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me-you-and-my-medication · 10 months ago

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Moral ocd around fiction is the worst. because I can't even connect or get attached to characters anymore unless they've done little to no wrong. and if they've done something problematic (regardless of if they've grown/leaned from it) I will feel crushing guilt for ever enjoying them. It has taken escapism from me

#and by problematic i dont mean like weird shit like r*pe or something absolutely not i mean like.#typical morally grey character stuff #i started a series and theres a character i kinda like and literally one of the first posts i saw in his tag was calling him an abuser ??#like what. when does this happen. what happened. he was so sweet in the first few eps ??#like i dont even want to watch the show anymore #and idek if that claim is true but OCD said no. so now we're not doing it #this cycle has happened several times already #im so tired #diary

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slavhew · 1 month ago

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made them to strike fear into my heart whenever i falter in my studies

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#vbros #venture bros #the venture brothers #pete white #rusty venture #thaddeus venture #ts venture #peterusty #admin draws #fanart #btw thank you everyone on all the tags on that last post :') rly needed that #i forgot how annoying lining stuff is lol ive just been cleaning up sketches for so so long #that i dont remember the last thing i actually lined #anyways free use for anyone else who wants this to put on and watch over them menacingly while they procrastinate #this has been in my brain ever since i started watching the show too cause like for weeks #i would motivate myself to do my exercises or study the shit i didnt even feel like touching anymore by thinking #i am halfway into a life of compliance and if i continue this way i will be like rusty and i DO NOT WANT TO BE LIKE RUSTY.#like its way too close for comfort even if its objectively not too close at all. but let me tell you that fear is a powerful motivator.#added the ship tag cos even if its not explicitly slash it also is. to me

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robotpussy · 1 year ago

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#polls #personally i dont like it but thats only because i dont like fandom. the type of stuff that gets the most attention #in fandom usually just annoys me idk. how to explain it in a way that wont come off as me saying #fanfic or whatever is evil its just the fact that it just bombards alot of the conversations?#i prefer it when the thing i like has 10 fans and theyre all on one message board or forum #like for example mtvs downtown is getting popular but apart from annoying #'me and the mid nerd guy i copped by being weird and sexy' posts its not awful....#but then smth like... clone high or smth i suddenly cant remember ppl just got so annoying abt that show??#like i cant stand it i dont even bother watching it anymore plus its just weird to me now like i can't watch it regardless #im just rambling but personally i do not like it. like i dont want what i like to get a revival #i dont want anything new! i just want to enjoy the thing and move on 😭#fandom seems to prioritize shipping and memes over evaluating or simply just enjoying something!#this goes for anything. music film tv books....

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911-wassup-bby · 4 months ago

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#tbh i only gave 911 another go because of bucktommy #i dont even know if i want to continue watching it anymore #half the time it seems the writers are trying to undo what another writers mightve written #like they are racing to trying to write over someone else's writing #wouldve liked the have the break up at least next season let the charcters stew in their current relationships a bit #but they almost seem adamant on having buck in a different romantic relationship every season #its the main reason i had dropped the show in the first place i really couldnt care enough about certain characters before they were gone #i feel kinda crazy because i dont see anyone saying this so plz tell me im not alone in this #oh and dont get me started on eddie stroyline since s7 #because what #huh #excusie?#😃#this is not a cw show but it sure felt like i watching one #imma stick to 911ls for now even tho i HATE rob lowes charcter taking over every plot line #no u dont understand i DESPISE him #but i love literally every other charcter so ... 🙄#i guess ill deal with that man on my screen #911 spoilers #911 abc #bucktommy #911ls

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rapidhighway · 6 months ago

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I see ur into dc and have to ask if u’ve watched ‘under the red hood’? :)) its a really good animated movie if u havent!

i haven't! i only got into dc because of tt robin and i only ever cared about media that included him or was about him xd AND i was very picky. I do want to broaden my horizons so thank you, i will check that movie out :]

#honestly little me hated all the other robins cause i was like i only want MY robin >:(#and I hated that he got replaced and went by a different hero name xddd i liked him as a kid i did NOT want to see him as an adult #and it made me hate everything that happened after he grew up xd #you cannot imagine the tragedy i lived through when young justice had a time skip and he wasn't 14 anymore tou cannot imagine the #disappointment i felt at that moment I literally never picked up that show again i just abandoned it i didnt even watch the first episode #of the new season i just couldn't do it xdddd #see i am very attached to robin. i still agree with all my decisions i like him the most and i dont want to see him as an adult i just want #the little guy cause he entertains me

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bf-rally · 4 months ago

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okay so im back in navbar hell (when i thought i escaped...!!!) but ive managed to get this set up today :D

