#lol so this is the most upset she gets
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I love three houses discourse because I'm pretty sure everyone just picks their route based on which house leader they're the most gay for and then tries to defend their pick by pointing out the other sides's war crimes via twitter memes. Reader, all four of them do substantial quantities of war crimes. So many. We're just here because the woman with Issues and a big fuck-off axe said so, and then we gotta justify everything she did in the name of dismantling the class system. I mean, I'm here for that, but you could also try justifying Charm Man uses poison and perfidy to try to stop racism, A Sad Little Meow Meow gives no quarter instead of doing therapy, or the Thicc Pope tries to bring back her mom via human experimentation, depending on your tastes
#This is 100% swinging at a hell of a hornet's nest#Do I tag it?#Yeah fuck it we ball#fe3h#fe16#edelgard von hresvelg#claude von riegan#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#rhea fire emblem#I should probably clarify that I love all of these characters quite dearly#Well except Rhea#I think she's a good character but I'm not feral about her like Edelgard or charmed by her like Claude or desperate to save her like Dimitr#discourse#edelgard discourse#Edit: I actually don’t care about 3H discourse either way lol#there’s plenty of interesting shit to talk about in this game#also I get that the people who say “x did war crimes” actually don’t mean “this was bad because it violated the Geneva Convention”#but any time I see something about how many war crimes someone did (usually Edelgard or Dimitri) I just think:#“Hah it’s a war crime to deploy Cyril to rescue Flayn because he’s still 14 then”#also I got into this game because someone told me ‘so there’s a gal with an axe and trauma’ and I booted it up#and I have a friend who likes Rhea despite his moral reservations solely because ‘she’s hot tho’#and that’s also really funny#point is I don’t really wanna participate in most fe3h discourse cuz I have shit to do but this post isn’t meant to be a dunk on anyone#I’m not upset when I see it; it’s either funny or fine or sometimes right#I’m just gay for Edelgard and amused by the idea of applying the Geneva Convention to a world where it Clearly Isn’t A Thing
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I went by the dance team's practice today (I was invited by the coach, I'm not THAT weirdo) and when the senior captain saw me she fully burst into tears so I also cried.
I miss these kids a lot.
#personal#i miss coaching so much#the new coach randomly texted me their practice schedule for this week#so i went because i've been getting a lot of texts from the kids#i got texts from three of them about a week and a half ago within 10 minutes begging me to come back and it's breaking my heart#but the senior captain has been MY kid since she was a freshman#there are very few people i would have a two minute hug with lol but she's like my kid#i do appreciate that the new coach let us have our moment though and didn't get upset about it#i think she's trying to use me as an olive branch to the returning kids#especially the captain of the team#i've been trying to make it very clear to the kids that reach out that it's not their job to ask me to be involved#and i love that they want me there#but i know that the coach is not the most thrilled about the fact that they do want me there#if she asks me for help i will be more than happy to give it#i just have more boundaries with her than i did with the previous coach for lots of reasons#the obvious being the prev coach is my best friend#but also i'm not just going to keep offering my help if she doesn't take me up on it#so her reaching out this week was good even if it feels weird#the vibes are OFF i don't know
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I often use he/him for Luca but here's a reminder that Luca uses he/any!
