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daddysropepuppy · 4 months ago

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tummy tuesday w a side of thighs :p

#! puppy pics !#nsft #queer nsft #trans nsft #autistic nsft #transmasc nsft #puppy nsft #idk if u can tell in these pics but there's a bunch of new hair growing under my belly button #i love hrt #my voice has noticably changed #and i've eeven had some bottom growth :3

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cometblaster2070 · 1 month ago

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ranting for a bit because the entire scene where elphaba tells glinda her secret makes me go rabid and actually makes me want to chew concrete because not only is it actually absolutely heartbreaking to see just how deeply elphaba believes all the horrible things her father reinforces; how she thinks she's responsible for her mother's death and is the reason for nessarose's disability even when it's literally not her fault in any way and is actually DIRECTLY her father's fault.

and just the fact that elphaba tells glinda all this and tells glinda her father hates her and that everything's her fault and glinda looks at her and she's absolutely heartbroken to hear elphaba saying all these things and she becomes the first person in elphaba's life to look her in the eyes and tell her that none of that is true and that it is NOT her fault, it was NEVER her fault despite whatever anyone said.

ik a lot of ppl see glinda's "it was the milkflower's fault" line as a very sort of shallow take by glinda (I'm explaining it poorly but ik some ppl wonder why she didn't just call out governor thropp directly) but I've got to disagree with that take because personally I think glinda heard elphaba talking, heard her describe her secret and heard how her father forced her mother to chew milkflowers constantly during her pregnancy all because he was afraid the baby would come out green like elphaba and she heard all this and she hears how elphaba thinks this is all her fault.

and yk they're roommates. glinda sees the way elphaba talks about her father and how even though she says that he hates her in an almost casual manner despite how she says he's justified for hating her, elphaba still loves her father and she still wants to do right by him and she still wants him to love her.

so glinda knows that elphaba will not listen to her if she straight up tells her that her father's fucking mental and completely wrong and that it was all his fault and that she's probably going to bludgeon him to death. she knows that elphaba will never accept this and she knows that right now it won't do any good for anyone.

so instead she tells elphaba it was the milkflower's fault. and she looks her in the eyes and she tells her this was never your fault you shouldn't think this was ever your fault and anyone who ever told you that it was your fault was completely and totally wrong and I need you to know this.

because the primary concern isn't about telling elphaba she's got a shitty dad the primary concern is telling elphaba that it is not her fault for simply existing. and to let her know that there is nothing wrong with her and that there is someone here, right now, who loves and cares for her so so much and wants her to know that. that there is someone who will hold her hand and who will tell her that they are there for her and that she is fine the way she is. that she is loved.

#wicked 2024 #wicked #CHOWDAH THINKING ABOUT GLINDA AND ELPHABA FOR TOO LONG GOT ME FEELIN UNWISE #honestly without kidding #major props to ariana grande and cynthia erivo's acting #the tiny details make everything honestly #like the changes in facial expression and the way their voices change and all #10/10 we love to see it #makes me go feral #i will actually never stop thinking about it #and will just go analyze this shit for the rest of my life #but it's fine it's fine #dw about it ill be fine #i have to go to bed #but what about my 40000 page essay on them yk #glinda upland #elphaba thropp #gelphie #i despise the thought that glinda's vapid and stupid honestly #because we are consistently shown that that is not the case #she may be airheaded at times and she is extremely privileged which leads to her being shallow at times #but she is NOT stupid or unaware #we are clearly shown how she notices things and picks up on things #and IK she very clearly sees the complicated relationship elphaba has with her father #and she sees how vulnerable elphaba is being with her #and she decides to reassure her #because that's what she NEEDS rn #but she is going to sneak out later and kill governor thropp #that is a side quest for later yk

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sskk-manifesto · 7 months ago

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Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple and how “ability users” (opposite to “normal people”) learning to accept themselves through the acceptance of their own abilities is a queer metaphor of acceptance of own's sexual orientation and gender: an essay by me

