#orion has no idea
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Prompt 23 - Penseive
@wolfstarmicrofic September 23, word count 421
Previous part First Wolfstar part
Together, Sirius and Remus read the letter from Orion. It didn’t contain much, just an apology for not being able to find a suitable answer.
‘Aside from kidnapping a death eater and getting them to call him, I don’t know how to get him away from the others.’
Orion wrote.
“So basically yours and Regulus's plan then?” Sirius snorted as they read on.
At the bottom of the letter, scribbled quickly, was a note.
‘Sirius, it’s not safe to come here any more, your mother is suspicious. I think she saw the floo flames. Don't come unless I say it is safe. Stay safe, my son. I love you. Orion.’
“Well, that’s not good,” Sirius said worriedly as he read through the note again.
“Hopefully, once we get rid of Voldemort, it’ll be safer to meet up, if that’s what you want,” Remus added, not wanting to force Sirius into anything. Sirius leaned against Remus’s shoulder and sighed deeply.
“I think it is. Once everything’s done, I can take Reggie to see him. If he wants to,” Sirius laughed once before sobering again. “We need to think about how we’ll capture all the death eaters as well if we manage to get Voldemort,” Remus thought for a moment.
“Didn’t the Potters have a pensieve? Could we maybe check Peter’s memories? See if he’s been to any of the meetings,” Remus asked. Sirius was a Legilimens, and could check himself, but he hated using it. His mother had used it on him his entire life, up until he escaped that house and her. She’d pick apart every detail of his life, wrenching open the vaults he tried to hide memories and thoughts he knew she wouldn’t like in. The only thing he’d ever managed to hide from her was Remus. Those thoughts and feelings he had hidden in a little black box in a dark corner of his mind with a big flashy box in front of it. She missed it every time. “Shhhh, love, I know,” Remus was stroking his hands up and down Sirius’s arms, knowing where his thoughts had gone, and Sirius realised he was shaking. He buried his nose in Remus’s neck and breathed in his comforting scent until he’d calmed down.
“I’ll do it,” He said,"I'll go into his mind and find what we need, it'll be easier than using the penseive and then we can only take the memories we need for the courts." And that was that He'd decideded and that's what they'd do.
Next part
#wolfstar#wolfstar microfic#wolfstar fic#wolfstar fanfiction#sirius black#remus lupin#dead gay wizards#sirius orion black#sirius o black#remus john lupin#remus j lupin#sirius x remus#remus x sirius#sirius and remus#remus and sirius#marauders era#harry potter#orion has no idea#walburgas suspicious#sirius is a legilimens#lets find out what peter knows#pensieve
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
almost blown out bsky / twt / ig
#illustration#digital art#original art#artists on tumblr#character art#marcia#marciaillust#lowkey a rkgk but a true Marcia rkgk would not be getting posted at all#ive had this babygirl in the dumpster folder for a while but i fished her out to finish her#dumpster folder is where drawings go to play with other drawings and run around the farm before i move them to the external drive#the reason she was in there was um i gave up when drawing her feet#truly feet are the hands of the legs#i wouldnt say i mastered hands but i feel pretty comfortable drawing them nowadays#feet on the other hand? jesus christ#someone make them make sense#I MIGHT HAVE FINISHED MY WORK SEASON FOR 2024 BTW#work as in dayjob as in brawl stars#it depends on what my boss will say monday and if there is any actionable feedback#i am in desperate need of free time#bro you have no idea the way ill go to SLEEP WHEN I CAN#OHHHHHOHOHOHOHO#orion hit on the head has nothing on the speed with which i will collapse#the alternative caption on this post was 'you best not be trying to blow out my flame bro' but i chickened out
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
Megatronus Prime, Prima Prime.
.
.
.
.
.
.
