#please learn to be normal about fictives

[wooflesthatwoof]

fictives making posts about being fictives and immediately being called insane and delusional is probably half the reason a lot of our fictives refuse to name themselves directly to anyone except some very trusted friends actually

[bluefeatherednerdbird]

Hey! I’m a Berdly fictive(Both normal route and unfortunately snowgrave route)

my pronouns are he/they(I do dabble a bit with feminine pronouns lately)

I myself am 16 (bodily almost 16)

Yes, just like in source, I am in fact a gamer. Though I don’t play much video games anymore I still love them.

Am I still attached to my source? For the most part yes , I would like to interact with sourcemates, that would be really nice. Mainly Noelle since she was my best friend and I’d be really happy to talk with her again

other people like Kris, Susie, Ralsei, etc can interact too! Though, I’d prefer if other people like Queen, or maybe even my mom(from source) don’t interact at all. For my own comfort.

I will proudly say that I am a geek.

Anyone can ask me stuff, just don’t be overly rude by calling me annoying or something, I’ve learned not to be so obnoxious so unless you actually know me you have absolutely NO right to judge or make fun of me.

Yet again, this is not a roleplay blog. I’m a fictive. I’m apart of a system NOT a roleplayer

DNI IF:

You say slurs you can’t say

You don’t view me as a person and just a fictional character(I am my own person with my own feelings.)

Racist, homophobic and transphobic

Don’t say sexual jokes or anything like that in my inbox if you’re older than us, we’re a minor and I personally find it very weird and gross to make sex jokes to someone you hardly even know, sure if we’re close friends you could joke about it then but still, refrain from it unless I say it’s okay. It makes me uncomfortable especially if I don’t even know you.

We’re a traumagenic system, so endo systems make us kind of uncomfortable, but it’s fine to interact with me if you’re an endo I’ll just be a little really awkward at first, but just don’t interact with me often. It’ll just make me feel really awkward sorry

I’m autistic, if I ask you to put a tonetag/tone indicator on something please do it, because that means I don’t know if you’re joking or not and I’d really appreciate if you did(it makes it a lot easier for me)

I’m also really socially awkward since I started thinking about what I say after I already say it and it makes me embarrassed because now I actually hear what I’m saying instead of just saying it and rolling with it

I’ll sometimes try and draw(I don’t really have a stable art style) , I am pretty average of an artist but I think my art sucks, so if I post my art that means I feel confident enough to do so

Strawpage! you have to scroll so you can read everything in the boxes

Pronouns+names

Fair warning: I WILL talk about my source memories every now and then, so the snowgrave route will be mentioned sometimes, if snowgrave makes you uncomfortable then block the tag #💠chirping💤

—————————> making a tag section soon

[mischiefsystem]

Every argument against factkin is just normal anti otherkin rhetoric repackaged btw. Its based on the discourse ideas started by KFF that kintype is always something chosen and just for fun. The people who are okay with factives but not factkin show this especially well when those things can absolutely operate on the exact same mechanisms. Just saw a post where it told factkin 'youre delusional, go to therapy' as if that kind of thing hasnt been leveled against all otherkin and therians. The hypocrisy is off the charts and I am disappointed in my community for not welcoming people with this experience that is, in at least many cases, non voluntary. Of course factkin should make it clear they are not bodily that person, and recognize they dont know everything about their source person and are probably more kin of their persona or image, and it is bad to take someones images and pretend to be them (as in, pretending to be the origional source person), but that is not because they are factkin that that is bad. That behaviour is catfishing and separate from being factkin. Every factkin i have actually seen brave enough to speak up in our community has been very respectful and cognizant of the fact that their source is a real person and make it very clear they are kin. And even if someone doesnt, someone misbehaving and having poor boundaries doesnt mean the entire factkin community is like that, and it doesnt magically make someone unable to imprint on a persons persona the same way they can on a character and become kin in that way. Maybe this anti factkin rhetoric comes from spiritual folk who think 'well they cant be reincarnated as they arent dead' and I ask you to please remember many otherkin have other origins including psychological ones, and psychological origins can be just as intense and involuntary as spiritual ones.

I am not factkin nor am I close with one but I have seen some in our community and seen the way they as ostracized. I have seen anti factkin posts and seen literally all their 'reasons for someone cant be factkin' are the exact same arguments used to say any therian or kin cant identity as their source. I am close with factives and they feel unsafe in any space not also welcoming to factkin since their experiences are not that different, even if someone says factives are fine. There is no reson you should be okay with factives and not factkin, it makes it seem like you think being otherkin is somehow lesser or more voluntary than being a fictive, and its not.

Please, we need to do better as a community. Its fine if someones identity makes you uncomfortable, but you need to recognize your discomfort does not mean their identity is not valid. Your feelings are not facts, and you need to be able to learn to be welcoming to people even if their identites are strange to you, especially if you want wider society to do that for otherkin as a whole. All of us look to them like factkin do to you.

