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"You think coyotes dream of sheep?"

a short oneshot (no it's not ship related............it's ship related).

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Charlie laid on the dormitory bed, staring up at the ceiling. This...this was really strange. One minute, he was in white clothes inside a psychiatric room; the next, he was in a car with someone he thought he could trust.

He glanced to the side, looking at the items provided by the facility. Lovely. Have fun trying to give him a sense of identity again...He would rather go back to the nuthouse than work for some guy who gives off culty vibes.

"..." *a piece of paper next to the items read, "Never give up!"* Die.

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"Charlie...please...just listen to the boss..." Ryan slightly begged, adjusting his uniform as Charlie played with his gun belt. He made buzzing noises, glaring at Ryan as he sighed, sliding the belt on.

"Why?? He forced me to work at this hellhole. What point is there in obeying some cult leader?" he mumbled, following Ryan as he slouched. So annoying.

"If you don't, he'll lock you up in the prison cells..." He muttered, nervously looking at the other guard; they were suspicious of the new recruit...Who was this new guy? Charlie rolled his eyes, yawning as he crossed his arms behind his head.

"At least I'll feel at home." "Charlie..." "What?"

Ryan just sighed, rubbing his eyes as he looked forward. Idiot.

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"Wow...a meeting...and this isn't a cult?" He joked, nudging Ryan's arm. Ryan proceeded to pinch Charlie's arm, his face painted with a frown as he sat down in a chair. This idiot was going to get himself killed...

Well, what a buzz kill.....pfft, buzz...buzzed head...He should say that to Ry-- "Okay, we need to begin discussing our plans to open a rift into the second dimension...some of our members have found weak spots in the nearby town, so we'll be sending some guys over there to investigate..." The cult leader guy started, but that wasn't what Charlie was focusing on. Right next to him was a young woman wearing black baggy pants, a ripped blue shirt, and cool ass piercings. Holy...

"...Yo, who's that?" He whispered, slightly pointing at the woman. Ryan tried to ignore him, but immediately tensed up as he realized who Charlie was pointing to.

"...That's Maverick's sister, Jasmine...why?" He mumbled, clenching his sleeve. This idiot better not do anything stupid after this...

Jasmine? That's a nice name.

"...Just wondering."

...Her hair looked like sheep's wool. Hm...

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As Charlie laid in his bed, his uniform lazily put away in his closet, he couldn't help but...think about this Jasmine person. She looked really intriguing...her tattoos, her piercings, the way her hair flowed against her shoulders. It was fluffy, like...a sheep. Yeah, a sheep. Was it weird to make a comparison like that? Probably, but oh well.

He wondered if her hair was soft...Sheep.

...Surprisingly, Charlie slept well that night. He dreamt of sheep. Soft, black, sheep.

A.N🍀: I don't know what compelled me to write, but here's a HealingMask oneshot!! I'll also post this to my HealingMask book on Ao3 :] Idk what else to write

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IDK

The voices spoke to me, and I unfortunately listened 💔🙏/silly

"Logan would be the one cannibalised first in a plane crash scenerio" WRONG!!! Ben is the biggest + strongest, he has more meat on his bones overall, so HE would be cannibalised first !!!

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Jasmine hc stuff

im suffering rn so Jasmine also has to suffer I headcanon that at some point, Jasmine's mental health was so bad, she sort of cheated while brushing her teeth just to get back to work (aka not floss) And that caused issues (some gum pain, lol.......)

while the pain went away after a bit, it still hurt like SHIT

She started flossing and brushing her teeth more often after she started recovering from the cult trauma 💔

Another hc I had thought of before is that she probably got her tattoos before she was 18 💅or at least some tattoo. Maybe the funny little sword on her chest? Maverick was PISSED when he found out (Once a upon a time when he was a better brother)

"HOW DID YOU EVEN GET IT?? YOU'RE 16!" "I went to some flea market and asked for it, lol." "...."

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ykw

Ryan definitely does skin care. Lowkey feels like his vibe. He'll like, have face masks and all that to care for his skin

Alex: How do you have such clear skin? Ryan: Idk, I just use water

*Later that night* Ryan: *Sighs as he stares at his 57 skin cares/j prob like 5 things, idk 💔*

let a man have healthy habits 💅

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All I read was Ben, death, and jaw, and got the most horrific intrusive thought of his jaw being violently ripped off

and some gore I accidentally saw a while back💔🙏

thank you for that LOLL/gen/silly

anyways that's all I wanted to say

I thought it was coolio

I’m bored and feeling excited for season 3 so…

SBG season 3 predictions:

(Mainly what I think will happen in the duos)

Ashlyn and Ben:

- they are still in danger of being arrested as their still in town but I reckon that they will escape

-They will definitely have a lot of issues caused by bens leg being shot, potentially even causing his death?