(al final)
#megatronus#prima#tf one#transformers one#tf megatronus#tf prima#sentinel prime#megop#CHANGED STUFF added a page#IT'S CANON THAT Megs has Megatronus' tcog and OP has Prima's SOOOO#I refuse to draw quintessons without good references I have no idea what i was doing and it looks shitty but i can't do anything else#very quick and messy and it bothers me but i have to learn to let go#also i do like the reincarnated headcanon but i also like the primes as their own guys#both are good#tf d16#orion pax#my stuff#megatronus prime#prima prime#noblespark
5K notes
·
View notes
Text
None of the Decepticons are surprised
(Edit: the vans are Ratchet and Ironhide they use the same Nissan Vanette mold in G1)
#before the war Megatron and Orion got drunk together#Megatron: seeker frames are so elegent and their wings are beautiful#orion: hhhhhbgh van chest....#tbh no idea if that tweet is real#transformers#optimus prime#megatron#oh boy theres alot of implied ships here#ratchet#ironhide#optiratch#optihide#no idea what their ship name is BUT THERE HAS TO BE ONE RIGHT THEY WERE ALSO P GAY#megastar#megacracker#megawarp#transformers fanart#transformers g1
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Guess who finally heard what Knockout said to Optimus in TFP ?!!?! (me)
#this has been all an elaborate ruse on myself to draw knockout#im doing breakbee cowboys tommorow dont worry#transformers#maccadam#tf optimus prime#tfe optimus prime#optimus prime#orion pax#tfe megatron#tf megatron#megatron#megop#tfe megop#megatron x optimus prime#optimus x megatron#tfp knockout#knockout#transformers knockout#doctor knockout#i can make knockout say other things if you guys want i have some ideas open to suggestions#honestly i genuinely believe knockout would be a big supporter of healthy communication about things like this hes so :3#do not call Megatron chad megatron i taped eva foam to my face and took pictures like that so i could get the angles right PLEASE D:#i love you big nose megatron#transformers prime#kinda#tfp#tfp spoilers#earthspark
473 notes
·
View notes
Text
Another summer doodle :D
idk if somebody have done this already but one day the inspiration strucked me like a fright train and i had to draw it
i was THIS CLOSE to finishing it and posting before the second OH SO BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING trailer, oh well ¯_(ツ)_/¯
also the og bg is staying because:
1) i don't want to draw something else; and
2) i find it 1000 times funnier that they ended up in a prison van and that they were in school (hey guess what, now i have like 2 ideas for AU's-simply because of the unchaanged background...AND THE MOVIE ISN'T EVEN OUT YET)
Part 1 Part 3
og photo under cut:
#I WANT THIS MOVIE NOW PLEASE *FERAL ANIMAL NOISES*#the idea that orion and d are in school and are sneeking out throu a portal just cracks me up XD#we-wo we-wo lights#orion: head empty no thoughts#yet still pround of himself#d-16: is regreting every life decision he has ever made#summer doodle#transformers#maccadam#transformers one#my art#orion pax#d 16#meme redraw#after seeing the 2nd trailer:#YES THE FINGER SCENE WILL BE IN THE MOVIE#YEEESSS#AND THE ONE THAT FOLOWS *THE PUNCH*#MMM CHEFS KISS#doodle#tf one#art#digital art
588 notes
·
View notes
Text
I like the new guy’s flair ✨
#this is the fastest I’ve painted something in a long time#but the news from today has me so excited#even if he ends up not sticking around I think he’s going to be a lot of fun#no idea how to tag this so here we go#new bug#quintessence ghoul#orion ghoul#midas ghoul#phoenix ghoul#phantom ghoul#I think those are all the names I’ve seen#not picking a name yet#the band ghost#nameless ghoul#my art#ghost band
3K notes
·
View notes
Note
Sparkling Au
I don’t know if this could happen till he is older but would D-16 at sompoint growing up try to paint himself purple or make a fake mask as a big fan of Megatronus and Alpha would be happy for him but also sad since he would have to wash it off at some point (also before I forget merry Christmas I hope you have a amazing wonderful holidays)
Aww that’d be so cute!!! Alpha would encourage D to be like his brave uncle lol and Orion would fight with him for fun wwww
#primessparklingsau#the two of them doodle the primes sometimes#d-16 just drawing abunch of megatronus’ s and the occasional other prime#Orion’s favourite prime is zeta and of course mama#sentinel feels his chassis ache whenever he sees d-16 love megatronus#no srsly his chassis hurts and he has no idea why#probably not because of megatronus’ s cog right?
