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sorry for chronicillnessposting so much . it will happen again

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itss so hard having me/cfs and being surrounded by people (my family) that keep expecting me to get better and expecting ME to expect to get better and giving me suggestions for minor lifestyle changes thatve helped other people feel less bad, cos theyre expecting me to be like, super optimistic and receptive to this, but the problem is ive been living in a body whose capabilities have been slowly but steadily declining for over a year, and every time i look back i see more things ive had to leave behind bcos im too sick and weak and exhausted to do them anymore, and im trying to be realistic and come to terms with the fact that i may not get better, both because its less painful emotionally than just trying and trying to keep doing things in hopes of feeling normal and getting my hopes crushed over and over again, and because in the long run i think ill be in better shape if i dont spend energy i dont have searching and searching for a cure that may not exist and end up crashing and burning one day in a way i cant recover from. idk.

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I’m watching The Big Bang Theory in its natural setting—playing in the background of a hot spiral room—and I can say within that specific context, it is a very charming show. Like the saltine crackers of media.

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average white person: yeah i rlly despise and refuse to engage with things not made by white people or not featuring a lot of white ppl haha yep lived my whole entire life in this way, my entire life, and all of my white peers do the same thing, yep, a majority of us, for our entire lives

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i solemnly swear i will never be pregnant

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this is the only time google's stupid ai has ever made my life better in any capacity

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just got isekai'd into the body of a cedar waxwing but all the other members of my flock fucking hate me and only let me eat the least photogenic red berries. FML

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He's using all his strength

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😭

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First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

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At a party and a guy was telling me about how one of his coworkers was complaining about how he thought his dealer was lacing his heroin with cocaine and then the party guy was like “but his dealer was his brother” and I said “that’s some cocaine and abel shit” and the joke flopped so hard but I stand by it so I had to share it somewhere

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okay once and for all

no nuance, no "oh but im allergic/its something different/whatever the fuck" either pick a side or dont answer

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did not end up getting my angel fangs done today btw 💔 i woke up with a pimple like RIGHT where they would have to stab me on one side. BUT i did still go to my appt to reschedule and also ask if it would be doable w my anatomy and got told basically they cant guarantee it wont migrate/reject but i do have enough tissue there to try at least, and also i can make em more likely to stay put by getting them done at a slightly larger gauge size so ill probablg do that 👍

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new species of deep sea squid discovered

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i fucking hate googles dogshit ai look at this shit

if you told a software engineer 30 years ago that we would someday fuck up computers so bad that they cant even do basic math and this is treated as some sort of massive technological breakthrough they wouldnt believe you. they would say "what the fuck are you talking about computers are literally made of math how could we fuck them up that bad." and then if you explained generative ai and how millions of people use it daily believing its capable of actual logic and reasoning they would kill themself probably.