#this is my diary
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babypowderdreams · 4 months ago
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I think think that building a solid friendship with someone that slowly moves into like a romantic relationship is way way wayyyy more fulfilling than just instantly jumping into a relationship. The romantic part is literally the best on top of taking care of them. Very into the romantic aspects of a relationship.
Treat them with respect also respect their boundaries. Let them know that they don't have to do something they don't feel comfortable with, its a must.
For real adore someone that I trust and can hold hands with, cuddle, watch movies with, take on cute dates, and make sure she is feeling taken care of and knows she is in good hands.
(Been thinking about this for a long time now)
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mushed-kid · 2 months ago
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#tw vent#tw suicide#this is my diary#i cant stop crying its so annoying i start tearing up every other minute#nothing in my life is the way i want it to be#and i cant fix any of it#and i just feel horrible all of the time#i wish i would just die already#like.#im done here. ive nothing more to do#i wouldn’t really mind#i think i might be doing way worse than i have ever before because i cant stop or ignore things anymore#like i cant stop myself from saying it i cant bottle it up like before#i mean. i didnt even mean to admit to it but i fucking slipped up and said it earlier todsy#and suddenly the words ​‘im doing bad’ slipped out of my mouth. which is crazy because i would never admit to anything like that.#its so scary to think about that im doing bad because that means im doing bad#wdym i would just give up wdym wdym wdym im. like thats not me its not me. its not me its not me thats not me#i feel like theres two uh idk brains inside me and the one that wants to live is being completely overstepped by the other one#i have so many feelings all the time and i still do but its also like. i dont care. like theyre somehwat muted or number now#and i dont think thats a good thing#also i feel horrible for admitting im doing bad because i know myself and i would never do that so im not me i cant be because me woulndt#and i feel bad that that worries people because as much as i feel like dying i wont do that and i know it sounds like i will but i wont#but i feel bad about making people worry#so pls dont worry because i Am doing fine. well. enough to live but like#i sound mentally ill
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calkale · 1 month ago
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i love liveblogging my life for you guys
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sapphiclvrgrl · 4 months ago
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jfc the way she would tell me to go to the gym and do something about it when i said i hated my appearance 😍😍😍😍
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rat-clown420 · 13 days ago
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WHY do i get a tummy ache every time i drink a glass of chocolate milk. its not lactose intolerance im not Shittin and i eat so much cheese with no problem. why the choccy milk ):
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ishouldbeinthewoods · 8 months ago
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sparkles-and-trash · 12 days ago
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I know I said I was gonna watch a Ghibli movie tonight but I saw a Cinderella (2015) edit on tiktok that I can’t get out of my head, and I think the Ghibli tradition might have to wait another week 👀
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neverchecking · 1 year ago
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Guys. I hate my moots. pass it on. #CancelBailey
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avarkriss · 5 months ago
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my father just sent me a photo, of him and i in a pumpkin patch. i'm a little over one and a half, and my hands are blur spots because i was so excited. i'm wearing the classic 90's puffer coat, because thirty years ago it still got cold in the fall.
and he sent me this because i sent him so many photos today, of his grandchild licking their first apple, straight off the tree in the orchard. and they'll get to see my photos someday, i hope, if i am so blessed.
maybe they'll cry like i am, because time is a thief and memories fade, and i know someday my mind may go and all i'll have are pictures. and i'll cling to them forever and the memories attached, the smell of fresh apples and hot cider donuts. not a cloud in the sky. the perfect weight of all our love held safe in our arms. and the sound of fully belly laughs dancing on the wind
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keyh0use · 9 months ago
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i'm sick and so miserable lmao i've never known pain like this, it's so different since getting hurt. there's like this constant aching that is suddenly so sharp when i laugh or cough. idk I feel like I'm getting punished for not dying
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d3ad4ndg0ne · 7 months ago
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starplatinumnun · 1 year ago
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my therapist asking me why i want to be a theologist if i'm so scared of it (religion) as if fear and obsession are not two sides of the same coin
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touchlikethesun · 8 months ago
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since james and i were able to meet up today (!!!!!!!) that means there’s only one person in this country left that i wanted to see that i couldn’t, but i think all of the people i met up with by chance or by surprise more than makes up for one scheduling conflict omg i’m so so so happy with this week i have missed everyone so much, and yk what it does honestly seem like i might have been missed just a little bit too… okay this is my last post about being in the uk i’ll be back to (probably being miserable in) the us tomorrow lol
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rat-clown420 · 28 days ago
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Mr so fuckin comfy
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nat-seal-well · 10 months ago
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Sorry for sharing every single thought with all of you 😔
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