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did you really like "rant" by bo burnham when you were like 14 or were you normal?
#the freshman weirdgirl outcast instinct to listen to bo burnham#and get really invested in like.#rant. uhh what was the other one um NERDS#from god's perspective that's a great one#left brain right brain obviously#ART IS DEAD!!! love art is dead#anyway. really showing my whole ass here.#bo burnham#this ones for the girls with no friends in school who listened to bo burnham and sat by themselves!!!
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A phone call between brothers (takes place AFTER this incident and Fiddleford's phone call)
Sorry if this is OOC!
#mama~ just killed a man~~#<- PLEASE get that reference#anyways- the lipgloss is popping and the girlies are slaying <3 (literally)#psychologically messing with the doomed narrative brothers just for the fucksies and the funsies#as per usual#been planning on this lore drop for a WHILE but got sidetracked- so here it is later than never#A brief insight on how Stan got roped into the whole mess and why Ford is so insistent on bringing Bill back#there's a little more to it like how Bill kinda acted like a parasite in Ford's brain?? and it latched onto his mind until he became#like codependant and INTEGRAL to his brain and whatnot#and then Ford killing him from his mindscape was basically the equivalent of him smashing the load bearing pillar of his mind with a#big ass hammer#sooo it left a GAPING hole where Bill used to be- making Ford believe Bill cursed him or did something to him during his last breaths as#revenge#(which Bill obviously didn't because he was busy DYING- altho it's completely fair of Ford to believe that of Bill- that narsty skank)#so he's trynna bring Bill back to figure that shit out- BUT also ALSO keep in mind that Ford is a leetol bit frazzled atm#he's not in his right mind- so he's making stupid decisions and stupid thoughts#anyways#gravity falls#gravity falls au#stanford pines#ford pines#grunkle ford#stanley pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#bill cipher#my art#my writing#HWINEBHABWNAJCAHOWEEATOWEUB AU#tw graphic descriptions
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Had this AU kinda simmering on the sidelines for a while, but after the recent lore drop for the alt timeline (and for being in the franchise long enough to understand the characters a lil better), I finally decided to drop this thing.
Basic premise of this thing is that instead of fully blowing up far away in space, Max wound up blowing up close enough to Earth's orbit (since Stinky was actually forced to toss her phone while leaving). This made it so his bits came barreling back like a meteor but recondensed themselves to form a body again (in part thanks to the dark matter still in him). During the process however the two halves of his brain refused to reconnect hence why there's two extra Maxes now instead of one.
Alt still shows up though, the above process took just enough time for the ending scene to play out but not long enough for Sam & Alt to leave the pier (the time elevator still gets sent away though so Alt's pretty much stranded in this timeline).
Now all 4 of em are kinda just stuck living together. Sam doesn't have the guts to ditch any of them because part of him wants to move on with Alt, but on the otherhand SuperEgo and ID remind him too much of when they were a whole person...rabbit.
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Bit of a sidenote sorta-kinda but, obviously all the Maxes hate each others' guts and try to get rid of one another by almost any means necessary. Problem with this is the fact SuperEgo and ID came from the same person afterall, so they can't really hurt each other or else they wind up hurting themselves. If one experiences damage done to their body then the other will experience phantom pain from it, be it sudden bruises coming out of nowhere or spontaneous cuts popping up.
