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ALRIGHT BUT
I’ve been having flustered Steve thoughts.
The Party has NEVER seen Steve flustered. Steve’s always the one flirting and no one ever flirts back anymore so Steve’s never actually flustered.
But then Eddie Munson comes slithering along and he flirts with everyone just cause he can but nobody’s flustered by his attempts because he’s not trying to actually fluster them.
But for some reason he really flusters Steve.
Eddie uses this to his advantage and actually puts forth effort when he flirts with Steve.
Steve is flustered, bashful, embarrassed. He’s twirling his hair and giggling and he does this thing where he taps his fingernails on his front teeth when he gets distracted.
The Party was NEVER seen Steve like this.
Not even Nancy when they were dating.
Steve has described what he was like when he was flustered to them, calling himself stupid and saying he acted like an idiot to try and get them to just lay off.
All anyone sees is an absolute sweetheart.
Steve blushes really bright, starting with his ears and it just travels down from there. And also he’s really bad at hiding his smiles and he smiles so BIG when Eddie flirts with him. Like you can see every tooth and his eyes crinkle so much they basically close and his nose scrunches up.
And Eddie fucking THRIVES in it.
Because NO ONE else gets Steve like that.
Eddie’s witnessed Steve flirting with the girls of Hawkins. Has seen them all flirt back with varying degrees of bluntness.
None of them have gotten Steve nearly half as flustered as Eddie has.
UNTIL.
Eddie has Steve come over to the trailer to hang out. Steve by some turn of events ends up cooking and making grilled cheese and tomato soup.
Wayne comes home right as Steve is playing everything and Steve is DISTRAUGHT. Like “no Wayne it’s alright, really. I can make you some to it’s ok I like cooking you’re really doing me a favor.”
So Steve makes Wayne a grilled cheese to and refuses to let Eddie eat until they can eat together.
So they’re all sitting and then they start eating. And obviously it was a damn good grilled cheese— Eddie knew Steve could cook but good GOD.
And then Wayne puts his grilled cheese down, looks between Steve and Eddie, and tells Eddie “If you don’t marry ‘im I’m adoptin ‘im.”
And Steve BEAMS.
It’s that same smile he gets when Eddie flirts with him and Eddie is only somewhat livid.
Cause he totally gets the rush of having Wayne compliment you for the first time. He’s just such an honest man.
And it goes from there that the only people who can fluster Steve are Eddie and Wayne (Eddie romantically and Wayne platonic-fatherly).
They both go out of their way to compliment him constantly just to see him smile like that :)))
Aaahhhhh this makes me so happy!!!!
#steve harrington headcanon#stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrington#the party#wayne munson#steddie#steddie thoughts#steddie idea#steve harrington is a sweetheart#steve harrington gets flustered easily#but only when it’s the munson men#wayne munson adopting steve harrington#the party goes through a phase where they all continuously compliment him and flirt with him#just to try and fluster him#the closest anyone gets is mike#cause mike doesn’t compliment people often but when he does he’s surprisingly genuine#the most he gets is a blush at the top of steve’s cheeks#eddie is very proud of the smiles he produces from steve#but he’s kinda sad no one can see what steve looks like when things get less… pg#but that’s strictly for eddie#might make a part two to this with a different version#I’ve run out of things to tag
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The Gray Folk
Originally written in April 2023 for the "Color Outside the Lines" contest for the children's literature zine Pine Reads Review. I'm not terribly proud of this one, and it failed to place, but an archive of only triumphs is deceitful.
Synopsis: Doggerel verses playing on the concept of the "gray man", a tactical method used to make a person inconspicuous in a crowd. Now with a vague flavor of bittersweet isolation. 365 words.
The Gray Folk
Hey, stranger.
Now you see me.
I know you know I’m here
Because you looked me in the eyes.
Are you wise to all my tricks?
Did you just see through my disguise?
Or was it just coincidence?
‘Cause I would be surprised
If you picked up that I’m one of the Gray Folk.
Hey stranger.
Now you see me.
I don’t know if you noticed
There’s no logo on my shirt.