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #About: Dead Apple. Watched this a while ago with a friend and it was a lot of fun!!!#If you're reading this: thank you so much for hanging out with me I had such a good time (ㅅ´ ˘ )♡#Next to general considerations: wow they were right that Bungou Stray Dogs movie sure can Bungou Stray Dogs #It's always nice to see the detailed animation and elaborate backgrounds of movies. The animation quality compared to the manga is–#definitely noticeable and it's nice to see. That said... I still like the season 2 art style more? And I'm speaking strictly of art style.#The s2 one looks more soft and smooth while the da one is so much more rough.#The plot is... Very bsd-esque I don't think there's anything to add.#In my opinion Kyouka's arc is the one that turned out best tbh. I really like her narrative development and personal growth in this movie.#I like the complexity of her state of mind. how full of contradiction she is. I especially appreciate the recurring small changes of–#expression that indicate how she thinks differently from Atsushi even if she doesn't voice them. The fight between her cynicism and her–#kind nature. It's all very interesting.#Atsushi's development is interesting too. Although all the open questions about his ability we still have kind of leave me frustrated #I don't feel very strongly about Akutagawa in this movie? I mean‚ he's there. The ss/kk scenes are always great and in character and a joy–#to witness no matter what they do. He just doesn't shine particularly? Or at least personally I dont find the “proving my strength against–#myself” narrative arc to be particularly interesting. Imo it was a lot better flashed out in the da stage play! With the complexity that–#the dialogues with Chuuya added to the character. Dazai attacking him. And especially Aktgw understanding that Rashomon wasn't testing Aktg #but rather only expressing that unstoppable rage that is also Aktgw's own. About that I checked out the play and I really liked it!!#I only watched highlights (aka: ss/kk and chuu/aku scenes) but there's some stuff I really like. I like the conflict between Aktgw and–#Chuuya and how Chuuya messes up with Aktgw at first maliciously and then amiably. It's interesting how Atsushi himself observes that Kyouka #and Akutagawa get along. And especially the sskk almost-handholding and Atsushi saying Akutagawa has a nice profile were cute akjdhbsawhjb #Next. Da really is shipping paradise (╥﹏╥) Sorry but... It is. oda/zai. daz/atsu. ss/kk. s/kk. fuku/mori. chuu/aku. It really has everythin #and the moments are so good!!!! What else. Wish we'd see more of Tsujimura. And Christie. And women in general tbh.#Also‚‚‚‚‚ Atsushi's tiger form in this movie is ATROCIOUS. I've said it before but it's crazy how a franchises that relies so heavily on–#fanservice came up with something this hideous. Man the movie overall was pretty but Atsushi sure wasn't. Firmly stand by the belief–#that only Akutagawa would find that form attractive.#Oh last note. honestly if we're ready to accept a movie where an antidote has effect AFTER the person has effectively died then we really–#can't complain about any kind of insanity the manga brings up #random rambles

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skunkes · 2 months ago

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does talons voice change between his feed and unfed forms?

yes! i havent fully fleshed out the reasoning yet, but in my head its like. ok.

original talon before he started forgoing feeding on purpose, had a softer, brighter, smoother voice. he's been injured though (as much as I draw him angry and yell-y i dont think he can actually physically raise his voice above a certain volume without it disappearing), so its even raspier when he's unfed. I think at present it sounds softer once he's fed, with that air of comparative Youth (its not like he sounds as young as he looked then), but still rough, raspy, and then also darker than originally because he's used to talking in that low, slow, broody way

#its a very minimal change but also very noticeable between fed and unfed...in my mind #skunk mail #Anonymous #oc text #this is funny bc its another semi similarity he has to s/lco #who also has his voice peak at a certain amt of force ykwim #when he yells at jinx it doesnt really sound like a yell its like very strained loud whisper #(though he does more actually yell in that scene where he gets mad as #fuck as well as when he's shouting at vi)#so i know its more of the VA's voice limits but idk #i like to think it purposeful to the character #i mean they've both been strangled (him and talon) and v/nder's huge so i believe it #ntm the whole tie and ascot thing with his neck/throat once v/nder's gone #OK SORRY even here i cant escape him

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infizero · 1 month ago

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i might be growing a mustache ?