#this a reminder for y'all and for me lol#luca's relationship with gender is probably something i want to think on more#but tbh in comparison to R.B he probably doesn't think about it as much#which is saying a lot given how anxious she gets later on#or how they are in general ( though hidden)#i dunno how to explain it lol#but yeah i should really express that luca is fine with being referred to with she or they or literally whatever#he/him is preferred above most but they won't get upset at you if you don't use it#all of this is coming from me thinking about R.B and her own journey with her gender#she always knew but was in a situation where she could not come out.#Luca - at least right now - was always in a space where he can be who he wants ( well. this is more about his mom than anything)#so he never fully thought about it? kinda just confident in what he is whatever it was#and....and maybe cause he had other things to worry about#( his sister almost dying. his dad blaming him for it. fear of d-max pokemon. looooots of guilt for something beyond his control)#oc: luca valero
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you can tell im poor cos i got so fucking tired of my banks low balance alerts (default amount was $25 i think?) that i set the limit to fucking $0.01. cos i already know its always low. cos im poor
#.pdf#rd#i really want to switch to a bank that doesnt have a monthly service fee cos i dont get paid via direct deposit so i cant avoid it#(not that ive been well enough to work lately anyway)#and the 12 dollars a month really just feels like theyre kicking me while im down. cos you only get charged if your balance is low enough#in other words the people who need that money the most 👍#idk. there are so many banks and credit unions that wouldnt charge me a fee. but my mother would be upset if i closed this account#bc it was opened while i was in high school and she has access. so she wpuld no longer be able to see everything i spend money on. lol#never mind the fact that im 22 years old and dont even live with her anymore. fucking god
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idk it rlly gets to me sometimes to be told that I like don’t get it/don’t care about trans youth or whatever whenever I am vocally critical of democrat politicians cause. idk I AM trans youth, I struggle a lot and get treated like shit a lot for it, by politicians and people who should care about me and idk, have y’all ever been kicked out as a teenager and had to call the only adults who support you to come pick you up as a lonely suicidal trans kid? have you ever had to walk home from pride cause you can’t call your parents? ever been outed to your parents against your will and without your knowledge? cause I have and it rlly sucks. having my own experiences and rights used against me, as a token to silence me and others is rlly frustrating and upsetting. It was so lonely being a trans teenager and I spent a lot of time trying to connect with other lgbt+ people but especially younger trans people at my high school (lowerclassmen at the time) when I was a teenager cause I knew how lonely it was growing up with no one to see you for who you are.
People talk down on me for speaking out against politicians who have done nothing to secure my safety or rights, my right to exist because it is “too controversial,” ever since I was a child, and things are somehow even worse now… like I don’t live in the south, like I don’t see the obituaries of murdered trans people on my social media every day, like I don’t see tv ads from local politicians insulting eachother via support for people like me aka “letting men in girls bathrooms” and like I don’t have to see signs around local places bathrooms that say transphobic stuff. like I somehow don’t get it even though *I* don’t feel safe or comfortable no matter which bathroom I’m in, like I don’t have evangelical conservative “”redneck”” family members who would pop a blood vessel in their face if they saw what I look like now, like I don’t get called slurs by strangers or experience crazy micro aggressions in public & at work, like I didn’t have the experiences of being one of the literal handful of openly queer people in my southern public school.
Do you guys even know what it’s like for trans people in the south?? do you know how often trans kids get assaulted in bathrooms at school? it’s so fucking scary to hear from my friends from Florida, to hear them talk about how their friends got assaulted in their high school bathrooms, to hear about the crazy shit their teachers and classmates and politicians said….
idk. y’all don’t know me. You don’t know my story, you don’t know how hard I’ve fought just to be here. I don’t rlly have a point, I just wish people would stop saying stuff like that in my replies. I can take getting screamed at and flipped off irl but this type of stuff is worse and for some reason it rlly gets to me.
I know it’s the internet and ppl are going to be cruel but sometimes it makes me feel very isolated from my community and it drives me crazy because like, damn what about me? Am I not the trans youth too?? am I not included in that, are my opinions thoughts and experiences not important just cause I’m loud abt my opinions in a way u disagree with…??