There’s no markings on my backpack
(Save the slightest bit of dirt.)
And you might even be thinking,
“Are they trying to be covert?”
Well, good stranger, that’s the game of the Gray Folk.
Hey stranger.
Now you see me.
Our modus operandi
Is to seem like we’re not here.
We all dress in muted colors
Meant to help us disappear.
And we do it out of duty,
Or we do it out of fear.
There are many reasons you become a Gray Folk.
Hey stranger.
Now you see me.
I think some of us are running,
And then some of us are scared.
And some of us are paranoid,
And some of us prepared.
And some of us are anxious,
Or we’re socially impaired.
But we never show our hearts, no, not the Gray Folk.
Hey, stranger.
Now you see me.
We’re thieves and spies and soldiers,
Then we’re nobody at all.
We’re the silent, boring people
That you struggle to recall
When you pass us on the street
Or on the bus or in the hall.
Even Gray Folk seldom notice the Gray Folk.
Hey stranger.
Now you see me.
The way you’re looking at me
Says you’ve known this all along,
And all these years of hiding
Made my intuition strong.
Now, I could be misreading,
So I really hope I’m wrong,
Because now I think you’re one of the Gray Folk.
Hey stranger.
Now you see me.
I never thought of asking,
But what makes you act like me?
What’s the thing you’ve got inside you
That’s for no one else to see?
Is there somewhere else or someone else
That you would rather be?
What’s the thing that’s hunting you that turned you Gray Folk?
#poetry#creative writing#doggerel#gray man#less proud of this one#but happy i created#it has potential so i might come back#I wonder if I failed to place because I didn't address intersectional themes#but that's simply something that was not in my heart at the time#I cannot lie to myself#cannot be someone I am not#I am simply my heart's mouth#and it didn't feel like talking about that at the time#who am i to deceive my heart#gray
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favorite thing ♡
the inspo:
aaaaand some inner dialogue for your viewing pleasure:
#narumitsu#wrightworth#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#just so we’re clear on what’s what: the MAIN joke is that phoenix is disagreeing with him#what his favorite thing IS… well.. i’ll leave that up to you (but you can read my thoughts later in tags)#fan art#ace attorney#aa#rendoodles#weirdly proud of how these turned out despite how uncleaned they still are#one of my interpretations of this would be Phoenixs favorite thing isn’t disagreeing with Miles but rather the faces he makes when he does#you could also go for the sappy ‘you’re my favorite thing’ or the less so ‘your ASS is my favorite thing’#truly the options are limitless. please let your imagination fly like the wind
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siren!megumi concept sheet i whipped up in a single-minded fever state fr @uriekukistan
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#i don't know what is safe not to tag as spoilers bc in au you can explain his scars away any way u want#anyway i didn't plan on sharing this bc it was supposed to b a quick thing based on a gc discussion#but i ended up sm more proud of it than i anticipated. he has been living in my head ive dropped entire plans fr siren!megumi#i went from not having drawn a mermaid since 2013 to spending like 3 hours researching sailfish in a daze#all so i cld slap a proper tail on megumi dsghjfdgdf#it was between a marlin and a sailfish but sailfish won on account of megumi's fighting style being less abt brute strength#marlins r more acrobatic n agile apparently#if any marine biologists or fish enthusiasts follow me im sorry fr butchering the colours ik there is supposed to b more copper/yellow#but i made it green fr Megu reasons#i also think its so cool tht they can flash different colours. yoinking that fr megumi he lights up green when hes excited i make the rules#the scales on his torso being in the same areas as his post-canon sukuna scars is probably my fav detail :'>#was rly proud when i thought of that one#anyway im not planning on doing anything or turning this in2 a full au this ws just a design exercise but know that he is In My Brain Smile#yuuji abt 2 b banned fr life from his local aquarium who said that
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this is now my roman empire
"ollie, are you with us?" "ah- i see my team!! but i don't know where… ah, i see them there!!! 😁😁"
