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Girl who cares so much it makes her sick: whatever I don’t even care
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San Sebastián by Aurelio Cabrera y Gallardo (1870-1936).
Municipal Museum of Fine Arts of Santa Cruz de Tenerife
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sometimes i randomly remember how insane maggie stiefvater was for making ronan lynch—a man that can create reality—a man of god, when he himself is a god of a man. then to take this man and have him be not only in love with, but a literal soulmate of a man named adam. parrish. adam parrish. who, mind you, lives above ronan's very own place of worship. and is the namesake of the first of mankind that the bible says god made from the literal dust of the ground (adam parrish: comes from nothing, hair "dusty" in color) and appoints him to care for the garden of eden (adam parrish: sacrifices himself to ronan's sentient forest). then has adam viewing ronan as a god and ronan saying "maybe he dreamt (created)" adam???? like who just fucking writes that and goes about their life?
#if i think about them too long i start going actually insane#maggie pay for my therapy bills please#me and my ignored religious trauma are literally have never been able to handle it#the raven cycle#pynch#ronan lynch#adam parrish#and the fact that i read the series pretty soon after i realized that pretending i believed in god was doing more harm than good and left#i was still a kid and had very bad undiagnosed ocd that made my implusive thoughts surrounding hell and eternal damnation and the end days#and it terrified me so much as a queer trans kid to realize i didnt believe but still had thoughts of that in my head and then to read this#series like a year or 2 later was brain altering for me#anyways where was i going with this#ahahahha#im having a moment#adam's last name is pretty self explanatory too like....miss girl
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Halsey | The Great Impersonator + God
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need my job to stop sending me emails about the traffic patterns and shit that taylor swift is going to cause when she's performing here because i'm still pissed the 5 emails i used for pre sale got waitlisted. don't tell me not to break check the people coming from 5 states over that have been to see her 3 times already. i do what i want 🙄🙄🙄
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do you all see my vision here
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i think that i should try to kill my ego
'cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
i'm all grown up but somehow, lately
i'm acting like a fucking baby
i'm really not as happy as I seem
nothing's as it seems
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guess i'm actually not coping well rn seeing as i just cried in one of my bosses office today 🤠
#i don't even really know why#im just frustrated with how no one gives a shit and he doesn't care#i was fine until he started being a condescending asshat and talking down like i don't know what im talking about#and then i was frustrated and when i get too frustrated i cry so#had to take my meds for my panic attacks and cry in a closet for 30 mins until i was contained enough to actually speak to him again.#and this is literally my weekend job!!! i should not feel this stressed over it it's literally not a hard job!!!!!#it's the people they schedule to work the busiest days that get paid to do LITERALLY nothing#and i get the same exact (not enough) pay to have to pick up their slack and even though i don't care enough to redo what they have done#it still takes me hours longer to finish something that shouldn't take so long bc they didn't do their part!!!#idfk i hate capitalism but i also cant fucking live without a job so it would be nice if people didnt make this harder than it already is!!!#whatever#pj talks
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fanon neil: softboy, doesn't stand up for himself, sunshine to andrew's grumpy, himbo, doesn't understand dirty jokes, stunningly oblivious
canon neil:
and these are all just from the foxhole court. listen everyone is free to headcanon whatever they like but for the love of GOD stop mischaracterising the bestest boy.
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just asked my little sister's boyfriend about how to tell if guys are being flirty... i've hit a new low 😔
#all bro said is 'if they make fun of you'#my brother in christ wtf#but also like that's just how me and this guy interact in general so that's not helpful 😭#and then my sister tried to explain how they get and he goes 'you're overthinking it'#'dont over think it go with the flow'#my man. i have anxiety. i can't help it.#lmao anyways glad i got to facetime my sister today i needed it. something about talking to my sisters always eases me#even thiugh we use to want each other dead for the first 16 ish years if our lives 😭😭😭#ignore me i just need to word vomit somewhere#pj talks
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If you have Spotify reblog this and tag what your number one song on your “on repeat” playlist is.
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we had some good times, didn't we?
we wore our hearts out on our sleeve
goodbyes are bittersweet
but it's not the end, i'll see your face again
#it's hitting me way harder than i ever could have prepared myself for ):#one direction#liam payne#pj's playlist
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having a panic attack at work bc my best friend just texted me that liam payne is dead.
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one of my jobs had a work dinner/game thing tonight and during trivia one of the questions was the name of all 4 March sisters. the way this is the question made for me specifically and i fucking forgot Megs name 😭😭😭
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does anyone have horror movie recommendations that are actually scary? it can be psychological or gore or suspense or whatever, just something that will either make me shit my pants or sit and stare at a wall for hours.
#PLEASE#i've watch most of the like 'classic' ones but i tjink the only one that gave me like heebie jeebies was hereditary just bc it was so fucked#horror#horror movies#movies#longlegs#poltergeist#hereditary#the exorcist#carrie#paranormal#psychological horror#halloween#the babadook#saw#us#get out
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