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I think if he had more time, Caleb could have fixed him (Lucien Tavelle)--
#I mean this so sincerely#molly really had lucien when he said 'kindness is never lost and forgotten' and shared that memory of kissing caleb and seeing him#as 'softness and light'--#like. of all things.....it was that memory of kissing caleb that molly used to demonstrate to lucien that love always matters and no act#of love is ever wasted#caleb who broke through lucien's control time and time again#how much it terrifed lucien that someone could reach molly so easily. how molly still made him Feel for caleb and how much he#lucien hated himself for that. saw it as a weakness--#and that is. without lucien and caleb's backstories being exact narrative parallels --
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2024 is all about being cozy and saying i love you whenever it crawls to the tip of my tongue
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Several weeks ago one of my coworkers called me over into her cubicle and gave me a very unexpected gift. Her mother passed away recently, and she'd been packing stuff up at her condo to give to relatives and sell, so the home could be sold. The mother was an avid knitter and crocheter, and when my coworker came upon her stash of equipment, she told me, she "immediately thought of me as someone who might get some use out of it."
So, I have inherited a varied collection of knitting needles and crochet hooks, cable needles, sewing needles, and, best of all, now-out-of-print pattern books, mostly for blankets, because that was what this lady loved to make most. Plus, I also have a bunch of gauge swatches she made, pinned to little bits of card covered in perfect schoolteacher handwriting setting out the patterns they were made to test.
And also...
My coworker brought another bag, full of yarn and...knitted blanket squares. Her mother's last started project, before she got too sick to continue. And she asked if there was anything I could do with it.
It turned out, there are twelve completed squares, and I quickly located the pattern book they are from amid those given to me. It's a book of 60 patterns, meant to be put together however the maker wishes into blankets of 20 squares. I figured out which of the numbered patterns were already made, and selected eight more that I thought might go well with them.
So now! I am working on completing! My coworker's mother's last knitting project!
And I really am feeling very good about doing it.
#kidk says stuff#knit#i love making blankets anyway and these patterns are honestly cool#i already have most of the equipment i'd ever need but i still feel warm and fuzzy having this old gal's stuff too#my coworker thought of me ;__; she's seen my scarves and the table runners and stuff i have in my cubicle#she gave me precious things from her mother's beloved hobby because she 'knew i wouldn't let them go to waste'!#i feel very much like a human being and a member of a community because of this idk it's just nice all right?#crafts#blanket completion project
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We get it, Disney. We get it.
Star Wars is not for women.
Star Wars is not for Black people.
Star Wars is not for Asian people.
Star Wars is not for Queer people.
Star Wars is not for anyone who is marginalized and has different lived experiences.
Nope. Star Wars is ONLY for cishet white men. We hear you loud and clear. We know you don’t care about us at all.
#the acolyte#oshamir#qimir#the stranger#osha aniseya#fuck you disney#fuck you lucasfilm#as someone who is a reylo shipper and a rose tico fan i’ve been disappointed by these a$$holes before#so i’m actually not that surprised by this devastating news#words cannot express how sad i am to see more amazing potential go to waste#having said that i’m still really grateful this show was even made and that at least we darkside girlies won at least once#oshamir is canon ❤️#it’s rare for me to have a canon ship that has a hopeful/happy ending#qimir is the best male star wars character ever and he will continue to live on in my wounded heart#we will keep these characters alive through the love and creativity of fans
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definitely one of the best things the bear has done was equate claire to chef david and sydney to chef terry bc it makes it so much more obvious where they're going to go with the story - even though claire and syd have "ambiguous" roles of who is better in carmy's life (even if it's extremely obvious to us who is), the juxtaposition btwn chef david and chef terry is so stark and obvious to everyone about who's better it's not even funny 😭
they even gave sydney and chef terry matching headbands btw LMAO
the fact that they also had the guy who physically got carmy out of the fridge be named terry as well, while chef terry's talk to him in s3e10 was what got him partially out of the fridge mentally is... wild to say the least. making the conscious effort to name the characters like that was definitely a choice
also sydney waiting for him by the door after he got out when claire left while he was still in it? that's some delicious storytelling right there
#god his confrontations with claire and sydney are going to be so fucking glorious i can't wait for that blow up i can picture it now#s3 you are truly a schrodinger's cat in terms of your overall quality being determined by s4#bc i love s3 sm but only bc im banking on s4 building up on everything from s3#for the love of god s4 better fucking deliver or s3 will be one of the most wasted opportunities ever#the bear fx#sydcarmy#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#not art#sammi's brain was used
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#Saw a man bite straight through a chicken bone on YouTube.#I was gripped. In awe.#A jaw strength rivaled only by - I thought to myself - Present Mic#can't even remember how I got onto the video but it's stuck with me ever since#he had a captivating positive vibe. I would enjoy a meal with him. The chicken looked a little underdone though#bnha#mha#shouta aizawa#hizashi yamada#present mic#bnha comic#not even technically a comic this bad boy is two slides#always thinking about the rooftop gang naming Sushi like 'whats everyones favourite food?'#and Yamada says 'fried chicken' like that would be the best name for a cat- actually. you know what. that is a pretty good name for a cat#Might call my next tarantula Fried Chicken. Who knows?#Edited the last panel to take out the speech bubble cause it looked like I was implying it was weird to eat bone marrow#But I meant the entire bone itself like the crunchy bit#But apparently they do that in some places so I thought that it might come across as a bit insensitive and I didnt wanna get cancelled.#eat bones if you want I would love to eat bones but I'm a coward#It's not really a thing in the UK I don't think. I've never seen anyone do it. I guess we just produce a lot of food waste.#so nobody was going to tell me you could eat bones? I just had to find out myself on Youtube?