[fictionkinfessions]

[ * cw i suppose for isolation, child abuse, implied child death[? they werent really alive in the first place more just child corpseish things]. also some existential stuff. sorry if i dont pick up something that needed to be tw'd here ^^' ] [ * man fuck WD. i dont care if the whole 'you dont choose who you are in this world' was helpful storywise ya didnt have ta fuck up and like ] [ * yk. make me sapient before discarding me. ] [ * the same story had happened so many times. so many futures and past and whatever the sideways version of time is versions of me. ] [ * all individual yet so the same. ] [ * i was essentially a child. my body and its ability to function? teenager, but my knowledge was limited. ] [ * i still remember when i first learned i could speak. i didnt even think about it, i had a deep fall after tripping on one of the corpse-trash-dusty other-time mes and yelped. i remember how it rang in my ears and felt far. far too loud. ] [ * the discarded place was so. so so quiet. ] [ * yk you couldn't even see the ground. it was just soulless bodies. ] [ * nobody told me they were like me but i knew they were like me. ] [ * also it wasn't cold or anything. or warm. but that didnt mean it was comfortable or anything, everything just felt so horribly still. ] [ * it felt like i had to keep moving and making footstep sounds or else the quiet would eat me alive. ] [ * i still dont like quiet now but the quiet thats in the overworlds is normally far far louder then the ones in the discarded place. ] [ * sorry for the long post, wanted to complain about the place that i spent the majority of my time in source in. ] [ * - The Discarded Vessel, from Deltarune. [cy/key/netty if you wish to refer to me.] [please tag as fictive!] ]

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[bawmbo]

a word about the pressure fandom (and fandom space in general) (for discussion)

i usually Don't really like bringing "drama" on main or being like . Contriversal at all but i feel like this is a perfect time to discuss fandom spaces and the result it has on people. But using pressure as an example of it

i don't wanna neccisarily say that "fandoms are getting worse!!! raahh!" because . In some sense it Isn't really the case? and in reality the environment of the fandom just changes and there's a new set of problems. but i Feel like there's more nuance to the conversation than that (i feel like i should put that disclaimer because i see a lot of people say "it's always been this way" and i. Don't have a really good chance to measure that with amnesia barriers lol)

but like . Everyone is so. Much??? i notice a trend between each fandom space i've been in where everyone is super hyperreactive and holds grudges over tiny things or lacks care to a degree that actively keeps arms open for like . Grooming and other nasty stuff (proshipping, namely).

that is to say that everything is unbelievably black and white??

for a while, i didn't want to get into pressure because of the resistance against adding deaf mode, but after the apologies, willingness to learn, and changes, we warmed up to it a bit more. We really like the game!!!!

but a more major piece of not wanting to go in was the fandom drama. i specifically see that people really rank on the creators for being "homophobic", for stating - from what i understand - that their shopkeeping "bastard" character (who needs as many assets as possible to survive) would engage in rainbow capitalism. (and mind you, that isn't even added in canon) and thst the creator of sebastian herself selfships with HER OWN OC!!! (CRIMINAL!!! BLASPHEMY!!) and that the dev team didn't want to see ship art of sebastian in their discord server (and the fandom took that as "no kissing the fish ever forever anywhere!") And that is the whole grudge ?

like . i think that there needs to be a discussion had that

a. people Are allowed to set firm boundaries in spaces they own and moderate and it is healthy for both the moderators and community to have these rules set and respected. (such as, adult moderators asserting "please don't send ship art in my discord server" to a majority minor audience.) (though i feel as though they should be able to dictate what they are comfortable sorting through regardless of audience age)

b. writing a character that engages in a bad practice does not mean that the author condones their actions, nor does liking villainous characters mean you are an absolute apologist for their wrongdoings (be it for fiction or in reality)

AND

i want to FIRMLY add the note to point b. does NOT mean that fiction does not affect reality. historically it does. the way that i was groomed (that being, that argument allowed Not Okay behaviors to be normalized to happen to me under the caveat that "it isn't real, so it's ok! i'm just overreacting"). there is an argument to be had about me being a fictive in a system and the reasons why. and there are many cases of this effect both tame and not.

in short: there are ways to write characters appropriately and there are ways to write characters harmfully (stereotypes, romanticization, fetishization, being some examples of harmful writing)

i believe that, like every character, Sebastian Solace has reason to be written the way he is, or be told the way he is. at the same time, i believe that nothing is above (appropriate) critique.