#sam and max#sam and max spoilers#sam and max freelance husbands#the devil's playhouse spoilers#Three's A Crowd AU#silver's artwork#also just gonna add this here but even though SuperEgo was kinda standoffish in the game. I'd imagine he still likes Sam-#-hence why he sticks around#sure he may not be a fan of how he acts most of the time but he still finds comfort in Sam's company that noone else can seem to provide#other side notes I'm gonna add down here: despite his wings. ID can't fly and can only at best hover#and as for the exposed brains. tried to make sure it was obvious they were only exposed on one side#SuperEgo's popping out on his left while ID's leans from the right#obviously no exposed brain for Alt Max but he does get fucked up ears#those are thanks to ID from yanking them whenever those two fight#also also would've added Sam in the first pic but there wasn't much change in his design aside from baggase under his eyes#can't recall anything else that needs mentioning atm so Imma just leave it at this
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roughing out some concept sketches for more bill fashion designs
#bill cipher#gravity falls#fashion design#??? sort of???#the bottom middle ones are most definitely my favs. in part bc theyll actually be possible to make jfkdlsa#top left is also my fav but needs work#bottom right i hate but felt like doing a sibling for the original eyeball design. i might mess with it more or just scrap it#top right is the loosest obviously and doesnt really have an idea beyond 'can i make a wireframe and glue it to someones shoulders'#the black and white one needs a bunch of work but ive got a set theme in mind for that one so i miiiiight stick with it#and the triangles one is just bc i wanna make a triangle headpiece based off this googly eye mask i found#bottom left is meh. just an excuse to mess with that kind of gauzy layered fabric and see if i could make it pyramidesque#im having fun though!!!#ive got like 4 other concepts in mind that i need to figure out but havent got any sketches down for them yet#but for now: back to my regularly scheduled effigy work. just had to extract these from my brain real quick.#fluffle art
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Some people might come for my butt for this, but I gotta say,
I hate when Irondad and Spiderson fics make Peter Tony's biological child.
Like, I'm sorry, but it feels like some people are allergic to found or adoptive families.
#i love Irondad & Spiderson (only in the MCU obviously)#but whenever I see 'bio son au' or 'Peter Parker is Tony Stark's biological son' I lose part of my soul#and don't get me started on May and Ben Parker erasure#like I know Ben doesn't appear and barelly gets mentioned in the MCU but he exists and he still is important to Peter and May#ALSO THE MAY ERASURE PISSES ME OFF! SHE IS RIGHT THERE!! AND SHE IS PRETTY AWESOME!!#WHY ARE PEOPLE ERASING THE ONLY PARENT THAT RAISED HIM AND THAT PETER HAS (HAD AFTER NWH) LEFT IN THE MCU!!#it's insane to me how quick some people are to erase the characters that make Peter Parker - well - Peter Parker#he is a Parker not a Stark#I mean he can be a Stark but he is a Parker first and foremost#also... uhm... how bio son fics make Mary Parker cheat on her husband with Tony... ya I don't wanna touch that with ten foot pole#actually I think I wanna beat up that idea with a ten foot pole#sorry not sorry#look I get that fanfiction is supposed to be fun and people are allowed to do wtv they want in it but these ideas and AUs bug me#they feel wrong okay#peter parker#spiderman#spiderson#tony stark#iron man#irondad#mcu#marvel fanfiction#marvel#my opinion#spidey-brain talks
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Hey Guys... I just had a Thought.
I don't think Kafka is going to be around much longer...
I don't mean that he's going to die, I think he's just going to stop, like... Existing? Being present? In Kaiju Number 8.
What I mean to say is that, with the recent chapters having him essentially accept a deeper connection with the Kaiju inside him, and the Kaiju Inside Him is basically a hive mind made out of shame and intense hatred, I'm starting to wonder if a deeper connection would mean getting absorbed into the Hive Mind. I mean, it's probably not going to stay like that forever, but if it means finally taking out the Meraki Kaiju once and for all (Or at the very least, making it run off to lick its wounds) Then I could see Kafka acting very different after the Kn.9 Evolution 2: Electric Boogaloo.
Like, Soshiro and Mina come up to him after the dust settles and they try to congratulate him on defeating the Kaiju, only to have Kn8 turn and look at them with a blank expression, cocking it's head at them in curiosity before addressing them like they've only just met. Then It breaks it down what happened to Kafka while he was temporarily out of commission and just seeing the looks of horror and sadness come over Mina and Soshiro as they realize what Kaiju Number 8 is and furthermore that Kafka is just, kinda gone (for now).
I could really see it happening because them it could act as a narrative foil to Kn9. Kn9 was cycling through being a puppet/ avatar for the Meraki Kaiju up until now. It's only just gaining power now that the Meraki Kaiju has full control, I.E, Kn9 is just a flesh puppet/ it's not absorbed, just dead.
