#maybe a little delusional
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My thoughts,
I feel like the biggest disconnect with all the discourse going around is that, (mainly twitter) users automatically assume that combining two peoples names is 'shipping' when that's really not why.
!EXPLANATION!
If you were looking for content surrounding 2 certain people but only tagged their names separately you would be getting EVERY single post. Posts that could have other people in it, and not be the two you were looking for (if I were to look for posts about Ian and Anthony, I would trust the Ianthony tag more than just looking through their regular tags, because people tag them in a lot of other Smosh related content)(same thing for Damien and Shayne, if I was looking for them as a duo I would look through the Shaymien tag)(it simply sorts posts better)
They don't seem to grasp the fact that tagging 'Damangela' is because that's how the tagging culture works over here, and not because we're 'shipping' them.
I thought it was common practice, everyone understands in the fandom world that when you combine people's names it's at it's CORE, a 'Duo Name' before ANYTHING ELSE.
I'm just going to automatically assume that most people getting their feathers all ruffled, just haven't been in fandoms spaces as much, AND THAT'S OKAY!!!
But please, if you take anything away from this, most people doing a lot of shipping is young people, so keep that in mind.
#smoshblr#smosh#Damangela#damangela discourse#I try to keep a calm head about things like this#to be totally frank#I've seen more people complaining about damangela “shippers” than actual shippers#the people that I HAVE seen shipping them werent even being that weird about it#maybe a little delusional#but not super weird#(mostly)#I really really dont see anything wrong with people making edits of them and other content#its really kind of sad that because I've seen so many people freaking out about Damangela#that Damien and Angela might have caught wind of all the people on twitter going on a witch hunt about shippers of them#and the ANTI SHIPPERS are actually doing more harm#I have also been seeing a lot of people over here talking about Angela and Damien's separate tags are getting flooded by people posting#about damangela#I would URGE yall to 'filter' out all the tags you dont want! I dont want to be flooding out different communities!!! THAT IS NOT MY INTENT#if I could be tagging things better LMK!#Peace & Love <3
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alexa play so this is love by day6 (even of day) 💞
#wonwoo#17net#hourlywonwoo#fywonwoo#jeon wonwoo#seventeen#svt wonwoo#nonu#k.stuff#maddieblr#heymax#i think the song is perfect#no im not delusional#maybe just a little
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arlecchino x reader x furina dynamic except the reader is head over heels in love with a furina who is too busy girlfailing to notice. arlecchino tries to woo you with elaborate gifts and five star dinners and long-winded speeches about how she would fight armies and gods to feel your hand in hers, and you leave half-way through to help furina bc she wore those fucking stilettoes (that she knows she can't walk in) to the opera house again and is currently crying on the floor after falling down the approximate fuckton of stairs leading up to her private balcony. arlecchino has other reasons to hate furina but honestly it would not be a lie to say this was near the top of her list.
#maybe to balance out the love triangle furina has a fear-based crush on arlecchino#and no i have not watched the trailor#and until i do genshin will continue being my silly little yuri romcom#(i am delusional)#personal
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Arthur and John each have a moment in the narrative where one perform a "leap of faith" and the other saves them. Both moments are quite interesting and serve to help the characters realise thay are no longer alone and that they can truly rely on one another (full analysis here, if you're interested).
However, I think there is a third "leap of faith" that occurs way later on... however this time the focus is neither John or Arthur, instead the character being saved is Noel.
Just like Arthur and John, the detective was forced to learn to be independent and self-reliant to ensure his own survival. He was separated very abruptly, and subsequently lost his only friend before being stuck in the Dreamlands. He was completely on his own against the King in Yellow, who tortured him relentlessly and cruelly for months. Noel was then carelessly spit back out in Arkham, traumatised and alone, and had to rebuild his life back up without being able to rely on anyone else.
How could he ever hope to explain all the horrors he was subjected to when no one could ever even begin to understand half of what he had to endure?
But then, years later he meets John and Arthur, and it seems that they can and do understand him. Noel allows Arthur to share his experiences in the Dreamlands... and the detective allows himself to finally recount his story too.
Then, in Part 40, Noel infiltrated a cultist base with John and Arthur and everything goes sideways. His trust in the characters is momentarily broken when John's real identity is revealed to him. Noel is then weakened by reliving his experience in the Dreamlands and nearly loses himself as the King in Yellow once again controls his mind and nearly kills him...
Noel takes a leap:
Noel was the first character that not only knew about Arthur and John's sharing a body situation, but also the first that wholly accepted them and tried to understand them better. It's only right that both Arthur and John reached out to help him and save him when he nearly lost himself.
As a side note, I think it’s really interesting how Arthur kept calling him out using his real name (Charlie), while John tried to reach him using his chosen name (Noel) during this scene. It's such an excellent, little detail which I really enjoyed.