and that is not something that can co-exist nowadays? like. You have to take a hard stance on these things with your full chest like it's life or death or american politics (coming from. A very exhausted american lol)

no . The pressure devs are not homophobic for saying Sebastian Solace would engage in Rainbow Capitalism. They are not genuinely believing that they're married to him or want you dead for wanting to self ship with their own character either . Nor are they in the wrong to be uncomfortable, if they are

yes . You are allowed to be uncomfortable that your blorbo is engaging in an upsetting act to you. You are allowed to be upset that the creator is uncomfortable by what i understand to be a certain show of affection towards the character

no . You are not in your right to pray on someone's entire downfall, send death threats, or yell about how you want real people to be gored for their character accurate character choices or want to self ship as you have .

like . You guys know that you're allowed to dislike media or aspects of things without reason . Right? and that you Curate your own internet experience. and you can dislike aspects of someone without wishing death on them every single time. And that these people are real people who struggle with things too ??

the way the fandom treats the creator and devs with such hatred simply existing is so reprehensible. to make someone hate their own creation so much for things that do Not harm anyone at all is so Horrible?? and i know that i wouldn't do well with that kind of reaction either

i hope that the dev team has the time and space to heal. they did a beautiful job on the game and the amount of time and effort they put into everything about it is unbelieably admirable. they always go above and beyond

i am losing steam towards the end of this, so it migut be ramblt and i hate proof reading and i'm on ~4 hrs of sleep but this has been onnmy mind for so long . Just wanted to get it out there. my partners have heard me yell so much too fbhff. i Like having discussions okay Bye

[alter-hotel]

hello!! could I pls request a level 3 pack for an Anne Boleyn fictive from Six the musical? she's very outgoing and confident. I hope you can do something with this little information. thank you!

Enjoy your stay!

When I was younger, I was obsessed with the Tudor household and studied absolutely everything I could find about it. Boleyn was definitely a favorite for that reason!

Names: Anne, Lizzie, Adeliza, Peronne, Celadon

Pronouns: she/her , beau/beaus , spark/sparkle

Preferred terms: fem or nonhuman terms

Gender identity: female

Orientation: unlabeled

Source: Six the musical, Historical Tudor household

Age: Adult, presents around early 20s

Role: confidence holder, energy holder, physical protector

Sign off/ proxy: 💋,🍏,🍷,💒,⚔️,💚,❇️,💥

Likes: high energy environments, politics, fantasy books, green

Dislikes: quiet environments,

Species: human, but also identifies with being dead

IDs: deadgirl, perma hyper

Paras: 🪦,🖤,💊,🎵,🫁

(For list of emoji codes, click me!)

Possible front triggers: Don’t lose your head, French and English history, parties, school/ any learning environment

Aesthetic:

Typing quirk: uses English spelling of words (colour, etc), often shortens words or forgets letters (smthin, lik, etc) uses short term phrases (iykyk, btw, wdym, etc)

Extra info: loves color theory, especially how colors makes people feel in fashion, very intro politics but doesn’t tell anyone, can take her head off and loves scaring people with it

(Personal drawing under cut! Feel free to use with credit <3)

Please remember this is just a guide or inspiration! Your headmate may not turn out the exact same and this completely normal <3

This is actually second ever drawing on my new phone :) very excited to draw more

[xxflutterinax]

was talking to therapist about communication difficulties in physical therapy and she gave me this line to help me explain the information i needed to get

“This is not intuitive to me. Please explain it like I am an alien who does not have a human body, in great detail, several different ways, and show me”

and then i was like thats funny cuz stitch is one of my older fictives and a big part of that is being technically able to do things but not knowing how to do normal things only destructive instincts and having to learn in a very basic way

and she was like yea i know :)

and i was like. i don’t know i was kinda mad at the world at the time it was mid spiral but it’s very affirming now that im back on earth lol

[real-isaac-clarke]

Pinned

Hello, my name is Isaac. I use he/him pronouns and am 31 in-system.

I'm relatively new to this system, though as a whole we're not unfamiliar with being plural. I'm still learning my role and interests, though admittedly I'm introverted and have trouble learning more about myself from others.

Definitely into nuclear physics, aerodynamics, chemistry and welding, but due to being physically and intellectually disabled it's gonna take us a long ass time to understand any of them.

Mostly using this as an aesthetic, gif, gaming and nonhumanity blog.

Feel free to ask about my source but please be reasonable, obviously Isaac Clarke isn't gonna wanna talk about how cute you think Necromorphs are. I'm non-canon, as is pretty much everyone in the system, but I'd be happy to talk to both kins and fictives alike, doubles too.

DNI IF YOU ARE A...

