#omg am I struggling.
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Hang in there, Tylor Tuskmon…. You’ll find your purpose in this world…
#I am so normal about monsters inc#fun fact it’s my fave movie franchise. it means a lot to me#monsters inc came out when I was a kid of scaring age#monsters university came out when I needed it during college apps#when I wasn’t sure if I could make it anywhere with chronic Lyme#and now monsters at work#when I’m also struggling to find my place in a potential career#I’m glad the series exists omg#tylor my beloved I see so much of myself in u#monsters inc#monsters university#monsters at work#tylor tuskmon#art
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Fanart of Lilith & Astarion from @bludazey “hellish rebuke” 🩵 this fanfic got me through all stages of grief at 3am 😭 the dialog?? The plot twists?? Omg can’t wait for more
#bg3#astarion#lilith#I am so bad at rendering omg#also why did this take me 13h wtf?? well again probably cuz I struggle with rendering lol#bg3 fanart#fanart#art#procreate#hellish rebuke#Pookie this isn’t you#baldurs gate 3#astarion ancunin
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hulloo, i am here once again with cultivate....but not the usual one (~_~;)
so funny thing! i had most of these already done from before, but felt a bit silly so i didnt post them. but then (spoiler) we got Tao Ying in his fresh new look and like.. i had to draw him and post the rest of the gang along with him hksfh. so here, the sillays
🍑Tao Ying
🐉Qing Mushu
🦆 The Empress
🐗The General
aaand more sillies of the goobers
aaaaand thats it hdjhdsjfhds so sorry for the long post lmao
characters yoinked from @neonghostcat cultivate
#long post#sorry hadhkdjf#cultivate#cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain#listen i am not immune to making humanizations of everything i can get my hands on hajhsh#i am obviously not saying this is how theyd canonically look like im just having fun#i know im missing the mark verily but ykno hjcbsd#speaking of which#i struggled so much with tao ying lmaooo#fun fact this is not in fact my first design that i had in mind after reading the new chapter#he was supposed to be more uhhh airy? not so heavily set in physical reality ykno hsahkdj#but i couldnt rly put him on paper properly for the longest time and finally hit a vibe with this design so thats what i stuck with#and he grew on me so#even tho he is prolly really really not accurate to neonghostcats vision hahha#anyway the group pic was supposed to convey that theyre all scarily tall but instead it just makes SY look like a baybey oh well#hahh cheers#WAIT OMG I JUST NOTICED BUT i hope no one interprets the empress saying the bottom bit to the ducklings shbdnxksndndk omggg#THOSE TWO DRAWINGS ARE OBVS NOT CONNECTED OH GOD o(-<
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how much would I need to fuck with Niko and Monty’s genders to ship them
#i am also considering a qpr with the existing genders#i just think they work well together :)#the romantics of the group fr#but also aroace spectrum#they have that duality#and i think it helps Monty be incorporated into the larger polycule#a fic of them and crystal going back to school maybe#or Niko and Monty coming back changed after Esther’s house yk#Niko defends Monty from the sprite’s nastiness#but it gives him a boost in settling into his own bitchiness to throw shade back yk#also if anyone here is talking manga with Niko it’s Monty#like Edwin reads it but he’s struggling#meanwhile Monty gets the vibes and just starts consuming then#those three have a book club#i go back and forth on if Niko gets into magic once she’s back#but Monty 100% is a magic user#this is inspired by a payneland Cinderella fic that has Niko and Monty bonding over fashion#i just think they're neat#dead boy detectives#dbda#dead boy detective agency#niko sasaki#monty finch#monty dead boy detectives#monty the crow#omg also all the trinkets between them ??#they’re decorating the office at every chance#like Valentine’s Day they go all out#making jennys shop date set up look basic#anyway i think this is technically a rare pair but i can’t tell if anyone else vibes with this
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being a writer means writing the best thing of your life one day and then struggling to describe someone walking across the room the next
#i hate how this *thing* i'm writing is turning out omg#is school already burning me out or am i actually a bad writer#yet another existential question to add to my midnight thoughts#aurhghghghhhh....... dies#writing#on writing#creative writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#ao3 writer#writer stuff#writer struggles#writer shit#fanfic stuff#fanfic struggles#fanfiction stuff#fanfiction struggles#my rambles
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Some Sevika to wait for S2-
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane sevika#drawing her to cope i struggle with everything of her but omg i wish to draw her so bad#she's my mew mew ?? ig ????#sevika#the trailer makes me insane#i am in love i cannot wait#don't mind me just screaming into the void