I like to think that the use of both names is because just as Charlie/ Noel accepted both John and Arthur both as a unit and as separate people, the two characters are doing the same by accepting and recognising both the detective’s (past and present) identities as well. They decide to accept and save any and all versions of Charlie/ Noel.
Of course this is not the only interpretation. For example, the use of one name or the other might reflect how John and Arthur are recognising core parts of themselves within Noel/ Charlie instead.
John is calling the detective by his chosen name because he is honouring Noel's choice to start anew. Noel had been hurt in every possible way and reduced to nothing after his experience in the Dreamlands. The detective found that the only way to move forwards was by leaving all the (too far) damaged parts of himself behind and try to create a new self. A clean slate and new name for a new beginning to start a better life somewhere new. He needed to leave his past behind and forget the parts of himself he didn't want anymore. That was what John did too when he dissociated from the King in Yellow and began forming his own identity.
On the other hand, Arthur is calling the detective by his real name because he is honouring the person Charlie was in the past. Charlie was the part of himself that he left behind because he deemed too damaged and too ugly to salvage. Arthur drags behind his past mistakes like deadweight, he carries all the guilt and sorrow with him wherever he goes. He wants to believe that all the hurt, all the damage and all the scars he deems as the ugliest parts of himself don't make him an utterly repulsive and unlovable monster. I think he is trying to demonstrate that Charlie is just as worthy of being saved as Noel is, weaknesses and broken parts included.
Hm, and I seem to have gone off a giant tangent here... I shall stop blabbering now before I completely lose track of what this analysis was supposed to be about.
#malevolent#malevolent spoilers#malevolent part 40#arthur lester#john doe#charlie dowd#noel finley#detective noel#and now i am just going to be a little silly in the tags. so pardon me for my nonsense:#arthur and john are given the name dies irae and this title implies their decision to either save or condemn other characters-#is absolute and just. so if we take into account that they BOTH made the conscious decision to reach out and SAVE noel...#maybe i am just delusional but it wouldn't make sense for the detective to die right after this scene#SO what i am trying to say is that noel survived the gunshot wound to the neck and did not die at the end of s4. in this essay i will--
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reminding myself on this busy morning that i also have dreams of taking piano lessons & singing lessons & also honing my writing skills & absorbing as many books as i used to when i was a kid & at the very least taking up cute tennis dates & dabbling into art & just becoming an artistic generalist. also reminding myself that there are pre-meds out there who managed to pursue something they’re passionate in (some are even professional athletes) & still excelled in medicine & if they can do it so can I
#Delusional? Maybe a little bit but this is what i wanna do w my life and I don’t wanna choose one or the other#If I drop science/medicine I feel empty#If I don’t have my creative outlets I feel empty#My existence is a symbiotic meeting of these two facets#It’s possible bc other ppl have done it but I just need to achieve godly levels of time budgeting and drive basically#I was raised on the belief that if you want something badly enough you’ll make it happen!! So that is what I’m going 2 do#I mean when I make it to residency the 80 hr work weeks probably won’t allow for much lol BUT#I don’t like the popular opinion that med school doesn’t allow time for anything else.#So many med students have said that u have plenty of time & that it will be a period of self discovery exploration etc#Idk we’ll see. But!! I intend on making this work.#p
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Fernando instinctively trying to protect his boyfriend Seb from the champagne spray
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#im suddenly very brainrotted abt them again....#i mean rbh when am i not! just suddenly posting again#this has been in my gallery for a while but finally posted it#only HE can spray champagne on his rival okay 🙄🙄🙄#possessive much??#me when i read into things too much 🙉#I DONT CARE!! ITS SO CUTE TO ME#its not even like him preemptively trying to avoid getting sprayed#like no its very much him trying to help seb block the spray imo#i feel like you can almost see him say 'stop' but maybe thats a bit too delusional shfjkg#i wish i could post a vettonso clip every day 😔#grrrrrrrrr i wonder if their fingers brushed in the last pic.......#theres smth so cute to me abt fernando up on the podium#kinda waiting to pour it on seb#and then seb going up there to dutifully receive his champagne shower#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#we do a little bit of f1#2013 canadian gp#i meant to gif a race tonight and i didn't so posting this instead!#* i just realized you can see seb reach for his hat and then abort when lewis sprays him#i bet he was gonna take it off and let fernando pour it on his hair and then prob shake like a dog like he usually does....#i feel like ive been edged now 😔😔😔😔
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what's the worst thing you watched and kept up with (at least for a while) because you were gay and begging for scraps? mine was probably pretty little liars
#what was her name? emily? whatever it was i was a simp for the lesbian character on PLL#and put up with three seasons of fucking Nonsense for it#words and things#i say 'probably' because there are worse shows i watched for various girls that i had crushes on over the years#but thats a different kind of simping. i didnt watch them for girl kissing i watched them for a girl who i knew was probably straight#gay#lesbian#bisexual#<- yall got it the worst half of these things were subtly biphobic too#oh god does anyone remember that show where the MC was a succubi but didn't know about monsters#so she thought she was just a freak and was always on the run until the monster world finds one of her kills and hunts Her down#and she ends up. idk working at a monster bar and helping her Monster Cop boytoy hunt runaway monsters? or something?#listen what i remember from that is how badly i wanted her and her simp (female roommate maybe?) to fuck instead#and i swear they queerbaited me a little. but i might have just been delusional tbh
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The more I think about it, the more impossible it seems to be that Thomas just never existed.