Homophobe

Transphobe/TERF/Transmed

Ableist, anti-endo, stigmatize Personality Disorders, get on people's asses about bathing/cleaning/being "normal" etc

Racist, Antisemetic, Islamophobe, Anti-Asian, pro-Israel, "All Lives Matter"

Pro-cop, pro-authority

Sexist, intersexist, exorsexist, misogynist

Nazi or sympathizer

Anti-anti, proship, harmful paraphile, MAP/NOMAP/PEAR, DDLG/MMLB/CGL, radqueer, or any sympathizers. This includes aging up or down characters for nsfw, as well as real person fanfiction. This also includes encouraging inappropriate behaviour in littles, including allowing them to be sexual alters in any fashion.

Anti good-faith identities

Anti-mspec, anti contradictory identities, anti lesboy/turigirl

Fatphobe

Pro-diet, pro-weight loss, healthist (STRICT about this one). If you are skinny you are on THIN ICE on this blog. I am a proud bad fatty and do not tolerate skinny people's shit.

BEFORE YOU FOLLOW...

There will be suggestive content on this blog - never images, but some text. If you are a minor and are caught interacting with inappropriate or suggestive posts, you will be blocked and reported. Block the tag "not safe for minors".

When it comes to bodies, food, fatness and the like, we do not believe in health as a concept. This is elaborated upon in one of Marlin's FA posts. We are very strict about this.

We CANNOT do GFM or evacuation funds. We do not have the mental or physical processing ability to do these requests. We understand the privilege that comes with this.

Asks, DMs, and mentions are off. If we can talk to you, we will follow you first.

We believe in self-diagnosis.

We do not tag triggers.

We cannot add translations or alt text.

[r0ttingsystem]

new intro post hi ^_^

!! r0ttingsystem !! Carrd

system information

traumagenic HC-DID system - ramcoa victim and programmed system - 100+ members - little & fictive heavy - multiple system names but main is r0ttingsystem or cyclonesys

frequent frontiers:

our host goes by grian(he/it/star/paw), you can find his intro here!

Co-host is pomni (she/they/it and maybe he), she doesn't want to make an intro right now, but if you want to learn about her just ask!!! (Please do she really wants to share) (( SOURCEMATES PLZ INTERACT))

main protectors/gatekeepers go by north (she/her), lio (he/him) and Dani/Daniel (ask) , you can find norths intro here!, lios here! And Dani's here!

collective information

transmasc/transneutral afab - he/it/rot/cut/guts - acespec semi sexrepulsed - gay/abro - we use the collective names mioun(mune) / aiden / otto / demo / puppy - bodily a minor - white+greek - plus this!! - scenemo , kinderwhore , cutecore/babycore

along with being a system we have BPD, HPD, C-PTSD, autism, dyslexia - physically disabled - we are vurbalflux, for our own comfort some posts might not be grammatically correct because a lot of the time our loss of speech effects our ability to type

we are also proudly stupid (not self deprecation, we are of lesser intellegence then most people around us and thats not our fault)

Also, Endo apathetic/neutral ,we used to say were a semi supporter but some (not very nice) endos told us we're not so

therian stuff

Domesticated dog/puppy (specifically a borzoi breed) - lamb/goat - cat (orange or black and white)

We love forests in a very normal way, and love making nests

We have phantom ears and tail 70% of the time

We're trying to learn quads, made ourselves a mask out of scratch and want to make/get a tail

Other kin stuff

angelkin - ghostkin - starkin - dollkin

We have phantom wings almost at all times

Agere

were also an age regressor, sometimes voluntary but mostly involuntary

tag dictionary

#[name].txt - to tell who posted what

#therian posting or #kin posting - posts about therianthropy or otherkin

#Totally not anon or #🪽 - reblog of an anon post we are the anon of

#Baby mode or #baby posting - posts about regression, or things we've posted while regressed

#r0tting podcast - text posts that are conversations between us, they're fun to make

#im so funny - (our) posts that we find extremely funny

#front log - posts describing front

other blogs

@r0ttingsystems-intros - intros blog

@northtism - North's person and hyperfixiation blog

@r0ttingangels - vent blog (big tw)

@spider-verse-confessions - spiderverse confessions blog

@ang3lspace - agere moodboards and stuff!! Requests open

beware of dog!(our singletsona) (tw scars) a bit outdated

( here's the old one)

Plus our second singletsona/how we look bodily (tw scars)

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Userboxes!

Credit

[the-blorb-system]

Welcome! Please take a look:

Intro:

Hi! I am the host of the system, and you can call me Lizzy. I (and the body of our system) am in my mid 20s. I'm front stuck, so I'm pretty much always present for social interactions, but my headmates often share front with me.

I've been debating for a while, and finally I decided I'd like to make a blog for my system. I discovered the system a little over a year and a half ago, and I've been learning things left and right since. There are a lot of misconceptions about multiplicity, about the identity disorders they are defined by, and the experiences of systems.