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*slowly sliding my AU Merlin to your Merlin* Perhaps they can be friends 💙
⋆ *looks at the offer closely then puts it down* I kindly accept this offer. ⋆
#poptropica#ai merlin#popropica oc#???#THANK YOU-#someone i can share the struggle of whether or not merlin is an oc but not but also is-#i was reading the tags of your post and i'm like yup#i am confused too dhjsdhs#anyway#can i just say#I LOVE THEM???#their design is SO GOOD-#crowley too btw#i love them both#they will uh-#need nicknames for each other though#aw#cute friendship nicknames#i need more info of them#omg-#i just realized they both cook#now i can imagine them like#gathering together to exchange RECIPES AAAHH-#sorry sorry#nbjhdsj#i've been so happy since you sent this ask#but i was working on other stuff ;n;
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Nine! About time I drew him
#my son! (is only like 7 yrs older than him)#sonic prime#nine the fox#tails nine#miles nine prower#sonic prime nine#him and his many tags#ibispaintx#digital art#artwork#my art#as you can see I’ve given up on line art cuz my lines are never straight (and neither am I)#when drawing him I just realized how complex his design is like omg#I struggled#I’m still not over that trailer he’s off his rockers he’s going insane he has done nothing wrong ever cuz I said so#I’m still pissed at sonic for saying that line#when he says ‘he messes with all of us’ does that include the chaos council???#I hope not they were they literally committed crimes against humanity#the council are only working with them for selfish reasons and are only looking out for themselve#so yeah I am now taking custody of nine because of that line#oh sonic doesn’t want him anymore? ok then mine now#don’t talk to me or my son ever again#sonic prime fanart
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The past couple days online have been... interesting. I consider myself a leftist, think capitalism is corrupt, and think that it needs to be seriously reformed/overthrown. I admit that while I've thrown around phrases and terms like "burn it all down" and "the revolution needs to come" out of frustration without actually thinking about what a revolution entails: excellent organization, unity, and strategy to defeat the United States, the world's largest military superpower which has inflicted political and social destabilization across the majority of countries around the world. There also needs to be superb infrastructure and community to support the disabled, elderly, and poor populations who rely on government assistance and programs, healthcare, and accommodations while this so-called revolution rages on.
All I've received from the far leftist movement are lectures from condescending intellectuals who rattle off academic citations regarding ideological theory rather than practical, tangible steps to advocate for change in our local and regional communities. I have not seen one of them actually discuss conversations they've had with their friends, family, or Americans about what they want to see reflected for the future of the country. I have not seen one of them discussed how destructive, detrimental and traumatic a Trump presidency was for social prejudice and morale in the United States. I understand that for many marginalized groups they've been living in a facist state for centuries so the possibility Project 2025 doesn't galvanize them to see the two parties differently, but I don't think it is fair to white leftists falsely equivocate the election of both parties for the entire American population at all??? Or like at least specify the issues you're referring to in which you view both parties as the same????? Literally one TikTok creator who I used to follow talked about how true leftists are so much better than liberals because they aren't waiting for a presidential candidate to save the world NOW due to the accelerated apocalypse due to climate change but when asked how to change the world they suggest sharing ideas of your future utopia with other leftist groups. How the fuck is sitting around talking about living in a walkable community is great considered "saving the world now"? How are you going to dismantle and restructure American infrastructure to create these communities? How are you going to remove existing racial and social tensions to create a community where everyone lives happily side by side? Do people not consider reality at all?????
And is it not wrong for people to have a fucking sliver of optimism and hope at incremental change that's achieved within the corrupt bipartisan system of American politics, even if they know it's propaganda??? Is it wrong for people to have a singular fucking moment of relief in feeling like their values, beliefs, and lives will be better protected and THEY can advocate for change better??? Is it wrong when there's a couple months until the most pressing election in recent history for people to make the choice they feel will reduce the most amount of harm???
