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camellia-thea · 5 months ago

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i do not need to start a new hobby i do not need to start a new hobby i do not need to start a new hobby

#help #i don't have the money for a new hobby #<- wants to get back into notebooks *again* but fell out of it in mid march when life became chaotic and my routines weren't routine anymor #i also want new books because nothing i have is catching my eye (problem)#argh #this is very specifically related to the fact that i've been so stressed #again. i feel like everything has been weird since march #and i just. can't get myself on track #which is why i've been jumping between hobbies and interests so rapidly #desperately trying to find something that feels normal #the notebooks were super helpful but i just haven't quite managed to get back in because i become overwhelmed by guilt when i try #but now that it's june i can take may out and have a fresh start? maybe? we'll see #i'm hoping the reset after my exam on wednesday with a break and papers i'm super excited for will make me feel more. normal?#i don't think i have a normal anymore tbh #not since getting sick in april #it changed *everything*#rambling in the tags is my coping mechanism

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bittersweetblasphemy · 2 months ago

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#I DID LAUNDRY #no yall dont understand #i have been unable to drive since april i have been so fucking sick #and after i got treated for sepsis i still had massive anxiety around being in vehicles #(context: while sick i had uncharacteristic intense and violent motion sickness)#ive only just been able to overcome the worst of it to be able to drive my little one to and from school (no busses for preK)#and ive been slowly desensitizing myself by going places with my family #yall.#i just drove my ass to the laundromat and did motherfucking laundry by myself #LAUNDRY #look i know its a fucking everyday chore for most people but it's an everyday chore I Have Not Been Able To Do For Months #a chore i did completely on my own. nobody else in the car for backup or emotional support #it feels like the first small step in truly getting my life back #and it makes me feel so much better knowing there's one more chore i can take off of my husband's shoulders #i did it #i can't believe i fucking did it but holy shit i did #im legit going to cry over fucking doing laundry by myself

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melrosing · 1 year ago

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anyway in an absolutely wild turn of events I think I’m free of my hideous job and like. substantially richer for it??? lmao 2023 you really owed me

#ok so this a lot of personal shit but I’m just gonna incredulously vent into the tags #like I don’t even know how to describe what 2023 in this job has been like lol #since April they’ve been insulting and scrutinising and scapegoating me over absolutely everything #they were really angling for just firing me outright for never measuring up to their constantly shifting and increasingly bizarre goalposts #and it got so personal man they kept insisting that it wasn’t but my god #then my dad gets sick and it suddenly becomes awkward for them to keep insulting and overworking me #so they switch to just ignoring me entirely so they don’t have to reckon w what me and my family are going through #like they never ask how he is or how things are going just every Friday they say hey do you reckon you can take more work on again?#and THEN I get a gut infection and suddenly im being guilt tripped for taking sick leave and pestered for evidence #it was giving like ‘we had to give you time off for your dad but now you’re taking the piss’#to the point I DID reach out to a third party at the company and was like ‘I’m sorry but why the fuck are they treating me like this’#and she was like ‘confidentially this is disgusting and I advise you to report it’#WHEN SUDDENLY I get back from sick leave and it’s like ‘the business is falling short so we have to make some redundancies….’#and now they’ve had to pay me a SUBSTANTIAL sum to fuck off!!! I think I win???#like I was so close to quitting but thank god I didn’t because now I’m getting a sweet deal to fuck off with no notice lmao #i leave end of the month #at first I was shocked like y’all really doing this now??? but suddenly I’m like. this is the best possible thing that could’ve happened #I spoke to that third party again and she was like ‘I am so happy for you’ like omfg it was a curveball but we’ll take it!!!#I’m fucking outta here and in due course I WILL be writing on glassdoor how fucked they are

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omegasamwilson · 2 months ago

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I miss being in a fandom where racism actually mattered

#911 ls #911 lone star #911 fox #911 abc #like seriously this fandom doesn’t give any fucks about the blantant racism in the fandom and ESPECIALLY in the show #the constant implication that characters of color should just get over racism because it happens #the writers fucking suck #and the fandom just [redacted] the racists #seeing people defend racist characters makes me sick to my core #the gaslighting of people of color that has been happening since April #people so obsessed with the white boy of the week that they can’t for a moment fathom why fans of color hate him #the racism with Tarlos #but also just a fandom that will defend a canonical racist harder than they’d EVER defend any person of color l #it’s EXHAUSTING #I’m so tired #why can’t I enjoy things without people defending racists

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sarah-yyy · 1 year ago

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at that time of the year where i have No Motivation to work