You're telling me Maverick took this disguise, came to the school, had Jasmine force these kids into hell, and then proceed to THINK this??? I understand that the writing before wasn't fleshed out, but c'mon, how can you explain this away 😭🙏 Personally, only explanation to this is that either
A) Maverick offed the original Thomas and took his place
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B) Maverick had been in disguise the whole time
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C) He kidnapped the original Thomas and took his place after the incident happened.
I can buy this flowing more easily into the Maverick is Thomas confirmation since Maverick would obviously be confuzzled by this new piece of evidence. And yet it can also be seen as a "Oh shit the teacher noticed!!" That's a good flow of continuity that I appreciate.
Again, I understand that the beginning wasn't as fleshed out....but editing it to fit would be too much work...so it's probably easier to find a way to make it fit
Personally, option A and C are the better routes to fix this plot hole
"Why not B?" Cause that causes more plot holes 😭 like why was bro there in the first place? Idk if Red had planned to fix that plot hole already, so I'm excited to see what more lore we'll learn about Maverick, and why he was the kids' teacher for months.
(If it changes the story...that's fair to leave the plot hole...but it'd be kind of a bummer for details like that to just be left out just because it doesn't fit the story anymore..).
#school bus graveyard#webtoon#sbg#origami cranes#jasmine sbg#sbg maverick#maverick nelson#thomas walter#mr.thomas#mr. thomas sbg#im tweaking out#no this isn't me being delusional#i was scrolling through old pictures in my galley and saw that screenshot during my thomas fanboy era#and legit it got me thinking#that's me being a genuine theorizer#not a retired thomas fan trying to come back#...maybe a little#LET ME BE DELUSIONAL#theory
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a story told in three pieces
testing out pixel phone because google chrome partnership
taking video for tiktok
the tiktok itself
featuring: lando, oscar, and lando's nose bandage
#landoscar#mctwinks#twinklaren#a bit delusional thinking but i legitimately thought#oscar was the one taking the video#or maybe it is him#or not#but i don't know just a cute little moment in general#i'm writing a smau and this feeds into it so nicely#but like opposite because yeah#scenes from a social media admin#britwrites
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a bun. a bun solves all long hair issues
#WE COULDVE ALL WON#long hair ben i will grieve u forever#maybe if we manifest enough theyll be a time skip in jwct and theyll give us what we lost then. yeah. (i am delusional)#jurassic world chaos theory#chaos theory#ben pincus#little disclaimer: i am mostly nonserious#while I would've loved to see ben with long hair in the show (been a long hair truther for a while now)#i understand sacrifices and choices have to be made when it comes to animation#this is absolutely no hate to whoever made the choice to change bens hair and brooks glasses#c posts#edit: there'll not they'll on tag 3 😔#anyway i drew these with my finger so theyre kinda ew looking but nvm that
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wdym rio was not in the episode AT ALL me and the girlies (marvel) are FIGHTINGGG
#guys I’m divorcing marvel#maybe agathario shippers are a little delusional#but I need my lesbians to not go insane#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario#vidarkness#marvel#mcu
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i am a believer in the s3 1941 kiss
#good omens#it just makes Sense.#like the way i shot out of my seat when aziraphale said he did the apology dance in 1941... WE HAVEN'T SEEN THAT YET!!!!#my delusional theory: they kiss on the night of the zombies/blitz after their gay little romantic dinner#they freak out about it and crowley leaves#GOD what if aziraphale initiated it then. and then he shows up later in the year (?) to do the dance#as an olive branch cause at this point he's painfully in love he just wants to see crowley again#so he does the dance as like. “sorry for freaking you out here's our joke it's all okay right?”#and then crowley has to watch as aziraphale apologizes for kissing him. yeah that works! slams my head into the wall#that would explain the weirdness in 1960s#would NOT explain why aziraphale said you go too fast but like maybe more things happened in between them.#oh my god what if like they fully dated then during those years but had a messy breakup#and then crowley wants to keep going he's sad they broke up but aziraphale had issues with heaven or something so he's scared#every day i hurt my own feelings
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LOVELESS “G” EDITION SPOTTED IN REBIRTH TRAILER
YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!