I won't claim to be an expert, not by any legitimate means, but I have done a fair amount of research, and I consider myself very open-minded. In creating this blog, I'm wanting to create a safe space. You can ask your "stupid" questions without judgement, you can ask about stereotypes, you can talk to fictives that come from characters you like if you're curious, you can discuss your system experiences, you can ask for information as a singlet- it's also a safe place to exist regardless of your identity. This is a safe place for poc (though please be aware I am not one), for anyone under the LGBTQIA+ umbrella, for other systems and alters, for singlets, for anyone going through mental illness or hard things in life, etc... And many of my headmates aren't fully human, so I don't even have grounds to judge that, either. Therians and otherkin, respectfully, I find a bit strange, but that's likely because I'm not one, so I promise there will be no real judgement or discrimination. I may not be one, but so what? I celebrated with a friend a few weeks ago about how they got a new wolf tail that helps them feel more themselves, and it was so cool and I'm so happy for them!

This blog is still under construction, currently. I'll be making an alter list (at least for those I know of and that are comfortable with being listed), and will let the blog be a safe space for my headmates above all else. You might see reblogged fanart from our sources, or mood boards for my headmates' interests, or text posts about how weird it is to have more than three fingers when in front... But as it stands now, the blog is pretty empty.

Some rules for sending asks:

• Example rule. This is the important part to read. The rest of this is just explanation- why the rule is important and the parameters for it, maybe an example to try to make it make sense. You don't have to read this part as long as you follow the rule, but it might help.

• Please, please, please be open-minded and respectful! I understand how utterly bizarre multiplicity and identity disorders are, but for many people this is reality, and I'm really hoping to help normalize that and be informative about it. Be respectful not just for my sake, but for others' too.

• Please nothing explicitly NSFW. Swearing is just fine, but do not be unnecessarily excessive. I don't even mind lightly touching on darker and more intimate subjects, but given my goals with this blog I do not want to make anyone especially uncomfortable, so be aware of that.

• Do not automatically treat fictives like they are their sources. I mean this very light-heartedly, by the way- many fictives see themselves as their characters, not just in my system but in others. But many also do not, and do not want to be seen that way. More often than not, fictives are not the same as the characters they resemble. They are... people, very real, and very independent, and they split for specific reasons that can define their nature a little differently. Many of my fictive headmates identify with their sources pretty heavily, and have many memories from their sources, but they aren't exactly the same.

• Similarly, please do not treat fictives' sources like jokes or just made-up stories when you're talking to them. For an example so I can explain what I mean, we have quite a few Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles fictives. No, they're not exact duplicates of their characters, but the events of the rise movie were real for them. If you are kind about it, you're welcome to still ask about it and discuss the movie and show- often they even enjoy that. But be aware that for them that was and still is very real trauma. They carry the memories of injury and fear and life-and-death battles, so it's important to me that they aren't needlessly poked at for things that hurt them.

• Alter List Here!

• Tagging System Guide Here!

Thanks for stopping by! 💚

[thejademountaincollective]

BOO!!!

We’re very new to tumblr so I hope we’re doing this right

Hi there!! We’re the Jade Mountain Collective (Or The Breached SYS or the Reputation system (we’re basically just collecting system names LMAO) )

Uh this is just a little intro thingy but we don’t plan to post much on here but maybe some art sometimes!!

Here’s some about us

• We’re an absolute wings of fire enthusiast and honestly. If you say one thing about it we will never. Ever. Stop talking /hj

• please use tagtones with us (if you interact) Becuz it’s so hard to tell tones ☹️

• we use “☹️” as a sad joke like we’re jokingly sad (aswell as 😨,😃,😰 and any angry emoji)

• fictkin! Our biggest kins are Snowfall (Wings of fire) and Vanny (FNAF SB) !!

•aswell we’re a therian and otherkin, our theriotypes are Norwegian forest cat, Arctic fox and our otherkins are a sandwing and water Na’vi

• LIV LAUGH LUV TAYLOR SWIFT 🫶 (uh I might have hyper fixated a little too much on her cuz uh we have a factive of her.. LMAO /lh)

• system of (maybe?) 25 !!

•hyper fixation is wings of fire but just fixation is FNAF- we are very (very) confused about the lore but it’s all good cuz we got the basics!

• we practice witchcraft!! We’re like a year or two into it and still have alot to learn but it is something we do!!!

•I am so normal about Vanny and Vanessa. So normal you wouldn’t believe how normal. So very normal. You couldn’t even guess that I wasn’t normal about them because that’s how normal I am. And this little paragraph is so normal and it’s not normal to do this. Because I’m so normal about vanny and Vanessa /silly /j

• we do regress sometimes, depends on the alter for little age but mostly it’s 1-7!! (Both voluntary and involuntary)

• Cassie (an alter) has made her own blog! I’ll tag it here for him :3 @l1ttl3-c4ss13

Frequent fronters are…!!

