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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 1 year ago

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#okay like ten minutes ago i made a post about how anxiety is making my oife difficult #because i wanted to text a friend but i was too scared to #i just wanted to update you all and say that i texted the friend!!#i texted them a silly little meme that reminded me of them #literally our first 1 on 1 communication and its a meme and a message that just says 'you'#fuck should i have had my first text to them be better??#i need to start taking my anxiety meds again #...#anywho #I'm gonna go panic and overthink now #fuck they opened the message #and are currently typing #fuck they responded #welp time to never text them ever again #goodbye dear friend. i can never communicate with you again #because theres a goblin running my brain #no it's fine i opened the message #it's fine it's all fine #i need to go to bed

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christakisbang · 1 year ago

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Ah~ My Little Brother. Thanks for always being there for me! Promise to always be by your side too! I'll never leave ya~

#sigh #stray kids #chanlix #bang chan #lee felix #stray kids gifs #skz #skz gifs #my gifs #cbbc2023 #regretted picking the most recent 2kr messages as captions the moment i remembered what this one was. but its fine he made up for it+#after the opening sentence. idk if the callback to im not gonna leave u behind was purposeful but people died either way.#anw i think abt the 5th gif every single day he wanted to Eat him......lil bro big bro things #actually whenever i wanna get drunk im gonna open the notes on my chanlix sets and take a shot for every brother mention #long sip for dad/son

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stellewriites · 26 days ago

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really fucking grinds my gears how my dad knows just how to make me feel fucking guilty for putting up boundaries and saying no

#not even for a major thing!#barely setting a boundary even! just saying i don’t want to do smth!#asking me if i want to go for dinner one evening when he knows i work late most days and have said this for years - in fact said this exact #thing to him last week - so when i say no bc i finish late he just pushes and pushes #until im like this doesn’t work for me AND i hate eating out i dont want to go. just go with my brother that’s fine. and he’s suddenly #blunt as fuck in his messages leaving me on read or guilting me about the hours i work….. like get a fucking grip your over 50 bro #i try to be polite with it but he just gets in a fucking mood like please you are a Loser #i see you weekly (smth HE chose when i was a bairn) like im not making my job and life harder just bc you feel bad that you don’t see me #more often now #also i only hate eating out with him!! because it’s awkward!! i like to be in and out when i eat with friends and we’re all the same about #it bc we’re all very autistic lmaooo but with him he likes to chat and chat and chat which is fine but i don’t.. and he asks more personal #questions than when we’re just at his as if im gonna open up just bc we’re eating thai food 🙄🙄🙄🙄#like you Don’t get to know if im seeing anyone or if im queer or even if ive got fucking plans to go away with friends tbh #like deadbeat dads that try to emotionally manipulate their kids get minimal information actually !! 🤓☝️#stelle yaps #fuck sake #i knew he’d start doing this when my brother was back - he’s always played us off each other and he always gravitates towards whichever is #the ‘easiest’ child at the time which is my brother ever since i became an adult lmao #i just don’t tolerate his shit and i let him know it whereas e will play along #me and my dad are too similar in that we both know how to really cut deep in the other :/#it just all sucks #please please feel free to ignore #i just need to vent like hell bc he winds me up a treat so bad

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bloodrock-lobster · 5 months ago

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Desperate need to socialize and make new friends vs Irrational fear of messages from strangers on friend making apps, FIGHT

#i am STARVED of interaction but #i see the little messages i match with people #and im like i cant look at that message or im going to ruin everything #someone from a group chat messaged me to ask about my icon #and i got so fucking scares #I had to give myself an hour before i could open the message up???#i have TALKED to this dude irl #how do i stop dOING THIS #I KNOW THAT ITS GOING TO BE FINE OR THAT IT WONT MATTER #it can be oPENED WITHOUT DISASTER

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suntails · 1 month ago

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hi!!! i'm so sorry to bother you, but are the artbooks ever going to be available again? i really wanted to order one for a friend of mine who LOOOVES silver but i didn't have any money at the time of preorders.... just wanted to check thank you either way!!!!!!!!

hi, no bother at all!!