I reckon this death will be related to his jaw or neck because of their posters so far pointing to the ways Tyler and Aiden died (tree through stomach + blow to head) so maybe the same for Ben

Even if it doesn’t I have a strong feeling that Ben will die this season, the guilt of this likely causing Ashlyn to spiral even further and cause here to attempt/ succeed? In sacrificing herself to try and free her friends

- I think Ashlyn will do something she deeply regrets, like purposely dragging someone in in a moment of anger like she considered doing briefly in season 2 (tho they will definitely deserve it she will feel a lot of guilt)

- They will have more interactions with Their clones due to shifting in the day and explore that more, I reckon Ashlyn’s phantom self will be the most powerful and more aware than the others.

- More explanation on how Ashlyn’s birth connected her to the phantom realm (she turns out to be a bridge between both worlds)

Taylor and Logan:

- Both were left off in a horrible position, if they manage to escape the car it may go very differently but otherwise they’re screwed 😭

- definitely will be kept under tighter surveillance, making it hard to see their families and potentially each other in the phantom realm

- more Logan family lore, particularly about his parents, or something that Logan tries very hard to hide

- I’m not sure if Logan will die but will most likely be majorly injured in the human realm, after what he did to Jasmine she will definitely want revenge and and both Taylor and Logan will not be let of lightly for the damage they helped cause to the facility

- a parent may become a phantom and they may be forced against them

-Taylor will become more unstable especially due to her separation anxiety with Tyler

-One of them will cause a shift

-Taylor will die in the phantom realm

Tyler and Aiden

- the dreams will get worse and one of them will die or come very close to dying, resulting in possession

-generally we will find out more real consequences of their deaths as they got off seemingly Scott free

- Aiden lore as Tyler definitely knows that Aiden was lying, will be brought on by Aiden beginning to look like his younger self (black hair and no contacts) either will choose to stay that way or Tyler will dye his hair again.

-Aiden May spiral into a depression from loosing his cousin and friends due to his idea separating them

-Tyler will become more unstable due to separation anxiety with Taylor, will only become worse after finding out she and Logan were caught, may eventually cause a shift and or become more reckless

-Aiden may be reckless and nearly cause something terrible to happen to both of them, causing him to feel a lot of guilt

-Will have a big argument in a heated moment which will be forgiven but possibly cause them to be separated

Anyway that’s all of them for now, there may be more but idkkkk

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Don't y'all find it funny how Aiden's older than Ben by 3 months, and yet is a LOT shorter than him 😭? Like, yess, we love older ppl being shorter than younger ppl!!! WORKKK ITTTT

(I don't know what to talk about)

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It's the eerie scenario I can't stop thinking about after typing this

Like, how would Taylor react

I personally dont wanna read or write a oneshot in regards to that scenario, but damn, that's tough 💔

anyways, such an interesting thought process. Makes you wonder about the human brain/silly (thas why i wanna be a psychologist 🤑🤑)

"Logan would be the one cannibalised first in a plane crash scenerio" WRONG!!! Ben is the biggest + strongest, he has more meat on his bones overall, so HE would be cannibalised first !!!

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How bored are we as a fandom to start thinking about scenarios like this...

anyways, Ben would NOT be cannibalised first in a plane crash. Like you said, he's the biggest + strongest, therefore useful for survival.

I doubt Ashlyn would want to waste a resource like that

I'm sure they'd figure out a way to hunt....but if they really needed to resort to that, it might be...fuck. That's hard.

Probably Tyler.

He's fast, but not fast in an Aiden sense. Aiden would literally kill anything with just his hands, so they might keep him to do that. Ben, like I mentioned, is strong, so he could carry heavy things. Logan's smart, and I wouldn't be surprised if he knew how to cook a human body.......Taylor is a mechanic and would be able to maybe fix something on the plane to get communications. Ashlyn can probably defend herself, so she wouldn't be easy to take down. Plus, she's more of a leader than the rest.

So, RIP Tyler

(Wtf did I just write)

"Logan would be the one cannibalised first in a plane crash scenerio" WRONG!!! Ben is the biggest + strongest, he has more meat on his bones overall, so HE would be cannibalised first !!!

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Oh wait, I never thought of it like that!!

HELP-- they were supposed to be the phantom noise LMAO 😭

But I think it makes more sense in that context! Thx for making me realize that, lol!