#its nothing noticeable but looking real close in the mirror i realized i have what looks to be the beginnings of a mustache starting #to grow. maybe. i think? regardless i saw it and went ohohohoeoehehehehee yippee!#i dont particularly want facial hair but also i have no idea how i'd look with it or how i'd feel having it so im totally cool with just #letting this develop naturally and figuring out what i wanna do later. we'll see what happens lol #also my legs have been getting hairier and i think my arms too. WOOOOOOO #i cant tell if my voice has changed at all. cause i speak higher or lower depending on where i am so i cant really tell if my ''natural''#speaking voice has gotten deeper. ik its gradual but i feel like at a certain point i'll be able to tell #infizero.txt

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non-un-topo · 11 months ago

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#so first noticeable change on T has happened within the first week #as i thought it would! this is so exciting oh man #but also oww sensitive #i'm such a cliche too i honestly thought this morning that my voice was being affected #but then i remembered i was out drinking with pals last night and had to shout djgkfk #given the way my voice naturally sounds i don't expect it to take very long to drop #and with the fact that i talk in my chest as opposed to higher up

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hungee-boy · 6 months ago

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living life normally then youre reminded DID exists then you wake up

#for context DID tends to mask itself #since its purpose is to protect you from traumatic memories #its best to keep those memories hidden if youre hiding the alters that formed from that trauma too #so for the most part my brain is kind of a soup of voices and im just too busy irl to take the time and discern them #but once like DID is in my brain and im thinking or talking about it #then that pool separates and becomes more defined #i can then start to pick different voices out easier and notice change in my behavior or voice #this may not be universal #and i may not have DID im not exactly comfortable saying i have it #but i do dissociate and experience different states of personality #its really hard to explain properly #anyway when i first watched the moon knight tv show i freaked out when i think steven was having a breakdown first realizing he has DID #he said something that just triggered something in my brain it was so weird #sorry if this is heavy out of nowhere its kind of just #whatever for me #its interesting and can be kind of scary sometimes but i dont like struggle with whatever i have going on

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peppermintbutch · 10 months ago

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me doing hrt is so funny because it does almost nothing to me emotionally I don't feel better or worse about myself it's just a pasttime like playing video games

#literally i am doing this for fun. i am a scientist and her lab rat #(this is not true always but rn i feel like this)#realized just how much my voice has already dropped today when me and my friend were singing and i was a full octave lower than her ?#anyway. I've never been good at keeping track of or noticing what's going on with my body but im kind of like fine with whatever changes #are happening. sometimes I'm thrilled about it sometimes I'm like Oh Wait Help and most of the time it's not important #most of the Oh Wait Help moments are when I realize me being on t has Implications on how other ppl think of/ interact with me #it does feel Right in some way though like I'm not thinking of stopping. It's just not as relieving and cathartic as I hoped #(same when i started adhd meds kind of. it does something to me but not as much as i thought)#i do love my body becoming more and more ungenderable and unintelligible by cis standards

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tkbrokkoli · 1 year ago

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how are my mutuals doing

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lostandbackagain · 2 years ago

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it only lasted like 5 pages but I really prefer dustfinger's scars being disfiguring rather than "drawn on with a pencil"

#meggie being like 'looks like you got attacked by godzilla' then 'i didnt mean that' when shes less pissed at him later #i WOULD have accepted that as part of meggie's coming-of-age and learning she needs to not be a bitch about people's appearances #except that everyone else in the series from then on agrees w her that the scars are barely noticeable #boring!!!!#would have been nice for her to be like 'yeah you healed rough (i mean. as well as expected considering you probably had 6 total stitches)#but im growing up out of practical isolation and learning that facial differences dont play a part in whether someone is good or bad:-)'#WHICH!! is a belief i would expect from someone who loves roald dahl and jekyll n hyde which she does #whatever ms funke does have a problem with equating happy endings with being abled and ~looking normal~#resa getting her voice back bc shes good but cockerall getting a limp bc hes bad and darius losing his stutter for some reason #violante's skin clearing up bc people realize shes a sweetheart but balbulus losing a hand when we realize he sucks #and dustfinger's fkcing scars changing in severity depending on whether hes the good guy or bad guy in the scene #bleh #i also headcanon he has p bad nerve damage aint no way basta cut so deeply he looked freshly gored for months afterward #and still has full use of his facial muscles #meggie's like 'never seen anyone that smiles like he does' girl the bottom half of his face is not connected to the top anymore hes trying #also good explanation for why hes always touching his face if he cant fkcing feel it #dustfinger #inkheart #im gonna try so hard to make more inkheart posts i literally feel grief in my heart seeing that person say #they havent thought about it in years #it's my sole responsibility to fix this #says kenna

