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Depression is being tired.
Tired not just physically but emotionally. Mentally.
Just tired. Or numb.
The numb is the worst.
The distractions do not work. I do not have the energy to do them.
It is just this.
Every day is different, and each has its own battles. And that is ok. You are great for getting through today, and I am so proud of you. I am proud of myself. And you should be proud of yourself
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depression#vent post#yeah#i feel like shit#so numb and tired#so tired#so numb#I want to curl up#not cry or die#just curl up
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people are calling what happened today in gaza “the flour massacre”
the flour massacre
these people just wanted to get food for their families, something as basic as flour, one of the things that the very core of humanity is built on, and israel used it as a trap to murder them in cold blood
evil is not enough of a word. there is not a word to describe what they are doing to palestine. they are bleeding her out, they are torturing her and crushing her and hoping that nothing is left to remember her by when they are done. how can anyone stand and watch what is being done with indifference? how can you watch this level of human suffering, this crime against life and feel nothing, do nothing
#i cant stop crying#the entire world is watching as they die#palestine#free palestine#gaza#free gaza#war on gaza#ceasefire now#israel#from the river to the sea palestine will be free
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headphones aren't enough. i need the song to stab me in the chest
#coqette#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#femcel#girlhood#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlblogging#mitski#coqeutte#delusional#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#it girl#coquette#female hysteria#pink#this is what makes us girls#girl interrupted#delulu#girl interrupted syndrome#girl blogger#born to die#girlblogger#girlboss#this is a girlblog#female rage#gone girl#tumblr girls#girlboss behavior#screaming crying throwing up
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Prompt:
Brucie Wayne gets into a mild accident in public (read-got hit by a car). And Batman would just walk it off (“it’s barely a bruise”), but Brucie obviously… can’t.
So he has to suffer the ordeal of having civilians call paramedics, getting fussed over, and having-
Having his dead son get into the back of the ambulance with him.
Oh- oh no. He must have hit his head worse than he thought. He thought he was past this…
#((Jason is the one who hit him with the car))#(((but it truly was an accident)))#((((and now his elaborate revenge plans got derailed because OMG I HIT MY DAD WITH A CAR))))#Brucie gets to blubber and cry about his son in a way Batman isn’t allowed to#meanwhile Jason: omg pls shut up PLS I’m BEGGING you just die already#Bruce: anything for you 🥹#Jason: …. hold on no I didn’t mean that B do NOT fall asleep on me right now#some more fake hallucinations#but nobody thinks it’s a hallucination except Bruce#also: Wayne Son Back From The Dead!? more on page two!#((Jason takes his revenge by trying to boot Tim from the family and realizing he’s not even part of it which—))#((is anybody taking care of that raccoon? well Jason is now))))#prompts#crack au#fanfiction#inspiration#jason todd#batfamily#dick grayson#bruce wayne#batfam#robin#tim drake#red hood#Batdad#Brucie wayne
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“look at me, hm?”
toji's voice is barely above a whisper, his words softer than ever. with his hands circled around your middle, he stands there behind you, his chest glued against your back like a big bear. his heavy head rests on your shoulder, eyes locked onto yours in a quiet plea. you think you hear a pout in his tone.
but you don’t give him a reaction, gaze locked onto the vegetables on the cutting board in front of you.
you’re upset with him and toji feels like he's dying.
all of this just because you're jealous.
because the love of his life is jealous.
toji only spared her a glance, brushing her off and saying that his partner is waiting for him – she’s the one that went on and on, talking about the milk carton in his hands as if toji had never seen it before. but little do you know, every single word that spilled from the stranger, went in one ear and right out the other – toji couldn’t be less interested in anybody other than you. if you were to crack open his head and take a look around, it’d be all you. you and your laugh, you and your eyes, you and your hands, you and your hobbies. you and you and you. even when he was standing there with the milk carton in his hand, the only thing on his mind was how he’s going to watch you chomp down a big bowl of cereal the next morning.
you just happened to see the moment the woman leaned closer with a charming smile on her lips and her hand on his forearm while saying her goodbye, and that was enough for the ugly thoughts to bully themselves into your head.
even though you trust toji, you know he doesn’t entertain any flirting attempts that might come his way, but sometimes… sometimes you just can’t help but feel that you might not be enough. what if he did think the woman was more beautiful, or maybe he did find the guy, who asked for his help at the gym the other day, hot? what if he found them more interesting than you, what if he feels himself stuck to you against his will?
you heard your own words swimming around in your head and cringed at yourself, ashamed that you were letting that weird growth of jealousy torment you.
but it had already taken root.
that evil, ugly little thing in the back of your mind. and you couldn’t shake it.