#i MIGHT get a raise next month after my performance review like i'm holding my breath since i got a significant one in april #but would be REALLY nice and would really raise morale #would make me not think about quitting law to work at bunnings every day #also would make me less 😒 about the partner just fucking around and making me do all his work #like yesterday!!! he just took the day off without even giving me a heads up like ????#man i mean he did tell bossman it was because his child was ill and i do appreciate that it may be stressful for you to juggle-#-work and also an infant child but......?????????#literally your wife isn't even working atm and she could've probably dealt with it?????? and i was SWAMPED yesterday #and again? no notice??????? like was bossman the one who had to do all your appointments or was i the one who had to pick up on your slack #i'm not even convinced his child was sick yesterday tbh low key think he's got a side hustle he's working on #which is fine you do you #but man we are understaffed i am working at bloody capacity I GO INTO WORK AN HOUR EARLY JUST SO I CAN CATCH UP #and you really out here playing these games with me????????#why tf should i 拼死拼活 just to make money so you can profit off just fucking around #ANYWAY yeah y'all can see i'm reaching my max tolerance on this :/#work stories

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butch--dean · 22 days ago

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do any of yall deal with psoriasis flares and if so ✨what do you do about it✨

#I was prescribed stronger topical steroids for it and they cleared it but only as long as I was using them. the moment I stopped it’s all #come back #and I guess you can only use it for two weeks at a time?#I have been in active flare up since uhhhhhhhhhh March or April #and I’m so fucking sick of it #it just keeps getting worse too <3 #and I don’t want to go on biologics?????? ugh #also who has the money for that.

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thechildisgone · 1 year ago

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GINGER FINALLY GOT ADOPTED THIS JUST MADE MY DAYYY

#And its a family that’s adopted a scared cat from us before ohh im kinda sad i apparently just missed her leaving but #i also couldn’t say bye #bronte is on me rn looking for attention #now she and alcott just need to get adopeed #theyve been here almost as long as ginger was #ginger was the cute small ginger female and shes been in our care since like april #she was pregnant and had babies but got sick and they all died 😭and she was kinda testy and the kind of cat #that takes a sec #she rly liked me by the end #aw im gona. miss her #personal

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girlstressed · 5 months ago

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i hear the name ahmed and break into a cold sweat tbh

#its so sad too bc some genuinely nice ppl are named this nd its so common but the way that i just get sick as fuck man #“zo you havent spoken to your ex bf since april” umm sorry for being a girl who has never gotten over anything ever #personal #ahmed and ofc r*** that one is more niche only the inner circle knows ab that one (literally just olive poeciles)

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pochapal · 5 months ago

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anyone else ever been hexed by a doctor before or

#:)#this happened to me back when i had my dosage changed at the end of april #went to hospital and the doctor was like 'oh maybe this new medication will also help your fatigue issues :)'#and i was like. wh. what do you mean fatigue issues #but then since then i can't help but notice that i keep sleeping in more and get slightly more tired on walks #like fully i had zero problems even back when i was dying and had even worse organ failure than i do now #but the doctor got into my head and now i'm fighting for my life not to manifest a thing that maybe doesn't exist #sick and evil that i'm getting placebo'd like this....................

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dicaeopolis · 2 years ago

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hustled $2k raw profit on ebay last week got hit this week with about $1200 of mostly surprise bills. the lord taketh away

#first paycheck from new job cannot hit fast enough #every time the city of boston charges me for some dumb bs i buy a ticket to a yankees game #in order it was 1) the every-six-months auto insurance bill which i knew was coming but still hurts #2) apparently i had my ez pass misaligned and it didn't register at any point for. five months (i went through tolls twice a day)#3) 2022 excise tax on my car; included a helpful note that they're going to charge me the entire 2023 amount in april #bought a shitload of chinese food while stoned off my gourd last night. regretting it #i did just refinance my car which is getting me back $50 a month #and i'm not spending a dime on gas anymore since new commute is within electric range and i charge on my landlady's dime #so it's not all bad #but good lord.#.txt #i'm also sick so my saturday night is going great clearly

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july-19th-club · 2 years ago

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anybody else get really incredibly stuffy the day after a covid booster? i got the covalent booster yesterday & my arm didnt even hurt until it was nearly bedtime, and i woke up sore and headache this morning AND horrifically stuffy

#i know the soreness and headache are likely the vaccine #but what about the stuffiness? i havent been this stuffed up in a really long time & frankly. it's scary for me #because i was SO stuffed up when i was sick in february and then again in april . so not feeling like this since then #has me convinced i am Sick For Real #idk it could be the constant weather/pressure fluctuations or mold or dust or allergies idk idk idk #but i really desperately do Not want to be Sick . im this close to panic mode already if i get so much as a cold i will lose my Mind