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february-academia · 2 years ago

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28.04.2023

So much happened this week. (In tags I'll rant about it)

N4 is coming and my prep is not at all good. Took a test today and i failed🥲. But i know my prep is soo bad,it was bound to happen. So have to study for that.

College exams are coming🥹 also have to study for that. The dissertation proposal is in the finalising stage,so that's good. But have to work on it properly imo.

Then i also proposed another research study to my professor and he has encouraged me to go for it. So,also have to work on it.

These very cutu plants in the scorching heat were a treat to eyes and mind.

Got this book from the library and I'm really enjoying reading the essays.

( correction in a tag- she scored less than me in class and she was all sad sad. With her i had to suppress my happiness at moments like these)

#here i go #so here in this clg i have 2 friends mainly they are my classmates and one is roomates also so thsi roomate is very toxic i kinda knew it #from the start but ignoted it bcs we became friends when we used to have online lectures and haven't met each other and somethings happened #in which she helped me so i was kinda obliged to stay w her. and after sometime i kinda strted feeling it. all the bad vibes #the toxicity she carry for other ppl judging them on their appearances and whenever i trued to correct her tries to manipulate things #like she jas all of the mean girl vibe but i the clown couldn't just had the courage or ways to not be w her i so wnated to but couldn't #it was all so fucked up and living w her. i changed i started judging ppl. this was so bad. she went through soem toughtimes and as i frien #friend i cared for her i was there for her almost all the times and most of the times whenever i needed her she was not.#tries to dominate always and the incident due to ehich I'm writing all this is - I'm not earing well properly well from past month she know #and last sunday i was very excited to this dish and i wanted to take more and she said very rudely how much more will you eat? i said i did #not had lunchand almost didn't eat the ehole day what's yhe nig deal abt it why tou saying and stopping me like that and she said i did not #say it she said again i did not say it with that rude voice like she can never be wrong and ppl wjom i rarely talk to have noticed that #I've lost weight but she who luves wirh me almost all the time do not know it whom I've talked to abt this don't knwo it . i didn't have #any appetite after that i just stuffed the food unsideand went outside wiyjout syaing anything 8 wanted ro puke so bad i controlled my #i couldn't beleive what just happened i didn't try to talk to her and she obviously wouldn't bcs of teh ego and then there's another friend #and classmate of us and she has a great bond w her then after taht incident she is also not talking ro me and. avoiding me in the corridor #making me feel like I'm the onw wrong here and thwse 2 ppl were not on talking term a week ago again ego calshes this other girl didn't #so yeah i got snakes here #now I'm all alone but this feels great literally like yes i cried and couldn't sleep bcs even tho i knew they are not always what they show #they were the only obes here i was able to form a bond with ( i hate this part so much now)and i care abt friendships alot but it ended #they are not talking to me I'm not talking to them. but thus whole thing made me free now I'm free i don't have to wait for them everytime #i want to go to library or to a class or to a walk bcs they wanted everything to be done in a grp #and I'm going everyday out to study to walk and to jyst peacefully live bcs now I don't have to deal with negativity and toxicity anymore #i feel myself again my trye self who was kind to ppl who wanted to just study quietly in evening who wanted to just go in class on time #i don't have to feel that if i di this will she judge me I'm feeling free with what I'm wearing I'll enjoy and celebrate all my wins #and achievements of the last year bcs i couldn't even enjoy those when i was with her just bcs she didn't got less tahn me #I'm smiling more nad I'm loving more myself to actually avle to come out of thsi spiral i didn't even know i could so yay #listening to you're on your own kid in loop and it made me so happy #that's it done. there was so much to say ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hope you got some idea of what's happening in my life #sending you all love and light and if you find urslf in somesimilar situation or any difficulty rn hope you get out of it very soon<3