#literally i've seen some leftists post like the people in the us could never handle the torture that the us inflicts in other countries#like seriously what the actual fuck do you not think most people are struggling here and dying of preventable diseases and being subjected#to hate crimes mental health crisis systemic racism sexism etc.#why the fuck arent you actually helping your community and helping them see how foreign and domestic policy are tied instead of screaming#like so much of this virtue signaling and not being grounded in reality drives me crazy#and im fucking tired of not being allowed to feel happiness about anything unless it's morally socially perfect how the fuck are we suppose#to move the needle if we never fucking feel happy????? like what after your disorganized revolution the way your room is disorganized i can#be happy that i live in a perfect utopia?? NO! that's not how the fucking world works get a grip#i never believed in working within the system but at least other more reasonable leftists have offered tangible solutions to sway politicia#in our favor and retain a little bit of our rights#like this one woman was saying union organizers align themselves with democrats strategically not because they agree with the party but#so that democrats will count on their vote and money and in turn advocate for union rights#like i feel like a far leftist would be like omg how dare you align with the democrats!!! but like honey!!! what the fuck are we supposed t#do??? stick our fucking nose up at the current political system unless we get everything we want to move the party further to the right and#then wake up one day and realize because we were waiting for a perfect system all our fucking rights are gone?????#bffr#i know i am going to lose all of my followers for this post#grace rants#politics#donald trump#kamala harris#joe biden#jd vance#project 2025#2024 elections#also to be clear this is what i feel right now because of the delayed discussion of far-leftism and options and campaigning for candidates#if leftists actually get together and UNIFY and fucking do something i'll consider inching forward to the revolution#but screaming the system is corrupt without giving people solutions or action steps and just giving them severe anxiety is unhelpful
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I unfortunately picked up Bravely Default 2 again (I bought it back when it released) and then started over since I last played it in June 2021. And. You know what. I like these silly beans. And then I saw concept art for Dag's expressions and I am not the same. Why did they decide to give him huge fangs in it.
(also I'm trying so hard to avoid spoilers less for plot but more for characters so if you know anything that happens to characters shhhhh. also the expression concept is below the read more so you can see what I mean.)
#bravely default 2#dag rampage#selene noetic#i only just recently reached ch2 in the game and i may have a problem#someone was like wait how have you not gotten farther in 25 hours#and im like im sorry its a problem i have an obsession you dont understand#and then he found out i had three of the four party members with two jobs capped at 12#and then the fourth only had one capped but a bunch high up#and then i told him i was trying to get the gambler asterisk and that meant i had to play a childrens card game#and then i had to do side quests when they popped up#and he was like wait at that point you probably dont need jobs at 12 omg#and im like i know its a problem i cant stop it#so anyway chapter 1 took me forever because i committed to the grind too much#the emotions i feel for silly lil side characters ................ its too real#like even the fact that you beat these two up in the prologue im like teehee funny lil blonde guy#then you dont interact with them in a ch1 quest but they show up again at the same time doing the same quest#and guys i am FEELING EMOTIONS theyre just funny lil mercenaries doin funny lil mercenary things#also please do not tell me anything about the game past ch1 because i want to continue to enjoy experiencing it#which is why i have my ask box closed bc its a game from 2021 and i know im really behind the times#but i managed to not know anything until now and i wanna keep it that way#also i dont really know how to properly draw noses especially when i doodle#but his nose is important and i already struggle with his big jaw so i had to include it somehow#and in the concept art it looks like he has a lil stubble but in game i dont see it so im like ... squinting at he
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Someone needs to make an animatic of Dream and Nightmare to the song Youth by Daughter. That shit would hit HAARRRDDDDDD like come onnnnnnn
It came on in the car and I couldn’t help but imagine how it would play out. It would start with Dream and Nightmare when they were but wee children, and then show Dream getting turned to stone and Nm getting beaten by the villagers, and then go on to show how they’re on opposite sides but they still can’t help but think of the other and and and
,,,I’m normal about them I promise
#undertale#utau#dream sans#nightmare sans#dreamtale#river rambles#animatic idea#the blorbos#they’ve taken over my mind#I promise I’m normal about them#If I had the time or the skill I would make the animatic#but sadly I am struggling with college#please someone take this idea and run with it#I need to see it omg
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I really want to make a series of posts explaining in simple terms the different maths/physics concepts I struggled with when I first learnt them.
Would anyone be interested in it 👀👀?
