#just venting pls ignore

[rainbowcrowley]

nope'd out of school today bc i just wasn't feeling it. yay for setting boundaries i guess..?

i'm overworked and this 👌🏻 close to another burnout. i need vacation.....

2 weeks left......

[phoenxxcat]

how do I stop feeling so guilty for taking the time my body needs to rest. how do I stop blaming myself for my limitations. why do I struggle so much with the little things? I’ve spent all day in bed for a week now, skipping classes and neglecting chores. the only thing that gets me up is feeding my cats. if it weren’t for them, I don’t know how I’d manage.

[breninarthur]

i do ultimately write when darkness comes for me, but it's still really disheartening to work hard on it for so little payoff. the new chapter is nearly 4k and took over 3 months to get right... and it's had an extra four hits with no more kudos or comments 🙃

[weirdmeal]

i got a cpap machine ages ago and finally set it up but i hate it so much i feel like a science project like in a bad way

like there’s all this shit wrong with me and i find something new every day and i can’t even fucking Sleep normal

can i just have a break. like can i just wake up healthy or something. i think i would give almost anything to just have a normal fucking body again even for a day

like no pain no dizzy spells or weakness or fatigue. functioning correctly for the first time in years. could you imagine. if i didn’t need a fucking Breathing Machine to even sleep or a cane or 700000000 medications. if i didn’t have to fear my inevitable physical decline years before all my friends because my body is made of fucking wet paper

and i’ll be fine i’ve managed so far. but i see how my mom and sister are doing and i know what’s coming for me sooner rather than later

just. some days it’s enough to make me slip backwards a little bit

[resident-tomb-rat]

bruh i hate myself so much lol

[fyodior]

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[fuckyeah-bears]

whhhhyyyyyyyyy is everything sooooo motherfucking expensive????? don’t they know I can’t afford all this shit???

[madolecence]

Listen 99% of the time I’m fine being single bc there’s nothing wrong with it and relationships don’t always bring you peace but that 1% of the time I am FUCKING PISSED I’M SINGLE bc I feel so alone like c’mon. Logically it’s nothing about me but what is it about me why haven’t I even met anyone I’ve actually liked in years

[spookythesillyfella]

" Losing battle of loss "

[allieintrovert]

sorry guys idk why has my posts become increasingly more sad i swear im trying not to project all my sadness onto here

[samrut]

Hot take, but -

Edgy humor can be taken too far. You can't write off all of the vile shit that you spew as a joke and expect folks to laugh with you.

Honestly, I don't see the appeal of purposely saying disgusting things to folks to piss them off or offend them, just for a chuckle.

[niallermybabe]

msorrymsorrymsorrymsosorrymsorry

[giggleesblog]

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[kaitaiga]

I hate that tiktok trend where its a soldier posting their partner to “No grave can hold my body down, I’ll crawl home to her”

[dangerousdan-dan]

Just when I'm trying to be more social again, something will happen that reminds me why I'm a hermit

[wambsgansshoelaces]

sometimes I wonder why life has to be lonely and upsetting and depressive and just so droll and ponder my meaning and whether I’ve done anything right but then I see the pretty little lights and I go watch the silly shows and go for walks and see the glorious architecture and ALL OF THE FUCKING ART and for a little bit I think I actually feel alive