yes, they will go back on sale briefly after the shipping process is complete, to sell all leftover stock. i ordered a bit of extra to cover any lost packages, anything leftover will be available!! :D if u want to be notified upon them opening, ill post to socials when im preparing to open shop 💛💛

#ask #anon #im also happy to send u a private message once theyre open again if u like!! just DM me first and let me know :D #i have enough leftovers that you should be fine to get a copy :) ive been the leftover sales girl before i GOTCHU

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nintendont2502 · 12 days ago

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think discords going down again :/ man

#okay weird actually #i can load send and recieve messages in one server fine #another server i can open and recieve messages but cant send any #and the rest just arent loading #what th ehell #me.txt

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itspileofgoodthings · 26 days ago

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i love my counselor because she refuses to pry. don’t even know if she knows that’s an option, I have so rarely met a person who stays so thoroughly in her lane.

#the thing about me is that I’m an open book with an expressive face. and also I keep a lot inside and refuse to speak on things #especially things that are bothering me #and that can be irresistible to some people who just want to dig into my soul #and it’s why I was afraid of counseling for so long. that someone would be like ‘what can we unearth in Maria’s psyche’#and she just doesn’t care/doesn’t try/is only going to take me at face value #so there is lots I don’t tell her/refuse to speak on. and you know what doesn’t it MATTER. because the point is not to push myself #to some arbitrary measure of absurd honesty/openness but to talk about stuff when/if it’s helpful #also a huge way she’s already helped me is she’s just like ‘girl you’re fine’#no but actually though. she’s always like ‘you sound like you’re thriving to me!’#and she’s also just like ‘you’re busy you have energy you have plans you make good eye contact you clearly have confidence’#with the underlying message being. the thing that’s hurting you the most is your own anxiety. which sounds obvious lol #but it is kind of the sheer act of worrying itself. the other stuff is (mostly) in order #and that has helped. she also has cured me of some wrong self/belief stuff.#like I was once like ‘I’m not organized! I make no plans!’ and she was like ‘your plans have plans what are you talking about’#she also said I was highly logical and analytical and didn’t act emotionally/from a place of emotion #and I was just like ‘pikachu face’ because one of my deepest beliefs was that I WAS an emotionally driven person #and she was like nope. you’re highly rational. I mean I took it as a compliment and loved to hear it #the problem with me is when the brain will simply spiral out of control and the details become monsters and I make things a big deal #I’m super good at that #anyway yeah just processing

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j-esbian · 3 months ago

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i lost the post but i saw someone talking about how some of y’all act like being weird is a choice and like. YEAHHHHHHH.

that’s fine, it might be for you. but i just live like this and don’t know any other way. like yeah i’ve worked customer service, i can do innocuous small talk, but anything beyond that, i don’t understand what i’m missing. and it’s frustrating to see the tonal disconnect especially from people who are like “uwu embrace weirdness!!” where they’re like. dressing quirky and talking about bugs and listening to obscure music and eschewing small talk to ask Deep Questions on the first date and unlearning their tendency to not infodump. and generally have an idea of what Weirdness is supposed to look like. idk man some of us wake up and get out of bed and can’t figure out why the rest of their coworkers chitchat with each other but when they join the conversation it dies.

weirdness is value neutral. let’s stop trying to turn it into a badge because quite frankly, it’s not a choice for everyone. it’s fucking exhausting to never be on the same wavelength as other people and they’re going to react the way they do and label you the way they will without any conscious actions on your end. it’s difficult to talk about this without feeling like you’ll be dismissed as immature, a teenager whining “no one understands me” but the thing is. sometimes you don’t grow out of feeling alone and different, and there’s no good way to talk about it without feeling like people will think you’re just fishing for pity.