not on your own at least.
toji had made his way over to you, taking his place by your side while squinting at the little piece of paper in his hands. but you were quiet, more so than usual, and toji isn’t stupid – he might not be the best with feelings and emotions, but he does know you.
he could tell just by the way you avoided his gaze, the way you started to shorten your answers. the way you pulled away and into yourself – he watched you disappear into your own head right in front of his eyes and he hated it.
but not wanting to push any wrong buttons here in public, he swallowed your silence with a heavy heart and guided you to your car with a hand on your lower back. he’s not as afraid as he used to be – he isn’t as scared to step into your space, now knowing that this is just what you need sometimes. a little push, a little nudge, to break free from the vines of envy and jealousy and doubt. he’ll burn them, he’ll cut you free.
the car ride home was quiet. with your head rested against the window and eyes set on the passing buildings and cars, toji found himself stealing glances at you every chance he got. oh, how he hated the pout on your lips, the very same one you’re wearing now. all he wanted to do was to take you into his arms and kiss you, hold you. to make you laugh. to make you forget every single thing that has ever bothered you.
toji let you simmer for exactly ten minutes, just enough for you to change into your pyjamas and to wash up before deciding on your distraction – the dishes. he snuck up on you as silently as he could; the tips of his fingers itched to feel your skin under them, his ears tired from the silence in the apartment. the sigh that you let out as he pressed himself flush against you, sounded better than anything before. toji had already started to miss you in those twenty minutes you were away from him.
“please… “
it’s not often you get to hear that word, especially in that tone, so it’s hard for you to ignore the stuttering of your poor, sensitive heart. his nose nudges against your cheek and you put down the knife to lean into him on instinct; with your hands on top of his, your bodies mold together like pieces of a puzzle.
“you know you’re the only one for me…”
the words form in the back of his mouth and roll from his tongue like a low purr. they’re coated in something sweet, in something only you get to see and feel. his arms tighten around you and you know he means it. his heart beats against your back, as nervous as it is confident. he’s sure about his statement but a part of him is still scared that you won’t have him. that you’ll leave him.
“she talked about the milk, that’s all she did, sweetheart.” gently, he sways your bodies side to side, letting the warmth of his body engulf you as he ropes you back to him.
“yeah?”
“yeah.”
“do you believe me?”
it’s something you’ve been practicing in order to get rid of any remaining specks of doubt. it goes both ways; he trusts that you’ll say what’s on your mind and you do the same.
honesty.
raw and real.
“yes.”
toji lets out a little puff of air through his nostrils, a wave of relief settling into his body. he knows it’s not over just yet, but it’s a start.
“can i kiss you?”
toji’s mossy green eyes meet yours for the first time in what feels like forever and all he can think about is how much you mean to him. his darling, his baby. he’s not one to be a sap, but hell, when it comes to you, he’s more than willing to drop to his knees and recite love poems for you if that’s what you’d like. anything and everything.
he watches your eyes flick down to his mouth and then back up again and the little nod you give him is more than enough for him to finally press his lips to yours in a needy, hungry kiss. you melt into each other – skin against skin, tongue against tongue, it just feels right. the spark between you is still there, burning brighter than ever after all the time you’ve spent together. over hills and mountains, through lakes and rivers – nothing is too much or too little for the two of you to conquer together. he’ll be there for you and you’ll be there for him.
“‘m all yours, sweetheart.”
his hushed words slip right between your lips and slither their way down your throat. inside, they bloom and they flourish. they overtake the rotting weeds that were growing there before and you feel it. you feel it happen. he breathes into you and you become alive again.
"i love you."