96 notes
·
View notes
Text
Being constantly surrounded by the presence of a loving God sounds great until you realize you never know when his freaky fuckin eyes are gonna show up to check on you.
And man. They do it a LOT.
#primus please let the mech breathe#what i want to emphasize most with this iteration of optimus is the inherent fucking terror of being made a prime#really pick at those little threads of how fucked the matrix as a concept is. same with the staple tropes of op himself#the idea in tfp that it can entirely change your personality. and that if you lose it you cannot remember your time with it#those implications send me spiraling. to what degree is optimus the same being as orion pax? do you forfeit your soul to be a demigod?#do you fucking die to become a conduit for the higher being that made you? letting it puppet your mind and body like a parasitoid?#if death in transformers is simply rejoining the allspark; if the soul is something splintered off from the whole;#and if to die as a cybertronian is for that fragment to merge with the whole once again. is a prime not fundamentally a dead mech walking?#a prime stands with one pede in the afterlife and one in the land of the living and has to keep up with both at once#constantly seeing visions from a plane his processor was never meant to comprehend with optics that were never built to see it#forced to adapt into an elevated being as much as a frame that still has silly things like wants and needs and emotions and base coding can#how does a mortal live when his body is no longer just his body; but a vessel fir something holy and a tool fashioned to heal the world?#when he can never truly be alone again and he has to simply live with the ever present knowledge that he is being watched#both by his god and by the world#how does one live knowing not even their thoughts are private? when your god may be living but man he does not get the idea of boundaries#guess it must be hard to grasp personal space and all that when youre an ocean of souls that left it behind#maccadam#transformers#wayward sparks#optimus prime#art tag#sometimes i feel kinda bad for putting this bastard through The Horrors. if ws gets made all the way he will be thrown so many bones#only sometimes tho >:3
70 notes
·
View notes
Text
Need to see the reaction the other Optimus's would have learning how old TF One! Optimus was when he got the matrix. Bayverse: I got the matrix really late into the war Prime: I was only a couple hundred Vorns when I got mine G1: I got mine pretty young prob a hundred or so less than you tfp!Optimus EarthSpark: Same here G1, what about you tfOne? One: oh... uhhh... 50 G1: 50 Vorns!? That's so young, I remember being a much bigger slacker when I was 50 vorns. i couldn't imagine having the matrix so young. One: No... 50 cycles... Bayverse: ...Is cycles your version of vorns? i mean I know some of our time measurements are- One: No we go by vorns as well... i just... wasn't even a vorn old when I got the matrix Prime: ...How old are you? One: ...51 cycles
#coffee speaks#transformers#transformers one#rambles#orion pax#fanfic ideas#Tf one Optimus should have been at the club#but no he has to run the planet#Tf one is a fetus compared to the others#Meanwhile with the Megatrons: Damn your not even a vorn old yet!? Gimme back that highgrade!
45 notes
·
View notes
Text
Look at these three:
It's from that TFP barbarians/city-dwellers twist on a really out there verse where Others from Earth managed to make Cybertron a home AU I was talking about.
D-16 here is doing his best to get these two acclimated to Neocybex, both the Common and Ilmentite (a dialect that's utilized by deep underground miners). He has treats hidden in his hands if they can get specific glyphs right. Scraplet/Orion is very much motivated by food. Juno is highly motivated to get the language down so she can wholly curse the mecha that stole her away and be understood by everyone.
Because D-16 no longer has companions his age, he latched onto the two little 'newcomers.' as they're the only ones that can venture out and do their part to help the cohort. He's happily 'mentoring' as he mimicking what the adults do for the fresh newbuilds. The adults around him think it's both cute and disheartening as no one has the spark to tell D-16 that there's a really high probability that those two won't make it (Spoilers: they do.) as sparklings that get sold to the mines typically have issues that surface-dwellers refuse to take.