But in Kafka's case, it's essentially going to be one with the mass of soul/voices/consciousness that he's got stored inside him. And I mean... A million heads is better than one, right guys? {chuckles nervously.}
#It's like If every symbiote merged into Eddie all at once.#And the only way to control it is if you just went with the flow#I.E let everyone get a piece of your brain.#Obviously its not going to stay that way#It's not like Matsumoto has been acting like the creator of Chainsaw man and has been dishing out irreparable trauma left and right.#but this might be a pattern#One of these days I will predict something right.#kaiju no. 8#kn8#kaiju no 8#kaiju number 8#kafka hibino#kaiju no.8#kaiju n8#kaiju no. eight#Kn8 manga#Soshiro definitely broke down crying and tried to punch Kn8 while in tears. Nothing happened ofc#I wrote this so I wouldn't have this turn into a Fic later
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redrew a few old expressions from february!!! one never notices how much their art style changes in some months till you compare side by side www
(the old ones for comparison ↓)
#re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#fanart#you had no idea how bad my hand was itching to draw him i was so gon die there (joke)#more so because i replayed the game these days and wanted to check my old expression sheets from february i made based on some lines ...#usual commentary time☺️☺️☺️#top left may be obviously different and thats because i didnt actually base it off the old one in that case. i based it off his sprite#but the old one is based on that same sprite; just with context of line so...#no idea what went on these months that the way i drew his ahoge went from simple strands to little circular things JEKSNDL#im not sure how to explain it but point is i . i dont know what happened there but now my brain doesnt let me draw it any other way#top right had his line of sight changed for a very goofy detail i completely overlooked in the old one ... he is the baby of the group😭#it's very unlikely anyone's shorter than him and since everyone goes from being 1 to 4 years older than him. hes gonna end up looking up😭😭#it would be one thing if the cast was older because puberty and height and stuff but it aint the case here cuz. he's like. 7??😭#so i found it funny he was looking down in the old one then i fixed his line of sight to he looking upwards . which looks goofier on him#really adds to it. the person who killed your whoel family needs to look up to look at you in the eye😭 cuz its a little baby😭😭#the fun thing in comparing the old and new is how my approach in drawing him just. changes completely#back then i did the chibi like approach when drawing him thats it. that was the mindset#now it's “he needs to look more like a bug MAKE HIS EYES TAKE MORE SPACE IN HIS FACE he neeeddds to look like a bug ...”#worked i need to put him in a blender /JOKE JOKE JOKE LIGHTHEARTED JOKE😭😭
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Tonight, right now, not even ten minutes ago, might have been the closest I got to an outright hatecrime
#morningtalks#Ask to tag#<- I have no clue what I'd have to tag this tbh#But for the story.#Me and my friend (crush) are walking at two am after quite the night. I am fully sober but she's got a few drinks and is just tired now#Like we're walking in silence she's just done type of tired#(part of me worries I was too in love with her tonight but I will do my best to rationalize it as Her Being Tired and not my fault somehow)#But yeah we're walking there and we see/hear a bunch of guys that are clearly not on their first drink#They plan to go to the bar we were so I'm glad we left but they are full on far right singing slogans about getting the leftists out#We cross each other on the street and they immediately begin asking us if we're lefties but then they see my pins#And the fact that we're two girls walking alone and assume we're both lesbians#Ify I obviously am. I have Pins lmao but my crush is not (?)#But yeah I had heard their slogans from afar and had already grabbed my scissors discretely in case something happened#I was genuinely just getting myself ready to fight them all just to leave my friend a chance to run if possible#But I was genuinely scared for her (and also for me but I have a bad habit of prioritizing others' wellbeing and especially here)#So they think we're lesbians and immediately start yelling they don't like lesbians and some other hurtful stuff#But it didn't fully enter my brain. I genuinely don't care#But I was still very afraid they DO something#Luckily they just walked away and we were left in peace but I was genuinely ready to do literally anything to not let my friend get hurt#By these men#I might see her a bit tomorrow. Probably not a lot but we'll see each other#And she doesn't seem to mind too much (she thought we'd see each other next week for class obviously and said “til next week”#(translated quite literally))#I thanked her for the evening still but I genuinely think she just needs to sleep and I don't have to overthink everything that happened#In the end#The first hours of the night were AMAZING though. Genuinely never been closer to her than there I adored every second of it#(and the other people were fun too but. She. Yano)#Anyways I have a thing at 11 I'll go sleep before being fully dead for that thing#But I might genuinely have a delayed reaction on those last events tomorrow#But now I gotta sleep too
