#omg am I struggling.
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Hang in there, Tylor Tuskmon…. You’ll find your purpose in this world…
#I am so normal about monsters inc#fun fact it’s my fave movie franchise. it means a lot to me#monsters inc came out when I was a kid of scaring age#monsters university came out when I needed it during college apps#when I wasn’t sure if I could make it anywhere with chronic Lyme#and now monsters at work#when I’m also struggling to find my place in a potential career#I’m glad the series exists omg#tylor my beloved I see so much of myself in u#monsters inc#monsters university#monsters at work#tylor tuskmon#art
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Fanart of Lilith & Astarion from @bludazey “hellish rebuke” 🩵 this fanfic got me through all stages of grief at 3am 😭 the dialog?? The plot twists?? Omg can’t wait for more
#bg3#astarion#lilith#I am so bad at rendering omg#also why did this take me 13h wtf?? well again probably cuz I struggle with rendering lol#bg3 fanart#fanart#art#procreate#hellish rebuke#Pookie this isn’t you#baldurs gate 3#astarion ancunin#my art
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hulloo, i am here once again with cultivate....but not the usual one (~_~;)
so funny thing! i had most of these already done from before, but felt a bit silly so i didnt post them. but then (spoiler) we got Tao Ying in his fresh new look and like.. i had to draw him and post the rest of the gang along with him hksfh. so here, the sillays
🍑Tao Ying
🐉Qing Mushu
🦆 The Empress
🐗The General
aaand more sillies of the goobers
aaaaand thats it hdjhdsjfhds so sorry for the long post lmao
characters yoinked from @neonghostcat cultivate
#long post#sorry hadhkdjf#cultivate#cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain#listen i am not immune to making humanizations of everything i can get my hands on hajhsh#i am obviously not saying this is how theyd canonically look like im just having fun#i know im missing the mark verily but ykno hjcbsd#speaking of which#i struggled so much with tao ying lmaooo#fun fact this is not in fact my first design that i had in mind after reading the new chapter#he was supposed to be more uhhh airy? not so heavily set in physical reality ykno hsahkdj#but i couldnt rly put him on paper properly for the longest time and finally hit a vibe with this design so thats what i stuck with#and he grew on me so#even tho he is prolly really really not accurate to neonghostcats vision hahha#anyway the group pic was supposed to convey that theyre all scarily tall but instead it just makes SY look like a baybey oh well#hahh cheers#WAIT OMG I JUST NOTICED BUT i hope no one interprets the empress saying the bottom bit to the ducklings shbdnxksndndk omggg#THOSE TWO DRAWINGS ARE OBVS NOT CONNECTED OH GOD o(-<
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I've been unable to work on my longer WIPs for some reason but take this. for lack of a better title:
idiots locked in the world's most romantically charged staring contest
Heist Mark x Y/N (reader) | 628 words
You wait just around the corner, quiet and out of sight, and lightly smack Mark's arm with the back of your hand when he tries to peer around you, lest someone see and you have both your covers blown.
Your partner rolls his eyes exaggeratedly and you level him with a stare.
You understand the anticipation, but patience is crucial for jobs like this. You wait for the signal. One wrong move could cost you a lot more than just your loot.
The little nook of the building you're waiting in is, rather conveniently for means of slinking around unnoticed, out of the way, and quite narrow. Even with Mark leaning back against the opposite wall, you are mere inches apart.
He checks his watch. 'Should be any minute now,' he utters in a hushed voice.
You nod. Several seconds pass. Distant chatter echoes down the halls, muffled into a steady background ambience of rich party attendees blissfully unaware of the thieves in their midst.
You look at your partner, simply because you have nothing else to do. He's craning his neck again in a futile attempt to peek around the corner more subtly.
His suit for the night is crisp, and gives his silhouette a sharper outline than the more typical cosy sweaters and soft flannel shirts. His hair looks especially dark cast in shadow, but there's enough light from outside the enclosed space that you see it reflected in his eyes. Softly glowing white and orange and magenta specs, floating on deep brown. Pretty.
