#okay and NOW i’m gonna go to bed
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Reading the boop notifications while only like two mutuals are online feels like this:
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so i had an idea of what if rebellion never happened and madoka stayed a god for years and years and it got to the point where even she forgot who she was and starts to act and talk like kyubey would and it got to the point where she and the law of cycles could not be separated by any means
#draw n’ sketch ⌞ 🍒✍️⌝#idk maybe this is dumb#but I like it#like I’m thinking of a scenario where somehow mami kyoko and homura get to meet her#and while mami and kyoko are thinking ‘damn this is what the law of cycles looks like’#homura is particularly horrified because this is no longer the madoka she used to know and love#ultimate madoka#madokami#godoka#madoka kaname#kaname madoka#madoka magica#pmmm#madoka magica spoilers#pmmm spoilers#madoka magica rebellion#madoka magica rebellion spoilers#my art#fanart#idk what to call this au (?) tho#idk something like ‘corrupted goddess madoka’ or something like that#if I do anything more on this#which I probably won’t lol#my brain gets too frazzled sometimes#okay I’m gonna go to bed now
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I guess I’m not sleeping tonight
or this week
or this month
Sigh…
anyways here’s the new Byler theory-
#byler#stranger things#i need to sleep#i need sleep#we need sleep#i’m going to bed#no I’m not#Don’t lie to yourself _____#You’ll never go to sleep#Byler and Reddie keeps me up at night#It’s okay#mike is also up looking at Wills paintings#And being gay#And then crying#Oh no#oh no mike cry’s bc he is in love with Will#now I’m gonna cry#No I cant cry#Byler is canon#Mike and Will are going to kiss#Woah that was a rollercoaster#Ffs I need to sleep#I’m going insane#🥲
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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You ever look through your follower list and realise how many people are following you who you absolutely cannot stand.
So anyway. Time to do some spring cleaning. Bioessentialists & transphobes get the fuck off my blog. Ace and aro exclusionists get the fuck off my blog. SWERFs and “no kink at pride” types get the fuck off my blog. Right wingers get the fuck off my blog. Antisemites get the fuck off my blog. None of you are welcome here.
(And if none of this applies to you, you’re totally welcome here!)
#personal#Bleh.#I hate having to do these posts why can’t people just be decent#I’ve been lazy though#Now I’ve got blogs following me who have bios threatening to mutilate ‘AMAB people’ if they interact#Fucking disgusting. Eat shit & delete your blog#I know this is my art blog not my personal blog so people aren’t really gonna get much of a sense of who I am from it#But I wanna make it clear I’m not willing to interact with people who think that stuff is okay.#I wasn’t even looking through my followers for this stuff I was looking for petty fandom reasons dghdvdjd#Ugh#Anyway. Going to bed#ALSO. THIS ISN’T REBLOG BAIT#I’m just trying to scare off some people from My blog#Just so you know-
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#probably my last sunny walk at home :(#keeeeellll meeeee#i think one of the things i hate about going back to uni is not being able to experience autumn and winter at home like i used to#it’s weird because i’ve always loved them and considered them my favourite seasons.#but last year (and now this year) i’m realizing that oh! i think it’s because i got to come home after a long day and be in a safe familiar#space. and at uni everything is still a bit unfamiliar and not very comforting so the long cold days get so much harder#but i will surviveeeeeee#counting on gilmore girls to get me through it!! and also love is blind s7. i LOVE having things to look forward to every week it makes tim#fly by so fast. last yr every friday night was reserved for me and i ate frozen pizza or takeout and/or my favourite snacks and#watch my comfort films :( i cooked a lot those nights too 2 save money but yeah. it was rlly nice to have that comfy safe time to myself#i think it rlly got me thru uni.#ik it’s gonna be so hard to get back into a routine but im trying to tell myself that i need to like. focus on the basics first. adulting#can be so hard & i wanna do everything at once! i wanna b perfect in all areas. always do my hobbies. etc etc but i#i couldnt even get out of bed to make myself meals sometimes 💔 so i need to like remember if i don’t journal or read a whole book in a day#not the end of the world. and most importantly i need to be EATING and staying active and SLEEPING FIRST and foremost cause then hopefully#i won’t feel like a zombie.#okay anyways.#feeling sad feeling tired feeling unmotivated but also feeling a teensy bit excited for finally BEING ALONE!!!!#i have my cardiologist appt tmrw so maybe that’s why i feel so yuck also. just thinking abt it makes me wanna throw up#i hope everything goes well#anyways bye bye#♡ dear diary…
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he’s just a ball then
#the monkees#mike nesmith#michael nesmith#okay i’m gonna go to bed now#i love watching the stupidest mike nesmith things#i miss videoranch so much#mike: 🔵#actually he’s this one: 🪩#because of lucy and ramona#and their brother#sun#set#sam
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Dabi is surprisingly a lightweight. You honestly would’ve never figured by looking at him, but as you think back on it, you’ve never really seen him drink a lot. Not when there were celebratory parties, or when things didn’t go right for him. It’s why you’re so shocked when you convince two shots into his system, why he suddenly looks so loose, why his grin splits so wide.
