#oh i am miserable
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a kid needs to rest sometimes
check out my ko-fi shop, in a few days i'll be putting this (and more) up as printables🧐🥳
#oh i am miserable#end me#im in the library rn trying not to be a freak over trigun#it's not working#i wanna go home and draw more#trigun stampede#trigun#trigun stampede fanart#trigun fanart#trigun stampede wolfwood#wolfwood#nicholas wolfwood#nicholas d. wolfwood#wolfwood fanart#fanart#my art
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my doctor is fucking incompetent
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post it, or don't ♡
characters/pairings: itoshi rin x reader
warnings: one cuss word lol, not proofread sorry if there's any typos!!! have a good day people.
✿ summary: your tired boyfriend is not a big fan of your spam account being filled with his overly cute photos.
"stop that—"
"stop what?"
"you're taking pictures of me."
"im not, rinnie."
you definitely were.
how could you not take pictures of him when he's sprawled out on top of you like a house cat?
although he was trying his best not to put all of his weight on you, it was impossible to control himself. especially when his body was quite sore from his new workout routine.
rin was unusually clingy today, his exhaustion was responsible for that. initially, all he needed was to lie down on the bed and let his muscles rest against the mattress— but then he realised you were already there, scrolling through your social media.
he just couldn't say no when you opened your arms and called out to him with that soft voice of yours, and he had already started to dream of the satisfying feeling of your hands running through his hair by that time.
and that's how he ended up with his face nestled in your neck and his legs tangled with yours, much to your enjoyment and his instant regret when you clicked on the camera icon and watched the mess of the dark green hair that tickled your cheek.
he didn't realise anything at first because his eyes were closed and he was actually considering falling asleep right then and there. however, the clicking sound of your phone was enough to make him groan and hide his face further.
but your laugh was so soft yet contagious, right next to his ear, and he was holding onto that one string of hope that you wouldn't record a video of his immediate complaints.
"babyyy, say hi!" you said while doing the exact thing he didn't want you to do— recording a video. it was so fun to get on his nerves sometimes.
all he could do was give the side of your bare hips a light squeeze as he tried his best to speak quietly so the video wouldn't pick up what he was saying. "you make me fucking miserable."
your cheeks hurt from how hard you smiled. "alright, okay. i've got my pictures, im satisfied. i'll leave you alone now."
rin slowly peeked up when you placed your phone on the bedside table and shot a glare as you looked down at him. "you're not posting that. i'm tired of seeing my face on my own feed."
"yeah! totally not posting that."
"y/n." it's become a daily thing for him to use your name in that warning tone. "not even the paparazzi post as many pictures of me as you do."
you rolled your eyes. "it's because i'm your biggest fan. just one?"
"no."
"rinnie, pretty please. you just look so cute. gosh, you look even cuter right now." you tried to soften his edges a bit, feeling your chest implode with love because God, your boyfriend was so effortlessly cute. especially when his tired eyes were covered with his dark strands.
all you got in return was a grunt and rin was back to burying his face in the crook of your neck. he really didn't have the energy to deal with your weird ways of convincing. he just needed sleep, and you— he had both of his favourite things now.
you knew he granted you permission once he stopped, or more like gave up, and thanked him softly.
rin hummed as your hands ran over his neck and shoulders and lightly pressed his stiff muscles. a massage to top it all off, your boyfriend was quite literally seeing stars.
"squeeze harder," he mumbled, exhaling slowly when you did as he told you to.
"so, you've been working out."
he didn't respond, waiting for you to say something more related to that as you pondered while pressing your thumb into his skin to ease out the tension.
"don't i deserve a photo or two?" you proposed, a shameless grin on your face when you heard your lover make another noise in annoyance.
"maybe if you don't post that video," rin said, planting a quick kiss against your warm neck as he continued, knowing he had found a good solution. "i'll send you some."
and a few days later, you realised that it was a pretty good deal.
fjskfjskfndmcndkv. this is all i have to show. bye fellow rin enjoyers.
#choose me pick me love me ‼️#I CANT EHCKSHFKADIKWHC#oh lord what would it take for you to give me my own tall clingy boyfie rin <//3#THE THING I WOULD DO TO HAVE THE ITOSHI RIN LYING ON MY CHEST WHILE I TAKE CUTE CANDID PICTURES OF HIM 😫😣#oh i am miserable#timmy reads !
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I thought this game didn't have random encounters!
