesn’t know a#bout#I wish to game but never do#I want to make art and such but I never do#I went to an art class for years when I was a kid for Pete’s sake!#my parents complain about my hair being too long and I agree but I still want it long I just always kept it short because of simple ma#maintenance. the only reason I ever grew it out was to keep warm I. the winter!#I spent my childhood with self imposed utilitarianism for no reason#no reason to expand my horizons and explore myself because I thought of myself as a lesser being that was fated to die randomly before#I could reproduce.#oh my goodness the reproduction thing! I thought I was straight for the longest time because I had to be#because the purpose of a person is to reproduce. yet I was all like”I can’t reproduce as I am autistic and would taint my offspring. I am a#genetic dead end and deserve to have the effect of natural selection take place”#through tv show mimicry and being a utilitarian little git I forced myself to be straight for years#and the worse part is I KNEW GAY PEOPLE EXISTED AND I ENVYED THEM FOR NOT HAVING TO REPRODUCE OH MY GOD IS THIS WHAT KARKAT FELT LIKE? NO I
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Anyone else ever put on a YouTube video of a science or history topic you're interested in and then turn it back off bc whoever runs the channel isn't being autistic enough about it? Like I don't wanna hear someone trying to mimic a documentary tone so hard they end up sounding like the fitness gram pacer test, I want to hear someone who is so excited to infodump about their favorite topic that you can feel it through the screen
#i think this may also be why im not a big fan of Actual documentaries other than as something to put on while im trying to sleep#but seriously this guy in the video i just tried to put on had the EXACT same tone and pacing as the fitness gram pacer test 😭#and hes not the first tryhard documentary-type youtuber ive come across like this#just give me a low budget video from someone who is so excited they cant control their tone#so they end up either half-yelling and almost-squeeing the entire time or talking with a completely flat voice and dry humor#please#rambling
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it's genuinely mind boggling to me how someone can make a list of their favourite musicians/artists/authors and not include a single woman. how?? i just dont understand. you have to be actively avoiding them at this point.
#i just remembered a video i watched where this youtube animator recommended like 50 other animators and didnt include a single woman#so weird#its not like there arent any#i battle with myself about this because it's not like you choose what you like#and theres not any kind of inherent moral failing in happening to like only male musicians or whatever#but it puts me off a bit#because i feel like it means they dont value women highly enough to actually try to connect with our art?#or that they view us as lesser creators#same thing as when people who avidly listen to loads of different genres but dont listen to any black people#its just weird#its most prevalent within comedy i think#because i think in order to find people (purposefully) funny you have to give them the benefit of the doubt in regards to their intelligenc#and i think the reason why lots of ppl dont think women are funny is because they are more likely to think a woman is acting a fool than#being purposefully funny#its dehumanising i think#the extreme of this is when people cant even comprehend that women (or the excluded group - this happens with race & class as well) have#inner lives#anyway its 3am i need to sleep
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