#my issue is that im trying to make the navbar properly responsive and have a toggle option once the screen gets too small #if u look on my blog i had it on my last attempt at this because i was using bootstrap but i was like okay i gotta make a new project!#cause i wanted to use nextjs #and not have to worry about backend stuff as much #okay so like..... i know im being kinda stubborn here lol #i could just slap bootstrap on and copy my old code but i dont wanna #i already have tailwind on here and i dont want to confuse myself anymore #so ive been looking for navbar tutorials using tailwind to help and omg #i thought i found a good one and then i realized it used a specific js package which i cant use cause im using typescript...#and i cant find a ts version #so now im just set on doing it without any outside stuff #like just show me how to make the thing with just html and javascript #at least that way i can just translate the the js to ts on my own!!!#anyways lol i found a video that should help...pls #ill watch it later....#but today im tired #webdev #codeblr #wip #this site will happen i swear I SWEAR #AHHH #there so many things to help but after a certain point its like...i dont even know whats happening and now im confused #and god forbid things start conflicting with each other #so i just want something that will spell it out clearly #but yea if u see this and think im confused (which i might be)#im always open to links to videos

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koko2unite · 7 months ago

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so many expenses this month and most of it isnt even for me :(

#i hate that my family thinks i have lots of money even though my brother made a lot more than me #mom keeps telling me my brother might need it in the future so she refuse to ask him any #really shows that they do not respect me at all about this #and the worst thing is its always very sudden #a cold 5 min call where mom tell me “pay for this now! dont postpone it” and the payment is almost 1K #and my stupid ass cant even say no because if i say no they will make me feel guilty and then i feel like i wanna kms and end up paying anw #god #parents are gonna go on vacation soon #watch they'll be calling me soon to give them more money #and then go hom from there #and not bringing me any gift as usual #why should they care about the faggy child that failed to achieve his parents assigned goals #if anything putting all family expenses on me will quicken my death or worse force me to go back to them #so they can hold me and mold me back into what they want #i know their plan and i refuse to follow it #but they probably just need to shout on me once and i'll follow whatever their ask.. sad #i want to recoup by taking commissions but last time this happened and i took too many comms it ended up taking more than a month #i dont think i can handle that much anymore #AAAAAAAAA im tired

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untimelyambition · 1 year ago

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now that we’re on the topic i would fucking love to read through the sheet music for nerdy prudes must die… not even to play or try and put on my own performance but just so i could read it and follow along with the show to try and work out all the harmonies

#this is a complete hypothetical #i get why it’s not available ofc and why thats not something you can access or even something theyd want to try and market or sell #but in the way of like.#imagine i could check it out of a library and just have one or two watch throughs of the show with it in front of me #and finally FINALLY pick out all the different notes im hearing clearly so it all clicks together in my brain #i dont even really do that much music anymore so my sheet reading skills are probably out the window #regardless imagine how fun that would be to just peruse the score while you listen to the songs #would heal something in me i think #i dont want/need to own it and certainly wouldnt want it for like putting on my own show or reproducing it or anything like that #i just think it would be fun to flip through like a magazine like a coffee table book like a film script #anyway you should all totally buy the bonus content and digital download of npmd if you havent already it is 100% worth it #im having the time of my life #TEAM STARKID I LOVE YOUUUUUUU #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #starkid #tilda rambling

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westywallowing · 2 years ago

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the thing that really gets me about ocd is that you can have obsessive thoughts about ANYTHING. and that shit will keep you up at night no matter how tired you are bcuz it's all your brain will think about. close ur eyes and u can see it like it taped to the back of your eyelids

#like i gotta be up in less than 5 hours can i please. catch a break #and the best part!! is that sometimes the things your brain is looped on dont bother you in the moment #like earlier when you initially saw or heard about or thought about the thing #but guess what- its later now and youre sleepy now and sleepy brains dont care about things the way awake ones do #or sometimes care way too much #i honestly can hardly watch shows anymore for lengths at a time becauee then my brain will start to latch onto it #so even when im tired and want to sleep i will not stop thinkint about it #like ughhjjfjfkgkgk #thank u for coming to my ted talk #westy's shit #ocd

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bmpmp3 · 7 months ago

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and this is old news now but my own perspective on the project sekai miku movie as a mobile game outsider who just likes some of the tunes - all i really hope for is that i'll be able to follow the plot somewhat with my very limited knowledge because it does look like it'll be a fun watch. i know there is like dimensions. the dimensions include: alt rock world. depression world. carnival world? etc. furirn and tomoriru voice characters. i like the trans one in depression world. and the little orange guy in EDM world.