#jeez you know#when I was in the mental hospital as a teen#most of the people in at the same time was lgbt+ in some way…#I was lucky that there was a butch lesbian nurse that was very kind and supportive#but I still got outed by the therapist to my mom even though I asked her not to tell her and said explicitly she would not support me 👍#so yea…ppl acting like I don’t get how much trans ppls lives suck it makes me depressed lol#literally go look at my bio go thru my post history I promise you my life also sucks ok.#my family is from the bible belt 😐#us politics#transphobia#maybe we should all be nicer (yes including me) and try to do more for our communities esp irl . I have a lot to work on but I just can’t b#silent… not after hearing the stories of Palestinian-Americans & Jewish ppl & trans ppl & houseless people and all the other folks around m#talk to Palestinians in your own communities more & maybe you will understand why I am so upset & vocal ab it all of the time#trans#.txt
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Say all you want about the Shiver hate but the funniest thing is that people are making those stories addressing the hate with one character feeling so bad for poor Shiver because people are upset at her and the game iykyk
Especially if they include the "I'm so strong and protective" bit only to "subvert" our expectations with the character being upset FOR her and not AT her
Straight up hilarious, can't believe we're doing this unironically
Anyway yeah I'm salty too that she keeps winning and the Splatfests should be regional again but let's be real, this isn't gonna change and we all knew it was gonna happen when we saw the initial reaction for her. Being salty won't change anything, it's time to accept it y'all
#splatoon#Splatoon 3#frye splatoon#shiver splatoon#big man splatoon#splatfest#ondina's text posts!#we're not making it outta this one lol#the most frustrating thing to me is that she gets over 50% every time and that the fests are only every 2 months so there'll be less to#balance out her win streak#the events feel more unique and special but it makes it worse yk#also her character is arrogant (for the wrong reasons lol) which is fine but it doesn't help when she just keeps winning#just kinda upsets already salty people and makes people like her less#legit when are we getting drama the dialogue is so stale#they've got a great setup for some arguments à la Squid Sisters Fest#I mean Frye getting barely 10% every time... Let her be angry since they're all flawed and we know she's the explosive type who voices her#frustrations#also did y'all notice that Big Betrayal had a second chorus and they didn't show us?! I wanna know what they said...#music popped off ngl it sucks that nintendo doesn't give a damn about Deep Cut#Daybreaker Anthem had NO RIGHT to be confined as a lowly lobby song
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as a dr fan we need to acknowledge that some of the danganronpa characters suffer through chronic liners for bad humor by out-of-touch old guy writers syndrome
#glaring at himiko yumeno. kaede akamatsu. sonia nevermind. akane owari....#uhmmm if anyone wants me to explain i can i dont think i can organize my thoughts in tags rn... maybe later ugnnnn#drv3#danganronpa#Okay fine here are my thoughts#“chronic liners for bad humor by out-of-touch old guy writers syndrome” is a simplified term for this phenomenon where writers#give characters lines not to reveal their characters but to please the audience in distasteful ways for the sake of being ''funny''#(uh maybe i should like... do an actual proper text reblog for this because its hard typing this shit in tags but)#i feel like a huge example of this is kaede's comments towards tsumugi to the point shuich says shes an ''old creep''#although these comments *could* be an extension of her trait for pushing people too far (ex: the tunnel shit)#the comments actually dont. instead they are treated very unserious. in a way they feel so... vague and light#to the point that it appears that those comments *arent* trying to reveal anything about her character#especially since that trait is more specific than quite broad#i get people being uncomfortable with those comments (i am too) but they feel like a terrible#''writers talking through their characters for people to be more engaged with the media in a quirky relatable way'' than anything else#like ''writers are trying to appeal to the audience humor/desires and reach the audience's culture to the point of being out of touch"#so THATS the reason that i feel like it will be weird to shit on ''kaede defenders'' for the comments cuz they're just so..#detached from her character that people hardly take that as genuinely being apart of her character#and if it is genuinely apart of her character then its only as a way to keep people engaged with the story and character#it hardly adds anything meaningful to her character#fuck me these tags are long but onto himiko: most things ive said about kaede's comments apply to himiko's weird#fucking racism comments (ex: the afro comment that genuinely made me a little upset)#but to add onto that. himiko plays into a very specific trope that is ''lo1i girl'' and often that trope comes with quirky and “funny” trai#they're supposed to be so palatable and marketable to the audience and apart of the charm is how ''funny'' they are#the racism comment is way more revealing of the writers than himiko's character itself.. so no himiko is not racist; the writers are.#feeling the need to play into a trope by creating “funny” lines that is basically just fucking racism is just soooo danganronpa#*eyeroll*#and yeah i mentioned the other characters. sonia and akane being a victim of this phenomenon#although this moreso reflects the english translators than the writers of the game...#them randomly speaking in aave (which may i add theyd never do this) for the ''lols'' is a choice..