#the prema family ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ i love this so much#love them all#ollie my cutest baby :( im so proud already#but also so nervous for the race aaaaa#at least he looks less nervous than yesterday!!! 🫶#f1#formula 1#formula one#f2#formula two#formula 2#ollie bearman#prema racing#ferrari driver academy#scuderia ferrari#ferrari racing#jeddah gp 2024#jeddah 2024
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I love Raph and haven’t said that enough so to be more specific I love that Raph is a soft boy who loves bear plushies, a gross boy who eats an assortment of things that are definitely better left alone, a smart boy who is more than capable of taking down villains through planning and fortitude alike, a strong boy who is dedicated to training his muscles and fighting prowess, a teenage boy who loves his brothers but is more than happy to tease and roughhouse with them, an angry boy who sometimes lets his anger take a hold of him to cover the fear, a gentle boy who is generous with hugs and affirmations to those he loves, a capable boy who takes on more than should ever be expected of a teenager, a good boy who just wants to be a hero and slowly comes to realize the cost of that duty, a good boy who has no reservations about putting himself in the way of harm coming to his family, a good boy who’s a great brother and son and person and deserves only the best the world has to offer.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rise raph#he’s so wonderful frfr#my poor boy is traumatized but still so proud of what they accomplished because they’re HEROES#what started as something fun - Saturday morning cartoon-like heroes vs villains esque - soon becomes his calling#and he loses himself a little along the way#because the world is TERRIFYING now#if they don’t do something about the bad things in the world then worse things will come#and Raph CARES too much to let it happen#even at the expense of his own happiness and youth#and he luckily reigns back that fear - knowing his family is there to keep an eye out with him#and he finally lets himself be a kid again#he’s very well rounded and his flaws are so good because (like the others) they are ALSO his strengths#I like how it’s softly implied that bears are his fav animal too bc that’s cute af#headcanon that he likes them so much because a stuffed bear was the first toy splinter managed to get Raph#but yeah one of my favorite things about tmnt is that the characters are well rounded and rottmnt exemplifies that immensely#with raph being no exception!!#amazing big brother and character#there’s a REASON in my tmnt main character tierlist he’s S tier!!!!#hot take but in terms of who should be leader I think it should be less who’s the better leader-#-and more who’s the better leader FOR THIS SPECIFIC MISSION#bc all four can be great leaders fight me on that#APRIL can as well 100%#doesn’t need a designated leader for them to succeed#they just need ~communication~#one of my favorite things tying Raph and Leo together is that they both *hide*#I’ve talked about Leo’s many masks a lot but Raph has one too#and it’s the mask of a hero - the mask of the protector
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making and weaving and loving! like we have done for millennia!!
#mine#original#ough. hello.#happy new year!!!!! first drawing of th year!!!!!!!!#also LAKSBF 15k followers. hello. welcome#i taught bf how to crochet n hes making a blanket....the irl insp for this piece...#im so proud of these colours....i used an actual real life colour palette..n i think that is th way forward#also . gradient maps my beloved#why have i always refused ur warm embrace.......#dont pay attention 2 the wool bowls okay ive seen a picture of one like once#i do want one however. tho why r they so expensive#its a bowl w a hole in it. relax#ive been listening 2 the silmarillion audiobook as ive been working...i love it sm its like incomprehensible#like. idk what ur talking abt but i love it all th same!!#i tried reading it last year n was like.......okay anyway#rereading gay nuclear disaster book rn....natasha pulley would it kill u 2 write a smut scene#i want 2 see th horrible little scientist man get railed#next book after this is . 1030 pages oaodghsdugd#my goal is to read 50 books this year but i do not think that will happen bc i refuse 2 read books less than 400 pages skjdgbskjd#someone ask me about books. i have so many opinions abt books#okay good evening. i leave u w love
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Is there anything you want to talk to me about? You already knew about me and Lady Pin, didn't you? About what?