#i also like the one voiced by akina. who i only know because of utaite reasons LOL i like her voice #i also like the voice of the loud blonde boy. i like that hes loud #and the girl with long dark hair from alt rock world has a nice voice too #sorry. this will be my knowledge. im cursed with mobage. i used to be able to handle it #but now even if this game ran on my phone i know i would skip the cutscenes 😔😔😔😔😔#NOT because theyre bad or anything im sure theyre good. but i dunno i straight up do Not have the patience for mobage progression anymore #and i also dont like watching videos of visual novels so watching the stories online is also out. i will only learn the plot if 1)#they release a commercial console port of the game with mobage progression tweaked out OR #2) much more likely it gets a full anime adaptation someday. which i'd be intrigued!#although then we will also reach my other issue. inability to watch a show no matter how much i want to #ITS NOT as dire as my mobage blockage tho like i can push myself. i will have fun. but i am le scared. what if a show kills me. ?#no one suffers more than i. the person who loves big glossy anime idol-y music franchises but cannot play mobage or watch anime.

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toonfinatic · 5 months ago

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#the Autism feeling of being somehow so disconnected from everything and everyone in a way that will never be resolved #i feel like i emit some sort of uncanny valley idiot loser radiation that drives people away or makes them dislike me #i feel like i need to be funny or entertaining ALL THE TIME because its all there is to me #like i am more of a joke than a person and people either get uncomfortable when i'm anything other than happy or get bored when i #stop being entertaining to them somehow #i think its like if you watched a funny tv show and then suddenly it becomes more serious for a bit but you are there for comedy #and the show keeps on doing that and you dont like that so you drop it because its not worth it anymore if its not what you expected #does that make sense #every time i see people irl i am so incredibly stressed that i wont be funny enough. because i think theres nothing else for me to offer #the sense of isolation is worse again and idk why :(#and i dont even know if i want to reach out to friends because i feel like if i do they'll feel obligated to talk to me even if they may not #want to #ughhhhhghhh #delete later

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orcelito · 5 months ago

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Sasuke is Out! Sasuke is Doing things! What will Sasuke do?! I have no idea!!! I've never gotten this far in the story before, so I have no idea how things are going from here!!!! But Sasuke is Loose!!!!!!

Quoting this post to myself as I see Sasuke walking around and doing things. I haven't seen this guy do anything in like a hundred episodes. It's so exciting

#speculation nation #fanny watches naruto #it's so sweet seeing Suigetsu and Jugo trying to find Sasuke again #meanwhile Karin is under lock and key. yet shes playing with their expectations to her advantage #her pretending to be just the stupid sasuke obsessed girl to make them not pay attention to her #to let her keep the picture that actually contains some fucking lockpicks. crafty af #and her GLASSES??? the arm of her glasses is hiding a little secret knife?!?!! thats so cool karin wtf #i love when shes shown to be capable like this. like her sasuke fangirling was real. before.#but idk about now after he tried to kill her. he does Not deserve to keep her affections after that for Sure.#but shes still using the act. making people underestimate her. so crafty. like fuck yeah you go you funky little outlaw #i do love that shes genuinely a bitch. i hated her when i was younger bc i hated sasuke #and the fangirling still does annoy me. but shes also more than the fangirling.#shes so COOL when shes not obsessing over sasuke. i wanna see more of her!!!!!#unfortunately now i have to go back to this shit ass kage fight. really boring to me. now that sasuke's out i dont caaaaaare #it's just a bunch of OP ninja throwing rocks and shit at each other. madara literally dropped Two giant fucking meteors on the battlefield #like it was just one and it was a huge deal but tsuchikage and gaara stopped it. yay!!#but then it was such a Gradeschooler One Upping You moment where madara was like. Heh. well actually. theres Two.#and the 2nd one falls on the first and kills a bunch of people etc etc like come onnnn this isnt even fun anymore #we're just committing massive ecological damage all around #also killer bee literally PURPOSEFULLY clearing a massive section of forest for the sake of visibility #NONE of these ninja care about the environment!!!!! those poor trees and creatures!!!!!!#anytime theres some kind of poison something and they show it off by having birds or whatever die like #STOP!!!! youre killing the environment!!!!! stop it!!!!!!!!!#anyways what a show. the more ridiculously massive the fight gets the less fun it is to watch.#why should i care about guys throwing boulders at each other. Boringggg show me some people punching the shit outta each other.#THE TAIJUTSU!!!! WHERES THE TAIJUTSU!!!!! STOP WITH UR OP NINJA MAGIC SHOW ME TAIJUTSU!!!!!!!!#i also really want to see itachi. where is he. sasuke's loose now i know he teams up with itachi Where Is He....#LETS GET SOME UCHIHA UP IN THIS BITCH!!!! madara get ur pasty ass out of here and tobi stick your head in a toilet #only the uchiha BROTHERS here get those old guys OUTTA HEREEEEEEE #anywyas i actually folded some laundry while watching. wild. having fun rn