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almost at 3k for the day <3 how silly of me <3
#JUST HIT 4K IN THE DRAFT THO LOL#THIS BOOK DID NOT EXIST YESTERDAY HAHAHHAHA#I love genre fiction sm holyyyy#like is this opening kinda slow and boring?? YEAHHH#DO I CARE??? NOOOOO#it's 8pm so like 10k is def not gonna be achieved but I still feel quite motivated!!#alsooo i love reeve so much but she's getting a little self deprecating like sis we get u are upset that ur not with ur bestie#but like it's not ur fault!!! and ur kinda taking it out on darren!!!! who made muffins!!! with cardamom!!!!#the scenario is they are kind of getting sick and tired of each other cuz they've been living isolated in a cabin for 8 months <3#dw i'm gonna soft “kill off” darren & THENNNN the next plot point is between EITHER reeve and lonan running into each other ORRRR#darren running into lonan (because darren doesn't die LOLLL but REEVE DOESN'T KNOW THAT)#the darren/lonan thing makes the most sense for Reasons but like SIBLINGSSSS#the Reasons being that I THINKKKK darren when he “dies” is gonna use his time to see if he can find humilitas again#cuz his ~~~Magic lets him do that BUT I THINK he'll run into Lonan instead LOOOL#because Lonan IS humilitas like JUMPSCAREEE
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Lumine has mulled over the idea of finding love in someone in Teyvat and settling down with them, especially after getting to know certain people. She’s aware it’s an exceedingly self-indulgent idea, esp since she doesn’t KNOW if she’ll choose to stay in Teyvat once she gets through to Aether ( if they have to leave Teyvat to keep the Abyss’s influence away from him, so be it ). But she genuinely has thought it over and imagined not only what wedding she’d like, but also what life there would be like for her and her spouse, where she would like to spend their married lives at.
#hc; lumine (traveler)#//They usually tend to think such things when they are most upset or stressed#//The hopeful outlook of it all helps them cope with Everything#//Esp the idea of having someone of their own; in case their search for Aether doesn’t go so well#//Bc they have NO idea how they will cope if they lose him for good#//Mulling things over; Lumine has reckoned getting married in Liyue or Sumeru would be nicest#//They know Zhongli would be able to help pick out only the Finest things; and the celebrations there are utterly beautiful#//Sumeru; bc then they could have Nahida’s very blessings in the ceremony; she is as good as family so it’s only a bonus#//Plus the place is also lovely too!#//Where they’d like to live; the Teapot is good for a start#//But they’d love to live in Mondstadt above all the nations. or Fontaine#//Mondstadt being their first choice because of how dear it is to her#//First place she arrived to; and the community there is special; all those people they so cherish; even now#//Fontaine; solely bc they’d love to see Furina and the Melusines more often lmao#//Thas it. That’s the biggest reason#//Mond coincidentally Also has the most people they’ve imagined themself marrying; bc again; the friendships are so dear to them#//Its easy to imagine spending the rest of their life among them; more so WITH one of them#//Tho a certain bartender might happen to have been the one most in mind the longest time lol. What can they say?#//dude made QUITE the impression on them. The crush has since faded a bit over the course of their journey and prioritizing it tho#//But yeah#//They really would like to make Teyvat their home. To HAVE that special place to stay; with sb/ppl they love#//They want it so bad; it’s not even funny
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lmaooooo i think i need to quit teaching forever and also bury myself in a hole. lol
#purrs#grading papers on a sunday and the WAYYYYY this one students paper just hurt my feelings so fucking bad. i mean it’s not just hers but like.#god. it’s the most childish thing in the world (which makes sense / is the literal problem. that i am a child.) but im coteaching this class#(WHICH I TOOK and my co-instructors were MY instructors and now im replacing one of them who’s also the one who left in july lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍) and#ive had WICKED impostor syndrome bc… not to air it all out but im airing it all out bc im so mad lol. they’re both older men with phds and w#wives and families and im a 24 year old in the first year of her career with a bachelors degree who stilllives at home w her parents and#also the two of them and the third instructor literaly developed this class together and again i TOOK IT as a student in their class 2 years#ago. so again… WICKED impostor syndrome. and the class is all abt figuring out how to thrive in different contexts that are constrained by s#social norms so it’s relevant to talk abt impostor syndrome and i have talked about it. and also i get substantial parts to lead in the#classes and whatever and take attendance and grade papers and send out emails to the whole class etc etc. so WHY are the other two#instructors getting shoutouts in the papers and i am getting… NOTHING!!!! naught a SINGLE mention. when i am literally fucking LIVING#THROUGH the things we’re taking abt in class abt the first year of ur career and impostor syndrome and shit……. oh iknow why! because they#don’t actually see me as an instructor because im short and a nothing girl and an IMPOSTOR!!!!! LOLLLLL 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 and the book chapter was the#same too lol like im the only co-author who doesn’t actually get individually named as making a contribution in the text of