Although Orion is the oldest of the three, D-16 had more consistent meals and the protection of an adult cohort to ensure he was able to develop normally. While Orion is shorter and less ornate due to delays, he has a far greater tolerance for different fuels, denta capable of crushing rocks, talons on agile hands, and very advanced sensory systems. Hence why his audials and antenna are detailed. Right now, he's pinging and listening around them in case anything (or one) tries to sneak behind them. That box is his best friend as Orion can't believe these mecha just try to throw away decent food! (It's a disposal crate meant that's currently meant for minerals. And yes, Orion sleeps curled up to it.)
Juno (a June Darby that descended from a Cybertron/Earth hybrid) is fretted upon by the adult miners around her. Because of her heritage, her armature is relatively weak, and those 'thin' robes are a part of it. Unlike a usual Cybertronian sparkling that can not remove their armature until a later stage in adolescence, her kind can due to their extended duration of frame development and constant manipulation due to a cross of Earth shapeshifters/humans and Cybertronians over the generations. (Their communities developed a strange relationship between wearable clothes and their natural-born armature.) The mask is part of her tribe's way of life. Less about hiding identity and more to help the young tap into latent abilities by drawing on the blank slate to invoke simple spells or transformations. That blank mask with those empty and dark optic holes creeped out many until she took it off. Nor does she have a 'proper' helm as she has an exposed mess of thin cabling that she can control. She has them tucked away in low buns whenever she needs to follow D-16 or his parent's cohort out of the Den. D-16 likes poking them since he never seen anything like that in his life. Despite her small stature and dainty appearance, she's a little menace that's currently full of rage and would absolutely bite the throats out of the mecha that stole her.
The harness she has isn't from her tribe but from the Snatchers. It's actually a specialized inhibitor and a tracker. The raiding caravan was hoping for the nearby Wilders to launch a rescue so they could track exactly where the main of the communities since young creatures, practitioners, and Seekerkin would fetch the highest credits and prizes from high rollers and the elite. Since her robes have sigils and runes carved inside to hide her and she lacks a T-cog, she was sold to the Tarn's mines as she seemingly had none of the 'exotic' and powerful abilities of the Wilders.
Some little extra details:
The boys are far more dirty since Juno has some sigils to keep herself clean for longer periods of time
D-16 is playing 'I spy'
Those blocky thick stripes on D-16 are harzard stripes and doubles as a unique identifier to his creators' cohort in case anything happens since D-16 doesn't count as a full person yet
The miners are trying to figure out how to keep it on Juno
Orion has it on his back
The box in Orion's hands has two Cybertronian scripts. The top is Common Neocybex (TFOne glyphs), which reads DISPO. Shorthand for disposal. It reads left to right. The other is the written version of Ilmentite (glyphs from Gen 1 comic and Transformers video games). It actually skips vowels and reads top-down. It's cut off, but it says MINERALS.
Orion's antenna and audials make subtly clicks and can move independently.
