#or my alters will.
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actually no, we're not "dating". we're bound together for infinity. like the stars. so, fuck you, actually.
#queerplatonic#alterous attraction#asexual#if you find this and youre her no you didnt#aromantic#queerplatonic relationship#acearo#qpp#qpr#lgbtqia#love#transmasc#alterous yearning#alterous relationship#fuck you mum i love my girlfriend and youll have no part in it#fuck you mum#transgender
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I miss California...
#jenneca yaps#i hope i can go back someday. but that's only if it's like....still there#I'm pre emptively grieving the loss of american (and Californian and even texan) culture. like. if we all flee the country. if we go all#iron curtain or states go to war. if the borders close and everyone who didn't already leave got trapped inside or had to flee illegally.#if the whole country goes up in gunfire....#yes we'll still have American media. we tend to shove our music and movies in everyone's faces. but even that is... exaggerated. wrong.#people might recognize red solo cups from tv or might make american cheeseburger or hot dog or new york pizza jokes. they might talk about#the fortune cookies that aren't chinese. the way we had prom and homecoming. sweet 16s. deep fried everything and the rap and hip hop that#the black community grew here. or they might know stonewall. but it's different you know?#everything they know would he secondhand. and meanwhile for me it'd just be a place I can't go back to.#leaving home is one thing. but leaving and knowing you might not come back- or that if you do it might not be the same....#it's very possible I'll never get back to that version of California. and that's.... hurtful for me.#I grew up there. with my valley girl accent that's since been scrubbed to more of a disney channel voice with time.#i grew up drinking in and out milkshakes and going to black bear diner and looking at the palm trees and living in cities#or suburban blocks with tiled roofs and mexican inspired architecture#and having asian reseraunts and coffee shops on every corner.#it wasn't a big deal to not be into sports the way it is here in texas. everyone knew about technology- our movies and cell phones and viral#e celebereities were all right here. it wasn't weird to talk about that stuff over lunch with your friends- you weren't a freak for it.#i miss beach days and bonfires with friends. and i miss the accents. i miss people who sound like me. i miss the way girls would keep#hairties on their wrists like bracelets and guys would wear shell necklaces. i miss surfer lingo and the wacky sideways buildigs and orb#windows in san Francisco. i miss the park we used to vacation to. i miss the valley and the mountains. i miss the weather- i miss wanting to#go outside- feeling like i vould go for a walk without melting or freezing to death. i miss everything being “hella” and everyone being#a “dude” or “guys”. I miss how blue the state was politically. i miss churches that weren't all high and mighty and that accepted queer#people with open arms- where people didn't all dress the same like some sort of cult or all be the same race and income bracket like the#churches here. i miss tanbark and everyone saying “like”. i miss public parks and sprawling libraries with three stories and big statues.#and i don't miss it now but i know I'll miss at least some things about texas#or my alters will.#i miss the ocean breeze and i even miss earthquakes.
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Hey man can u not do that
#have I mentioned tht this character was very house of leaves/backrooms inspired#it’s always doing shit like this… smh#my art#edit: ok i went back and tagged my posts of it as#alterant#for organizations sake... ill probably draw more of it idk its fun to draw
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I miss the era of the internet where everyone had an evil alter ego/character that would show up on their channel, just to be silly, that eventually got a lot of lore from the fandom for no reason. It was a simpler time.
#it was NOT cringe it was FUN and SILLY#like off the top of my head#markiplier#darkiplier#wilford warfstache#jacksepticeye#antisepticeye#stampylongnose#hit the target#(not an alter ego but still fills the role. I was obsessed with spotting him in lovely world as a child)#uuuh I remember a bunch of the old mlp youtubers I watched as a child did this but I DON'T want to see what they're up to now lmao#does like. early sandersides count for this?#back when anxiety/virgil was a meanie?#xisuma#evil xisuma#evil x#i can't forget him for sure. I may not watch xisuma but i know of evil x#I know there were definitely more and i would love to see what people tag#but it was so fun!#they had fun with it!!#I'm just feeling nostalgic#welsknight#helsknight#ill add ones as people tag em lol
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new guy in the Express
bonus:
adding more to the whimsy
#so i have to be forward with this after all the xiao spree these past 2 years i was close to None feeling interested to doing hsr art#until now LMAO#primary reason being: sunday#like i swear he used to be annoying as a villain but there's something so sad and cute about how he's changed until he boarded the AE#it altered my entire brain chemistry#so anyway i'm actually not supposed to post online until i have work done but#courtesy to anon when i was merely visiting my acc for a bit on that bowtie cat proposal... this is for u to rb <3 await the other post too#sunday hsr#march 7th#trailblazer#dan heng#AE quartet#yes absolutely that needs to be a tag#qiiarts#honkai star rail#hsr
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awesome girl with a REALLY lame crush. my favorite
#🧻 sharts#grayghost#valerie gray#danny fenton#danny phantom#guess ill die (danphantom)#genuinely i love the grayghost dynamic where val is like fenton's knight in shining armor trying to protect him from phantom#and dannys just like off to the side like. trying not to laugh whenever val says something to either of his alter egos#val: i must protect my weak and pathetically sopping wet cat crush/boyfriend from the terrifying ghosts#danny the crush/boyfriend in question who's actually the strongest ghost around: ó^ò
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They're stupid
#the band ghost#the band ghost fanart#ghost bc#frater imperator#cardi c#papa v perpetua#new chapter altered my brain chemistry#had to draw this#I kinda hope V treats Copia well tbh lol
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Hadestown // Severance, 2x03 “Who Is Alive?”