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
#deltarune#undertale#utdr#crossover comic#crossver comic#comic#twin runes comic#twin runes#twinrunes au#chara#susie#first a living labyrinth and now facehugger masks#what the heck is this place#i hope they don't have any weird quirks#oh who am i kidding#of course they will#but ngl i love writing susie and chara's dynamic#they're just constantly trying to bully each other#and failing miserably at it
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Long distance besties. This definitely happened after the third movie (source: trust me bro)
Based on this
#anyways time to yap in the tags 😋☝️#but first ummmm lemme just tag some shit#how to train your dragon#httyd#httyd hiccup#hiccup haddock#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#toothless#httyd toothless#ok i think that its done#anyways this definitely happaned after the dragons left like just trust me bro 🙏🙏🙏🙏#omfg i wanted to make this with hijack as well cause lol. do you get it. they're long distance LOLOLOL#maybe i will make it who knows. is it weird to make the same art trend with different characters??#OH WAIT FORGOT ANOTHER TAG#hicctooth#is this the duo name for them#or is it called#hictooth#doesnt matter. what matters is that theyre literally the definition of platonic soulmates bro#like wtf i love them#sorry for making them look miserable i didnt meant for them to look lile that 😭😭😭😭#omg with that being said#BROOOOOO I AM NOT GONNA DRAW DRAGONS ANYMORE IM DONEEEEE HOW DO YOU DRAW DRAGONS 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏#anyways first attempt do you like it. SAY YES RIGHT NOW#if you read this much till the end you need to kiss me rn muah muah muah#also say i did a good job at making them look like cookies like#say it rn#okie bye byeeeeee#I FORGOT TO ADD HIS BRAID IM GONNA KMSSSSSS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#omg i failed
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I've never been more normal in my life.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jin zixuan#jiang yanli#Both LWJ and JZX are failing so miserably at the deception check in this scene.#The maneuvers are wild. I am putting them into a petri dish.#LWJ yelling at the guy he's madly infatuated with. Who is earnestly asking what's wrong and trying to bridge the gap between you.#Absolute fumble. No wonder WWX is fully convinced this guy hated him. LWJ was dropping all the wrong signs.#No really. If you have a fraught relationship with someone and they yell at you -#-You can't really walk back from that. All you can do is go 'Oh I make this person *miserable* huh?' and leave them be.#And JIN ZIXUAN. My GUY. What were you doing here? Was it nerves?#Like go you for knowing so many snake facts (that is real by the way I didn't make that up).#And true. Some people really do go wild for knowledge dumps. I am assigning JYL as one of those people. To help him recover the fumble.#JZX being a little bit (a lot bit) lame is probably the best thing for his character. I like him just a bit more for this.
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a very good measure for if you ACTUALLY hate yourself and need to work on that is to check if you're on your period and if your hair dye is faded. and if both are true you're probably fine
#ramble#i have been having the Worst week and i've been like#why am i so miserable and hate everything and everyone and myself and everything i do#oh that's why#OH ALSO IF YOU'RE HUNGRY#HANGER CAN RUIN ALL YOUR RELATIONSHIPS IRREPARABLY
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i’m indecisive… but i did this :3
#honkai star rail#hsr#i say weird shit sometimes but like genuinely i’m just a girl that likes to not do work and get attention online.#like i cannot lie i am not very bladie. ive been told i am but i dont agree#im not a miserable old man im fun and cool.#uhh oh yea and my hair. is dyed several colors#paths i mean their playable style not the aeons and beliefs btw#i looove rememberance in su and harmony just goes crazy
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truly the most egregious part of the 2012 Les Mis is that they changed Valjean’s line from
“It’s the story of those who always loved you, your mother gave her life for you then gave you to my keeping.”
to
“it’s the story, of one who turned from hating. The man who only learned to love when you were in his keeping.”
LIKE?????!! How dare they remove Valjean specifically mentioning Fantine’s sacrifice and putting that before he mentions his own part in the story?? How dare they make Valjean imply that it was only when Cosette came into his keeping that he stopped hating everything and learned to love WHEN THE FUCKING BISHOP IS THE REASON FOR THE GODDAMN SEASON????
Like OF COURSE Cosette softened Valjean, of course he became a better man when he became her father, of course their relationship is important.
But this story would not have happened without the love of the bishop and it was his love that rekindled the love that was dormant in Valjean’s heart. And it was Fantine that fanned that flame, then Cosette’s that kept it steady.
I just hate how flat it makes Valjean’s story seem. “It’s the story, of those who always loved you.” Is THE answer Cosette has been searching for her whole life. I wish they’d kept it in instead of feeling like the audience would only feel fulfilled by Valjean’s story if he only mentioned his direct relationship to Cosette.