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good grief imurah you can't just say that to your totally-not-homoerotic stand-in for your "actual" archenemy
#the money i'd pay to have a facecam on me when i heard those lines for the first time#the biggest oop i ever ooped#anyway still need a ship name for these two gaylords#space marine 2 is so great because it gave us so many options for shipping#from the cutest healthiest bestest ever#to the most toxic waste nuclear meltdown levels of radioactive pits#loving the range we've got here#demetrian titus#warhammer 40k#wh40k#maccadam#space marine 2#titus#warhammer community#ultramarines#space marine#lieutenant titus#warhammer art#warhammer 40000#space marines#imurah#imurah x titus#timurah?#timurah#“what do we think chat”
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Dottore with an art-centred lover !! Painting, poetry, singing, you name it, but ofc you can’t practice a lot because it’s not accepted in the akademiya. Getting close to Zandik and he learns of all your hobbies and in the beginning he (of course) looks down on them. But in time he grows to appreciate all the poetry and songs toy write for him …
(Angst) but now that you’re so sick…there’s no way you can practice all your art. So you’re left to wallow in your uselessness while prime rereads that book of poetry you wrote him. And he realizes how much he missed your art <3
It was no secret that Akademiya looked down on the arts, and consequently, that thinking had negatively seeped deep into Sumerian society's views on artistic expression. Therefore your love for the arts was only allowed to linger while you were a kid before it was quickly squashed by those around you. Still, you continued to practice in secret with critters and strange hat-wearing creatures in the forest, who always complimented your art. There were times you sneak out to the Grand Bazaar, but seeing how often the Akademiya hassles the poor performers, you had to limit your visits.
And so, your secret hobby followed you to the Akademiya. In the beginning, it was easy to put your mind to paper, considering your roommate, Zandik, was either not home, or simply did not spare a glance at what you were doing. But as time continued to go by, you realized that in a way, you two were more similar than you thought - both shunned for things people couldn't understand. Of course, eventually, Zandik got curious enough to pry into what you spent your time doing, and although his reaction wasn't surprising, it was still disheartening.
"You have an intricate mind that can keep up with me, but you'd rather spend your time doing such pointless things. I don't understand," his praise turned into words you were familiar with.
"Have you ever considered this is why I am able to understand you? Zandik... I would appreciate it if you could try to do the same for me."
It was a tough road ahead for Zandik, but he loved you too much not to at least take up your request. And so he bore witness to your labor of love, staying silent most of the time. Occasionally you asked for his opinions or thoughts, but nothing he had was really helpful, but you appreciated the effort nonetheless. He thinks you just wanted to probe his brain. After a while, you start reading your poetry out loud to Zandik.
Unfortunately, he doesn't catch on to the fact the poems and songs are about him until about your dozenth one in, blushing at how skillfully you manage to delicately weave such loving words about him. Or when he opens his notebook to a drawing of you two, distracting him from his work for a little bit (an extreme feat!) And on days he can't sleep, you hum a little tune for him, soothing his aching head. From then on, he understands, and not a word of his criticism was ever heard again, rather, even gruff encouragement is offered when you're stuck.
But now even his sweet words are rendered useless in the face of your illness. All those things you love to create - your body and mind simply won't allow you most of the time, no matter how much you try. Dottore can only sigh when he finds you ripped up all your failed attempts at your art, and carefully tape them back together to store with his collection.