it and nobody#noticed but me because it’s a stupid thing to notice but i still noticed. awesome. i love being invisible and not actually mattering ♥️ <#<- has the mental illness that makes you utterly unable to see evidence of how you actually do matter and only hyperfocus on the evidence th#that you don’t <- but also is trapped in the psychijc prison of some parts of her environment telling her she does matter and other parts t#telling her she doesn’t so can you blame her for going CRAZY!!!!!!!!! like is this literally not the normal well adjusted reaction to have#to GENUINELY LEGITIMATELY JUSTIFIABLY upsetting thigns. when the circumstances are fucked up and deleterious 😍😍😍😍😍😍#delete later#oh also im apparently not even an official instructor in Da System (which is a problem and it is not supposed to be that way) so i won’t#even get to read abt how the students fucking forgot about me and think im a nothing girl because they won’t even have a chance to give me#that feedback!!! lol. i think * and * should just do everything together because they are both qualified to do it. and i should spin off#into the abyss and quit my job and never be heard from again. that’s how this shit makes me feel. like ik it’s just a couple of students and#their opinions literally don’t matter but im like hm how about i go fuck off then since clearly i don’t make a difference to you. lole <3#* i won’t get that feedback etc etc bc i am not going to get course evals because im not in Da System. lol ♥️
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AH fuck nvm the regret is sinking in a wee bit
#mostly i think it is just the fear part. of the obstacle that is the immediate future#nah the more i remember the parts where i Could have come off as confrontational. like lol. if she gets mad at me for that im done appeasing#like man its fine to be frustrated w me bc for the most part i understand where shes coming from#i haven't done shittttt since ive been living here and working so sporadically#best thing for me is to just get out already#and probably best thing for her#its just SOOOO stupid that THIS is what sent her over the edge#like man really this. this is what did it for you#us being upset that you weren't considerate of us 1 fckin time.#girl you think You have to walk on eggshells. you have screamed at me 3 times for shit i had nothing to do with LOL
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i had such an awful day today but luca is so cute on stream rn lol
#man. u ever get really disappointed with how ur friend acts.#like she's my best friend and how she acted and treated me today doesn't change the fact that i love and care about her#but i know she's better than this yet she does it anyways and that's what hurts the most#ik it's her depression and stress making her act out like this but i didn't deserve that#man#i thought abt texting her bf and asking him if she's actually communicating with him#but at the end of the day it's not my fault she refuses to act like an adult#she just reverted back to her hs habits and it's so frustrating. like it's been years. i thought we were past this. we SHOULD be past this#all i really wanted was an apology for her shutting me out today and making me stress bc i thought i did something wrong#instead of actually communicating and just telling me she's upset#i walked on eggshells all day today bc i didn't want to set her off#sigh#anyways#enough me dumping in public#luca's 3d streams are always so interesting i like seeing his body language and how he carries himself#he's talking abt his jobs when he was a teen lol#so cute. kithes him#he's so boyfriend today#i wanna sit on his lap and play with his hands while he tells stories abt when he was younger#sol.txt
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Today’s show was a little :/ but I learned a LOT
#I was like. visibly upset#(even tho my skit was the best one but also. that wasn’t saying much)#I got so in my HEAD cause I invited people. and then#Marie sat me down afterward and was like GIRL I do this for a living#and I promise u I have been in much much much worse shows before#and she was actually really sweet#she said I was super funny and had been that way since pretty early on#and that I picked up stuff really quick and was light years ahead of most people#and I’ve been worried about being too combative and she was like girl don’t change any thing about yourself#I keep. getting that advice from 40-50 year olds lol#which I appreciate#they all say that most people are not this Sure of themselves at this age (but also I’m NOT SURE OF MYSELF. I just happen to have very#strong opinions. and no issue expressing them) and apparently that’s not Normal#but is helpful#anyways#all of us hung out for like. five hours afterward and it was nice!#I like having this group of friends that’s Different from work friends#I need to join more Things#but seriously I love improv and improv adjacent people so much#they’re all so funny and absolutely FASCINATING#and they’re all trying to get me to give them tours of **** lmao#I am going to soon but it’s funny people I never met came up to me and went you work WHERE give me a tour NOW#anyways. I’m 23#Marie put her head in her hands after I mentioned that#she was like I was a HOT MESS at 23 ur doing so fine#and I am. I’m being Brave and altho I’m not great at being Normal maybe I don’t absolutely have to be
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8 & 11 tarot questions
a collection of muse headcanon questions inspired by the major arcana of the tarot
08. strength : how does your muse use their energy ? do they tend to work towards their goals steadily or in bursts ?