It's as he turns his head back to face you, that he notices you staring, and meets your gaze without missing a beat.
Mark smiles, faintly roguish, but gentle and just for you.
He holds your stare, and something to the way he does so makes you wonder if he sees the same lights sparkling in your own eyes, and if he finds the sight as oddly captivating as you do.
A minute passes.
Mark loosens his tie.
It's a simple, small thing, but it stirs something inside of you, and you don't know why, but your breath hitches a little and your eyes widen slightly and he definitely notices. But he doesn't say anything and neither do you. All he does is keep looking intensely into your eyes until he doesn't because his gaze is flickering elsewhere — trailing across your features, settling on your mouth for longer than can be dismissed and when you bite your lip subconsciously it's as if he's mesmerised. You can hardly recall where you are or what you're doing here, none of it matters as much as his head tilting ever so slightly and then—
A voice through your earpiece jolts you out of your stupor. You suddenly take stock of the warmth from Mark's breath on your face. Your noses almost bumping. When did he get so close?
You press a button on your earpiece to answer the call, and by the look on your partner's face, he hears it too. It's Wubba and Bubba, giving the signal as agreed, and the moment is gone and your friend clears his throat and straightens up, as a confusing mixture of disappointment and frustration and lingering excitement flutter and twist in your gut.
When he moves out of your immediate space, the inches feel like miles.
You push the feelings down. You have work to do.
Mark mumbles something over the voice channel before turning back to you once again.
'You ready, buddy?'
The corner of your mouth quirks up, matching his own eager grin.
'You know I am.'
His grin widens.
'Good,' he says, adjusting his sleeve and finally getting a better look around the corner, now that the coast is decidedly clear. 'Alright, partner. Showtime.'
#omg. omg am I back? I don't know. I can't promise anything. I'm just excited. I missed writing them properly and finishing something. omg#I literally just forced myself to sit down and eventually come up with an idea and then write it and immediately post it#before I can overthink it#I only intended to write smth really super short just for the sake of writing them besides rough blurbs and thoughts because I MISS IT AAAA#but I ended up with this. which isn't long but is kind of monumental to me??? with how badly I've been struggling with writer's block latel#lowkey I'm proud of myself rn#anyway I love them they're so silly and should kiss I think#WOOHOO YIPPEE#watch me post naught a single fic for months after this (pls be wrong)#amee writes#heist mark x y/n#heist mark x reader#x reader#ahwm#a heist with markiplier#markiplier egos#markiplier cu#heist mark#heist!mark#heist!mark x reader#heist!mark x y/n#ahwm y/n#ahwm mark#mark iplier#I'll put this on ao3... at some point... eventually...#partners in crime
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how much would I need to fuck with Niko and Monty’s genders to ship them
#i am also considering a qpr with the existing genders#i just think they work well together :)#the romantics of the group fr#but also aroace spectrum#they have that duality#and i think it helps Monty be incorporated into the larger polycule#a fic of them and crystal going back to school maybe#or Niko and Monty coming back changed after Esther’s house yk#Niko defends Monty from the sprite’s nastiness#but it gives him a boost in settling into his own bitchiness to throw shade back yk#also if anyone here is talking manga with Niko it’s Monty#like Edwin reads it but he’s struggling#meanwhile Monty gets the vibes and just starts consuming then#those three have a book club#i go back and forth on if Niko gets into magic once she’s back#but Monty 100% is a magic user#this is inspired by a payneland Cinderella fic that has Niko and Monty bonding over fashion#i just think they're neat#dead boy detectives#dbda#dead boy detective agency#niko sasaki#monty finch#monty dead boy detectives#monty the crow#omg also all the trinkets between them ??#they’re decorating the office at every chance#like Valentine’s Day they go all out#making jennys shop date set up look basic#anyway i think this is technically a rare pair but i can’t tell if anyone else vibes with this
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being a writer means writing the best thing of your life one day and then struggling to describe someone walking across the room the next