He needs to make sure you have a good day soon. Maybe if he rereads your book of poetry for the one hundredth and sixty-seventh time, he could come up with his own little thing and surprise you.
#smooches talks#dottore love notes <3#fragile reader <3#dottore and artsy reader is one of my fav things ever tbh#love him going from struggling to understand why you waste your talent on that to smiling whenever he sees ur art <33#honestly some of this is me self inserting tbh cough cough
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i dont relate a lot to straight women in general but i especially dont related to the type of straight women that obsess for months at a time over a man who does not like them and has nothing of note going on. just some guy. like what are we doing
#zero.txt#in general if someone does not like me im OUTTA there. i did that one time and im never doing it again#but it still was not for a man#like. not a guy they even love or anything. just some guy who actively ignores them#its just baffling. i get like male validation is a thing but its not even like you're being validated at that point#why waste your own time. and its always some of the most beautiful and interesting women#youve ever seen acting like this. like whats happening#its so common too. its genuinely hard for me to befriend really straight women bc of it like we're just not on the same page
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#perfect cell#dragon ball#dbz#my art#2024#going back to my roots#ngl I drew this solely cos APPARENTLY he's gonna be in the fortnite store soon#Guys I'm on my knees BEGGING for this#I don't post dbz stuff anymore but Cell is genuinely my favorite fictional character ever. My 1#my one true love#If he actually ends up being in the store soon I just can see myself wasting so much money on emotes for him.#jfc I hate this game ghhhhhhh!!!
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Cardan: *brings his ex back to live on the land and then exiles Jude who he married the night before & who just got back from enduring over a month of torture*
Cardan: *does not have any doubts that Jude could possibly misinterpret this situation*
#out of context just calls out to me I’m sorry#also poor Jude saved his life the day before too#Cardan and Jude not realizing how insecure the other feels about themselves in their relationship is just#I understand Cardan’s perspective I just love giving him shit for this#like you created the biggest misunderstanding that has ever been misunderstood#the way we could have avoided that#fuck you too Lady Asha you miserable waste of space#like ew keep out of ur sons love life I cannot believe u did that#Jude is the only reason that bitch was ever out in about in the first place and Asha did the opposite of paying her back#UGH like Cardan ripped out his heart and put it in those letters#and you just destroyed them??#alarming#excruciating#distressing#cardan greenbriar#the wicked king#jude duarte
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From my Star Trek 'scrapbook' thing S02E01 Amok Time
I'll transcribe everything into regular text as best as I can because I know my handwriting is a hot mess. ✨ It's mostly descriptions of my favourite things, things I noticed, or my favourite quotes etc. And there's pleeeenty I love about this episode, but man, I could only fit so much in the book per episode. 🥲
[Page 1]
[1] Amok Time
First episode I saw! ❤️
McCoy being the first to notice something is wrong.
"Very impressive. Very diplomatic."
Kirk pleading with spock to tell him what's going on so he can help in some way. He tells Spock how much he cares for him and needs him without directly saying it. It's so tense and beautiful...
Spock resists telling him but eventually breaks town and tells him about the secret Vulcan "Pon Farr — the time of mating."
This episode is basically 98% gay sexual tension. 🌈
"Why must he die? ... Why MUST he die?!"
"I owe him my life a dozen times over. Isn't that worth a career? He's my friend."
This episode originated the 'fuck or die' trope, apparently.
So much tense eye contact and physicality.
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Kirk gentle, but firm. Spock can barely speak.
"How do Vulcans choose their mates? Haven't you wondered?"
Kirk wondering if he's being propositioned:
So much tension
"...Biology." "What kind of biology?" "VULCAN biology." "You mean the biology... of Vulcans? 'Biology' — as in — reproduction?" "..." "...There's no need to be embarrassed about it, Mister Spock..."
One of my favourite shots in the whole show. [Picture of Kirk and Spock close together, but not too close; Spock with his head bowed and his hands in his lap, ashamed for admitting what he has; and Kirk feeling many emotions, including worry.] ((Shame, guilt, tension, yearning, admission, forbidden.))
The way Spock begs: "Captain— lock me away. I do not wish to be seen. No Vulcan could explain further." "I'm trying to help you, Spock."
Spock's wanting/having speech to T'Pring at the end.
The slashed shirt is Iconique
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Kirk reassuring Spock (and admitting) that he's into his 'madness'. Spock surprised McCoy tired of their endless, shameless flirting.
Spock asking Kirk and McCoy to join him for the ceremony
Everyone watching the boys roll around and fight in the sand
Rolling and basically dry-humping as they fight
Poor Spock's mortified face when he thinks he's killed Kirk
The sand has glitter in it
"CAPTAIN!!"