Whatever idk. It’s a good Les Mis for a lot of reasons, but a bad one for a lot of reasons too 🥲
#I also have beef with the pacing of the whole dang thing#and SUDDENLY my god what a horrible song#I also will get into direct hand to hand combat over the tiny random songs they added in#Anne killed it tho she’s the best#also Mr Crow is such a good actor I wish he didn’t sound like a plate when he sang#I have new thots about his performance too#I ALSO HAVE BEEF WITH THE TRANSITION IN THIS FILM#okay I am done#les miserables#les mis 2012#oh wait also I have beef with the entire musical over something Valjean does constantly but I can’t get into that in the tags
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i dont remember why i drew this
#this post is also for people with cptsd / bpd / any other kinds of parts too btw. i love you and we are all gonna heal#kostik draws#actually did#actually dissociative#actually cptsd#possibly the stupidest thing ive ever drawn but it made me weirdly happy#i am not this optimistic irl but i had to force it. theres only so far you can go being miserable yanno. lets have some positive energy#oh now i remember. i was thinking about how there are no did comics about recovery#its only about ohh symptom ohh infographic#and thats well and good but we need more recovery representation#anyway#i should ... eat dinner ...#the stupid i ❤️ being one person shirt doodle makes me laugh. i need it irl actually#also this may not look vulnerable but this is Very Vulnerable to me please be nice#im putting a piece of my soul onto the great big internet please show it kindness#ok ty#DID tag
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Don't get too attached
#Brakul did a lot of the parenting for Erubi (the first of the Janeys-Brakul-Hibrides throuple bastard children) in infancy especially due#to Hibrides going through absolutely horrific post-partum depression (and not wanting to be a parent to begin with. Like she#had accepted it as an inevitability and a duty but when it actually happened it was just like Oh God. I am in hell)#Brakul is the only one of the three that actually Wants to be a parent and the fact that he can't behave as such in order to avoid#suspicion that he's the father is kind of a living nightmare for him a little.#Not like he isn't involved in his ''''nieces''' lives given he lives in the same household but he has to keep a bit of distance.#Janeys and especially Hibrides are pretty unsympathetic about this. For Hibrides it's like she has had to go through so much shit#to maintain this situation she never asked to be a part of and when he has to go through a fraction of that he breaks the fuck down.#He only wants the benefits of the whole situation and isn't willing to deal with the consequences.#This is also one of the very few things she's sympathetic with Janeys about like she respects that he's at least willing to play#his part and be miserable without bitching to her about it. Like she fucking hates him but respects the commitment to the bit.#Janeys is more just like 'Just go make more kids if you want your own so damn bad. Get a wife or something. That's what I#had to do and look at me I'm doing great I'm so normal'#The two kids aren't present on the pilgrimage (back home under the care of a hired tutor) but the Janeys-Brakul-Hibrides#Feeling Triangle are in a fucking tailspin over her being pregnant again like goddddd not this shit again#brakul red dog
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hey, sampo. maybe you should stop putting yourself in situations...
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr sampo#sampo koski#welt yang#oh my god i can explain#i dispatched them together and thought#hehehe wouldn't it be funny if welt had to deal with sampo#and then seeing their portraits next to each other made something click so violently the joke wasn't a joke anymore#i am MISERABLE#weltpo#samwelt#or whatever they are called#welt could be in a nursing home getting visited by the same guy who wants him to sign for a lifetime membership at the funeral house#that's the kind of thing they are on i am serious !!
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has anyone else made the connection between stars being sailors' guide and whenever javert talks about stars it's symbolic of the law for him. because it's what guides him and to him it is consistent and concrete. am i late to this realization or .
like in the brick before he kills himself when he looks into the seine he doesn't see the stars. he realized the law isn't actually as dependable as he thought, the thing he relied on his whole life was pulled out from under him
#idk was this obvious to everyone else#am i a little dumb#this is kinda worded badly because im writing it at 11 and wanna go to sleep but oh well!#hopefully you understand what im getting at here lmfao#this has been bouncing around in my head for a while and i need to get it out#i think a lot about the symbolism u could have with that scene#and how he cant see his reflection in the water because he doesnt recognize who he is anymore without that foundation#perchance#les mis#les miserables#javert#inspector javert#im posting a lot tonight wow
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why hasn't anyone made a mod i wonder
#...#huh#i scrapped this idea twice then just doodled it#wanted to draw hoxton magical girl but failed miserably#anyways#hoxton pd2#hoxton payday 2#payday hoxton#hoxton#sokol#sokol payday 2#sokol pd2#i may be cringe#but they all should be catboys#payday 2#payday 3?#why isnt sokol in payday 3 anyways#whatever#so#maid outfit#am i right#cat ears mod u exist in my dreams#oh also i just pasted the png of a glock#twice#not drawing that for now#just a quick doodle
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A Blorbo You Treat Nicely, Right?