#i hate how this *thing* i'm writing is turning out omg#is school already burning me out or am i actually a bad writer#yet another existential question to add to my midnight thoughts#aurhghghghhhh....... dies#writing#on writing#creative writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#ao3 writer#writer stuff#writer struggles#writer shit#fanfic stuff#fanfic struggles#fanfiction stuff#fanfiction struggles#my rambles
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Blurry toxic jaya but the way I’m gonna kms over this line art after dying from the sketch too
#lego ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago jay#ninjago nya#sketch#lineart#dude this is so long#i already did nya after struggling with her side profile#because guess what this is the first time I’ve actually properly drawn a side profile#so#im gonna go die#omg#this is so long#do you guys wanna see the glittery ribbon roses i made#they took three nights#or loek two nights and am evening#im so tired but this sketch has been on my mind#im so#ajsghsheh#jaya#evil jay
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Some Sevika to wait for S2-
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane sevika#drawing her to cope i struggle with everything of her but omg i wish to draw her so bad#she's my mew mew ?? ig ????#sevika#the trailer makes me insane#i am in love i cannot wait#don't mind me just screaming into the void
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*slowly sliding my AU Merlin to your Merlin* Perhaps they can be friends 💙
⋆ *looks at the offer closely then puts it down* I kindly accept this offer. ⋆
#poptropica#ai merlin#popropica oc#???#THANK YOU-#someone i can share the struggle of whether or not merlin is an oc but not but also is-#i was reading the tags of your post and i'm like yup#i am confused too dhjsdhs#anyway#can i just say#I LOVE THEM???#their design is SO GOOD-#crowley too btw#i love them both#they will uh-#need nicknames for each other though#aw#cute friendship nicknames#i need more info of them#omg-#i just realized they both cook#now i can imagine them like#gathering together to exchange RECIPES AAAHH-#sorry sorry#nbjhdsj#i've been so happy since you sent this ask#but i was working on other stuff ;n;
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Nine! About time I drew him
#my son! (is only like 7 yrs older than him)#sonic prime#nine the fox#tails nine#miles nine prower#sonic prime nine#him and his many tags#ibispaintx#digital art#artwork#my art#as you can see I’ve given up on line art cuz my lines are never straight (and neither am I)#when drawing him I just realized how complex his design is like omg#I struggled#I’m still not over that trailer he’s off his rockers he’s going insane he has done nothing wrong ever cuz I said so#I’m still pissed at sonic for saying that line#when he says ‘he messes with all of us’ does that include the chaos council???#I hope not they were they literally committed crimes against humanity#the council are only working with them for selfish reasons and are only looking out for themselve#so yeah I am now taking custody of nine because of that line#oh sonic doesn’t want him anymore? ok then mine now#don’t talk to me or my son ever again#sonic prime fanart
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Do you know why Lilly's name is written with two "L"s? Because the two "L"s stand for SILLY!
Sorta comic redraw? (She is listening to Geckle and Munce and how they don't like each other.) (I think they didn't like each other even before the whole blades stuff?)
Also yea, that's sorta still a child, she is like at most 19 here. (According to my most likely inaccurate calculations of timeline and I do believe it. You can't do anything about it.)
#SINCAP POSTED ART OMG#and it sucks we know we know#but regardless#I really wanted to make this better but I just lack the skill#so maybe in the future I might visit this one again#this was enough struggle for now#I know what she looks like but I am not sure if I am consistent with the way I draw her face...#CONSIDER THIS UNFINISHED ART#ninjago#ninjago fanart#ninjago lilly#sincap draws sometimes
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I unfortunately picked up Bravely Default 2 again (I bought it back when it released) and then started over since I last played it in June 2021. And. You know what. I like these silly beans. And then I saw concept art for Dag's expressions and I am not the same. Why did they decide to give him huge fangs in it.