Vanessa- FNAF SB fictive- memory holder- she/celeste/flash- age 23 -🔦

And uh.. another Vanessa - FNAF movie - she/her/they - age 19-25- 🌌

Cassie- FNAF SB - co-host, anger holder,little - he/she/him/her - 4-6 age range - 🌈

Onyx/Gwen - no source - host, persecutor -star/ vamp/jelly/stars/shine -🌧️

Vanny- FNAF SB - protector in general - void/she/ insert name -🔪

Gwen- into/across the spiderverse - unsure of role- she/web/paw- 🕸️

DNI BELOW

Thanks so much for the banner Vine!!

Proshippers

Endo “systems” and supporters

Transphobes, homophobes etc

Ableists

NSFW pages

Pages with no pfp, bio and no posts will be blocked (assuming your a bot)

Christians (they just make us uncomfy! Nothing against their religion just not great experiences!!!)

If you’re uncomfy with swearing- this is just for your own comfort!!! We tend to swear a lot and have no impulse control so it comes out automatically

I think that might be it for now so uh yippee!!

- Vanessa (🌌) and Onyx (🌧️)

[fictionkinfessions]

Anonymous asked:

Hey, uh… Sal here (Sally Face) again…

And uh.. I was actually interacting with source material for myself [not watching other people's playthroughs… edits… or even looking at fanart.] and it was weird as fuck… I knew what I knew, I had the memories I had… and I learned about my source's timeline [not what I remember or experienced… the events of the game itself? I don't know how to word this…] from what I could see from playthroughs… but actually GETTING my source and playing it…

. . .

…My god…

What happened to us…?

…Were we ever just safe and happy?

Like… Yeah, even for me, living in those apartments never felt 100% right… but it didn't feel THAT wrong either?

And oh god… Larry… Todd… I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry… Then Ash…

How did it get so bad…?

I feel like I can actually say I'm almost grateful for the shit I went through… cause if I went through all of THAT… god… and the thought that some of you MIGHT'VE gone through that HELL… I'm sorry… I'm so, so sorry…

I won't pretend that everything I remember was perfect. It wasn't… not even the slightest bit. But, for fucks sake, we were just teens! Yeah, we fucked around with paranormal shit… we had some run-ins with ghosts… we played detective where we maybe shouldn't have on occasion… found some nasty secrets about our town… But… I don't remember us dying like that… us being torn from each other… We still weren't "perfect". But, we weren't.. I dunno, tormented…?

We weren't stuck suffering like that, and I hate the thought that some of us [Sally Face kintypes/fictives/etc as a whole] were… And I'm just so sorry…

I guess I just really want to see everyone again, I want us to laugh and joke around… get into trouble… all of the shit we used to do. I want things to feel normal, I want things to go back to how they were. And most of all… I want us to be kids. I want us to actually get a shot at a "normal" life.

I know I can't change anything, anymore… but I wish every second of these long days that I could help… even for a moment.

the rules page https://fictionkinfessions.tumblr.com/rules

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[offishialghostieaccount]

i am ghostie grimsoul, but please just refer to me as ghostie

please refer to me using she/her or they/them pronouns more information about me and this blog underneath

i am a cassmate, which makes me apathetic by nature, and apart of the vivid rainbow system, with our host being limon who is primarily active at limoncats i am a fictive from an obscure source; prism the colorful tales my source was made by kiraprismart

i am interested in fish (ichthyology) and marine biology but i am still learning about things; please tell me things you know about the subjects in my ask box as i am willing to read

to sort and filter tags, please refer to these tags: #necronotemicon entry is my normal text post tag #addition to the pages is my reblog tag #artwork is my art tag (if the art was made by me) #curses is my vent tag #contributions is my ask tag

[fictive-culture]

Fictive Culture! ✨️

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Hi! Welcome to Fictive-Culture another Fictive Culture is blog!

Kofi link

Special shout out and thank you to @fictive-culture-archive and @fictive-culture-is the og Fictive Culture blogs

📝 Here you can send in asks related to being a fictive in the format of Fictive Culture is or something more specific like OCtive culture is, Obscure source Culture is, Specific Fandom/Character fictive culture is or anything else that falls under the Fictive umbrella! 📝

✉️ You may also send in not fictive culture is asks talking about your life as a fictive, your system, source, or life outside of being a fictive! However, for our own mental health, we ask that you do not use our inbox to vent in detail when it comes to things like abuse and trauma. If you need clarification feel free to ask! These will be tagged #fictive rambles!✉️

❓️#fictive questions and concerns, is our tag for answering questions about fictive things or general system things if they come up!❓️

❔️CLOSED #Source Guesser is a blog game where you send in a poor description of your character source and my spouse and I try to guess who you are there is no queue just whenever we feel like it❔️

🩷 We are not here to judge you based on your source, so all fictives are welcome. 💚

Don't talk shit about your headmates

While we don't have a DNI* as they aren't really useful we are accepting of all system origins, poc and bipoc, mentally ill, aros and aces, neopronouns, xenogenders, all mspec labels, contradictory labels ex: bi lesbians, therians/otherkin/alterhuman and self dx.