He’s a clinger, you’ve also learned as you’ve started observing the blue eyed man where he shoves his face into the crook of your neck. His body bends over almost uncomfortably to fit into the position, and you can’t help but flinch a little when his damp breath blows a quiet little raspberry on your flesh.
omg wait my favorite thought is of you not even necessarily being a heavyweight, you can just handle your liquor a little better than anyone expects. you love to knock back drink after drink, convince Dabi into some stupid competition that he falls for because he’s such a little nerd and secretly wants to impress you. he does it thinking you’ll be the drunk one first, the one hanging off of his arm and hopefully his dick by the end of the night.
it belatedly shocks him when it’s the exact opposite. when he’s slurring a little and smiling at you, when you watch him through low eyes with a wide grin, when he wraps himself around you like a python, when you shake his face gently as you squish his cheeks together in hand. he’s just so utterly obsessed with you in these moments, and maybe it’s the liquor in him, but he knows his lowered inhibitions are only bringing forth the feelings he’s always suppressed.
drunk sex with Dabi where he’s the one too loose limbed and limp and weak. he flops onto bed like some rag doll with his arms and legs spread wide, but he musters up enough strength to release the heavy weight of his cock from its confinements. doesn’t do much besides lift his head from the pillows with a point to his crotch and a lazy grin, an announcement of, go ahead and hop on already before he’s flopping back down again, ready to lay back and get fucked like how he knows he deserves.
#at first I wrote about him getting whisky dick and not even realizing it and being so embarrassed about it the next morning#but it made me laugh too hard and I was like#no one will enjoy that dude shut up AJSHDKDJDJD#but omg lightweight baby that can only cling to you and whine to go back to your room to fuck#only to pass out immediately on the bed lmfao#I love him I’m gonna str*ngle him so bad#anyway I finished all my work for the week and now I feel empty so I will be moving onto next weeks work tomorrow LOL NERD#but everything next week is simple too so why not get it out the way ya know????#after that I might sit down and actually write another fic since it’s been a little minute#everyone voted for therapist obsessed bkg next but I kinda wanna write something emotional for touya now lmfao#I’m becoming so obsessed with him and it HURTS!!!!!#I can only handle one ☝🏻 at a time or else I start getting the shakes#also omg my regular dr is making me go to the heart dr bc she said my anxiety worries her for my physical condition aksjdj embarrassing#okay bye I’m gonna read a little and sleep#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dabi treats! 🍬#tw: alchohol mention
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it’s amazing how men can just ruin everything
#literally just by existing#like at what point do i say that’s enough#like how many times do you have to repeat that what’s happening is nothing do with them and yet they’re still like#but what did i do#lol nothing i’m going through something i don’t have to share every detail with you#i don’t understand it#how do they make everything about themselves#please i just want one good one#please#one that will just go okay ur upset and i did nothing and you want your space cool#not try and start a fucking argument and follow you around like a lost puppy#fuck offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff#like i’ve lost all motivation now#he’s just taken it#and just as i was about to start and open up my laptop#he wants to come to bed#after spending the few hours i had downstairs with my laptop trying to cause an argument and distracting me#and if i go okay i’m gonna go back down then so i can do want i wanna do#it’ll be omg why do u never wanna spend time with me#WE LIVE TOGETHER#WE ARE TOGETHER 24/7#all the timeeeeeee#but it’s fine when he wants to waste all his days on fucking warcraft#fuck offffff
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No but Minthara’s reaction to fear, insecurity, uncertainty, heartbreak, sadness, anxiety, and for the most part ALL emotions involving vulnerability is aggression. Because aggression is easiest to manage, easier to handle, and the bad part about that is when anger and fury are thrown at the front it’s hard to make left or right of WHY that was (and sometimes you may know exactly why just refuse to admit. It’s case to case.)