#most of it is stuff i can’t help like!!!#coworkers and i don’t share a lot of interests so i’m always like. yes i’ve heard of that show but haven’t seen it. no idk that band sorry #and they’ll like. talk shit abt other people who share my interests without realizing that i also like those things #so i just have to sit there and take it #i feel like i don’t have a lot in common with my friends even. a few shared interests but very different lives #in my experience the conscious choice has been to try to keep up with what’s popular but it’s just. not interesting to me #i got bored and forgot to finish s2 of stranger things and never picked it back up #even alt subcultures have gone kinda mainstream and i never quite slot in #let’s not even touch the gay culture ‘flags’ that are extremely online and unrelatablr #and the most frustrating thing. every time i try to talk about myself and my interests i feel people shutting down #one person i know. open mouth sighs in exasperation when i open my mouth #i don’t know why you’re making it my problem that we’re different #i know there is supposed to be a niche out there for everyone but some of that feels like #those niches are falling prey to marketability. if you’re too far out of the mainstream. too out of touch. it can’t be helped #a lot of messaging online is like. embrace weirdness but only if it’s subversive in a very specific way #too normal to hang out with self-proclaimed proud weirdos. too weird to hang out with normies #like i thought the thing was to disavow performativity. i’m sorry i don’t find the same things interesting #i don’t care about the office and you don’t care about the hundred years’ war. that’s fine. why is that seen as a personal fault of mine #i feel like some of the reaction i get might be bc it comes across as hipster shit. idk #i’m literally just oblivious and looking for any kind of indicator for social interaction #but so often it feels like the onus of finding common ground is on me. i have to listen abt things idk but no one cares what i have to say #i think what makes it more frustrating is this reaction from people who claim to not care. do their own thing #and then get annoyed when i do mine and it’s. different #instead of being like ‘fuck the mainstream! conformity is bullshit! be yourself!’ it’s like #‘fuck the mainstream because it doesn’t appeal to me personally and i’ve made my own club!’#and this is not going to come out right because i’m just at my limit and venting and don’t know how to say things the right way #so people don’t misunderstand me #i just happen to never like the Right Things and know the Right Things and act the Right Way and idk how else to say it other than #can we be more normal about weird people #idk it’s hard to talk abt this without sounding like i’m just complaining but i’m more bewildered and trying to state things as i see them

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Hi! Congrats on finishing the comics for season one! I genuinely enjoyed every single one of them. I drew the nameless red disciple and ouyang zizhen to express my gratitude for making me feel so much joy through your adorable art ^-^

please excuse the poor quality, i didn't even take out my drawing tablet for this because i wanted it to be authentically poorly drawn :P it was nice to finally draw a simple drawing without being pressured to make it perfect :P (also I had forgotten how hard it is to draw without a tablet. I have become weak and mollycoddled😩✨ ) I might draw some proper fanart for them soon, if you don't mind?👀

(also also, I think I have said this before but your art is so pretty and intricate even though you call it poorly drawn. The color combinations are so soft and matching, and I LOVE THE WAY YOU DRAW HAIR😭)

ANyway. Have a great week!

It's them!! The disciples I wrongfully pitted against each other in a poll before realizing that love deserved to win! Thank you very much for this! I wish you all the best in drawing without the pressure to be perfect B*)

#ask #fanart #I've been trying to push myself maybe little too much so I am happy to be reminded that it's fine to just draw B'*)#It's only poorly drawn when you don't put heart into it <3 #I am actually the opposite when it comes to tablets. All my muscles go limp and my bones crumble to dust when I try to draw with one #but I would like to get better at it because it certainly opens up a lot of opportunities to Get Better At Art #And thank you so much for the kind words about my art B'''*) I really am out here just trying to learn how to draw #I have found a lot of joy in using my pens and markers! Even if...some of them are going dry and I need to buy more...#PS: I would crumble to the happiest dust on earth if you did more fanart...I already have with this one B*)#PPS: Thank you so kindly for all your lovely messages on my comics! You're one of my consistent regulars and I really appreciate it!