#crying sobbing wailing#i love him so fucking much i'm gonna die#toji#wtf mickey can write#toji x reader#toji fluff#toji fushiguro#toji fushiguro x reader#toji fushiguro fluff#jjk toji#jjk x reader#jjk fluff
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1.05 / Battle of the Labyrinth
#I FEEL SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS#percy jackson#pjo tv show#percy jackson and the olympians#pjotv#percabeth#pjo#screaming crying#mine#100#500#1k#5k#im in the middle of packing and this sent me frantically looking for my copies of pjo#anyway#i feel so insane i feel like im gonna die can anyone hear me. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME#annabeth has been so disconnected from the mortal world and just so fundamentally unable to enjoy her childhood#it makes me want to sob like seriously#i hope her and percy go on so many movie dates. like#not even just her and percy i hope percy tells grover and word spreads around camp and movie nights just become a thing at camp#because all these babies deserve it#god im gonna die. im seriously gonna die#WE KNOW THERE'S AN ORIENTATION VIDEO#SO THEY HAVE A PROJECTOR AND A SCREEN#MOVIE NIGHTS COULD HAPPEN!!!#okay bye. i'm going to go scream about percabeth some more
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it's never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
inspo credits to "Veil" by @/_K0TTERl_
toga ver
#gonna post the toga ver soon but this already took 4everrr#this actually looks so different on here than on my laptop I'm gonna cry#i love them so much I'll die like actually#bnha#mha#bnha fanart#my hero academia#togachako#toga#togaraka#toga himiko#himiko toga#uraraka ochako#ochako uraraka#uravity#cw blood#my artwork
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i don't think i can thug this shit out anymore
#need to have an hour long cry and a good ass nap#����.babbling#girlblogging#girl thoughts#coquette#girlblogger#it girl#dollette#lana del rey#this is a girlblog#lizzy grant#girl things#girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#born to die#girl interupted syndrome#just girly things#just girly posts#tumblrina#girlhood
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arcane s2 spoilers ‼️
ummmm so act I happened 😀 i’m already addicted 😭
i love them so much i hope nothing bad happens 😬 pls forgive bad quality tumblr HATES ME
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#arcane#arcane season 2#sevika#jinx arcane#jinx#isha arcane#jinx and isha#jinx and sevika#sevika fanart#jinx fanart#arcane fanart#jinx league of legends#jinx lol#vi and jinx#i’m gonna cry i love that baby girl#i would die for her#her eyes are so pretty#jinx mom era#sevika the wine aunt
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Looking at Buck like this when his boyfriend is sitting right next to him…Eddie truly does not gaf lmao 😭
[thank you to the incredible @songbvrd for removing the boils from my pookie’s face 🥹]
#he wants that cookie so effing bad#im crying#eddie diaz#evan buckley#i will die on the buddie hill#never closing on buddie#buddie canon#buddie#911 on fox#911 show#911 fox#buckley diaz family#911 spoilers#911 on abc#911#911 fandom#911 fic#911 discourse#911 abc#911 season 8#911 s8#oliver stark#ryan guzman
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Me after a tummy ache + headache combo
#girlblogging#lanadelrey#siren aesthetic#girl things#girlhood#coquette#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#girlrotting#just girly things#lizzy grant#lana unreleased#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey unreleased#mermaid#this is what makes us girls#off to the races#oldermen#older guys#ultraviolence#feminine urge#pretty when you cry#lana del rey nfr#lana del ray aesthetic#born to die#for the girls#the virgin suicides#virgin suicides#vintage#katemoss#im just a girl
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IT’S A RAINBOW OF BILLS! A BILLBOW! RGBILL!!!
The clip of Bill saying YELLOW was all over my FYP and it inspired me…
#bill cipher#gravity falls#the book of bill#will cipher#gravity falls fanart#i love him so much#my perfect equilateral#hes my son and my worstie and my bestie and my muse and also dead to me and is my everything#i love triangles#hes soooooo#silly guy#literally perfect#he makes me throw up#hes so ugly#jk hes beautiful#i love you bill cipher#sweet little awful piece of shit#he did it all but he doesnt deserve prison#he makes me cry#but i also want to strangle him#and hug him#he should die again#i will be there to love him#and remind him of his crimes#what a creature#sillay
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cute games and scary games ily
#outlast#yume nikki#resdient evil#fatal frame#silent hill#omori#left 4 dead 2#alice madness returns#manhunt rockstar#mad father#cry of fear#misao game#until dawn#you and me and her#corpse party#hello charlotte#ao oni#your turn to die#rule of rose#angels of death#haunting ground#dreadout#silent hill 2#silent hill 3
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Blood still stains when the sheets are washed Sex don't sleep when the lights are off Kids are still depressed when you dress them up And syrup is still syrup in a sippy cup...
#lana del rey#coquette#aesthetic#cute#art#poetry#this is what makes us girls#love#lizzy grant#hell is a teenage girl#marina and the diamonds#dolette#born to die#manic pixie dream girl#lana is our queen#sparkle jump rope queen#whisper girl#elizabeth woolridge grant#elizabeth grant#female experience#realestate#lana del ray lyrics#female rage#trailer park princess#the virgin suicides#lover you should've come over#my year of rest and relaxation#pretty when you cry#virgin mary#vintage
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Din Djarin + Eyebrows
#din djarin#pedro pascal#the mandalorian#star wars#swedit#din gifs#din edits#my edits#my gifs#such a pathetic sad little meow meow#awww are you gonna cry big scary mandalorian?#PATHETIC#covered in blood [PATHETIC]#social anxiety [PATHETIC]#anyway i love him i would die for him
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