So would I say the breaking up with dark urge for the rejecting Bhaal is out of character? No. (She is also very eager to prove herself to Bhaal too early in the temple.) But do I think it entails a permanent break up with dark urge? Not entirely. I do however think it leads to the one of the biggest arguments ever that blow up the camp completely in terms of the fighting. You know the kind that entails shouting and screaming and threatening one another and it seems like an argument to make or break them (and in most cases won’t break them, but if one isn’t careful it just might)
She has just labelled your bond, so I doubt it’s that easy to break up with her.
#[ 🕷️ ] —— out of character#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings#[ 🕷️ ] —— headcanons#[ in terms of game mechanics I don’t know how they can implement a MASSIVE couple argument ]#[ the kind that used to scare you as a child when you’re parents had one? that kind - But !!! ]#[ I’m eating this shit up !!!!!!!! so much!! so much heartbreak and angst ]#[ okay I’m taking my medicine and going back to bed ]#[ gonna be thinking of this now ]
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#think I need to delete TikTok#been on the bad side and been getting pro life debaters on my fyp#finally decided to go up and say something cause I was getting so annoyed and upset#OH BOY that was a bad decision#never ever doing that again#and this is why I can’t go out and be around normal people#I can’t even talk to a stranger online#I’m literally shaking and bawling right now#it’s 5:43am and I meant to go to bed like 3 hours ago#wanted to post on TikTok and see if I could get any $$ cause I’m desperate#but nah that ain’t gonna happen cause people suck and I hate everyone and anything I make would be shit#and I can’t do anything right#basically I was trying to explain that mental health comes into play too… that abortion isn’t just black and white#I should have known before I even tried that first of all he’s a male and he wasn’t listening to anyone talk#I just have so many things I want to say but no one to say them#and it was a smaller live so I was like why not and fuck that fuck that fuck that nope#too mentally ill for that 🙃#gonna try and go to bed and calm down my heart#sorry I haven’t been posting or on much…. been struggling more than words could ever express#php helped and I felt a glimmer of hope for a day and a half and ever since it’s just been a downward nonstop spiral#love you all and hope you guys are doing okay 🫶#just needed to vent lol and since I have no friends y’all get to hear it 👌#shut up rosie
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We all got that one mutual (sometimes it is more than one tbh) who is stupidly good looking (/p) and doesn’t seem to grasp the magnitude of their genuine swag-
#THIS IS A TARGETED POST. u know who you are. honestly sooo good looking and it makes me insane#I do mean this in a platonic way btw. I’m seriously not vagueing about coming onto the person in question romantically/srs#I normally wouldn’t make this kind of post for fear of making anyone uncomfortable but it has to be said I’m so serious#I’m normal I just have a great appreciation for aesthetic value in people if that makes sense#okay I’m gonna go to bed now and hope this doesn’t get interpreted in a weird/creepy way 😭😭😭
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@katkastrofa: *forgets a few OCs when making a list because it’s been a long day, she’s tired and brain farts happen to everyone occasionally*
#I’m sorry. I can excuse liu and afarin bc one only exists in flashbacks and the other has only been drawn twice#but LIEN-HUA?#our precious baby child??#the catalyst behind literally the entire story being the way it is?#fucking criminal#jail. I’m a prison abolitionist but–#lucky for you the judge can very easily be bribed 😁#you may atone for your sins at the altar of delicious smut#I realise this is nonsense for 99.999% of people. however#this is my blog and I can do what I want#I have a personal blog for a reason but if I wanna use this one I’m gonna use this one#sue me#but for the record lien-hua is p’li’s little sister and whether she lives or dies sends the story in two completely opposite directions#and by story I mean entire avatar world since her survival leads up to red lotus korra#okay enough rambling. it’s 7 a.m I should probably try to sleep a little#I sobbed for half the night because I suddenly felt really lonely and unwanted. so now I’m shitposting to cope#:’)#and yes I know that image quality is horrendous but there’s nothing I can do about it#that’s how procreate exported it. what do you want me to do#sure I could just make the whole thing a text post but the picture makes it funnier#okay that’s it I’m done. going to bed now byeeeeee#(who am I kidding I’m not going to bed I’m too emotionally unstable for that)