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this isn't gonna be a scene in the fic but i just made myself laugh thinking about my new year's divergence au and imagining ellen asking her kids if they have any new year's resolutions
and alex just grinning from ear to ear and saying with his whole chest
"fuck the monarchy"
#whether this is before or after he's come out to her is up to reader interpretation#personally i think it's 100000x funnier if it's before bc then there's the added confusion#of ellen worrying that she needs to send her dumbass son on another apology tour with henry#(which he would obviously not complain about)#she really thought they'd sorted this out already they both seemed to be in good spirits when henry left earlier 🤔#meanwhile june is smacking alex with a throw pillow because she doesn't want to hear about that shit#and ellen quickly realizes she is missing something#rwrb#my fics#my writing#tomatoes#i did not come up with this entire two-part fic series just to make a fuck the monarchy joke i promise#i'm pretty sure that just happened bc it's been a weird fucking month and my brain is exhausted and dumb things feel really funny right now#but i'm also not sorry#new year's duology
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Either the people around me are lying because they don't want to admit they're wrong, OR I really am saying things out loud that I don't remember saying out loud, and NOT saying things out loud that I thought I had said out loud, and uhhhhh... that's concerning! :')
#I feel like I'm legitimately insane or have an extremely early onset Alzheimer's case or something#'cause like#why am I not knowing if I actually said things or not#and people keep telling me 'you said this other thing' or 'no you never said that' etc.#like is my brain really that fucked up orrrrrr#idk this can't be normal right??#I'm in a constant state of sleep deprivation and I sometimes take meds that make me drowsy but like#I shouldn't be acting like I have no brain matter left???#what the fuck is wrong with me#best of all is how people see me suffering and they're like 'yeah she's obviously forgetting stuff to be a bitch so let's be mad at her! :)#OR what I said before about how I'm not forgetting things and they're just lying to me.#I genuinely can NOT tell what is going on and it's scaring me...#but everyone blames it on me either way#I REALLY wanted to have a good day today but like. things like this really hurt :')#I feel like I'm too fucking stupid to function and I'll never accomplish anything#because I literally can't even keep track of what I'm saying or doing vs. what I'm just imagining#what the fuck I hate this#just put me down already
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so a super old friend from literal primary school just reached out to me for the first time in like over a decade and they have a kid now and stuff and I'm just sitting with the fact that I'm like almost in my late 20's and literally have nothing to show for it.
Like 'what have you been up to'
Literally nothing. Trauma and nasty people being nasty. Im essentially back to where I was as a teen. So anyway, cute kid 🥺 I'm gonna keel over and die now.
#no but its literally super sweet of them to reach out obviously cause they 100% did have to at all#like we initially went to the same high school but they moved to a different school cause bullying and we kinda grew apart#like they have always been a super nice person to me and because of all the shit ive been through this past decade#i really dont have any friends left so having someone think of me made me super teary and sad#anyway maybe check in on people you used to be friends with cause they may be going through some tough times and its just nice to hear that#someone is thinking of you#i could literally ball my eyes out cause i experienced such debilitating mental illness as a kid that i didnt have treated til in my 20s an#i feel like its a huge reason none of the people that i thought were my friends stuck around and i just feel super lonely a lot#like yay my brains finally healing but now what#anyway sorry to ramble im just a bit fragile right now#its brought up a lot of really nice memories and i just cant believe how old those memories are and i wish i was a better friend#not dnp#lol#bipswordvomit#sorry i try to keep my real life off here for the most part but i guess anonymously screaming into the digital void is freeing sometimes
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bts bias order go
omg marry me ♡♡♡♡♡. LINDSAY DON'T LOOK AND DON'T @ ME
namjoon -> hobi -> yoongi -> jin -> tae -> jungkook -> jimin
✩⡱ send me a group and i'll tell you my bias order