Answered here!
11. justice : does your muse find it easy to be impartial in emotional situations ?
Honestly? Yes. Having been through some downright horrible situations, what might have been uncomfortable or frightening in the past doesn't phase her quite so much anymore. A stranger yelling in her face and calling her all the names under the sun rolls off like water off a duck's back, Khare not really taking it to heart. He's just having a bad day and is venting off steam, no big deal. Passive aggressive insults and snide remarks? Whatever. Even if she does catch onto the hidden (or not so hidden) jabs, it's hard to get upset over it when she's got bigger things to worry about. She can look at both sides of an argument and weight them up impartially, though she'll likely be inclined to favour somebody she's closer to or likes more simply because hey, that's what most people do, right?
#arkhamcalamity#memes ;; major arcana headcanons#Thank you for sending this and I'm sorry it was a little late!#Got carried away with some newer memes but pushed myself to answer older ones first#This one was really interesting because it's tough to answer?#Khare can remain impartial in emotional situations because it just takes so much energy to care#Even if she's the one on the receiving end#Somebody havinga bad day and yelling at her is nothing compared to getting kidnapped and forcibly injected with experimental concoctions#Watching people around you die or mutate into horrific monstrosities#So things she might have been anxious or upset about in the past? Kind of puts it all into perspective#That and living in Gotham has probably desensitized her even further#She'll care more about the thoughts and opinions of those she likes bc most people are biased like that lol#Apathetic bitch#🌈 || headcanons#🌈 || character sheet
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aww its kinda cute finding me complaining abt my dads whole lisa thing from 2017. honestly so overshadowed by everything else and also i was so annoying when i was 12 aw .
#did not realize how many of my journal posts r just vents and it all looks so silly now RJRBJFBFNG aw hun. its so funny that i was#complaining abt my mom treating me like a therapist in 2017. <- his ass did notttt know. its like watching a guy standing on the train#tracks and complaining about a car driving past.#sry . i ended up on quotev just 2 look. ive never actually looked at my like activity feed very much whenever i go back but its funny bc it#rly is a more accurate glimpse into whateve was going on for miss kami (my quotev nickname).... like yasss. you hate your dads girlfriend#and her kids that is a nice problem to have#its also embarassing bc like my ex gf is just all around in here . i made a vent post like I get it im not enough and i dont matter and im#just a tool for you to use 😡😡😡 and she commented “yesss tell the world”. SO FUNNY?#and i found her being excited abt our 5 month anniversary#delightfully 12 year old activity. i do not like her very much at all and idt i ever actualy loved her#not in a bitchy way in a like. i literally questioned if i was aroace the entire time we were dating#she asked me out with a little note passed in class like circle y/n and i literally thought to myself Hm well i guess i dont have anything#going on. and circled yes. which is so funny. hun?#anyways. that all imploded bc we were 11 its whatever.#sigh. its just nice to remember the little problems i had. like obviously all this is after my dad choked me out in public and threw my dog#and etc but its still technically the beforetimes. yk. and ik the zoo isnt rly the most pressing of my things that have happened to me#anymore but its still like. Big. yk. even if i mostly just have to Be fine about it now or else everyone will think im being an awful piec#of shit asshole for still being upset. Ok sorry#also when i call my 12 yesr old self snnoying i mean it in an loving way like. its only right to be kind of annoying when youre 12 yk...#and also 12 year old kamille is Not here rn so i can be a little playfully mean to her. bc shes such a 12 year old#idk i just struggle a lot bc i am so like. far removed from everything that happened atp were on like 4th or 5th generation post that#and i struggle to put myself in That kamilles shoes and remember she was a kid yk. like obviously ik i was a kid ik i didnt deserve that#but when i try to like. put myself back in the situation and try to force myself to remember that exact day (dont do this btw . it does not#go well LOL) but i always like. i try to rebuild the events from the ground up but im not Kamille age 12 im me. witnessing everything#i wont ever be able to remember it How it acrually was i couldnt even fully remember it like a week after the fact yk. itis what itis#sorry i should prolly tag this i rambleddddd#a2t#child abuse#implied but we#animal abuse