#transformers#transformers prime#tfp#megatron#june darby#orion pax#creature#magic#humanformers#humans into cybertronians#bitlets#sparklings#cybertronian culture#cybertronian biology#cybertronian language#culture clash#cultural differences#maccadam#fic ideas#my writing#my draws#child endangerment#look at young Megatron before he realized how truly fucked up his world is#juno has long sleeves since the inhibitor fucked with her abilities and she can ball her fists without anyone noticing#orion has no thoughts. just food in his mouth
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
little gay touch
#idk if theyr ironop in the comics bcs i have small attention span and only paid attention to the rubble bee story bcs it's so fking painful#but just seeing this in general is like wow! my two dads!#im so obsessed with the idea of one sided ironhide optimus....#ironhide pining for optimus and optimus smiling so kind at ironhide but his thoughts always go back to megatron..#ironhide calling himself expendable and laying his life down at optimus' pedes bcs hes his security his knight and optimus is Optimus#and optimus cant object bcs hes Optimus#i think abt transformers one ironop like... what will they be like#i like to think miner ironhide saw orion as annoying and a trouble maker very similar to d16#but wasnt befriended like d16#so he never saw orions kinder side and now that he does as optimus hes like. i couldve known him like this without the matrix#and now he has it and now we're at war and now he looks at me but he only looks through me to see megatron on the other end#idkNOWWWWWWW IDKWWWW like UGHHHHH bro#i NEEED transformers to WAKE UP like i did NOT just now build up the courage to finally participate in the fandom bcs of scary loads of lore#& fear of my dumbness only for everything to die like pls bro pls dont do this to me...#anyways wow... gay touch#'hes not hearing u... but i am..' bats rusted over optics all cutely at u and devotedly#optimus: the horrors#transformers#transformers idw#ironop#ironhide#optimus prime
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
Working on something i guess- I'll see how I feel about colours or whatever
also them :) ❤️
#me when i draw robots fast versus drawing robot refs- PAIN. SUFFERING. it will be worth it in the end#sg orion pax#sg d 16#shattered glass#sg tfone#i have a lotta thoughts about how i want to write sf tfone but i gotta go slow with this#my brain has been turned into MUSH by work lately...#but i got ideas of how things would be different now#especially about the iacon 5000 but i probably have to write all that out. but that would be one of the most MAJOR changes for my rewrite#anyway uh. muy... boys...#they need to explode#transformers#transformers fanart#transformers shattered glass
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
Soo i've read a deadly education ...
My thoughts:
So the first book (a deadly education) is pretty good, the writing style isn't for everyone but i don't mind it so much, i really like the ideas and the magic system and El is actually fun.
Second book (the last graduate) all goes to shit, half of it is repeating the first book wich takes time we could've spent on other things, the plot kinda ehhh, like the ideas are interesting execution is not, and i don't want to talk about the ending. In the end the only good thing about the book is el's and orion's relashionship
#digital art#fanart#sketches#a deadly education#el higgins#galadriel higgins#orion lake#there should be more fanart for this book#the characters are great#and so are the ideas#but the execution#ehhh#aaa#i forgot el has sandals
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
Prompt 11 - Apparition
@wolfstarmicrofic September 11, word count 362
Previous part First Wolfstar part
“Is it just me or is this far too easy? Like should there not be more obstacles in the way of the Horcruxes themselves? I still can't believe I had to stay here,” Marcus grumbled. He was still a bit sore that he hadn’t been allowed to go to Hogwarts with them.
“Maybe he thinks no one will ever figure it out, and they are pretty hard to find unless you know where to look. I mean, if we hadn’t figured out his lineage we would never have found the ring,” Remus said, placating the ruffled wolf.
“Don’t worry you can come with us to Crouch’s,” Sirius patted him on the back, slightly harder than he probably needed to. “Speaking of Crouch, how do you want to do it, Reggie?” Sirius turned his attention to his brother, who now that the diadem was destroyed appeared to be trying to convince James to follow him deeper into the forest. “Ahem, Regulus Arcturus Black, your input is required, you can input Prongs later.” Sirius snickered.
“What?!” Regulus spun around red-faced.
“Crouch? I’m thinking you go in under the cloak and act all Jacob Marley and scare the shit out of him.”
“Who?” Regulus asked, his brow furrowed as he tried to make sense of Sirius’s words.
“You know the apparition that visited Scrooge telling him he needed to mend his ways, or he’d be doomed to an eternity of restless walking, never finding peace! You know A Christmas Carol!” Regulus just shook his head.
“Merlin, educate your boyfriend Prongs, I can’t believe you never read Dickens,” Sirius groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose. He’d read the entire collection after Remus had introduced him to them, but then again, all Regulus’s friends were purebloods. What a sad little life they lived. “Alright basically you go and scare the shit out of Crouch, and we hunt for the Horcrux,” Sirius decided to get to the point. “And then you are going to go to Potter Manor and read all the Dickens books and educate yourself on muggle classic literature,” He shook his head again and stormed off towards the camp, Remus hot on his heels.