YOU'RE KIDDING ME.
(Bear with me I have a fever lmao)
IT'S THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND I CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE I REALIZED SOMETHING.
KUNSEL MENTIONED IN REMAKE.
CISSNEI AND ZACK ARE IN REBIRTH.
ANGEAL('S SPIRIT, AT LEAST) WILL HAVE SOME ROLE TO PLAY BECAUSE OF HIS FEATHER HOVERING OVER ZACK IN THAT FIRST TRAILER.
THAT ONLY LEAVES THIS MF
WHICH BRINGS ME BACK TO THE BLACK FEATHER THEORY.
#I am crisis crying#Maybe I'm a little delusional because I have the flu right now and my body feels like it's been chewed up by Bahamut#but STILL#ffvii crisis core#final fantasy vii#genesis rhapsodos#final fantasy vii rebirth#ff7 rebirth#ffvii rebirth
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im fully convinced if there was no player character involved, it would be halsin to fall in love with astarion and help him go through his questline. i can see him saying all of the supportive things the player says in showing astarion some real genuine compassion, and wanting him to be free and happy.
please ignore me while i melt in my headcanons
#i think im insane#halsin is a Fixer he can Fix Him#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#halsin#maybe i am just delusional in my own little world#halstarion
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archaeologist avdol propaganda
#i was going to do some silly little avpol doodles to accompany this but sadly gave up#my (maybe delusional) hc is that he did a phd in archaeology and anthropology and that post sdc he helps with the spw archaeology departmen#stand archaeology? is it a thing in the jojo universe? well it should be#anyway in this au he does that . alongside other things#muhammad avdol#jjba#stardust crusaders#izzy.art#izzy.txt#archaeology au#<- i may come back to this
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i have to ramble about this bc i've seen no one bring it up (Boonboomger)
I think it's so fucking sick to see Mira and Jou's very different reactions to Taiya's lies and reckless behavior in the newest episode. Jou's just a big puppy, we know from the toilet episode that he sincerely wants to save people and protect the innocent, so he's really upset because he joined the Boonboomgers expecting to be a superhero. Mira's not heartless at all, quite the opposite, but I genuinely don't think that's what mattered to her at all in this case.
Because of episode 1.
"Let me guess. You don't like someone else taking the wheel for you."
I'm still on my OT3 + accelbrake bullshit, dw, but I knew from that moment that Taiya and Mira's relationship would be the most special to me. I'd bet anything that this quote is going to repeatedly come back and be relevant for the two of them in particular, because it clearly deeply resonated with Mira, who had previously just kinda gone with the flow, as shown with her ex-boyfriend and her various part-time jobs, but also with Taiya, because the scene makes it clear that quote is coming from somewhere significant to him as well (and hopefully episode 9 will shed more light on this through revealing some of Taiya's backstory, fingers crossed).
Not only is that romantic as hell to my sappy ass brain (especially since not even Chasshiro and Genba questioned Taiya's ruse or motives in episode 8, only Mira did. You even see Chasshiro falter and hesitate once Mira calls them out in the cage.), but also it makes Mira being the one to yell at Taiya so much more significant. Mira is canonically the biggest driving prodigy among the Boonboomgers. It's not about the team not being started for the sake of defending the earth, they're doing the right thing anyway. It's the fact that Mira finally found a purpose to dedicate herself to, one she's truly one-of-a-kind good at, but it was all for the sake of an unspoken agenda. Someone else took the wheel. If Taiya had told her the truth from the start, I know she would have taken to the Big Bang Grand-Prix like a fish to water, and doing hero work on the side would just have been a happy bonus! But he didn't. He made the decision for her without involving her in the process.
And look i just think that's a really fucking juicy dynamic unique to the two of them, and I can't wait to find out what made Taiya, the person who told Mira that quote in the first place, willing to go behind her back after that. We're going to be digging into this further, I'm so sure of it, with how Mira was singled out in episode 8, and I cannot wait for the angst but also how good their particular dynamic is going to be once she makes Taiya see that the team is willing to stand by his dream if he's willing to stand by them.
#bakuage sentai boonboomger#boonboomger#mira shifuto#taiya hando#bun red#bun pink#and look if they hold hands and kiss a little about it#and maybe get Chasshiro to loosen up and join them then i'm not gonna complain lol#thank you once again to the toilet monster for showing the hot blooded self behind his tsun tendencies#look. i'm just saying the quote from Taiya to Mira was about not wanting someone taking the wheel for her and he is LITERALLY named Handle#connect the dots fdghjd#the narrative stuff is the sweetest aspect to me regardless#but i can be a little delusional on top as a treat
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