#ask game#☀ bts#the rap line is incredibly mutable and changes with my current mood but also i fear i am a rapmon truther he'd understand me#my loser cringe is recognized and raised by his loser cringe and all that#BUT HOBI?????????????? YOONGI????????????? don't remind me don't remind me#yoongi and hobi oft change places tbh i mean yoongi was my og bias right#but hobi is so <33333333333333#also you are Soooooo incredibly hobi coded clara don't let anyone lie and tell you otherwise#you're like a hobi sun jin moon or whatever the astrology girlies say#or wait is it rising or something#idk don't quote me on the logistics simply FEEL it in your heart#BUT JIN AND TAE MY BIAS WRECKERRRRRSSSSSSSSS#but jimin and jungkook <3333333 my bestie and brother <333333#so much fondness but there we go <3#tae was never one of my classic bias wreckers but i think it's the fact that i would give my left leg and right arm for yeontan's sake that#he has raised so astronomically through the rankings.#like are you not IN LOVE. WITH YEONTAN.#but jungkook my brother!!!!!!!!!!! my baby brother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my annoying but endearing younger brother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#tbh i should perhaps change his place with jimin#actually wait yeah give me a sec#BUT NO I ACTUALLY DO REALLY LOVE JIMIN OKAY#he's so funky and cool and iconic#but i have less brainspace dedicated to him#the rapline has a whole ass penthouse in my cranium and jin and tae (read: with yeontan in tow) are constantly crashing in the living room#and jungkook is my brother so obviously he comes to stand in the middle of my brain and then flexes; tells me he cooked and didn't do the#dishes; them leaves again#jimin king if you were more obnoxious in taking over my brain and making the place yours you'd be higher in the ranking
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I know "rude-and-not-ginger" is ten's thing but I swear to god it applies to eleven so much more. that should be HIS joke nickname that man is a BITCH!!!! I love him but he's such a nasty little mean bitch
#he is constantly insulting and shouting at mofos left and right lol#not to say nine and ten did not also shout and insult other species but I feel like eleven is doing it CONSTANTLY for no reason#also “rule one: the doctor lies” ?!?! WHAT INSANE#do you understand how upset I first was (and still kinda am) when THAT became the new rule one???#nine and ten would be APPALLED#especially nine that man was NOT a liar#eleven is a silly goofy guy but he's sooo mean for no reason#forever going to have the time he kept telling everyone to stfu in 5x06 in my brain#that was the first time I was like “wth I don't like this new new new doctor” xD#(tho obviously I do love him now it was quite a rocky road at first)#feel free to tell me I'm an idiot and nine and ten were worse but I do not remember nor feel like they were#eleventh doctor#doctor who
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Ughhhhhhh I hate writing and I hate not writing and I hate myself
#nearly bought a digital typewriter today. actually i DID buy a digital typewriter today. officially yes i have bought a digital typewriter.#the money for the digital typewriter has left my account but i have emailed them to cancel the order because i can't in good faith buy#a digital typewriter when i don't fucking WRITE#i thought it might help me get back into it. distraction free and while allowing me to not judge my own writing#and be continuously editing while i write and going 'i'm crap i'm crap i'm crap no one will ever read this and if they do they will think#that i'm garbage and that i should feel bad etc etc etc'#but it's too expensive and i have the feeling i wouldn't even like or use the thing once i got it#because the IDEAS! the ideas aren't coming to me. or rather they are but none of them seem to stick#i feel underconfident in writing any of them#and then i have old projects that i've always wanted to get back to like the tennis romance thing but SO much has changed since i first#started drafting it. like i don't even know if i like the main couple anymore. i kind of want to put both of them with different OCs of min#but it'd switch up the WHOLE story if i had a different cast#in fact most of the problem lies in the fact that i have this long-running bedtime story i tell myself every night with lore#and a massive cast of characters that i switch out depending on who i'm most interested in right now and every so often i incorporate new#themes and ideas and motifs and plot points sometimes based on media i've been watching because it's MY bedtime story and it doesn't matter#if i plagiarise in my own brain. but then obviously i can't plagiarise in real life#and none of my bedtime stories are GOING anywhere. sometimes i only get through a scene or two before i fall asleep#all of which means my bedtime story is not so much a sweeping epic novel but a sitcom with way too many characters#most of which are werewolves to be honest and sometimes for my own wish fulfilment one of them