#severance#severanceedit#severance spoilers#mark scout#asal reghabi#mark x gemma#*#i have been Thinking About This (severance + hadestown) for so long but waiting to make any gifsets and WELL. can't wait anymore#a web weave rather than something artsy but i have many plans for better stuff#tbh although i'm a tumblr vet i've never been crazy about the myth of orpheus and eurydice; it's fine but it just doesn't Speak to me#(though i do think hadestown is a beautiful and excellently-written musical)#however. if this show can pull it off i may be fundamentally altered#and if it doesn't ... well. i will accept my place in the clown car
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sometimes i randomly remember how insane maggie stiefvater was for making ronan lynch—a man that can create reality—a man of god, when he himself is a god of a man. then to take this man and have him be not only in love with, but a literal soulmate of a man named adam. parrish. adam parrish. who, mind you, lives above ronan's very own place of worship. and is the namesake of the first of mankind that the bible says god made from the literal dust of the ground (adam parrish: comes from nothing, hair "dusty" in color) and appoints him to care for the garden of eden (adam parrish: sacrifices himself to ronan's sentient forest). then has adam viewing ronan as a god and ronan saying "maybe he dreamt (created)" adam???? like who just fucking writes that and goes about their life?
#if i think about them too long i start going actually insane#maggie pay for my therapy bills please#me and my ignored religious trauma are literally have never been able to handle it#the raven cycle#pynch#ronan lynch#adam parrish#and the fact that i read the series pretty soon after i realized that pretending i believed in god was doing more harm than good and left#i was still a kid and had very bad undiagnosed ocd that made my implusive thoughts surrounding hell and eternal damnation and the end days#and it terrified me so much as a queer trans kid to realize i didnt believe but still had thoughts of that in my head and then to read this#series like a year or 2 later was brain altering for me#anyways where was i going with this#ahahahha#im having a moment#adam's last name is pretty self explanatory too like....miss girl
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Microdosing polyamory by dating a system
#my bf does not have DID but I like to tell him that he’s microdosing polyamory#system tag#did system#plural system#osdd system#traumagenic system#sysblr#dissociative system#system stuff#dissociation#dissociative identity disorder#actually dissociative#other specified dissociative disorder#complex dissociative disorder#dissociative amnesia#dissociative alters#dissociative identities#did memes#did#did osdd#did alter#did community#actually did#hc did#plurality#pluralgang#plural community#plural stuff#plural memes
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I never opened procreate after a movie so fast
#my art#sonic fanart#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#this movie permanently altered my brain chemistry#sonic 3
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hearing “i’m burning up a sun just to say goodbye” really set the standards high when i was a preteen
#doctor who#timepetals#dw#the tenth doctor#rose tyler#tenth doctor#tenrose#altered my brain chemistry
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r-recks etho prosthetics map......... he's just a normal guy, as i said haha [sweats]
#😬#'a few' alterations yes#he's fiiiiine guys who needs uh organs anyway#recks au#recks!etho#my art#sketch
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horrendously late entry for @luneariann’s dtiys!! congrats on one million ely i’m so proud of you <3
#this was due two days ago but tumblr banned me from posting 😍#sry i had to alter the pose bc i CANNOT draw extended limbs i hope you don’t mind ely😭😭😭😭😭#hope i at least got the flowers and color palette somewhat similar (i did not draw any of the flowers you chose💔💔)#ANYWAY COLORING THIS WAS SO FUN FRFR I LOVE SIMPLE CLOTHING RAAAAHHHH‼️‼️#THE PROMPT WAS SO CUTE TOO…….SKK DANCE WAUGHHH#the ppl in my inbox can leave now i drew skk dance pls leave me alone 😔#THE PARTICIPANTS ALL DID SUCH A GOOD JOB HAVE A FUN TIME GRADING EVERYTHING 🙏🏼🙏🏼#(imagine having to choose between so many beautiful entries i would cry personally)#ANYWAY CONGRATS AGAIN YIPPEEEEEE ILY ELY THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A GOOD FRIEND ♥️♥️♥️#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#soukoku#skk#lotus draws#dtiysluneariann
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Searching your eyes for the saint is an act of futility
something that's just been on my mind recently!
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl lamb#cotl fanart#my art#the Lamb is Definitely directing this at Neves but I did not feel like drawing a comic. this was more of a fun exercise#also this song is very Neves-coded. Hahah. Hm.#note: the 'carcass' line here is just slightly altered from the actual lyrics in this song#obsessed with the idea that the Lamb underneath all that is an incomprehensible mass of cosmic horror that both disgusts and delights#also tumblr nerfed the quality so bad on this pls
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daydreaming isn’t enough i need it to happen to me in real life
#🌀#my demolition lover <3#alterous#alterous yearning#queerplatonic relationship#achillean#alterous relationship#mlm thoughts#mlm yearning#queerplatonic yearning#yearning#daydreaming#mlm positivity#mlm textpost#gay mlm#gay yearning#hall of gay
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