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naldthal-thetraders · 2 years ago

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Understanding how people feel with gposing

#cringefail on main but I've been sick & stressed for months. I deserve it #borked several of these. but these ones my faves? new boot goofin #dug up cat Mohg because I had him set aside since april.....assigned pvp main. but I still like him #+ Fylgja posting now that I can kinda. do ideas. getting her in the 4 day timespan of pvp kinda broke me #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxiv gpose #Final Fantasy XIV #ffxiv miqo'te #nald'thal #bazel things

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mosspapi · 2 months ago

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Yknow I always say I'd be vegetarian if it weren't for the fact that I am dangerously deficient in Everything that you need to get from meat, but I also just realized I literally can't force myself to look at much less touch raw meat, so I will functionally Have to be vegetarian unless I want to live with my parents forever. And I would genuinely rather die than live with my parents any longer. So.

#was looking up low-ingredient fast recipes and most of them had meat and I was like. oh I am so screwed here huh #as much as I love them I am also getting sick of rice cakes and cucumber so #all this is also just making me think abt whether or not I'm ever capable of living on my own for extended periods of time and frankly #I do not want to go there. I HAVE to b able to live alone. I will fully fuckin kill myself if I have to live with my parents any longer /srs #I mean it's been on my mind since April. I genuinely don't know if I'm able to be fully independent anymore #n this is far from the only reason it's just. idk. idk man it's a lot #armchair speaks #food mention #tw food #tw eating issues #tw implied abuse

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agayconcept · 5 months ago

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#well. my pharmacy got a new pharmacist who is Extremely Transphobic and is refusing to fill my HRT script #claiming i already filled it in april but i havent been there since february #accusing me of trying to hoard hormones for other trans ppl (??? i have Never met this woman what the fuck)#even says she put it into the system herself and ran it thru my insurance #i called them and confirmed #so she is now committing fraud #and on top of that Insists it was picked up therefore either she is lying and threw it out or she did give it to a complete stranger #(which is. So Massively Illegal)#so i need to report her to the college of pharmacists #but the problem is that now i obviously have to move my scripts to a diff pharmacy #so i spent all day yesterday asking local trans folks until i found a good one thats v accepting #so my drs office called that shitty pharmacist to fax it over to the new place and #she refused. absolutely wont do it.#insists she needs to 'speak with their head pharmacist first' to probably spew a bunch of transphobic lies #so ok i call the new pharmacy & explain everything going on with this bigoted pos & they say np they will call & put up w her to get it done #except ?? she is now HOLDING MY PRESCRIPTION AND ALL FUTURE ONES HOSTAGE AND REFUSING TO SEND ANYTHING EVER #and is threatening to label me in the system as drug-seeking #THIS IS LIKE 4 CRIMES WE'RE UP TO NOW WHAT THE FUCK #this woman is waging a one-person-war against me for existing as trans #and has now 1) committed medication fraud 2) committed insurance fraud 3) improperly handled medication 4) threatened a patient #so uh. i guess im gonna be involved in a legal case now #and on top of all that ??? i have No Way To Get HRT #at all #bc she put it into the system that i already received it so legally no other pharmacist can give it to me for months until that times out #so i guess thats a 5th crime bc she is now responsible for denying someone their meds and forcibly detransitioning them #ok. ok ok ok.#i have been having a 24 hour long panic attack and im literally sick from it #cant stop throwing up. feel like im gonna die #transphobia #medical discrimination

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mahasenelkhatib · 4 months ago

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For the first time since the war started, I managed to get a green apple 🍏 on April !.. and haven't had any since ! Now we haven't had any aid trucks in the south in ages !!

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mysterypigeon · 6 months ago

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i think i have been sick in some way for a month. losi.ng my marbles.......

#and i've had 4 shows and i have a choir performance in TWO DAYS #right now it's that i keep coughing (sometimes the coughs hurt) and i can feel that i'm congested #recently i was shaky and lightheaded and i developed a 30-minute fever #before that i had to blow my nose every 5 minutes and there was just always more to blow #before that i was achy and my eyes were heavy and i was constantly freezing even with 3 layers #and all those phases lasted like a week #and on top of that i've been having allergies since april 1 #and the weird thing is i NEVER get allergies and i'm NEVER sick #this is an evil wizard spell i swear to god #I JUST WANT TO FEEL NORMAL PLEASE!! BREATHING OUT OF BOTH NOSTRILS WOULD BE GREAT !!!!!!#ough.#tag twaddle #kindling

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