Some things about us!

🌟We are a Mediple/Diversian system and TraumaEndo, mostly Paragenic, but a few other origins as well. We are primarily a system of introjects with only around 10 brainmade out of 100+ headmates. The autism and madd were just like yea we fucked up /light hearted. We are bodily 25, and you may refer to us collectively as Spade/Jest It/Neos We also run the @median-culture-is, @brainmade-culture-is and @paragenic-culture-is blogs. We just think they're fun and love the community :) If you wanna learn more about us our main is @spadesmidnightcrew 🌟

This was a section just @ ing blogs to boost the blog but now I wanna use it to list active blogs that are cool :) @plural-culture-is @empty-system-culture-is @autospec-culture-is @pluraladvice @mediple-culture-is @factive-culture-is

👤Taken Anon Names and Emojis Under the Cut👤

Please end your posts with (blank) anon so I know it isn't a specific headmate name or sign off

Single emojis: 🔥, ☁️, 🧶, 🌌, 🪓, 💜, 🧨,🧠,🍝,💉,🔪, 📺, ⚕️,🧸,👻,

Double emojis: 🐀🌊, ❤️🐢, ⚙️💫, 🎨🦔, ☀️🌊,🧠✨️,✨️🕯,☮️💾,🌀🪽,⚡️🔥,🌲🌠,🔮🐀,🫧🧁, 🐍🌒,🕰📀,💀🔒,🖤🌙,🧸❤️,💚🖤,🌠🌙,🌥🪷, 🌌⭐️,🩷🕷,🧹🫧,🌼🍁

Word emoji combo: nw💫

Word: Compass, Nightmare

[nightfallsystem-moved]

Nightfallsystem - Main blog. Plural System. cringe asf autistic and chronic pain haver. giant isopod enthusiast.

READ MY DNI AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS POST!!!

IF I FOLLOW U / REBLOG FROM U RANDOMLY / ACT LIKE WE'RE MUTUALS U PROBABLY FOLLOWED/INTERACTED ON MY BLOG @qiekz OR @qiekzart

‼️hi guys if ur reading this during october 2023 plz check out @qiekzart rn im doing a thing ✨✨

Check out my etsy plzzz :333 i post adoptables !!

My name is Qiekz, my pronouns are it/its, please use my actual preferred pronouns. For your DNI purposes please know I'm 14 ^_^ also no nsfw interaction or you will fucking die!! im also learning japanese! (please send help.... im dying..... grahh.. ive gone too far to quit its kind of my curse now.)

what to expect from this blog? random shit, this is my personal blog. there may be vents and rants (tagged as #vent and #rant respectively) there may be random shit there will be so many reblogs.

i try to add ids when i can into the alt text, though i have chronic pain so sometimes im too tired to, sorry

Special interests: Giant isopods, Yugioh 💀💀

interests: TBHK, manga and anime, servals, marine animals, suicide boy (critical of it...), made in abyss, (critical of it...) , japanese language ,, ... i forgor

FEEL FREE (i encourage you to!) TAG ME IN SHIT ABOUT MY INTERESTS!!! esp yugioh im really autistic about it o my god

#autistic about this thing tag <- will be me tagging shit im really autistic about!!

not really in discourse anymore other than transgender stuff so if you try to drag me into discourse ill drag you into the pits of hell. i fucking hate syscourse so much.

If i am not speaking and another system member is, the post will be tagged as "- [name]". I tag common triggers, flashing lights and eyestrain, etc, these will be tagged as "TW [topic]". also JSYK i block a fuck ton of people so like, yeah, I block anyone for any reason I want. I will also not unblock you. unless youre liek my friend or smth.

We have so many fictives sooo,, source list: TBHK, Omori, OneShot, Wolf Song the Movie (yknow, that one on youtube.), yugioh..... </3 .. sourcemates r cool to interact n stuff feel free to send an ask im just shy...

anon hate MUST be original no lame "kys" or "[slur]". i will judge you. try better. try harder. get good. if you send anon hate i will judge it and rate it out of 10 so please try your best.

i am weirdo fictionkin heres the list: hooni from suicide boy yayy,, faputa from made in abyss ( I FUCKING HATE THE SORUCE FOR BEING SO WEIRD OMFG AHGHH),, jolteon from pokemon. . im weird and fuckd up . much prefer if u dont rlly seperate me from me in sources. cuz i just am me. sorry. ig. just refer to me as me . thank you

I am critical of all of my interests!!