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its-no-biggie · 4 months ago

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hey guys who was gonna tell me that bocchi the rock contained the single most autistic scene in anime history

#(and im saying this as a mob psycho 100 fan. btw)#i just binged the first 8 episodes and. wow #like admittedly i had seen a clip of her opening riff from that performance but the whole thing. holy shit #im at a loss for words #bocchi the rock!#btr #though i am a little.... unsure how to feel..... because. the scene calls deliberate attention to how she isnt looking at the crowd #and eye contact was a big thing she was 'working on' so i dont want it to be framed as 'wow she's so good if only she would look up'#but i havent watched past episode 8 so for now i live in a beautiful world where she was able to perform that way BECAUSE she didnt look up #and thats okay! shes allowed to not make eye contact even though its unconventional. its not a flaw - its what makes her unique #cause so much of this show is bocchi forcing herself to try to be more social or do things the 'right' way and im like nooooo.......#youre allowed to be a weird little introvert who cant make eye contact..... please stop trying so hard to be something else......#and like. 'its okay to be weird' is very straightforwardly the message of the show #im just worried it will pull its punches with the more socially unacceptable stuff yknow?#like it would still be fine. obviously people can get over a fear of eye contact. but it would make me a little sad.....#lol 'im at a loss for words'. says the guy who has never stopped yapping since he said his very first word #anyway. watch bocchi the rock 👍#biggie tumbles

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morganpdf · 6 months ago

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hi morg not to diagnose but I just saw ur tags on that post about having to pray a certain way or terrible things would happen. that sounds eerily and concerningly like something that happened to me when I was a fundie kid. maybe look in to “religious scrupulosity”? it’s an OCD thing for me. like I had to say the exact same prayer or a bad thing would happen, pray after ppl “took the lord’s name in vain” even in movies or they’d go to hell. If I breathed in at the wrong angle (???) I interpreted it as a curse word and had to pray for forgiveness. if u wanted to talk about this more at any point I’d be down to DM with you??? sorry I don’t mean to overstep or anything I’m just worried that you feel alone in this

anon i appreciate you reaching out but i need you to know that im losing my mind. simply bc i have a running gag (mostly w myself) where im like. yes i will be talking to a friend w Diagnosed tm ocd like haha this is a normal thing i experience. and then they look at me like one would look at a child who doesnt quite grasp that their beloved hamster bijou #3 is, also, not coming back. kind of like video picture of a guilty dog making The Face but the regret is less guilt and more ohhhh shit im gonna have to be the one to tell him huh.

and this is literally one of 3 messages i've gotten since reblogging that post that boil down to "heyyyy buddy that's not... uh... i think you may want to, uh, actually look more into ocd, maybe."

(also dw lmao youre not overstepping for me personally)

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buglaur · 1 year ago

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my first exam went really well!! one down nine to go. second one starts in an hour and a half

#it was so easy yesterday #answer these questions about why ai is bad for us #then tell me about a historical place of interest you visited #and then write me an essay about things that bring you wonder and excitement #and that was the whole exam #but i have english paper 2 today which is going to be hell on a page #write an essay about 6 poems from a mystery poet you wont know until you open the paper #then write this essay about macbeth #and lastly write an essay about the handmaids tale + philadelphia here i come + winter's bone and compare them all #i'm gonna be sitting in the damn exam hall until 5:20pm 😭#it should be fine tbh #once a good poet comes up #anon who sent me a message back in feburary also doing the leaving i wish you lucl #luck #non sims #text

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thetooncrew · 9 months ago

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due to the rampant mistreatment of my transgender sisters on this site, mixed with overall mental health complications and a generally busy schedule, i may cut my time on tumblr significantly, for the next few weeks at least. i am disgusted by staff and their blatant transmisogyny, especially the CEO. i will be uninstalling tumblr from my phone and logging out on my PC. if you want to keep in touch with me, please send a message my way! i'd be happy to give you my discord and we can chat there.

i will not delete this blog for archiving purposes, since it means a lot to me, but for some time you will not see liveblogging or any personal posts - maybe art, if not reblogs.

this isn't me going offline forever. i just need a break. i'm sorry, and i hope you all understand. stay strong, please, for me. i love you all very much!

#squidspeak!#i'll keep tumblr open for a bit so that if anybody wants to message me i'll see it!#again i'm not going away forever. i think i'd miss you all too much if i did LOL #but i need a break. it's really been eating at me #and of course; i'm fine! nothing bad is going to happen to me #please worry more about those who are in danger than me

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icterid-rubus · 2 months ago

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I agreed to meet up with someone for dinner and I just found out the whole polycule is coming.