#non mdzs#ask#I've seen what people do to tumblr blorbos. I cant go back in the horse plinko again...please my bones aren't strong enough#I'm made of a gelatin like substance. Very Flammable. Terrible for plinko. Ill just bounce around and wail miserably.#You cannot fool my by putting 'horse' on the box. Yeah It made me curious and wander over here. Yeah I wanna see the horses.#Oh they're in the plinko? Oh well then-#jokes aside I am very touched to have reached silly blorbo status. I hope to keep bringing you joy!#I am simply just having fun and I'm glad people enjoy my little jester dances!#Yeah one of these asks is from June...I'm slowly eating away at the backlog....I promise....#theres so many sweet and funny asks I want to properly draw for...I promise I read them all and go -> B*)
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[and crimson like the dawn]
Drabbles and ficlets for @lesmis-prompts. October 6th: flag. Now also on AO3
The bodies were taken down and arranged side by side so that the captain could write his report.
One of the soldiers, who had been worrying about his daughter growing out of her only good skirt, thought that with some ingenuity and a bit of washing, she could have a new red dress just in time for the summer. After all, the Guards had no use for a revolutionary flag, and it made a poor precedent to leave it just hanging around there, who knew what thoughts it could give to the poor?
He did not count himself among the poor. He was a servant of the King, and that meant something. Even if meat was on the table only on Sundays, his daughter could eat her fill.
He was a little surprised when there was no flag to be found, but, he reckoned, it had probably been used to carry the bodies, and would get thrown into the same grave.
--
Marius kept looking down the entire time, as if he could see the fate of his friends on the cold stones of the pavement, which had already been washed twice by the rain and once by the women, ordered at gunpoint to clean the street.
When he lifted his head to swallow the tears, he glimpsed a flutter of red streaking through the sky before getting caught on the spire of the church.
The last time he saw their flag, Enjolras was waving it at the top of the barricade, blazing with defiance almost too radiant to watch, and Marius was falling backwards into pain and confusion.
It was their flag, that was clear enough. Bright red and frayed at the bottom, full of bullet holes, and splattered with dried blood, it couldn’t have been anything else.
Marius blinked in disbelief.
When he looked back at the spire, the flag was nowhere to be seen, but the iron grip around his heart had relaxed just a little.
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Cosette once saw the flag draped over the wall of her old convent, and knew better than to take it down. She had been living with enough ghosts to have become rather acquainted with their ways.
Instead, she started to sing, and sang all through that day and the next, old hymns and work songs and country lays from her childhood, and simple made-up ditties that only her doll had heard before.
Cosette sang and made herself remember the time when she had been known as the Lark, the numbness of perpetual hunger and cold punctuated by the sharp pangs of terror.
She thought of the barricades, and the stories she had heard from Marius, and how if he had ever had a chance to ask her, if she had been ready to speak, she would have been able to tell him what and who his friends had truly been fighting for.
After she had finally run out of songs, she felt lighter, almost as if she could sing in the presence of others again, and thought of how she would teach all her songs to her own daughter one day, and tell her about the flag that had risen over the barricades.
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Musichetta started visiting an unmarked grave every Sunday. She didn’t know if it was the right one, but why would it matter? She needed to speak to the dead, and she could hardly do it in her tiny room with paper-thin walls.
One Sunday, she came to her usual place and saw the flag, carefully wrapped around the gravestone.
When Musichetta stretched out her hand to touch the coarse red cloth, she felt the warmth of fingers instead, dissipating in the breeze.
She fell on her knees, clutching her chest, and sobbed until she had no more tears left.
On the walk home from the graveyard, she began to think of taking another job, helping in the café in the evenings, perhaps, sitting in on some of the meetings.
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The café is long gone, and the streets have all been repaved, the houses repainted, the barricades rebuilt and torn down many times over, the bitter victories and glorious defeats of countless revolutions relegated to history books. The city is rich and splendid.
In the back alleys and under the bridges, there is bound to be someone sleeping, someone else trying to cover their bruises before their kids could see, someone else yet trying to escape to the bottom of the bottle.
Sometimes, in the bright, ruthless radiance of the summer heat, one catches a shimmer of red in the corner of the eye and turns around in surprise.
The flag is torn and bloodied, and crimson like the dawn.
#lemur writes#lesmisoctober24#bricktober#les miserables#marius#cosette#musichetta#after the barricades#and to the modern age (just a little)#these prompts have re-inspired me to write in the midst of burnout and high drama at work#and i can't thank you enough for creating the list#it is making me feel that i am more than a ball of anxiety and cynicism and failure with apathy on top#damn (grantaire is that what it feels like? oh that will be a topic for another story)
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