#studyblr#physics#maths#stem#studyinspo#academia#misa talks#I might even start explaining on posts stuff I am learning rn#I am too awkward with face to face interaction so Feynman method would probably work here#why did I never think of it omg#misa's undergrad journey#but yeah if anyone is struggling with concepts of physics and maths (hs level at least I don't know how much I can help of uni)#please let me know I'd love to make posts explaining them#if you've seen the previous post I reblogged yes this is inspired by it
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i kinda want to live again
#not a vent#not literal#like. i wanna do things again. i wanna go places. i don’t wanna be holed up anymore#saw a mutual baking cookies#and my immediate thought was wow. life is so fucking wonderful#a stranger somewhere thousands of miles away from me is baking cookies. and i get to see a photo of it#and the color of the counter was the same as my friend’s old counter back in their childhood home#it gave me weird motivation to keep pushing through#very odd.#life is beautiful#i am mentally stable btw. just anxiety takes over my every waking moment#i am not in danger of myself don’t worry hang#GANG NOT HANG#THAT WAS THE WORST POSSIBLE TYPI I COULDVE MADE GIVEN THE CONTEXT OMG#i wanna live again#I’m going to join a club i think#start going to the library and chat up the librarians#maybe see if i can help them put away books. just for fun.#maybe i can get a job#maybe i can do this#maybe i can start saving up to move out. or go to college#im already starting to get a service dog. maybe i can do it#only issue is that driving is sensory hell for me so I struggle with it a lot#sooo#ill find a way#public transport here i come
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I'm interested to know your opinion about this https://www.tumblr.com/sad-outsider/745487303531692032/while-everyone-is-wondering-how-two-babies-could?source=share
it is an interesting question, how did AFO become such a skilled manipulator if he grew up feral on the streets? here's my thoughts:
so I don't think from the beginning AFO was all that interested in other humans. we're told that those who didn't give him anything he viewed with distrust and disdain, and the two times we see him coming across some people as a child it's just him killing them. maybe he watched them warily when they passed by, but ultimately he didn't engage with any of them to talk directly (as far as we know). BUT it's been pointed out by others that they had a radio with them as is shown with the circle below
well it does looks like a radio to me and it would make sense that was one of their connections to the outside world (though they wouldn't understand a lot of what was being talked about) and to me it makes sense if a radio was later how afo found out about what the glowing baby was up to. so he was at the very least a little interested in hearing what the others were doing, perhaps to analyze any potential threats and maybe he was a tiny bit curious deep down about the society that rejects them, but evidently AFO wasn't interested in trying to make direct contact with them or try to involve himself in their society and none of them bothered with him either.
that is until he read that one comic book. see the thing afo admired about the villain was how people feared and revered him and so he decided he wanted that for himself. after a lifetime of being ignored by people who passed by him on the street he wanted to become something they feared so they'll follow him and never have their eyes off him. and in order to become that he needed power. he already has an extremely powerful quirk, but he needs to obtain loyal followers to help him enact his will of becoming the ultimate evil who rules over everything. I'm sure AFO realized that in order to make his dream become a reality he was going to need to use other people and I think that's when he decided to begin studying the way other humans act to get a better sense in how to get them to do what he wants.
and I would say he did this by studying various media he came across at first. whether it's looking through books or magazines (remember twins were barely learning how to read when they were small and by the time afo declares his dream they look more like teenagers so I think afo was able to read better by this time), and later maybe he found tvs where he can watch shows that were airing and see the news. so through that he studied the culture, what is deemed acceptable and unacceptable, how to present himself in a way to get others to respect him. overall he would be far more interested in the world that he had no interest in before as he sees there are things he could take for himself there and get people to give him things. I also think after he's done going through media he would've stalked some people to see how they live and act, there are some things you can't learn through media so afo would want to learn more through observing those he comes across.
I like to headcanon that he would see one person passing him by on the street then stalk them for the whole day until they fell asleep. then the next day he would choose a different person who passes by him and stalks them for the rest of the day and does that until he feels like he's learned enough. then later on he would engage in small talk with people he sees to get a better feel of interacting with others and see what they respond well to and what they don't. the more he learns about the nature of people the more he learns how to use their emotions against them and predict their reactions to certain actions.
side note I would also like to point out that afo presents himself more masculine and wears business professional attire all the time. this is important to note because afo grew up without gender socialization, which tells me he saw how business men are typically seen by society as people to be respected and hardworking. so he chooses presents himself as someone who gives off the vibe that he's someone powerful and should be taken seriously by wearing the suit and tie. trying to manipulate people isn't just something you do with words, but also with the way you present yourself to others. you want to carefully craft an image of yourself that makes others view you as what you want them to view you as so you can gain their trust easier which is what I think afo did there.