#jeeeesuuuuuusssssssss. like I don’t even want to meet her let alone the throuple.#I didn’t know it was possible to come on too strongly platonically until now. chill please.#I’ve met her 1.5 times and get multiple daily messages and if I don’t answer I still get ‘HAI!!!’. I want to step in front of a bus this is #stressing me out so badly. I already said before I couldn’t meet. I said I couldn’t go to dinner. then I went to a local meet up and saw #her at the end of the table. I waved at sat at the other end but tried to not really engage. I feigned difficulty hearing over the din. she #started texting me. At the end she came up and was like ‘it’s too noisy here’ and I agreed and left then BEFORE I GET HOME I get a text #TELLING ME when she can go to dinner. I did not suggest we meet somewhere quieter.#she brought someone from the polycule with her to the event and they were just. so dejected and sullen and wouldn’t really acknowledge me #when she tried to introduce us at the start. why why why why. I don’t want to do this.#all because she asked about my sexuality and I got a little too open being glad to speak with another queer lady for like half an hour on #insta. if I could go back in time I would not have responded. this is just insane to me. I regret that so much this is going to suck ass.#my social anxiety is causing such a spiral right now.#it’ll be fine. it’ll be fine. maybe I’ll have fun. I just hate getting spammed messages online and I hate meeting up other strangers.

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airbenderedacted · 1 year ago

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IF I WERE WOY CREW I WOULD ALSO FIGHT FOR THE IMPORTANCE OF HAVING THE LESBIAN FLAG SOMEWHERE ON OR NEAR DOMINATOR IN JUST ONE WHOLE SCENE IN THE SHOW SEND TWEET

#(maybe at the end of her character arc to avoid any unsavoriness / unfortunate implications about her feral ass idkidk hmhjujjnfgs)#Wander Over Yonder #Lord Dominator #granted that's in the scenario where say craig is fine with ascending her lesbianism to official canon status #(currenlty it's abt on the same level of canonicity as wander's logevity/immortality. as in they're written as being but it's not OFFICIAL)#but like i feel kinda strongly about um. it's great to leave characters fully open to interpretation so that all takes can be valid #BUT i think that if the crew sees a character as one thing and goes so far as to write them as being that #then it should 100% be made official official canon bc um HEY ahjaghjsdnmds. like atp the collaboration the silent agreement THE CODING #that's!!! a lot!!!! atp it's important to confirm the rep as being meaningful to the show canon and make it official ygm #and when it's like. when it's as tiny a thing irt the overall plot/character development. you don't have to go crazy with that confirm #SLAP A FLAG DOWN & CALL IT A DAY WHO'S WITH ME haha #TOH DID IT OK K.O. DID IT NIMONA DOES IT!!!!!!! DO YOU SEE THE VISIONN #oh but speaking of making canon rep explicit. if dom were to be confirmed i would also push for a super lesbian coded NON-villain #yk just to avoid. a certain disney trope #same with the aro coding like idk if she's meant to be literally aro or not but regardless #i think woy could really use an unequivocably do-gooding good guy character who is as romance repulsed as dominator is #bc i think the show does a fine job of separating her disinterest from her evil - doing evil is evil. not liking romance is neutral #THAT MESSAGE IS THERE IMHO!!#but it doesn't do a fine ENOUGH job #i think the character who is hella unparalleled in her evilness n all that shouldn't be the only character in the show who's No Romo #anyway im getting way too rambly about.. what is literally just the discussion of TINY THINGS YOU CAN DO TO DO GOOD BY LGBT REP BUT AAAA #as much as i have to say about them in practice these would all be very tiny things and i just love how much you can say with a little #if that all makes sense #❤️

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scrap-the-hedgehog · 16 days ago

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the reason why scrap hasn't been posting lately /j

#real reason is that i keep forgetting to take him places for photos #but i remembered to bring him on a roadtrip finally so #expect some new posts here soon :3 #ALSO SCRAP IS FINE NOW #he was just being a lil dramatic #this was a fun message to open my phone to

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