"It was all my fault"

Drew this because I felt like it

Wanted to capture Ashlyn's guilt within the drawing. Unsure if I did it, but I like how it turned out regardless

lalalalalala

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"It was all my fault"

Drew this because I felt like it

Wanted to capture Ashlyn's guilt within the drawing. Unsure if I did it, but I like how it turned out regardless

lalalalalala

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Crane hcs bc I'm a bad fan flub leader/j

Im gonna share some crane hcs I either just realized now or have had for a while

I really need to make more crane content bro 💔

Ryan only started babysitting Piper because Charlie was constantly in and out of the mental hospital, and she really needed one positive thing to look forward to.

Ryan shaved his head because he kept pulling at his hair due to stress, so in order to stop this form of SH, he shaved it. Got picked on by Piper and her friends (little kids always gonna be honest and brutal), but he thought it was WAY better than the scalp stress.

Ryan only got attached to the SBG kids because they reminded him of the TroubleMakers, which just hit him HARD in the heart seeing them interact with one another

Him and Charlie were best friends when they were younger, and would always get into stupid shit. They became distant after Piper's death, but Charlie still cares for Ryan

Charlie only joined Maverick's cult because he not only lost everything that mattered to him, but had no where else to go. He needed to have some sort of identity to feel like a living person.

Charlie sticks needles into people's arms and goes "boop" (the needles are empty, but he loves seeing the person get scared at the thought of something being in the needle)

Learned to pick locks while he was at the psyche ward

That crane tattoo felt like branding cattle to Charlie. He feels like a coyote being taunted by the Shepherd

Charlie's probably being forced medication, so he won't be as much of a threat (or bother, really depending on how Maverick views it)

Charlie definitely has vine tattoos on his body. It just feels so him coded

Jasmine puts others down because that's all people have done to her all her life. It's become a self-defense mechanism

Jasmine only stuck with Maverick because he was the only family left she had. She felt as though she couldn't go anywhere in life without him

She got tattoos to cover up her SH scars. She had a bunch.

The clouds covering up the centipede represent her covering up her own personal issues with a fake personality and a tough act.

If we were to apply the whole wolf in sheep's clothing symbolism here, Jasmine would be a sheep wearing wolf's clothes. Technically she is harmful, but in reality, she could potentially be taken down easily. She's easily misguided down the wrong path

I don't like Maverick he doesn't get any headcano--

Maverick probably started fixating on the crane after Jasmine tried giving him a paper crane as a little sign of hope for their future. But instead of just appreciating the gesture, he went too deep down the rabbit hole, and started using it as a symbol for good fortune with his cult behaviors.

He probably has colored eye contacts. Idk, but he speaks, "I actually need glasses, but will refuse to wear them because they make me look less intimidating."

Despite his arrest (As seen in 83), Maverick's charming and manipulative manners got him into the government agency work. Maybe his father was a powerful man before his demise, so perhaps he used that to help him out

Only keeps Jasmine around since she's really obedient and does whatever he says. The minute she steps out of line, he's shooting her like a dog killing your chicken livestock.

Probably has DID. It's not a well supported hc/theory, but it'd somewhat explain earlier him when he was disguised as Thomas (strangely worried for the kids......??)

idk what else to say

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Ashlyn Banner edit: Idk what to call it it's an edit 💔

I love Amelia Farren lalalalalala

Also I really need to work on that crane amv I said I'd work on a month ago.......

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i usually ignore these bc i don't actually like being tagged (but dont say it bc it literally rarely happens), but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhi love pirates

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@ariss-ansari @naheana OMG I DON'T KNOW ANYONE ELSE I FEEL BAD FOR TAGGIN [EOPLE

ANYONE WHO WANTS TO JOIN IM SORRY

tw suicide mention

if this gets 50,00 notes I will never commit suicide

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this actually makes sense!!! I love your perspective on it! If you wanna talk more about our aus together, I'd love to!! My dms are always open for discussion :> (Im also on IG and discord if it makes it easier to communicate!) I LOVE MARCHING BAND RHAHHHHHHH

SBG Marching Band AU!

Taylor does Dance Line, Tyler is snare, Logan does Clarinet, Ashlyn does Trombone, Aiden does Trumpet, Ben does Tuba.

Do we see the vision???

Tell me that we do. I can painfully see this with them.

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I can def see it! (I'm a marcher btw, so I'm like gonna get REAL in depth with some of these...lol....also IM SORRY IN ADVANCE IF I SOUND A BIT PRICKY. I DONT WANNA COME OFF MEAN, BUT IF I DO, IM SO SORRY. I LOVE THIS VISION, I REALLY DO LMAO. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING A SBG MARCHING BAND AU. I THOUGHT I WAS ALONE WHEN I MADE MINE LOL)/ However, I personally believe that Ashlyn would be in the color guard, not Taylor! Ik it's obvious, but it's because she dances.

