#because I’m kind of afraid of it now

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

The numerically-related spell I recited and wrote down incessantly in high school is kicking my ass and also may literally break my bones at some point in the near future.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Happy Year of the Dragon!

[tanjir0se]

I have a hot take about Giyuu but I am. Frightened

[quasiimodo]

just got the harsh realization that I followed a terf because I followed someone back who followed me first so

friendly reminder that this blog is NOT terf friendly and you will be BLOCKED :)

[dekusleftsock]

Have I made both mha and sonic fans and the ones who follow me just bc my silly brain decided that I must talk about what I think at all times, happy today. Are we fed. Did I doom scroll enough for you all.

You make me sick.

Pls stay I have not stopped making metas I’m just depressed and scared. This goes for anons as well I’m so sorry I haven’t checked my ask box

[kurakuradonn]

Hum. I think I just found out my gender identity.

[spikeisawesome456]

I just tried to create a super long, detailed post on the app about a personal fandom art creative project I’m working on, and the app ate it, and now it won’t let me post on the app anymore. I had to log in on the web browser version on my phone to post this. Moral of the story is: don’t trust the Tumblr app. It will eat your long posts and make you cry tears of sadness and tears. :-(

Anyway, here’s one of the pictures I was going to post in the epic post I was going to post. Maybe I’ll rewrite it when I’m on my desktop tomorrow, I dunno. I mostly was writing it for me, I doubt anyone was going to read it, ha. Also, apparently the browser version of Tumblr automatically saves your posts as drafts as you go, while the app version doesn’t??? What the hell, Tumblr. That would have been nice to have before my epic rambling post was eaten by the app, oof.

Anyway. This is Ciri, from The Witcher 3 game. I like customizing Funko Pops sometimes, and after seeing a House of Dragon Funko in Walmart (I think the character was like… Daemon something or other?? I don’t watch HoD, or GoT, so I don’t know who those people are) that reminded me of Geralt, I was like… hm. But that would have been too easy, so I was like, I wonder if I could make Ciri. I’m not done, obviously, I still need to paint her outfit, but hopefully I’ll be able to do that tomorrow and be done then. ^-^

Originally I had then put my entire process this far down, with pictures and everything, but since Tumblr ate it… :-/ Oh wells.

Oh, and here’s the back of her braid. I’m… not the best sculptor in the world, and milliput is not the easiest clay to use, and French braids are a mystery to me when they’re done in hair, let alone a tricky air dry clay, but I think I did a pretty good job considering. Especially considering the first iteration was, uh… not great. But Tumblr ate that, so y’all shan’t see what it looked like, ha.

[amorcie]

I think I figured out a system name :-)

[j-esbian]

thinking abt how much of my life i’ve lost to depression and i truly want to throw up

[starkskypines]

i ran every red light just to see if your grave still had room for me

-Paper Doll // Flower Face

[tvstaticonvhs]

While my words go undervalued

I stop understooding my value

Afraid that this may be the start

Of an untreated ache

So I write my words

In the colder summer

The heated snow

A shriveled up may

Hoping that one day

Underneath the first warm sun rays

My words reach the heart

Of an appreciating heart

That may be the start

Of a treated ache.

-TvStationVhs

[quietwingsinthesky]

thinking about Jack s5 time travel au again. eventually he’s going to break down, right? he can tell himself that sam & dean wouldn’t want him to jeopardize the future by changing the past, stand by and let lucifer carry on with his reluctant destruction while telling himself that this is his job, to preserve the life sam & dean & cas will have, no matter how much he’s watching them and everything else get hurt in the present. and maybe for them, jack would misguidedly stick it out and make sure things go as they should because the life that they will have might hurt, but it’s theirs, right? it’s what they wanted, right?

but again. lucifer is also there. lucifer is the crux of the apocalypse, and he’s taken jack under his wing thinking he’s a rebel angel for lucifer’s cause, and he’s so different. lucifer and Jack having quiet conversations surrounded by natural beauty where lucifer is so filled with love for all of it, so furious with humanity for ruining the world, so angry and heartbroken that god wouldn’t listen to him. he’s telling jack this while jack nods and listens and tries not to say anything that will give him away. lucifer’s grooming his wings for him absently, saying how much he missed taking care of one of his siblings while caged, and jack is trembling from the constant affection he’s being shown from his dad who doesn’t know he’s his dad. who has never been like this around him before. who he didn’t know could be like this.

i think that’s what would break jack and push his hand into trying to change the future. what wouldn’t he do, if he has the chance to save his father from himself?

[malachitezmeyka]

Honestly I’d really like to make some kind of MLP AU or redesign/rewrite or whatever else of the sort because MLP was essentially my first fandom and it’s extremely nostalgic to me, but I’ve seen so many people do it already and have found myself physically incapable of producing something that isn’t blatantly copying what other people have done :/

[snakeater]

the past 2 times i’ve slept i’ve had super realistic dreams about people being stabbed….whyyyy

[sailorsleepymoon]

Adding on to say that the YouTuber AntsCanada has a really good ongoing series at the moment about a MASSIVE vivarium he built, and a lot of the episodes are centered around the bugs that live in it. He starts putting in arachnophobia warnings about around episode 8 I think, but in general he has such a loving and humanizing way of narrating the activities various bugs that makes it really easy to find them cute, even if you don’t really like bugs. It’s not for everyone, but it’s worth a shot if you want to work on a fear of bugs.

Been working in pest control for 3 months now and i can confidently say that nobody on earth seems to understand that sometimes You Will See A Bugs and that's Normal if you live literally anywhere with oxygen

[bassciven]

like it’s not about all the little things that i keep saying are pissing me off. it’s the fact that i continuously feel like an afterthought in my own relationship because she’s too wrapped up in her own thoughts in her own head to notice the world around her and act like she isn’t the only one in it.