"J I M !!"
Spock grabs Kirk's shoulders and spins him around ❤️
Look at how happy Kirk is ❤️ McCoy and Chapel happy too
Close up of Kirk not believing Spock's hetero-explanation. ("You're gay for me — we'll figure it out later.")
#star trek#star trek tos#my art#my nonsense book#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#kirk#james t kirk#mccoy#leonard mccoy#leonard nimoy#william shatner#deforest kelley#S02E01 Amok Time#no one was ever meant to see this#it was just for me#but my partner encouraged me to post any of the book in the first place because I liked making it so much and thought others might also#this is the only episode with three pages in the book#and who can guess why#some may say 'what a waste of time'; doing this at all but then re-doing it digitally sort of#but oh well I love gel pens and stickers and glitter and tangible things#and anyway what what's the point of living if you can't fawn over pretty boys being in love#k/s#kirk/spock#the premise#spirk
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Having a moment where I think I need to be perfect and if I’m anything less than perfect OMG end of the world.
No.
I’m fucking releasing myself from that pressure because whether or not this half bag of spinach goes bad before I can use it is not the life or death situation my brain is making it out to be.
#life with anxiety#no I don’t want to waste the spinach#no I don’t want to waste the other leftover ingredients from tonight’s dinner#yes I do want to cook again this week#but if the shit goes bad before I can#or if the mental/physical energy to cook isn’t there#it’s okay#it really is#I am working towards less take out and cooking more and wasting less#but I will never ever ever be perfect at it#thank you anxiety for being completely disproportionate about this at 10pm on a Sunday when I’m trying to go to bed#mental health#self love#self talk
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even if ronance isn’t endgame, i need nancy to have an arc where she chooses her friend. in my head, the only thing that makes sense is nancy choosing robin. not even in the romantic sense (although i would die of happiness if it was), just nancy remembering her choices and not making the same mistakes she made at sixteen.
having nancy go through four seasons of chasing/grieving/fighting for her best friend, only to turn her entire character into a plot device for steve or jonathan, would be the worst possible choice the duffers could make.
#nothing else will ever make sense to me#i need to see a parallel scene from s1 when barb asks nancy to leave at steve’s house#but in s5 it’s robin and nancy goes with her this time#if they waste an entire show’s worth of character development on a love triangle im suing#i have so many scenarios in my head that i want to write about now#obvi i want ronance to be canon but i will settle for nancy’s redemption arc#honestly i’ll settle for anything#as long as they have at least three scenes together im good#i’m rambling sorry#ronance#stranger things#robin buckley#nancy wheeler
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"I've never wanted to make an album full of happy songs. I don't think that's ever going to happen."
#love magazine 2009#idk why i'm thinking about this shoot rn but i am. something about it is still soo compelling. 16 fucking years later#i never post pics but i was suddenly like hmmm i want these on my blog#i just love this look#it would actually still be killer today#+ something about seeing baby taylor with straight hair always gets me#it just feels so weird lol#i still remember when my friend showed me the video for our song and told me it was the first time taylor ever straightened her hair lmfao#and i believed her bc it was the first time i'd ever seen her with straight hair lmfao. i mean it was what 2007? 2008?#also i really love this interview lol. it's the one where she's like (paraphrased) 'i don't drink partially because i'm scared of-#being wasted and not knowing what i've said"#which. love. my relatable anxious queen <3#it took me ages to be comfortable drinking bc of that anxiety too
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Me years ago: Yeah I never really understood why people are attracted to the Master. I get that Simm and Gomez are both attractive as the Master, but I've never really been attracted to the Master.
Dhawan!Master:
Me: ...... Oh ok I get it now.
#doctor who#the master#dhawan!master#sacha dhawan#the time i wasted trying to find the perfect gif and i'm still not totally satisfied with this one but i was too indecisive#because there were just SO MANY good options to show off why i now get it. so i went with this one.#i debated one of the ones from his professor look. but also some of the many gifs of him being maniacal (affectionate). i loved them all#did i make this exact post already... i swear i've said this before but i don't see it but also tumblr's search function is dumb#anyway. pretend that i made this post in 2020 and that it's not 5 years late. and if it already exists then oops.#i've just been reminded how much i love his master and had to make it now before i waited ANOTHER 5 years.#and i love his master for more reasons than just the fact that sacha dhawan is attractive. but also. it's a contributing factor.#spymaster#maestrO#spy master#(was maestrO ever a thing or did we not go with that and instead just stick with spy master?)#(i remember thinking the maestrO nickname was fun but i guess it didn't catch on)
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