will walk out of my head#and take care of my problems for me by lending me £1million or murdering my best friend's ex. in my mind obviously#so it's like. it's a case of getting in there and annexing off the stuff i think i can use#it's like yeah i've definitely written several romance novels in my head in the process of this but does it matter if they're IN my HEAD#to be honest i feel like my main strength is in creating characters. like i have this one family of werewolves i've been slowly but surely#adding members to since i was like 16. maybe younger? no yeah i think i made the first one when i was 12#they're compelling to ME anyway. i care about them. it's just PLOTS. i can't plot#if a book could just be a lot of dialogue and sex scenes and silly moments and character studies i'd be alright#i also can't describe settings. don't ask me to because i can't#and now i'm just annoyed with myself because i sat down at my laptop to try to write and instead i'm here complaining about how i don't wri#and if i had the digital typewriter... i mean i'd probably still be doing this i'd just no longer have £300#i don't have the £300 anyway. i hope to christ they refund my card i'm a fucking idiot
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Not all of them, but why do like 99% of "why I left the left" posts/videos literally just boil down to one of three things:
"Some leftists (usually online, sometimes IRL) were mean to me"
"My friends were leftist and I wanted them to like me"
Or "I didn't understand *insert group of people associated with the left*"
Not to mention upon explaining their past views they are usually not even leftist they're just like white liberal at best :skull:
I'm sorry but if people being mean is enough to make you not care about marginalized people anymore/abandon your beliefs you have absolutely no fucking backbone whatsoever and are a little worm.
And if you were only progressive because your friends were does that even count as "leaving the left??" You.. you were never actually on it bro. What.
#leftism#left wing#left#leftist#leftblr#Right wingers were mean to me but that is not why I left the right lmao#I did not get on the right because I wanted people to like me but stayed there near the end of the “era” because of it for like idk a few#months#I left the right because 99% of the time they have literally no sources for their arguments and when they do upon looking into it it's#biased as shit#I left the right because the more I actually looked into these issues the more the “leftist” side made sense upon ACTUALLY deeply looking#into it.#I wasn't just some moderate either#I liked Daily Wire#I was a fascist sympathizer#rabid transphobe who was genuinely vile#I had a lot of typical right wing opinions and also have been on the more moderate right as well like#I'm not just some former moderate saying they left the left#Which the majority of those people were like moderate or liberal at best but hardly ever leftist#Granted this was a hot minute ago#like years ago#I obviously do not stand by any of it lmfao and also my brain was still developing at the time and prior to that “era”#I was back and forth politically#I feel like being super right wing now a days is smthn people grow out of as they get older. Not to mention I had lore for why I was so eas#to radicalize. I was an easy target and they knew it.#There are right wing older people of course but generally I think we'll grow out of it.#As a society#Damn it's the happening in the tags mb
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how am i supposed to collect my gay little shows when i am sleeby and work and have to rewatch the multi-seasoned shows i literally just finished
#i have a whole trajectory in my brain. im like ‘okay after i Finally finish x-files (1.5 eps left) im gonna go thru twin peaks bc it’s#basically the same premise except slightly earlier and also it’s only two seasons and also men in black bc obviously’#but that means i also gotta watch buffy tvs if im collecting the spn-like shows arsenal (but good)#but after twin peaks i was prolly gonna FINALLY do hannibal after like a decade also bc it’s only 3 seasons#and also iwtv bc i promised brenna a while ago and it’s only two seasons#but also wwdits ive been meaning to forever especially since it’s still kinda coming out. oh and cant forget merlin. which has been on my#list since 2014 like hannibal. oh and i Actually gotta rewatch + actually finish house md. which i kinda wanna do before all that but maybe#not. and oh fuck im way overdue on ACTUALLY getting thru the star treks other than just TOS#but how am i supposed to do any of that (ignoring any movies i wanna get seen) if i know im just gonna boot up xfiles s1ep1 right after#literally so unfair on god#i cant even Partially (mostly) split attention either. sometimes it’ll take me twice as long or MORE to watch an ep cause of how much im#pausing or repeating scenes/going back to process#mandont#dont even get me started on how much writer’s block (despite ideas) ive had
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