(She'll need some really strong noise cancelling headphones since the band can get LOUD. Like, REALLY LOUD. Esp during football games omg. Just today it got so fucking loud during our stand tunes rehearsal in the common area 😭) Anyways, that's why I didn't have her play an instrument. If Ashlyn played the trombone, oh, she's going deaf. Especially considering it's THE BRASS SECTION (boo stinky. Jk I love them. They're just usually pretty loud at times. I wouldn't know much since we don't have trombone players in our marching band 💔) I can agree with some of the others though! Logan does have that clarinet vibe (more so on the normal side...LOL). I personally had him as a fellow flutie, but he's also a clarinet player! Aiden....HE'S A SAX PLAYER. He just gives off sax player 😭💔trust me, I would know (unfortunately). Prob alto sax....but I oddly see him being REALLY good at his instrument.

Ben would prob play tuba lowkey, but he's kind of a front ensemble type of person. He prob would play an instrument though, I'll say that. I just think being front ensemble is more of his vibe. Tyler I could see being snare, but oddly enough I see him playing the clarinet LMAO. But I could see the vision there.

Taylor gives me trumpet vibes. No comment. (She looks like she has that look....lol.....the trumpet player look. ifykyk)

I LOVE LOVE LOVEEEE that you made this tho! If you aren't in marching band, I'd be happy to tell you some stuff about it! If you are, then ignore me LMAO

I'd love to talk more about your au tho! We could be band nerds and talk to each other about our marhcing band aus

(sorry this is really long 💔💔I just love marching band 😭😭)

SBG Marching Band AU!

Taylor does Dance Line, Tyler is snare, Logan does Clarinet, Ashlyn does Trombone, Aiden does Trumpet, Ben does Tuba.

Do we see the vision???

Tell me that we do. I can painfully see this with them.

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Ryan marching band hcs🤯⁉️

Because I'm suffering at band camp this week and next week, I'm gonna share some Ryan hcs that are related to marching band bc he just SPEAKS brass player (either trumpet or contrabass bugle...leaning more towards contra bc those are HEAVY)

btw most of these I came up with on the spot...most of my hcs usually are made up on the spot. Always has been that way since last year (cough.........IDK WHY I CANT LET THAT GO IM SORRY)

He definitely almost passed out his first year, and started going outside DAILY after the season ended just so he didn't make the same mistake again the next season (partially based on what happened to me last year...)

He wanted to keep on playing his contra throughout marching band because he didn't want to really learn a new instrument....but then regretted it after realizing how much standing and moving he had to do....(he somewhat got used to it...unsure if this is accurate since I march the flute 💔LMAO)

Ryan kept complaining about all the work they had to do to Charlie, as he was embarrassed about doing that to someone in the band.

He definitely crashed out mid-season

Ykw he probably shaved his hair off after his first season in the marching band since having that fuckass mullet stressed his scalp (time to go bald LMAODAODASO)

He refused to use a cold towel at first since he didn't want to get wet, but after feeling how NICE it felt, he started using them a lot more often whenever his body felt too hot (or when it was really hot out in general). He even grabs some for the new members when he notices them looking a bit hot

Became a brass captain in his senior year since he became pretty good over the years. He loved screaming, "HEY BAND! IT'S POWER HOUR!!" (I loved doing this sm last year, miss that guy who did that 💔)

Sometimes when he's counting, he accidentally goes, "9...10...11...12...third, fourth, fifth, sixth--...I mean--" and Jasmine was bent over LAUGHING

"Ew why'd you count like that???" "....Just...something from high school." "wait you graduated high school?" "..........................."

He hates backwards slides. They pissed him off A LOT his first two years (that shit pisses me off rn </3 I'm getting better tho...I hope LMAO)

He forces his section to hydrate whenever they have water breaks because they carry the heaviest instruments 💔(Always hydrate regardless). But once he had to tell em to not hydrate TOO much since they could cramp (I'm kinda basing this off of what my section leader told us during a comp. idk it was a few months ago)

always got his section running laps to build up strength before rehearsal starts (with proper warmup ofc)

He had to tell someone not to shove skittles into their instruments once 😭 (Idk that randomly popped into my mind. We're just weird idk </3)

He sometimes catches himself marching instead of walking whenever he's strolling around the facility (force of habit)

Maverick: Okay...and when we set-- Ryan: *instinctively holds his arms up in horns up position* Maverick: ...what the hell are you doing?? Ryan: .....Sorry...force of habit....

also--

Jasmine: And then he was like-- please stand by--

*Ryan immediately getting into standby position* Jasmine:

Ryan:

Jasmine: *opens mouth* Ryan: DON'T even mention it....

that's all I have for now 😭 I can't wait until football season starts 🤑🤑