#maybe i have an unhealthy obsession

[brittaunfiltered09]

Does anybody ever get so excited over a post about something they like they stim so much they figure out how to snap and also start crying a bit

[tosteur-gluteal]

Again, gouache painting I made to relax

[anti-enashinonome]

I would love to participate in the 'songs I want in pjsk' thing but unfortunately, I know like 4 non pjsk vocaloid songs lol rip

[seo-changbinnies]

countdown to binnie’s bday

↳ d-2: changbin x star wars

[giantkillerjack]

Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife

[trollbreak]

Ouhhhhhhhh the imagery of ripping out your own heart to present it to someone with shaking hands as blood soaks your clothes and stains the floor

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

[gunkbaby]

The obviously endgame straight couple becoming canon being one of the most controversial moments of Tokyo Ghoul fandom history will never not be funny to me

[too-young-to-fall-in-love]

Love is a Losing Game (trailer)

for @cha-melodius💗 i loved Loving You is a Losing Game so much i couldn't not make this edit

i hope u like it💕

[eggmeralda]

do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option

[suffercerebral]

me having gone to bed at 6 am every day for the past week and generally spiraling mentally while rotting in bed waking up this morning: a 4 mile hike in the heat is a really good idea right now, and while we're at it let's start like 3 art projects

[syunkiss]

I might probably start smoking or drinking sooner or later. Or maybe both

[pastelsapphy]

yknow, whenever V starts going on about how what he and Rika had wasn't love it was obsession, I'm like... why can't both be true? Does it have to be one or the other? They were definitely obsessed with each other--or really, the idealized versions of each other they had in their heads--but that doesn't mean there was no love. Love and obsession together aren't healthy, but they're not mutually exclusive either. Both their ways of loving were unhealthy and rooted in each of their traumas, but that doesn't mean it wasn't real, yknow?

[defness]

→ drawing the same pose over and over again and feels cringe

→ realizes that these drawings are simply pre-ref drawings to figure out one's design so I can Draw Them

→ no longer feels cringe

[elisedonut]

My Dennis/Percy brain rot is still going very very strong

so ima talk about them some more instead of doing something productive like actually writing a second fic for then

(I mean i will write a second fic at some point for them because i do think my first attempt didn't do them justice but not right now)

I already talked about Dennis's perspective in my OG Dennis/Percy post but I never went more into Percy's so I'm going to do that now

Like with Dennis what Percy thinks he needs and what he actually needs are two very different things

Like Dennis He thinks he just needs something that feels normal something that makes it easier to put all the negative feelings he's been trying to ignore from not only the war and Fred death but also from the way the rest of the family has been treating him since them because of his own actions

which is why during those first few years he clings so heavily to George

because for Percy taking care of both of the twins was something that fell to him more often then it didn't over the years so it feels natural to try to help him as much as he can

even if in this situation George pushes him away alot in the beginning.

But even with him pushing him away it still gives Percy something to focus on that doesn't send him spiraling as much as his job now does

Which granted him pushing Percy away also feels pretty normal as well

Point is eventually George does actually start to heal

He gets with Angelina and Percy finds himself at a loss again

because now he cant push all of his attempts to help onto Geroge anymore and unlike Geroge he hasnt been healing he'd just been ignoring the feelings and pushing them on to another

Choosing to put someone else's needs over his in an attempt to not fall into a pit of despair type vibe

Putting his happiness into someone else with the thought process that

When their happy

He'll also be happy

but that's not how that works

So now George doesn't seem to need him and now now he's back to drinking the pain away

back to taking on any project work will give him that he can throw himself fully into

He's still not healing

He's still stagnate

until he finds someone who seems to need him

someone to pour all of his energy into

So when he finds Dennis in that abandoned corridor breaking down and Percy's able to calm him he feels awake again for the first time in months.

And when Dennis accepts Percy's offer of talking more in the future Percy finds himself actually looking forward to something again.

He doesn't drink himself to sleep that night not wanting to miss the owl if it happens to come.

also i made yet another picrew <3

[funforahermit]

I bet I could recognise Rhys from just his hair alone, like show me a bunch of headshots cropped off to show only the part from just under the hairline upwards and I probably could tell you if it's him or not