Becky Armstrong as PRINCESS ANIN and Ohm Kanin as PRINCE ANAN THE LOYAL PIN | EP. 10
#the loyal pin#pinpak#becky armstrong#ohm kanin#freenbecky#aninpin#anilpin#lana.gifs#theloyalpin.gifs#despite the hardships of coloring this scene i really really wanted to have it on my blog#for some reason i was expecting prince anan to be the one sibling less inclined to understand anin's point of view but#of course as the one who adores her the most he was willing to understand her in a way that i don't expect the rest of their family to matc#my usually very cold unimpresed heart was touched by this part in ways i can't even comprehend let alone explain#but this really is one of those gifsets i made for me with all my heart and i'm so proud of it for this reason inconsistent coloring aside#tuserrowan#tuseralexa#tusersilence#rinblr#userrlaura#userrelisa#userbon#usejamiec#userspring#usertoptaps#clairedaring
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very weird science
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salute
#alt title: growth (without one another)#i like the idea of them meeting by accident again in the future#like?? imagine probably more or less a decade after Chariot retires!!!!!!!#it would be SUCHHH a bittersweet moment because they'd be proud of one another but still longing for that relationship they always wanted.#but by this time?? the world might be a more calm than it used to be.. and maybe.. MAYBEEE Captain Garrick's gonna make a move fr this time#my art#2024#cod oc#my ocs#gaz x oc#call of duty#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod#cod mwii#cod mw#cod mwiii#modern warfare#mw#mw2#mw3#gaz cod#kyle gaz garrick#kyle garrick#oc#ocs#original character#original characters#character design
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i put my hand near my mouth so i know i'm still breathing
#another tuxedomoon inspired comic !!!!!!!! (the audience is unfazed)#this is after the 5th moon incident#in the 2 years of vash being eric and wolfwood being vash-less#eriks** tf was that autocorrect#also i think he had absolutely not good sex in order to forget abt vash#painful and miserable yk#hence the 'boys buying boys/pleasure bringing pain is all the same' lines#im especially proud of this composition#and it's based on one of my favourite songs so it deserves the best art (or as good as i can yk)#the song is called 'desire' by tuxedomoon#and it has a minute long monologue that i know by heart bc it's amazing#and its very vashwood coded too#anyway#trigun#vashwood#my art#nicholas d. wolfwood#vash the stampede#trigun fanart#trigun maximum#tuxedomoon#Spotify
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in the impact we become antimatter
faces :]]]
#grrrrrrrr this has been a wip for way to long but for some reason i could not draw zam's expression in profile to save my fucking life#actually very proud of it now tho yippee!!#hiii post pmc betrayal confrontation#also this song. is so goddamn good#and is such an end of season 5 song#oughhghh if i knew how to animatic. and maybe if it was a little less heavy.... the possibilities... who knows maybe one day...#princezam#minutetech#lifesteal smp#lifesteal fanart#lssmp#my art#tealarts
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Reposting this from my twitter thread because it hasn't left my head (and adding a tiny bit more).
Seen so many questionable takes lately about the ivantill kiss, and I know everyone is allowed to have different opinions and interpretations but.
No, Ivan didn’t just pretend to kiss Till for the show. And no, he wasn't trying to make Till hate him either or trying to trigger him over his implied SA to snap him into action.
I think the whole point of the scene (confirmed by the creators) is Ivan finally breaking his mask of perfection and control and giving in to his messy, all consuming feelings, being selfish for once.
Yes, by the end before the strangling starts, he appears more clear headed and now focused on the objective of manipulating the score. But he doesn't really look at it until AFTER he starts strangling Till.
The kiss itself wasn't part of the strategy, or at least not entirely something calculated. Ivan could have skipped the kiss and strangled Till right away and gotten the same result.
The fact that he kissed him AGAIN after he started strangling him, more softly and 'personal', almost like a goodbye or an apology (whether for his selfishness or for their past), tells me he wanted it.
I think a last selfish act doesn't diminish the love he had for Till, it just shows the tragedy of ALNST. Ivan is only human after all. And no matter what kind of mask he built for himself and what illusion of control he had over his life, when faced with the real, imminent possibility of losing Till, he crumbled and did something unexpected.