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1o1percentmilk · 1 year ago

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ive been talking too much lately i need to shut up like actually

#goof ass mental issue #its bc i dont have a filter anymore and im really fuckin bored #maybe i should redownload vampire survivors? but that's not going to even remotely fill the gap in my soul #now that school is (mostly) out #and i finished reading american psycho it was pretty good i give it 10/10 #um.... i dont like watching shows and i don't want to draw or do computer stuff because it requires me to be vertical for too long #maybe i'll do the google cybersecurity course? it's supposed to take 6 months but im sure i can do it in 7 days #but i wanted to finish my final first so i have 100% of my time for that #umm...... noo........ i need a Task #yap #what i actually want to do is go to sleep but it's too early it will look suspicious

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wonderxshows · 1 year ago

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hi guys

#✧ chatting !#god have i been having a moment #i Almost disappeared for like a month but then i Remembered i promised i wldnt do that anymore bc thay scares ppl but Yeag #whatever #sorry #anyways. i havent been upto much mainly just cleaning everyday and #horribly ive caught upto ri.ck and mor.ty #i havent watched it in a while but its certainly a Show #i dont even like it That much i just watch it cause my friend likes it tbh and i want to know what the fuck hes talking abt lol #its funny tho in a way ❓️ i dont know ive been very out of it #waughhhh #why is this getting venty. send post fuck

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lumielwinchester · 1 year ago

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I'm watching "My happy marriage" on Netflix and God damn is this girl annoying! People are throwing her less than breadcrumbs and she thanks them for it. Hell, those the "good-ish guys" are throwing her fucking rat poison and she still thanks them for it.

I was hoping there'd be some character growth, that she learns to recognise the abuse around her and learns to stand up for herself. And while there's been some of that as well as trusting her husband's family that is actually worth trusting. She still not even remotely recognises, how 95% of people don't give a shit about her personally and only want to use her for her power. Half her family literally abused her because they thought she had no power and the other half left her to that abuse before they found out she would be useful. And this girl still fucking thanks them for it!!!

She has been abused for such a long time and the fact that no one sits her down and explains to her that it wasn't her fault, that she didn't deserve to be treated like that and needs to ask for help, if ever anyone else locks her away or forces her to do things she doesn't want to do, is upsetting in its own right.

God damn it. I hate romantic anime.

#i might hate it less if my last ex didn't ecpect me to fucking act like a girl from a romantic anime #seeing it now upsets me even more #cause while the husband is stereotypical cold and distant in the beginning he quickly sees her for who she really is and what issues she #has and tries his best to help #and yes that is super sweet and romantic in tv #but fuck if it doesn't make it more obvious to me now that my ex never actually fing saw me #but rather just some cookiecuter girl with which he could play house ala romantic anime #that should feels the greates joy and satisfaction and love for him at the toniest thing he does #even if it is not something i asked for or wanted #god damn he expected me to read his emotions at every time and now what he needed and couldnt ever ask for help but he couldn't even be #bothered to try and see my issues and go and help me #not that i need my partner to fix me #but the god damn hypocrisy #watching this show is eye-opening to a degree i feel i dont even have eyelids anymore #i am truly upset right now #lumi talks

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d0d0-b0i · 2 years ago

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Word of advice from a guy who gets shit on by people hating his comfort medias. People are assholes sometimes for no reason, they hate art on a surface level because they want something to hate. Your favorite medias aren't bad, in my opinion they're really cool (people who can get into rwby are like superheros to me same with sonic but I'm slowly getting into that) don't listen to the haters and keep loving what you love!

ty fr 😭🙏 i am a consistent enjoyer of what people often consider "bad" media, but i never understand why its bad. it simply doesnt register

#anonymous #veyr kind words ty anon #wishing u luck on the sonic journey its chill as hell in here especially compared to rwby lmao #maybe im just a sheep or something but like. i am very easily entertained #and idk if this sounds stupid but when it comes to stuff i watch #its not just because of what is in it #but its because i can feel the love from the people making it! its a collective conglomeration of countless peoples effort #and it makes me emotional. just like. montys brother took over his characters voice because he wants his brothers work to be seen #it just gets to me! i care more about the behind the scenes than the end product #because it ends up showing not just the product but also the intent #and i care about that a lot. and the things i like #(like sonic and rwby and steven universe. deltarune. undertale. even homestuck at its core. etc)#its all about love and hope baby! and i love that shit!#and i was pessimistic for a really long time and i got outta that pit not long ago #and i just dont fucking care for hate anymore. i fucking love bitch. i dont think those people know how

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