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okay I severely misjudged spaghetti guy he’s actually just really cool
#okay so I came to this flat and he wasn’t here. greeted by a very dirty flat with shit all over the kitchen counters over cling film#I meet first my other flatmate who told me he stays in his room constantly bc of previous bad flatmates#has literally just a saucepan and some salt in the kitchen. so I’m like okay spaghetti guy potentially not great but could just be#how this guy is yknow#on Tuesday I get an email back saying he’s coming back from Norway tonight looking forward to seeing you feel free to use the kitchen sauces#rlly friendly message that I wasn’t expecting. I also didn’t know he’d been on a trip i just knew he wasn’t there bc his door was open#(to a REALLY nice room. multiple rlly nice plants (which he has little care labels for!!!) and it’s tidy and pretty#and he’s got a sheep teddy on the bed)#meanwhile I am in my own head bc I don’t wanna cook in the kitchen until I can clean it and I can’t clean it without moving his shit and#I haven’t seen him yet to talk abt it and I can’t bring myself to talk to him immediately bc I’m dying#and embarrassed as hell by how I’ve been cooking in my room with a microwave and air fryer (loud) and sneaking my shit out of the kitchen#but then yesterday I DO talk to him!! and he’s super friendly!! actually interested in having a conversation and Good at it.#and then he’s cooking and like. spaghetti burns but I’m not there for long and seems to be a mistake (he made the same thing for lunch today#and did Not burn the spaghetti) and is otherwise clearly competent bc the food smells Good and despite leaving a few things out it’s like#washed up stuff isn’t dirty and the sides are better despite still under cling film. more a case that he’s spread out than he’s messy#and now today we talked and i offered to hold onto some shit over summer bc complicated situation that boils down to he’s flying back home#and he cant take all his stuff and had to choose between chucking stuff/having literally nothing this weekend. like sleeping on the sofa etc#and then cleans the whole flat?? which I’m assuming a good chunk is his mess? but he did not need to do that. could’ve easily left#bc there are two people still living here who would’ve had to deal with it and he doesn’t know either at all#and THEN tonight we talk abt food which is fun bc we both ordered stuff. and he offers me some honeydew melon bc he’s been gorging himself#these past two days to finish it before it goes bad/he leaves which is also really sweet#and JUST NOW. I take my headphones out after finishing dinner and hear the sweetest fucking guitar#he plays the gentlest like dreamy sounding acoustic guitar I’ve heard in my life in his room (door closed by the time I leave)#this is actually just a really cool dude#now that the kitchens clear I’m gonna cook tomorrow and will probably offer him some bc otherwise he’s gonna be eating out all weekend#he has extra takeout for tomorrow night but might want smth Sunday#regardless I am just. huh??? left a bit stunned bc of the u turn my opinion of this guy has taken. bc my opinion of him was a reflection#of my discomfort moving to this weird dirty basement flat with two people I didn’t know#well. idk where to go from here. I think I’ll start by talking to him more this weekend. bc holy fucking shit.#luke.txt
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MK doesn’t want to be a hero to save the world, he just want to have fun and keep his friends safe. In this essay I will-
#I genuinely feel like now that he realized what being a hero is#he doesn’t actually /want/ to be a hero#like rn he’s only doing ‘world saving hero stuff’ bc either it’s to keep his friends safe or bc he feels obligated to#he blames himself for everything even when it wasn’t anything to do with him. so he’ll do what he can to fix his ‘mistakes’#he just wants to go on silly adventures#not have the literal universe rest in his hands#it’s 5am I’m tired and I’m gonna go to bed#but have this fun thought#like okay yea he wants to be a hero and help people#but it’s more fun to think this way me thinks#idk I’m exhausted and ramblin#Spoofy rambles
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LMAO HEY APPARENTLY MY PARTNER HAD A CRUSH ON ME AND WAS HARDCORE FLIRTING BEFORE WE GOT TOGETHER????? WH
#technical talks#sundrop#LIKEEEE okay okay so about a month before we were Official Tee Ehm they invited me to Orlando for their bday week#we stayed in#FUCK I STARTED GOING THEOUGH IT ALL IN MY HEAD AGAIN AND IMMMMM STUPIDDDDDDD#ANYWAY WE STAYED IN THE SAME HOTEL ROOM#SLEPT IN THE SAME BED#THEY FUCKING#I HAVE A VIDEO STILL OF THEM GETTING POUTY-MAD CUZ I CALLED THEIR DAUGHTER CUTE AND NOT THEM#THEY WERE FLIRTING FOR THE ENTIRE W E E K#AND I NEVER PICKED UP ON IT UNTIL NOW#anyway. I’m gonna go walk into the sea now
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