(also I'm trying so hard to avoid spoilers less for plot but more for characters so if you know anything that happens to characters shhhhh. also the expression concept is below the read more so you can see what I mean.)
#bravely default 2#dag rampage#selene noetic#i only just recently reached ch2 in the game and i may have a problem#someone was like wait how have you not gotten farther in 25 hours#and im like im sorry its a problem i have an obsession you dont understand#and then he found out i had three of the four party members with two jobs capped at 12#and then the fourth only had one capped but a bunch high up#and then i told him i was trying to get the gambler asterisk and that meant i had to play a childrens card game#and then i had to do side quests when they popped up#and he was like wait at that point you probably dont need jobs at 12 omg#and im like i know its a problem i cant stop it#so anyway chapter 1 took me forever because i committed to the grind too much#the emotions i feel for silly lil side characters ................ its too real#like even the fact that you beat these two up in the prologue im like teehee funny lil blonde guy#then you dont interact with them in a ch1 quest but they show up again at the same time doing the same quest#and guys i am FEELING EMOTIONS theyre just funny lil mercenaries doin funny lil mercenary things#also please do not tell me anything about the game past ch1 because i want to continue to enjoy experiencing it#which is why i have my ask box closed bc its a game from 2021 and i know im really behind the times#but i managed to not know anything until now and i wanna keep it that way#also i dont really know how to properly draw noses especially when i doodle#but his nose is important and i already struggle with his big jaw so i had to include it somehow#and in the concept art it looks like he has a lil stubble but in game i dont see it so im like ... squinting at he
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The past couple days online have been... interesting. I consider myself a leftist, think capitalism is corrupt, and think that it needs to be seriously reformed/overthrown. I admit that while I've thrown around phrases and terms like "burn it all down" and "the revolution needs to come" out of frustration without actually thinking about what a revolution entails: excellent organization, unity, and strategy to defeat the United States, the world's largest military superpower which has inflicted political and social destabilization across the majority of countries around the world. There also needs to be superb infrastructure and community to support the disabled, elderly, and poor populations who rely on government assistance and programs, healthcare, and accommodations while this so-called revolution rages on.
All I've received from the far leftist movement are lectures from condescending intellectuals who rattle off academic citations regarding ideological theory rather than practical, tangible steps to advocate for change in our local and regional communities. I have not seen one of them actually discuss conversations they've had with their friends, family, or Americans about what they want to see reflected for the future of the country. I have not seen one of them discussed how destructive, detrimental and traumatic a Trump presidency was for social prejudice and morale in the United States. I understand that for many marginalized groups they've been living in a facist state for centuries so the possibility Project 2025 doesn't galvanize them to see the two parties differently, but I don't think it is fair to white leftists falsely equivocate the election of both parties for the entire American population at all??? Or like at least specify the issues you're referring to in which you view both parties as the same????? Literally one TikTok creator who I used to follow talked about how true leftists are so much better than liberals because they aren't waiting for a presidential candidate to save the world NOW due to the accelerated apocalypse due to climate change but when asked how to change the world they suggest sharing ideas of your future utopia with other leftist groups. How the fuck is sitting around talking about living in a walkable community is great considered "saving the world now"? How are you going to dismantle and restructure American infrastructure to create these communities? How are you going to remove existing racial and social tensions to create a community where everyone lives happily side by side? Do people not consider reality at all?????
And is it not wrong for people to have a fucking sliver of optimism and hope at incremental change that's achieved within the corrupt bipartisan system of American politics, even if they know it's propaganda??? Is it wrong for people to have a singular fucking moment of relief in feeling like their values, beliefs, and lives will be better protected and THEY can advocate for change better??? Is it wrong when there's a couple months until the most pressing election in recent history for people to make the choice they feel will reduce the most amount of harm???
