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IM OUT OF PRISON!!!! here is me (fursona) and my boyfriends evil cat who is only homophobic to me when i front specifically because she can knows i'm gay or something. soo n i will hold All of thier cats

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been working on things and what am i without posting wips. i love this guy

a little worm wiggled its way into my brain after seeing a super sick animation meme a while ago and so for the past several hours i had to work

my drawing software crashed on the first lineart of the first frame and i was so proud of it. now ive been drawing weary since (both because my editing software is threatening to die and rendering the video very laggily and because krita has stopped slowing down before crashing, it just does it. frown)

but i am happy with how this is turning out so far. lots of little details to fix but i have at least one gif im pretty happy with so far

scell belongs to @thaltro 💙💙💙

theres also this prick that i didnt post but it the pixels are such a small thing that dont get its own post so im sticking it to here

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we used to have normal lives

my drawing software ended up crashing and this is all i ended up saving (copied and pasted layer. always remember to save. please) 🙁 so im not coloring this anymore, it was meant to be a warmup sketch so it gets to stay one. bit of a strange one but oh well

this does actually have some (in quotes, "some") lore significance. not to say this is canon though because i hate dialogue and i hate joy (in all seriousness though im super excited to actually be sharing some art of them that isnt them having staring issues with the camera and is lore related. even if that art is just scrap pieces put together)

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crittee k llve i love the critter

This pikmin boss thought they could hide as a normal strawberry,,, I caught you idiot

breakfast posting

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Palette is a divine punishment

repost because my idiot ass posted with transparency. His name is palette because he was born in a palette of blood oooo edgy

God dammit now I have to redo all the tags

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That’s all for my slop art posting, besides this Wip of Gabriel ultrakill, he’s very unfinished but yeah

Sorry for the low quality posts, I’ll answer some asks- I’ll probably post more ultrakill to cause I love it,,

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ebastingon ad paint 💙💙

You make fanart of Pressure? :o We would love to see it!!!!

Sure, here’s one I gave up on . I tried making him more creature

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Psych and pallette

(College is kicking my ass)

I’ve been focusing on commissions and studying for exams- I’m sad I haven’t been able to post or get more nightwatch done. Here’s a dumb nightwatch comment. Yes I did spell pallette wrong but who cares. I just wanted to remind you folk I’m alive

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love this guy practicing poses with a reference this time, a bit messy but im having fun

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tobyfox joins the OFF soundtrack. an angel gains its wings. im so happy. getting to hear sick new music and see the sick ass game stuff hell yeah

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Atrophy, why you paper? @thaltro

(I know he has no tendrils, I thought the pose looked better without)

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the devastating part of character writing where you get incredibly attached to the characters knowing what will inevitably happen to them is the worst part of character writing

that is to say that i am incredibly attached to my alphys, dubbed "alpine" or "pines," with an array of other nicknames.

this is not likely to stay the design, as i am still in the mid-first phase of everything. alphys is also really fun to draw in general

i am having a lot of fun coming up with things that i could do with her and other main cast characters. her especially

i will simplify eyes in any way possible because i hate drawing them. also have been in this fandom for an incredibly long time but i dont actually know/remember the reason why people make sans' (and co aus) tongue different colors. i search for actual lore reasons but i also dont have a lot of faith in there being much in universe reason behind it? ive always assumed it correlates to magic

sans doesnt get to be special so everyone gets different tongue colors. she gets blue because blue tongued skinks are cool and she deserves all the cool. the color might change but it wont take away her cool

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background practice posting because im not gonna stop messing with it if i dont post it now. i also dont know if i said it before but i learned that blocking with colors and then shaping it is a lot easier than lineart. i hate lineart

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The most important answer we all need,

Does Dr.Blue like cats, this will decide everything.

(There is only one right answer)

YES!! he may be a little worried about them chewing on wires, but cats will forever be precious little critters ‼️🫶

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I’ve been swayed and enchanted by Dr. Blue.💙

Do you have any silly or fun facts about him? Perhaps personality description? Morals? Relationships and bonds? Experiences?

(As I very discretely write every word down for non malicious and non writing reasons, if that’s alright with you. ✏️)

This makes me so happy to hear!! thank you so much for asking!! I am more than okay with any sort of fan work (it will make my whole year asdhhfb) if thats what you're asking as well, please tag me in it if you create anything!!!

(i've never really been good at personality descriptions but i Will try my best!!) Dr. Blue is very driven by his passions and interests, often breaking a more docile demeanor to celebrate and enthusiastically explore these things. Its actually mostly why he got into being a doctor! After being rejected by the Star Guard (without spoiling too much), he would double down on the belief that technology had the potential to help people. Technology is also one of his special interests and one of the very few things he prides himself in being good at. He tends to be as kind - though assertive - as he can be, even if he is made uncomfortable by his clients. It's kind of like customer service for doctors asdfhb

He often fears looking like his father, through his work, through his personality, and often doubts his abilities to be good at much of anything. He has an incredibly difficult time being very vulnerable around people, including his friends, and would often self-isolate as a means to 'deal with the bad.' This coping mechanism doesn't help the want to be nothing like his father either.

Blue also has a very hard time processing grief or fully understanding it, and in his prosthetic, you'll see a handplate and a large orange band beside a blue one - these are representative of his (dead) brother. If he were to lose anyone else close to him, he would add another band with a color representative of them.

He is a massive computerkisser (which honestly probably helps with how much he treats his job with care and delicacy). He also loves MTT, huuuge fanboy of them - will collect any sort of merch and other of them, though will likely only wear any sort of fan merch thats bigger than a keychain where the setting doesn't call for it (like public situations). Also a big fan of all Portal games!!