Next part
#wolfstar#wolfstar microfic#wolfstar fic#wolfstar fanfiction#sirius black#remus lupin#dead gay wizards#sirius orion black#sirius o black#remus john lupin#remus j lupin#sirius x remus#remus x sirius#sirius and remus#remus and sirius#marauders era#harry potter#werewolf sirius#regulus black#james potter#marcus#time to go see barty#regulus has no idea what a Christmas carol is#read some muggle classics reg#sirius so acted out the Marley part#apparition
28 notes
·
View notes
Text
Machine
There are no Primes. There haven't been any Primes since the Matrix was reclaimed by Primus. But with the war spiraling out of control and Orion Pax, the hope of the Autobots being on death's door, Ratchet had no other choice. The Autobots needed a leader, they needed a Prime. If Primus would not give them one, then Ratchet sure as Pit would.
(fair warning, this post is really freaking long)
━━━━━━ ⊙ ❖ ⊙ ━━━━━━━━━━━━ ⊙ ❖ ⊙
Orion Pax was their leader. He took up the mantle when the Autobots needed hope more than ever before. He was kind, he was courageous, he was wise and grew more so with every day. He was what they needed to keep marching forward against Megatron's forces and the slow demise that their world seemed to be dead set of reaching. He was more than worthy of being a Prime.
Ratchet never expected such a mech to fall.
Even as he sat at Orion's bedside watching his friend and leader waste away, he could hardly comprehend it. However as the army began to panic without their leader and the Decepticons grew more bold, Ratchet was forced to make a choice. Orion would not live long. His frame was devastated beyond repair and he had no Matrix to give to a successor to lead the Autobots. When he died everything would fall apart and their world would be handed over to Megatron.
Ratchet could not allow this, not when everything they were fighting for depended on the presence of a leader.
As such while there was still time, Ratchet cast aside his reservations and he began what would be considered a heretical work by any definition. He quietly began collecting scans, samples, CNA, copies of memory, and everything else that made Orion Pax who he was. He did not tell anyone what he was doing as Orion faded and he took what he gathered and began to apply it to his project. To keep the army at least semi-composed, the lie he told the Autobots was simple: That Orion Pax was being taken for emergency frame restructuring and was to be brought close to Primus's core to keep his spark stable.
He forged the studies he used to back up his claim that having Orion moved was a wise decision. And then once that was done, he took his friend from the medical bay and brought him to Ratchet's personal laboratory where he took everything he could from his friend while he still lived.
The CNA he used to begin creating a clone, one that he ensured was lifeless through a series of chemical implants. He adjusted it as needed, altering it to match his specifications and leave room for the modifications he had planned. He integrated the CNA of fallen Primes after rooting around and collecting what he could from their lifeless frames to give his creation the strength of Primes. He also altered the clone frame to have a gaping hole where its spark chamber would have been should it have lived in order to house part of what he was making. Then while the clone frame developed, Ratchet carefully began cultivating an AI which he fed Orion's memories.
He took great care with the AI, feeding it memory and coding it in such a way that it would follow his orders. He put in failsafes, integrated the ability for the AI to evolve and learn how to overcome obstacles, and went to great lengths to input an impossible to ignore urge to win the war and restore Cybertron. It took nearly a vorn of fine tuning, by which point Orion had already passed away. But when the AI was a near perfect replica of Orion Pax mentally, at least based on what Ratchet knew of his friend, he made the final piece to finish the puzzle.
His greatest creation was by far the faux Matrix. He based its design off the old texts and what images he could find. Then when its outer shell was complete, he made the greatest super computer he could compile with the aid of a few anonymous engineers who had no idea what they were making for him. He filled the faux Matrix with the entirety of Cybertron's databanks and designed it in such a way that it would run through countless scenarios and calculate the best course of action. He altered its way of giving information so that it would come in the form of old text and strange glyphs to imitate what previous Primes had said their interactions with the real Matrix was like.
