#ocd female

[padded-pictures-and-stories]

Controlling "Mommy Complex" 🚼💦💦🧷🍼🍼🧷🔥🚼

[insummerigrieve]

“Sometimes, I get so consumed by depression that it is hard to believe that the whole world doesn't stop and suffer with me.” (Prozac Nation, 2001)

[pizzaluver666]

[laprincessadelmar]

Can I go a day without my brain trying to convince me that I have cancer?

[escarghosted]

𝐒𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡, 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐙𝐄 𝐦𝐞. 𝐟𝐮𝐧

[elliesmainhoe]

hey, i saw your hcs of Ellie x adhd reader and i literally loved it

the question is can you write Ellie x ocd reader i would love to read something like that

i didnt saw anything like that and i had diagnose few weeks ago so it would be cool to read how Ellie would react to some weird stuff reader doing maybe more comoulsion like contamination one where reader cleaning everything and not touching stuff for some reasons or counting things doing some stuff few times cuz its safer this way

of course if youre not felling okay with this thats totally okay and i understand this

have a nice day!

Ellie Williams Headcanons: Reader with OCD

Ellie is so thoughtful <33

You often get very paranoid about leaving the doors and windows unlocked at night

Before you lived with Ellie you used to do at least 4 rounds around the house, checking the locks and jiggling door handles to reassure yourself.

However once you'd moved in with Ellie she did all of your rituals with you, trailing behind you as you double check the locks, making sure you turned off the gas and your hair straighteners.

So that when you toss and turn at night, afraid you'd missed something she could be able to calm you down WITH EVIDENCE.

Ellie carries around hand sanitizer, cleaning wipes and general to-go hygiene stuff.

She knows how obsessive you are about cleanliness, and you often freak out when you haven't washed your hands recently-

Helps you calm down, sometimes you clean your hands so much, your skin turns pink and sensitive, scrubbing so much at yourself until it hurts.

So she offers you her alternatives (cleaning wipes, hand sanitizer etc etc)

You often reorganised your closet, your makeup, the kitchen. Anything really.

You could spend hours upon hours cleaning and reorganising your space. And often times you do

She's very helpful of course- lets you do your own thing, but making sure you do everything you need to aswell. Cooks you dinner, reminds you to take breaks and drink water.

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I don't have OCD so some mannerisms might be incorrect <3333

Hope u like this nonnie

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[borderlineangeldisorder]

So you smoke weed, that's cool.

But have you ever been kept awake at night by the impending hysteria of losing out on the girlhood you'll never have ?

[insummerigrieve]

my love is only as noble as my fear of loss

[tinnitus07]

when we're in person

it all makes sense

need to get out of my head

self-loathing obsession

go back and check

mental compulsions

were those feelings really there?

i have to make sure

words left unspoken

wishing we could talk more

have a good night

and have a good weekend

i'll check back with you next season

~ i have ocd and a crush at the same time, kinda draining ~

[hersurvival]

Head on the pillow, drifting off to sleep.

Images of a woman kneeling beside my bed.

Gently combing her fingers through my hair,

Gathering my bangs, scissors in hand,

To trim off just a little.

But she slipped, knuckles rapt hard

Against my eyebrow, my check bone.

So real I woke.

So real I had to graze

The left side of my own face

For balance.

[incompleteninny]

The seventieth free, unedited chapter of my upcoming book, “The Heist at Cordia Aquarium” is now available on its website (or click here to read from the beginning).

I named this release “Stress Bonding” because rabbits. These little critters run my household to the brink of collapse. Daily.

I love them, though.

Thea doesn't notice Avery's attempt at escape. Tears well at the corners of her eyes and she sucks a glob of snot back up her nose. "I didn't want to go with them. I-I got washed up in it. Nothing else was working... and this is the only o-option I had left."

Avery could scream right now. Yell at the top of her lungs and try to draw someone within earshot, but something feels off. An air of despair oozes off the priest. Honest, pure despair that'd tempt the ear of any adventurer. Especially an adventurer that isn't able to make a break for it in the first place.

Flat against the floor, she glances at the priest out of the corner of her eyes. "Pretend I care: the only option for what?"

Tears streak down Thea's face and drip off her chin, where they disappear into the dark fabric of her cassock. She balls her hands up in her lap. "To keep it together. I just needed enough money to get my motorcycle fixed, then It'd've been fine. Nothing would've had to change..."

[...]

Same as last week: Thea’s concept art. I just think she’s neat.

[monthgirl]

[siriuslysatorusimping]

Finally home from traveling and just read the second chapter of Instant Gratification. Oh, the subtle little ah ha of "sugar helps me focus", BOY YOU REQUIRE STIMULANTS TO REGULATE YOUR DOPAMIIIIIIIIINE!!!! Ugh, love love love it.

AND OF THE FACT THAT IT'S POSSIBLY GENETIC BECAUSE GETO MENTIONED THAT HIS DAD IS THE SAME WAY 👀👀👀👀

[laprincessadelmar]

My ocd makes me suicidal.

[escarghosted]