#literally i've seen some leftists post like the people in the us could never handle the torture that the us inflicts in other countries#like seriously what the actual fuck do you not think most people are struggling here and dying of preventable diseases and being subjected#to hate crimes mental health crisis systemic racism sexism etc.#why the fuck arent you actually helping your community and helping them see how foreign and domestic policy are tied instead of screaming#like so much of this virtue signaling and not being grounded in reality drives me crazy#and im fucking tired of not being allowed to feel happiness about anything unless it's morally socially perfect how the fuck are we suppose#to move the needle if we never fucking feel happy????? like what after your disorganized revolution the way your room is disorganized i can#be happy that i live in a perfect utopia?? NO! that's not how the fucking world works get a grip#i never believed in working within the system but at least other more reasonable leftists have offered tangible solutions to sway politicia#in our favor and retain a little bit of our rights#like this one woman was saying union organizers align themselves with democrats strategically not because they agree with the party but#so that democrats will count on their vote and money and in turn advocate for union rights#like i feel like a far leftist would be like omg how dare you align with the democrats!!! but like honey!!! what the fuck are we supposed t#do??? stick our fucking nose up at the current political system unless we get everything we want to move the party further to the right and#then wake up one day and realize because we were waiting for a perfect system all our fucking rights are gone?????#bffr#i know i am going to lose all of my followers for this post#grace rants#politics#donald trump#kamala harris#joe biden#jd vance#project 2025#2024 elections#also to be clear this is what i feel right now because of the delayed discussion of far-leftism and options and campaigning for candidates#if leftists actually get together and UNIFY and fucking do something i'll consider inching forward to the revolution#but screaming the system is corrupt without giving people solutions or action steps and just giving them severe anxiety is unhelpful
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Someone needs to make an animatic of Dream and Nightmare to the song Youth by Daughter. That shit would hit HAARRRDDDDDD like come onnnnnnn
It came on in the car and I couldn’t help but imagine how it would play out. It would start with Dream and Nightmare when they were but wee children, and then show Dream getting turned to stone and Nm getting beaten by the villagers, and then go on to show how they’re on opposite sides but they still can’t help but think of the other and and and
,,,I’m normal about them I promise
#undertale#utau#dream sans#nightmare sans#dreamtale#river rambles#animatic idea#the blorbos#they’ve taken over my mind#I promise I’m normal about them#If I had the time or the skill I would make the animatic#but sadly I am struggling with college#please someone take this idea and run with it#I need to see it omg
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Hehe I updated my fic 😌 NGL idk where I am going with this but we're going somewhere y'all.
#yes i too struggled to post this wtf tumblr im eating your liver >:O#ayyy its longer than the last chapter so weeee#i am fr fr so inspired by ya'lls fics that i grow the megamind brain when i read them#tes#matters of the heart#OMG just realized its MOTH hahaha omg that was NOT intended but so funny
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bluesky is so heartbreaking to me bc when i first made an account it was so active and felt unique and i made so many friends. but now just after two months it feels exactly like twitter in most ways, except there's no privs so i get random replies from men acting like they know me (they don't) and most of the friends i made left already :[ i'm not deleting it yet bc i still have some friends there that aren't on here but for me tumblr is better in every way possible. tumblr feels like my quiet space where i can scream into the void and share my creative endeavors and passions and have like minded people (LOVE LIVERS) that actually care interact with it. sure i technically have more followers on bsky, but idc abt that, tumblr is where i feel at home and feel a lot more loved
#flora thoughts#just rambling a bit#i don't plan to delete my bsky or anything. yet#but i am struggling to see any real future for the platform#bc rn its just twitter but with less features and no way to block creeps completely#when i first joined it felt so easy to find ppl in niche communities#which was so fun!!#but now all the followers i get seem to have nothing in common w me like what happened#it was so cool before like i could stumble upon someone that loves love live and d4dj and fe4#and be like omg i love those too!! what a weird combo but we both like it! yay!#but now all i see is just ppl talking abt whatever new gachas are out. genshin.. prosekai.. nikki.. its boring..#also idk it just feels very cliquey#but also i met pop there so the site is awesome for that at least
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