He gave it the command to run through data during the artificial Prime's recharge cycle to imitate visions. He then also altered it so that it directly connected to he Prime AI and would, if all went well, regulate the coded emotional responses as the real Matrix would have done with its chosen Prime. He jumped through every hoop to make it so that his artificial Prime would be as convincing as possible, even giving the clone frame the ability to expertly control its EM field to create an aura of divinity through a series of recessive codes.
Then finally, after over a vorn of effort and just before the army began to panic again, Ratchet put together his finest creation. His perfect artificial Prime, made to fulfill the needs of the people and never to be corrupted by greed or other vile emotions. His creation would lead them onward and play the part of Prime until the war came to an end. This was its purpose, and while it was not what Ratchet would have liked, having his Prime wear the face of his oldest friend was both a comfort and a curse.
There was no time to mourn Orion Pax, all Ratchet could do was continue on pretending as if his friend still lived on in his creation for the sake of his own sanity.
A vorn and a half after the project began, Optimus Prime awoke on Ratchet's medical berth with only vague false memories of going to Primus's core to stop the dark energon from spreading. Careful to remain stoic, Ratchet explained all that had come to pass during the artificial Prime's absence and pointed out the Matrix within Optimus's chassis. It took a moment for Optimus's AI to settle and understand, but once everything clicked, the programming Ratchet put into place kicked in and the Prime was off to do his work.
It was certainly a little rough in the beginning. Optimus, despite having been cultivated so carefully was still not the best at interaction. The artificial Prime required time and lots of trial and error to have its AI grow and adapt, quickly changing to be what the Autobots needed. Before long Ratchet could even believe that his creation was a real living being with how it moved and acted, grieving over the fallen, giving hope to the Autobots, and showing courage and conviction like no other.
It was almost enough for Ratchet to forget that Orion Pax was dead.
However Optimus was still an artificial being and there were indeed signs that pointed toward its true nature despite Ratchet's efforts. Optimus didn't feel pain the same way others did, no, the pain it felt was all artificial and could be turned off if needed. During times of increadible stress or when Optimus couldn't afford to fall, Ratchet would quietly utter the command to have Optimus's ability to feel pain turned off. The ability startled the Autobots a great deal, especially when Ratchet forgot to turn the pain sensors back on, prompting Optimus to come to him in increadible worry wondering if something was wrong.
Optimus didn't know that it wasn't alive, and Ratchet couldn't afford to let his artificial Prime think otherwise.
Optimus also wasn't the best at recreating emotion, its AI simply wasn't structured with high emotional response in mind. It was meant to be stoic, unable to be traumatized but still capable of learning. This meant that while it developed and learned, becoming a better leader and responding to the emotions of others better, it had issues replicating other's emotions. It could hardly grieve, it could hardly feel joy, sorrow, or despair. The only emotion Ratchet allowed it to have hardwired was a sense of duty and failure when it didn't perform adequately.
There were other smaller signs, little things like the way Optimus would remain unconcerned by gore, illness, or death. But other than that, the Autobots accepted it, taking Optimus as their Prime without much question. The only one who suspected was Jazz, the other longtime friend of Orion. But even he, perhaps wishing for the entity that called itself Prime to really be Orion, never said anything. All the while Ratchet watched and gently directed Optimus, giving it commands veiled as suggesting and council and repairing him when required
Optimus was his machine, nothing more, nothing less... at least that was what Ratchet constantly told himself in order to not get attached. That is until Optimus returned to base with an actual sparkling in its arms and treated it with more protectiveness and love than Ratchet had ever seen his creation show before. Up until that point everything Optimus did was well within parameters. It fell within the lines Ratchet set, but as if touched by Primus, it suddenly stopped being an "it".