Morals!! A huge one is that he refuses to hurt anyone in the name of medical advancements, science, or really anything at all. He believes that many, if not most, situations can be talked through and that everyone deserves to live and have a chance to be understood - that many situations are much more complex than what is visible on the surface.

It's a little hard getting into his current relationship dynamics without spoiling too much of Nightwatch, but he is very close with Dream, Scell, Memory, and Psych - having a familial relationship with Dream and viewing the others as close friends, save for Memory, who he sees as a little strange (and fears for the safety of his technology around). He would also probably really get along with Alphys!

As for some more little fun facts, he gets to keep the fuzzy skull and eye light color communication that the handplates brothers have. Due to this being a handplates AU specific trait, this causes a lot of confusion and misread signals for when he meets characters like Ink, or others with differently colored eye lights outside of his AU for the first time. He will only change eye light colors around those he is very comfortable around as he grows older and get rather embarrassed if he glowed around others (let alone getting FUZZED, how horrible!!).

All of his personal tech (like a phone, tablet, etc) are either very old models (the guy to still use a flip-phone in 2025) or modeled off of old userbases

He would probably be a big fan of artists like Weezer and The Killers (its a really random one but one that i personally think is funny. he's a big loser). He's also a homestuck fan (it's such a non important detail but if you ever brought it up to him, he may be horrified). He doesn't talk a lot about it because it isn't socially acceptable, but he does know the ins and outs of the hospital and all the ways to escape or get into rooms (typically through vents) if a situation called for it. He tends to collect things that other people would deem as trash (broken buttons, spare beads) and create little keychains out of them. He would also be really into underground battle bot fighting rinks, but would get too attached to the robots involved and likely end up heartbroken when one of them inevitably got damaged in battle. He likely has a journal full of old designs for battle bots

thank you so much for asking again, there's a lot for him - i could go on and on and can answer more specific questions if wanted as well!!!! 🫶🫶 there's also some information on his official reference sheet !! including his buddy scell, who he runs a repair shop with

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To people who are desperately asking for fundz/donations on tumblr.

USE THESE REDDIT SUBS INSTEAD PLEASE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!!!!!!!

Hate Reddit if you want, but using these subs are your best chance. People gather in these subs because they have charity to spare:

/r/Assistance /r/legaladvice /r/RandomKindness /r/Charity /r/care /r/Random_Acts_Of_Pizza /r/Food_Pantry https://www.reddit.com/r/RandomActsOfPetFood/ https://www.reddit.com/r/RandomActsOfChristmas/ https://www.reddit.com/r/almosthomeless/ https://www.reddit.com/r/homeless

/r/freelance  /r/povertyfinance /r/thrifty /r/borrow /r/gofundme

/r/depression /r/familysupport /r/transitions 

I never see anyone actually getting any significant donations on tumblr and to be honest, tumblr is the worst place to ask for assistance. Use it as your last resort, it frustrates me to no end seeing people begging for help, reblogging the same post over and over, the same types of posts over and over, to no avail, when people are waiting to help you on a different part of the web  GO TO WHERE THE HELP IS. IF YOU WANT DIRECT ACTION TO WORK STOP WITH TUMBLR AND USE REDDIT.

PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF SATAN REBLOG THIS SO WE CAN START REDUCING THE AMOUNT OF DONATION POSTS THAT GET STUCK FLOATING AROUND THIS WEBSITE

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au writing update and ranting

hey, because its currently in writing and i am scoping out a little bit more of my character things

i am going to start with i hate the "dead dove: do not eat" tag for the fact that its often used for proshipping or otherwise romanticization of serious topics / situations. as i saw it previously, was a way to emphasize seriousness about content warnings in media. however i will not be using it for the aforementioned reasons. that being said: memorys story (in writing / art experimenting progress) will be both a comic and a piece of written fiction and will in varying (but mostly explicit / heavy) detail display topics such as medical trauma (including ableism, and i hate calling it "body horror" but graphic descriptions of watching your body dissolve as an example, amnesia) religious trauma and other mental health topics such as dissociation, depression, other traumas ... (i also dont know the interest in this creature, but i will note that i am very excited to release it. theres a lot of working behind the scenes to do some connections. i dont want to spoil too much though)

dr blues story, if written, will also follow similar routes but he gets a much happier life when he makes it to the greater nightwatch storyline. (let me know if theres interest in his story?)

now for the more sentimental stuff, both of their stories mean a lot to me in general but especially for the ableism they face. as a disabled person, i think its incredibly important to address these kinds of issues and show the affects it has on people. its been on my mind, especially as of recently and at the moment

as its known, both @/thaltro and i are writing for these characters and i want to take a second to heavily applaud him for writing them as gracefully, accurately, and in character as he does. he is the only person i fully trust to write these characters and hes done a lot of amazing work (and even that undersells it)

now this is the largest audience that i have ever had (375 followers, thank you so much :^)). i will be honest in saying that its a little scary to have anyone know what youre doing in an amount larger than a handful of people.

while i dont intend on using this page as much more than writing my self indulgent passion projects and being relatively lighthearted when its not about character stuff, i do enjoy breaking that convention sometimes and want to say;

to anyone, but specifically with disabled people in mind, i am very proud of you. do not let anyone tell you what your limits are, especially when you have been doing your best and fighting to stay alive. that is enough. keep fighting and rest where you can. fuck ableism. stay safe out there, even if/when the future looks scary and dull