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I've been digging up some one of my most neglected stories recently and I'm finally actually developing the rest of the cast after like what? 7 or 8 years or smth? I genuinely don't know when I first thought up Lace but she's been floating at the edge of my mind since then as my token true timeloop guy as opposed to Butters who doesn't rly count because the quote unquote timeloop was entirely within their control and only was a continuous loop because they kept consciously trying again and again. Lace on the other hand. Legitimately 100% powerless in her timeloop situation, as in there was quite literally Nothing she could do to end the loops herself. Some gods just threw her in a 50 year timeloop without even doing the bare minimum of telling her first and she just sorta had to live with that until it from her perspective abruptly stopped leaving her to deal with the fallout of everything she went through now that she's suddenly being forced to live a real life again. And as fun as all of that is it has been very stagnated for years because there is in fact a story and world that exists outside of and around this one plot that matter quite a bit and that I have been refusing to properly work on until now lol.
#rat rambles#oc posting#take a wild guess as to why Im thinking abt this story again#anyways longggg story short this is a world filled with various gods that run various kingdoms and such#and some of them have been at war for a long time leaving things for the common folk very unstable and chaotic#due to this adventuring parties started helping ppl out and some of them would gain the blessing of their local god(s)#nowadays its very uncommon for there to be prevelant parties without at least one blessed member and theres some gods who even have set up#schools of sorts for aspiring heros that tend to be very competitive and hard to get into#in the original version of the timeline of this story most of the cast except one met at this school and graduated as a party together#they proceeded to travel around doing their work and picking up their last party member and bonding and all that#until eventually they found out that the god they work under was planning some apocalypse level shit in order to establish control over the#entire planet and the crew turned on her and tried to stop her and got close enough that she took desperate mesures to stop them#she contacted the god of time and commissioned them to rewind and edit the timeline#and while the timeline editing meant that they couldnt rewind enough to go before two of the party were attending the school#they were able to rewrite lace out of the timeline and was able to help sentence them to a timeloop sentence#lace was specifically targeted for being the one who figured most of this stuff out in the first place#now this is where the timeline get a bit wonky because her timeloop actually takes place later on then when time was reset to#it mostly just took a while to get the loop set up but its still a mostly undetermined amount of time later atm as it rly depends on whats#most convenient for me as I develop the rest of her old party more#since they still end up forming a party together anyways despite the best efforts of two powerful gods#Im also planning on adding another member to their party who wasnt in the original party so lace can get upset abt it#but yeah currently the rest of the party includes lace's unnamed older sister and three other losers whos designs have been sitting on my#toyhouse for a while lol#theres raiden who's the sort of adopted child of the god they used to serve#and the theres hill who was the one in the original party who they picked up after graduating and she and lace used to be gay together#and lastly theres choice who was supposed to attend the school but in the current version of reality had their wagon shot down and#wasnt able to make it and has been rly upset and frustrated abt that#the last one is probably going to be a potion guy or smth#Ive also been having a fun time thinkng abt how both versions of the party managed combat since both parties distinctly lack a healer#anyways Im going to bed now gn
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