I think once he feels confident enough though he would begin practicing his manipulation skills on others.
now look here:
afo intervenes with these group of people fighting in the streets and brings peace. I feel like he would do this often, bring order among the chaos he comes across and presents a choice. "if you feel powerless and scared then join me and I'll give you everything you want and more, or don't and remain as you are. all I really want to do is help you out :)"and many did choose to join! look at all those people around afo, those are probably all the people who chose to follow him.
I think afo would've seen how badly metas were treated by society and saw how desperate people were for order and someone to turn to. people can be manipulated more easily if they're scared and looking for anyone to help them, and afo would've seen this as a great way to begin building his empire by preying on the desperate. he crafted this image of himself that not only embodies power but also generosity. he took quirks away from the unworthy and gave them to those who wanted power. makes people think things like look how good he is to those who please him! he presented himself as a savior to the people, and manipulated them by taking advantage of their own vulnerability.
all he really had to do was lend a sympathetic ear and show them hey I was an outcast like you to appear relatable and demonstrate the power he had to those are were scared and felt like they couldn't protect themselves. they saw him as a personal savior who seemed to genuinely care about their plights. of course afo doesn't care about the plights of his fellow meta humans, he just wants to use them for his own purposes then tosses them out once he's done (as yoichi points out). but he seemed so genuine in his words that many fell for it which allowed him to manipulate them further. and so many became so entranced by him that they began to attack his enemies in his name without him ordering them to do so.
of course I don't think afo was always a successful manipulator in the beginning, maybe there was a social custom he overlooked and it made him look bad in someones eyes. maybe he said the wrong thing and it made someone distrust him more. there would be a lot of trial and error on his part when trying to learn to manipulate, but as he interacts with people more and learns from his past mistakes he would get much better until he becomes the excellent manipulator he is today.
and to me afo would have multiple personas he puts on when interacting with different people. two people could meet him but comes out with very different impressions about who he is as a person. he hides his true nature (which is said to feel unsettling to be around) so they would trust him more. I think he would enjoy this game really, stringing people along and making them feel he cares so they can give him what he wants. as I said before no one gave him anything as a child so he feels he has to take it for himself, and manipulation would be one of those tools he uses to get what he wants so he would take time to develop that skill through the things I've said before.
#I feel like I might off went too off topic at some points but this is just my final thoughts on it but....#he would practice his social skills by taking random minions out to lunch#the whole time they're like “omg the boss likes me so much he went out of his way to eat with me 😫❤️❤️❤️”#and a41's like “hm am I making the right face right now? am I using the right tone or am I coming across as too cold? its so exhausting-#to keep up appearances"#because things like that are not easy for a41 who I imagine to have low empathy which makes him struggle socially at times#but he sees it as important to keep up his social skills so he can be a good manipulator
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Uncanny Spider-Man is a fun enough mini but I am begging on my hands and knees to let rushed romances go, you're already asking a lot trying to make me not question the whole creepy crawler thing too much don't ask me to pretend this isn't contrived to give Kurt more drama when there's enough to do with his character as is.
#it's just we can do interesting character explorations on love and hope and all that without shoehorning a random romance to do so#in the year of 2023 they really made silver sable struggle to do her job because she was distracted by how hot kurt is like bffr#plus it's already so short with so many moving parts we didnt need it and a couple cute moments does not a compelling arc make#Spurrier isn't the best writer already so he didnt handle this aspect of it the best despite the rest of the book being palatable imo#overall decent read but that dragged it down#I am here for destiny/mystique officially being his canon parents#they were talking about love after knowing each other for like a week and banging a few times at most like ??? the jump was crazy#those panels could have been used for character development dude omg#relationships in minis don't tend to last and I don't see how they can fit her into upcoming arcs so that's that on that then ig??#uncanny spider man#comics#nightcrawler#kurt wagner#peach talks#s
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Alastor Types with Emoticons
#ocean speaks#hazbin hotel#alastor#my heart#my heart omg#i am struggling to not giggle in class#why is he so silly
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