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fashion! turn to the left 🧛‍♂️

minha interpretação de sprusilla durante as décadas de 60, 70 e 80!

eng: my interpretation of sprusilla during the 60s, 70s and 80s!

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me, every time I latch onto a character in a new series: so there's this saddest girl in the world

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being a skins fan on this cursed webbed site is hell every skins tag is full of 14 year olds with multiple untreated mental disorders who want to be effy stonem because depression is so Aesthetic. pack it up babes i'm looking for thinkpieces on how tragic chris's entire character arc is.

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Niche art for you tday

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I was thinking about this dream I had months ago, where it's like if buffy arrived when she was supposed to, and it still doesn't make a difference anyways. she befriends willow and xander and everyone. imagine the harvest is put off, at a later date to give everyone time to get closer to one another, whatever, but she fails to stop it this go around. the master rises. buffy is left trying to fight the good fight with only a year or so under her belt and it's not working

willow is the first to fall from within their group, excluding jesse from the counting. pure and simple bad luck. xander becomes quiet after her death. he stops joking, he stops smiling. he never strays too far from buffy's side, but when they encounter a vamped wil on a rescue mission, he's quickly bitten and taken away. buffy refuses to let herself think of the way he barely fought against wil at all. the rest of their friends seem to follow suit as time goes by

instead of these events hardening her, with their numbers rapidly dwindling and the two people she loves most in the world stolen from her, buffy becomes despondent. when willow and xander corner her alone in the library with a party of minions at their beck and call, she's so ruined by how quickly everything around her crumbled that she loses the fight. she sort of gets xander then

instead of killing her there though, xillow capture her and take her back to the bronze. and knowing she's surrounded outside by everyone she knew as vampires, without her weapons, and caged between her demon-ridged best friends, buffy's sure she's going to die. but neither of them bite her. she's not even bleeding... yet

willow runs her fingers along buffy's throat, before leaning in and following with dark red lips. from behind, xander has his hands firm around buffy's waist, holding her steady and still. when buffy's brain finally kicks into gear and she remembers to struggle, he just holds on tighter. buffy whimpers involuntarily at the grip, and shakily asks them what they're doing, what's going on?

willow backs off at her question, and laughs at the sight of her distressed expression. buffy can feel the grin on xander's face when leans into her backside and buries himself in her hair. willow tells her like they don't want to turn or kill her, no. much more fun this way. see, they plan on keeping her, their own personal pet slayer! xander nuzzles into buffy and reassures her that she could enjoy herself, if only she wouldn't fight them. it wouldn't have to be awful if she didn't make it

buffy knows she looks horrified by the end of their proposition. sickened. not as unwilling as she should be. willow pecks her on the lips and smiles

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buffy/kendra for the ship requests?

thank you for the suggestion! a little smooch for my favourite slayers <3

ship doodle requests

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I robot you jane... absolute banger of a bandillow episode 2 me. willow always in the middle of buffy and xander. they're so tightly huddled around her to the point you can barely see her between them when moloch gets zapped or whatever. they're both wickedly protective over willow and suspicious of her new guy. bander hasty b&e after chewing giles out bc they don't have TIME okay they have to go save willow NOW. the end scene......... LITERALLY what started me shipping bandillow c'mon now. I don't love this episode at all in the slightest but I do love what it gives me

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every time I see people complain that the narrative doesn't punish xander, it kinda makes me lose my head. the narrative punishes NO ONE. the ONLY person who suffers for their actions, truly directly is made to suffer for the choices they make, is BUFFY. and often she suffers for others' actions too. if you wanna complain about that then recognize it's a widespread issue and not an isolated incident that you're just using as an excuse to shit on xander

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i really just have teen wolf hysteria and it is incurable

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willow walking into a graveyard with an odd man who's giving off the worst vibes all alone without telling literally anybody where she is... girl did you WANT to die? cause this is how you do it!

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"well maybe I don't want a friend!" / "I never said I was yours" angel what in the ever loving fuck does that mean. he's LITERALLY just saying shit to sound mysterious and cool in front of buffy. oh my god he's so fucking lame

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adore that xander just. he knows how to ride a skateboard! he evidently does not know how to stop, however

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tubi doesn't allow screenshots, so I can't show you guys this guy from Buffy wearing what appears to be a green long-sleeved hawaiian shirt. with jellyfish on it. on top of another long-sleeved shirt. this is my 10 minute sketch-approximation of the screencap, but it looked stupid. and awesome. and I love it.

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“reminder that x character did terrible things” spoken not in like a scoldy or judgemental way or that they need to repent for their sins or whatnot. but as in “i love my guy who sucks. why are you taking the sucks out of my guy. that’s literally the best part about them.”

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ANGEL // 5.14 "Smile Time"

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not all ships are For wanting them to be in a happy healthy relationship together. sometimes shipping two characters means you want them to be erotically obsessed with each other and become entwined in a mutually toxic love affair for a few months and then horrifically break each other's hearts and never speak again. sometimes you want them to be codependent best friends with enough repression to explode a submarine who only make out/have sex when they're at their worst. sometimes you want them to pine after each other for years, never say anything, and then die. sometimes you want them to kill each other. this, too, is shipping