I have more to say about the Ivan and Sua parallels and how he finally understands her in the Confession comic etc etc but I think I've yapped enough.
I just don't like it when people try to mold the narrative because they're uncomfortable with an unconsensual kiss. It's meant to be painful and heartwrenching, a reflection on Ivan's one sided-feelings and his desperation at the moment —to be seen for the first (and last) time, to not be left behind, to convey his emotions in the only way he could when being seconds away from death.
After all the team confirmed that Ivan is clumsy with emotions and only knows to convey them in 'childish' ways (the nuzzling against his face, the picking fights with Till and teasing him).
I think some people like to think of the kiss as something purely calculated and selfless because it makes it more 'palatable', but in my opinion this take washes out Ivan's character and the flaws that make him just as human, vulnerable and complex as the rest of the cast. He was willing to throw away his life and his perfect image because he wanted something that badly.
#ivantill#alnst#alien stage#someone on twitter added a very good point that the kiss not being premeditated works in ivan's favor because it humanises him and i agree#till has always been the one to bring out the most messy human side of him#the one he was utterly unable to pretend to be prince charming around#i just have SO MANY FEELINGS about this scene in general#also Qmeng and team seem very proud of her kiss drawing abilities and i think she'd be devastated if she read ppl saying he was just#playing pretend asdf#i think ivan not looking like he was enjoying it had less to do with it being calculated and more to do with him understanding the one-side#nature of his love and the gravity of the situation they were in
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me: im gonna take a break from drawing today!
also me: DRAW THESE BITCHES AS PONIES
ive literally never drawn mlp art a day in my life. What is wrong with me
#i think 8 year old me who used deviantart bases to make mlp versions of fnaf characters would be so proud rn#anyway i was actually thinking about “”lore“” while drawing this#i think maybe the soul jam would be the equivalent to the elements of harmony#even though i based sm's proportions off of nightmare moon and chrysalis#i think he and the other beasts would be more or less similar to discord#in which theyre awakened one by one and cause a bunch of problems (sm in this case would be causing chaos to entertain himself)#and they have to be defeated by the soul jam#even though it would be funny if mystic flour thanos snapped everyone again i think she would be similar to starlight glimmer in which#she kinda brainwashes everyone to become completely apathetic and lacking in any individuality#and taking their cutiemarks away and stuff . Thoughts chat?#also i am aware that men in the show have completely different proportions but i think they all look ugly so i went w the girl pony bodies#SUE ME!!!#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#crk#mlp#my little pony#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#vanilla milkshake#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#my art#clip studio paint#2024
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The beheading of Cazador
Closeups and background info below 👇
This is a classic painting study based off of Judith slaying Holofernes by Artemisia Gentileschi, 1614–18. In the story, Judith, a beautiful widow, is able to enter the tent of Holofernes because of his desire for her. Holofernes was an Assyrian general who was about to destroy Judith's home, the city of Bethulia. Overcome with drink, he passes out and is decapitated by Judith.
#my art#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#baldurs gate astarion#bg3 cazador#illustration#digital illustration#digital art#fantasy#dnd#d&d#can’t believe this monster is finally done#shockingly this took me less than 25 hours#y’all I just love Astarion so much and his story means so much to me#I’m like actually really proud of this one#wow guess who was dumb and misspelled Cazador when they initially posted this lmao
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Magical Girl Pokedex 0001 - Bulbasaur
Here I go starting a project I've wanted to work on for a while! I love pokémon and designing magical girls, so this seemed like a fun combo~ I plan to go through as much of Kanto as I can manage, starting of course with the very first in the dex, and my own starter of choice from Kanto 💚
#magical girl pokedex#pokemon#pokedex#bulbasaur#magical girl#pokemon gijinka#redesign#carliedraws#carliedrawspkmn#pkmn#idk how long these will take and i know I won't go this hard for most of the pokemon#i wanna be able to finish after all#and i might combine a few because i have less pages to work with than i thought#i do Not plan on doing all 1000. at least to this degree.#but we have over 1000 pokes now so#anyway heres BULBA#im pretty proud of my concept for the cowboy one
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