or more just i hate them agh just be normal omfgggg crying sobbing

if you wanna avoid a common trigger its most likely tagged #tw [topic]. i also tag eyestrain and flashing lights but usually i just tag it as "#eyestrain" or "#flashing". tbh i unfortunately cant be trusted to remember to tag any other specific trigger because of bad memory. i wont tag reclaimed slurs but i will tag slurs used in a mean way

Please do not DM me unless you actually really need to. Send me an ask if you want to DM me and specify that you want it answered privately if you want. but i AM UNCOMFY WITH DMS. unless we're friends or i DMed you first. otherwise i place a curse on you I MUCH prefer asks over DMs

Sideblog list

@omori-addict

@oops-all-traumacore (TW TRAUMACORE)

@sunnymogai (inactive)

@hellhoundmutt (inactive)

@sunnymogai2 (inactive)

@qiekz (EYESTRAIN + FLASHING TW please block if you are affected by that please)

@qiekzart

@tsukasabrainrot

alter blog 4 tasma:

@tazmahell

@tazmaboxed

DNI:

Anti plural, pluralphobe, anti endo, sysmed, against created alters/etc, "dont believe in systems",

Proship, condone or support posting any sexual stuff that includes a child, lolicon/shotacon/etc, someone purposely meant to look like a child, cub.

LGBTQphobic, transmed, transphobe/homophobe/biphobe/panphobe/etc, 'super straight'/variants, anti-ace inclusion, anti-aro inclusion, anti a-spec inclusion, aphobes, anti mspec lesbian/gay/etc, stelliophobic, anti lesboy/turigirl/etc, anti any good faith queer identity, anti neopronouns, anti xenogender, anti mogai.

Ableist, support autism speaks, think "narc abuse" is a thing/demonise people with any disorder including NPD, infantalise people with disorders/disabilities/etc, post/support on subreddits like r/fakedisordercringe or r/systemscringe, use the term "Aspergers" / describe urself as an "aspie" (Hans Asperger was a nazi who killed many disabled people, so shut the fuck up.)

Racist, cultural appropriators.

Radqueers, trans-id/transX, transrace/trace (not adoptee term), support the term transplural, pro-contact/contact-complex/contact-neutral for harmful paraphillia, sway people away from getting help for harmful paraphillia, MAP/Pedo/zoo/necro. (also transspecies is ok if its not used in a transX way)

Fujoshi/variants. fetishize mlm/wlw, etc.

Against traumacore / vent art.

Have minors on ur DNI (no offense im just a minor lol), NSFW-Focused blog

Post stolen art (includes AI images) / trace art without consent

other stuff is im neutral on factkin or kff tbh. and i think id rather stay neutral on tulpas as a term. i just dont fucking care. i dont involve myself in syscourse anymore, i might post more endogenic positivity later but id rather not due to the rampant harassment and infighting in the system community.

[lovebugzzz]

➯ෆʚHëll✩!!ɞෆ➯

im l✩vëly! I'm a simpbur fictivë fr✩m thë h✩rr✩rC✩rë systëm!!

(Translation : Hello! I'm lovely! I'm a simpbur fictive from the horrorcore system!)

ෆʚ『┉┉┉┉┉』ɞෆ

I usë hë/Him Thëy/Thëm Th✩n/Th✩ns Hëart/Hëarts and Pink/Pinks pr✩n✩uns!!

(Translation - I use he/him they/them thon/thons heart/hearts and pink/pinks pronouns!!)

ෆʚ『┉┉┉┉┉』ɞෆ

✩ur main acc✩unt is @trenchcoatdemon ! ^^

Im a typing quirk user, s✩ p✩sts I makë will l✩✩k s✩mëthing like this!!

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"♥~• Hëll✩! This is a ëxamplë! ✩✩✩✩✩!"

(Translation - Hello! This is a example! Ooooo!)

ෆʚ『┉┉┉┉┉』ɞෆ

DNI -

Homophobes/Transphobes

Anti-Neo pronouns

Anti-Age regression

Nsfw/Nsfl Accounts

Syscourse only accounts

ෆʚ『┉┉┉┉┉』ɞෆ

BYF -

We are a Adhd/Dyslexic/Autistic system,

I will be posting about age regression sometimes under the tag "#🐰Bunnyposting"

I do take emoji requests,

I do take stimboard requests but I'm still learning how to make them!!

ෆʚ『┉┉┉┉┉』ɞෆ

Tags!

#🐰Bunnyposting

Regression posts!

#♥Lovelyspeaks

Under all normal posts!

#✉️Requests

Any kind of requests!

#💓Flusteredposting

Ranting about things I really love or stuff about source! Please block this tag if your looking for a specifically little safe blog, as my source is rather obsessive and I still carry that sometimes, :(

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(S☆rry ab✩ut all thë tags!! >x<)