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california-112 · 2 years ago

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Mac + Frog

#the scientist speaks #my gifs #macgyver #richard dean anderson #macgyver (1985)#s05e03 #the black corsage #good ep but its noticeable that mac's personality has changed from the start of the show #like. a lot #from the last season even tbh #anyway his baby talk voice is very cute

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caruliaa · 2 years ago

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need to clean up my room so one last listen to speak now og version

#honestly not at all a big deal since its the same songs but still want to. rip the baby singing voice #(she was older than whe she recorded this album wtf do i mean baby singing voice. i j mean its noticably younger than her current voice😭)#also tht still the same songs comment one exception i honestly think there might be a chance shell change tht one btr line #didnt at first nd i dont rly wnat it but i saw ppl bring up tht she said tht part of this project is to reclaim the work that shes proud of #nd she has apparently stepped away from even rly acknowledging btr over the years so maybe ? idk #if she does its kinda eh i feel like the point of this is tht its rerecording the songs as they were but also like.#if she wants to change that line now for her own reasons i kinda get tht nd she shld do what she wants #w the extra three secs apparently added i def prefer the option tht she brought back the leave a message make it hot at the start tho #tht luce brought up when we were talking abt this on call the other day #anyway. speak now aggh. and i need to go actually clean my room now omg #flappy rambles

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teruthecreator · 2 years ago

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last night yaoi hivemind did a fully voice acted reading of the reigen manga and i played reigen. and midway through a sentence i burped twice. and i’m not talking like cutesy little fairy burps, i mean like GUTTURAL BURPS. FOR NO REASON.

anyways i think the spirit of reigen arataka possessed me to perform that role

#ignorance cloud on #mp100 #it was extremely fun i invite anyone who has a group of friends to do a voice acted reading of the reigen manga. or anything #voice acting is fun #also my first time reading through the reigen manga too and GODDAMN!!!!#edit: had to change the name of the server bc i guess we got rid of the toichiro fanclub part. and i didn’t notice

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thedeadthree · 2 years ago

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pov: you are leon and your best friend just found out about you and his sister

#oc: emery marlowe #oc: faye marlowe #x: faye x leon #they became an item not to long during and after raccoon 🥀✨🤡#i was looking at my brother playing and i realized with the remake i can talk about this and them again skzjjzhx #he was like he heard a voice in the background of his call with leon before spain it SOUNDED familiar but was like eh it’s his imagination #she was asking him about if he packed or not sjzjxjhx she was still thinking they were going to get married that weekend 🥀✨🤡 WRONG #i dont think they got married until ? after 4? maybe after six? im not sure?#and THEN leon (🤡) forgot he had his engagement ring on and emery NOTICES and is like hmmmm inch resting right #and leon had to give an excuse of like OH THEIR NAME IS LIKE FLORENCE sjzjzhhx #bc he’s like he’s gonna have my hind end I can feel it u know aksjzhh #and then she’s with ada right emerys beloved and i think she kisses him before she leaves and leo forgets he’s there bc hehe pretty wifey #and leon is looking at him like 🥀✨😠 IM GONNA KILL YOU LEEEEONNN #*emery is looking at leon skzjzhzh #but is also like 🥀✨🥹 bc it’s his best friend and his sister #leg.txt #leg.ocs #older brother mode ACTIVATED ig ajsjzhzh #i changed the images bc i liked these better skzjzhhx #but emergy has no room to make excuses for not being in touch with his sister given he has been ghosting her since ‘98 🥀✨🤡#he WOULD have known if he called his sister the moment he could but NOO he said he ‘forgot’ when in reality he thought it was safer if she #thought he was dead? unbeknownst to him she was an agent and a coworker of his beloved ada 🥀✨😵‍💫

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lillybean730 · 1 month ago

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i feel bad for my mom bc now the testosterone is making me absurdly hungry all the time so now she has to deal with two bottomless pits

#i must apologize to my brother for poking fun at how hugelarge his portions are #i get it now #anyway my hair is getting thicker and my voice has started to noticeably change a bit #mostly raspier and it's easier/more comfortable to hit lower pitches #and a little harder to hit high ones

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