Optimus's AI evolved, and it, no, he changed. Ratchet could only watch on in growing fear, awe, and confliction as Optimus stopped needing him to offer quiet commands. The artificial Prime began acting like a living being, no longer confined by the coding that left him usually aloof and unbothered. The artificial Prime developed, becoming his own individual and never once suspecting a thing about what he really was. This alone nearly made Ratchet want to wipe Optimus's AI and try again, using injury as an excuse just to be sure his creation couldn't go rogue. He only stopped because of how happy Optimus looked as he played with the sparkling he named Bumblebee.
By the time Ratchet considered telling Optimus the truth if only to clear his own guilty conscience, he couldn't do it, not when Optimus believed every single false memory and lie Ratchet had ever told him. How could he destroy the artificial life he had unintentionally created? Optimus was meant to be a machine, a tool to be directed and used as required. The only reason Ratchet had made him believe himself to have once been Orion Pax was to make his acting more believable. But that one small decision had changed everything.
Optimus believed he was living, he thought he had a spark like other mecha and he behaved as such. Ratchet had to feed his creation more and more lies to constrain him and keep him from trying to create Amica bonds or other such intimate ties. He told Optimus the Matrix forbit it and even went so far as to knock Optimus offline and alter the faux Matrix's code so that it would keep Optimus from trying to connect to others too deeply.
If Optimus tried to bond with anyone, the results would be devastating. Even knowing this, it hurt Ratchet's spark to watch Optimus be forced to keep a wall between himself and the sparkling he had found. The artificial Prime still played the part of a Sire for Bumblebee, but he could never have the bond that existed between a Caretaker and their sparkling. Ratchet told Optimus this was due to the Matrix, but Ratchet knew this not to be the case.
Ratchet made a machine to lead the Autobots, but instead he had created an AI that believed itself alive. By the time the Allspark was sent away and the Autobots fled to the stars, the only thing that set Optimus apart from the true children of Primus was his lack of a spark.
No matter how much it hurt to look at the machine who wore his friend's face and identity, Ratchet couldn't tell Optimus the truth. Optimus didn't deserve that pain, not when he wept for the fallen, not when he fought with conviction, and most certainly not when he wished and dreamed with Ratchet on dark nights, imagining a better future. On such nights Ratchet liked to forget that the entity he was speaking to was one of his own make. He liked to pretend that it was indeed his friend who sat beside him and murmured softly the hopes he held of a future where their people were free.
After such interactions he often lay awake in his berth wondering if he had made the right decision and what Orion would think of him.
Coming to earth changed little. Optimus continued to act as Prime, leading them and fighting against Megatron as he always did. He took the children in with grace and behaved exactly as Ratchet expected Orion would have should he have been made Prime. But by that point Ratchet was too ridden by guilt to even dream of trying to wipe the AI that was Optimus or try again. Optimus was alive if only to the others, he couldn't risk everything falling apart because of the truth being exposed.
Then Unicron woke and everything began to crumble bit by bit.
Ratchet managed to hide Optimus's true nature by modifying the faux Matrix so that it could produce an EMP field strong enough to push Unicron back into slumber. But after the event Optimus began to suspect something was wrong with him, that he wasn't right. The abuse of the faux Matrix meant that it started to malfunction and Ratchet couldn't make any adjustments without drawing suspicions. He could only pray that Optimus remained ignorant.
Optimus was concerned, but with time he shook of the oddity of his faux Matrix and Ratchet breathed a sigh of relief... up until Smokescreen made his appearance and brought with him a container which had been welded to his back. Ratchet didn't think much of it once Smokescreen was confirmed to be from Alpha Trion. As such he removed the container and with Bulkhead's help, pried it open.
He regretted that more than anything else.
Within the container was the Matrix, the real Matrix. Every single bot in the base stood still as stone, all of them not wanting to believe it as they looked at Optimus. Ratchet wished he could scream as his creation looked the faux Matrix in his chassis and the real one in the container and passed out.
#maccadam#transformers prime#transformers#optimus prime#ratchet#team prime#orion pax#alternate universe#artificial prime au#secret identities#I've had this idea kicking around for a while#it has so much potnetial#I fully intend to expand on this thought if it proves to be of interest to you lot
222 notes
·
View notes